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@purplecladmerchant hi hello happy naddtreat !!!!!!! heres some uncensored zirks for you!!!!!!

for @naddpodgifting (thank u for organizing!!!)

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I think Jade sings to her plants so they feel loved :)

original sketch under cut cuz why not teehee

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could I request it being the first time ur in a relationship for valentine's and youre not sure how to make it special for sylus because you've never celebrated before ? :)

My First Valentine

Sylus x gn!Reader

I wrote most of this today even tho the request came in a week ago 💀 sorry

Warnings: fluff, anxiety, nervousness, embarrassment, kissing, gift giving, flowers, Valentine's Day, insecurity, declarations of love, established relationship, pet names, reader is implied as being shorter/smaller than Sylus

Word Count: 1,922

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'45 Fun And Romantic Valentine's Day Date Ideas!' '13 Fun Valentine's Day Activities!' '25+ Romantic Things To Do This Valentine's Day!'

You sigh, closing yet another tab of holiday ideas. You don't know how many websites you've looked at now, all of them promising fantastic gifts or experiences, sure to sweep your partner off their feet. But none of them felt good enough. Not for Sylus.

All your life, Valentine's Day was another lonely day. Your friends and their partners would be out and about or getting together at home, and you'd be stuck in pjs, eating ice cream and watching the same cheesy rom-coms as the year before. The most you'd ever gotten out of the day was in school, when you'd get those little themed cards with a heart-shaped lollipop poked through them.

Now that you have a partner, every single thing you come across feels too cheesy, or like something he wouldn't be into. Not to mention, anything you could possibly buy, he could get on his own with his gobs of money.

Go on a trip? He owns his own private jet; he could go anywhere anytime.

Buy him flowers? More likely than not, they'd wilt twice as fast in the darkness of the N109 Zone.

Dinner at a restaurant means you'd have to find some really fancy place to suit his tastes to make sure he has a nice time. Cooking something yourself could hardly compare to his professional private chef's cooking.

You could get him some vinyls, but you'd hate to get him a duplicate. Weapons? Well, he's got that covered; he deals them.

Asking Luke and Kieran is a non-starter when they're equally as likely to give you good advice as fake advice that would make you look foolish.

You can't fathom how your friends make it look so easy to make plans for the day and get gifts for their partners. Though, you suppose, none of them are dating a multi-billionaire (if not multi-trillionaire or more) crime boss.

You sigh and close your laptop with a snap. What does Sylus enjoy that you can treat him to as a special holiday treat? Something you can feasibly accomplish before the actual day rolls around? Something other than a cheap visit to the arcade or the cat cafe...

Wait... Actually...

Sylus knows you live in rather modest means. He always insists you pay with his black card so you're not stressing about going broke. Why would he suddenly expect you to dish out wads of cash now on a trip or gift? Anything you give him - even if it's a cheap toy from the dollar store - he'd cherish like a gem.

And that's when the idea forms.

With all the preparations written down, you text him, bubbling with energy.

Syyyy

You seem rather playful all of a sudden. What's got you excited, kitten?

You can tell all that from one word??

No, I can tell all that because I know you

Awe 🥺 stop being so cute

Anyway!! I actually wanted to tell you that I have Valentine's Day all worked out!

Oh?

But it's a secret!

Well now I'm interested. What do I need to do for these plans of yours?

Just show up at my place at nightfall on the day of :3

That's it? Why do I feel like I'm being lured into a trap?

Oh yeah the worst trap of all a doting partner who wants to pour all their love on you

Alright. I'll see you then, kitten

But don't think I'll be showing up empty handed

I'd be concerned if you did ngl

Ily <3333333 Goodnighttt

Goodnight, sweetie. I love you too

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For how simple your plan is - or perhaps because of how simple your plan is - you've never been more nervous in your life. You've double and triple checked everything, made sure he'll be comfortable and not too disappointed with what you've come up with, and second-guessed yourself several times about whether this is actually a good idea.

Not that it matters. You'd be really down to the wire to come up with something new now.

You pace the living room, wringing your hands together, chewing your lip, fussing with your hair. You feel like a dog excited to see its owner when you hear a patterned knock on the door. So excited you nearly trip over the corner of a blanket in your haste to answer it.

Sylus is there to greet you, an easy grin on his face and softened eyes. A large bouquet that you'd drown in rests deceptively small in the crook of his arm. A bag hangs from his other hand, but he sets it down when you step into the hall to hug him.

He chuckles fondly, squeezing you tightly to him and kissing your head. "You look cozy," he teases playfully. His fingers tug at the back of your pajamas.

You laugh nervously as you step back. "Ah, yeah. It's part of the stuff I planned, actually."

He quirks an eyebrow. "I'm a bit overdressed."

"Don't worry! I got you some!" Your face grows hot. You feel like an idiot, flustered and inexperienced. "Come in, so I can explain better."

You take the bouquet from his arm. It's full of your favorite flowers, their delightful aroma tickling your nose as you carry them into the kitchen to look for a vase. You have to rely on your muscle memory to move around; they completely block your vision. Sylus follows in after you with his bag, peering around the little space of your apartment. He'd offered to get you a bigger one, once. Somewhere with a view, soundproof walls, and all the upgraded appliances you ogled in the stores. But you refused, and he respected that, even if it meant being inconvenienced by the lack of space for someone of his size.

