#anyway i have a bunch of really low effort low skill lowest of the low sketches i might post those sorry no art lately ive been busy uhhhhh

[jitterbugbear]

btw i read anatomy books for artists and got an incurable case of "i actually don't know anything and i've been faking everything unknowingly and also all my methods are wrong" while also being like "rules don't really matter if it looks good and i have fun doing it and also i don't need to be a master of everything and being fast or efficient isn't always needed"

[bluemoonpunch]

BTS Soul/Energy Map Healing - Please Participate.

The Moon and Venus align at 7 degrees in Libra on August 14th at 12:49PM EST

Surprise! The BTS Soul/Energy Map does, in fact, have a purpose and was, in fact, not shoved into my brain just to torture me. Groundbreaking, I know. If you've been on the blog recently, you know of the fuckery that's been happening and you know of the recent events involving a "transfer" of the low-vibe energy into the lower part of the BTS Soul Body. I will do something in the near future to explain all of it, I swear to you, but for now, there's, like, actual fucking work to do, lol. The purpose of the Soul Map really is to use it as a map, and yesterday it was explained to me how we are meant to use it and why, and what will (hopefully) come of it. I wanted this to be way more of a group effort and I had tried to film a video to explain things, show the map, give all the details start to finish, but my phone was acting up and my laptop is not the best for such things apparently. Bit of a bummer, but I have looked into what else you guys can do to help us out with this. ANYONE CAN PARTICIPATE — You don't have to specifically belong to the BTS Soul Group (most of you are, anyway), even if you just happen upon this post, you are more than welcome to join in with this. Below the cut, I have provided a bunch of different ways for different people with different skill sets and different comfort levels to join in in any way that they see fit. This will be taking place August 14th, 2018 at 12:49PM EST (check your timezones) when Venus and the Waxing Moon align in Libra at 7 degrees. I was shown that this is a "point" or a "portal" and HAS TO BE used for this. The time of day for me (12:49) adds up to 7, the moon and venus line up at 7 degrees, 7 members, 7 positions on the soul map, and this work is meant to be done through all 7 chakras aligning and channeling through the Heart Chakra. I will have energy lines extended to continue funneling high vibrational frequencies into the Soul Body Structure until August 16th at 5:30AM when the Moon leaves Libra and enters Scorpio. More info and ways to participate are listed below. The most important thing you can do is literally allow yourself to feel love for BTS as a whole, all seven of them equally, and send out positive vibes to them with the intention of helping to heal, realign, and balance the Soul Body structure. Thank you for helping.

