#anyway he unfollowed me and idk why so he won't see this

[pathfinderlittleduck]

I miss my best friend...

[innerclouddaze]

You know the posts recently about bbh neg on twter, the timing of it with that going on, makes me want to hurl, they don't give a shit about "victims" or the real issues. They just want to dunk on the next cc they hate using the current "momentum".

You know what, I say let them go ahead and try to "cancel" Bad, really, go ahead. They're just regurgitating shit DSMP fans has said over the years again and again about Bad. Its fcking funny actually. Oh not forgetting they had to invent new ones or ones THAT THEIR FAVES HAVE DONE TOO BTW, to "cancel" Bad. To think I was looking forward to QSMP fans being "healthier" or "better" than DSMP ones, oh boy am I sorely disappointed.

Let them run their mouths about Bad. Cuz I'm 100% sure the CCs , QSMP admins, and Quackity give 0 shit about them. Etoiles knows and has already expressed how he knows that Bad is overly hated by the fandom and how he receives neg on the daily. Despite knowing that, he's still cordial with Bad. And he even expressed how he tries to not be "angry" or "frustrated" at Bad or else the parasocial fucks will come running to "defend" him from "evil" BBH when he has said a million times over that its not a fcking big deal, and hes just expressing himself NOT IN A NEG WAY. but noooo parasocial fucks be like "oh no my skunkrly wrunkly his feelings got hurt oh no" same shit with foolish fans. Fcking blind af. Esp the new ones who hasnt experienced the prank wars in dsmp. Fcking joyless fucks who cant handle a fcking block game that theyre not even playing. But thankfully, Etoiles stopped being so concerned, and well, yk with Foolish lmao same old same old.

(Disclaimer: SOME FANS NOT ALL, IM TALKING ABOUT THE TOXIC PARASOCIAL FUCKS, YES EVEN THE BIG ACCOUNTS ON TWITTER WITH THOUSANDS OF FOLLOWERS. You know who. Big numbers doesn't mean they're more RIGHT. A parasocial fuck is a parasocial fuck. Also, when I say parasocial, I mean the ones who are toxic and project themselves onto the CC. Being parasocial is fine, if it's the healthy kind, if you know what I mean)

I digress, there's no fcking unfollows or subtweets from CCs to Bad, unlike with D or F. In fact, some CCs and CLOSE FRIENDS of Bad's have always praised Bad and defended him TO THIS DAY. If that is not enough of an indication of how unproblematic he is, Idk what else to say. Just fuck off and live a life in constant misery and hatred ig. That's why don't respond to fucks like that. Just mute em. They can yap all they want but it means SHIT ALL if you don't see it. BBH's community is WAY WAY smaller than the whole fandom (and theres wayyy more toxic fucks) so bbhs community saying shit back to the toxic shits will also mean SHIT ALL. They CLEARLY don't watch Bad anyways so what's the point. Better way to deal with this shit is fight the misinformation, that's all. Spread more positivity and give ppl FULL context and CORRECT information. If you see some shit against Bad, report it and send it to whatever ban list qsmp uses. Send it to mods or something. Ik that Bagi's discord has something like that.

Oh but ppl be like /rp or /lh or "it's just my opinion", who gives a shit. Still report them. We're not dumb. The mods or whoever admins are not dumb. That negative toxic fuck smell on it, is fcking obvious enough.

STOP GIVING THEM ENGAGEMENTS. We can happily stay in each others bubbles without ever talking to each other, AND THAT IS FINE. Don't let the negative fucks in. Mute and report them, and I guarantee you, that fcking stranger on the Internet, you'll forget within DAYS. those fuckers won't even exist to you, vice versa.

THEIR WORDS HOLD NO POWER OVER YOU OR THE QSMP COMMUNITY. KEEP THE QSMP COMMUNITY HEALTY AND SAFE. Fuck them toxic shits.