His eyes land on the couch, covered in blankets of all sizes. Various DVDs cover the coffee table alongside a neatly folded pair of pajamas. It's cluttered, but purposefully so, as if the mess has been built into the experience.

You find a vase (bought after the first time he bought you flowers that you had to divvy up between various drinking cups) and settle the bouquet on the small dining table. There's no room left for two people to eat there. You come back out looking a mite more disheveled than before.

You smile awkwardly up at him, eyes flickering from his face to your setup as you rock back and forth on your feet. "So! Um, I've never actually had a partner to celebrate Valentine's Day with before, so I used to get a bunch of ice cream, maybe some takeout, and I'd just spend the night on the couch with a bunch of cheesy rom-coms. And now we're together and I didn't know what I could do because you can have anything you want at any given moment. But, um, I just thought, for my first Valentine's Day with someone, I could... share my 'tradition' with you." You exhale a shaky breath. "I know it's probably not what you were expecting..."

"Sweetie," he gently interrupts your rambling. He sets the bag on the couch, then closes the space between you, holding your face in both his hands, urging you to meet his eyes. They shine with something warm and sweet, like cherry wine. "It's not what I was expecting, but it's better than anything I could have imagined."

You scoff. "You're just saying that."

He shakes his head. "I can't buy a tradition, sweetie. This is something that means a lot to you. I'm fortunate enough to be the one person who gets to share it with you; no amount of money could do that."

Your heart feels light. It floats around your chest like a balloon filled with helium. Butterflies flutter in your stomach to join in on the fun. Is this how your friends felt with their partners? It's addicting. You try to blink away the incoming tears before they can form.

"What did you bring?" you ask suddenly, redirecting the conversation away so you can have a chance to gather yourself.

Fortunately, he lets you have it. With a knowing smirk, he kisses your forehead and steps away back to the couch. You miss the proximity immediately.

He pulls out each item one by one, holding it up to show you. "Wine. I can't say anything about how it'll taste, but the label was pretty, so I thought you'd like it." He sets it on the coffee table.

"You mentioned that you liked to go to the store the day after to buy the discounted candy. Well, it wasn't discounted, but I grabbed a variety." Those remain in the bag, but he has to shift it all around to reach something at the bottom.

He seems the most proud of - and the most nervous for - this one. He glances over at you before he pulls it out, as though double checking he has your attention. From the bag comes a hoodie, that he holds by the shoulders to let it unfold. It's nothing too special to look at, but the size is what strikes you. When he holds it up, it's clearly the perfect size for him. His ears tinge pink as he holds it out for you.

"You complained once that I don't have any hoodies for you to steal, like other couples do," he reminds you, voice soft and vulnerable.

He watches carefully as you step forward and reach out to feel the material. It's soft. So soft. You take it into your arms. The familiar scent of Sylus wafts up from the fabric; his body wash, his cologne, him. You hold it up to your nose to smell it better as you look up at him in awe.

"I wore it for a couple days," he admits. "If you don't like it, I can-"

"I love it." You really are going to cry now. You step forward, clinging the hoodie to your chest as he wraps his arms around you. "Sy, this means so much to me. I'm never gonna be able to take it off."

He chuckles. His arms squeeze you just a bit tighter, pull you a bit closer. "I'm glad. You're my first Valentine, too."

You pull back enough to look up at him. Your eyes are glassy, surprise to earnest on your face. "Wha- Really?"

"You sound surprised."

"Well, I mean, I just- You're so... you. That's a compliment, by the way."

"I was waiting for the right partner," he says with a huff of laughter. He dips his head down, soft lips capturing yours in a meaningful kiss. When he speaks again, it's in soft murmurs between kisses. "I'll go change... into the pajamas you got me... and then... we can watch... your movies."

The butterflies are back in full force. Each kiss has them flittering about, doing swoops and swirls in your stomach, wings tickling your insides. "Okay... Mm, but, stay here a bit longer..."

He smiles against your lips, hands sliding up your body to hold your face as he tilts his head, yearning to taste more of you, feel more of you. "Love you, sweetheart..."

You blindly set the hoodie on the arm of the couch to hold his fancy shirt in both hands, drawing him closer, knuckles brushing against the defined muscle beneath the fabric. "I love you, Sylus... Mm, so much... so much..."

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[ssahotchnerr]

OMG OKAY, AN IDEA INSPIRED BY AN OUTFIT (or two) I FOUND ON PINTEREST!! (I'd like them, but you can't on anon)

Okay, so, you've been dating Aaron for a little while, long enough that you guys live together and Jack would like, love you.

Jack would have a lot of friends at school, and all the mom's would be really close and friendly and would hang out for the sake of having their kids hang out, and they'd sort of be friends in a sense. So, one day, (I don't have the logistics figured out, so bare with me.) you'd have been talking to one of the moms about a way to kind of insert yourself into the school a little more and make more friends so that it's less awkward when he wants to hang out with his friends. And, the mom would suggest you host a garden party. So, you'd throw a garden party with all the mom's and their kids and Aaron would just be the most supportive person ever because he knows how stresses you are. Like you'd be planning this for weeks and you'd spend hours setting up. He'd go to the grocery store with you and help you pick out good foods. And he'd help you pick out decorations and hang them all up. And he'd make sure everything was as perfect as you'd want it to be. And ofc he'd be there during the party and talking to the mom's about how sweet you are and about you in general.

