#anyway i’ve been at this TOO LONG tonight i need a break lolol

[lavampira]

emerges from hades covered in blood

[marveloussupernerd]

Could I pretty please request Zen and MC ~platonically~ getting hammered together and just getting into shenanigans? I’m a ✨lesbian✨ and still reslly would love to have these characters as best friends, especially zen because he seems like such a ride or die. If I could have one wish it would be getting plastered with Zen and him making sure I don’t die. Thank you in advance and feel free to reject this one lol

Yes !!! Ofc I can do that :) also I have literally never rejected a request LMAO I’m here for your enjoyment. I’m rlly excited to write this bc everyone is SLEEPING on zen and also ?? The Zen friendship content in Jumin’s route? I’ll never shut up about how much I love it. Also I threw Yoosung in here too pls don’t hate me

Clubbing - Platonic! Zen

Warnings: alcohol (duh lmao)

Summary: you’ve had a rough day at work. Zen’s been meaning to show you around to some of his favorite bars. Zen’s responsible but also wouldn’t hesitate to punch a bitch if need be. Yoosung has to clean up after your messes

Oh! Also. PSA, I’m 19. So have I ever gone out and gotten drunk... no LMAO. I do drink (it’s legal where I’m at as long as you’re with your parents, still wouldn’t be able to drink in a bar though) but only enough to get buzzed usually. Anyway if this is inaccurate that’s why I am so sorry LMAO

You honestly had had the worst day today. It was a pretty bad week, truth be told, and you were so grateful it was the weekend. You texted Zen a lot throughout this week; the two of you had become close friends since the RFA party and hung out almost every weekend. Hearing all about your bad days, he suggested taking you to a bar to let off some steam and give you something to look forward to. You’d never turn down a drink.

You took an Uber to the bar, as did Zen. You expressed your desire to get plastered and Zen agreed wholeheartedly. You had never been to this bar before, but Zen swore by it, so you trusted him.

“Hey!” Zen exclaimed as he saw you get out of the car. He was leaning against the wall of the bar coolly, dressed in the leather jacket he must have pulled out of his closet from the time he was in a motorcycle gang.

“This better be worth the commute,” you teased, not letting him live down the fact that it took almost an hour to get here (primarily due to traffic honestly).

“Oh it will,” he had a giant grin on his face. “I’ve been so busy I haven’t been here in a while, but i doubt it’s changed.” He pushed himself off the wall and made his way inside alongside you. “It’s right outside of a college so you get all the fun college students here.”

“Sounds messy,” you commented, glancing at some girls in skimpy crop tops and high-waisted shorts getting drunk already.

“Much better than bars for real adults. You’ve always got some guy moping over a glass of whiskey in those. Here, it’s all singing and dancing and getting drunk. Of course, I only come when I want to get completely hammered, but it’s always fun. The kids are nice too.”

It was at this point that you reminded yourself that Zen was only 23. He seemed so much older because he’s been on his own for so long, but nope, he was 23. The same age as a lot of the grad students here. So partying with them was not weird or creepy in any sort of way. In fact, the students probably were over the moon to party with someone so famous and, if they weren’t aware of who he was, handsome.

“So what do you typically start with here?” You asked, wanting to get the full experience.

“Shots. Classic move, especially for the med school students. You’ll see them soon enough. They start off with fireball but then make their way down to the cheapest vodka they have as they get more drunk and can’t actually taste it.”

“Let’s follow their influence,” you suggested. Zen went up to the bar and ordered some shots, bringing four glasses back with him. “Do they normally do two at once?” You asked.

“Nah, they’re way too broke for that. But I thought it’d be fun.” He handed you your shot glass and clinked his against it. You gulped down the shot, feeling the familiar fire burn in your throat. (I love fireball LMAO) You shook your head vigorously to counteract the burn, as though that would help, then looked back at Zen. “Good?” He asked.

“Perfect. Round 2?”

“Already?”

You laughed. “Well, it’s here isn’t it? The faster we can get drunk the better.”

You got drunk pretty fast. Zen was constantly handing you drinks, which of course you didn’t turn down. Maybe it was because the two of you hadn’t gotten drunk in a while, but this one hit you hard.

“Will you sing karaoke with me?” Zen chuckled, his cheeks flushed from all the alcohol in his system.

You laughed out loud. “Sure. I’ll even let you pick the song.”

You did not expect him to pick “Before He Cheats” but honestly? A banger of a song. Who doesn’t know all the words to this song?? “Hey, I’m Zen, and this is my best friend,” he slurred out, introducing you before the song started.

You sang in unison, the first instrumental break coming out. “This is for my asshole ex!” You cheered. The college students cheered with you.

“And all my old managers who told me I’d never make it!” Zen added. Everyone cheered again. You walked over to him, tripping on the microphone cord. He caught you a few inches off the ground.

“That would’ve hurt like a bitch,” you commented, bursting into laughter again. He helped you up and held your hand as you crossed over the wires this time, ensuring you wouldn’t get caught again.

Was your performance good? Probably not. Even Zen, who usually sang pretty well, was some sort of hot mess since he was so drunk. But the drunk students seemed to enjoy it, so you padded off the ‘stage’, proud of yourself.

Some dude called your name. Ew. Maybe Zen shouldn’t have introduced you.

Zen whipped around to face him. “If you so much as look at her right now I swear to God I’ll knock you into- Yoosung?”

“Hi!” You turned around to see the origin of the voice; it was indeed Yoosung. “You guys are kinda drunk.”

The two of you simply laughed, brushing him off. “What are you doing here?” Zen asked.

“Oh, well I live right down the street.”

“Oh my goodness you are a college student!” You observed keenly. You were connecting so many dots.

“Yup. Uh, I had an LOLOL event tonight but was super tired, so I thought I’d come and take a shot and it’d help wake me up. Never expected to see you two belting out Carrie Underwood.” He scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.

“Oh! I have a great idea,” Zen exclaimed, focusing his attention on you.

“I’d love to hear it.”

“Why don’t we just crash at Yoosung’s place tonight? We won’t have to pay for an Uber at high time and get stuck in traffic!”

Yoosung’s eyes widened. “But-“

“That’s pretty smart,” you agreed, nodding. “What do you think Yoosung?”

“I-“ he sighed. “I guess it’s okay. As long as I can play LOLOL.”

“Yay!” You cheered. “We can go now. Lead the way.”

Yoosung hesitantly led you out to the street, walking ahead of the two of you, glancing back every few seconds to ensure you hadn’t died. Zen wrapped an arm around you and you one around him, and you stumbled down the street together, only slightly more stable than you would have been if it were just you on your own.

Luckily Yoosung lived on the first floor. You weren’t sure you’d be able to do steps right now. He unlocked the door to his apartment. “I only have like... a bed and a couch,” he muttered awkwardly. “But we can figure something out.”

You stepped into his apartment, looking around. “Wow Yoosung! This is cute as hell.”

“Uh, thanks, I think.”

You made your way to his couch and collapsed down on it. Zen did so on the other end of the couch at the same time, your legs bumping into each other. You both shifted so that your legs were on top of his so that it was more comfortable.

“Is that really comfortable? You can take my bed,” Yoosung offered.

“Nah, this is great. Will you get us a blankie though?” You asked. Yoosung left to go find something. Zen shrugged off his leather jacket. You were very happy you wore something comfy enough to crash in.

Yoosung draped a blanket over the two of you, his face bright red. “Is this okay?”

“Perfect! Thanks Dad,” Zen joked. Yoosung’s face got even more red, his ears heating up now too.

“Night Yoosungie. Don’t stay up all night,” you commented, shutting your eyes.

You heard something set down on the coffee table. Cups of water and Advil. He was too sweet. “I have class in the morning, so feel free to see yourself out whenever you’re up and ready tomorrow,” Yoosung said. “Goodnight you two.” He chuckled to himself. You and Zen probably looked like absolute idiots, but not that you cared. You had a great night out. Good thing Dad Yoosung was there too.

[getdeatjgrops]

internet boy.

shigaraki x reader one-shot

Summary: You are on a popular video chat website late at night. After many disconnects, you come across a dusty-blue haired boy. You wait for him to say “show your tits” to skip him, but strangely enough he didn’t say anything. To this, you become intrigued, and stay to chat with him.

Warnings: swearing, slight yandere tendencies.

Pairing: Tomura Shigaraki x Reader

Word Count: 4680

You yawn. You check the time on the corner of your laptops’ screen. 2 AM. Why weren’t you sleeping? Well, you were on Omegle for almost two hours, and you didn’t realize how fast the time flew by. You were bored and couldn’t sleep, so you chose to talk to strangers online who were also up late at night. Maybe you were the strange one.

You haven’t gone on Omegle for a long time, so you forgot about all the dick showing and the dudes asking to either show your tits or your ass. If you didn’t comply they’d call you a bitch and disconnect. Sometimes if you got lucky, you connected with someone sweet and you’d chat a bit until they needed to go. At least there were still some people who just wanted to talk.

You sighed as you disconnected from another penis on your screen.

If I see another dick one more time, I’m getting off.

You tapped your fingers on your laptop, waiting for someone to connect.

And someone did. It was an odd looking guy. He had shaggy light blue hair and deep, red eyes that you could hardly see. He had a tightened black hoodie, so you couldn’t see his full face; only his eyes and nose. He was leaning against a white wall behind him, and his camera only showed his torso and up. The only light was from his own screen, illuminating his face.

You furrowed a brow. He didn’t say anything, so you started typing.

You: hey

You notice his eyes move to the chat, and down to his keyboard. He started typing, and you heard the sound of the keyboard clicking. So he did have a microphone.

Stranger: what’s your name

You: (Y/N). what’s urs?

At this point, you expected him to ask something vulgar, so you hovered your mouse over the “Really?” button to disconnect if he did. But shockingly enough, didn’t.

Stranger: uh. you can call me Tom.

You smiled a bit. You found the name “Tom” funny considering the fact that maybe he was using a fake name, and to add onto your suspicion he added an “uh” in the beginning.

You: cool. i hear that u have a mic. do u wanna talk? i’m too tired to type lol

You: or do u have to be quiet because of your parents loll

You watch him read the chat, and hear a “tch” noise come out of his mouth before he aggressively starts typing.

Stranger: i can talk. but you aren’t talking, so i’m not talking. wouldn’t it be weird if i was the only one talking? weirdo.

You huff and roll your eyes. “The whole point of me asking if you want to talk is so we could talk instead of texting each other. Watch who you call a weirdo, weirdo.” You retorted. He furrowed his brows and rolled his eyes back.

“Whatever. Anyways, what time is it for you?” He asked. You noticed his voice was slightly gravelly. You squint your eyes. “Aren’t you a curious one. With the blunt questions and everything. It’s 2 at night here. You?” You smile slightly. “It’s 2 am here too. Why are you up so late?” He plays with the strings attached to his hoodie.

You sigh. “Dunno. I’m tired but can’t sleep. Why are you up so late?” You ask back. He makes his hand through his hair and hoodie and scratches his neck. “Well, I’ve been thinking about stuff, so I can’t sleep either.” You hum in response, and there’s a minute of silence between you two.

“Well, what’s on your mind then?” You ask, trying to break the awkward tension.

He grumbles. “It’s nothing. Just have a few people that I don’t like on my mind. No, hate. Deeply hate. They are terrible.” He growls, and continues scratching his neck. You frown and look at him. “Hey, don’t worry about them okay? Don’t let bullies effect you and how you feel. They’re dumb.” You comforted. You felt a bit weird comforting a person you just met online about bullies, but you really did feel sympathy for him. He probably has a hard time with them.

He looks away and nods slowly. “Yeah.. bullies..” He stops scratching his neck and puts his hand down. He looks back at the camera. “Do you have anything we can talk on?”

You giggle. “We’re talking on something already, idiot.” To that, he just looks at the screen with an annoyed look. “I’m just playing. Here’s my instagram. Or, if you prefer-“

“Instagram is fine.” He cuts you off, seconds after pulling out his phone and searching up the username you put in the chat. You pressed your lips together, and pull out your phone yourself.

tomxrxow.s has requested to follow you!

“So, Tom.. your name is an abbreviation of Tomorrow?” You ask, quietly chuckling as you accept the follow request. “Uh, sure.” He mumbled. You requested to follow him back, and in an instant he accepted. You notice he has no posts and the only people he follows is a few pro heroes and you. He only has about 20 followers too. You found it slightly uncomfortable, considering that you had a few posts of you and a couple hundred followers. You look back at the screen and see him holding his phone up and moving it to look at you.

“Hm, you’re kind of weird looking right now compared to your posts.” He shows one of your posts of you in a restaurant. You looked pretty in that photo, until you realized that he insulted you. You gasped and furrowed your brows. “Hey!” You pouted. He smirked and put his phone down. “I’m just ‘playing.’” He says, quoting you from earlier. You squint your eyes and scoff, but silently smile to yourself. You like this guy.

“Well, you got my instagram, so we could chat more. I’m feeling kind of tired, so I’ll text you tomorrow morning okay?” You smile. He sighs through his nose. “Alright, good night.” He puts up a backwards peace sign. “Don’t let the villains bite.” You roll your eyes, and to that, you disconnect and shut your laptop.

What a strange guy.

You lay down and close your eyes, and soon enough you drift to sleep.

—

You stir your cereal, waiting for Tom to finish typing.

You and him have gotten close the past 3 weeks. He was quite nice to talk to. He talked about his problems, and you talk about yours. I think it’s safe to say that you guys were great friends, and were there for each other. Not in real life, but through each other’s screen. And you were okay with that.

txmxrxow.s: i haven’t got much sleep last night.

You: ahh well you should go to sleep earlier today!

You smile to yourself. You and Tom stood up late at night talking. Sometimes you guys would call, sometimes you guys chose to just text. In the beginning of your friendship with him, you guys first went from talking for an hour, to a few hours, to the whole night. You found him interesting. The way he talked, what he talked about.. he was just nice to talk to.

txmxrxow.s: but i want to talk to youu :’(

Your heart fluttered as you read his text message. You smile goofily.

You: and i want to talk to you too! but if you don’t go to sleep early then you might just fall asleep while we’re talking, and i’ll get worried that you’re not responding. how about this, we can talk all day today and you can go to sleep tonight so we could talk tomorrow. deal?

You sigh happily. You haven’t had someone to talk to this much in a long time. The world is in a middle of a pandemic; it’s not like you can go out and hang out with your friends when everyone is in quarantine. You walk to your living room with the bowl of cereal in your hand and put it on the coffee table. You sit down on your couch, and turn on the TV. You put a spoonful of cereal in your mouth and lean back to watch what the news is for today.

“Breaking news. The League of Villains attacked the city unexpectedly last night! Heroes came late due to the fact that it was at 4 am. But thankfully, we can never not trust our strong heroes! They were close to defeat, but they struck back with all their might, leaving the villains running away! Thank you for your service Pro-Heroes, for keeping us and the city safe!”

The T.V showed footage from a helicopter above of the villains running away into a dark alley. They all disappear as they enter a purple portal one of the villains created. The camera then showed the pro heroes panting in exhaustion, walking away from the scene like it was nothing. You couldn’t blame them, it was late at night- they were tired. They weren’t willing to have an interview this late.

txmxrxow.s: Did you see the news? Smh. Pro heroes this, pro heroes that. It’s getting tiring.

You take another bite of cereal and pick up your phone to reply.

You: Yeah, but at least they keep us safe. And on that note, im glad you’re safe, but I mean we were literally up at that time just texting each other lmaooo

txmxrxow.s: haha, yeah :)

You pick up the remote control and switch the channel to something else. You were getting tired of hearing about villains and heroes all the time too.

You: anyways, i’m bored. wanna call?

txmxrxow.s: sure

You: i mean like, video call? we haven’t video called since omegle lolol

txmxrxow.s: hmm.. nah.

You frown. Didn’t he just say sure a few seconds ago?

txmxrxow.s: but i miss your cute little face. so, get on discord.

You blush and furrow your brows. Who does this guy think he is?! You huff, and pull out your laptop and open discord. Seconds after, you receive a call from Tom and accept it.

“Hello. Guess you couldn’t resist my cute ass face.” You teased. He chuckles in response, and turned on his camera. Again, he’s wearing a black tightened hoodie, so you could only see his eyes and nose, along with his messy light blue hair. “I really couldn’t.” He responded flatly. You blush and roll your eyes. “Shut up.” You grin.

You and him talked about random things. You would occasionally take a bite of your cereal, and he would snap a photo before you eat the spoonful of Froot Loops. “Hey!! Delete that!” You pleaded, covering your mouth full of milk and cereal with your hand. He laughed in response, showing his phones’ screen to the camera, which was the photo of you about to put the spoon in your mouth. You swallowed the food in your mouth and crossed your arms. “Not funny! I’m turning off my camera.” You huffed, and turned off the camera.

“Nooo! Come back!” He pleaded, exaggerating the “No.” You laughed, and turned on your camera just as fast as you turned it off. Needless to say, you enjoyed talking to Tom.

—

You and Tom were on call for the past five hours. You didn’t get bored of his company, and although your laptop was heating up, you wanted to stay.

“Hm.. say,” He started. You hummed back. “What’s up?” You didn’t lift your eyes from your phone. You were scrolling through your instagram feed and occasionally were sending Tom funny cat photos and videos.

“Do you want to meet up?” Your heart skipped a beat. You looked at your laptops’ screen with wide eyes. “Now?” You ask. He shrugged, twirling his hoodie string between his finger. “Sure. Or, if you want we could meet up later this week. Or later tonight, so there isn’t much people, especially with the whole virus thing going on.” You nod.

Should you go today? Later tonight? I mean, he seems pretty real to you. And you really liked talking to him. You liked him in general.

“I um, have to talk to you about something too.” He said, slightly choking on his words. Your heart rushes. You look at the time on your phone. 3 pm. Wow, time flew by fast.

“Sure. Let’s meet up at 10 pm.” You smile. He sighed in relief. “Okay, cool. I’m.. excited to see you.” He blushed. Your heart continued pounding against your chest and you tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. “I’m excited too.” You guys sat in silence, scrolling through your phones. You gulped, feeling uncomfortable.

God, why is everything so much more awkward now?! It’s fine. You’ll meet each other, and talk. It’ll be your first time seeing each other in real life, and it’ll be fine.

You turn to your laptop screen. “Well, my laptop is heating up really badly, so I’m gonna go. We can still text if you want.” You put your index finger on the trackpad, hovering it over the hang up button. “Alright, see you soon.” He puts his phone down and waves. You smile and make a silly face before hanging up. You needed to get ready, even though it was only 3 pm.

— *Time skip to 10 pm*

You didn’t want to appear to extra and flashy on the first time meeting, so you went with an oversized (F/C) sweatshirt and jeans. You let your hair down, and put on mascara. Your heart was beating loudly. You were excited, but nervous. What did he want to talk about? You had an idea, but you dismissed it.

You heard a notification go off and checked your phone.

txmxrxow.s: let’s meet over here.

After he sent that text, he sent a photo of a building that you passed by occasionally.

You: okay. see you soon! ^^

You smile to yourself. You breathe in and out to calm yourself. You turn off the lights and put your phone in your pocket. You grab a mask and put in on your face, and put on latex gloves. You shut the door behind you and start walking towards the direction of the building. You decided to listen to music to calm yourself.

What a weird coincidence that you met a person on Omegle that lived in the same country as you. Matter of fact, in the same city as you. You couldn’t believe it. And you fell in love with him? Truly strange. But, you don’t hate it. You smile happily. You realize that you shouldn’t be nervous. You guys have been talking for three weeks. He was comfortable with you, and you were comfortable with him. You guys were friends.

You hummed to the song that was currently on, and you noticed that you were close to the place you guys were meeting up at. You just had to cross this street and you’ll be there. You patted your hands on your jeans, realizing how sweaty they got from you being anxious. The street sign turned to a walking figure, and you slowly crossed.

You took out the earphones in your ears, and put them in your jean pocket. You squeeze your hands into fists as you see a figure a few yards away from you wearing a black hoodie. He was facing the other way, but you noticed that they were on their phone. You decided to walked up to them. This was Tom, it had to be. You looked at the building next to the figure. Yep, it is Tom.

You walk until you’re a few feet away from him.

“T-Tom?” You let out, almost as silent as a squeak. Their head looks up, and they slowly turn around. Your eyes made eye contact with their deep, red eyes. Their shaggy light blue hair was sticking out of their hoodie, and they had the strings tied together like you’ve seen on video call.