++ So, I've been given very specific directions of how to go about doing this and I've shared them with @lunar-lepus who has been about 80% of the brains in all of this. We're both good with energy and trance work, so I feel very confident with our ability to channel the energy that is accumulated from this alignment. I will provide info here on what exactly is happening, what we will be doing, and what you guys can do. The main issues within the Soul Body: The low-vibrational beings that had broken through the net and threw off the balance by loading the lines between the energy centers with Fire energy and over-stimulating their Divine Masculine influence have found the other opening in the Soul Body. This opening is the midway point between the accumulation of vibration of the Soul Body and physical manifestation. This means that they are infecting Taehyung and Kook's position in the Soul Body. They have specifically targeted Taehyung because of planetary shifts (Retrograde Mars going into Capricorn — Taehyung is a Capricorn, and is also an incarnate of the "product of Mars", AKA Mars’ child, just as Kook is an incarnate of the "product of Venus") This is the same tactic they used to latch onto Hoseok when the Eclipse energy was in Aquarius and all of those planets were in retrograde (they still are), except his was much worse as he is EXTREMELY sensitive to cosmic shifts. It’s his place in the Soul Map to be a filter for those energies. They found this opening towards the "feet" of the Soul Body because I posted a preview of the Soul Map and the transmission of this map was solidified in the 3D wavelength where these low-vibe beings exist. Basically, I fucked up and showed them right where they needed to go. That's why I wasn't supposed to show the map.     Kook is being affected in the sense that he is being blocked off from me and they are trying to block him off from Jimin. As an incarnate of the "product of Venus" he clings to Jimin's energy (Jimin = Libra = ruled by Venus), that is where that Parent/Child vibe comes from. Because Venus is in Libra and because Jimin is currently in a clear mental space, he and Kook are both balancing each other, so Kook is not as vulnerable as his Soul Brother, Taehyung is. Taehyung's manipulated energy is being "thrown" in Kook's direction though.     The space where Taehyung and Kook rule is where the projected energy is, it is where the "vibe" of BTS comes from. Objectively speaking, I think we're all aware of the fact that out of everyone Kook and Taehyung tend to be people's favorites, usually because of their looks and specific characteristics. This is why. They are the conduits through which the energy, vibration, frequency, transmission of BTS meets the physical world. This is why they are looked at more than other members, they carry more vibration in the 3D and therefore attract your subconscious attention. Becuase this space is now infected, this projected energy can be manipulated very easily. Again, the low-vibes’ terf is the 3D, this is where they rule. They have a much easier time fucking with shit at this level. What they are trying to do is literally mess with the projected energy so that the perception of those who pick up that projected energy will be altered. This is why I warned against playing into any rumors that come up, especially about Taehyung, and why I said to keep an open mind with the album. If they succeed with what they are trying to do, they can cut off a huge number of the soul group and drop the vibration of the soul group, the BTS Soul Body will deplete, and there will be a steady decline with them IRL, thus making it difficult or even impossible for them to fulfil their group purpose and implement and maintain a shift in consciousness and awareness for their MASSIVE soul group. This tactic that the low-vibes are using is literal psychological manipulation on members of the soul group as well as the general public. This is what they are best at.     Hoseok is not in his proper position in the Soul Body. He is meant to be on the left side under Namjoon and across from Yoongi. He is now in the center of the Soul Body. I was seeing it like they were using it as an infirmary like he's being healed there. Energetically speaking, he was in bad shape because of how much energy splitting took place due to the planetary/cosmic influences as well as the energy manipulation. Yoongi and Jimin are the ones healing him. Again, Jimin is a Libra, he carries that energy entirely in his core. Libra is ruled by Venus, and Venus is now in Libra. This gave him a lot of energy and this is why I was going to wait until the end of August to check back in with them all with the Outlook reading. I wanted all of this energy to settle and see where it took them. I was right in assuming that Venus going into Libra would help as Jimin is one of the balancing pillars in the Soul Body, the other being Jin. Jimin and Yoongi (Air and Water) literally cooled Hoseok down and pulled him towards them, which is why he's now in the center, and are putting their energy into healing him.     I was shown that Jimin and Yoongi are going to build something. They can't do it while they are healing and balancing Hoseok, and even then they don't have enough energy to do it with just the two of them —  they are the only ones in the Soul Body who are both engaged, balanced, and aligned properly. The energy work I am going to do while restructuring the Soul Body is going to funnel in energy that these two are going to use to build whatever it is that they want to build. I have no confirmation, but I'm assuming they are going to build some kind of wall around the Soul Body to keep this from happening again, but they will need all 7 members to be fully engaged, aligned, and balanced in order to keep it enforced. Again, this is something I'm going to help with through the energy work with the soul group.     Namjoon and Jin are both absent at the moment, as in they are not engaged in the Soul Body. I was shown it as them being in "sleep mode". I don't really know why, but there was nothing there that made it seem like this is a bad thing.     What I am doing: I was given instructions on how this needs to go:

Direct the energy. 

Figure the path. 

Realign independent structures.

Those are the main things. The realigning of independent structures is what will take me the longest to do. This means balancing each and every line combination between all 7 energy centers. We are also going to "flood" the lines with Water. It's a cleansing process, but I think it is also going to "cool down" or lower the Fire energy that is being poured into them. (They are not supposed to carry Fire energy, the whole point of Jimin and Jin's position is to stabilize and weaken the high vibrational, white-hot energy that the Rap Line triad creates through their weird little system of transmitting, translating, and transmuting thing they do.)       

I will then go through the same Chakra alignment process that will be listed below and raise my personal vibration, except I will follow that up by anchoring in the energy that you have sent out to the Moon. I always use the Moon as a sort of focal point for group work. It's literally a satellite, so once you send something up, we'll be able to tap into it and use it. I'll pull that down and go through the process of pushing that energy through the lowest access point, which is where the low-vibe energy is right now between Kook and Taehyung and basically flood it out. Then every single line will be washed out. I will take as much time as possible with this to be sure that everything is out.