Anyway, sorry about the word vomit that thought has just been rotting in my brain. 🫶

STOP <3333333 fem!reader

when you first bring up the party to him, you're a bit nervous. you're afraid he'll think it's dumb or unnecessary (which you know isn't plausible because he would never) - he's fully on board, soo supportive and immediately off the bat says, "let me know what i can do to help🥹" and gives you suchhh a sweet kiss 🥹🥰🥰🥰

all the prep <333 you're scouring pinterest for ideas constantly - food, decor most importantly, outfit planning, fun activities for the kids. hehe you do this in bed at night, with aaron resting his head on your shoulder. he's watching you scroll, adding input, answering your questions: "is this cute?" "what do you think about this???" and eventually he has to pry your phone out of your hand, place it on his nightstand, so you go to sleep 😭🫶🏻

and week of the party, he's the most helpful assistant <333 as the two of you are grocery shopping, he's in charge of the list, reading off to you what you need as you grab it off the shelves. aaron also helps put together little party favors, helps you make name tags for the tables, and simply does anything you ask of him. he knows how important it is to you that it goes smoothly 🥺 hehe i also like to think at this point, you, aaron and jack have moved out of his apartment to a house with a backyard - where the party will be taking place - so he's on landscaping duty. making sure the grass is mowed and neat, no leaves or sticks are laying around, and even jack helps!!! hehe you planted some pretty, colorful flowers for the occasion as it is garden themed, and jack helped with that 🥹 aaron also wakes up early with you the day of, to begin the prep and setting up. omg imagine him putting together the balloon arrangement you picked out 🥹<333 he would get SO frustrated LMAO but in the end it turns out perfectly 🥰🥰🥰

and since you're so stressed out about it going well, about the other moms liking you and making friends, if the weather is going to cooperate (you were in tears a few days before the party, the forecast predicted rain😭) and aaron clearly knows how stressed you are, he makes sure you take breaks, provides reassurances and helps you get your mind off it frequently <3 hehe he uses the excuse that he needs attention 🥺🤨🫵🏻 and how can you say no to him 🥰

and during the party, aaron's making sure you're enjoying yourself - this is your party. so he takes care of everything - if something is needed, he grabs it or resolves it himself, makes sure the plates of food are always replenished, cleans up. you went through allllll the trouble of putting this together, so you're going to be a part of it and not solely on hostess duty <333

aaron's even outfit-coordinated with you 🤭 his button-up of the day matches the color of your sundress <333 jack's shirt too!!!

AND AHHH HE LOVESSSS gushing about you to the other moms 🥰 he has the most sickly sweet smile on his face the whole time. about how sweet you are, how attentive and loving you are to jack, how lucky he is, how you complete their family perfectly <333 he of course compliments you on the party you put together too 🥹 "isn't it amazing? she did the most amazing job." 😭💞💓

and throughout, he keeps going to your side, pulling you close at the waist, kissing your temple 🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭😭 and simply keeps an arm around you as often as possible <333 either listening or adding to the conversation you're partaking in <3

after everyone's left and the two of you are cleaning up - jack fell asleep on the couch, all the excitement wore him out 😭 - 🥹 aaron's keeps saying how proud of yourself you should be; the party turned out better than he could've ever imagined, the moms all loved you, he's proud of you, etc <3333 hehe he even throws in the teasing comment that now they're all going to be asking you when the next party is 🥹🥰

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

Ok two things, because I’ve decided that since I’m starting to actually use tumblr and not just be lurking and that means that per the contract, I must address some things that I was really tempted to before. I apologize that it’s all gonna be on posts you made a While ago.

One, that post you made about the Batfam from the original timeline finding out Tim was dead. That killed me. Like I have been thinking about that for months. I still have a screenshot in my camera roll of the last line.

Two, the poll you made? of flipping heads or tales? Devastating. On one hand I live for the angst, but on the other I am so glad that we didn’t have Jason yelling at Tim for the pie. I would have simply been destroyed. I don’t know if I would have recovered. Ever since learning that was even an option I’ve been distraught.

Anyway just wanted to tell you how much I love the fic. It makes me what to bite them, but I’m scared I’ll give them rabies. I have fully reread it about 4 times now not including the passive reads. I feel like the words are ingrained into my soul. At some point I saw one of your post talking about how you have laid hints in the story I have been trying to actually absorb the words into my skin and blood stream. So who knows. Maybe at some point I’ll have a theory on what’s going on. But I am not very smart so i won’t hold my breath about it.

<3333333

Congratulations on using tumblr more!! Join the collective :D And no worries!! if anything I ADORE talking about older posts, the new takes, recontectualized shit etc.

The Jason with a shovel thing is actually something I nabbed from a friend @ihavenotsleptindays based on their fic i've been viciously obsessing over here because my god the implications were too fucking good and so so on brand I couldn't resist the brainrot.

I tend to do polls when im like "Yeah I think I know what I want but im not sure" because then watching the direction swing one way or another, I truly learn if I really WAS indecisive or if I was like "NO I WANT THIS ONE" and for heads and tails?? While Jason deserves a good yell- i'm happy how it turned out.

Again thank you so so much <33 And oh yeah, there are LOTS of things scattered throughout each of the chapters. One way ill contextualize it is theres an entire closet of Chekovs guns, some that have already been fired and just the powder and casing remain, others who i've yet to even load.

