#anyway was severely thrown off my groove bc instead of an office number I had this guy's cell. wild.
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lemememeringue · 2 years ago
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ya gay's getting therapy??? maybe???
#mine#lem has a body#got my test results back. I do NOT have epilepsy. wild. we do Not know why rapid flickering triggers the (non-epileptic) seizures.#the neurologist said it's stress on the body possibly anxiety or depression OR something unrelated#but knowing that stress IS a trigger he recommended CBT 🙃 which wasn't fun to hear esp since I've been thru that before#so I called the psych he recommended and holy crap there's a shrink in this tiny town#he's been in business longer than my brother's been alive I had no idea#it's all the trees#anyway was severely thrown off my groove bc instead of an office number I had this guy's cell. wild.#the psych did the initial interview asking for some backstory and when I was done he calmly suggested getting a full eval done#this wasn't even him upselling. like.. he doesn't do that kindof testing.#I'm kinda in a weird state of shock#like ik this isn't the first time someone's said ''hey you should be tested'' but I gave the abbreviated lore#I didn't scratch the surface and this guy's like ''yeah cbt is probably not what you need''#anyway I have an in-person consult next week and my neurologist scheduled a follow-up in november#I feel dizzy#I don't have high expectations for this tbh bc I LIVE with most of my triggers#which is why I wasn't actively pursuing therapy until after I move out#but ig my spells are bad enough to demand something#I'm keeping quiet abt the therapy rn. mum has to know bc she drives. the grandparents are gettin half-truths
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