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llycaons · 2 years ago

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not to be a downer and say things like 'jc is doomed to be miserable forever' but imo his most significant trait IS his lack of personal growth. his complete inability to let anything go and his fixation on blaming people for what happened and his insecurity and fear of looking foolish or taking risks or being vulnerable and all strong emotions expressed as anger is really not doing anything for him or for his relationships and at least in the novel it's stated explicitly that he's never going to be able to change so...yeah I think he is doomed to be miserable forever :/

#in the drama I have hope for him still #in the novel hes quite hateful so its fine if he's unhappy #like yeah hes been through a lot and that wasnt his fault #but still blaming lwj and wwx for his parents dying over 20 years later??!!#not to be like 'he needs forgiveness to heal' but he literally cannot seriously still blame them #and recover from his losses #like it is very tragic but he needs to do some work here as well #and I hope the gc is a turning point #after wn told him the truth and like forced him to recognize that other people were hurting too #and hurting for his sake #like hes unable to take responsibility for anything its infuriating #this is not me being a hater btw I dont hae him I realluly want his drama self to heal and find peace #I dont think he and wwx can have a relationship at all until he stops relying on wwx to solve his emotional problems #hes so. hmm. yeah hes very reliant on others to care for him #which isnt even a bad thing on its own but its not rly reciprocal and he never seems to recognize that wwx #also might need that sometimes. well he does a few times in post ss. good for you jc #but I do think for drama jc their closeness in the past and the temple scene will rly #help them move on past it #for novel jc they honesty werent that close so jc rly will be miserable and angry forever. lmao #anyway this is your regular jc programming from someone who literally cant stop thinking about him ✌️#tl;dr: please take some responsibility for your actions and have some humility and learn to be ok making mistakes you'll be happier for it #cql txp

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