#anyway hi theo beloved mutual!!

[tunastime]

∞ !! :D

"Maybe then my breath could embody / A wildfire starting / I'd sweep up the forest floor"

Boreas by The Oh Hellos

some songs you just have to sit and listen to and close your eyes and this is one of them for me. augh i don't listen to a lot of the oh hellos but i really love what i've heard

[rotisseries]

[lesbiradshaw]

would looove to hear your thoughts about when liam asks theo why he's trying to save him and how scott will never trust him. like why do you think liam says that to begin with? they're so interesting to me because they are clearly getting closer and willing to fight with and for each other and liam throws that at him almost like he's mad about it (and theo is like yeah sure okay lol anyway). and I'm like liam you can say whatever you want but your actions speak louder than words baby!! he legit is the one who wants theo with him at the zoo and within the same few scenes about saying scott won't trust him, he's with theo figuring out who the anukite is. and he seems so comfortable around him and yet he also tries to fight it maybe? like he's annoyed when mason agrees with theo and I'm like liam my sweet baby liam stop acting like you don't trust theo more than everyone lmao. honestly as I type this im just thinking about how they BOTH deal with their feelings towards each other, like would just love your thoughts on how liam vs theo deal with it !! I can't stop thinking about these boys they make me unwell!!

i think ive mentioned this in a fic (or the tags if a post because lets face it: i talk too much) but i really think that liam and theo are painfully aware of what each others greatest weaknesses/fears are. their achilles heels if you will. liam’s is losing total control and not being able to save people— especially his friends and family. theo’s is always being inadequate and the fact he’s always been more or less alone. they always seem to be pointing these things out to each other in moments where they either want to get under each others skin or kinda reality check each other (and in most cases both because they are just. so dumb like that) and i think that shows how well they truly come to understand each other over the course of the season. once the sword is gone, liam switches to always bringing up trust and the pack as his greatest weapon where theo is concerned, especially when he’s lashing out against him— which happens more and more as the season progresses because i think liam begins to realize that he really IS beginning to trust theo despite his promise to scott, and is beginning to rely on him more than he views him as his responsibility. if anything, that sentiment becomes mutual once theo starts repeatedly showing concern for liam’s safety. liam throws the idea that scott will never trust him or let him in the pack back in theo’s face not only because he’s trying to push theo away, but because he’s trying to push away how he feels about theo. it’s kinda similar to theo bringing up that he’s not going to die for liam in the elevator 😭 like… beloved no one said that but YOU! so clearly YOU were the one already considering it! the only time liam outright says he doesn’t trust theo after he comes back is when he’s talking to scott about letting him stay. after that, it’s we need to trust you with sheriff stilinski, and scott will never trust you (even if you keep acting like you care about me). the locker room scene really is so interesting to me because liam basically admits that he knows theo has focused a lot of his attempted redemption on keeping him safe. after that, theo does say liam needs to remember that scott’s goal is to keep people alive— and people to theo clearly means liam. he doesn’t care if gabe dies at that point. he was callous about brett and lori dying, and he was willing to give up jiang and tiereny (and even pushed liam to do the same to keep himself and the others safe). i’m not saying theo doesn’t care about anyone but liam but i think we all know that liam is his priority. it’s why scott chooses to call him when liam is trapped at the hospital. liam claims scott will never trust theo to be in the pack, but scott trusted theo to keep liam safe— liam, his first bitten beta, one of the most important people in the world to him. i would be so interested to see how their dynamic shifted after the finale when they finally begin figuring out that other people are beginning to forgive theo through acknowledging that he can be relied on to help out and how liam would feel about scott’s first act of trust towards theo involving his protection over liam.