[redhead1180]

I know you’ve gotten anons like this and perhaps that’s why I’m choosing you to send this too but …. I know I shouldn’t be but I don’t trust Rudy’s gf I just think and this is just my opinion but I think she caused the rift between not only him and Madison but him and the cast . Yes I’m in the know or a part of this relationship but I just don’t like her vibe. She seems smug arrogant and quite frankly like a bitch . Perhaps it’s because I loved Rudy and Madison’s relationship bts season 1 and that I love jiara. I just think she is behind certain things , yes people will say if you’re a fan you should be happy for him if he’s happy and I would be but I don’t know …. I just ….. also I’ll say this I couldn’t be his gf ( not cause I wouldn’t want to but because I couldn’t handle knowing my boyfriends being simped over ) any way … I think that if Elaine hadn’t gotten in the way Madison and Rudy would’ve dated …. Elaine just seems like the kind to see that they had a thing and just swoop (again my opinion ) . I guess I’m just asking what you think . Sorry if you’ve answered this before and this is annoying …. Other fans get angry for shit like this and yes I also know the fans did that dumb thing of saying that Rudy and Madison should date irl but I don’t think that’s what caused this I think it was Elaine and I think Rudy and Madison had feelings but she stepped in and shut it down

So yea I did a deep dive here about Elaine, Rudy, and Madison. I have never hidden the fact Elaine just gives me the vibe she is trouble and many things in her past I have big issues with, but will say Rudy looks happy. Remember we only see a smidgen of their life, but I understand why fans don't like her.

I try not to spread new rumors or promote Elaine hate, everyone is entitled to their opinion. I recently saw a Twitter post from a "close source" that before Elaine, Rudy was suicidal and overwhelmed with anxiety and she saved him and keeps him grounded. Now things like this, to me, true or not should not be posted. And it's not because it makes Elaine look good, but just causes fans to go into a frenzy. I have a really hard time believing it, I know he has anxiety, he has spoken about that, but suicidal? This stuff leads to just more crap and feels like click bait. So when I give my opinion about Elaine I really try to weed out the crap.

I won't deny, though, we have seen she pulls him away from fans and we don't see him in public with the rest of the cast. Now maybe his anxiety is why she pulls him from fans, but not the cast. He has said in interviews that he has spoke to the cast about it and the help and support him. I try to play devil's advocate, but some things I can't. So yea it feels like she tries to keep away from everyone.

As for him and Madison, well that story we will never know the truth about it. I mean between BTS videos and interviews for s1, Rudy looked smitten by her. I don't think anything happened, but the boy looked like he had it bad for her. Then all of sudden he is with Elaine. There could have been drama or just moved on. There has been drama since Elaine and him got together with Madison. Between deleting likes, following then unfollowing each other and their so's on Instagram, there was some drama that got pretty childish if you ask me. Couldn't tell you who was to blame though.

Anyway, that is my opinion.

[vicsdeangelis]

yes but the entire concept of ‘i am so annoyed at them’ or others being like ‘they're ruining their career’ is obviously not okay. The ask the previous anon sent about criticizing because you love them, true but criticizing means that you state an opinion about not liking, or that for them it's too pop or idk. Damiano and the whole band is not gonna care if you got annoyed or if someone else thinks they're getting corrupted or whatever, the literal meaning of Zitti e Buoni Is that people talk too much and I've seen people on this fandom become the people Zitti e Buoni talks about. anyways, back to it, we are talking about måneskin. if they are gonna get corrupted by america this is not gonna happen right now, they are young people who wanna experience their careers to the fullest with or without pop up English songs. if they don't want Italian songs ok i wish they would he more because thus is what I loved Måneskin for but it doesn't mean i have to get outraged and judge them..If they say they wanna do more Italian I'll be happy and support them. if they start doing things i don't prefer and it stops interesting me, sad but that's it. crying and getting mad and people writing paragraphs and telling them how they became the worst is pointless.

ps. i saw someone blocking a blog who said they like supermodel without anything else. that's not judgement, that's just being weird.

