#anyway going to do a mun intro and a muse intro soon!

[saviolum-sanguineus]

Colour Theory & Romance in Butterfly Court

I was re-reading before the newest episode of the show dropped, and I realised that there's a whole wealth of shipping material that's gone (as far as I can tell) untouched. So naturally, I had to channel my inner Rory and get to exploring - so grab your kittens, your art supplies of choice, and get ready to have your mind BLOWN below the cut.

See that? No, it's not the colour of the sky, but it is the key to a lot of interesting nuance in Butterflyverse ships. All those gorgeous descriptions of clothing, magic, and physical appearance put a lot of emphasis on colour, specifically what colour each character is associated with.

What does this have to do with ships, you ask? Let's get into it, using some of the most popular ones as examples. DISCLAIMER: these are the most popular BC ships as of april 2023, based on how many fics are on ao3 tagged for each ship (book/show/movie all included).

MatRory

Mat: green-red are at a 90 degree angle to each other, so he’s got an element of opposition within himself as well as stability. His whole arc is based on internal conflict (remember his kitchen thoughts right before Andrey got stabbed?) thanks to the external conflict that he’s involved in. When he meets Aurora, she becomes a focal point - and her main colour association is white, which is centred in the colour wheel. Rory and Mat challenge each other’s views and ultimately stabilise each other to work towards a common goal - and IT SHOWS. Literally. Even if we take out Mat’s red association, MatRory stays stable based on the monochromatic scheme; they’re constantly working along the same parallel. Monochrome schemes evoke senses of calm and peace, which makes sense for one of the only canon couples that hasn’t gone through a ton of angst because of being together.

Moving onto something a little more controversial: Esme/Enoch, aka E-squared. A lot to unpack here. Let’s start with Esme: she’s almost comically consistent with wearing red all the time as “her” colour, her hair is red, she’s careful to only perform fire magic in public (or at least look like it), and the amount of time she spends covered in blood is non-negligible. The book also spends a good amount of time describing her eyes: one of the first things we learn about her in the books is that “her eyes are the colour of greed” and there’s a mention of her eyes matching a gold body chain she wears at Razac’s party. Her magic is "fierce gold light". So Esme is strongly red/gold associated. A stretched-out analogous combo, if you will. She’s independent on her own spectrum of warm colours; Esme supports herself throughout the books and it’s only when she gets involved with things outside that spectrum of power that stuff gets Complicated.

Enoch’s eyes are also given a lot of screentime; they’re consistently described as very pale, icy blue, and his magic manifests as “pale aqua” or “cyan” light. If we include Ward colours or his preferred “benthic blue” ink for letters, it’s impossible to miss the association between Enoch and blue. Let’s compare their magic (the focus of their first meeting, when Esme comments on Enoch’s magic after he heals her): gold is essentially yellow, maybe with a touch of orange, and blue is directly across from that on the colour wheel. Esme and Enoch are complementary; constantly opposed despite their attraction and ability to make the other person more vibrant. Some might say opposites attract…or that their differences are irreconcilable and at the heart of why they’ll never be completely happy together. However you look at it, there’s a lot of tension there.

For another spin on the blue/gold complementary angle, let’s take a look at Lunesme. Luna’s hair is naturally “blue”; on the cover art and special edition illustrations, it looks either sky blue or slightly cyan depending on which printing you’re looking at. Regardless, Luna and blue are very, very strongly linked. So we’ve got the same complementary colour relationship - but Esme’s interactions with Luna are completely different from with Enoch.

Although they both share intimate moments, Esme does a lot more “hesitating” and “considering” around Luna, and in the church scene we can see that she’s taking space to be more active and engage with/for Luna, whereas with Enoch (the assassin scene, ice skating, Razac’s party), Esme is more reactive. She’s not on a back foot, necessarily, but there’s definitely a different dynamic (and this could be intentional. Esme does flaunt her relationship with Enoch at the beginning, when she’s still sure of herself within that warm hue spectrum, but the whole thing at her apartment after the Seraphine gala throws her off).

