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cigaretteparfum · 2 years ago

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fucking insane the way i ended up just filtering the word rmdn entirely. like am here being like "haha religious trauma what religious trauma" then this damned 29 days come around once a year and i fucking dissociate for a good minute each time any mention of it come across me ungodly eyes and ears.

#idefk why this affect me this much. if anything it prolly shouldve been the prayer part #but nah it's just this one fucking month. ive literally gone to mosques and musholla accompanying me mates no probs but one word #ONE WORD #i fucking shrink like some fucking pathetic shit chicken #words cannot convey how much i fucking hate this bullshit #i wish i can literally just die for one whole month and get resurrected the next #hibernation isnt going to cut it i know that shit will chase me down to the nightmare realm #anyway. that'll be the last i rant about this topic i swear #i legit cant handle this anymore i already have to deal with it irl i dont want to see any mention of it in my escape as well #someone come kill me #you'll actually do me a huge favour please just fucking kill me

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