i mean, i am stating my opinion, and i am giving the reasons why i don't like the song, even if i don't think it's necessary for someone to give a point by point of what and why they don't like something. and honestly, i'm not trying to give them constructive criticism, because they're not gonna see this. if i was then yes, i would be way more gentle and try to put much more thought into my answer than i'm doing here

also, i know they won't care about any of it. making them care is not the point. again, if i wanted them to see any of what i'm saying, which i don't, i would go on twitter, where it's way more likely for that to happen. i already said why i was annoyed, fully acknowledged that it was a me problem. i don't doubt people are saying those things, that they're ruining their career, but i'm not one of them. do i think they have made Bad Moves? yes, i do, but it's not nearly enough to be career ending. they were just that, bad moves

about getting upset and crying, that's not something people have control over. i do feel like this, specifically the crying thing, is a jab at me considering i've said today that i am a crier. i cry, that's what i do! i cry when i'm sad, i cry when i'm angry, i cry when i find something adorable, i cry when i'm overcome with any sort of emotion, and this whole situation does get an emotional reaction out of me. i don't enjoy it, but what do you want me to do about it?

and i've seen people blocking each other for similar petty reasons (not in the må fandom, i mean in general). it's social media, none of us owe each other anything. i bet at least one person has me blocked because i don't like supermodel, and i know for a fact i keep getting unfollowed because of it. and that's fine, you curate your own social media experience, i'm not gonna get mad at anyone for that

all i ask for is that people don't put into question whether i care about them or not because of my opinion on this one song, because that's frankly insulting

[lesbianphan]

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[bisluthq]

yes because it's very adult to theorize that a 31 year old woman who you don't and won't ever know has a beard boyfriend // are we denying PR relationships are a thing now? I could say the exact same thing since you are on a GOSSIP blog run by a GROWN ass woman. Gossip includes PR talk you bafoon, not just whether or not Joe’s cock is 8 inches or if he and Taylor have a scat fetish. You are down bad. And very stupidly hypocritical.

Anyways Gnat you are very dumb. And the sad part is you are the type of dumb that doesn’t act dumb but everyone can see how dumb you are. Then someone tells you why you are dumb you ignore the criticism and keep acting dumb. You and your followers can keep shady asf comeback-ing me but nothing changes the TRUTH that Taylor swift is a liar thick and thin whether or not her and Joe are real doesn’t she is still a LIAR and a FRAUD and a closeted queer ( lesbian or bi or not. )

Okay bestie like dude I run a gossip blog I don’t think anyone is out here saying I’m up for a Nobel prize lmao. Like sure I’m a little bit dumb and my interests are veeeeeeery dumb. We do talk about PR and publicity stunts when they occur (see us ripping Mulaney and Munn to shreds for their staged candid, doesn’t mean she’s not knocked up with his affair oopsie bébé, with T&J see us having long discussions on if they called to Turks and Caicos). But what you’re describing isn’t really PR so idk what to tell you.

You don’t like my blog, you don’t like my following, and that’s chill dude you don’t have to like everyone or everything. Just click unfollow and block and poof I’m out of your life.

Also you calling me Gnat is very very funny to me because that’s what this mean girl in middle school started calling me when I said I wanted to go by Nat not Natasha or Tash so shout out to Michaela from Middle School, hope you’re doing well you mean ass bitch.