The complementary tension in Lunesme draws them together, but the reasons they support each other so well are the same as why they keep having this will-they-won’t-they energy. Esme’s fear of hurting Luna pushes her away - and it’s why she takes the protective initiative in the church. With Esme’s red/gold and Luna’s blue, we’re looking at a triad - arguably the same as E-squared, but with what we know about Luna and how she and Esme have shared a surprising amount of secrets with each other (the scene where Esme let her pet her ears lives in my head RENT-FREE, and I live in London :P), their stability is challenged by the secrecy of their relationship. They usually only meet in shadowy scenes (remember the lighting in the church scene and all the times shadows are mentioned? Seraphine gala escape in evening…Esme only turns the lights fully on after Enoch arrives). The vibrancy of Lunesme is dulled by their fears of being exposed or bringing harm to one another, since they’re only totally honest in whispers or in letters.

Next example: Imperial Triad. We’ve established that Enoch is blue; Nicholas is pretty obviously green (the eyes, the magic, the Remington colours) and Andrey is most often seen in variations of grey (usually “pearl” and “dove”, with Taran’s hair overlapping a little on “dove” and exclusively taking “ash”). Just looking at hue, green and blue are analogous and grey (a tone) mutes them - this isn’t a bad thing, don’t worry! It’s a bit ironic because Andrey’s antics create more chaos than not, but in the context of his relationship with Nicholas and Enoch, the colour shows how he stabilises them (because let’s be honest, they’re both Unhinged and varying levels of good at hiding it). Their higher saturations are evened out by Andrey keeping them occupied, and overall their hues are harmonious together.

I don’t think we can necessarily try to predict any endgames just through this theory, but it’s pretty obvious that there was a lot of thought put into the symbolism of each character’s colour association and how they play into the relationships between them. It’s already been stressed that wearing certain colours in court is a way of showing or requesting favour, so even in-universe, we might see some mention of something similar! My personal guess is that it’d be focused on magic colours, but we’ll have to see.

[hqrafael]

hi   angels   !   i'm   sophie   ,   i'm   20   (   v   nearly   21   ...   whew   )   and   i'm   a   gmt-er   !   i'm   currently   trying   to   ♡   all   the   intros   i   come   across   so   that   i   can   read   in   depth   once   this   is   posted  &  appreciate  all  your  beautiful  muses   😓  this  is  horrendously  rushed  but  pls  love  &  plot  with  me  regardless  !

did  you  just  see  rafael  beaulieu  pull  up  on  campus  for  the  new  semester  ?  they’re  the  TWENTY  TWO  year  old  in  KAPPA  THETA  SIGMA  right  ?  i  heard  they’re  a  VICE  PRESIDENT  .  it  makes  perfect  sense  because  they’re  HUBRISTIC  ,  but  at  the  same  time  SEDULOUS  .  i  wonder  when  the  black  sheep  is  going  to  drop  the  big  secret  that  they  GOT  A  GIRL  PREGNANT  WHEN  HE  WAS  EIGHTEEN  BUT  KEPT  IT  HIDDEN  FROM  EVERYBODY  IN  HIS  LIFE  .  anyway  ,  i  constantly  hear  them  blasting  NO  HALO  BY  BROCKHAMPTON  ,  tell  them  to  keep  it  down  ,  it’s  quiet  hours  .

S T A T I S T I C S 

full  name  :  rafael  elijah  beaulieu nickname/s  :  raf  ,  beaulieu   age  :  twenty  two pronouns  :  he  /  him  (  cismale  ) sexual  orientation  :  bisexual  &  biromantic star  sign  :  aries   aesthetics  :  an  intrinsic  skill  in  knowing  when  to  switch  on  the  charm  ;  pearly  whites  bared  for  all  to  see  ,  living  your  life  based  on  whim  &  emotion  ,  pushing  yourself  to  breaking  point  just  for  the  thrill  of  it  ,  a  stubborn  stray  curl  dusting  your  forehead  ,  a  polite  smile  soon  followed  by  an  insolent  eye  roll  once  their  back  is  turned  ,  a  cross  chain  that  dangles  against  collarbones  in  rather  uncompromising  positions  .

