#anyways everytime rui is happy it seems colorpalet comes in with a crushing realisation that time always runs past and that death is

[demodraws0606]

I hate the fact that I'm thinking about how, Rui right now is at his happiest he's ever been. He has friends, he's doing freelances with his best friends those who basically saved his life in a way, he's learning things about his passion.

In Rui4 he talks about how he wishes the film job could last forever.

But it can't last forever, Rui will have to graduate, Emu will have to come back to achieve her dreams, they will have to stop freelancing at one point.

Asahi's gonna come back at some point.

And sure it doesn't mean that he can't be happy after, not at all he has his own dream but I'm scared of when that realization will hit. That Rui can't stay in this moment forever, that things will have to change.

Is he gonna struggle to try and keep the status quo the same again, how far will he go this time, will he feel guilty for wanting more again.

Will he unconciously form a timeloop keeping him stuck in a two day loop over and over until he loses touch with reality