You smiled in joy, and went to wrap your arms around him. You pressed your face on their chest. He slightly stepped back, not expecting you to do that. He hesitantly wrapped his arms around you, careful not to touch you with all five of his fingers on each hand.

“(Y/N), you came.” He smiled, sighing. He didn’t want this moment to end; and neither did you. You moved your head up to look up at him. He was looking back down at you. “Are you always in these clothes? You have the same exact outfit from when we called on Omegle and video called today.” You teased, furrowing your brows. He grunted in response, and rolled his eyes.

“Haha, so funny. No, I don’t. But, I wanted to meet you because I wanted to talk to you about something.” You unwrapped your arms from him and slightly stepped back. You put your arms behind you and tapped the floor with the tip of your shoe. “What did you want to talk about?” You had a faint blush on your cheeks. He rubbed the top of head awkwardly and looked to the side.

“Well.. I know it’s only been three weeks but..” He started, taking a deep breath. You felt your heart beating loudly against your chest. You rubbed your lips together. You fidgeted with your hands. This is it.

“I feel like I’m the most comfortable with you. You let me talk about my problems and you help me with them. I calm down when you’re talking to me. After ending our calls at night, I wouldn’t be able to get you out of my mind.”

You felt your blush grow redder, and your breathing gradually increased. He’s doing it. He’s doing it.

“You’re.. simply to say.. the best thing that has happened to me. Nobody has acted this way to me besides you. Life makes sense when I’m talking to you.” He blushes, and grabs your shoulders. His pinkys don’t touch you. You widened your eyes at this, not expecting him to do that suddenly. You look at his eyes in a daze, feeling your heart almost explode out of your chest.

“(Y/N).. I..” He swallows, his throat dry.

“I love you.”

He finishes it at that, and there’s a silence. You blink, feeling fireworks explode in your stomach. You slowly smile. You raise your arm and move your hand through his hair and hoodie to his cheek. “Tom.. I love you too.” You felt your legs shake. Honestly, you never felt this way about anyone. So why do you feel this way with someone you met online? You didn’t know, but you didn’t feel bad.

He moves one of his hands towards his hoodie strings, and pulls them so they untie. His hoodie loosens, and you finally see his lips. They were chapped, colorless. Scarred. But you smiled. He moved towards you and placed his lips on yours. You close your eyes slowly. Carefully, he moves his hand down to your back, and pulls you closer. You felt yourself going crazy. You moved your free hand and placed it on his shoulder gently. Both of you deepened the kiss, feeling the passion between each other.

After a few seconds, you guys moved away from each other. You breathed silently while you stared at each others eyes. He smiled at you, but then his smile slowly went away. He sighed, and looked down.

“(Y/N), There’s something else I need to tell you.”

You look at him confused, but you still smile. “Yes, Tom? You could tell me anything.”

He lets go of your body and squeezes your hands in his hands. They were cold. “Will.. will you look at me differently? Will you still love me?”

Taken back by this, you didn’t know what to say. “Of.. Of course I will still love you. We’ve come this far, why would I stop loving you?” You ran your hand across his arm, trying to reassure him. He sighed, and suddenly looked up at you in all serious.

“My name is Shigaraki Tomura.” He spoke. “I’m.. the leader of the League of Villains.”

Your eyes went wide. Your whole body froze. You slightly squeezed your hand on his arm.

Leader of the villain league? Him? How? You couldn’t believe it. The same person you talked to about problems you believed to be normal; were just problems of a villain?

He noticed your fear, and his eyes went wide. He grabbed your shoulders, looking at you in panic. “You still love me right? You won’t leave me, will you? You know I love you right? I would never do anything bad to you.” He tried reassuring you, shaking you slightly.

You couldn’t help but be startled by him now. The same person you called insults and teased, could’ve easily lost control and killed you? Right now, you in the grip of his hands; if he lands his pinkies on you, you’re done for.

Do you still love him? You thought to yourself. Just the other night, he went out and attacked the city with his league of villains. That was the same night you guys were texting. You believed that he was at home, in his bed, just texting you. You couldn’t believe this.

“Tom... ura...” You choked. You realized that Tom wasn’t a fake name. It wasn’t an abbreviation of tomorrow. You gulped. Were you in his hands of delusion all along? Since the beginning?

Shigaraki gritted his teeth. “Please... (Y/N).. I’ll- I’ll change for you! I promise! Please.. me meeting you is possibly the most life changing thing that has happened to me. For the better! I love you so much! I would die for you!! I would disband the League of Villains for you! If- If you want, I’ll just kill them instead! The world could be in peace! (Y/N)-“

“Tom. Err.. Tomura. Listen.. this is a lot to take in right now. So please, just calm down. I don’t know your intentions, and I just can’t believe that... you’re a villain.” You let out, frowning. You looked down at the concrete below your feet, debating with yourself. What do you say next? Now knowing his true identity, you felt that if you say something wrong, you’re done for.

You squeezed his hands. Suddenly, you wrapped your arms around him, squeezing his hoodie between you hands. “Just please... change for me. Stop..” You blinked back your tears.

“Stop killing people.”

You heard his breath hitch, and he slowly wrapped his arms around you. “(Y/N).. I love you.” You closed your eyes. This is real life. The guy you met online, someone you felt was a normal person, turned out to be a villain.

You felt him move your hair away and moved it over your shoulder with his fingers. You looked up at him. He had an indescribable facial expression.

“(Y/N), I’m sorry. Just know I love you. But this is for our safety.” You furrow your brows in confusion, until you felt a sharp sting on the side of your neck. You widened your eyes. “Tomura..” You felt drowzy. An injection. You looked at him one final time, reading pain on his face. “I love you.” He said once again, but his voice was muffled. You felt darkness consume your vision, and fell onto your knees.

—

Leather. Your wrists were binded together with leather. You slowly opened your eyes, blinking to adjust to the light.

You slowly realized that your chest and your feet were binded against the chair you were sitting on as well. Your mind felt fuzzy, and you felt sick. Where am I?

“Aww, look guys! Shigarakis little girlfriend is starting to wake up!” You hear a girls voice. What is going on? You look up slowly. You see many figures. There were men, and distinctly one girl. You blinked a few more times to adjust your vision, and you looked to the back of the room. You felt your memories slowly start to come back as your eyes landed on Tomura. You widened your eyes, and felt tears run down your face. Tomura had his villain costume on, the hand on his face making it harder to see what his face looks like.

He got up and walked towards you. Fear pulsing through you, you kicked and pushed- trying to get out of the chair. Your quirk wasn’t much help, so you felt hopeless. Trying to fight back was your only option right now. Tomura bent over and put his hands on your shoulders. You rapidly shook your head. “Don’t touch me! Get off me!! You lied to me, you lied to me!! You never loved me!! You lied.. you want to kill me!” You screamed hysterically. More tears ran down your face. You weeped, noticing that Tomura hasn’t done anything yet. His pinkies were up like last time, and he didn’t harm you yet.

You sniffled. “Why.. why are you doing this?” You whimpered. He took one hand off your shoulder and carefully took off the plastic hand that was on his face. He was unreadable. Is he regretting what he is doing? Is he angry at you? Or does he simply not care at all and is just waiting for you to stop fighting so he could kill you already? He stands up straight and turns to the other villains. “Leave. We need privacy.” He demanded. They nodded, and with that, the villains walked out and left. Where? You don’t know. He turned back to you and put his hands back on your shoulders. You gulped in fear, feeling your breathing quicken.

“Wh-What do you want, Tomura.” You choked, sniffling. He frowned, and sighed. “(Y/N), I’m doing this for your safety and mine. If I just let you go after telling you who I am, you could’ve easily told the police about your connection with me, and they could use that to their advantage to track me down and arrest me. And we can’t have that, can we?” He stood up straight and walked to the wall to the right.

“And for your safety, if someone saw us talking, they would take the chance of kidnapping you themselves. They would try to get info from you and use you to their advantage.” He turns to look at you. You were still silently crying. You bit your bottom lip in anxiousness, until you heard footsteps from him walking towards you. You widened your eyes and quickly shut them, afraid of what is going to happen next.

You felt him cup your cheek softly with his hand. You flinched, realizing you lost all trust for him. “S-Stop..” You whisper. He frowns. He crossed his arms. “(Y/N). Look at me.” You didn’t comply, and still had your eyes closed. He furrowed his brows, frustrated. He banged his fist on the arm rest next to you, making you jump. “Look at me goddamnit!” He yelled. You looked at him with fear in your eyes. He widened his eyes slightly. He didn’t want to scare you. He just wanted you to understand. He softened his eyes and sighed in frustration. He pinched the bridge of his nose and continued looking at you.

“Look. I never lied to you. I still love you, (Y/N). Truly, I do. I meant everything I said in my, err, confession as you may call it. But things are too dangerous right now. I can’t change for you just yet. You understand that right?” You looked down in hopelessness. “I hope you can realize soon enough that what I’m doing is protecting you. Trust me, I won’t let the rest of the villains lay a single hand on you. I’ll treat you with good care.”

He held your chin up with his index finger, and you looked up at him in defeat. He smiled gently. “Alright princess?” --

My first fanfic in a while!! Hope you enjoyed! Hopefully there is more to come ;) this was requested by my amazing friend @crabziee-writez <3!

[human-trash-fire]

Shot Through The Heart Ch7 (part 2)

FUCK IT Y’ALL. Here is part2 (part 1 here) aka THE START OF THE SMUT.

****Below is EXTREMELY EXPLICIT Lysaedion. Be Warned.******

This is my first time writing full on smut, so be kind to me lolol. I’m super sorry if it’s too much for some people, but I’m a hoe so I write like one. 

sorry for typos.

Here goes nothing.

*posts this then goes and hides* 

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED LAST NIGHT (part 2)

Lysandra:

When the ball ended, the group piled into a limo and headed for The Palace. Their friends planned to meet them there, and changes of clothes had already been delivered thank gods. Lysandra was buzzed and ready for a night of mischief. She knew Aedion would be joining as part of the surprise welcome committee. She couldn’t wait, with Gavriel, handsome and companionable, she knew she had just the bargaining chip. She was tired of games, of flirtation and innuendo. She wanted Aedion, and tonight was the night. 

The group made their way to the elevators, the Cadre clearly anxious and excited. “Your bags were delivered earlier, so you’ll be able to change when we get up to the rooms,” she said loud enough for them to hear. As the elevator pinged and she made her way through the doors with Aelin and Elide, leading the way to the set of french doors in the center of the hall she felt her nerves spike.

“Welcome to the party boys,” Aelin crooned and swung the doors wide. Manon and Asterin, better known as the DJ duo Thirteen were spinning a remix of some 20’s inspired mix. Dorian was yelling at Chaol over what appeared to be an intense game of champagne pong, her breath caught when she landed on Aedion. She smiled, never one to let her nerves show. He was with Ren and the two were cheering on the pong game while others milled through the room. She spotted Ansel and Rolf, Ilias and some more members of the bane pouring shots and dancing.

“NO WAY!” Fenrys half shouted, and that seemed to bring the room to a minute standstill.

“Let’s have a little fun boys,” Lysandra purred, and the gathered party hoisted glasses in a cheer.

Some time later, after making the rounds in her gorgeous dress and ensuring she had Aedion’s eye, Lysandra changed into her bathing suit and cover up and made her way towards Gavriel. They’d been talking all night, about random things, and she used every opportunity to touch him and smile knowing full well the burning she felt between her shoulder blades were the result of the eyes she wanted on her. She wasn’t callous though, she told Gavriel she needed this favor, and he was more than happy to oblige. Apparently he found games like this moderately amusing, and had a girl he was talking too anyways, so there was no harm.

At one point, Gavriel had hoisted Lysandra atop his glorious shoulders so she could face off with Aelin and Fenrys in a game of chicken in the pool. Aedion’s eyes were swallowing her whole, and his jaw was locked, she knew he was just where she needed him. Following her last round she fell from Gavriel’s shoulders and made her way to the edge of the pool, cresting the water in dramatic fashion at Aedion’s feet. She smiled, coy, and purred “something the matter?”

“Mmm,” he grunted. 

“I’m thirsty, let’s get a drink.” She held up a hand so he could pull her from up and against his chest. For a moment they just breathed, lips too close, eyes locked. Lysandra shook her head, and made to head towards the bar when she felt a tug on her wrist. Looking back Aedion was clearly gearing up to say something when he finally spoke. 

“Follow me..” and he lead the way from the pool towards his suite. Finally, she thought

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This brunch fucking sucked, if she was being quite honest. Dorian was going out of his way to make sure everyone was feeling the awkward repercussions of what they did last night.. Or maybe it was just her? I’m too godsdamned hungover for this shit, she thought. She growled under her breath and reached for a bagel. Carbs solved everything.

Aedion was across from her, she was grateful that her sunglasses currently hid her eyes, she didn’t want him to have confirmation she was staring. She felt so damn guilty…

It wasn’t his fault…

She felt like such an idiot….

I need to get Aelin alone, ASAP. FUCK.

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The moment the door closed Aedion shoved Lysandra against it, his lips crushing hers, one hand in her hair while the other gripped her waist in bruising fashion. She opened her mouth to him and as their tongues met, she moaned. The kiss was lightning, it was a blizzard, a battle. It was 2 years of foreplay, of almosts and what ifs. The kiss was a culmination of late night calls, tears shed in secret, and inside jokes. The kiss was world ending.

Lysandra tugged the hem of his shirt, and he released her hip to reach over his shoulder to pull it off, one handed. Only breaking contact to toss it to the floor. Heat pooled in her core, Gods he was glorious. Aedion moved to her neck, biting and sucking little bruises from the shell of her ear down her shoulder, his hands pulling at the ties on the sides of her bikini bottoms.

“Do you know how long I’ve waited for this?” he growled against her skin. Her bottoms fell to the floor with a wet plop, and his hands moved to the ties on her top making quick work of the tiny green garment. 

“I know,” she breathed, tossing her head to the side to give him more access.

She palmed the tented front of his swim trunks, and he practically keened, breaking free from her neck to suck a pert nipple into his mouth. His right hand sliding down her stomach, a possessive, full handed graze that lead him straight between her thighs.

Without preamble his middle finger slipped between her folds, “Aedion.” she moaned and continued to work his cock over his pants. More, she thought. And as if he could read her mind he shoved a second digit inside her, curling both to reach the spot that would make her scream “GODS” and throw a leg over his hip. 

He played her like a guitar, thumb circling her clit and fingers slick, bringing her closer and closer towards release. She started to shake, and he brought his other arm around her lower back to steady her before simply saying:

“Come.”

Lysandra saw stars..

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“Lys!” Asterin snapped.

“Mmm?” She tuned back into the conversation at the table, shifting uncomfortably in her seat. A slight wetness there, even amidst all her friends. Fuck.

“I asked if you needed a refill, you’re looking a little flushed and thirsty over there.” 

“Oh, fuck you,” Lysandra growled. She didn’t miss the chorus of snickers along the table, or the fist bump the Thirteen did while tossing back their drinks.

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Aedion lifted Lysandra, back still against the door, her shaking legs wrapped his hips. And pulled back just to look at her.

“You’re so beautiful when you come for me baby.”

All she could do was pant, and fumble haphazardly at the waistband of his trunks. Ever obliging, he held her aloft with one arm and pushed his shorts past his straining cock where they fell unceremoniously around his ankles. He looked back up to her, eyes suddenly wide with shock.

“Fuck, condom.” He barked, clearly disappointed he hadn’t thought this through.

“Birth control,” Lysandra responded grabbing him with her right hand and lining him up with her entrance. “Pull out, I trust you.” One of her more stupid moves but she couldn’t be bothered to care.

“Fuck” they chorused as he sheathed himself in one swift movement. Filling her entirely. He waited, eyes locked to hers for her to adjust. She nodded just once, and said “Give me everything” before slamming her lips to his. 

His rhythm was relentless, muscles in his arms standing furiously at attention. Lips bitten, tongues dancing, his thick cock slamming into her over and over again. A litany of “gods baby” and “Lys” and “fuck” and “so tight”

She rode him, thrusting down with every bit she could give while still pinned to the wall, and as her orgasm came she screamed “Aedion” into his shoulder.

Three more stuttering thrusts and he was pulling out, hand pumping his shaft between them. His orgasm was explosive, white ropes of cum coating her stomach and breasts. Her name on his lips. His head thrown back, sweat matted curls falling about his face. He looked like a God.

They were panting, as she slowly slid from his arms, feet once again on solid ground, albeit on shakier legs. Slowly he reached to her, holding her jaw in his large hand and bending forward to place a chaste kiss to her swollen lips.

“That was…” he said, his forehead against hers.

“Yeah.”

“Let me get you a towel.” he stepped back and turned towards the bathroom before spinning back and asking “Will you stay?”

Lysandra nodded. Aedion smiled.

That night, curled into his chest as he stroked her back she found herself on the knife’s edge of sleep. Her breathing steady, when she felt him kiss the top of her head.

“I love you, Lys.”

FUCK.

Her blood ran cold. She stayed still, this had clearly been a confession meant to be said to a sleeping Lysandra, so she feigned just that. 

She waited, for his breathing to level out and his grip to loosen and as small snores escaped she slithered from his bed. Lysandra wasn’t ready for love. She wasn’t ready for whatever the fuck he thought this was. 

She grabbed his shirt from the floor and pulled it on, then scooped her bathing suit from the floor and opened the door slowly. 

With one last look back at his sleeping face, the slight smile playing there, she felt her heart break. A tear made its way down her cheek.

And then she was gone.

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[raeyvies]

Hi! What about a Headcanon about how everyone would react to MC who does Mukbang's?? 😊💜

RFA + V + Saeran reacting to MC who does Mukbangs  (vlogs while eating food) 먹방

Oh my god I loved writing this headcanon ^_^ I’ve never seen anyone do an HC about this and I actually thought it was so creative! For those of you who don’t know, Mukbang is just livestreaming while eating food and interacting with the viewers. It’s actually something that’s getting popular lately in Korea so I totally see MC actually doing this xD Also, some who do mukbangs actually get money for it~ Thank you for requesting :D

Yoosung:

This boy was literally playing his video games while supposedly studying

Of course it was LOLOL and he was legit hacking at his keyboard

It’s a miracle that his computer is still alive up to this day

You had texted him a few times to see what he was doing before you started your live stream.

It’s not that you wanted to keep it a secret from Yoosung but it’s a natural reaction

No one really likes explaining themselves for what they like to do right?

It’s just one of those things you kind of hope that someone else doesn’t find out about

You already had a pretty large fan base for your vlogs and live stream as so it would be a matter of time before your boyfriend found out

You were sitting there on the floor with a large bowl of spicy rice cakes and a side a kimchi.

Today’s theme was comfort food on a budget and you talked about how easy it is to cook all this stuff and how satisfying it is when you taste it

While live streaming you always read the comments and answered them because it was fun

Some were so cute and some were extremely nice

You would make this little motion if shaking your shoulders when you read cute comments

Oh the flattery.

Yoosung started noticing that a lot of his friends were logging off and was so confused

They were in the middle of PVP and like no one ever logs out in the middle of a battlefield.

IT’S THE NUMBER ONE RULE

He quickly asked those still online why they were logging out and they said it was to watch a Mukbang live stream

They said that the host was really cool and sweet and cute

They sent yoosung a link to the video and his reaction was priceless when he saw your face

He started sending in a spam of comments hoping for you to read them

“MC WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME YOU DO THIS”

“I FEEL SO BETRAYED. HOW COULD YOU EAT WITHOUT ME”

“CLEAN YOUR MOUTH TOO. MAKES ME WANT TO RUN OVER THERE AND WIPE IT FOR YOU”

Oh the secondhand embarrassment.

With a slightly full mouth, you cough in surprise

Not graceful at all

“Yoosung!! What the heck! You’re supposed to be in class right now. Get back to class”

And then you tell everyone who was watching that commenter “yoosung⭐” was your boyfriend

And after that, all comments during the video turned around to be about you and yoosung

What can you say, your fan base really wanted to know who you were dating

And Yoosung gained some serious street cred in LOLOL for being your boyfriend

Jumin:

You began the livestream fairly late at night but it was the only time you were free

And really, the only time you were hungry that day

Jumin hadn’t arrived from work yet while you got off work very early that day

So you set up your camera you had secretly bought “borrowed” from V (woops)

You decided to livestream outside on the penthouse balcony and also for the good lighting

You start and give your wacky introduction with some funny chopstick moves

“Alright guys, I know it’s been a while but I’m back tonight! I’m outside for a change and we’ll be having late night snacks today”

You showed them a box of gyeranppang (계란빵)/Egg bread and some hotteok (호떡)/Korean pancakes.