A  RUN  THROUGH

in  terms  of  his  family  history  &  such  ,  that's  something  i  still  need  to  plot  through  with  charley's  mun  so  we'll  skip  over  the  minor  details  of  that  for  now  hehe  

what  i  DO  know  is  that  his  family  is  very  religious  .  religion  is  something  that  raf  has  kind  of  been  torn  over  for  ,  well  ,  MOST  of  his  life  .  when  he  was  younger  it  was  something  he  found  a  lot  of  comfort  in  ,  but  as  he  grew  older  he  just  felt  ???  restricted  ???  judged  ???  he  didn't  feel  like  he  fit  in  ,  so  internally  he  distanced  himself  more  &  more  until  he  just  reached  a  point  where  he  felt  like  he  just  didn't  care    .  of  course  he  still  keeps  up  appearances  for  his  family's  sake  ,  but  the  passion  is  no  longer  there  for  him  .  

talking  of  religion  ...  he  knocked  up  a  girl  out  of  marriage  &  has  been  hiding  it  for  the  past  ?  4  years  ?  oops  ?  SJSJS  it  was  a  lil  one  night  stand  that  really  came  back  to  bite  him  on  the  ass  and  nobody  knows  about  the  kid  ...  like  ...  i'm  probably  thinking  at  all  ?  like  a  REAL  big  secret  :/  BUT  u  guys  get  to  know  all  the  deets  of  course  <3  <3  <3  she's  a  lil  girl  called  sunday  who  he  loves  with  all  his  heart  >:(  (  even  if  she's  a  secret  )  .  of  course  he  doesn't  get  to  see  her  all  that  much  ,  but  he  tries  his  best  n  sends  money  we  love  a  somewhat  supportive  baby  daddy  .

with  his  internal  distancing  from  his  religion  has  come  his  ...  Wild  Side  .  he's  definitely  the  first  person  you  hear  when  you  step  into  a  house  party  ;  and  the  last  person  to  leave  .  he  probably  takes  it  a  step  too  far  sometimes  but  :///  he  has  No  Limits  .  

all  THAT  aside  ,  he's  a  softie  .  yes  i  know  it's  cLiChE  but  he's  an  idiot  with  a  heart  of  gold  and  i  will  stand  by  that  !  he's  a  hugger  ,  he's  the  kinda  guy  who  will  sit  with  you  relaying  every  single  thought  that  floats  into  his  mind  while  you  cry  until  he  manages  to  make  you  crack  a  smile  ,  he'll  make  an  utter  FOOL  out  of  himself  just  for  the  sake  of  it  with  no  second  thought  i  --  

he  do  be  having  a  big  conceited  head  tho  😔  kinda  thinks  he's  the  best  thing  since  sliced  bread  ???  kinda  can't  take  any  form  of  criticism  ???  kinda  the  most  defensive  person  EVER  ???

WANTED  CONNECTIONS

best  friend/s  (  gimme  a  friend  group  or  give  me  DEATH  )

designated  drinking  partner

current  &  past  flings  

ex  gfs  ??  bfs  ??  lovers  ??  (  i  can’t  see  him  having  had  many  serious  relationships  but  ?  who  knows  )

fwb  >:)

unrequited  crush  

family  friends  

a  family  friend  where  his  parents  are  dead  set  on  them  dating  but  its  a  big  fat  NO  from  them

opposites  -  attract  friendship  where  they’re  probably  so  done  with  his  bullshit  but  he  clings  on  

rivals  

everything  :)

[taylorali-blog]

i haven’t written an intro in like...900 years, so bear with me

about the mun :

hello hello new friends, i’m red, i’m 21, i use she/her pronouns ! the only fun fact i can think of is that last year when i went to the reputation tour and we were heading down to our hotel lobby to pick up our postmates, i found myself in the elevator with taylor’s dancers. it was very, Very awkward. i’m also kinda awkward, but i promise that i don’t bite & that i just wanna love on all of you and your babies ! give me all the connections, all the plots, all the things. i’m super stoked to start writing with y’all 

about the muse :

TAYLOR SWIFT has just arrived in hollywood and the TWENTY-NINE year old SINGER is already causing a stir! the CISFEMALE was seen leaving lax in a hurry, but not before the paparazzi could snap a few stunning photos ! from the looks of it, SHE/HER is going to be the new talk of the town. 

i’ve been playing taylor on and off for too long of a time, tbh — the fun of bringing her into a new group is that i get to kinda reinvent her and i never try to play the same taylor twice which is sksksks fun ! the only thing that stays the same across the board is that my taylor lives by the quote “be like a snake: be nice to people until they step on you”

sagittarius, slytherin, esfj

taylor’s bisexual, she’s not openly out to anyone beyond her immediate family and select friends and has no plans to come out any time soon. due to that, her public relationship history in the sake of this rp is very, very grey & i’m pretty much throwing it all to the wind until we accept said faces in the group & we have the chance to plot ! yeehaw creative liberties !

