#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk ive had a couple drinks so im feeling talkative today lol

[pandaemoanium]

i was already thinking earlier about how im starting to see my personal artstyle developing, then i started drawing a new thing today and it looks totally different like ???????? ok wig i guess

[shhh-no-ones-home]

back to you bill s preston esquire x reader

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what up this is being posted on my birthday so heres my birthday present for you all lovelies lol

request from @ringa-starr

"Based on the song lips of an angel by hinder."

the other girl isnt one of the princesses, we just gonna kinda pretend they arent part of this, cause it would be like a groupie from the other band they are touring with.

i know its not exctly what you asked for but hope you like it anyways and thanks again for requesting, sorry they always take so long. if you end up not liking it i, as always, am glad to rewrite it in a different direction.

Song: lips of an angel by hinder

tag list: @cynic-spirit +++++++++

i sat on my bed and twirled the phone cord around my finger. i laughed quietly again.

"of course not bill, he doesnt know ive been talking to you. just like whoever that girl that has been calling your name for the past half hour doesnt know your talking to me."

"why are we playing these games again babe, we both want each other, why are we kidding ourselves?"

bills voice rang through my ears. he was right. wed been talking to each other since before he left for his bands first official tour.

"bill i love my boyfriend, if you cant say that about whoever that girl is i dont know what to tell you."

i laughed again as he sighed into the receiver.

"look, all im saying is we should give each other a fighting chance. break up with your boyfriend by the time i get home and we can go have a nice date together. just the two of us."

i unwound the cord from my finger, watching the color come back to the now red imprints.

"ill think about it bill, but im not making any promises."

i looked down at the floor, holding the phone a little looser, knowing the conversation would be ending soon. it was almost show time after all.

"you dont have to, i just want you to know that i love you, you dont have to feel the same but ill be waiting for you till i get home. and i promise we wont have this same conversation every night."

i smiled to myself.

"dont lie to yourself bill, weve had this conversation the last three nights."

he laughed and my smile got wider. oh who was i kidding? i really did love him back.

"youre right, so i guess i dont make any promises either. but its almost showtime, so ill talk to you tomorrow. i miss you y/n."

i frowned a little, winding the cord around my finger again.

"i miss you too bill, ill talk to you tomorrow."

"bye."

he said.

"bye."

i said back, waiting for the line to go dead. it was a couple seconds before it actually clicked off and i sighed. i dropped the phone back onto the base and jumped when my boyfriend knocked on my bedroom door.

"hey babe, you ready for the movie?"

i nodded as i stood up, slinging my purse onto my shoulder.

"yep, all ready to go."

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i jolted awake to my alarm going off. it was the last day of the wyld stallyns tour and bill had asked me to come to the show. i wasnt sure at first but i guess id sort of made up my mind when i ended things with my boyfriend. i really did love bill back and it took missing him and talking to him on the phone every night for two months to actually realize that. i rubbed my hands over my face before throwing my blankets off of me and walking slowly to the bathroom.  it was late morning but i needed to shower and get ready for tonight. it was an all day affair after all.

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i got out of the cab and walked quickly to the back door of the venue. bill had mailed me a backstage pass and a letter of instructions for the venue. it was simple, just flash my pass to the door man and head to their dressing room. when i got into the venue i looked around with wide eyes. there were many dressing rooms and even the man at the door couldnt point me in the right direction. i sighed before taking off down the hallway, trying to look into each room and read the papers taped to each door. none of them said wyld stallyns or bills name though. i rubbed my arm nervously, then i heard giggling. i followed the sound and stood in the doorway of the room, in it was bill and ted laughing along with a tall blonde girl that was only half dressed. i knocked on the door frame and bill looked up at me with wide eyes before smiling just as big.

"you made it!"

he called as he stood and walked quickly to me, wrapping me in a hug.

"of course i made it, i wouldnt miss it for the world."

he let me go and took my hand in his, pulling me into the room.

"y/n this is..."

he stared at the girl for a second and she rolled her eyes.

"angel, im with the head band. im dating the bass player."

i nodded and shook her hand.

"its nice to meet you, i think."

then ted smiled widely at me, opening his arms to give me a hug."

"its good to see you again dude!"

i laughed at him.

"its good to see you again too ted."

i turned and watched angel leave before sitting on the small couch next to bill.

"are you guys ready for your last show? how have things been so far?"

they both nodded excitedly.

"things have been great, we open every night and the crowds have been loving us."

bill was practically beaming with pride.

"yeah, its been most excellent."

i looked up at ted in time to see them both do the guitar thing, making me laugh.

"Well I'm glad you two have been having fun."