“Actually I didn’t make this. I was feeling lazy and craving some street food. You can’t ever go wrong with street food!”

As per usual, you interact with your viewers asking them questions about their favorite street foods and late night cravings

It was all fun for you and you had missed doing these broadcasts for a while

You were surprised you still had a solid fanbase

Then suddenly the comments started blowing up, saying that there was someone behind you entering through the door

MC there’s someone in your house!

Intruder alert intruder alert!

Turn around and run away MC!!

So you were a little frightened by their reactions until you looked back and found Jumin right behind you

And you looked glamorous

Half a hotteok pancake was sticking out from your mouth, so instead of Jumin giving you a kiss as a greeting, he simply took a bite directly from the same pancake sticking out

Oh God you were blushing so hard as everyone tuned in was watching this unfold.

Jumin saw the camera and the video being recorded and simply asked

“Commoner food all of a sudden?”

You still loved it when he considered your favorite foods commoner foods. It was really cute in your opinion because he liked that type of food just as much ever since you married him

You finished your hotteok with wide eyes and turned back to the screen for a moment

“I forgot to tell you guys something. I actually got married while I was away from mukbangs! He’s actually my husband not an intruder.”

Jumin caught on and introduced himself super formally (chill boi, just let loose)

“Long story short, I married him in 11 days– Ya! Jumin get back here and join me!”

He changed clothes first before joining you. He was actually really delighted to do a mukbang with you

Given, he had no idea what a mukbang is because “commoner” things

“So. What exactly do I do here?”

You couldn’t help but laugh. He actually needed help with this

“Well first of all, sit right next to me. Really close to me. And then eat. Oh and talk to the viewers too! Looks like they want to meet you. And, I think we’re going to need more food…”

Jumin couldn’t deny that the food was so delicious. Remind him to buy more of this food when he gets off work

After a while he got comfortable with the live stream even though it was his first time and you left him to it while you went across the street to buy more food

You were overjoyed to come back and see him actually enjoying himself.

You loved seeing him doing “commoner” things after all

The live stream went well into the night and the both of you weren’t no strangers to PDA.

Besides, it was fan service anyway.

Jaehee:

“And on today’s episode of Vlogs with MmmmmC, I’ll be doing something different”

Today, your mukbang wasn’t the traditional livestream. Usually you would just be at your apartment eating food that you made for Jaehee because Hey someone’s gotta make food right

You were actually doing a lowkey promotion of yours and Jaehee’s Cafe.

Considering how large a fan base you had, you decided to use it to your advantage honestly

It would make jaehee so happy to know that a lot more people were coming to her Cafe.

IT would be a little gift to her from you.

You were live streaming from your phone as you walked over to the Cafe

“Alright so today, I’ll actually be going to a Cafe and tasting food from there. It’s a somewhat new Cafe but the food is soooooo good.”

As you walk in through the door, Jaehee sees you and is suddenly confused. She was cleaning things up before planning to close for the day.

“You guys want to know why the food is so good here? It’s because I work here and my girlfriend owns this place! Jaehee come here!”

You tell her to introduce herself to your viewers and she does so but very shyly.

You give her a little kiss and ask if it’s okay to show them some of the pastries that were in the fridge.

Jaehee was totally on board with this and actually took your phone and started showing the viewers around the cafe even though this was her first mukbang

The comments coming in were super friendly and positive

Most of them were anxious for you to reveal the address of the cafe because for one they wanted to meet you but the food also genuinely looked delicious

Some of the fans even begged for more fan service and how could you deny it

You loved Jaehee so much, no one had to tell you when to kiss her or not anyway.

Every chance you could, you gave Jaehee a peck on the cheek and at one point of the live stream, you were being a cringe cuddly couple as you both fed each other desserts.

At the end of the live stream you revealed the location of the cafe and the next morning there was a line outside the Cafe

Jaehee was just wonderstruck

But she couldn’t thank you enough

A part of her was also thinking that there was going to be so much work ahead of you.

But it’s okay. You made sure to get Zen and Yoosung on board to help out with baking

You already knew you had a large fan base but you didn’t expect them to be this dedicated

Zen:

Zen found out about your Mukbangs the same day it came out into the news that the two of you were dating

“And in breaking news, famous actor Zen Ryu has been found to be in a relationship with Ms. MC, a well known mukbang online celebrity.”

Okay it was a stretch for you to be called a celebrity but you were definitely well known online.

You were surprised that Zen didn’t know yet but it made sense.

He was always busy with rehearsals  

What he didn’t know was that you also make it rain with your live streams.

As the news continued, clips from your old videos were replayed along with some newer ones

You were cringing at the old videos

Oh my god you were actually a very embarrassing girl back when you started these videos

What even was up with your hair and clothes??

You couldn’t bare to watch the news so you were going to change the channel but Zen took the remote from you, chuckling at your reaction.

“Oh come on MC. You were adorable back then. What happened to you? You became so gorgeous.”

“Noooo, it’s so embarrassing! I don’t even know what I was doing back then. Why was I even dying my hair back then oh god what was I”

Zen was trying so hard not to laugh

For the rest of that day, Zen insisted in re-watching your most popular mukbangs and you gave in

You actually laughed at yourself.

You were so messy when it came to eating ramen and other noodle dishes

Then you got the idea to film another mukbang

After all, it had been a few months since you did one and you were feeling kind of nostalgic

You looked in the fridge and saw some left overs and thought that was just fine for this episode

Finding a camera wasn’t hard and you set up the live stream

The viewers came swarming in as they were super excited to see you again especially after the revealing of your relationship with Zen

“HI everyone! It’s been a while hasn’t it? Well I’d like to introduce you to a new member of my mukbang Vlogs!”

The viewer count reached a new record for you

Seven

This kid knew about your mukbangs since the beginning

Surprise surprise

Even if he was in the middle of work he would always join in and watch your live streams

He thought you were always so cute but one day he started seeing comments in the chat asking whether or not you have a boyfriend

You were both actually at home that day but he was in his office working

You were actually surprised when someone asked you that, that you ending up coughing while you had food in your mouth

You cleaned yourself up first before telling your viewers about your boyfriend

Oh god it was like a slippery slope. One person asked and then a flood of chats came in only asking you about your current relationship status

You have no idea why but it made you blush all of a sudden to talk about it

But looks like you didn’t have to because Saeyoung actually hacked your livestream

So now he was the star of the show and you were just completely dumbstruck

“Hi MC! Guess what? I knew about your mukbangs all along *insert cackling noise*”

“So you guys were clearly asking her about her boyfriend and let me tell you, she’s taken. By me. And a space ship”

He was literally doing his own mukbang with your viewers as he ate honey Buddha chips and talked on and on about you

Some viewers were still not convinced about him being your boyfriend as you continued reading the comments

Since he was pranking you, you had to get some payback.

You grabbed the ramen plate and the udon noodles and went downstairs to his office

You casually entered and Saeyoung didn’t notice you there so from behind, you dumped ramen and udon all over his head.

Then once again you appear on his camera and say

“Yes everyone. This noodle boy is my boyfriend. And well I didn’t really give him permission to hack my livestream. Did I, Saeyoung?”

You were literally a laughing mess as Saeyoung was still frozen in his seat.

You sat on his lap and well you gave him a kiss on the lips that clearly tasted like spicy ramen

You look at the camera, chuckling and say

“I think ramen tastes better this way. I encourage you to do this to all your boyfriends and girlfriends *wink wink*”

You decided to end the livestream there because you two were about to do some NSFW things

It all started after you took his glasses off that were covered in soup

V

V started catching on when he was finding that his video camera always went missing

He had it stored with all his cameras so of course he would know what’s missing

The only other person who knew where he stored his cameras was you so he went to ask you where it was or if you happened to be using it

It didn’t bother him that you just took it, after all he does trust you with all his equipment considering that you also did photography as a hobby and video editing as well

You were up in the attic when he found you doing a mukbang livestream

It’s called an attic but really it’s your own little secluded room that V had remodeled for you

It was a little private space for you to do video editing and pretty much anything

You actually didn’t go up there all that frequently because you enjoy being by V’s side rather than away from him

When V walked in, you were in the middle of eating Korean fried chicken. So of course your mouth was full and you were messy when he saw you

He noticed that you were live streaming as he saw the camera he was looking for and it was hooked up to your computer

“Oh my bad. I didn’t mean to bother you MC!”

Before he could leave, you grabbed him and sat him down next to you in another seat

The comments were flooding and they were asking if this was the guy you always talked about

They asked if he was your boyfriend but all you did was kiss him on the cheek to show your viewers the man you loved

“V, I never told you that I do these kinds of videos sometimes.”

Then you whisper in his ear, “I actually make money doing this”

You just didn’t want to rub it in your viewers faces that you make some decent money from mukbang

You pull away and ask him to get comfortable and interact with the viewers

He talks all about his occupation and he’s so distracted that he didn’t notice you left to get one of his cameras that had recent photos on it.

When you come back, you asked him if you could show them some of his photos

Seriously you wanted to brag all about V now

Of course not to be overbearing or anything.

He let you show them some of the photos after all

After the live stream ended, you checked your bank account once again and finally you reached the number you wanted so you smiled

You pull him out of his seat and downstairs giving him a moment to put on his shoes

“Come on, hurry up! I think the store is gonna close soon!”

V had no idea what you were trying to say but he quickly got ready and went to the car and you drove to this high end photography and camera shop

Once inside, you point at the one camera that’s been on display for so long because it’s legit the best camera in the store

“V, I’ve seen the way you look at this one. I know you want it”

Oh god V was so flattered and insisted that you shouldn’t buy it for him

Ignoring him, you asked the nearest salesperson if you could buy the camera

You had absolutely no regrets even if all your money in your side account was drained

V had absolutely no words

He couldn’t believe what you just bought him but he showered you in so many kisses

You tell him that it’s a belated anniversary present. You were saving up for it

Then he suggested getting some take out food and added

“From now on, can I join you in your mukbangs?”

YES

Saeran:

Explaining what mukbang was turned out to be harder than you thought

Not to say he was dumb or anything of that sort, he just wasn’t up to date with all the trends

Because honestly he couldn’t care less about trends

So you settle on just showing him instead

He helped you make the food but after all that he still decided to only eat an ice cream cone

As you turned on the live stream, he sat in the far back behind you watching.

What was up with this kid???

He legit looked like a ghost in the back of the camera and people in the comments were actually asking if there’s a poltergeist in your house

You take this chance to poke at saeran and when you looked back you said you saw nothing even though saeran was there

Oh it bothered Saeran that you were messing with him like this

Then the chats started blowing up as you ate. The viewer commented with tips on how to get rid of a ghost

You looked back and continued to say

“Guys I don’t see a ghost!”

Finally, Saeran got up and got closer to the camera but you acted like he wasn’t there while everyone was just freaking out that your camera must be supernatural or something

Now that you got his attention, you took Saeran’s ice cream cone and ate it

The poor puppy face he made (>﹏

But you also pouted and that had him melting

“Saeran-ah, you haven’t eating all day! Just eat what I made and I’ll eat your ice cream. Deal!”

So he conceded and pulled up a chair and basically did the mukbang for you

Of course it was super awkward but you helped him out

Before ending the live steam you said

“And that’s how you live with a ghost as a boyfriend! Stick around and maybe in the future you’ll see more of my ghost here!”

With his pretty much blank face he literally just shoved some food in your mouth to get back at you. Of course he wasn’t aggressive when he did it

that had him chuckling deep inside

Then he told you

“I’ll join your Mukbangs. But not as a ghost”

You were surprised that he even said that he would accompany you

You never even mentioned or suggested that to him

But looks like he actually enjoyed it despite looking a little peeved

Then you returned the favor and shoved food into his mouth

“Eat up. Unless you want to actually become a ghost, Saeran”

~Raenai

[bixgirl1]

The Sexual Awakening Of An Innocent Pureblood, Dating The Randy Prat Who Lived - Ch. 20

Well, well, well!  What do we have here?  Are there some happy faces in the crowd? I know there were definitely at least two, yesterday, but I’m pretty sure they were too wrapped up in each other to get on to tumblr. (They waited so long, didn’t they?)

And so, for the for this week’s final post, @l0vegl0wsinthedark and I bring you what happens when Harry and Draco finally return to real life. (I believe we got some Ron requests? I swear you guys are psychic sometimes, jfc. LOLOL).

You can find the previous chapter here: Chapter 19. And for those just coming in or looking to refresh, the masterlist of chapters can be found here: Masterlist

Contains: Awkward conversations, inappropriate revelations, graphic references to to graphic sex and -- can anybody guess? -- the ever scandalous mouth pressing!

Chapter Twenty: Eleven

~MLE Headquarters, Monday, late morning~

Harry, stopping to help a messenger wizard who'd dropped a sheaf of parchment, smiling widely at his thank yous: No, no problem! Of course! Here to help! *claps him on the back* Have a great day! *is stopped by a random person who got lost; signs an autograph warmly* Anytime!

Ron, incredulous: Harry?

Harry, turning around and brightening: *crows* Ron! *wanders over to the doorway of Ron's office and pulls him into a hug* How are you?

Ron, gusting out a breath as he's thumped repeatedly on the back: Okay, so apparently we hug for no reason now?. *peers suspiciously into Harry's eyes when he's released* *whispers* Mate, if you're high, you should take something, I mean if someone finds out--

Harry, chuckling: *heads into his office as Ron follows, baffled: No, I'm just... In a good mood! *sits in a visitor chair, crossing one leg over the other and twitching his foot to an invisible beat* What about you? How's 'Mione? I haven't talked to you since…

Ron, standing lamely in the middle of his office, staring with his mouth open: ...Since last week, I suppose, at the Burrow. *tilts his head curiously* Why are you in a good mood?

Harry, full of energy, grinning: *shrugs* I just--am! What, am I not allowed to smile anymore? *glances around Ron's office* Need any help? I'm killing time before lunch.

Ron, rounding his desk: *sits down, leans back in his chair and scrutinises Harry closely* *abruptly* You're being promoted? Is that it?

Harry: *scoffs, still smiling* No! Honestly, I'm just--happy!

Ron: They're putting in a new coffee machine?

Harry, laughing: Are they? I don't know. I just feel good. Don't you ever have one of those days?

Ron, shrugging: I guess, I mean usually when 'Mione and I-- *eyes widening* Wait a minute-- *leans forward so suddenly his chair creaks* You didn't-- Did you?!

Harry, unable to repress a smile: *staring down at his knees* *bites down on lip to keep his smile from growing* *studiously smooths a wrinkle from his trousers while not looking up* *innocently* Did I what?

Ron, staring fixedly, eyes slightly narrowed: *suddenly scoffs* No, you didn’t, not with the virgin! *uncertainly* D-did you? *hisses incredulously* Did you and Malfoy...?!

Harry, beaming:*bursts out happily* Eleven times this weekend! More if you count--*shakes head; giddy*--everything else. Eleven is a lot--he was pretty sore after the third--fourth?--round, but we're wizards! *nods sagely* Healing charms, you know?

Ron, spluttering vigorously: What the f-- how did-- I mean, when did you-- when did he-- *eyes suddenly bulging* Eleven?

Harry, delightedly: Eleven! And Ron! *looks up to the ceiling as if for answers, eyes going glazed as he remembers Draco laughing unabashedly when Harry bent him over the back of the couch, then gasping when Harry had covered him, sliding into him with one smooth thrust* You'd not believe the things he--we--did. It was... *swallowing hard* Perfect. Like, the way you talked about you and Hermione after the-- you know. He just wanted to try so much! He was just so eager and attentive and Jesus, I was right about his arse, I swear to fuck, I just-- *inhaling sharply with satisfaction, face wide open with untempered joy*

Ron, with a weird warbling sound: *shaking his head frantically* I'm not doing this again with you. Not without a drink. *looking around slightly crazed* Is this why you weren't answering your Floo?! You were buggering your boyfriend's brains out all weekend?

Harry: *nodding frantically, eyes wide and excited* Yes! *wandlessly Summons a bottle of Firewhiskey from Ron's cabinet; tosses it to him without thinking* *gets up and begins pacing* He's just... Like, wildly responsive. You know, he's been wanting to-- *makes an abortive hand gesture*--for the last, oh, month I guess? Since before my birthday. But I sort of accidentally hurt him that night, got all up in my head about it, especially since he hadn’t said-- But it just takes time, you know, Ron? For men. And prep. And sometimes spells. Spells help. And patience. And rimming, that works really well too-- *nods, half speaking to himself*--, I could fucking do that to him all day, the noises he makes as I tongue him. I wonder if I should pick up some flavoured lube... *laughs* Hell, not that he needs it, he tastes like-- *glances up to Ron, grinning*

Ron, looking like he's about to burst into furious tears: I will break up with you if you finish that sentence.

Harry: *staring at Ron intently, but really thinking of the way Draco had gasped and keened as Harry pressed him against the wall that morning, opening him up again with his tongue before jerking him around and lifting him, then fucking him so stupid he couldn't speak for ten minutes* *snaps to* What? Oh, yeah. Anyway. You know we've been--*sheepishly, considering his ramble* doing... stuff a lot lately, but I'm glad we saved it. This, you know? His arse, god, Eleven times, Ron, and he's so fucking tight and perfect around me each time, it's like... *gulps, stops pacing; heads back to the chair and drops into it* *bites his lip and leans forward, face oddly crumpled*

Ron: *checks his watch, shrugs resignedly* *unscrews Firewhiskey bottle and takes a swig* *wipes the back of his hand over his mouth* *hoarsely* What. What the fuck is it.

Harry, chin wobbling a little: *eyes bright* And do you know what else?* I'm in love with him. And he is too. I mean, with me. Malfoy--Draco Malfoy, do you get it?--is in love with me! We're in love with each other. You know, mate-- *shaking his head in stunned euphoria* I'm going to marry him, I think. Fuck, don't tell him that, okay? I should probably give him time to get used to the rest first… Hey, what time is it?

Ron, scrabbling for the bottle again: *takes a long gulp* *slams the bottle down* *wheezing* My lips are sealed. It's-- it's a quarter to twelve and you're really going to marry him?

Harry, happily: *nodding definitively* Yep, if he'll have me. He doesn't care about the Pureblood thing, not like I thought. *a small, private smile curves his lips as he remembers* *looks up, nods again; stuffs his hands into the pockets of his robes* You'll be my best man. *laughs at Ron's open mouth*  Whether you like it or not. I've gotta go. *winks; snickering* Lunch date. My place. I'll see you later, okay? Say hi to Hermione?

Ron, croaking: Will do. *fervently under his breath* As if I even have a choice. Do as the wife says. Do as the arsehole best mate says. Who are you, Ron Weasley, what are you?

Harry, overhearing: *calls out over his shoulder as he walks away* A great fucking friend! See you later. Uh, probably shouldn't Floo tonight either!

Ron, strangled scream: I'm never Flooing you again!

~Monday, late morning, The Ministry of Magic, cafeteria~

Pansy, examining the lettuce on her plate: *wrinkles her nose* How is one supposed to eat this again? *inches her plate away with two fingers* We could have gone somewhere else, Draco. *under her breath* Anywhere else…

Draco, one elbow on the table with a shocking lack of etiquette, head resting on his hand, goofy smile on his face: *poking at his sandwich* Oh, it's not that bad... *sighs, smile widening slightly*

Pansy: *lip curls* What. What is that? *points to his face* *sighs* Can you just tell me how you fucked up with Potter again so I can get out of here?

Draco, blinking up at her in surprise: Fucked up? As in something going wrong between Harry and me? *shakes head, hair falling into his eyes, shy smile creeping in*

Pansy: *narrows her eyes* Draco. Do not tell me that I dragged my Prada covered arse down to the Ministry for-- *disdainfully* --lunch for no fucking reason or I swear I'll hex your bollocks to your thigh.

Draco, chewing his lip nervously, a flush steadily rising up his cheeks: *half hearted scowl* Isn't meeting me reason enough? We missed lunch this Saturday, so I thought we'd make up for it.

Pansy, giving him a flat glare: We "missed lunch" as you so eloquently put it, because you stood me up and had your boyfriend send me a Patronus three hours late, Draco. You didn't even give me a good excuse! "Busy, Pans, will owl?" And now I get soggy lettuce and no gossip about trouble with the Golden Boy. *shaking head, ebony hair bouncing* Why couldn't we have met at a proper restaurant?