taylor is incredibly business-oriented; she doesn’t like to use the word calculating to describe her but there is an absolute method to her madness and she’s whip smart. she, for the most part, knows exactly what she is doing when she does it. as the years have gone by, she has strayed from the whimsical, carefree approach on life and everything she does is mapped out to a T. she’s iron-clad in her defenses and every move she makes has contingency plans for contingency plans. i think of it like this: her 1989 era was very rigid and impersonal after the release of the album. during the drama of 2016 taylor took her space and because she was out of the public eye, had to learn how to rework her life without such rigid structure. the reputation era was very blase and ‘i don’t give a fuck’ and the lover era is veering back into that commercial, "faces on, people !!” tone — because of all this, she can sometimes come across as cold and detached to the reality around her ? she’s in tune with the world but sometimes she doesn’t get that she has to switch the lens of ‘this is a business move’ into like, real life

*off key* truuuuUUUST issUUUUUES ! she’s super fucking guarded. she makes it seem like she lets people in very easily but that’s not necessarily the case, she’s just very good at making people feel accepted and included

forgiveness is easier said than done with her. she’ll say that she forgives you but her actions will scream “hi i’m holding a grudge”

if you have taylor in your corner, you have her there for the long run, period. the only time she willingly walks away is if she feels unwelcome or disagrees with something that’s been done/said (most usually towards her lmao)

i know labels died in like, 2015, but one of my favorites that i’d use to sum my t up in one word is cosmogyral —  the definition of the word cosmogyral is ‘whirling around the universe.’ she’s never content with stagnancy, she likes to constantly be thinking and doing and moving and striving to be all the things, essentially. taylor’s a very strategic, take no prisoners kinda girl; she’s also a huge dreamer with a big heart that often gets shadowed by all her steel that she keeps up. she tends to live in her head quite a bit, which comes at its costs. the big part that i usually read into with the cosmogyral is that they are incredibly volatile, they’re easy to flip or turn in their moods and are pretty fickle. taylor is the type of person who will change her mind a lot about something and she’ll be hella stubborn about it every time as if she didn’t feel some other type of way five minutes ago

positive traits include: sage, silver-tongued, fastidious, idealistic, intrepid, driven, hopeless romantic, affectionate, fervid, convival, generally a cinnamon roll (unless u invoke the Sin)

negative traits include: convoluted, self-isolating, sybaritic, clinical, somewhat neurotic, opinionated, lives with her finger on the trigger, vindictive, still sometimes kinda naive

i try not to write taylor as a caricature of herself ? because sometimes i feel like people do ? where the muse takes me is where the muse takes me and i probably won’t have a single explanation for it so this is me apologizing in advance !

anyways, i’ll shut up here ( otherwise i will go on forEVER ) so i can go grab a quick bite for dinner and then dedicate my evening to loving up your starters and babies ic & ooc ! ik it can sometimes be intimidating to message a whole ass stranger but if you wanna plot or just talk ooc, give this actual novella a like and as if by magic, i shall appear in your ims for all the things ! like i said above, i’m really excited to write with everyone and AHHHH I CAN’T WAIT love y’all already x

[jangyeevns]

eight for the happy meme

modified rp meme — ( accepting )

eight characters i have played.

i’m just gonna put this under a read more because i wanna gush about my soon-to-be revived kids and the ones i miss sdfglkgf

also, don’t drag me for the gifs being different sizes and psds. some of these fcs get Fuck All in terms of resources compared to the others sO —

sage ( herrera - ) buckley

so sage WAS a nina dobrev fc, but with a little tweaking to her ethnicity i’ll use her with a kelsey merritt fc ! she’s a medical student with a desire to work in the lab, unlike her past version who already WAS a working lab tech of sorts, and is a very sweet, playful lady. back in her old rp, sage was super adventurous, loved to travel and try new things so these distractions from the ugliness of the world didn’t really affect her positive, live in the moment outlook ! honestly, she was one of my fave muses before i left the community for a minute to focus on post secondary, and i’m glad that i’m able to build upon her old characterization now that i’m older and more realistic. also shoutout to my old pals gorgeous and dakota bc i wouldn’t have refurbished my sad ass variation of sage if they hadn’t opened southportrpg :/ miss them and their messy muses