If you do have a theory id LOVE to hear it!! Feel free to ask/comment/dm but of course depending on the medium will vary how much I may or may not confirm/allude :)

[stararch4ngelqueen]

i saw this couple on the train and his gf fell asleep on him and she just looked at her fondly and took off his jacket to put around her and i damn near burst into fucking tears because what the actual fuck-

ANYWAY

soft!simon reading to reader about something that interests him and she just...falls asleep on him (she could be tired from work or wvr) and he just looks at her like shes the only girl in the world????? please???? i need to heal my heart rn

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This isn’t proofread, as I risked my sanity typing this out on a long car drive. I hope you like it!

Time written - 5:43 p.m

“That’s a lot of paperwork.” Your comment reaches his ears after he hands you a mug of apple clove tea, cuddled up cozy in a warm gray comforter on the couch.

“It is,” he mutters, carrying with him a thick journal half full of pages he needed to continue. Such as a man like him to bring work home, wanting to keep an eye on you as you fought this seasonal cold.

“That looks like a thousand words.”

“Probably is.”

“What’s it about?” You ask while sipping your hot beverage, tasting orange blossom honey he used to sweeten your beverage.

“Boring stuff, love.” He comments after getting comfortable beside you, clicking his pen in case he needed to use it. “Not worth your time, just drink your tea.”

“Tell me.” You insist without force, resisting the urge to peer over at his blue and black handwriting.

Simon ponders for a good while, mindlessly tapping his pen along thick paper. He figured you’d ask once he brought out this old journal when inspiration struck, but to speak of it? That was a little new.

“It’s a … manuscript,” he decides to call it with the slightest bit of hesitation. “Or a draft. Thought of writing a novel at some point.”

“Really?” Your head meets his, watching him nod slowly.

“Mhm. Mostly short stories. Not ‘bout my life, no. Just … about a boy.”

“A boy?” Your smile permeates through your words, making him sheepishly tilt his head with a nervous grin.

“A boy with a stray dog. They have an adventure in the woods, that sorta stuff.”

“Sounds cute,” you smile, finding the idea of Simon writing a story endearing. Maybe this took his mind off his work stress, our about his own personal struggles in general.

“Can I hear some of it?”

Simon’s lips flatten in thought before he sets the pet down, proceeding to flip through a few pages.

“I’ve never showed anyone this,” he peers at you. “So, don’t laugh.”

“I won’t,” you smile with a mild giddiness whilst getting more comfortable.

Simon proceeds to relay a short paragraph he had written just a couple weeks back. Back when he barely had the time to think much of this journal, but felt the ever so endearing writing urge at a late hour of the night.

He remembers you had gone to bed early that night after cooking him dinner. The snow was dense outside, covering all the piles of withered, colored leaves that had long since fallen from hibernating trees.

“Through brittle cold air and dense fogs resides a canopy made of broken trees; the roof made of crunchy leaves, the steps made of cracked stones. Upon the center of the canopy laid a small puppy, no more than seven or eight months old. It’s fur was slick, her eyes a bright blue. She sat waiting for the boy, proceeding to greet him like an old friend that had left for a long time.”

Simon pauses, realizing his cheeks had grown a bit warm. Clearing his throat a bit, he turns his attention to the next paragraph, purposely avoiding the adoring look in your eyes after reading such a creation.

“The puppy clung to his side like a burr, waddling along with no promise of food. The boy gave nothing in return, other than carrying her in his arms when her legs were too tired to continue.”

“The boy was in search of an old well, said to be in the midst of fir trees in the center of a mushroom circle. Once he finds the well, he’s told to look inside for all his desires to come true.”

“He wandered for hours and hours until he found what he sought; a broken well with dried, dead vines clinging to the rocks. The boy leans over, peering inside to an apparition of a siren staring back in the water’s reflection. She smiles, singing promises of riches and cures to all sickness he knows, for all she requires is for him to reach for her hands fifty feet down below into the cavern.”

“He desired nothing more until the puppy bit into his pant leg, the strength of her tiny, curly body bracing him back from making such a jump. To the boy, who promised not even an ounce of bread to such a minor companion, broke his blindness to the siren’s secret demise.”

“Such a small little thing opened his eyes just in time before the stones cave in, swallowing up the well without its promised child. In return for the pup’s bravery in saving his life, the boy carried her in his arms, promising a warm bed and home cooked meal all the way back home.”

A faint, heavy pressure rests along his shoulder, your slumped head nearly slipping off of his shoulder.

He’s quiet for the longest time, gazing down at the reason he enjoys coming home each day. The sweetest, most heartwarming woman he’s had the pleasure of laying his eyes on.

A chorus of angels erupted from your lungs with every word you spoke, your pretty head full of ideas and phrases that never left his mind running dry with boredom. You were a strong, incredibly beautiful woman, whom sometimes reminded him of a bouncing puppy by his side during your private moments within your own home.

Especially now, snuggled up in his arms, your affected nasals interfering with your breathing just a bit. The cold medicine did it’s job in helping you sleep, so Simon was more than content. Especially as he chose to believe your mind was affected by a cold medicine’s side effect rather than pure boredom.

Softly, he hums as he removes the still warm mug from your hands, readjusting the blanket over your shoulders.

“Told ya so, sweetheart.” He murmurs, running two rugged fingers through your hair before peering outside, frost coating the window pane as pure white snow blankets the earth just outside.

[nocompromise-noregrets]

five good things

What the hell, it's time for one of these again I think. Let's see.