Draco, eyes far away as he thinks back two days to when he remembered halfway through sucking Harry off that he was supposed to be at lunch with Pansy and refusing to continue until Harry sent her a Patronus; blushing at the memory being taken apart by Harry minutes after the Patronus galloped out: *coughing awkwardly* Oh-- I-- *lamely* I have an early meeting…

Pansy: *snaps* It's called Apparition, Draco, Jesus. *crosses her arms over her chest* What the hell is going on with you lately? You look-- you look-- *pauses, brows drawing in; perplexed* Well, weird. Are you okay?

Draco, sighing deeply, sagging into his chair with another smile: More than okay, Pansy... *runs a hand through his hair*  Merlin…

Pansy, rolling her eyes: All right, I get it, you're mad for him. He's got a very strong and lean body and he's an extremely skilled mouth presser and you think he may really care about you, though you wish you could be sure and you let him see your chest and you hate his stupid scar and all the attention he gets-- *off his surprised look* --Oh, what? *exaggerated* Excuse me, but you've only been ranting about him for fifteen bloody years! I'm over the shock that you're dating him, Draco. Either give him something good or I'm going somewhere I can eat. *glowers at her plate*

Draco, with suspiciously narrowed eyes: How do you know about his body?

Pansy, scowling: You told me, you daft idiot! You mumbled it over dinner a couple of months ago--*pointedly*--which you rushed through, by the way. Something about having a night-time Seeker's game with him. *disgusted; voice mocking* "He still looks good in his Quidditch Leathers, Pansy..."

Draco, sighing with a grin: But he does look good in them-- *dreamily* ...And even out of them, fuck, but his body is-- *presses his lips together, turning a vivid red and refusing to acknowledge Pansy's interested eyebrow lift* I-- I mean…

Pansy, slowly: Yes, what.. do you mean, Draco? *mouth pursing into an unholy smirk* *teasingly scandalised* Are you telling me that you've seen Potter in less than full attire? Last time you talked to me about this, you were still wavering on whether to try taking off his shirt. You've been... *drums her nails on the table, examining him as his blush deepens and he shifts, avoiding her eyes* ...suspiciously quiet about him since then, come to think of it. Potter's either very patient or it's possible you might have actually...hmmmm... *wickedly triumphant, lowering her voice* You've seen him in his pants, haven't you! Did you--did you let him see you in yours?

Draco, frozen in a wide eyed stare as he recalls Harry fucking him into the tiles in his shower, Draco's cock in his hand, both of their pants forgotten somewhere on the floor of his room for over two days: *scrabbles for his bottle of water and downing a large gulp* *wiping his mouth and carefully avoiding her eyes* S-something like that…

Pansy, sighing: *instantly growing bored* Right. Well, congratulations on finally deciding to take off his shirt. *straining to be nice through gritted teeth* I'm very happy that you like each other and that you've seen bits of his body, but I actually am hungry, Draco, so--

Draco, almost vibrating on the spot, hands balled into fists, eyes overbright and slightly crazed: *bursting out suddenly* Harry and I did all the naked touching! *slaps a hand over his mouth as Pansy puts down her fork*

Pansy, waving a lazy hand: Yes, yes now can we-- *screeches, half-rising in her seat* --Naked touching? What kind of nak-- *at the sharp, panicked hex Draco sends her way* *sits back down, eyes huge, mouth working silently for several long seconds* *faint, disbelieving* A-all the naked touching? *breathes deep, recovering a bit* So... You... Used your.... Hands on him then? Right?

Draco, visibly fighting off a smile but looking completely mortified: Hands... *leans forward and whispers* M-mouth-- everything. *panting* We did everything, Pans. *swallows hard*

Pansy: *sputtering* But you don't know what everything is!

Draco, licking his lips and finally breaking into a huge grin: Oh, I wouldn't be so sure, my darling Pansy.

Pansy, blinking hard at Draco's smug look: *eyes go shifty* *airily* Oh, well,then I'm sure you know all about how he might want you on your hands and knees to... *raises an eyebrow as Draco looks at her without cringing* ...touch you... *slower; shocked when Draco's mouth pulls into a smirk* ...while you're naked? ...Draco, why aren't you shutting me up?

Draco, eyes shining: Why would I when he's already done all of that and-- *blushes deeper but continues anyway* --and I enjoyed it - so much?

Pansy, taken aback: *blurts* He'll want to put his cock in your arse!

Draco, shushing her and looking around: *glaring at her but looking very pleased* He did want to, yes. And he did. Several times. *thoughtfully* I lost count after the 7th time…

Pansy: *makes garbled, choking noise* *stunned* He didn't! You wouldn't! That just-- Draco! *searching gracelessly for words* I- you- you haven't even told me you'd taken off his shirt! *low and furious* If Potter convinced you to-- when you didn't want-- I'll Avada Kedavra the sonofa--

Draco, facepalming: For Merlin's sake-- *leaning forward and hissing* I asked him to. No, scratch that-- I begged him to. *leans back and crosses his arms and legs, smug and satisfied at her expression*

Pansy: *voice small* But-- but you hadn't taken off his shirt!

Draco, apologetically: Yes, well-- We've gone a lot beyond...shirt removal and, yes, I-- I haven't told you yet-- *before she can flare up* --But then I haven't told anyone!

Pansy, blankly: But... You're not married. *at Draco's sudden stricken look* *helplessly* I- I'm sorry, I didn't mean it that way. You know how I feel about-- but... Draco... It's always been so important to you to stay-- *shifts awkwardly*-- pure. And I know you're mad about him, and that Potter really likes you too, but if it turns out to be just that... *quietly* I just don't want you to get hurt.

Draco, looking slightly hurt: Do you think I'd...with just anyone? I love him, Pans... *softly* We're in love.

Pansy, eyes widening: Well, of course you wouldn't, but.... *softer, uncertain* Potter feels the same way? *attempting a smile* Maybe he has better taste than I thought.

Draco, nodding as he looks down at his hands: I don't have a doubt.

Pansy: *sighs, shoulders relaxing a bit* *lighter, smug* Well of course, how could he not? So... Do I get any details? *wheedling* Any? Assuming this is all true, of course, which honestly--I'm not completely convinced of…

Draco, narrowing his eyes playfully at her: I'm not new to your whole reverse psychology act, Pans-- *laughs at Pansy's excited lean forward* Maybe just this once. A little. What the hell can we even cover in the span of one lunch? It's barely enough time to tell about his sinfully talented tongue - I mean, Merlin, Pans, the things he's done to me with his ton--

Harry, jogging up to him, skidding to a halt: *swoops down and lifts Draco's face for a long, deep kiss, stroking into his mouth with his tongue for much longer than could be deemed remotely appropriate* *pulls back, breathless and flushed* *straightens, practically tap-dancing in place, face excited and eager* Hey, baby. Where've you been? I thought we were going to-- *notices Pansy, staring, her jaw hanging open* Er... Hey Parkinson, didn’t see you there. *back to Draco* --have lunch. *looking at him with unsubtle significance* We were going to head back to my place? For lunch. Remember? *jerking his head in a let's-get-out-of-here motion*

Pansy: Whaa--

Draco, beaming up at him: Well, I haven't eaten yet anyway, so-- *gets to his feet and takes Harry's hand, seemingly unable to stop himself kissing him swiftly once again* *gazing sappily at him as they turn away* *abruptly pauses and turns back* Pansy, darling, you don't mind, do you? *stares intently, eyes pleading openly*

Pansy: *whispering* You did. You really did. Salazar. *turns to Harry, clearing her throat as she sizes him up* If you hurt him, I'll make that scar on your forehead the least painful thing you've ever had to endure. *stands, turning to Draco* Of course not. I need to find some real food anyway. Ta for the chat, love. *pointedly* Owl me later. *walks away*

Harry, staring after her in astonishment: What'd I do?

Draco, kissing his jaw to regain his attention: *low* I was hoping, me.

Harry, breath catching: *raises eyebrows as his mouth curves*

Draco: *returns the feral grin he receives; drags him out determinedly*

[mrsjihyunkim]

20 Seconds of Bravery Ch 7

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     The night was winding down now that the LOLOL game was over. Most of the people had left the shop and now it was just the regulars and Yoosung and Searan. Some people were playing Magik and others were just sitting around talking. I was in the back of the store helping count inventory when I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turned around and saw Searan behind me. "Oh hi did you need something?" He just kinda shrugged and looked at the shelf.

"Yoosung is learning Magik and it got really noisy. So I figured I'd come talk to you. Where did that little kid go?"

"Oh he's sleeping with Eric in the office. So I'm holding things down and helping with inventory." Searan narrowed his eyes like he was studying me as I talked. It was starting to make me uncomfortable and I backed up a bit. "What?" I asked starting to go into defense mode. Searan's eyes snapped open and he seemed to realize that he made me weary.

"Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. V just told me that you have anxiety like me and I was trying to understand how you act so normal. I mean I can barely talk to anyone here but you're basically running the place. I guess I'm just curious and a little jealous." He put his hands in his pockets and looked at the ground. I felt bad for being suspicious of him, especially since he was a friend of V's.

"Trust me outside of this place I don't even function. I do the same things everyday, and I'm afraid to ride in vehicles. I only act normal in here because this is my safe place. I know that no matter who walks in that door or what happens outside I'm safe. I also know that I'm not judged here. This is a place where you can be safe and understood. That's why Eric opened the shop. So that people like you and me can relax and feel safe." I walked the box of mini figures back to the counter and Searan followed. "And when the shop gets busy or too noisy I just come over here and count inventory. It helps to keep me grounded. Do you want to try it?" He nodded and I handed him another box. "It's easy. First you fill the shelves and hooks with the product that matches the number. As you place the stuff you keep track of how many you placed and then write the number down next to the inventory number on the sheet." I gave the clip board to Searan and he began to sort out the items. He seemed to get the hang of it so I felt confident to walk away. "See, told ya it was easy."

"It is strangely calming. I'd like to keep doing it if that's ok." He had a small smile on his face and it made me feel good that I had helped him.

"Sure. I need to take the trash out anyway. If Eric comes back out just tell him that." Searan gave me a strange look. "What?" I asked.

"Are you sure you're going to be able to do that with your wrist?" At first I didn't know what he meant but then I remembered yesterday in the tree when I had sprained it.

"Yeah. It's just a couple of pizza boxes and a trash bag. I should be fine as long as no one tries to jump me." I gave a nervous laugh and Searan still seemed uneasy. "I'll be fine. I do it all the time." I walked past him and collected all the trash. When I slid the side door to the dumpster open I could feel someone watching me. I could feel my heart race but I just told myself that it was probably Searan. "You didn't have to follow me out here. I told you I didn't need help."

"Good cause I'm here to deliver a message." The voice I heard didn't belong to Searan and I turned around in fear. I saw Jake's best friend Alex. I wanted to run but I couldn't. Yes I was scared but I wouldn't run, not anymore.

"What do you want Alex? Aren't the text you send me enough?" He smiled and walked closer to me. I tried to back up but I was already up against the dumpster.

"Oh do I detect a back bone somewhere in there? When did you suddenly get so brave?" I didn't know how to answer him. I knew he was watching me for Jake but I didn't know how much he actually knew. "Is it because of the blue haired loser? Does someone have a little crush?" I bit my lip and tried to hold down my anger.

"Leave him out of this. He has no part in any of this." Alex laughed and was now right in front of me.

"Well you see Jake seems to disagree. The way he sees it this guy is trying to steal his girl and that's not ok. If he keeps it up I might have to do more than break his windows." Now I was beyond pissed. I pushed Alex away and now had my back to the parking lot. Logic was telling me to run into the shop but I didn't want to show him that I was afraid. Alex looked somewhat shocked by my movements. "What's this? You're not running away? I'll give you credit for sticking to this bravery thing. Jake will probably find it cute, but you know he won't let it last. You can act tough all you want but we both know that you're still afraid of him. And when he gets out in a month you are going to lift that restraining order." When he said that I completely froze and Alex closed the distance between us. He grabbed my injured wrist and I had to bite my lip to keep from screaming.

"Let go of me." I said trying to keep my voice from quivering. Alex only laughed.

"Jake said he didn't want me to hurt you but he said to make sure the message gets across." He squeezed my wrist even harder and I fell to my knees. I searched my brain for something to do but I couldn't think of anything. The panic was setting in until I suddenly felt my arm being released. I looked up and saw Searan standing in front of me.

"Searan?" I was so confused and then I saw Yoosung crouch down next to me.

"MC are you ok? Is your wrist ok? Let me see it." I was still confused and didn't listen to him. "Searan got worried when you didn't come back. I'm glad his gut was right, but now I feel bad for that guy cause Searan is pissed." I couldn't take my eyes off Searan.

"Who the fuck do you think you are? This doesn't concern you so just walk away before you get hurt." I saw Searan clench his fist.

"That's where your wrong. She's our friend and as far as I'm concerned that puts her under RFA protection." Searan didn't even take his eyes off of Alex. He almost seemed like a wild animal stalking his prey. I looked to Alex and saw that he was a little freaked out. "Now you should go before I lose control. And if I ever see you again I won't hesitate to stomp your face in." Like the true coward he was Alex took off running past us.

"Good riddance. MC are you ok? Did you know that guy?" I could hear Yoosung's voice but I was still frozen. I just kept holding my wrist against my chest. "Hey MC you really should let me look at your wrist."

"Yoosung stop. She's having a panic attack. Go get her friend Eric if he's in there. I'm going to call V and hopefully he'll still be with Saeyoung. I'll stay with her." Yoosung got up and ran back inside. I could hear Searan on the phone but I couldn't really make out everything he was saying. When he was done he came over and kneeled in front of me. "MC just breathe. Try and find things to ground you. Tell me something that you can see, hear, and feel." I took a deep breath and looked around. I could see the dumpster and focused on it.

"I can see the dumpster." I took another breathe and listened. I heard two cats fighting and it reminded me of my cats at home. "I hear cats and I can feel the ring on my finger." I could feel my breathing slow down and my body began to feel heavy. I looked at Searan and he looked relieved. I then heard Eric and Yoosung’s voices behind me. Searan helped me stand up and Eric pulled me into a hug.

"MC are you ok? If I ever see that prick around my shop again I'm gonna shoot him." He put me down and shook Searan's hand. "Thanks man. Both of you. Who ever that guy was has some nerve. Did either of you guys get a good look at him." I felt cold just standing there so I began to walk back to the shop. All three of them stopped talking and watched me. I stopped walking but didn't turn around.

"You don't have to ask them. It was Alex." I continued walking back to the shop. Eric ran up next to me and I could see his shocked expression.

"Wait seriously?" I didn't answer him and he turned serious. "Well what do you want to do about it?" I still didn't answer him and I could tell that he was getting worried. "MC just what did he say to you? You look like a walking corpse." I couldn't help but laugh and Eric just looked confused.

"I'm glad I saw him tonight." I was going to say more but we were in front of the shop and Shelby had just pulled up. Her expression turned from happy to worried when she saw us.

"What happened?" Before Eric could ask I spoke up.

"I had an attack but Searan helped me with it. It's freezing out here. I'm going inside." I went inside and locked myself in the bathroom. Now that I was alone the adrenaline had worn off and my wrist hurt so bad. I didn't even try to stop myself from crying. I couldn't remember the last time I was so scared but I was also proud that I didn't run away. I heard several knocks on the door but I didn't listen to any of them. My phone rang and I saw it was V. I wiped my eyes and took a deep breathe. "Hello?"

"MC. I'm glad you answered. Searan called and told me what happened. Are you alright?"

"Yes I'm fine. I'm a little shaken up but I've been worse."

"I'm revealed to here that. Eric went a head and closed the shop do you need anything?" His words surprised me. I didn't mean to cause so much trouble.

"He's always so dramatic. How did you know that though?" I asked getting curious.

"I headed over as soon as I got Searan's call. I'm on the other side of the bathroom door right now. I just wanted to make sure you were ok. So I'm here if you need me." I was so touched by his actions. He came all the way here just to check on me and he was being so patient. I could feel my eyes getting watery but this time it was because I was happy. I hung up the phone and stood up. That must have worried him cause he knocked on the door. "MC? Are you ok?" I wiped my face and opened the door. As soon as I had the door all the way open V pulled me into his arms. When he embraced me I could feel the relief flow into his body. I hadn't realize how cold I was until he had his arms around me and he seemed to notice it too. "Goodness MC you're as cold as ice. Here take this." He took off his jacket and put it around my shoulders. I pulled it around my self and took a deep breath. The jacket was warm and smelled like V.

"Thank you V. I really don't know why you like me. All I do is cause trouble and yet you're still here." He gently lifted up my chin so that I was looking at him.

"Listen to me. You are loved by everyone here. Your problems will never be trouble to any of us. I promised you that you'd never be alone again and I meant that. Even when you need to be alone I'll be here when you're ready." He bent down and lightly kissed me on the lips. I was shocked at his suddenness but I wasn't going to stop it. It wasn't a passionate kiss like you read about or see in movies. It was reassuring and comforting, just like him. When he pulled back his face was red but he looked happy. I couldn't help but smile at him. "Are you ready to come talk to everyone now?" I nodded at him.

"Just let me wash my face off and I'll be out." He kissed the top of my head and went back to the shop. I went back into bathroom and got some paper towels wet. I went ahead and took off my makeup since it was basically ruined. After washing my face off I took the bandages off my wrist and looked at it. I was probably going to have to see a doctor now. Thankfully it wasn't bleeding but it was twice the size of my other one and I couldn't move it without extreme pain. I decided to take my flannel off and use it as a sling for now. It felt much better once it was secure. I walked out of the bathroom and into the shop where everyone was. Nobody moved except for Shelby and Eric’s son. He came running up to me and handed me his toy. "Thank you buddy!" I said excitedly. He smiled and laughed before running back to his cartoons. I walked over to where everyone was standing and Shelby immediately hugged me.

"MC I am so mad at you!" I honestly was not expecting her to say that and it seemed like no one else was either. "We were supposed to have a girls night and talk about you know who! How the hell are we supposed to do that if he's here?" I noticed that V was blushing and I began to laugh.

"Shelby I'm like 100% sure that Alex would have crashed our girls night anyway. But I'm still good to drink what ever liquor you bought, because my arm is killing me." I laughed a little but then everyone seemed notice my homemade sling. I could see V pulling out his phone but stopped when Yoosung stood up.

"MC sit down. Intern Dr. Yoosung is here now take off that sling." I looked to V and he nodded. If V trusted Yoosung then I had no reason to be weary. I untied my shirt and held out my arm so Yoosung could look at it. "What was the original injury?" He was acting so professional but I could see that he was having fun.

"It was a sprain." Yoosung nodded and tried to turn my hand over. When I jerked he let it go.

"I'm sorry. Did that hurt?"

"Only a lot. And before you ask no I can't make a fist without it hurting. I also can't flex it without pain." Yoosung just stared at me like I was magic. Eric laughed and patted him on the back.

"It's not her first time around the block kid. She's seen her fair share of injuries and doctors. She knows the routine." I shot Eric a look and he just laughed again.

"Yoosung I'm sure it's fine. Alex probably just made the sprain worse when he grabbed it so hard. I probably just need to re-wrap it and let it rest."

"Well I'd recommend a brace too just to help stabilize it. But yeah I agree with you. It's not broke but it's defiantly sprained. Do you guys have any bandages here? I can wrap it and you can get a brace later." Eric went to the office to get the first aid kit. I noticed Searan was standing a little bit away from everyone. He saw me looking at him and he began looking at his phone. I would have to thank him later. Eric came back with the kit and Yoosung began wrapping my wrist. Everyone was silent but I knew the question they wanted to ask.

"I know you guys all want to know what Alex wanted. I'll be honest I wasn't expecting it but I'm glad he did show up. I know I've been talking about wanting to face my fear but I knew that it was all talk until I actually saw him that I had it in me to not run away. I was scared but I was able to face him and that through him off." I took a deep breathe and I felt V's hand on my shoulder.

"I know we just met but MC how do you know a guy like that? He seemed really scary." Yoosung's question made me realize that both him and Searan had no clue about Jake or anything. V spoke up before I could say anything.

"Yoosung I don't know if MC is up to answering any of those questions." Yoosung's face got really angry and he was about to protest until I spoke up.

"V it's ok. I can't face anything if I'm still hiding it but thank you for worrying. Alex is the best friend of my ex Jake. He bugs me every now and again while Jake is in jail. He came tonight to because Jake isn't happy that I'm seeing someone. Since I met V it's been just text messages and letters in the mail. Tonight was an attempt to scare me so that I would stop seeing V." Yoosung still looked confused.

