#anyway: thank you sosososos much for all of the love that i have received over these past 6 months!

[gukyi]

i can’t believe it’s already the end of 2017! this year has been the trashest year of my life, but it’s alright, because that means that 2018 can only be better. i just wanted to celebrate the conclusion to this shitstorm of a year with a little friendly follow forever/mutual appreciation post to spread some love. this is also to commemorate me hitting a major milestone on this blog, even though it’s only been in existence for 6 months!!! i wanted to thank all of you guys, who support me and send me wonderful messages and reach out to me and give my fics love even when i think that i don’t deserve it. i love all of you ♡

special mentions ♡: 

first off, the biggest thank you to @sihyun / @jeonheejin / @ptg for actually being the best person in the world, period. you mean the entire universe to me and i can’t believe that we’ve been friends for over two!!!! years!!!!!!!! it really honestly feels like i’ve known you my whole life. i’ll never get sick of talking to you and you’ve definitely heard all of this before because i love getting soft about our platonic love. also, shoutout for making my banner. i love u. 

@jeonjingles: sarah, u own my hort ♡ you were the first friend i made on this new blog and you are so talented and strong and kickass at the flute, i promise. i admire your resilience and strength and i appreciate you a heck of a lot.

@minigguk: em, i don’t even know where to begin. thank you for always talking to me and helping me with my writing predicaments and my real life predicaments and being the older, wiser sister that i never had. also, thanks for that chenle fic. i’ll never shut up about it.

@lthyl @meetevil @lily-blue @dat-town @restlessmaknae @sonnenfuchs : you guys are the best groupchat i could ever ask to be a part of. i could write individual notes on how wonderful and supportive all of you are, but then this thing would be eight years long and i’d probably end up crying. thanks for being the best group of writers i would ever want to associate with! ♡

@yoongihime: sas!!!!! my love. thank you for making me learn to love hybrid aus and for always being so encouraging and relatable. i still can’t believe we started chatting because you’re such a lovely person with a big big heart ♡

@eggnogtae: min i literally cannot believe we didn’t start talking sooner and just kept dancing around each other, because you’re my fave. i know it’s only been a little bit since we started chatting but i love talking to you and your writing sm ♡

@guktwt: lara!! ur blog is so aesthetic and nice and ur fic ideas are amazing and i’m so thankful that you inspired me to write that prince tae fic because it’s my favorite work in the whole world. i really, really, really appreciate you. i do. 

@jungnoir: mj!!!!!!! you’re such a nerd and i love u for that. thank u for always cringing with me on our dark pasts and also writing amazing fics and being a genuinely wonderful person. 

@jcmguk: mak you’re my hero. you’re always so wonderful and encouraging and i thank you every day for that. i hope you’ll always keep working to strive for greatness, because you’ll get there.

every other killer person on my dash ♡:

♔: we’ve interacted like, once but i still consider you my friend and i love you ❀: we’ve never spoken and i’m too scared to so i just admire ur blog from afar ♫: u make amazing content and tbh it intimidates me bolded: mutuals

@94hixtape ❀ / @army-author ♔ / @bbfairy ❀ / @btssmutgalore ♫ / @cheelchan ♔ / @chinnychimchim ♔ / @cinnaminsvga ♔ / @dailydoseofdia ♫ / @hayjeon ♔ / @hoseokie-jung ♔ / @hungline ♔ / @inktae ❀ / @jeonbegins ♔ / @jiminniemouse ❀ / @jimlingss ♔ / @jjkfire ❀ / @johobi ♫ / @jungkxook ♔ / @jungblue ♫ / @kimvtae ♫ / @kingdomtae ❀ / @kpopfanfictrash ♫ / @letterstokook ❀ / @merryhoseoks ♫ / @mint-tape ♔ / @peppermintgguk ♔ / @promixity ♔ / @sehunpeachy ❀ / @solastia / @sosmark ♔ / @taechubs ♫ / @taecup ♔ / @taegills ♔ / @taehyung-the-baehyung ♔ / @taelopsia ♔ / @taemates ❀ / @taesthetes ♫ / @trbld-writer ♔ / @vankoya ♫ / @workofteaguk ❀

big rip if i’ve screwed this up somehow or forgotten somebody!!! tumblr and i can fight but i promise that my heart is full of love for u anyway. happy holidays!