I am actually rather looking forward to getting back to work tomorrow, after three weeks off. This basically never happens. XD I love my jobs, but I always love my time off more. This time, though, I feel like I've had enough time at home, and I'm looking forward to getting back to work on all my various projects and pet things.

I finally finished installing the lighting in Lego Rivendell after a WHOLE YEAR! I really enjoyed building the model over the holidays last year, but the lighting kit was really fiddly to install and the instruction photos weren't particularly clear, and it really rather sucked the joy out of it. However, it only took a couple of hours to get it finally finished, and now it looks amazing. Photos at some point! I have a display case for it, although of course it's been sitting gathering dust for a year so it needs a good gentle brushing-off first, and I need to figure out where all the bits that got knocked off while I was fitting the lights need to go back on, which is more or less impossible given the length of the instructions. Then I need to rebuild the smaller sets I had because they all got smashed when the missus pulled an extension cable out of my hands before I was ready over the summer, and THEN I might manage a few fic illustrations or something XD

I'm having enormous fun with a very delightful AU that @malkaleh and I are working on in Discord, most of which is never going to see the light of day but it is so much fun pinging ideas back and forth and bits of it are going into something I've been working on over the holidays and I am loving it! <3333333

I've also been having enormous fun with my friend over in the Måneskin fandom - we've been writing a collaborative fic, then she suggested something for me to write in the same 'verse, and then I've been absolutely devouring an unfinished work of hers which she began back in the summer of 2021, picked up in the summer/autumn of 2023 and hadn't quite managed to finish. I read and loved the first few chapters about a month ago, and then finally managed to free myself from my own talkative muses long enough to be able to read the rest and comment flailingly - and then the last few days we've been brainstorming an ending and she's finished it this morning! I am delighted, it's been so much fun. I've really missed this sort of collaboration, and I've missed writing with her so much, she always has the funniest ideas. It's been going on for 15 years, and I am so glad we're in a fandom together again!

The missus and I are preparing to have a really thorough declutter and sort the house out properly this year. I am very much looking forward to it, although it's going to be long and stressful and a lot of hard work and, doubtless, arguments XD

I've finally finished the second block of my MA course, which is cause for celebration because I have not enjoyed it. It's been a whistle-stop tour of various theoretical concepts in linguistics and it hasn't been at all clearly written. I also struggle to grasp most of these things - theoretical concepts are not my thing, I need concrete examples - and also Chomsky's universal grammar sounds like absolute bullshit to me; an innate template for learning language? Give me a break. Language is acquired from interaction and I can't help feeling that there's some sexism at work here because who do children traditionally interact most with? Heaven forfend women's work gets credited. I do need to read the history of women in linguistics that was mentioned in the first block, but I just haven't had the brainspace yet. Anyway, I've ploughed through it over the holidays and am now about three weeks ahead, and I just need to get the assignment done. I am reminding myself that this course is an introduction to linguistics so as to give us as many avenues as possible to choose from when we specialise, and I don't have to be interested in everything, and I don't have to understand what I'm not interested in, as long as I can do the assignments well enough, and I think I can. Well, they haven't released the final assignment yet because it's a new course, they're releasing the course material and assignments gradually, which I will absolutely be complaining about, because we haven't been able to look at the final assignment and figure out what we need to be concentrating on, whereas students on future presentations will get the whole lot up front. But ANYWAY. Block two is done, and once I've got the assignment out the way I can move on.

We went for a lovely walk in the Forest of Dean with my parents on Friday - it was freezing cold and very sunny and we went round part of the Forest of Dean Sculpture Trail which was absolutely delightful. Photos under the cut! I am something of a modern-art-and-sculpture nerd, in a fairly specific way (I can't describe what I like but I know it when I see it); I took LOADS of photos in galleries in Finland and I still haven't sorted them out to post here, but I am DETERMINED.

I have made progress on my I-am-not-going-to-sabotage-myself-any-more, as reported elsewhere, and have got myself tickets for Soul Asylum and Damiano David (I am going to be a very old person with an identity crisis in a sea of screaming young persons but actually I do not care XD ), and am contemplating seeing Bloodywood in Bristol just after my birthday.

I've been learning Italian via Duolingo, having finished (boom-boom!) the Finnish course before I went to Helsinki and become a little bored with the daily review; I had a bit of a go at Swedish given how much of it I come into contact with in Helsinki, and then got thoroughly distracted, probably to nobody's surprise XD but I'm greatly enjoying spotting the echoes of Latin, and the faint similarities to the French I learned 30-odd years ago. And I've started spotting words in Måneskin's lyrics and that's always an awesome feeling, when something suddenly makes sense :D

I think that's probably enough for now. I am not fond of January Photos of the sculptures we saw in the Forest under the cut!

We only saw three or four out of the 18 on the trail, but I'm going to go back for a walk round the whole route when the missus is out there on her mountain bike :D So...more later, maybe!

[crippling-pages]

Finished Lego Friends ep9 of season two guys im crying but giggling at the same time...

review undercut <3

OKAY first off let's start with the sad then go with the happy

Olly. My MAN the ending made me cry almost.

He was RUNNING to Paisley and smiling and happy and he REALLY wanted to go see her, it was clear!! He was so excited to meet at their tree house but then he got the call and his face fell and he hesitated and paused and- *cry* and then he was STUPID and left... he didnt want to go bUT HE DID *sob*

And PAISLEY *cry* man the scene where she entered their tree house (which i LOVED by the way, omg they were, they ARE the best of friends for literally their whole life!!! the photos and toys are there to prove it!!) and she waited for him but he didnt come and... *sobs*

OLLY GO FIX YOUR DAMN GLASSES NOW

praying in ep10 this all gets fixed, for my sake and the characters.