"I don't understand why he would care who you're dating. Especially if he's in jail." Searan stood next to Yoosung and spoke up.

"He was abusive wasn't he? And even though he's gone he's still trying to control you isn't he?" I simply nodded.

"Yes. We were together for almost three years before I met Eric and Shelby. They gave me a safe place while helping me build a case against him. He's been in jail for the last two years because of their help and he's not happy about it. I know that as soon as he gets out he's going to come see me. I never let myself think about it because it scares me so much but now I have no choice. He's getting out in a month if not sooner." V squeezed my shoulder and Eric exchanged a worried look with Shelby.

"How is he getting out early? He got a six year sentence. Did he actually manage to get parole or something?" Eric asked.

"I have no idea. That's just what Alex told me when I was outside with him. And honestly I don't think the restraining order worries him. I mean it's no good if I can't call the police and I know he'll try to make sure of that." I could see that everyone was worried now and I felt bad. "I know that no one hear this but, when he does get out, I'm going to have to face him. I really don't want to but I don't know how else to end this."

"We'll think of something MC. We've still got time to think of plan, so you just focus on resting." I smiled at V and held his hand. "For now though I think it's best that someone stays with you until Saeyoung can keep better track of Alex. Another option is to have Jumin send you some body guards, but I don't think you'll be comfortable with that." I was going to protest but then Eric spoke up.

"I agree with the pastel boyfriend. It's not safe for you to be alone right now and you know it. You know exactly what Alex is capable of and what if Jake tells him not to hold back? Do you really want a repeat of what happened last time?" I flinched at the memory.

"Eric calm down. She's not stupid, she just doesn't want to bother any of us. And I don't think anyone here needs to relive that night. Mostly MC." Shelby was right. I didn't want to think about that night but I also didn't want to bother anyone.

"No one needs to come stay with me. I refuse to put any of you guys in harms way and you all have your own lives. Yoosung and Searan already got dragged into it this and I feel awful about it. I couldn't handle it if any of you guys got hurt." I could feel my eyes starting to water and I rubbed my eyes.

"MC you are clearly underestimating the RFA. It's like Searan said outside, you're our friend and that puts you under RFA protection. Plus you're dating are president so we'll help no matter what's going on." Yoosung gave me a big smile and it made me feel better. I looked at the people around me and saw that they weren't going to give this up. I only sighed and smiled.

"Fine I promise to comply. But whose going to come stay with me? It's not like you and Shelby can keep the shop closed, V has his work, Yoosung is a student, and I'm sure Searan has things to do. None of you have time to play babysitter." Eric and Shelby looked at each other defeated. Yoosung seemed shock and Searan just looked bored. None of them seemed to have an answer until V spoke up.

"I'll stay with you. I was going to stay at a hotel since my window is being fixed but now that this has happened I'll feel better staying with you." I was blushing a little but I had been secretly hoping that V would speak up about it. Right now I was putting on a brave front but I knew that when I got home I'd fall apart. It was selfish but I wanted V there to comfort me. Yoosung seemed shocked and his face was red.

"How can you say that so casually? I know she's your girlfriend but it's different being alone in the same house. Is no one worried about MC?" He looked so serious but also like a little kid. I couldn't see how we were supposed to take him seriously. "Well if Zen was here he'd say it. MC listen all men are beast and even if you trust V he's still a guy. You have to be careful." My face was turning red at the idea of V being a beast. V's face was also a little red and that made me smile.

"Yoosung it's really not that big a deal. I've already stayed there once and as for myself control I'll be fine as long as there isn't a repeat of this morning. That was a bit intense." My face turned bright red and Shelby stood up and shook my shoulders.

"What the fuck! You told me nothing happened. Did you lie to me?" Eric pulled her back to her seat and I was stunned. I looked V for help but he seemed to be at a loss for words too.

"Nothing happened. I got hot in the middle of the night and took off my sweat pants. When I woke up the next morning I was hungover and Shelby was calling me. All I could think about was coffee and I walked into the kitchen in only my t-shirt and underwear. It was all very embarrassing." I covered my face with my hand and hung my head down. Shelby was laughing so hard that she fell out of her chair.

"MC is that what you died of this morning? I swear you have the worst luck. I bet they were a pair of your ugly underwear." She began howling with laughter again and now Eric was laughing a little. V then cleared his throat and everyone looked to him.

"Actually if I recall they were red and very cute." His was was a little red but he tired to appear certain and serious. I was beyond shocked. Any color that had returned to my face was red again.

"Jihyun! You said you didn't see anything!" I hit his arm and pouted. He jokingly rubbed his arm and smiled.

"Well I had to say something to get you out of your room. You were so upset and it's not like I saw you naked."

"At least not yet." Piped Searan from the back. Both V and I were speechless and poor Yoosung was completely flustered  

"Searan! Stop! I don't want to imagine V like that. I need to protect my innocence." Now everyone was laughing and a knock on the doors stopped us. Everyone looked at the doors and saw a pizza delivery man. Eric got up and went to the door. I hadn't even thought about food until I saw the pizza. My stomach began to growl and everyone looked at me.

"Guess I'm a little hungry now that all the serious stuff is over." I laughed a little as Eric set the pizzas down. "Which one has the most cheese?" I asked eyeing them. Eric pointed to one of the boxes and when I opened it I saw a mac n' cheese pizza. "Eric I love you so much. This is exactly what I needed." I grabbed a piece and began to eat it. Searan, V, and Yoosung began to look at me with curiosity. Since my mouth was full Eric explained.

"When ever MC gets stressed or goes through trauma this is what she gets. It's a mac n' cheese pizza. Her ultimate comfort food." I nodded and swallowed my food.

"I know it sounds weird but it's really good. You guys should try it." I moved the box towards them and Yoosung was the first to try a piece. He really enjoyed it and made Searan try it. While they were content I nudged V.

"Would you like to try it?" I asked shyly. He smiled and kissed the top of my head.

"I'm not very hungry but I'd like to try a bite of yours if that's ok." I nodded and held it out to him. He bent down and took a bite of it. He had a weird look on his face but not one of disgust. When he swallowed he smiled and told me it was good. "It was defiantly a weird texture but the flavors are much better than I expected. I can see why you like it so much." For the rest of the time the six of us just sat around the shop eating pizza. After we were all out of pizza we got ready got ready to leave. "Thank you guys for the pizza and for putting up with my drama. I love you guys." I hugged both Eric and Shelby and let the shop.

"So which way to your apartment MC?" Searan asked as soon as we were outside.

"Um why do you need to know?" I asked, V also seemed curious.

"So that Yoosung and I can walk you guys back. Now which way?" I was going to protest until V put his hand on my shoulder.

"There's no point in arguing with him. Once Searan has made up his mind he won't change it." I sighed and began leading the way back to my apartment. I was far too exhausted to fight with anyone and I knew it was a safer option.

"This is going to sound very rude of me but when we get there you guys aren't coming in. I'm tired and I just want to sleep."

"Awww but I really wanted to see your place MC." I heard and smack followed by Yoosung crying.

"Stop being such a baby. She literally got attacked and had a panic attack. Of course she's not going to give you a tour of her home." I couldn't help but smile at those two. They were really good friends. After that we fell in silence for the next couple blocks until we were at my house. I went up to the door and unlocked it as V said his good byes to Yoosung and Searan. As soon as he was in the door I shut and locked it. I could feel V's eyes watching me and it made me uneasy. It made me feel like I was going to break. I didn't know what to say because I felt like if I opened my mouth I would just cry.

"I'm gonna go change and wash my face. Do you need anything?" V shook his head.

"I'm here for you so just let me know what I can do." I was so moved by his words. No one had ever cared about me as much as him. I could feel my eyes watering and V instantly ran over to me. "What's wrong?" I could hear the concern in his voice as he pulled me into him. "Is it your wrist?" I shook my head and wiped my eyes.

"No I'm just really glad that you're here. After tonight I really didn't want to be alone, so thank you for being here." I hugged him before I broke away. "I'm gonna get ready for bed. Please make yourself at home." He kissed my forehead and I smiled. I went into my room and realized that even with V's jacket on I was still cold. I put on a pair of fleece pants and headed to the bathroom. As I washed my face I could feel eyes on me again. I glanced to the door and saw V standing there. It still felt weird to have him watch me but it wasn't like when we first came home. "What is it? Do I still have smudges on my face?" I looked back in the mirror as V laughed.

"No. You just amaze me that's all. You went through a lot tonight and not only have you kept your composure but you continued to think of everyone else first. I've just never met anyone like you." I looked away from him and tried to hide my blush.

"That's nothing." I said leaning on the sink. "I've been through a lot worse than a bully roughing me up. It just made me realize how comfortable I've been lately. I let my guard down and thought I could ignore my problems instead of facing them." I needed to stop thinking about this before I completely lost what was left of my composure. Thankfully Yeti jumped on the sink and nudged my arm. "I know Yeti it's time for bed." I walked out of the bathroom and stopped next to V. "You've already done so much for me but can I ask one more thing of you?" V nodded and I began to fidget with my hands. There wasn't really a safe way to ask and I was worried he'd take it the wrong way. "Could you sleep with me tonight? I just don't want to be alone and to be honest I'm completely terrified." A few seconds without V saying anything. I was about to apologize and walk away when V surprised me by picking me up bridal style. "What are you doing?" I asked holding on to him tightly as he began to walk towards the bedroom. He still didn't answer me and I was beginning to freak out a little. He set me down on the bed and kneeled down in front of me.

"You've been nothing but honest with me since I met you. Now I need to do the same. Being with you makes me both happy and terrified. I'm happy because you are an amazing person and I truly cherish you. But now that I know about Jake I'm terrified that I'm going to lose you because I can't protect you." He stopped talking and I could see his hands shaking. I knew that V could be emotional but this was a vulnerable side that I had never seen. It almost seemed like he was fighting tears. My chest hurt seeing him like this and I wanted to reassure him. I slid off of the bed, so that I was eye level with him, and cupped his face in my hands. I looked into his eyes and saw so much fear and worry. It was then that I realized that this was V's version of a panic attack. He had been holding back all these fears for my sake. I could never be as strong as him.

"Jihyun, listen to me. I'm not going anywhere because," I hesitated at saying the next part but I couldn't think of anything that felt better to say. "I'm not going anywhere because I love you. I never in my life thought I would meet someone so accepting of me. You make me want to be better than I am. So I'm not going anywhere and nothing is going to change that." A look of shock took over his face as I smiled at him. He seemed both confused and amazed, a deer in headlights so to speak.

"You love me?" Hearing him question it filled me with regret but I wanted to stay strong for him.

"Yes I do. I know you probably don't feel as strongly but I'm willing to wait and be patient. I also know that there's a lot you still need to tell me but for you I'll wait." I watched V carefully as he listened to me. His eyes no longer showed the panic they had a little bit ago. They now seemed calm and they had a small shine in them. He smiled at me and held my hands. Then he kissed my hands.

"Thank you MC. It really means a lot to me that you said all of that. I didn't realize it until earlier today but I love you too. Every moment I spend with you makes me happier than I've ever been. I want to be there for you any way that I can." He stood up and pulled me up with him. I was so happy to hear that he loved me back. It gave me a warm feeling in my body and made me feel like I could take on anything. V tilted my chin up so that I was looking at him. When our eyes met he bent down and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. I could feel that he was holding back with this kiss and I was a little disappointed. "We really need to go on a proper date so that I can give you a proper kiss." It was almost like he was reading my mind and I couldn't help but blush.

"I think we've thrown proper out the window what with everything going on." I moved towards the bed and began to take all the extra pillows off. V laughed a little and went to the other side to help.

"That may be the case but I'm old fashioned like that. Plus it's the only thing keeping my behavior in check right now." I blushed at his last statement and threw a pillow at him. The pillow hit him square in the face and I fell onto the bed laughing.

"I'm sorry. That wasn't fair of me to do with your eyes that being bad today, but it was a little funny." He got on the bed next to me and sighed.

"Could you really tell they were that bad today?" I shrugged.

"It was really just a hunch. When we were walking you would kinda stray away a bit. I was worried that you'd walk into the road if I let go of your hand. Why didn't you use your cane if they were bad?" He sighed again and set his phone on the table.

"Probably because I'm stubborn and I didn't want to admit that I needed it." I laughed a little and rolled over to my side so that I could look at him.

"How did you even hurt your eyes? Searan mentioned some kind of accident." He stayed silent for a while and I almost thought he'd fallen asleep before he grabbed my hand.

"That's a very long story and it's already late. I'll tell you the whole story tomorrow so I'll keep it short. I was thought I was trying to help someone but they got angry and lashed out." I wanted to know what else had happened but I knew not to push anymore. I squeezed his hand and it almost looked like he was smiling. "There's actually a lot I want to tell you and I was going to save it for Saturday but if it's ok with you I'd like to tell you tomorrow. I want to be more honest with you and I just hope that you'll still love me after learning my secrets." I scooted over and laid my head on his chest.

"As long as your not my long lost brother nothing will change how I feel about you. Everyone has secrets and baggage. You just have to find people willing to help you carry it and unload it. And you don't have to tell me everything at once. Just do what you're comfortable with." He wrapped his arms around me and I was instantly warm.

"Thank you MC. Your kindness never ceases to amaze me." I yawned and he began to stroke my hair. "Just go to sleep. I promise not to leave." I could feel my eyes getting heavy as I listened to V's heart beat. I felt so arm and safe with him there. It was almost nostalgic, like a feeling of home, and before I knew it we were both fast asleep.

[kirachama]

decoded (707 x reader, part ii)

rating: 13+ (au, later chapters will have spoilers for 707 route as well as secret ends)

notes: uh, so i started this fic a year ago. oops. i’m sure people have long forgotten... chapter two has actually been mostly done for a while, i just hadn’t gotten around to finish it... /coughs 

i hope it’s alright. it’s been a while so i’m more unsure than usual about seven... and this mc... well, she’s pretty capable as long as she isn’t looking directly at seven’s handsome face LOLOLOL

chapter 1 | chapter 2 | 

“Oh, hey!”

The sound of Yoosung’s voice causes you to freeze. He’d ditched class earlier this week, so it’s the first time you’ve seen him since the RFA party. Slowly, you turn to face him, an easy grin on your face. You’re fairly sure he doesn’t know you were there, and you hope to keep it that way. “What’s up, Yoosung?”

The blond haired boy hurries over so that you’re standing side by side. Once he catches up, you keep walking in the direction of your dorm. “Not much really.”

“I didn’t see you in class on Monday… were you sick…?” you ask.

“Ah, no, I was really tired so I didn’t go…”

“Were you up late playing LOLOL again?”

He laughs nervously. There’s no doubt in your mind that you’ve hit the nail on the head, though it’s also Yoosung and he’s not all that hard to figure out. You give him a reprimanding look and he pouts at you, offering his excuse, “I...I had a really busy weekend! I didn’t have time to play at all.”

The RFA party was this past weekend so it makes sense. It was a pretty big event and Yoosung was probably busy helping organize the entire thing. Your thoughts drift to that red haired RFA member. There’s no denying that that guy knew something about 707, but despite your best efforts you weren’t able to find him again at the party. You did try visiting the RFA’s website to see if you could find a list of their members, but there was none, and hacking into their website yielded absolutely no results.

Of course, you could just ask Yoosung. Surely, he knew that guy since they were members of the same organization. However, if you asked him, you’d also be essentially telling him that you were at the party which would lead to you having to tell him why you were there. You’re not ready to admit that you’ve been moonlighting as a hacker just yet.

“Did I miss anything in class?” Yoosung’s voice snaps you back to reality.

“We have a test on Monday.”

“Whaaaat?” he whines, slumping his shoulders. “Already? That’s just a couple days from now!”

You nod and open your mouth to suggest studying together, but stop yourself before the words come out. The last time the both of you ‘studied’ together, you both just ended up playing LOLOL for a couple hours. Needless to say neither of you got very good grades on that test and as much as you do like playing LOLOL, you would prefer to get something above D- on this next one.

The next couple minutes are spent in silence. You can tell that Yoosung is sulking, at least he is until his phone starts beeping. He checks it and his mood does a complete one-eighty. Must have been LOLOL related.

“Hey, hey hey!” he begins to speed up, bouncing up and down as he goes. “That was my guild leader and apparently there’s an event starting in a little bit! ”

“Oh?” You move to match Yoosung’s pace.

“Yeah! We gotta hurry!”

He breaks out into a run and you follow after, not wanting to be left behind. It only takes the both of you more couple minutes to reach the dorm, and by the time you get to your room, you’re a little out of breath.

“Are you gonna hop on too?” Yoosung asks excitedly.

“Um. Maybe.” The truth is that there is supposed to be a Hackers Chasing Hackers meeting within the next hour or so. You haven’t really checked anything on LOLOL for the past few days, so you don’t know much about the event… It probably wouldn’t take too long to do, but you also don’t want to miss the meeting.

He tilts his head to the side. “It’s a special event though!”

“I have stuff to do. For school,” you offer as an elaboration. “But you better get going, especially if you wanna be ‘world first.’”

“Oh! You’re right!” He turns on his heel and gives you a quick wave before heading off. “Wish me luck!”

You’re able to squeeze in a quick goodbye before he zooms off to his room. Once he’s out of sight, you duck into your room. You pull your laptop out of your bag and place it on your desk. It would be nice to have a desktop setup at the dorm, but your laptop suits you just fine for the time being. You turn it on and grab a quick snack while it boots up. When it’s done you sign into your computer and put on your headset and munch on your snack while waiting for your computer to finish starting up.

As soon as you log onto the server, you see that a bunch of your fellow hackers are already chatting. Most of them are discussing the meeting you’re supposed to be having soon. It’ll probably be about the party since Code GAGA hasn’t called a meeting since then. You briefly consider skipping out on the meeting, or at least the first part of it so you can do that event in LOLOL since you already know that you weren’t able to find 707 at the party. In the end, however, you decide to stay, figuring there will probably be more to the meeting, like status reports and group assignments for any new projects. You notice Code GAGA log in and all of the chatting in the server immediately ceases. The screen shows that he’s typing and he posts for everyone to get into voice channel. You immediately do as he says, making sure to mute yourself as soon as you get on. Then, once most everyone is in voice chat, Code GAGA finally speaks, “Hello everyone. I’m sure you’re all eager to hear the results of our infiltration of the RFA party this past Sunday.”

He pauses for a moment before he continues, “We’d received information that 707 was to be at this party, however it turns out that it was just a false lease.”

You, of course, think that it wasn’t ‘just a false lead’ but without any concrete evidence… Grumbling, you lean over your desk, waiting to see what else he has to say.

“Of course, we won’t let this deter us from finding 707,” he continues. “And speaking of 707, I’ve analyzed the previous methods we used in our attempts to hack his system and I believe I’ve finally found an effective method to get in.”

This causes you to perk up a little. Admittedly, you’re a little excited at the thought that maybe, just maybe this time you guys can beat him… But more than anything you’re nervous, especially when you’ve got a bad feeling about this. You almost type out that you think it’s a bad idea, but the other hackers are flooding the chat server, saying that you should try this new method out. Slowly, you lower your hands. Even if you said something, it’d get lost in the sea of messages.

“I guess we’re all in agreement then,” Code GAGA chuckles, sounding almost smug. “We’ll begin tonight. I shouldn’t need to tell you what time. I’ll let everyone on the hacking team the details an hour before we start.”

Then he logs out.

Everyone starts chatting excitedly about how they think they’ll be able to get 707 this time. But despite your bad feeling, you remain silent. After thinking on it, you don’t think that it’s going to be as Code GAGA seems to think. You highly doubt that you’re going to be on the team, especially since the RFA party infiltration mission was a bust. It’d be better to work on school work than to wait to see if you get that email. One of your professors did assign a rather lengthy essay, and you want to try and get started on that as soon as possible.

At least that’s what you try to do until you get a message from one of the other hackers in the group. The both of you joined around the same time, so you became friends pretty quickly. You’ve even chatted and played games with her on occasion.

meenmeen: hey. aren’t u gonna get on?

me: huh? why?

meenmeen: silly. ur on tonight’s hacking team.

