#anyway this went from a oh fun! tidbit! into teetering on the edge of a breakdown
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sometimes I forget how bad my vision is until I take off my glasses after a long day of focusing (specifically on text or on electronics)
#ooh boy i just took them off#and now i can barely read what im typing#also it made my laptop lopsided#which is always a weird effect#like the square is no longer.. squareish... it dips down on the side#god no wonder i used to get such shitty headaches in school#mtxt#i cant help but feel like im very quickly deteriorating#like was my vision ever this bad? or was i just used to not having glasses#when i went to get my license renewed (this year)#they gave me an exception where i cant drive without glasses#but when i first got my license it was not a problem#sigh im really falling apart#my teeth too.... my health is so down the drain for years of neglecting it#i cant be surprised but i can be sad... right?#anyway this went from a oh fun! tidbit! into teetering on the edge of a breakdown#yikes#cant wait to die in the next two years and actually have it not be su*cide#another way of thinking is thatwhen i finally decided i wanted to live im slowly dying lmfao#years of wanting to die and it never happened and now i dont want to ? and life is giving me this shit?#uhhh sorry#neg tw#?#suicide tw#ill delete this later when i get embarrassed but i had to get my emotions out atleast a little
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