Once the lines are clear and I'm at the "head" of the body (Namjoon) I will pull down the EXTREMELY high-frequency vibrations from the line that extends past Namjoon's placement to... you know... where they come from, I guess? I will pull that down through each of the energy centers and charge the lines. This is the energy that the low-vibes literally cannot touch, this is what is supposed to be in the lines, to begin with.

I will then spend as much time as I need to in order to make sure that that energy is in every line and every energy center. After that, I will continue to pull it down into the Soul Body until it extends past the outer layer of the Soul Body. Their Guide's will use this excess energy to repair the net that they had cast around them to keep shit like this from happening in the first place. 

From there I will finish off with making sure Hoseok's energy center is put back in its rightful place and that Taehyung and Kook's energy fields match up the way they are meant to so that neither is overpowering the other in any way. I'll make sure Jin and Namjoon are out of sleep mode too, I guess, lol.    

I'll be closing out of this by putting curtains or a blockade around the opening at the feet of the Soul Body so that nothing can get in, but what needs to come out can still come out.

@lunar-lepus will be doing this as well. I kindly ask that you guys don't direct your energy into the Soul Map. We have visuals and are using the map as it is meant to be used and would appreciate no interference in that. All we need from you is any of the contributions from this list below.

These are what you guys can do to help —  I've listed them in order of time constraint and capability. Please do not feel the need to do more than what you are capable of or more than you know you are able to. Again, these can be done any time before August 16th, 2018 5:30AM EST —  this is when I will take down my energy lines and will no longer be acting as a channel to the BTS Soul Body.     All of these engage your Heart Chakra, be mindful of that.     Love BTS —  everyone should do this.

Engage your Heart Chakra and literally just watch crack videos or listen to their music. Do something that lets them bring you happiness, and with that joy (high vibration), send some of it out to them specifically with the intention of returning the favor in a way. Just send them some of the good vibes they give you.

Lend your energy

Simply declare out loud or by writing it down on a piece of paper that you would like to lend some of your energy to this energy work. Declare it with the intention of contributing to the healing, realigning, and balancing of the Soul Body. Visualize it in your head as a little ball of pink, white, or gold energy coming from the middle of your chest. Say again that you want to lend your energy and see it shoot up into the sky or something like that. Your Guides will take care of the actual delivery.

Engage in personal alignment and energy work

This is the chakra alignment process that I will be doing and you can do this as well if you have the experience, capability, and the time. Take your time with all of these if you choose to do it.

1) Draw in energy from the Earth's Core into the lower 3 Chakras (root, sacral plexus, and solar plexus). Stabilize.

2) Pull down energy from Source into the upper 3 Chakras (crown, third eye, and throat). Charge.

3) Merge these two energies in the Heart Chakra in your chest. Let them spin together in a clockwise motion. Focus on the joy that BTS has brought you and the joy you would like for them to experience. If you are not a BTS fan and you are joining in with this, just focus on what makes you happy and the kind of happiness you would like to spread to other people. Let this fill your chest. Breathe into it. Let it heal you. If you start to cry, or laugh, or even feel sexually stimulated in some way, don't freak out, that's extremely normal when you activate and align the Heart Chakra.

4) When you feel like your vibrations are high and you feel good about extending it out. Send out a line of energy from your chest, your Heart Chakra, and direct it towards the Moon. Again, it will be anchored there for me to use, trust in that. You can let it merge with the other high vibrational energies that you may meet there.

5) Allow yourself to relax when you are finished. Lay down and breathe. You might need to ground after this, so take your time with that. If it helps, go outside and look at the sky, and if you are able to, walk on the grass/dirt with bare feet, this will pull any excess energy that is lingering outside the body to be pulled back in.

Here is an image to help you visualize a little better:

I will do an update around the end of August for sure when this is all said and done, but this will need time to settle in.

[dommateolopez]

Presentation 4

TAGGING: @sawyer-olivia

WARNINGS: None, really.

Sawyer was punctual, if anything, she was early.  She showed up as planned dressed nice, not that it would matter in a few minutes anyway but she wanted to present herself in the best light possible.  She nervously fiddled with the hem of her sundress as they waited to go in.  After the episode she’d had at the auction house where she’d felt her throat closing up and could just barely breathe, any situation where she was being observed now became a very real danger zone.  Thankfully, in this case there wouldn’t be a large crowd of people and she actually trusted Mateo but still, her fear were based on the reality of her condition and she knew she had to be careful… she had to focus on her dominant and on her breathing. They’d be just fine.