MOVING ON TO THE HAPPY

Sky and Zac I cANT ToT Zac is so freaking cute while crushing on Sky kjnhbgyvftc

"whats your favorite gender?" zac crushing on sky<33333333333333333333333

But UGHHHHH CANDI YUCK WHY ARE YOU STILL HANGING AROUND LEO??????? GET OUT GET OUT

She is right for once though; Leo is an amazing wingman<3

ZAC AND LEO FRIENDSHIP FOR THE WIN WOOOOO (they seem a bit gay to me but shhh)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ZAC DONT LISTEN TO CANDI TF YOU DOING MATEEEE JIHYGUTFRE%ST%DRTCFGYUHI

"whats your favorite species" zac blushing and hiding from sky<3333333

CANDI GET AWAY FROM LEO WHERE TF IS YOUR BRAIN????????? YOU BULLIED HIM TO TEARS AND NOW YOU WANNA DATE HIM??????? GURLLLLLL get out.

"whats your favorite-" ZAC BLUSHING AND CRUSHING AND DAYDREAMING ABOUT SKY

YES Zac and Paisley friendship LETS GOOOOO they've come to far from episode one omg.

Okay but the ending with Zac and Sky ToT IT WAS SOOO CUTE UHYGVHJI THEY WERE BOTH BLUSHING AND SHY AND ADORABLE OMGGG

where can i get fanfics of them NOW

*cries about the very ending*

This ep was so cute and adorable but the ending made me cry. Lego please fix their friendship in the finale!! Hopefully the ending part of ep9 can help Olly realize that he needs to stop and consider Paisley for a bit

Anyways im gonna jump up and down while crying now goodbye

[danosrosegarden]

helloooo!!!! :3

so i had this idea pop in my head and i would love to see what you do with it!

So basically edward most certainly has an account on onlyfans to see women on there i just feel it in my bones, but anyway his favorite account on there is the reader’s….and let’s say one day she just randomly moves in next to him? he’s freaking. the. FUCK. OUT. i mean his favorite onlyfans model moving next to HIM?? oh he’s creaming his pants forrr sureee, anyway she’s just the sweetest person ever and interact with him (and he’s just there profusely sweating like “she’s talking to me???”) whenever she’s lucky to get to see him come out of his apartment like for example he’s leaving for work and she’s making her way outside aswell to run some errands, and the more they’re getting close and being friends she invites him to her apartment for food or drinks and he’s just flipping the fuck out because he loves her (and her OF content) so much, and that leads to smut 🤭

and i dont know maybe…. one day he could appear in some of her OF content….. if he wanted to of course

anyway have an amazing and lovely day/night!

<3333333

Girl Next Door - Edward Nashton x Camgirl!Reader Headcannons (NSFW)

Contains: descriptions of masturbation and camming. Also, a jealous and somewhat delusional Eddie.

Note: return of the camgirl! I truly love this dynamic. I know this concept has been done before with Eddie, so I tried to be original as could be.

♡ "Excuse me, sir? Could you lend a hand for a moment?" Edward's blood runs frosty, his limbs frozen solid as he watches you struggle with your boxes in front of your apartment door. The contents inside clatter about in loud cymbal crashes. There's no fucking way.

♡ The shine coating your hair is the same shine he's seen late at night on his laptop. The curves of your hips are the same curves he's got his eye on as he pumps his cock with a tight grip. The curl of your pouted lips, the bat of your long lashes, hell, the sparkling color of your nails...it's really you, isn't it?

♡ It takes every fluid ounce of strength flowing through his body for him to not jump for joy. He was on his way to the store, but groceries could wait. "Uh, yes, of course," he coughs, scrambling to help hold the boxes.

♡ "Thank you," you say. "I'm new to Gotham. You're actually the first person I've really interacted with." Oh, how heartbreaking. A sugar-sweet angel like you shouldn't have to have her blood pumped and tainted with the filth of this city. If only I could find a way to protect her...to hold her close to me, then nothing bad could happen...

♡ As it turns out, you live two doors away from Edward. You offer a warm smile as you enter your apartment and close the door. Edward nods and rushes back to his own place, instantly peeling his pants away and frantically pulling out his cock. He's grasping at the faint notes of your perfume still swimming around in his nostrils.

♡ Regular porn didn't do it for him. Everything was so...stiff. The moans pouring from the women's mouths reeked of plastic. Fake. That's what it all was. The concept of paying for what he liked seemed more appealing. After all, these were real girls in the comfort of their own homes. Real pleasure. He liked seeing that.

♡ It didn't take long to find you...and he was smitten. You were a real life doll, overflowing with enchanting beauty, soft skin dripping with grace. Your moans were luscious and candy-coated. And besides all that, he could tell you were really enjoying yourself each time you appeared on camera. Oh, how he wished he could hear those groans in person and feel them dissolve on his tongue. How he wished he could just reach out and touch that smooth skin, tug on that soft hair...and now you were here. It felt like a fluffy-clouded dream.

♡ He imagined it with his eyes squeezed shut and his fist gliding up and down, his cock throbbing and glossy with precum. You would invite him over for dinner one night. After all, he was the only person you knew in Gotham. Something about that excited him. You would open the door and Edward's breath would snake out of him, floored by your bewitching allure.

