#anyways at least it helped my dye stay in 😭

[verytendou]

I am NEVER believing anyone who tells me they take showers ever again

[lostacelonnie]

Totally understandable ive been dealin with long work & other stuff so i feel ya. My energy levels have been all over the place. Ooh have fun in alicante! Right? Like hey im here sorry ive just been havin a time. Love discord. Hell yeah good times with good friends is always phenomenal news. Oh? Kudos for that there should be a badge for not having gulls try to steal your food. Australian magpies are notoriously asshole birds there's a whole chunk of time called swooping season where they get so vicious that mail people have to wear thick helmets to protect their head. Theres like. So much to learn in history & having adhd makes it hard so i have to pair it with like. A podcast or something to focus but it has grown on me recently too. Wish i could say the same of geography. Cool teachers are the lifeblood of learning i had so many cool science teachers. Thanks! Wolfie & kafka are my other goals of characters to get where i dont have them. Ive just been trying to catch up on the story & finally finished the luofu story. Building characters for me is just yeah this works i dont focus so hard on it anymore. No time for all that. I used arctic fox purple dye which allowed me to not have to bleach my hair so maybe thats an option? Im so ready for furina i have like. 335 wishes ready. I like team building in star rail its more. Relaxed than in genshin it feels like. Pela stays because her debuff is so helpful especially on the luofu. Bye pesky mara struck revival buff. May the courage to wear your choker in public come to you. I have & get compliments when i do. & may the future bring still easy exams for you

thankies ajskdglskjf as you can see it happened Again. ahhhh. school. AND THANK YOU IT WAS EXTREMELY FUN!!!! much better than my first trip there. got to eat SO much spanish food and omg i love all of it. not a single dish i disliked. plus i got to get my needed dose of the sea again! much more than my needed dose, in fact. we went to the beach EVERY EVENING. ive never been by the sea at night b4 and its such an awesome experience...... esp with the besties........... BUT AHEM. ANYWAY. YEAH DISCORD REALLY IS GREAT IN THAT WAY. and thank you o7 i also managed to avoid being robbed by them this time, despite the fact i was literally eating a salami sandwich next to an entire SWARM. every day i thank my luck for that. AND OH GOOD LORD????? HELMETS????? friendliest australian animal i guess 😭😭and ahhhhhh i feel you on that. luckily being diagnosed with the 'tism makes it so that teachers are obligated to let me draw during lessons so at least thats nice. and tbh with geography its funny cos like. i dont really Care about it but 1. its probs one of the easiest extensions and 2. i have an epic prof so i ended up liking it quite a lot as well. AND FOR REALLLLL tha AMOUNT of subjects ive never had a solid opinion on bc of how dependent it is on the teacher. for example my current teacher somehow managed to make me like PE. which feels illegal and yet. anyway, moving on! GOOD LUCK ON GETTING THEMMMMM wolfie has never left my team since i got her. shes op. the luofu story was so good................ tbh i dont rlly know what going on in hsr rn since i for real havent logged in since the release of luofu's last act and am not really planning to but Oh Well. i treat building chars the same way tbh [other than in honkai where i Do actually try to get good gear], i usually dont bother doing anything with my chars if im not outright struggling. not worth my time. AND AHHHHH THATS SO EPIC....... im still hovering around 175 since i havent really played recently but ahhhhh im hyped. and yeah i agree, i feel like its. Easier. to get a good team in hsr than in genshin, not to mention building it. since in genshin a lot of teams are dependent on 5* like raiden for example. who i Do Not Have, by the way. maybe one day. yeah pela IS great omg. AND THANKIES!!!! THE MOMENT I GET EVEN MARGINALLY MORE CONFIDENT ITS OVER FOR EVERYONE. and, once again thx o7!! i managed to get 100% on a chemistry short test so im gonna treat that as a good sign

[puff-mmd]

ciro and kaisei's parents thoughts

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kaisei has a mom, his dad passed away when he was really young. His mom wanted to focus on raising kaisei first, and when he was in probably middle school, he could tell his mom was....lonely. he knew he kept her company, but that wasn't the same.

I feel like he learned things like cooking and taking care of the house from helping her out so much. By the time he was in late middle school, i feel like he would have said something to her like "its okay to take time for yourself, i'm not a kid anymore and i can at least somewhat get by on my own while you do you."

He loves his mom a lot and they have a close enough relationship that he can talk with her like that, and he likely told her about his feelings for guys when he was young and unsure of them. She was very supportive of him, having some idea that he was that way for a long time. No matter what, she'd always love her son anyways.

When he is in high school, she does meet someone and he does have a step-dad by the time the story starts. I feel like she may have dated some guys that weren't all that great (and unfortunately some of them may have seemed good until they learned about kaisei. In which his mom immediately dropped them - if they couldn't accept the most important person in her life, they weren't worth her time.)

Kaisei taking Ciro over to meet his mom would be so sweet too. She would really like him - hard worker, loving, and just happy that her son found someone to settle down with. Kaisei probably never outright told his mom about all the sleeping around he did after high school, but she's not oblivious and knew something was up at least. She trusted Kaisei enough though that if he truly needed help, she was there for him.

(Possibly one or two midnight calls between them after he finds out someone he fell for either didn't want him or was with someone already.)