She looked terrified, Mateo observed as he came up to Sawyer. They still had a few minutes before their time slot began. He offered the girl a smile before he slid his hand into hers, squeezing her fingers lightly. “Calmate, carina,” he murmured to her, leaning down to kiss her cheek gently. “We’ve got this. Just breathe and focus on me, and you have your safewords if you need them, okay?” he assured her, his free hand reaching up to cup her cheek.

Feeling that hand slip into her own had a small smile tugging at the corners of those pink lips.  The kiss to her cheek made her blush a light shade of pink.  She gave a nod and took a breath, realizing that she had been forgetting to do that until he mentioned it.  “Yes, Sir.”  She murmured but then he cupped her cheek and she met his gaze, her own hand going to rest gently over it.   “I know my safewords… I have you with me and I need to focus on you… and I need to remember to breathe.  I’ve got it, thank you, Sir.”

His fingers sifted lightly through her hair, and he kissed her forehead, lips lingering against her skin. “Good girl. If you get scared, use your pause word and look at me, okay? I won’t let anything bad happen to you,” Mateo told her softly. Keeping his hand in hers, he led her into the presentation area, bringing her up onto the low platform. He introduced himself and Sawyer, asking the girl for her limits and safewords. Once she’d answered, he asked her to undress, checking the wide, tiered bench he’d requested. A hitachi vibrator rested in the center of it, a length of rope coiled near the back. He helped Sawyer up onto the bench so she was kneeling over the vibrator. “I’m going to tie your hands now, sweetheart. Take a breath,” he instructed, standing in front of her, forcing her focus on him.

Sawyer leaned into the touch a bit more, enjoying having her hair touched and played with.  “Yes, Sir…”  She replied.  She knew the stoplight system and she knew when and how to use it. She held tight to his hand as the entered the room and when he introduced her, she smiled sweetly if not shyly.  When he asked her for her safewords and limitations she spoke clearly stating each hard and soft limit and that she’d be using the stoplight system.  When asked to undress, she did so and carefully folded up her clean clothing, setting it aside.  Once she was naked, she felt incredibly vulnerable but she swallowed back the uneasy feeling and let Mateo guide her to kneel over the vibrator.  “Yes, Sir.”  She did as told, taking a breath, trusting him in that moment even though confinement of any type was a soft limit she trusted him enough to keep her safe through it.

He knew he was probably reiterating, but he wanted to make sure she was completely good and aware of her choices in the scene. Mateo carefully began binding her wrists once she was in position, tying them to her thighs so she couldn’t straighten up completely. When she relaxed, her bare pussy would be pressed to the toy under her, just as he anticipated. Finishing his knots, he cupped one hand under her chin, guiding her gaze to him. “Color, sweetheart,” he instructed softly, needing to know where her head was at before continuing on with the scene since he knew the bondage would be the hardest part for her.

She appreciated the fact that he kept checking in with her more than he would ever know, it made her feel more secure and confident in the fact that she could and would get through this.  Sawyer watched him quietly, curiously, as he bound her into a new position.  Her attention and focus was solely on him but the silence was hardly uncomfortable; she found herself learning something new each time they worked together.  The tiny brunette sucked in a small breath when she felt her clean shaven, bare sex come into full contact with the toy below.  When he finished the knots, she gave a tug on them just to test how well they’d been tied; she found his work to be excellent as she was held firmly in place with just enough wiggle room that her circulation wasn’t cut off.  It of course made her nervous to be confined in such a manner but there he was, cupping her chin and commanding her full attention, checking in again.  For a moment she questioned whether or not she was already at yellow but then she thought about what they’d discussed and took a moment to study his eyes, to check in with her breathing- she took a deep breath and let it out before replying.  “Green, Sir.”  

He smiled softly, holding her gaze just a moment longer. He wasn’t aware of the specifics of Sawyer’s anxieties, but confinement was a soft limit he was pushing, and he wanted to give her the attention she needed to work through it. Mateo kept his hand on her chin, gentle but firm at the same time. “I’m going to turn on the toy now, sweetheart. You’ll have 20 minutes against it, and you’re not allowed to cum. If you lean up from the toy, you’ll get a strike from the crop, either on your thighs or breasts. Understood?” He waited for her confirmation, then stepped back to pick up the crop before switching the toy under Sawyer onto the lowest setting.