[seasonal-writes]

Hello hi :) ask game time

19+22

(Canarydarity <3)

:D oh hiii worm!! beloved mutual!!!! 19.  How do you keep yourself motivated? Hmm.. honestly, I don't know. Typically just talking about my projects with friends (a.k.a. theo and eli HI you guys keep me excited about my ideas) keeps it kinda fresh and exciting in my head, so that usually helps me stay pretty motivated! Otherwise, I just try to be kinda kind with myself and take breaks from the projects when I need to, to avoid burn out. It kinda sucks, because when I burn out, I burn out hard. Like, mentally-can't-stomach-working-on the-projects-for-weeks-hard. It gets bad so keeping myself excited about projects and motivated is crucial, and that's how I do it! Just!!! rambling about it to people and trying to find new sources of inspiration! Hopefully that just kinda makes sense though, haha!

22.  Who is/are your favourite pairing(s) to write?

....Ranchers. Team Rancher. Tango and Jimmy. But that's obviously soooo hard to tell i mean how would one ever know that i like to write ranchers that's CRAZY- anyway. yeah. Them<3 they are so fun and sweet and their general air of positivity and support for each other makes their dynamic GENUINELY addicting. I love writing those two!! :D

!!! thank you SO much for the ask, worm!! <3

[badwatervideos2009]

List all your ocs that are bottoms

terrence

[dysfunctionalcereal]

Ena’s Relationships

Ena and Faust aren't rlly friends, he likes her bc she's lenient with his experiments but, other than that, they don't talk or hang out. Most of Comte’s residents are just faceless names to Ena, but she wants to meet all of them eventually. She prolly will tbh lmao

This is veeery canon divergent and some backstories are bent around a bit idk them well anyway, since i just read spoilers and not routes to cater to Ena’s story fhdjsj

Kinda short but ye just some stuff about Ena and her friends/suitor hehe

Vlad:

It wasn't uncommon for others to flirt with Ena but once Vlad had his eyes on her, it mysteriously stopped. Despite this, there was one guy who was always very drunk when he came around. There was an incident where he got a bit too pushy... It only happened once though — this may or may not have been Vlad’s fault and it may or may not have ended quite... Violently. Who knows? Not Ena.

Ena only takes Vlad’s strawberries when he can see her do it so she doesn't risk any misunderstandings between him and Faust again... He doesn't mind it but prefers to feed them to her or have her feed them to him. His favorite way to do so is by mouth, and he always sneaks a few kisses in too.

Vlad loves Ena’s curiosity and has Charles set up little “mysteries” for her to solve. He does this most often when she's upset with him, as she can never resist telling him all about the fun she had solving said mysteries.

Charles:

Charles is an enabler tbh, Ena will show even the slightest curiosity and he’ll be asking if she wants to check it out. They both know he does it on purpose, but it never stops her from accepting. When the mysteries are ones he's set up, he's a bit more obvious about it; she goes along with and enjoys it anyway.

Charles developed a crush on Ena fairly early on in their friendship, and it never went away. She's aware of it but doesn't acknowledge it since she sees him as more of a brother.

When Ena found out Charles was a vampire, she practically begged him to bite her. It didn't take much for him to do so, and it was long before Vlad came along. It didn't escalate into anything further, but he sometimes wishes it did.

Shakespeare:

Shakespeare and Ena’s friendship is kinda weird? She probably values him more than he values himself, but he sees her as the castle’s lady rather than a close friend. That's not to say they AREN’T friends, considering they still hang out and talk about his plays.

Ena helps Shakespeare get ready backstage for a lot of his plays, which was a bit of a pain to get him to accept at first. She doesn't really give him a choice now, and he appreciates the help from his master’s beloved.

Ena doesn't always understand what Shakespeare is saying, and he thinks it's kinda cute. Charles tries to translate sometimes.

Vincent:

Vincent and Ena are lowkey a sunshine duo, one of toxic positivity and the other of way too many secrets. It's a funny contrast, seeing as the front they mutually display is so mellow.

Ena’s kinda concerned about how naive Vincent is and, honestly, she does try to keep him and Vlad apart. She cares for them both and doesn't want there to be a conflict if Vincent finds out the truth about Vlad.

Theodorous:

These two don’t actually get along all that well; Theo tolerates her because his beloved broer likes her and Ena doesn't really care for his sour attitude. His sadistic tendencies bring back some not-so-good memories.