odessa fulton/lorelei dorsey

while she’s going by lorelei on my indie, she went by both at one point when i used her in two or three different rps. she’s my lax but passionate photojournalist baby who was a means to become a better researcher with muse backgrounds and helped me to better understand aspects of ptsd. she had been sent to different parts of the world for her job, but was caught up in the crisis in syria i believe — i’m 90% sure it was before the time when we began sounding off about plots and backgrounds based on Real, Scary Events that could be really problematic, otherwise younger!me would’ve changed that to be respectful — and had to deal with the traumas associated with the bombings and unrest once she returned to take on more National or Regional stories; i never went too deep into it as it was a triggering topic and i didn’t wanna use events as severe as that in a tone-deaf or heartless manner, but i did want to explore beyond the safety blanket i had in place for my muses and considering my interest in journalism abroad and a certain movie at the time, odessa/leia came to be

estelle claxton

i didn’t get to do much with her, but este was a part of a futuristic apocalyse rp centred around an artificial intelligence uprising, her being a tech whiz just like her dad; he died during the uprising and her and her family had to either seek refuge elsewhere or become part of a resistance group, and she wound up doing the latter with her older sister. rather than follow that plot, she’s just gonna be your usual grad student with her shit together — which is fucking rare SLDGFJDFKS so you’ll really get to see her fun, witty side without some sense of doom looming overhead !

laure zehner / brigitte sondag

js but i hate how sarah’s resources are primarily with this type of psd and are mostly from her period work. basically, give me her letterkenny and interview clips Thanks !! sgflfjsd

my sweet little french spy.. so born laure zehner, she was used in an rp that was essentially reviving people who died prior to said rp’s present day or decade in some magical, unexplained way. she was the daughter of a wwi veteran in the alsace region and would go on to wish to be onstage, doing so upon moving to paris to become a cabaret performer and adopting the stage name brigitte sondag. forget how i explained it in my mia intro for the muse, but she soon became a spy for the allies after the germans occupied france during wwii and, after years of killing and hiding the bodies of officers, she was arrested and killed by a firing squad in secret. came back to life a good seventy years later and had a Massive modernity shock.. idr what followed but she was truly a badass, i wish i did more with her :/

louisa kent

my little oddball artist :( she was a creative girl who had a bit of a wild child lifestyle, and in the rp that she was created for, she was something of a telepath ?? basically, she wished she could find an easier way to communicate with her best friend, who was serving abroad in the military or something, and suddenly ? she could talk to him in her head ?? it never got fleshed out and tbh i probably wouldn’t fuck with something like that again bc of my perpetual fear of being godmoddy, but she was fun to play — albeit cringey bc past!me was equally cringey with All of my muses — and the rp itself had some cool people :/ i just miss anyone i got along with in the Slightest in the past, okay ? LJGSDFKL

kang miran

the first form hyeran took.. but one i revamped a Good bit when she became the music producer ari and i know and love JFGSKLG miran was a little college dropout with a sugar daddy and a dream to run her own fashion label/boutique, a fucking sweetheart who was ever the hopeless romantic ! honestly, she was either the basis for kerry or vice versa, idr which rp i joined first. but unlike kerry, miran could hold her own a Little better, she had people around her who didn’t coddle her or weren’t always sweet in return after all — but i chalk that up to ker being part of a small mumu of college pals for the Great majority of her ( still ongoing ) run while miran was just used in that rp. anyways i miss many of gangnamhq’s lovely muns almost two years later and it’s where i first met a good few of my mutuals even if we didn’t get to interact ic, so i still think about it fondly fslkdgd

maxime seong

look, he’s up on my indie to be used, but bc he’s only had a proper run in One rp, he counts SLKGDS he’s one of the only males i’ve ever used in a group and for good reason. Bc I Fucking Suck At Characterizing My Own Male Muses. DSFLKSD i’m just insecure and uncertain as hell with them, that’s all. but max was just a scummy hetero fuckboy from france, the male version of the Iconic han yeseul but a little more headassed, and for the latter reason Alone is he Okay in my book. otherwise i’d fucking disown him sdjgfkdsfl he wasn’t used for very long, the rp lost heat and i kinda lost muse for him, but he’s certainly a memorable endeavour of mine

kang saerom

i Loved playing her. so much SGLJSGFD i never really played a Genuinely dark muse until her, as far as i remember anyways, and romy took Some inspo from yeseul as well ( plus they share an fc ) ! she was a girl who had almost done it all in seoul’s criminal underbelly, somehow being corrupted at a young age to Push Her Limits and going from a simple teenage pickpocket to a con artist, to a coke dealer or some shit for some quick cash, to an assassin. with some psychopathic tendencies, she had a substantial amount of self-control when it came to chasing her dangerous highs or when confronted, not prone to genuinely snapping for little or even good reason.... though it would go down the drain if you took the last boston cream doughnut. Watch Your Fucking Back SDFGJKSDF 

[wildcatofgreen]

-Slice of life or plotted ideas?