“Yes, Sir, I understand.”  As he flipped the toy on it was that specific moment that clued her in to the fact that she’d been sexually depriving herself for far too long and was probably entirely too sexually frustrated for this exercise.  Biting into her lower lip she concentrated hard on anything but the sensation she was experiencing from the waist down.  She thought about anything and everything under the sun that she didn’t find attractive, biting so hard into that lip that she thought she might break the skin there.  Finally nine minutes in she began to whimper, fingers and toes curling as she squirmed against the toy ever so slightly however she didn’t pull up from it quite yet.  It wasn’t until twelve minutes in that she lost her mind for a moment and attempted to pull up some for relief as everything was becoming far more intense than she had expected.

Mateo walked around her slowly, his eyes never leaving the submissive in his care. Every minute or so, he would murmur praise, recognizing the effort she was making in staying still. But when he saw those hips of hers lift, he paused, bringing the crop in his hand down against her inner thigh. “Color, Sawyer?” he asked, waiting for her confirmation, then for her to lower back down against the toy. “You have eight minutes left, sweetheart. I’m turning the toy up,” Mateo warned her before he flicked the power up, the buzzing more intense now.

Sawyer yelped when the crop came down against her thigh but the sting was a nice distraction from her throbbing clit.  She released a shaky breath, “Green, Sir.”  She put her focus on him and gave a whine when he turned up the vibrations.  Whimpers and moans left her lips now, filling the space with sound other than that of the machine and his verbal praise.  She squirmed a bunch but managed to stay against the toy even as moans turned to cries and her eyes watered up some.  She was still okay, she’d be okay as long as she didn’t focus on the eyes focused in on her.

His brow furrowed as he watched her, noticing that she seemed to be tensing up more than before. Mateo kept up his praise, tapping the crop against his palm as he moved. He kept up a running time, letting her know how much longer she had left. “Good girl, only 30 seconds left. You’re doing so well, sweetheart,” he crooned. Once the time elapsed, he turned off the toy, then grabbed a robe he’d brought, immediately draping it over the submissive’s bare body. “That’s a good girl… you’re all finished now, sweetheart, you did so well,” Mateo assured her, pressing a gentle kiss to her cheek even as he started to undo the knots around her thighs.

Sawyer was so grateful when he mentioned that she only had thirty seconds left because honestly she wasn’t sure she’d be able to keep this up much longer.  Her body and mind were in a battle- he body wanted to cum and her mind wanted to panic but she fought off both by focusing on the two things they’d spoken of- her dominant and her breathing.  When the toy went off she deflated some in relief but that’s when she noticed the others in the room.  When he draped the robe over her small body and began untying her he may have noticed the fact that she was trembling slightly.  She leaned in a bit closer to him and spoke very, very softly; her voice shaky, “... yellow.”  She swallowed hard.  “I n-need them to stop looking at me, Sir.  Pl-please?”

He worked as quickly as he could to untie the knots around her thighs so he could bring her somewhere less public. The trembling didn’t go unnoticed. Luckily, he’d just undone the last rope when she spoke, and he reached up to cup her face, forcing her attention to him. “They will, sweetheart. We’re finished, and we’re going back to my room, just you and me. Just a tiny bit longer and we’ll be alone,” he assured her, keeping his voice low and calm. “Put your arms around me, sweetheart,” he urged, scooping the girl up easily to cradle her against his chest. “Close your eyes and listen to my heartbeat… match your breathing to that.”

She appreciated how skilled he was at untying the restraints which she’d barely been able to move in just moments ago.  She focused in on him and nothing else once he was cupping her cheeks.  His words settled inside her and she obediently slipped her arms around his neck, closing hazel eyes to tuck her face in against him.  She listened to his heartbeat and concentrated on her breathing, doing what he had told her to do.  They’d be out of here soon.

Mateo held her firmly in his arms, taking a moment to acknowledge the headmaster and headmistress before walking as quickly as he could out of the room. He made it back to his suite in record time, bringing Sawyer into the guest bedroom. “We’re alone now, sweetheart,” he murmured to her, sitting down on the bed, keeping her in his lap for the moment.