♡ The night would wax and wane to the tune of wine-soaked laughter and stolen glances. "You're so cute, Eddie!" you'd say. "I just want to eat you up!"

♡ A breathy whimper slid from his mouth as he pumped faster, thinking of how small brushes of the hand would turn into grazing up and down his sensitive sides. How that would morph to the shedding of clothes, the soft click of kisses, the candied sound of your moans as you slid down onto him.

♡ He was always jealous of the comments you'd respond to while playing with yourself. Every "you're so pretty" turned his blood a deeper shade of furious red. Each "I want to fuck you" made his heart race with rage. You were supposed to be just for him. His little secret.

♡ "Mine," he growled lowly, tugging desperately, feeling his high draw closer. "Mine." Maybe one day you'd let him come on camera with you...then he'd really show those pigs what they could never have.

♡ Hot cum wept from his tip as his breath hitched in his knotted throat. He did feel a twinge of guilt rip through his organs for a split second afterwards...you had barely spoken two words to him, and here he was, leaking all over his clenched fist from the thought of you.

♡ He couldn't afford to wallow in his pathetic disgrace for too long, though...he had a mission now. It was time to make his dream girl his reality.

[lefthandedhotch]

hiiii lin🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞💞 how are youuuu <33 hope you're doing well :3 really feeling the Yearing for agent hotchner tonight💞💞💞🤧🤧 i luv him sm :( wanna kiss his face soooo much😚😚😚

hims so cute💞💞💞💞💞 anyway andnsnfndnks i have a thought for you today🥰🥰🥰

brought on by the sight of him just generally being the sweetest dad to jackers but also seeing him be so gentle with willifer's little infant michael, you and aaron have been going at it like rabbits!!!! hehehehe aaron laughs anytime you perk up in bed after he comes back from saying goodnight to jack and then he prepares to be pulled to bed, hovering on top of you, determined to give you what you want (a little hotchner baby🥰) but between the job and having the cutest little jackers at home, you and aaron can only squeezeeeee in a few quickies~~~ so when jack says his friend is having a sleepover, you and aaron allow it to take so much advantage of the empty apartment andnsjjfjsjfjdj the friday before, you and jj are having lunch in penelope's office and they make plans to hang out tomorrow.... but you hesitate to accept the offer to go and pick you up and when they ask why you try to say "aaron and i just wanted a cozy saturday while jack's at his friend's😃👍" they Do Not like buy that excuse (penelope does give you a 🥺 look because she loves hearing about you and aaron being all cute and mushy💞) ajdnkajfjsjf so you dont really feel all that bad when they look at you like 😟😲 when you say ".....aaronandiare...tryingforababy.... so we really wanted the time alone🙊🙈........." akxbdjfjgnsk but once they get over the shock of being reminded that you're Having Sex With The Boss, penelope gets sooooo happy that she'll have another bau baby spoil soon :'))) that weekend home alone with aaron is so nice :( he's so sweet and such a generous lover, loving to please you the way you please him :') but alsoooooo naughty and dirtyyyyy as he dirty talks in your ear how good you'll look carrying his baby���🤭🤭🤭🤭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 and he's right!!!!!!!! he loves finding you months later admiring your bump under the shirt you stole from him once you two found out you were pergnant and you've declared that shirt your pregnancy shirt🤭🤭💞💞💞

hehehehe hiiiiiiiiii jess-jess 🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞💞💞💞 i’m good!!!!! how are youuuuuuu? 🤭🤭🤭 always yearning So Hard for agent hotchner 🥹🥹🥹🥹💞💞💞 he needs so many kisses on his handsome face <3333333 i love he <333

PLSSSSSS domestic life with aaron hotchner 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 hehehe when you and aaron jack go to visit willifer and the boys right after baby michael was born, jj kept teasing you that you and aaron were next (especially when you watched aaron like 🥹🥹💞💞💞🥰🥰🥰🥺 when he was holding baby michael sooooooooo carefully and sooooo gently) and as much as you were laughing it off and joking around with her about it, you just Couldn’t stop thinking about you and aaron having a tiny baby hotchner :( and jack being a big brother :( and when you mention it to aaron that night while you’re all snuggled up in bed together, he smiles because he was thinking about the same thing!!!!! 🤭 so you guys agree to start to Trying (and you Try for the first time that night 🥰👀🤭💞🥹💕💞) to make your family a teeny bit bigger 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 as much as you’re excited about a baby hotchner and big steps you’re taking, you’re also Very Much enjoying the baby making process 🤭 especially when you and aaron have the whole apartment to yourself for the night so you can spend the whole night just focused on each other making each other feel so good and being silly and sweet and sexy and dirtyyyyyyyyyy together all night long 👀💕🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞💕💕 but when you do find out that you’re pregnant, the first people you tell (besides aaron and jack bug of courseeee 🤭💞) are of course penelope and jj hehehehe they get you again asking if you want to go get drinks with them and you’re like “……i can’t….” which of course makes them both go !!!!!!!!! because now that they know you and aaron are trying for a baby they’ve been looking for all the clues 🤭🤭🤭🤭 so instead of going out for drinks you guys get some (decaf) coffee and go to a store to look at cute baby clothes for baby michael and baby hotchner 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 aaron knows that he will never ever get that shirt back from you, but when he sees you giggling at your bump in through the shirt he can’t even think about anything but how much he loves you :’))) and how excited he is for you guys and your little family 🥹🥹🥹🥹💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💕🤭💕🤭💕