Mun Questions

Slice of life or plotted ideas?

((good question! i dont know!

((i [mostly] kid, but like

((okay, lemme like, take this as more of a "random events pull the muses together" vs "the muns have an idea in mind"(

((in all my years of rp BEFORE this specific blog, it's always been the first one. and that's fun! it's lead to a lot of drama and a lot of funny things happening. like i still remember sonic teaching carol how to spin dash, or discord landing in carol's theoretical lap and chillin', or some random fights that happened all because carol is a hard headed idiot

((however, this year has kind of been my first REAL intro to plotted rps

((thaaaaaat i remember, anyway

((like, okay, im 100% sure me and sonar-mun plotted on the previous blog, but i literally do not remember a single lick of it. and it's never been to this extent where we have EVENTS PLANNED fucking WEEKS in advanced.

((dont quote me on this but i think as soon as sister's intuition finished there were thoughts about how carol confessing to sonar would go. i think we are both surprised at how it actually ended up but i know thoughts were thrown around and we've had this vague idea on how itd go

((IMs didn't EXIST back then! people had to talk through ASKS and FAN MAIL and shit. i even remember being MAD that tumblr did IMs in the first place.

((what a fool i was.

((ANYWAY! i think back then i was against the idea of plotting because it goes against what i felt like rp was/is--the SPONTANIETY OF IT ALL

((carol and fucking flowey meet, shenanigans ensue. that's it that's all you need and you have awesome interactions.

((or carol and sans. she tries to steal from him, sans threatens a murder. awesome! this is awesome!

((but like, with actual plotted THREADS you get these cool things that happen and then these spontaneous moments can happen BECAUSE of it

((it's like writing a story with someone and nobody knows what the outcome'll be--assuming y'all havent plotted that far ahead

((or, something something THE JOURNEY IS GREATER THAN THE DESTINATION. stuff like that.

((carol fuckin' used her jump disc WAY EARLIER in the jet race thread than i planned. me and them planned for it to tie but we didn't plan how we'd GET to the tie. and that's FUN. IT'S SO MUCH FUN.

((but then carol interacts with shigaraki on a whim and becomes... frrrrriends...? with a murderer. that's awesome. you cant get that anywhere else.

((there's a lot of give and pull between these two concepts and i find it incredibly fascinating. i love planning out shit with my friends. but i also love throwing this cat at my friends and seeing how their muses react! there's some things you just cant GET from either side and it's kind of magical.

((and this is all probably funny coming from me, the gal who writes a drabble every other day. but god i really DO love how cool some non plotted things are.

((side tangent about all my drabbles--A LOT OF THEM AREN'T PLANNED.

((CAROL IS ENGAGED RN BECAUSE AN ANON TEASED HER ABOUT IT. THIS IS HOW UNPLANNED MY DRABBLES ARE

((THAT ONE ANON ALONE SPIRALED OUT OF MY HEAD FIFTEEN OR MORE SEPARATE POSTS DETAILING THINGS I NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT OTHERWISE

((the lilac confession's been a long time coming, lets be real

((BUT IT WAS PEOPLE WHO SEND IN THESE FUNNY ASKS THAT MADE IT BE AS BIG OF A DEAL AS IT IS

((it's a collaborative writing project, all of this is. it's so fucking awesome and i feel honored everyday i get to be apart of someone's world or someone wants to be apart of mine or AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

((you have no idea how HAPPY it makes me to rp and make all of these awesome memories and things happen. i would have been speedrunning instead of this if sonar-mun didn't egg me on to write for carol again.

((musical tea 4evr

((oh! and one last thing!

((plotted threads or plotted THINGS in general are SUPER DUPER FUN because like

((when you have that MOMENT in mind, that moment that you so desperately wish to HIT, it can cause a calvacade of consuing conumdrums figuring out how the hell you GET there

((i wanted to get to the confession really badly but i knew that carol would never do it on her own

((so, how does one get her to do it? have her vent to cory. then to tangle [THIS WAS UNPLANNED, DO YOU SEE WHY I LOVE RP SO MUCH], then talk to milla, and then confess to LILAC, FIRST.