Surprised, you quickly check your Hackers Chasing Hackers email and find that you did indeed get the briefing email. Luckily, there’s still a half hour before the operation so you still have time to prepare.

me: Shit. i didn’t even notice.

meenmeen: np! I told them ur prolly working on school work which is why i messaged u here lol

me:Thanks Minji! Tell them I’ll be on in a minute.

meenmeen: o7

You log into the server and see that most of the other people who are on tonight��s hacking teams are also logged in. Immediately, you apologize for your absence and tell them that you had been engulfed in your school work. Since your reasoning is valid you’re forgiven fairly quickly, and a few members even ask if you want to sit out and have someone else take your place. However, you tell them that it’s fine and that you needed a break from the essay anyway. You spend the rest of the time looking over the email and the methods that Code GAGA wants the team to use for this operation.

From the looks of it, each member will start with a different method and change methods a few times throughout. Each person received a different list of methods to go through and each person is set to change methods at different intervals… The intent is to overwhelm 707 by throwing a bunch of different attacks at him. It seem like a good idea, and it probably would work against your average hacker, but…

Out of the corner of your eye you notice that you have one minute left before the operation begins. With a deep breath, you crack your knuckles and get ready to get to work.

“Hm?”

Noticing something seems a little off, Seven turns to examine one of his computer monitors. After a moment, a slight grin spreads across his face. “...Oho~ What’s this…?”

He turns his full attention to the screen. From the looks of it, his system is being attacked by roughly twenty different sources. Seven scoffs a tiny bit. It’s obvious that it’s Hackers Chasing Hackers picking yet another fight… To be honest, he was expecting they’d pull something like this soon. They probably weren’t too pleased that he managed to slip through their fingers again…

Seven’s thoughts drift to the girl that he met at the party who said she was part of the group. It had been a lot of fun teasing her. Is she part of the team that’s trying to hack him? Before he knows it, he’s already starting to check.

Whoever’s in charge of this attack is having the hackers change methods every so often, which is a smart move, but it leaves them a little defenseless. It takes him a couple minutes, but he goes through and checks the source of each attack. If they aren’t in Korea, he moves on, and if they are, he probes even further. Eventually, Seven finds one that happens to be situated very close to Yoosung’s college. Eventually Seven finds one that happens to be situated very close to Yoosung’s college. The thought of Yoosung causes something to click in Seven’s head. When he first saw that girl, she had been staring at Yoosung, making it obvious that they knew one another. He’s able to pull up a name, and though she never gave it to him, it’s easy enough to check if they’re the same person thanks to social media.

He grins.

It is her.

Seven swivels his chair a little, “...I guess I can play with them a little…”

He spins a few times before he stops right before his keyboard and begins hacking away at his keyboard. One by one, he takes down each hacker. Since each one is distracted, it’s even easier than normal. Though, by the fifth one, it starts to get a little harder. They’re probably telling each other that he’s retaliating and focusing less on attacking and more on defending.

Though that won’t help them much.

Eventually he’s left with just the leader and the girl. Seven debates for a minute who to take down first, then he decides to go for the leader. He puts up a good fight for a moment before he goes down, leaving just her. She doesn’t fall as easily as he expected, mostly because she uses a different method that the other hackers didn’t use to evade him.

“Not bad… not bad...” he murmurs, obviously enjoying himself. “But not good enough~”

“Dammit!”

You slam your fists down on your desk. Of course you knew that there was no way you could evade the great 707 himself, but to be shut down is so damn frustrating especially since he seemed to be toying with everyone today.

One of the other hackers quietly says over the voice channel, “...guess that’s a failure….”

There’s a murmur of agreement amongst everyone else, then, someone exclaims, “What’s going on?!”

You look up at your computer screen and instantly realize that it’s being controlled remotely. The desperate screams of your colleagues echo in your ears as you helplessly watch him install… something onto your laptop. Your heart freezes when the sound is suddenly cut off and the screen turns black, but the power is still on… e didn’t remotely fry the motherboard did he…? Shakily, you reach out for the power button, but just as you’re about to press it, the screen flickers back to life and your computer boots up like normal.

You’re about to breathe a sigh of relief, but then you see the log on screen. It must be what 707 installed. On the screen there’s a message from him.

Have fun hacking back in~

Perplexed, you stare at the screen for a moment before you try to get back into your computer, but it’s no good at all, nothing you do on your computer is working. You check your phone to find that 707 has installed this little ‘gift’ on every Hackers Chasing Hackers computer.

You groan, it’s going to take at least one whole night to get back into your computer.

Guess you’re not going to get back to that essay tonight.

[noshittwobit]

Darry’s Birthday

A/N: I never know what to title these things. ALso, remember when I said that this would be up almost three hours ago lolol anyway, I’ve been working on a Darry/OC(Jane) Fanfic lately but I don’t want to share it until I’ve gotten a decent part or all of it written. Right now I’m a bit stuck because I had some great ideas and changed some stuff around.

Anyway, this takes place in that universe about a year down the line. Let me know if you want me to write a part two to this!

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For the first time in a week, the DX was a ghost town. Christmas break had ended and the mob of girls who hung around, keeping Sodapop and Steve company, were back in school. The bell jingled as I walked in, and I heard Soda shout a welcome from the garage. As I waited I leaned on the counter and looked around the cramped, dusty store. Around the windows the plastic garland was still hung from the holiday season and the paper snowflakes I had made were still plastered to the glass. The floor had traces of dried mud that had been there for god knows how long and the from mat looked even worse. This place could use a good scrub down.

“Hey, Janey! What brings you in today?” Soda had a big smile on his face as he wiped his hands down with a rag.

Impulsively I smiled back at him, “I’ve got a question for you. What does Darry want for his birthday?”

His face slacked and brows furred as he leaned forward, pressing his palms into the side of the counter. “Oh man, beats me. He never says he wants anything. I don’t even know what to get him myself.”

I felt my stomach drop a little. Soda had been my last resort. Since Christmas ended I’ve been trying to figure out what Darry wanted for his birthday, dropping subtle hints, asking if there was anything that Santa might have forgotten. Unfortunately he seemed content with everything he had.

“He’s so hard to shop for! I have no clue what to get him and thought maybe you would know of something. You sure he doesn’t need a new winter jacket? Or work boots? Or dress shirts?”

Soda just shrugged. “I’m not sure about all of that. Me and Pony got him new boots for Christmas.” The disappointment must have been evident on my face because he followed up with, “But hey, I’’ll tell you what. I’ll take a look in his closet tonight and let you know if there's anything new he might need, alright?”

“Thanks Soda, it would really mean a lot. Darry works so hard all the time and bought me just the nicest necklace for Christmas that I want to do something special for him, you know?”

A sly grin pulled at his mouth and his eyes shifted, “Well, if you wanna do something special for him all you got to do is make him that chicken parm dinner naked. He sure would appreciate that.”

My face became heated and I swatted across the counter at his chest, “Soda! Don’t be crude! Besides, we’re having dinner at your house and there’s no way that I would ever walk around there with no clothes on.”

He just chuckled, unfazed by my apparent embarrassment and insult. “Hey, I’m just being honest.”

A whoosh of cold air blew in and the bell jingled as the store door opened, and a middle aged man walked in. “Hey Dan, I’ll be with you in a minute.”

Soda looked back to me, “Listen, I’ll give you a call later tonight after I go through his clothes, alright? Maybe the both of us can find something to get him.”

Thanking him I left, rushing through the cold air to the shelter of my car. On the drive home I thought about his suggestion. Everyone had already agreed to meet for dinner at the boy’s house at 6, we were having chicken parmesan, Darry’s favorite, along with cake and ice cream after. There’s no way I would be naked there with all of the boys around, hell not even Darry would be okay with that. If it was just us at my place it would be a different story.

As I slowed down, approaching a red light, and an idea started to hatch. What if, after dinner at his place we went back to mine? Maybe I could even convince the gang to wash the dishes for me. But we couldn’t leave before cake and presents. Okay. So we eat, do cake and presents at Darry’s house and I manage to convince the boys to clean up for me. By then it would already be 9 o’clock and Darry wouldn’t want to leave, he would be ready for bed in an hour.

My face flushed as another idea popped in my head. What if i bought some lingerie instead? I’ll leave it at my place and tell Darry that I had an extra present waiting for him there. If I begged enough and played the right cards he would surely agree to coming over. But where do you even buy lingerie? And what would he like? I didn’t know anything about this kind of stuff. Biting my lip I took a right and headed down to the strip, surely I could find something there.

Later that night, after I wrapped my new purchase up with pretty paper and a bow, I received a phone call for Soda.

“Okay, so, I looked around his stuff and asked him what fit and what he needed new and all that.” Soda spoke in a hushed tone. Darry was most likely in bed already since he had to open the store early tomorrow morning and even if he was awake, we couldn’t let him know what we were doing.

“Is there anything he needs?”

“Yeah, he could use some new socks and a few nice shirts, maybe another nice pair of pants. I was gonna get him a new pair of jeans and Pony said something about buying him a record.”

Relief ran through my chest, I didn’t realize how much tension I was holding. “Oh good, so there’s something to get him after all. I think I’ll get him a nice shirt and pants. Maybe some socks too.”

“Alright, don’t spoil him too much though, you know he gets all weird about that.”

I looked at the wrapped gift in front of me. That, plus a whole new outfit and socks? I could see it being enough to make him uncomfortable. “Yeah, maybe you’re right. I might just save the outfit for like a Valentines Day dinner or Easter or something like that. Thanks for your help though Soda!”

“Yeah, no problem Jane. I’ll see you Thursday.”

I never quite understood why Darry got so weird about gifts. Maybe it’s an attention thing, he was never one to be the topic of conversation, not even in high school unless it was related to his athletics. Whatever it was, it made Darry highly uncomfortable, and an uncomfortable Darry often became stiff and defensive.

Once more I looked at gift I bought today and felt a twisting in my stomach. I really hope that he’ll like it.

[imsarabum]

Responses to {Part 26} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^

(I have also included asks that I received in the hours before IWSY was posted ^^)

Anonymous said: I was having a really horrible day. And that's when I realized IWSY is getting updated tonight and it hasn't been as bad as a day as expected!^^  On a side note, do you like 2PM? I just wanted to see possibly. If you do, what is your favorite song? Thank you for being so awesome! 💕😘

I’m sorry you are having a really horrible day *hugs* but I hope IWSY can make you smile a little bit! And yes, I like 2PM, but is it bad to say that my fav song was 10 our of 10? LOLOL I still listen to it occasionally :3

Anonymous said: can't wait for the new iwsy chapter :)))

Yay I hope you enjoy it!!

@hemhings said: I won't be able to read I Won't Stop You tonight because I'm on nightshift, I'm so upset about this!😭😭😨

Awww babe I’m sorry you’re working nightshift! :( that really sucks ugh :( but don’t worry my love, Jungkook will still be here for you when you get home!! :3

@ktaegyo said: okay i just had my first part of final exams today and I fucked it up but then I stumbled upon your story and read all 25 chapters at one go lmao. bless you, thank you for making me feel better. I love you

I’m sure you didn’t fuck it up my love, I’m sure you did the best you can do! *hugs* but I’m really happy that IWSY made you feel a little better, and I love you too :D

@fangirlunnie said: IWSY can have hundreds of chapters and I wouldn't get tired of it 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

Oh god I don’t think it will have hundreds of chapters xD But it is turning out to be quite long! I never expected the story to take my to all these different places and ideas xD But thank you so much beautiful :3

@adoppelna14 said: Every Tuesday I have this strange urge to tell you that I am waiting for the new Chapter of IWSY😂 and it's no joke. A lot of times I look at the date and I'm like, Oh no it's not Tuesday yet. And every Tuesday morning it's like, why can't it be night already?😂😭

Please never lose this strange urge because I really love seeing people get excited (cos I get excited too!!) hehe ^^ I really hope you’ll enjoy this one ahhhh c:

Anonymous said: Bc i live in the Netherlands i have to wait till 10:30 bc the time is 1 hour behind, but still I always stay awake for IWSY and I always go to sleep after i read it bc Tuesday is the longest school day i have whaha

Awh bless you that’s so late for you I’m sorry! :( But I hope that tonight’s chapter will be a good one :3

Anonymous said: iwsy is literally the highlight of my day... no lie. my university classes have already stopped for the summer so i have nothing to do today.. and iwsy hasnt come out yet.... so all i did was nap. i woke up, checked the time in the uk, went back to sleep, and checked the time again. you got yourself a dedicated reader here!!!!

You’re literally so cute I’m screaming xD But I’m so jealous that you’re already finished Uni for the summer! I really hope you like tonight’s chapter :3 thank you so much for reading IWSY!!

Anonymous said: IWSY has reached its final ark right? I'm so exited for the last chapters. ^0^

Maybe, maybe not! You’ll just have to wait! :D

@warriorinhealing said: Can I just say I'm literally sitting at the edGE OF MY BED just waITING for IWSY to update 😩 this story is so good and my friend got me into this and I don't regret(okay kinda of bc my emotions are played a lot in this story) and I jUST !!! 😭😩 I don't ship chim and tae but this story makes me wonder if I should and I love yoongi but this story makes me waNNA FITE HIM SO HARD and I want him to cATCH MY H A N DSS !!! and you just write so good 😭 sorry that this is long, I'm vvv emotional

Ahh you’re so cute thank you so much! I’m really happy that you got into IWSY and that you’re enjoying it :3 Tbh i ship tae with everyone lmao he’s so loveable and full of affection ^^ I hope you’ll enjoy tonight’s chapter my love!! thank you so much :3

Anonymous said: First of all, i'm going to calmly say that you are a wonderful writer and that new chapter is no joke. I also want to say something else. Pardon my french, but:  WHAT THE FUCK?  I almost started sobbing.... But its fine... Ill just wait another seven days to see what happens.   [I've never cried from fanfiction before so this was a nice surprise. Thank you for being such a great writer and continuously uploading IWSY. Just thank you~💕]

Hehe :3 thank you so much for saying that ahh~ i’m so happy you read it and liked? it! lolol :3 thank you so much dear!

Anonymous said: fuck.

same tbh

Anonymous said: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

YES

@jauntyjin said: IF U KILLED JIMIN ILL BE SO SAD

WHERE DOES IT SAY JIMIN DIED

@talkmemeytome said: Omg im ACTUALLY crying at iwsy youre such a great writer oh gosh

aaaaaaaaah thank you so much yay!!

Anonymous said: I AM SHOOKETH. OH MAN. THAT WAS SO GOOD. YOU'RE PLAYING WITH MY HEART STRINGS. JESUS

You’re so welcome hehe~ thank you very much!

@mysr3 said: Sara!!! Am so MAD at U rn!! That Yoongi bite not supposed 2b on Y/N ahh😖what!!! Am so upset Omg! Ok I know u r the queen of Cliff hanging but this is just the most painful one I ever had! Glare hard at u girl! Nice chapter! My emotions r all over the place again thx to u! Can u spare us n give us reassurance that everything will b okay! Plzz I need this! My tears keep on falling TT Thank you! I Love U n Ur Blog❤️❤️❤️ but should I continue LOVIN U after this hmm 🤔 Hav a good Day Sara! ❤️ Ps I like how u portrayed Y/N to b kind of bad ass this time! But Jimin!!!! Why~

It’s okay~ everyone’s mad at me :( Don’t cry! Keep reading! hehe :) And Y/N has always been bad ass ^^ But she definitely went overboard and couldn’t control her anger in this chapter I think^^ thank you so much for reading my love!

Anonymous said: 😯🙁😢😭😵😱  ☝basically how i felt while reading this chapter haha BUT DAMN NOW I REALLY NEED TO KNOW HOW THIS WILL TURN OUT I NEED NEXT WEEK TO ARRIVE (but also no because it'll be one week less to my finals) can't wait for updates!!! Hope you have a great week 😘

Next week isn’t that far away! and same I feel you i have so many tests and finals and assignments that I feel like crying forever lolol thank you so much for reading my love!

@ayedemi said: i'm crying istg, i need more of IWSY, i'm in London with school next week and i will miss it bc they don't know for sure if we have wifi ): but i wanna say ILY byeee ♥︎

Ooooh I will also be in London next week! *shifty eyes* hehe but I hope you’ll enjoy IWSY if/when you get a chance to read it :D

Anonymous said: I know I just forgave you for playing with my heart but now I'm afraid I'm gonna have to take it back becaUSEWHYDIDUKILLJIMIN?!WHYDIDYOUKILLTHEMOSTPRECIOUSTHINGINMYLIFEHUH?!HEWASJUSTAYOUNGVAMIREANDYOUJUSTWERELIKETIMETORUINTHEFUNSORRYMATE?!IFONLYICOULDKEEPMYSTUPIDMOUTHSHUTANDNOWJIMINISDEAD!!!IMSUPPOSEDTOWRITEAPAPERTHATSDUE T O M O R R O W AFTERREADINGTHIS?!THISISTOOMUCHFUDGINGANGSTFORMYPOORFLUFFYHEART?!IHAVEMORETOSAYBUTIMRUNNINGOUTOFCHARACTERSSOILLENDWITHTHIS-IH8USOMUCHRIGHTNOW!HMPH- Vampnip anon

Question; where in the chapter did it say Jimin died *confused face*

Anonymous said: ... .... ..... ...... I Hate  You So Much Right Now HOW.COULD.YOU.DO.THAT.TO.ME Is it sad that I don't actually care about my character I'm just really sad about jimin 😭

no Jimin don’t dieeeee!

@ohheyitsebonyrose said: Omgg Sara!!!! That chapter I'm actually crying! T-T you're such an amazing writer! It's my 18th Birthday tomorrow (well for me; April 13th) and I go see Got7 next week I'm so excited!!!

Happy Birthday to you my love! I hope you have an amazing 18th birthday AND OMG YAY YOU’LL HAVE AN AMAZING TIME! I’m also seeing GOT7 again in May and June and I can’t wait sdfghjk they’re literally the only thing that is stopping me from drowning myself somewhere lol. Thank you so much for reading IWSY my dear, it means a lot to me :D

@sundaymorningblues14 said: I have never felt this amount of anxiety over a fan fiction. But I made it through, and even though my poor heart is beating way too fast right now, I am happy I didn't stop reading it.. Thanks Sara x

I am glad you didn’t stop reading ^^ because everything will turn out just fine!! Thank you so much my love, and I hope you have a wonderful week~

Anonymous said: DUDE THAT CHAPTER I'M ACTUALLY CRYING REAL TEARS RIGHT NOW THIS ISN'T A DRILL HOLY SHIT DUDE I CAN'T TAKE IT I JUST

This is not a drill - this is a real emergency

@im-that-chesire-jax said: OH MY FUCKING GOD IM IN TEARSSSSS

*hands you a tissue* because same

Anonymous said: THAT ENDING! NO! I AM ACTUALLY IN TEARS,, holy crap you're so good at writing i admire you! also! how many chapters are left?

Thank you so much my love! You’re so kind to me :D And I have no idea, I’m sorry!

Anonymous said: NO GOD PLEASE NO. YOONGI DID NOT DO THAT. THIS STORYLINE IS SO CRUEL.

The world is a cruel place my friend

@animeimmortal said: DO YOU MIND WHY DID YOU DECIDE TO KILL JIMIN AND LIKE WHAT WAS THAT ENDING. MY SON IS DYING RIGHT NOW WHAT HAVE YOU DONE LIKE WHAT IS THIS I Don't know what I was expecting tbh bUT IT WASNT THAT THou I was expecting a fight to break out and the detailed descriptions? Amazing I love reading them they make the whole thing seem so real you're so tale ted aNYwAY MY SON IS DYING THERE OMG WHYTYYYYY ❤❤❤

Where does it say Jimin died? :o hehe thank you for liking the detailed descriptions and i’m really happy it seemed real to you ^^ NO JIMIN DON’T DIEEEEE! Thank you so much dear ^^

@jeonjungkooksshi said: You're an amazing writer! IWSY IS AMAZINGGGGG and the latest chapter... ughhh too much for my weak heart! LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT WEEK!! <3

*blushes* thank you so much my love c: that means so much to me!

@the-golden-jhope said: I WANNA FUCKING DIE YOU CANNOT END IWSY LIKE THAT IM CRYING OH MY GOD I CANT WAIT A WEEK

1. Don’t die pls - 2. I just did~ hehe THANK YOU for reading :D

Anonymous said: OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IWSY PT 26 WAS SO SPICY!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN UNNIE!!! fuck i hate cliff hangers but, in this case it's totally understandable. omo, my hearteu my hearteu. Unnie, do us all a favour, STOP MESSING WITH OUR BIAS LIST!!! lol, You deserve around of applause. Can't wait for Tuesdays!!!! hwaiting!!!!