In terms of looks, she probably has muted pinkish/red hair cut to about shoulder length (and one blue horn in the middle of her forehead) but he definitely got his hair from his dad (short, dark, a little wild). His mom has those same electric blue eyes though.

Ciro's parents are a little more distant. They care about him and support him in the ways they can, but they aren't the type of family to really hang out a lot. When i think of his family, i also can't help now imagining he has a younger sister? Probably quite a bit younger, they aren't very close. Ciro is probably seen as the more "successful" one, actually.

Like, to sum them up - Ciro is 27 at the time of the story and in the entire 27 years he's been alive, the family maybe has gone one, possibly two family trips together.

His dad works for a pretty well-off company, and his mom possibly worked within that company before Ciro was born and that was how they met. Once his mom had him though, she chose to stay home and raise him.

It's so funny though because thinking about what his parents look like, I realized Ciro's natural hair color is dark brown. He just dyes it because he likes his mom's hair color and wanted it for himself 😭

Natural brunette Ciro

He is closer with his mom than his dad btw. Mostly because she is the one that was just, around more y'know? He does get along with his dad, but they don't share a lot of similar interests so if they're left to their own devices, it's.

It's a little awkward lol.

His sister is actually closer with their dad, I think. She wants to go into a field of work similar to her dad, so they have that common ground. She's only 19 or 20 in the story though, so she still lives at home for sure.

As far as them coming out to their parents, like I said - Kaisei probably came to her about it when he was still young. Ciro on the other hand, I don't think he told them until after he was dating Kaisei for a while (mostly because he didn't realize himself that he was gay until he broke up with his ex). Couldn't tell them what he didn't know lol.

But in the same way Yoai seemed to know, I think his parents did too. They didn't treat him differently for it, they probably just, didn't care much. Like not to say oh they didn't care about him anymore, just more of "okay. it's not a big deal, you're still our son, it is what it is. Now how is this fashion business of yours coming along? Making lots of profit from it?" - his dad because he's always interested more in hearing about Ciro's business (like actual business) things

Oh God, I think his dad is an accountant.

Anyways, yes both of their families would definitely come to their wedding.

[hematomes]

hi ced! sorry im late<3

im feeling kinda jealous of your sweetheart (yall sound so cute i can't) but I'll live😔✊🏽 (keep a little place in your heart for me though<3)

jokes aside im really happy for you. you seem to be having a good time!

ok so that history test went pretty well! i actually stayed home on saturday, played a little genshin since i hadn't in a while (fucking send help i haven't even finished the goddamn inazuma quest yet i can't do this anymore) and studied! time with my mom went smoothly too, we went to a thai restaurant and ate way too much lol and we only had one (1) heated moment. an achievement, truly

i still haven't checked out that poet damn jsjdjd i guess I'll get to it on christmas break tbh cause shit is! busy! smh i have so much stuff piled for christmas (shit ton studying, books to read, gotta dye my hair, spend time with my mom, go out with friends..... im gonna die) wbu!! got any Christmas plans? and how's the Christmas Spirit going for ya bc i felt it for the first time in years last night drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows. next time I'll make you a cup, too.

hehe maybe I'll send an actual poem sometime! im actually in a slump right now and it's frustrating. i had a wip for a small series of poems for autumn (1 for each month) titled 'the autumnal strife' and i kept putting it off and now it's CHRISTMAS😭

anyways. tell me your most and least favorite month! (bc the first poem is titled "september's hate poem" and it's somehow still not complete despite starting it in august.)

~soup

HI SOUP IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME THIS LONG ZKDJZKS

don't be jealous hun you'll always be there in a comfy place in my heart <3

and!!! i am he is very sweet and stuff,,,

HHH GLAD THE TEST WENT WELL and damn the lack of genshin </3 did you get to play since then? 😭 and zkdkz glad it went rather well with your mom that is Very Good

don't worry abt the poet take your time!! <3 are you on your christmas break btw? I HOPE SO. and do take time to rest during the break, you deserve it smh

not for christmas, my mom's working so we'll just have the eve's dinner a bit early tomorrow and then on The day we'll exchange gifts like during dinner too!! the real deal is going to be on new year bc we're going over my aunt's place and my best friend's coming and i haven't seen her in a while zkdkz it's gonna be wild. and im probably gonna get absolutely trashed bc i haven't partied in way too long and seeing my best friend + my cousin ALWAYS GETS ME. also pls i need a cup of that hot choco it sounds so good <3

omg zkskz do send a poem if you can/want!!! THO SMH SLUMPS...... are a whole mood. hope you can get out of it 😔😔

mmh my favorite month is probably april bc i love the spring and also there's my birthday and somehow the ppl around me always manage to make it absolutely incredible. this year i had to celebrate alone in my 9m² room but my friends called me ootb to tell me they had bought stuff for me and it was waiting for me at home (like my mom's) 😭 AND THE YEAR PRIOR TO THAT THEY BOUGHT ME A SWITCH LIKE,,,, nghfrkzks angels. anyway yeah april is pretty and always makes me happy <3

as for the least, october zkdkzk seasonal depression hits me around this time and i don't really get to enjoy the beauty of autumn and stuff bc im just lying in my bed listening to mitski or ghostly kisses bye

ZKDKS WHY SEPTEMBER FOR YOU BTW