[alwaysfortracer85]

Not you shading me for answering asks about gyegye in the ask... about gyegye lol. This CC has a simple mechanism, people send me asks and I answer whatever the question is. See, even you came here seeking my opinion and at the end I will attach the SS proving that you sent me this ask two days ago - on your gyegye's B-day, instead of being busy with celebrations, when I said I am giving y'all vacation from me answering asks about gyegye. That is how sad it is. You came to the person whom you consder anti to ask about your gyegye. There's a reason different fandoms come here for years - it's because I am honest and transparent. Shrimps can't relate and that is why you want the alternative opinion - because it's finally clicking that smth is wrong and the only way to get some relevant info is going here lol. I don't want to answer asks about gyegye this week, like, I deserve some rest, but at the same time I want to answer all the asks about covers before YB's GQ comes out to not spoil my mood on big day, so here I am. IDK why your gyegye is not on covers. I don't have insiders in Ch-se fashion industry. Actually I was a naive fool thinking that maybe when curdled milk airs backers might work hard and try to snatch him Harper's Bazaar cover with YZ - Bazaar often does these cp photoshoots for dramas. But curdled milk is back into the curdling pot, no Bazaar. Chen Man unfollowed gyegye - not a good sign too, she's very influential. WB pages posting about gyegye mean nothing - they know shrimps and gyegye's water army will give traffic. Shrimps and cpf offered everyone their explanation - gyegye is not on covers because he wants to stay lowkey, but the explanation was washed by gyegye himself. He hired a photographer to do pompous photoshoot celebrating himself on his B-day and being a big fan of YB's last year's hand-me-downs. That's the opposite of being lowkey. Gyegye has Tods endorsement, no way the brand won't use the opportunity to promote him and themselves - Liu Shishi that also represents Tods is a frequent guest on covers. Then the problem is maybe in gyegye's relationship with fashion magazines, idk. Like, they don't need shrimps and cpf money. Printed media industry is dying in the age of digital era. Printed copies of magazines become collector items, a matter of prestige - the limited copies of YB's magazines is a proof. It's art for the sake of art. That is why only chosen celebs get there. Those who are representatives of the industry and those who are fashion icons. Maybe gyegye doesn't fit the criteria for one reason or another. Anyways, I don't want to discourage you - please have hope, there are two months left, 99,9% chances that gyegye won't get any big five cover this year, but there's always 0,1% left, don't underestimate the power of his backers to shove him into things where he doesn't belong

[here-now]

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We don't see things as they are, we see things as we are.

I am caught into this loop of the good, the bad, and the neutral. I am aware of the bad, it's when I stop working, exercising - when I have more time and not to help but notice the normality of the world that seems abnormal to me, and what seems to be the most simple and supposed to be normal is misjudged.

I spent new year's eve alone. Does it sound sad? I guess. But see, it didn't feel sad rather happy and content. I realized a few things this December - how I am genuinely okay and even relieved of not being included anymore. I don't want to force myself into places and people that feel uneasy. It's not the people, it's just me. I genuinely accepted that this is just the way I function. I open up to people who don't misunderstand my intentions, who gives a second chance to an anxious heart, to a kid who still lives inside this bubble. So I just stayed home instead of going to family gatherings. Why would I put myself into a situation where I know I'd just fake it anyway?

I realized this December how I am genuinely moved on from my ex. I got this notification one day that I have a new follower on Instagram, it was him. Now I remember the first thought that came to my mind is that, what is he trying to do now? I didn't have any intense reaction about it because I realized I don't care what he's trying to do. I mean, what's new? Then I realized, wow... I haven't thought about him for a long time now. And 2 years na ko single! Jeez lol so yeah, I just let it be and ignored it. The next day he unfollowed me lmao

So this realization about my ex made me realize something. Well, it's not new, I've been doing this for quite some time now. Just trust the process - and then one day, we realize that we don't react so intensely anymore, it doesn't hurt and we don't get stuck thinking about it, not anymore. I want to remind myself of just that - this difficult relationship with my family will pass. Maybe one day, it won't hurt a bit anymore why this is whatever this is, maybe one day I'll be genuinely okay of being the odd one out, of being thought of as selfish because boy - I've been selfless, that it's okay to communicate what we want to say instead of acting all nice every time, that it's okay if I drew the boundary of what's ok and not ok.

So this 2022, jeez, idk girl, we'll figure it out one step at a time. Huhu I should write more and not let it all pile up then turn to a grump.