#anyway. this is making me wanna kill myself bc i feel like a huge failure for fumbling my dream job | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

missazura · 5 months ago

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Trying not too think of the worst case scenario but I'm holding on to the possibility of getting fired from my illustration job so it doesn't hurt as much if I expected it

#personal #i cant even tell if theyre being sincere or just. actually disappointed with me that i cant take in more jobs that i already do #anyway. this is making me wanna kill myself bc i feel like a huge failure for fumbling my dream job #bc im depressed and stuck in a dangerously abusive household #i dream of a life where im safer and the house isnt going to collapse anytime soon and then maybe #just maybe id be a bit more stable to work like a decent person #instead of worrying and dreading day by day #vent

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