((lilac's confession was the only thing in my mind that made me go ''carol would definitely want to confess to sonar after this. itd give her the confidence she needs. "if lyli can do it, then so can i!!!" ''. and i mean it didnt really turn out like that but STILL

((and THEN, AFTER ALL OF THAT, THEN DOES THE CONFESSION TO SONAR HAPPEN, AND OH FUCKING MAN DID IT HAPPEN.

((raw emotions on display for everyone involved. it was so short but it was also so fucking exciting. i LOVE HITTING THOSE MOMENTS. ITS SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!

((but uh, yeah.

((tl;dr: theyre both good. i have a lot of passion for both and im totally down to do either or.))

[icaxnozomi]

intro !!

hi!! this is nozomi’s mun, angela/ang! i just got done reading every muse’s app and sending everyone messages!! (i’m sorry if i may have missed you  ;   ;)

i’m very excited to get things going with her! she may be a lesser known fc, but she is a muse that i’ve took the longest time to work on!! her background is complex and interesting (at least in my eyes), so i hope to get some plotting with you all soon  ;  u  ;  if you want to plot, please feel free to like this post! 

you can also reach me in the im’s or the dms ( rp twt is @/sayonararisus )! or you can also aim me ( kawaiillest@gmail.com ) but twitter is the best place to reach me!

here are some lil random musings below!! also pls like this if u wanna plot!

i dont usually angst but i am Angsting with nozomi… when i do things.. i go full force… (like when i make meme charas…. EVERYTHING is a meme) 

basically her bg is Very long but it will affect how i rp her… a lot… 

i kinda accidentally made her life into a drama im sorry bb nozomi…

like deadass i made a solo trilogy already.. get READY

ok anyways stop rambling ang

nozomi’s Dad was a well respected admiral of the luminara for like a long ass time (30 years i think) 

ok honestly just read this .. its the bulleted ver of her bg.. but its v impt.. here … i’ll write some main points BELOW but i’m leafing out many details

he was METAL…. he took no mercy and towards the end of his career he starts to hunt for rebel secrets… spilling them to the empire

obv loyalists are like… wait fuck he did #THAT and admire him and view him as a hero for going after rebels himself…

on a new mission he suddenly gets captured by rebels and he and his men are dead… nozomi is 10 at this time.

the bodies arent found but there is a bajorian funeral procession for her father and the men… nozomi gets a letter from the luminara’s new admiral written by her father (just in case he dies)… the main point is that her father says that he will send someone to tell her something he couldnt say .. when she is 18 (read here! v impt if u wanna plot!!) 

she continues to do physical training (in hopes of joining the navy) … many knew he had a daughter (but he was a hidden man so he didnt update pics of them or w/e) … people hope that nozomi can finish the fight her father started and died for

unexpectedly, she joins an idol group (re:gal) and they get #famous

nozomi never and doesn’t tell people that her father is admiral bando (she either gets special treatment, people up her ass, or fans will turn against her .. esp alien species and outlaws) … hence she uses the stage name nova 

if ur chara is from the imperial navy (esp the luminara) they would know that she is both bando nozomi and re:gal’s nova.. they usually keep it hush in respect of nozomi (cause she’s kinda a ~navy princess~ without even joining it)

she lowkey lives a hannah montana life.. some people decode that she’s admiral bando’s daughter but its easily excused as petty rumors

she’s kinda hidden to many… (her past wise) she prefers to live in the now or the future

she’s waiting for that messenger from her father… rn it didn’t happen canon wise yet but im linking the solo now..cause i put how her father didn’t actually die…

yeah so her father didnt actually die but u can read that solo there.. i explain how he bamboozled everyone… spoiler alert: he joins the rebellion :o

u might be like.. wait that doesnt make sense.. but it should in the bg and the solo!! 

okay also nozomi grew up in an elitist mindset… she’s a noble… treated like a princess growing up.. so she’s kinda sussed out by aliens.. unless u open her eyes and educate her

she’s still quite impressionable

she dances

>omg im shook my mom just walked in so i pretended to sleep hella fast and switched to my phone once she walked out.. anyways im still buildin her personality page but i also have a plot page… find it in her nav its p easy to find okok im rambling… goodnight!!