[kimjoongs-main]

reverse idol!jisung

↳ requested by: Anonymous

↳ type: bullet scenario

↳ warning(s): minor swearing

okay so you’re a member of a new girl group from SM, and you’re the main dancer

and our dear jisungie is an SM stan so when you guys first debuted he was there for it

jisung’s more of the super chill stan, but when he loves a group he l o v e s a group

at first he wasn’t too keen on your debut song, it didn’t necessarily fit his style of music much,,,,but then,,,,he went online and saw the fancam of you performing on stage and he just—

he fell in love instantly

jisung’s always been drawn to the dancers of the groups he stans bc he loves to dance himself

after watching your fancam, he immediately started to learn it,,,,and who’s part did he learn???? yours ofc :)

oh yeh i forgot to mention jisung has a dance cover account that he shares with his bff chenle, and sometimes jeno and jaemin make an appearance too

he called chenle up on the phone and was like “dude come over now we have new choreo to learn” and his excitement got chenle all excited too and he zoomed all the way to jisung’s house

these two spent like...2 hours learning the dance and then they fINALLY got it

after practicing a bit more, jisung decided it was good enough to record and post and that’s what they did

as they waited for the video to load, chenle asked “hey, wouldn’t it be cool if they noticed us?” and jisung just gives his best friend this look like nuh uh that’ll never happen and chenle just shrugs “you never know ji”

bUT LITTLE DID EITHER OF THEM KNOW,,,,CHENLE WAS ACTUALLY RIGHT BC THE VERY NEXT MORNING JISUNG RECEIVED AN ONSLAUGHT OF TEXTS FROM THE GC

he opened his phone and the first thing he saw was a picture jaemin sent him and he almost dropped his phone

bc the picture was a screenshot from your group’s ig story that showed you and another member from your group watching jisung and chenle’s cover of their song

and the caption written on the bottom said “wow! we’re glad to see how talented our fans are~ you guys did amazing!”

and yeah it was safe to say jisung almost fainted right then and there bc wHAT??? HE’S BEEN NOTICED??? AND BY YOU OF ALL PEOPLE????

he doesn’t even bother replying to the gc, he just kinda flops on top of his bed and stuffs his face in his blanket

he couldn’t focus at all at school that day and somehow ended up getting detention and chenle had to step up and defend his ass

after that incident, jisung’s love for you and your group only continued to grow and he was no longer a casual stan, but a full-fledged one

whenever you guys had a comeback, he would stay up late waiting for the mv to drop and when it did he’d just fanboy while flailing your lightstick around like an idiot

unfortunately he never had the opportunity or the money to attend any of your fansigns, fanmeets, or concerts

so he would just support through a phone/computer screen :’)

bUT ONE DAY chenle managed to score two spots at your upcoming fansigning and ofc he asked jisung to come w him on the condition that he bought chenle’s lunch for the next week and jisung just kinda died right then and there

this kid couldn’t tone down his excitement, so much so that renjun threatened to tie him to a chair so he’d stop moving

however the day finally came and jisung was just super super happy and on the car ride there he made his mom play your newest album and he and chenle just screamed the lyrics inside the car

once they got to the venue, jisung started bouncing around getting all excited and his hair kept floofing up and down w him :(

even chenle had to put his hands on jisung’s shoulders to calm him down just a bit

but once the line started moving, chenle couldn’t contain his excitement anymore either

they made their way inside along w the rest of the fans and sat down in their seats, waiting for you to come out

while they were chilling for a few minutes, chenle turns to jisung w this huge grin on his face and asks him if he thinks you’ll recognize them from the video

at first jisung gets all excited at the thought of it, but then he realizes

that video was posted a while ago and i bet they’ve seen more, better dance covers than ours so it’s highly unlikely they’ll recognize us

jisung starts pouting and tells chenle what he thinks and pretty soon they’re both just clutching onto your album and pouting

but that all goes away when some fans start freaking out and jisung strains his neck to see what’s going on and then he just freezes

bc “holy crap chenle omgomgokg they’re coming out omg” and jisung loses all his cool and starts hitting chenle rapidly on the shoulder

jisung’s never understood what the word starstruck meant,,,,until now

bc there you were, standing on the small platform w your members, a big beautiful and bright smile plastered on your face as you wave shyly to the fans

he almost drops the album he’s holding lol

but anyways, you guys each introduce yourself and jisung has to restrain himself from freaking out when it’s your turn

his other hand is currently gripping chenle’s so hard that chenle’s hand is turning white, but do either of them care at this point?? the answer is no

after introductions, you and your members sit down at the long table and soon fans start lining up to meet you

jisung and chenle are somewhere in the middle so it doesn’t take long before it’s their turn

you’re the last one at the table and the closer jisung gets to you the faster his heart races and his hands start to get clammy bc omg you’re literally two feet away from someone send help i feel dizzy

but then :’) he reaches you :’) and the smile that you give him :’) makes his heart flutter :’)

