#anyway. so much oversharing sorryyyy

[shxtodxroki]

hiiiii!! I saw your request is open so here I am shooting my shot hehe. I'd love to get a matchup with any male characters, so feel free to go wild with the result ♡

I go by "Angel", she/her, omnisexual, 5'2. I'm not really good at describing how I look, so here 2 pics of me (I don't have any picrew of me, so I hope you are fine with me sending you my real pics 😔👉🏻👈🏻) also, a tmi for today : I'm basically blind on my right eye but I refused to wear glasses on daily basis bcs I think I look better without it 😅

moving on to my personality, I'm an ENFP and a proud gryffindor! 🦁❤ I LOVE to talk, I can't handle silence really well bcs it makes me feel awkward. people's first impression of me are usually "she's a b" or "she is annoying" but most of em ended up loving me after they got to know me personally (RUDEEE 😭) ; anyway I actually have a lot of insecurity about myself and easily got depressed over em, but I love to act all confident in front of my friendsㅡ gotta fake it until you make it I guess 😩

for interests, I love doing tarots, playing text-based games, and listening to disney / musical songs. I also enjoy watching thriller/horror movies, sometimes I got scared to the bones tho 💀

another thing about me is I have a chronic insomnia, my earliest bedtime is 8 am (I know its very unhealthy 😭😭😭) sometimes I can go a day or two without sleep, it's crazy how I'm still alive tbh 🥲

OMG I OVERSHARED DIDN'T I? I'm really sorryyyy, this also one of my bad traits. I tend to overshare my life with anyone and anytime. I hope you don't mind :(

well I guess this is it??? thank you for opening up your matchup request. can't wait to read the result aaaa. have a good daaay 🌸

First of all I want to say don’t worry about oversharing at all, the more you tell me about yourself the better I can make your match-up so all the information you included was super helpful for me actually! Thank you for sending in a match-up request, and I hope you enjoy your match-up below :>

I’d Match You With: 

Denki Kaminari!

Reasoning:

I did a lot of thinking with this one, there were a couple of characters I was considering but in the end I felt like Denki fit the best with you. He loves your bold personality and you share a lot of interests, and overall he’s just really infatuated with you and would be the perfect boyfriend to go alongside you :D

Headcanons About Your Relationship:

- Denki is not a big fan of silence either, it makes him feel awkward so between the two of you you’re pretty much always talking about something, there’s never a moment of silence in your relationship :) He even has a list of dumb quotes you’ve both said to each other in his phone because of how much you both talk whenever you're together lol

- If anyone’s ever rude to you or accuses you of being “annoying” or “bitchy” without getting to know, you Denki will 100% stand up for you! He isn’t letting anybody treat you that way and he will immediately get on them about how you’re an amazing, lovely person, and they’re the ones being rude by judging you without even knowing you personally :)

- Denki knows how it feels to put on a confident face and try to “fake it ‘till you make it”, he has a pretty similar mindset himself actually. So he understands how you feel, and he makes sure you know that when you do need to let down those confident walls and show/talk about your insecurities, he’s more than happy to talk with you, to comfort and reassure you (And he hopes you’d do the same for him in return) <3

- Denki is, like, the #1 fan of Disney songs lol, he loves them just as much as you do and the other students around your dorms kinda hate it lol because they always hear you two blasting Disney music and singing along at like 3am

- Denki’s pretty scared of horror movies honestly, but he can have fun watching them if they’re not too scary, so he’ll watch them with you sometimes because he wants to make you happy :) Plus, even though he's pretty scared, he likes being your big strong boyfriend that can protect you if you do end up getting scared, it helps him ignore his own fears lol

- Denki definitely doesn’t stay up as late as you, but he’s no stranger to pulling all-nighters so usually when the two of you have sleepovers together he doesn’t end up falling asleep until at least 5am because he wants to spend as much time with you as he can :)

- Whenever you two pull all-nighters, though, you always follow it up with lots of naps the next day. Even if you have class, Denki can see you starting to get tired and he wants to make sure that you get some sleep now that you’re actually feeling tired, so the second class ends Denki’s dragging you with him to his dorms and piling blankets on top of the two of you as you cuddle and nap together ^^

- Also, you never have to worry about oversharing when it comes to Denki, nothing is oversharing to him when it comes to you. Like I mentioned earlier, he’s happy to listen to you talk about absolutely anything at any time, so never worry about talking too much or telling him too much about something because he wants to know everything he can about you and your life, he just loves you so much <3

Song For Your Relationship:

Shivers by Ed Sheeran :)

[juwon-ah-moved]

i hate cis people

[godtier-fics]

The Stone Cold Truth (reposted)

I’m reposting this over here cuz I don’t want it on my Ao3 cuz it might be seen as ~promotion~ which is against their rules lol. 

Original summary: A short what the heck just happened or why Sammya Kei has a brand new account & reposted most of their fanfics.

TLDR:

-I wanted a fresh start but didn't want to lose all my fanfics. So compromise. -I did lose all my subscribers & have to repost most of my fanfics. Sorryyyy?  -Support my original works as much as you do my fanfics, thanks.

That's the gist. 

I once read a remarkable essay by someone who I greatly admired on why she wrote fan fiction and what it meant for her. This will not be that kind of essay, not entirely. Instead, I'm going to talk about impulses that result from mental health issues, and how that impacts me as a writer and reader of fan fiction.

Oh, no sorry, I lied. I'm going to keep this short and to the point...

In recent years I've figured out a few things about fandoms that I think are STRANGE and a result of certain subgroups of the community isolating themselves from the larger world that...they unknowingly end up repeating things wrong with the larger world in themselves. I've talked about this before on my blog and twitter. I won't go on another rant about things wrong with fandom culture as a whole, but I will talk about a particular few things that have been bugging me...

Anti culture, and the need to shame or harass others off of social media. I'm not talking about people who are like actual abusers (as in they have honest to god caused someone harm that was not related to ship wars 100% cuz wow) or known predators. I'm talking about this need to dig up things from people's past and in the midst of doing so bring up behaviors that they've long since changed or abandoned. There is this denial of people's ability to grow and change and mature over the years.

Listen, I’ve had my former Ao3 account since 2012. I kudo'd and commented on a lot of things on that account that I'm not proud of now, and I wouldn't read now, and that I might even go out of my way to avoid reading as it would trigger me. Some of these things are things that might if I were to ever get in an internet fight get me seen as a troublemaker, or someone who deserves to be shamed or bullied off the internet.

Yet, I refuse to go. I've endured years of stalking and abuse to get where I am today. I am prepared (I guess) to deal with more if need be. I would prefer not to, and so that's why I've moved accounts so I could have a fresh start on what I am presenting to my audience. To my fans, and to my supporters. Sadly, as a result of my moving to this new Ao3 account I lost access to editing 80% of my fanfics so I have to delete and repost them. Oh well.  

Another thing that bothers me is the lack of support for fan fiction writers and original fiction creators. I won't go on a lecture about that, but one thing you can do to help me out, and to make sure I'm still willing to write fan fiction for free and keep them posted is to do the following:

Leave kudos.

Leave respectful comments. Please, don't overshare, and please be mature with your comments.

Send me asks on my personal blog if you wanna talk further about things.

Don't pressure me to update. Fan fiction writing is a hobby.

Support my original works just as hard as you support my fan works.

Anyway, yeah, I moved accounts for those reasons, etc. You can @ on twitter at sammyakei/sammyaworks or send me messages on tumblr or check out my website. 

Stay safe,

Sammya Kei