Hot hot spicy! hehe thank you so much for reading the update and I’m glad it brought you pain/pleasure ^^ hehe

Anonymous said: BSKSKSNDND MUMSY IM ACTUALLY CRYING AT THIS IM SCREAMING WHY WOULD YOU OH GOD IM IN NEED OF SERIOUS COMFORT WHY WHY WHY IM SOBBING NDKDKKDEM I CANT EVEN BREATHE I'M CRYING IM NOT READY FOR NEXT WEEK IDKSKEND MUMSYYYYY WHYYYYYYYYY

*comforts you* shhh it’s okay~ it’ll be over soon~~ hehe thank you for reading it my love!!

@deangetoutofmyspleen said: oK i'm crying like a little bitch yet again bc of IWSY. the pain is highkey worth it though i'm in love with this story. if i owned a time machine i'd go to next week fr

it’s okay I cry like a little bitch every day~ it’s gr8 hehe ^^ thank you for being in love with iwsy ^^ i’m so happy that you’re enjoying the updates lovely!

@platinumbreak said:  Thank you, you made me lucky haha my exams went well. I hope yours will too. I talked about your writings to a friend and she has been reading it for 3hours straight, she is not even answering anymore haha Ps: This chapter is just amazing thank you for writing and making our life happier haha ×

I’m so happy i could give you a little bit of luck! and I’m glad to know that your friend has seemed to immerse herself in the story too :3 I hope she likes it! thank you very much for reading!

Anonymous said: I'm not even gonna begin to lie, there's actual tears in my eyes after ch26 like, fuck it has me so emotional I'm such a soft pillow I just want everything to turn out okay Jesus Christ I'm sitting nd crying why u gotta do this to me

trust me,I was crying when I wrote parts of that chapter ^^ hehe~ *hugs you* thank you so much for reading the update!

@killingalltheflowers said: Omg this chapter was too much. HOLY SHIT YOU KILLED JIMIN, MY LOVE. YOU MONSTER (I still love you) A-AND NOOO NOW THE READER IS GOING TO BE BOUND TO YOONGI. UGH I- I CANT. I'M SO UPSET ABOUT EVERYTHING. YOU FREAKIN GODESS OF FANFICS. T^T Also this chapter was gorgeously written.. T^T

Where does it say Jimin died?! lol ahhh I’m definitely not a goddess but thank you so much for reading and enjoying the chapter, it means so much to me :3

@oramleon said: sara i'm fucking crying right now what the HELL was that update??????????? WHYYYYYYY

I’M SORRY OKAY

@theninjachan said: "Yoongi smiled – baring his teeth and gums as if he found something to be terribly funny."  YOOO I THOUGHT OF YOONGI'S GUMMY SMILE IN THIS LINE AND CAN'T HELP BUT GIGGLE BUT HOLY FUCKING SHIT I AM TEARS RIGHT NOW THIS HAS BEEN YOUR MOST HEART WRENCHING CHAPTER YET. I NEED A MOMENT.

Yoongis gummy smile melts my heart every single time fuck-- TAKE YOUR MOMENT ITS OKAY I UNDERSTAND hehe but I hope you enjoyed it my love ^^

Anonymous said: sara you KNEW everyone was gonna be upset what do you mean "some scenes may be upsetting" i was balling my eyes out the entire time

Shit u rite~~ BUT I HAD TO WARN OKAY YOU CAN’T SAY I DIDN’T WARN YOU YOU BROUGHT THIS ON YOURSELF

@moonlighthollow said: OMG NO NO NO WTF NO PLEASE OMG  OK I'm done..😐 I'm an emotional wreck😭 she can't just..... yoongi can't just... oh geez i don't even know what to say  AND JIMIN😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Why u doin dis to me ? My poor heartㅠㅠ (i love your writing tho♥)

Shhhh it’s okay...shhhh now *hugs* eheh thank you so much for reading this chapter even if it was a little sad!

@doubletroublesince1994 said: OH MY FUCKING GOD YOU DID NOT OH LORD HELP ME BREATHE I DID NOT EXPECT THAT HOW THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN BECAUSE HELL I DIDNT ANTICIPATE THIS IM SHOOK

I’m glad I could surprise you in the worst way c: hehe thank you for reading once again my love!

Anonymous said: Hi, how many chapters will IWSY have? 💕

I’ve answered this question a million times before and Im sorry but I have no idea! :D

@wearelivinglegacies said: I'm NOT OKAY OMG I'M SO CLOSE TO CRYING RN LIKE WHAT AHHHHH FIRST JIMIN AND NOW Y/N!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I'M SO ANGRY AND SAD AND THIS STORY IS SO AMAZING THANK YOU, BUT ALSO WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO MEEEE???????? I can't wait for the next part this story has me on the edge of my seat 😭❤

I apologise for any hurt I’ve caused hehe~ thank you so much for being on the edge of your seat, and thank you so much for reading too! :D

@noceurash said:I knew bad things would happen in this chapter but I'm so... gffhu DEAD INSIDE,, my poor sweet boy jimin (I have such a soft spot for this boy why would you hurt me like this ;^;)) and tae too aaah my heart is breaking. Not to mention bby namjoon not wanting to hurt anyone im crying inside. You've hurt my soul this chapter. It's so good ((hurting me but good)). I hope you have a lovely day~~ I love you!!! <3

All the soul and heart hurties :c hehe i hope you’ll have a lovely day and I love you too! thank you so much for reading the new chapter sweetie!

@wastedtaehyung said: WHAT THE FLIPPJNG FUCK DOFMDCKMS KWEKSLXKQOS (Y/N) AND JIMIN WHAT WOFMWKDK APLDLQD NOW I HAVE TO WAIT NEXT WEEK WIFNSKDMSKSKWMS FUCKFKCMSKLAXMLWFKLW

you’re welcome :3

Anonymous said: nOOOO SARA NOT JIMINNN T_T. i expected it but you still got mehhh feeeeeels. your stories are just so emotional and thats exactly whats so great about them ;-;. ive always thought about how these ideas pop up in your mind. :3

:3 i’m so happy that you find it emotional to read, because i find it emotional to write! as for ideas, they just come to me randomly? dreams, through lyrics and poetry I write, i don’t really know^^ thank you so much for reading dear :D

@bekzzz said: Holy Shit. Just.... holy shit. Tuesday can't come fast enough!

hehe thank you so much my love!

Anonymous said: straight up forgot that iwsy was coming out today 😭. I'm moving houses so everything is super stressful but i read the chapter and suddenly I am at peace. -tall anon

i hope moving house goes quickly for you! stress is no good~ thank you so much for reading the new chapter tall anon! ^^

@m1n-yoong1 said: The amount of times I've gasped and screamed reading IWSY pt 26 is unreal, your writing always amazes me and I look forward to the next chapter 🙌🏼🙌🏼💖💖

awh thank you, that was so sweet and you made me smile ^^ thank you so much for reading the new chapter love!

Anonymous said: damn sara these cliffhangers tho 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

u know me xox

Anonymous said: I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you 😡

It’s okay. I hate myself too.

Anonymous said: There was a part where you mention how she was essentially able to give life and it was in italics so she can bring Jimin back to life, right? Also if Jungkook marked her in some vampy way, does that mean that Yoongi's plan won't work? Please say yes! 🙏 Joon is gonna be okay too, right? I don't like death. Death is sad. I don't like being sad.

When Jungkook said he marked her, it was sexual innuendo as in - he has already gotten her pregnant ^^ hehe I hope everything turns out well in the end c: ~ thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: I'd like to assume that Yoongi can still be redeemed, because o love each and every one of them. That seems a bit too unrealistic, doesn't it though. 😔

We’ll just have to see what happens! But just remember that it’s not real haha Yoongi’s image is just being used for a character I created! It doesn’t depict him in any way ^^

@thenotsogrownupeldest said: I was screaming reading the ending of IWSY latest chapter! I even wish I was some kind of supernatural being that can intervene that heartbreaking scene and save both jimin and y/n.. you my friend, are a terrific writer. I love you but I slightly hate you right now for the ending. I need a moment to calm my non-vampiric soul from this intense scene.

Jump into the story and save everyone! hehe ^^ thank you so much and I love you too (even tho you slightly hate me) c: i’m glad you liked? the update!

Anonymous said: HOW COULD YOU

WHAT DID I DO

@wanda-rog said: I'm speechless...I really wasn't expecting that...Jimin better be okay next week! You're so good at leaving us all on the edge! I bit all my nails reading that chapter and now I can only hope for Jimin to survive and WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THE BABY AND IS NAMJOON OKAY AND WHAT WILL HAPPEN OVER ALL, angst aside that was a really cool chapter I'm seriously looking forward to next one, thanks for always updating on time and lengthy chapters too, you go Sara xx

I hope he’ll be okay too! hehe all the questions, hopefully you’ll get answers soon c: thank you so much for enjoying it and reading the new chapter dear, it means a lot to me ^^

@coppertopging said: Omg i totally forgot it was tuesday until i saw your update! This chapter had soooo much going on!! I have so many questions, but got so many answers, but I can't help but want... no... NEED more of this story! Is it terrible that i just never want it to end?!

trust me, al the days have merged into one for me. I have 4 assignments due and numerous exams to have and I’m losing my grip on reality lolol please kill me :( thank you so much for reading as always dear, it means the world to me.

Anonymous said: Holly Tony Molly SARA DA FEELS ARE SO STRONG stop making me cry why did u kill Cristian Chim Chim :/// I just cant wait for next week arggggh *sobs* I freaking love how all of this is so angsty 💞 --wifey anon

hello wifey anon! Where does it say I killed Jimin? ;o thank you so much for reading my love!

Anonymous said: [[SCREAMING]]

*whispers*

Anonymous said: [Error 404] u cant kill chimchim u just cant why ?!😞😞

Where does it say I killed Jimin? ;o

@jynxy24 said: What. The. Hell. Shit feelings. What are feelings anyway? Do feelings even exist? WHY THE HECK YOU GOTTA DO THAT SARA WHY?! I'm happy that Namjoon is good. WE WERE CORRECT!! And damn, badass reader omg. I MISS BADASS VAMPIRE MOM!! Also, if Yoongi frickin doesn't turn good at the end, Istg Sara. Anyways! Thanks for the greatttttt chapter! Stay awesome :3

FEELINGS DONT EXIST :D hehe thank you so much for reading the new chapter ^^ i’m really happy you enjoyed it Jynxy :D

@shineeshawol204 said: So I just read chap 26 of I Won't Stop You, first of all, bitch - I mean that in the nicest way possible - second of all, your writing style is phenomenal! During the fight scene I was letting out audible gasps as the events were unfolding and I feel like I am actually watching it. There's zero gaps in your writing, I am left without questions (other than why bis, ugh the pain I feels) as to what's happening and just ugh, wonderful. Also my friend i sent it to is only on pt.3 and I need someone

Ahh thank you so much I’m so glad you enjoyed the fight scene! I had such a fun time writing it tbh lol to hear you say that there’s no gaps in my writing, it’s really a massive compliment to me. it’s always something i’ve been afraid of happening so thank you so much! thank you a million times ^^

@cheeto-puff-gem said: what the FUCK WHY THIS WHY T H I S

I DON’T KNOW WHAT

Anonymous said: OH SHIT Y/N IS GOING TO BECOME A VAMPIRE (stares intensely at April 18th on the calendar AKA NEXT TUESDAY)

but what if SHE DIES

Anonymous said: ONCE AGAIN YOU GOT ME ALL THE WAY FUCKED. ONE JIMIN NOT DEAD. IF HE DIE IMA LOSE MY SHIT AND TWO Y/N NOT GONNA BE YOONGI'S SLAVE CUZ SHE BELONGS TO JUNGKOOK. it's midnight and I'm laying in the bed crying RN cuz like why? Why you do these things? 😢😢😢 My soul is hurt. I feel as though the world needs to end because Lil mochi is dying and WHAT ABOUT THE FETUS? Baby fetus me is in there like wtf mom calm ya tits and where's my dad? You keep hurting me w/ cliffhangers but I love u 💜~LilKookieAno (cont.) P.S. on a real note I'm dead ass when I say the baby should be named after me. 💜 ~LilKookieAnon

Don’t worry baby fetus i’m sure you’ll be okay! hehe hopfully everything will work out okay in the end :D i love you too sweetcakes~ thank you so much for reading part 26! i hope you enjoyed it even though it was an emotional one :3

@blryface said: I'm honestly so shook at part 26. Like, oh my god I'm speechless. You're such an amazing writer and I anticipate every Tuesday when you update! I can't wait to see how things turn out but DAMN YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP

ahhh thank you so much honestly ^^ i’m so happy you liked it and that you look forward to new updates my love! and i’m sorry if i got you all fucked up hehe

Anonymous said: NO NO NO NO SARA WTHEFUCKWHY TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW IM GONNA AAAAAAA

I called you an ambulance!!

@sunnyoongi2 said: I JUST FINISHED THE NEW CHAPTER OF IWSY AND IM SO HURT I LOVE IT SO MUCH IM CRYING JIMIN!!! NOOO

hehehe thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK JIMIN OH MY GOD IM CRYING BUT ALSO NAMJOON AND IM SO TIRED IT'S TOO LATE ON A SCHOOL NIGHT TO BE THIS EMOTIONALLY DISTRAUGHT OH MY GOD

GO TO BED YOU NAUGHTY CHILD!

Anonymous said: NUH UH HONEY. That is all. (In response to IWSY Part 26)

UH HUH HONEY YES MM

Anonymous said: OH MY GODDDD. IWSY CHAP 26 GOT ME SCREAMINGGGG!!! THANK YOU FOR THE UPDATE 💜💜💜

AHH YOU’RE WELCOME AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING!

Anonymous said: WAIT WHAT

*waits*

Anonymous said: Yeah just slap me right into the feels take my heart will ure at it whats the point of living if softie Jimin is dead 😩

Where does it say Jimin died?!

Anonymous said: What is this pain that I feel in my chest?

Life

Anonymous said: my poor hearteu

*comforts you*

@lostheretics said: oMg iM HAVING A HEART ATTACK WTF YOONGI???????????? I NEED HELP IWSY IS KILLIN ME

hehe~ you’re welcome for the heart attack! :3

@koreaisanaddiction said: SARA NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! not thatt!!!!! im so sad!!!!!!!(cont.) I THINK I KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT!!! I HAVE THEORIES!!!

*sneaky laughs* I guess you’ll just have to wait to see if your theories are correct! ^^ thank you for reading lovely :D

Anonymous said: you ripped my poor soul in half with iwsy why, why must you bring pain and do this :(   poor jimin my heart

I apologise for all the pain :( but I hope you’re still enjoying the story my love!

Anonymous said: I just cannot with chapter 26, this feeling is so indescribable, no words can explain the pain when I read the last few paragraphs, OMG NO PLEASE DONT TAKE HER AWAY FROM JUNGKOOK PLEASEEEE!!!! ಥ╭╮ಥ

Hopefully everything will be okay!! Thank you so much for reading my love ^^

Anonymous said: oh my gosh Sara chapter 26 was so saddening but so good!!! JIMINNNNNN please tell me a miracle will happen and he won't die!!! and let's hope the mark made by jungkook makes a difference and it is strong enough to overcome Yoongi's... I don't want evil yoongi to become my master T.T btw I've written in a couple of times as anon, but how about I label myself as bunnykookie96 from now onwards :D yes, I'm a 96-liner. may I ask what's your age too? ^^

The reference jungkook made to a ‘mark’ was a sexual innuendo because he got her pregnant haha ^^ and yay bunnykookie96! I am also a 96 liner~ my birthday is 12th of January!! :D

Anonymous said: IDC ABT Y/N RN WILL JIMIN MAKE IT AKSKSKKSKK PLEASE OH MY GOD I STILL NEED TO SEE THAT VMIN SIDE STORY

I PRAY THAT ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE GODBLESS

Anonymous said: im fucking having theories in my head right now loool but i cant put it into words i will wait for the next chapter to see if im right hoho and btw is this ending? :( i feel like im reading a book holy shit i dont want it to end :((

I can’t wait to see if your theories will come true!! And nope, not yet. There’s still a bit to go~ But I’m glad that you’re not getting bored of it! I was afraid that people might get bored of it because of the length of the series haha :( thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: HOW COULD YOU DO THAT JIMIN WHHHHHYYYY the tears currently streaming down my face could create a lake for him to relax in LIKE WHHHYYY DID U DO THIS TO ME WHY COULDNT YOU JUST TAKE ME INSTEAD he was so young so bright so precious just full of love I'm so sad WHY JIMIN!!! New drinking game!! Drink an entire bottle of wine everytime you cried during this chapter ☹️

Jimin you should have stayed out of it!! Take him? Where did he go? Who said he’s dead? ;o hehe~ thank you so much for reading the chapter my love ^^

Anonymous said: I just looked at a picture of Min Yoongi the love of my life and I? Got mad at him?? Like??? You asshole???? Why couldn't you just stay in the basement of your god damn mansion and let everyone live happily????? Like damn I had to remind myself that I'm not dating a vampire and Jimin didn't actually get stabbed and that I need to stop reading outside because I look crazy crying on a park bench THANKS SO MUCH SARA YOU REALLY STABBED ME IN THE HEART THERE

Awwwwh no! Don’t be like that~ that’s not how Yoongi is - I’m merely just using his image to fit a character that I made! Yoongi is a sweet person for sure :D hehe i’m sorry if I made you cry :( but i hope you enjoed the chapter nonetheless ^^ thank you so much!

Anonymous said: Omg ch 26 was brilliant! All I can think about is what's going to happen to y/n's unborn baby ahhhhhhh >.< my heart goes out to jungkookie, his biggest fear became true. I really loved this chapter and the loved the way you conveyed namjoon's struggles! On another not,I really admire you for updating on time! Thank youuuuu for writing an amazing story that contrary keeps us on our toes. I love it and hate it at the same time lol.

Thank you so much my love! that really means so much to me, you’re so, so sweet thank you so much *hugs* I really hope you’ll enjoy the rest of the story and I’m glad you liked this chapter ^^

@dont-hyuck said: Fuck I'm trying so hard not to ugly sob after this chapter ooooohhhhhh someone help ease my aching heart 😭😭😭😭💔💔 I hope everything ends up right at the end I am so attached to this story it is one of the most wonderful things I have ever read and I mean that with my entire being. Please don't ever stop writing I love you so much 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖

I was ugly sobbing while I was writing it haha :( I hope everything ends up all alright too! awwh thank you so much my love, you have no idea how much your words mean to me! I don’t ever plan on stopping so you don’t have to worry :3 thank you and I love you too my dear!!

[omgkatsudonplease]

i’m sorry not sorry for all the marie digby spam but i just gotta say, in hunting down pieces for the 5 song fic playlists i’ve been doing i’ve come to realise that there’s a marie digby song for basically every single viktuuri trope and fic out there. she’s one of those really versatile artists who spans the range from cutesy acoustic to smouldering electric and she sounds. so good. doing both.