Ted went to say something when someone else came and knocked on the door.

"Dude we gotta re-check your guitar. One of the strings snapped."

Ted made the most disappointed face I'd ever seen before running out of the room.

"Aw man, that's the third one this week. It feels like we've been going through strings like drinking water."

Bill shook his head and shifted in his seat. I frowned looking down at my watch.

"I hope he gets that fixed in time, the shows getting ready to start."

Bill stood up and started pacing around the room.

"It'll be alright babe, he's pretty good at it by now."

He winked at me and we both laughed. I rubbed my hands on my jeans nervously.

"Hey Bill."

He stopped and put his hands on his hips.

"Yeah?"

I bit the inside of my cheek.

"I broke up with my boyfriend."

His eyes for wide. He was shocked at first but then a smile slowly crept to his face.

"Really?"

He asked in disbelief.

"Yeah, I didn't wanna tell you but I called it quits a while ago. I've been thinking more and more and I really do like you and I really do wanna take you up on that date offer. If it still stands that is."

He nodded quickly, coming back and sitting next to me in the couch.

"Of course it does babe, I've been waiting to go on a date with you for what feels like forever."

I smiled widely at him before kissing his cheek.

"Then I guess it's a good thing this is the last show of the tour."

I winked at him and he blushed, taking my hand in his and squeezing it. He had a goofy grin on his face.

"Yeah, I guess so."

He leaned a little forward.

"Y/n I feel like I've been waiting forever. Can I finally kiss you?"

I nodded slowly, leaning into him.

"Yeah bill, or course you can."

His gaze flashed to my lips for a second before he pushed forward and kissed me gently. When he pulled away he rested his forehead against mine and we both smiled like idiots at each other.

"I love you y/n."

I kissed him again, quickly.

"I love you too bill."

[naughtynanzhu]

ahh thank u ;; right so. there's this boy. i know him through my best friend. we had talked a couple times actually but only Very briefly. and when i saw him for the third time, we talked quite a bit?? it was at a halloween party and we got introduced Again (he didn't even remember me lol but i really don't blame him, the first time we met was like a year ago and the second time at a party) but yeah, we then started talking. and he's really nice?? like he is a v polite person and really kind-(1)

and yes idk?? we started talking and just kind of sat down on the side at some point. a friend of mine was with us too so it wasn't like it was very. personal or super interesting talk but it was still nice?? ahh... i feel like drunk me was kinda flirty lol but i think he was kind of interested in me too?? like. there was a girl and she was obv into him, kept coming up hugging him and stuff (he was so nice about that too rip like u could sense he wasn't interested but he knew she was drunk- (2)   she was drunk so he was basically just like. patting her on the back and just being nice?? it turned out he didn't even know her well too ;;) and we somehow started talking about her and. in my language girl friend and girlfriend is the same word lol so i said something about 'ur gf' and he was so quick to deny it!!! LMAO he was like 'SHE'S NOT MY GF OMG' and i was like. 'yeah but she's a gf. that's what i meant' and he was so shy about it sdfh lmao. and later on we started talking about- (3)dancing and my friend was like. yeah i'll show u how to dance and u can just go up to any girl and ur dancing will seduce her lol. so who would u like to dance with. any girl in this room. who's ur type' (i still can't believe my friend lmao) and then he was like probably one of the korean exchange students BC THEY'RE V POLITE And they'd probs be kind enough to at least try to dance with me so i don't look like a fool. DHJFD that was kinda funny tbh but also so cute idk like :(( but anyway- (4)idk over the entire evening i just felt like he was maybe interested in me too :// and i said this i think but drunk me is v flirtatious so if he was uncomfy he wouldn't have talked to me that much i think??? sigh. yes so my problem now is that i can't stop thinking about this binch!!!! like i literally talked to him three times and i'm so. ugh. like why do i get attached this fast... i'm sure he isn't that hung up over that party tbh lol... and i'm just out here hoping i run into him again- (5)lmao... and he actually lives quite close to me and our city is pretty small so running into him will probably happen at some point?? sigh ANYWAY THAT'S IT Thank u for coming to my ted talk... really thank u for letting me rant dgfhdg

i mean!!!!! it would be cool if u ran into him again but.... like u should try and hangout on purpose? like get ahold of him? im rlly bad at relationship advice TBH bc ive been single since 2008 and pretty much dont get crushes on ppl so.... but if u like him!!! like u dont have to be like hey lets go to a romantic dinner date just like a casual hangout?? even if u gotta bring a friend or two??? just like... more excuses to chat and get close PROBABLY without drinking most of the time bc ppl are dumb when theyre drunk (especially me)