Despite this, Ena and Theo do see each other p often. Ena likes art and respects Theo’s work, she sees him at exhibits or passing by the flower shop at times; she sees him with Arthur and/or Vincent too.

Arthur:

Arthur flirts with Ena a LOT, but sometimes he feels like he's being watched and glared at. At these times, he always tones things back a bit; he knows it's not just a feeling.

Arthur was actually the doctor of Ena’s 6-year-old foster sister, Sophie. Sadly, the little girl passed away and it's something the two of them both repress. He doesn't really remember Ena or Sophie and she doesn't want to bring back any harmful memories for him, so they've basically restarted.

[killawayfanboys]

I FEEL SO MUCH ANGUISH RIGHT NOW!

In a delirious and drunken manner I fell asleep while thinking about one of my wip. AND NOTHING IS WRITTEN DOWN. I WANNA SCREAM.

Good thing about this is I've worked out some canon and lore to work with.

I think I spent like 4 or 5 hours just trying to get comfortable enough to sleep while thinking about this trying to lull myself to not awake. This is a HP project btw so expect that.

My oc and Theodore Nott are in a relationship for about 2 ish years, starting at the end of book 3 to about the end of book 5. By book 6 they're no longer together due to Theo becoming a Death Eater and my oc joining the Order. They both know this about one another and it makes their conversations awkward.

My oc knows when Draco is attacked by Harry and instinctively comes to his aid. Showing up at the same time Snape does, and in a fit my oc almost tears Harry's throat out. After calming down a bit, my oc demands that Snape teach him the spells he created, specifically the counter curses.

My OC's patronus is a large Dragon.

Sirius Black doesn't die in book 5 here, because my oc nearly rips Bellatrix in half, getting himself nearby killed in the process.

At the beginning of book 4 Theodore sends a quick and vague letter to my oc about not going to the Quidditch world cup. Not that he was planning on going anyways, but it didn't help the sinking feeling he got when he read about what happened the next day.

My oc didn't know Cedric Diggory very well, but my oc is known as the best person to go to about Magical Creatures in the entire school. So Cedric comes to him for help on his tasks. After Cedric's death a small memorial is etched into the wall next to the Hufflepuff commons. Something My oc passes on a daily basis to get to the Slytherin commons, and each time he pauses just for a few moments. It reads: "The boy who sacrificed his own life to save another. A beloved son and friend."

The moment my oc realizes that his and Theodore's relationship has no future is when towards the middle of book 5, the two spend the night talking about their plans after Hogwarts. Theo wants a job in the Ministry, a place where his words have sway in the lives and citizenship of Magical People, like werewolves and Vampires. Where my oc, he wants to continue his work with Magical creatures and act as a ambassador to others like him (he's a werewolf). That night my oc falls deeper in love with Theodore Nott, but also realizes that in theory they two could never be happy with one another once adults. The next day they break up mutually.

Being estranged from his father, Remus Lupin makes joining the Order all the more weird. He's treated equally as a student and son, yet its awkward and tense between them. And when he learns he going to have a baby half brother he's not sure how to feel. When both Tonks and Remus die, he takes partial custody of baby Teddy, the other part is with Tonk's mother.

He's one of the few Slytherin's that joins Dumbledore's army in book 5, which eases the school's overall fear of him being a werewolf. He's no longer ignored but now has an actual social life outside of a few acquaintances and his roommates. (Theodore Nott, Draco Malfoy, and Blaise Zabini.)

His relationship with Snape is complicated to say the least. Neither despise one another, but there's a lot of tension. Snape hates the fact that he's Lupin's kid, but so does my oc at times. Snape is his head of house and has to be involved with him every month to give him his wolvesbane potion. In book 6 when Snspe kills Dumbledore instead of Draco, my oc is actually relieved. He's been dealing with Draco all year who mentally is a mess. And now also a werewolf like himself.

Draco and my OC's relationship is never official until the War is over. But the two find solace in one another even on opposite sides of the conflict.

My oc and Theodore manage to stay friends even after the War, especially due to the fact that in the final conflict he, like Draco leaves the Death Eaters even if it means killing their parents.