(also, like i think there’s enough viktuuri-related songs in her discography to make a jukebox musical? w o w) 

anyway, behold:

canon-compliant

unfold - both viktor and yuuri before the series, terrified to love but wanting it all the same 'cause, i don't wanna go on living being so afraid of showing someone else my imperfections and even though my feet are trembling every word i say comes stumbling i will bare it all watch me unfold

come find me - viktor wanting love and life lettin' love just pass me by missin' out on butterflies, i wanna feel it now so if you're out there waitin'

fool -  viktor just after the gpf banquet / all fics where one of them is convinced the other is an incorrigible playboy it's true, i'm not the only one to fall in love with a fool i fell in love with a fool 

i think i’m in love - viktor after the banquet if this is love i got to know somehow just how long this madness will last 'cause i think I'm in love

stupid for you - viktor’s big schmoopy crush on yuuri put aside, all my pride so don't keep me hanging here cause this girl is falling stupid for you.. stupid for you...

fool on parade - viktor deciding to make a career change (and fly across the world with his dick out) should have trusted myself long time ago time to pick a new road

where do i go - viktor moves across the world (alternatively, also a song for yuuri going to detroit) i don't know where i'm headed or if this is just a big mistake something's telling me that falling down is a chance that i'll just have to take

korewa - helping yuuri gain more confidence in himself you may not know it but you are a king no need for a crown be strong, hold on to what you believe don't compromise, open your eyes

spell - "don’t ever take your eyes off me” i have you for a moment i can tell i've got you cause your lips don't move and something is happening cause your eyes tell me the truth i've put a spell over you

say it again - every single fic where one of them is friggin awed by how pure and glorious and happy their love is the thing about love, is i never saw it coming you kinda crept up and took me by suprise and now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering is this true? i wanna hear it one more time

shoulda been simple - episode 11 heartbreak how do you tell someone you love what's gonna hurt don't wanna hurt

better off alone - episode 11 “we should end this” and basically yuuri’s viktor-related anxieties encapsulated in one song i think you're mistaken, i'm sorry to say i'm really just a loser who's getting in your way i think you've forgotten all of your plans see i never meant to be here and i think you should know you're better off alone 

your love - "born to make history” you and me, can’t you see we could change all of history

swoon - cute domestic fluff in saint petersburg now darling i know it's safe for me to say that we don't always see eye to eye but that's what i like about you 

loving you is easy - marriage/retirement in hasetsu fics, amirite someday the two of us will sit at the edge of the sea just you and me holding our memories close counting the shells on the beach. you are the one that i will always hold till the day i grow old

i do - marriage fics, amirite i'll make this clear i will always be here i love you i do i do so smile you have me for life i love you i do i do i do 

AUs

miss invisible - high school and college aus / fics about yuuri dealing with anxiety as a kid and she can't find a way to relate but she just goes unnoticed as the crowd passes by and she'll pretend to be busy when inside she just wants to cry

voice on the radio - rock star or pop singer au / yuuri’s celebrity crush on viktor but who am i kidding to even think that you might see me it's in the stars that girls like me and boys like you were never meant to be

daybreak - every single au where they first meet in a passionate one-night stand i don't wanna know if this is tonight only, stop time, stop daylight 'cause when day breaks it might all be over

breathing underwater - happy mermaid/selkie/siren aus ;) tell me where you been hiding oh, i want to know you're my silver lining covered in gold tell me what am i feeling well, it's hard to explain like underwater breathing, swimming in rain

overboard - less happy mermaid/selkie/siren aus ;)) lost at sea there's a light in the distance under the surface, pulling me in before i know i'm already under always find I'm in too deep

know you by heart - soulmate AUs! souls that are so connected find one another's love even in the darkness your energy's enough

crazier things - all those cute AUs where viktor persistently flirts with yuuri over text and/or going to his workplace, but yuuri is too much of a giant anxietyball to reciprocate lolol i give you a million reasons to leave but you don't give up keep calling my phone but i don't pick up 

wait for love - like a fairytale by @lucycamui​ / slow burn mutual pining fics so i wait for your touch, and i wait for your kiss and i wait for the day that i'm here in your arms should i wait for love? should i wait for love?

dear friend - AUs where yuuri keeps vanishing on viktor and viktor’s just dyin, man, please have mercy on him it's hard when you don't say anything when i gave you everything and still you slip right through my fingers

sleeping next to you - @kazliin​‘s rival series / any fics where they’re convinced the other doesn’t actually love them back for you, this may be enough but it's my heart that's dying when it knows it's not loved

diamond eyes - the boyfriend experience by @victorsporosya / escort and stripper AUs in general i'm in your diamond eyes, your diamond eyes i'll lie for those diamond eyes, your diamond eyes

vanish - fey/supernatural AUs sometimes it feels like you're a part of my imagination but it feels so real, it feels so real

kings and queens - royalty aus (especially the kinda dark ones) i'll taste the poison for you so you adore me, so you adore me i'll build a castle with you give you my loyalty, treat you like royalty 

so that’s a quick primer to how there is clearly a marie digby song for basically every viktuuri fic out there. this is of course not all of her songs, but if i had put in her entire discography we’d be here all night. so yea, happy listening!

[floofsta-x]

Alphabet Tag

I think I’ve seen this one before, but I’ve never done it?? anyways that’s changing now because of @dontpanicwerenotatthedisco :)

A - Age: 20

B - Biggest Fear: Losing an arm/hand/finger, or screaming and having no one hear

C - Current Time: 1:02 PM

D - Drink you last had: 12-oz can of Pepsi

E - Easiest person to talk to: Talking really doesn’t come easy for me... but right now this slot is filled by my roommate, Kaitlyn.

F - Favorite Song: AH MAN THIS QUESTION AGAINNNN?? I HAVE SO MANY OK I CAN NEVER PICK JUST ONE. Get Low by Mad Clown and Jooheon; Hero, Fighter, All In, Be Quiet, and White Love/White Girl by Monsta X; Fantasy by VIXX; Gorilla, Can You Feel It, and Pretty Pretty by Pentagon; Get Down by Boys Republic; AAH OOP! by Mamamoo; Tonight by KNK; Amazing - Bad Lady by Cross Gene, If You Do by GOT7; Rebirthing, Comatose, Lucy, Awake and Alive, Collide, and Hero by Skillet; Rawkfist by Thousand Foot Krutch; The Wait is Over by Disciple; Layla by Derek and the Dominoes/Eric Clapton; so many more.... o.o see I warned you

G - Grossest Memory: hahahahahhahaah ok so this might not be my grossest memory but: when I was a freshman in high school we were practicing during class for a pep band game. I also had a really really bad sinus infection. I play clarinet and that’s a lot of back pressure right? Well the drum majors were playing around at the front of the room while directing us and they did something really funny, and I laughed mid-song. this caused all the snot in my nose to shoot out all over the top of my clarinet and my left hand. I WAS SO EMBARRASSED

H - Horror yes or Horror no: Horror... eh? I don’t mind it but I wasn’t continually exposed to it as a kid. Only recently, in the last few years, have I gotten into Creepypasta and watched some horror films. I used to not be able to watch the FNAF jumpscares either but now I’ve gotten used to it and I can.

I - In Love: with music shyeah~ romantically--I’m inclined to say yes, but he’s not with me so that’s sad haha

J - Jealous of people: WAAAH AND I THOUGHT THE LAST QUESTION WAS PERSONAL Frankly, I am a very jealous person. I tend not to click on like song covers and stuff and watch friends’ original music content because I know I’ll be really jealous. I’m also totally jealous of people better than me though I try not to let it show.

K - Killed someone: I don’t think I’d do that, actually. I mean people could try to provoke me but I’m filled with too much FORGIVENESS

L - Love at First Sight or Should I Walk By Again: I’m the type who has to have a stable friend/relationship with the person and really respect them to fall in love.

M - Middle Name: You guys all know it, it’s the second half of my url!! lolol

N - Number of Siblings: 2! They’re twins and freshmen in high school this year. I am infinitely proud of them. One is actually on tumblr, her url is @rhainintheattic. *whispers* go follow her and spam her with Changkyun pics

O - One Wish: To never have to do any homework again, that would be marvelous thanks

P - Person you Called Last: My family back home, I talked to them for like an hour last night~ it doesn’t happen very often, I’m pretty busy, but I really wanted to tell my dad how bad the road conditions here are right now.

Q - Question You’re Always Asked: “Your last name is Trump? Are you related to You-Know-Who?” uh.... no.

R - Reason to Smile: “I’m in a better mental state than I was 2 years ago and I have such lovely friends in college and outside of college.” << first of all this was Shelsy’s answer and it’s such goals <33 I really hope that this is where I am in the next couple years!! But for mine, I just found out that my parents are going to help me pay for a new clarinet soon and I just about cried c’:

S - Song You Sang Last: I’ve been sick lately so I deliberately haven’t been singing as much as usual. But probably one of our pep band tunes... if the ai-ai-ai-ai part in Crazy Train counts as singing lol??

T - Time You Woke Up: Literally just like 20 minutes ago--12:45. It’s Saturday and I needed all that sleep lolol

U - Underwear Color: Right now, a periwinkle blue but that’ll change soon; I’m going to shower here in not too long.

V - Vacation Destination: I’ve answered this five separate times in the last few weeks sooooooooo but totally New Zealand!

W - Worst Habit: I pick at the skin on my fingertips and the soles of my feet? To the point that they bleed a lot of times. It hurts a ton and could lead to other health things but I can’t seem to stop.

X - X-Rays Had: None. I’m too lazy to break anything.

Y - Your Favorite Food: Lasagna! My mom’s, preferably, but any lasagna you could give me ;-;

Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo (September 20th)

Wahh, tagging people??? @wonhonnie, @i-u-shi, @supersaiyum, @cutieminhyuk, et @leeminpuppy. as always, if you don’t want to you don’t have to, and have a marvelous day!

[92prince]

Concert Tickets

concert au based off an old gruvia prompt i wrote MANY MANY YEARS AGO LMAO, the erwin part partly based off of TheHeroineIsMe’s ff Honey and Stone. read it here! anyways, enjoy lolol

The fact that Petra Ral had started as a loyal fangirl didn’t mean being swept away in the bustling crowd of obnoxious other fangirls didn’t make the band leader notice her through the mass of people circling around them. When the handsome blonde man with piercing, diamond tinted eyes and perfectly broad shoulders glanced over her way, she’d screamed. Ever so hardly that she could pass out. And when he’d call her by the strawberry blonde shade of her hair accompanied by a charming smile, she’d died. “Honey coloured hair, get on the stage!” Was all it took for her to pace back and forth from her reality and have the fangirls around her glare into her bones, envy taking over them.

She had struggled pushing herself through the radius, but the pride in her never ceased. She was bound to be up o stage with the band she’d grown obsessed with, having her favourite member of the band call her out. Petra could die any second by then. Amber coloured eyes sparkled as she bit her lips in, restraining the urge to scream and collapse. It just had to be one of those happiest days of her life, and when Erwin Smith snaked an arm around her waist and pulled her close, it became the happiest. Screams and cheers had been delivered from the crowd, mixed with cries of jealousy and just plain cheers. Really, some of these people just cheer at every single damn thing a band member does whilst they’re up on stage. Petra lifted a hand lowly before her shoulder and slightly waved when she’d spotted Erd, proudly smiling at her along with Gunter; and just a tad grumbled Auruo. It was either because of the displeasing sight (to him, of course) of Petra and the blonde band leader, or he had just bitten his tongue again. Maybe even both.

But Petra drew her attention away from the three of her friends as she realised where she was, again; on the holy stage with the godly band she’d been addicted to, with her favourite member’s hand hooked around her waist on a blessed Saturday night. And not in her dimmed, soft blue painted room, in front of her three years old Macbook Air and fangirling like an idiot. Those people she’d squeal to every night from behind the screen of her laptop were there with her, on the stage. “So, who brought you here tonight, honey?” Petra had internally squealed, but a wave of disappointment had slapped against her heart when she’d realised it was for the specific colour of her hair, and not the lovey-dovey nickname lovers would exchange. There was this thing about the remarkable colour of her hair that stands out so, so often in ways people couldn’t think possible - resulting amazing effects or just brutally opposing ones. And in this case, it’s the latter. She wouldn’t - couldn’t ever take the nickname ‘honey’ seriously anymore after the realisation.

“M-My friends. Erd, Auruo and Gunter.” She responded. The little compliments by the other members became inaudible muffled noises to her when Erwin began speaking into his microphone again. “What are you doing next Saturday?” He smiled. She died, for the millionth time that night.

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.

"Classes.” Was all she’d said. No lies hid behind the statement, but she’d score her way out of the damned paperworks if there were to be another concert held again in the little town.

The members on the stage laughed, Hanji’s being the loudest and the most obnoxious one yet; followed by the sea of people depraved by the stage. Boy, was Petra embarrassed. The veins on her neck grew red to the roots of her face, until she felt it bursting into fifty different directions that no one would be laughing anymore. What she hadn’t noticed was the bassist, on the other hand, a thin brow raised at the strawberry blondie. Unlike everyone else, he was amused; on how most girls that had the chance on going up on stage would literally squeal and tackle the members that they’d cry for the bodyguards, but this chick right here was completely calm, trailing and claiming that she’ll be in about campus next Saturday. Interesting.

“Well, skip it, honey - cause’ you’ve just won yourself a ticket to Wings of Freedom this Saturday!” Erwin spoke, cheers hung in the air again, louder and louder to the point Petra couldn’t register it into her earlobes anymore.

It’s all thanks to Erd that they’ve had gotten backstage passes, at the very last minute even. The strawberry blonde was still squealing no matter how many hours it had passed, and the only thing that had succeeded in shutting her up was when the call to the backstage had approved. She’d shrink in nervousness but gallop in excitement at the same time. Then there she was, finally seeing Erwin with her own pair of eyes, admiring him as if he was the only thing by then. He’d charmingly smile in return, towering over her and complimenting how sweet she was. It wasn’t until Erwin had asked, “What’s your name, honey?”

Petra slowly gaped her mouth open to utter the stone defined, Greece originated name of hers - until the deafening beeping of her phone interrupted those words that hadn’t even made it’s way out yet. In the speed of a heartbeat she’d fish her phone out, convincing Erwin it’ll be ‘just a second, yeah’ and ended up entirely shocked. She’d forget real life too much for the past hours of her day, that she hadn’t even realised it was twelve. That’s when nervousness took over her anatomy, she couldn’t move at all.

“Goddamn, Nifa, let me go to this one; please?” Petra begged the mistress of their house, little jumps by her feet as she inflicted impatience herself.

“I’m telling you, dear.” Nifa started. “I’m content with it, but it is not my position to let you leave the manor without your father’s approval.”

Petra rubbed her temples, frustrated. She knew she should’ve pleaded this sooner. “My father would never let me wander off to concerts, and you know that well. I’m only asking you to shush about it, for the literal sake of Pete!”

The middle aged woman huffed a sigh before leaning her waist against the counter of the newly wiped counter. “..I won’t be going against differ now, since you won’t even listen. But if you’re too willing.. Just get back here before 12. Or at least that’s the approximate time your father would come home on Fridays.”

“You’re seriously the best person ever. God bless you.” She’d smile uncontrollably whilst hugging the older woman for a split second before dashing out the door and running like a bitch on her last day on Earth.

Petra snapped. Without even realising, she’d half-screamed, making each pair of eyes dart towards her. “Fuck! It’s 12!”

She’d sprinted her way out of the backstage, a part of her guilty of leaving the place. Why did she need to be rushed on the day she’d been waiting for for so long? Moreover the day she didn’t even know would exist in this petty life of hers? Despite the sudden hurry, disappointment filled her lungs till’ she could hear the sound of her heart breaking. Not literally enough, but still. Tears filled by her eyes. She didn’t want to leave. And she didn’t even have the chance to claim the free ticket she’d been offered earlier on stage. Now, there’ll be no way in hell would she have the chance to see them again.

Knowing her father and how pissed out he’d be, in spiting the fact that she’d gone to a concert without his permission, slightly trespassing the A.M when even her curfew was at ten, she’ll be experiencing hell.

Petra felt a presence running after her, slowly catching up. But the chick wasn’t the high school’s top runner for nothing. She’d sprint down the pavement that the presence had lost sight of her as she fades away into the dark, foggy night. She’d spotted Gunter’s black Toyota parked by the side of the road and how the three dorks had fallen asleep when she’d reclaim backstage. Mercilessly, Petra pulled open the door of the passenger seat and slammed it close, startling the three of them awake as she yelled, “DRIVE!”

The presence stood there, heaving a pant. “..Where the hell?” He hadn’t even had the chance to ask for her name. Suddenly, he felt a hand lowered on his shoulder.

He turned around and met none other than his band mate, Levi - also known as the bassist. The shorter man raised a brow. “Is this Cinderella on purpose? Because I’ve..”

The next day had been depressing. At least she hadn’t gone through the inferno she’d been expecting throughout the pass-the-speed-limit drive from downtown back to her house. Turns out it was a Saturday where her father wouldn’t be home until 2, dumbass Nifa had mistaken the calendar again. But, that still didn’t change the fact that she won’t ever get the chance to show up next Saturday again, not ever. She couldn’t face Nifa in the eye anymore on that very Sunday morning, having mixed feelings about the maid over a silly little accident. If it wasn’t for her convincing, though, Petra wouldn’t have showed up feeling safe at the concert; heck, she doesn’t even know wether she’d show up if Nifa didn’t tell her to at least be back by 12. But the maid still messed up her destiny. Or not.

Pissed off, she’d left earlier than usual to her part-time shift in Coffee Beans somewhere not far from town. She’d driven her father’s old white Ford with Arctic Monkeys blasting through the radio, definitely not in the mood for Wings of Freedom tracks that would only remind her of the day before, making her go through a mental breakdown of tears disposal once again.

Shift had gone pretty well; bells chiming as customers exchange their ways in and out, muffled conversations that Petra just couldn’t give two shits about, clinking forks and laughs ringing her ears. The only thing that had kept her interested and awake by then was the amazing aroma of coffee beans and cinnamon buns hung in the air. That was, until, a short figure made it’s way into the café.

It approached the cashier and only then Petra could scan who it was. And instead of the regulars she’d expect showing up strangely and greet later on.. It was none other than the Levi Ackerman of Wings of Freedom.

She’d had her own world to fangirl by then, since none in the café had realised the appearance of this hot bassist, as they busy themselves into their stupid little conversations and totally miss the artist’s show up. Unplanned, winter grey eyes locked with Petra’s amber coloured orbs for a second that felt like a year - and Petra could witness Levi’s eyes widen for a split second before completely calming back to his own dull-but-somehow-still-sexy-as-hell eyes. She hadn’t even gotten ready to expect it coming out of his mouth. “Oh, it’s honey from last night’s concert. What a coincidence.”

Petra eyed Levi from top to bottom; he’d dressed casually, a plain black hoodie and tight grey jeans donning his legs, a pair of washed out sneakers and a torn bag hanging by his shoulders. No one in the streets could tell it was him unless they’d scan his face for a minute. Pretty impressive. “..!” Petra had internally freaked out and mentally fell off of the high stool she’d been sitting on as she realised how Levi had remembered her.

“Jeez, calm down.” Levi rolled his eyes, nearing the counter and Petra felt herself blushing all over again. Though the somewhat rude sight of Levi didn’t surprise her, the fandom knew well enough of his behaviours. He’d glanced over her name tag stuck onto her emerald coloured apron before looking her right in the eye, the corners of his lips smirking. “Guess the question’s answered now, huh, Petra,”

She internally screamed again. He had been listening to hers and Erwin’s conversation from last night. Truth be told, Levi Ackerman had never drift his gaze away from the strawberry blonde since the second she’d set foot onto the stage.

The smirk faded off. “You weren’t mute yesterday for all I’d know. Get me an iced coffee.” Levi scoffed, fishing his wallet out and flicking dollars from it. He passed the cash over to Petra (who was still sitting there looking high as fuck and questioning her own existence), whom had only noticed a concert ticket was stiff - handed together by Levi, along with the dollars he’d shallowed. Petra wanted to scream physically. ..Did he seriously save this for me? Hadn’t even been two complete minutes since Levi had walked into the café, and Petra was already on the verge of her seat.

“..You saved this?” Petra had finally uttered the word that had longed to be out. Slowly, she’d even forgotten he was one of the stars in her addictive fandom-ed band. Last night’s nervousness and excitement was still all over her, but somehow she’d feel a little calmer by that very second just being in front of the bassist of the band. Okay, maybe a lot calmer.

He didn’t respond for one second and immediately darted his eyes away. “..Tch, Thought I’d keep this for my stupid neighbour who’s a fan. Honestly didn’t expect to see exist in my life t’day. But yeah, you would’ve gotten one if you didn’t run off yesterday.”

She felt embarrassed over and over again. Slightly shaking her head, also thanking and insisting him to lend the ticket to his neighbour although she didn’t really mean handing it back, just a common gratitude. And when she knew it, it’s her turn to explain.

“I’ve.. kinda.. trespassed my curfew. My father would go ape shit every time I do it. I haven’t been more disappointed in my life, though, just skipping the backstage hour..”

Levi let out a low chuckle. “Eh, I see. Guess you’d still have your chance to show up next week, but don’t pull off a Cinderella and sprint down the pavement again.”

Petra softly laughed, and for an unverified reason, the nervousness in her lungs shrunk away to god knows where. Just talking to someone - Levi Ackerman the bassist, specifically - and having a casual conversation felt so great. “Yikes. I won’t do it again,” She continued laughing.

“I’ve still been wondering, though.” Levi suddenly spoke.

Petra stopped laughing and stared at him, an eyebrow raised. This time, curiosity ran through her guts. If it’s my name you’ve been wondering about, I’m pretty damn sure you’ve said it about a minute ago. “Mhm?”

Levi pulled a plastic from his backpack, the strawberry blonde cashier growing more and more curious as he zip the backpack again. And when Petra traced over the outline of the object wrapped in the white plastic bag, her face flushed deep red as she remembered something she’d thought she’d forgotten.

The raven haired man started. “Just who the hell wears glass slippers to a concert?”