“hi! nice to meet you” you greet him and jisung shyly responds back, his nerves getting the best of him

you gently take the album from his fingers and open it to your pictures, looking up once again and asking him for his name

“oh,,,,my name’s j-jisung...park jisung” he manages to get out

but upon hearing his name,,,,,you freeze,,,,the tip of your marker hovering over the page as you whip your head up to stare at him in shock

jisung’s taken aback by your reaction and his furrows his eyebrows “is...is something wrong?” he asks and you just lean forward and narrow your eyes at him

“your name...i recognize that name...you wouldn’t happen to be the park jisung, would you? the one who does all those yt covers?”

...

jisung.exe has stopped working

i’m not kidding,,the kid just stopped

stopped blinking,,,,,stopped talking,,,,,,,stopped breathing—

you’re starting to get kinda worried so you laugh nervously “um, you okay jisung?” and that immediately snaps him out of it

he clears his throat and answers shakily “uhh yeah...that’s me...” and then he reaches up to rub the back of his neck awkwardly, refusing to meet your eyes

but then you brighten up instantly and you’re like “omg i’ve been a huge fan of yours! after i saw that dance cover you did with your friend, he was the one who was just here right, i watched your other videos and you’re so talented!”

jisung.exe has stopped working,,,,,again

okay not rlly but after hearing what you said jisung just kinda !!! and his heart goes wee bc holy shit you recognized him and even complimented him on his dancing

YOU OF ALL PEOPLE, THE ONE HE’S BEEN A HUGE FAN OF SINCE YOUR DEBUT JUST SAID THEY WERE A FAN OF HIS AND CALLED HIM TALENTED—

unfortunately, the moment was short-lived as your manager began rushing jisung to go so that the line could keep moving

but before he left, he told you “thank you so much that means so much coming from you!” and you flash him a sweet, genuine smile before turning to the fan in front of you

jisung almost tripped walking down from the platform, luckily chenle was there and he was watching the whole thing

when jisung came down, chenle just raised his eyebrows at him in confusion but jisung had this goofy grin plastered on his face and a dazed look in his eyes

once the two of them get back to their seats, chenle violently shakes jisung and is like “wtf happened up there why do you look like you just the lord himself jisung sNAP OUT OF IT”

and jisung just,,,,he looks at chenle and starts squirming and smiling sosososo big bc “chenle they recognized me! they recognized both of us, from the dance account! THEY SAID I WAS TALENTED”

and chenle just loses it and the two of them silently fanboy in their seats and the other fans just stare at them like wtf???

but the rest of the fansign, jisung’s just a happy little bean and your comment filled him with an infinite amount of motivation and he knew that once he got home he was going to practice and improve his dancing

soon the event comes to a close and you and your members walk up to the edge kf the platform again, thanking all the fans for coming and then making your way off stage

but before you leave, you see jisung and chenle and your eyes light up, and you unconsciously give the two of them a double thumbs up

which didn’t go unnoticed by either of them ofc

later on, when jisung gets home he immediately goes to his room and flops down on his bed and sighs happily

today might have been one of the best days of his life bc not only did he get to meet you in person, but you even recognized him and complimented him on his dancing

he looks over to the side and sees the album that he brought w him resting on his pillow

jisung rolls over and grabs the album, flipping through the pictures and stopping at the one you signed, expecting to see your signature

but no,,,,that’s not all

bc at the very bottom, right underneath your autograph,,,,is a mesage

“hey, it was so cool meeting you today! i can’t wait to see your dance cover of our new song ;) haha, just kidding! keep doing what you’re doing jisung, i’m you’re #1 supporter!”

jisung’s stomach does a flip again and his cheeks start to flush like skfkdkakwl wow

he takes a minute or a hundred and just kinda,,,,stares at his ceiling

but then suddenly he shoots up and grabs his laptop, searching thru yt until he finds the video he’s looking for: your dance practice

a few days later, you’re scrolling thru your twitter feed when you receive a yt notification

recognizing the channel, you gasp and immediately tap on it

seconds later, a video of jisung pops on the screen and the familiar sound of the bass fills your ears as you watch, fascinated by how flawlessly he executed the moves

once the video finishes, your finger moves to tap on the replay button and again, you’re just mesmerized by jisung’s talent and passion for dancing

you couldn’t help yourself at this moment so you hit the share button on the video and posted it on your twitter w the caption: “park jisung never disappoints 👍🏼”