[gojosprettyprincess]

Uhmmm hello

I just wanted to say THAT I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE your content so fucking much that I read even your nanami ones who I don’t lewd for at all( sorry to this man ) just so I can see your amazing filthy mind in action… I’m so happy you upload regularly and I can’t wait for some Megumi and Katsuki action ahhhh

Would love to have you as a friend irl, it would be so fun to have someone as nasty minded as me to share crazy stories and our favourite sick stuuffff

You are amazing and it’s so inspiring to see you interact so freely being yourself <333333

OMGGG MY HEARTTT🥺🥺🥺

I don’t deserve you anon, THANKK YOUU SOOO MUCHHH!! AND OMG GIRL I HOPE I CAN SOMEDAY CONVERT YOU INTO A NANAMI GIRLY BC HES LITERALLY SOO FINE AND SEXY, but I’m so happy that you read it anyways!!! Thats honestly such a flattering thing to hear, I’m so honored that you’re reading someone about a character you don’t even like just bc of my writing 🥺🥺🥺<3333333

AND OMFGGGG I seriously fucking need to write for Katsuki and Megumi, especially Katsuki I keep saying I will but I never do😫 I will when I can!! Bc I’m currently fixated on Toji and Nanami so most of my writing are about them these days BUT AHH I WILL WRITE FOR KATSUKI, I NEVER FORGOTTEN ABOUT HIM

And awww stop I’d happy to be friends with you🙁🫶🏻my dms are always open babe, I’d love to talk to you!! You seem so lovely and sweet and you sound JUST AS FREAKY AND WEIRD AS ME SO WE’D DEFF BE FRIENDS!! I’d love to hear your freaky thoughts :3333

And thank you once again, YOURE AMAZINF BABE :((( you actually have no idea what your kind words mean to me anon, I love you!! And I truly hope that I can keep pleasing you with my writings. I’m entirely grateful for you and thank you for this lovely message, when I saw it in my inbox I was literally twirling my hair and smiling while reading. HAVE A GREAT DAY, MWAHH<333

[robinyourcreator]

2, 9, 30, 32, 33 fic asks!

aaaa thank you rowan beloved friend and mutual <3333333

this got kinda long bc you landed on my trap card: giving me a space to ramble. under the cut we go!

-2- Which of your fics is your pride and joy?

oh god so. I haven't updated it in two years because I got really burnt out by going on an updating spree while I was out of my mind fever dreaming with covid, and it's for an extremely tiny fandom for a manhwa which is really just an excuse for angsty lesbian omegaverse matriarchy in pretty traditional korean clothing. it's. i cannot recommend it without listing a bunch of trigger tags but the characters really fucking got me. im a sucker for a good plucky protagonist. anyways i set about to fix the love triangle with polyamory, as i am wont to do. now that i have given my here be dragons spiel, here it is: like a shadow loves the light

I was in no way prepared for the outpouring of love that fic has received, but that's what happens when you write something for a fandom that (at the time) had only one (1) page on ao3. it's terribly self-indulgent and I have a fantastic time every time I work on it, and I think it shows.

shit. wait. was i contractually obligated to say the fic i wrote at 18 that i met my spouse because of? no. fuck. dont read that i wrote that as a TEENAGER--

-9- How did you get into writing fanfiction?

there was a brief stint in middle school where i would toy with writing fanfiction for things like hp or the various magical girl anime i was obsessed with, and, despite knowing the existence of ffn, believed i was doing something terribly new and cool. none of those things were ever actually written, much less posted. i just doodled for them.

ANYWAYS, the real answer here is i, at 16, got sixteen year old lesbian socked SO HARD in the gut by Star Wars: The Old Republic's Light Side Jaesa Willsaam storyline that I went looking for fanfiction for her and found explicit femslash (big no no for innocent mormon teenager!) for her written by my now-internet-auntie/mum/mentor wrote and realized i was gay. I started engaging with the swtor and kotor fandoms and making my own shit for my ocs for funsies. this got me two significant others and one spouse as well as most of my mutuals here on tumblr.hell.

-30- Have you noticed your style change over time?

god, i hope so. teenage me's things have therapy speak. but those things also got me a spouse soooooooooo. I like to think I've gotten a little better over ten years. One hopes. matured a little.

-32- A character you enjoy making suffer.

any character i am remotely attached to? which means, currently, my bg3 polycule girlies. sorry girlies.

-33- A character you want to protect.

IGNORE ALL PREVIOUS ANSWERS I WOULD KILL AND DIE FOR SHADOWHEART i was chewing through drywall for MONTHS before i got the game bc i knew i was going to get got SO BAD and i was right and 0% disappointed and my girl deserves all the peace and happiness in the world--

-sweeps current Bad End WIP under the rug- nevermind that,

[craqueluring]

Hi!!! <33333 Love your blog as someone who sometimes has difficulty grasping metaphors in hannibal because they all talk so weirdly and english is not my first language and sometimes im genuinely dumb </33 anyway i wanted to ask you what do you think was going inside hannibals when he took mason verger to will’s house, abondoning will even though he was unconcious in enemy grounds, and fed his dogs mason’s face?? Like what is he thinking “hi honey welcome home hope you like my surprise you wanted to punish him right tee hee <3” and will just gets turned on by this? LIKE WHATS GOING ON?😭😭😭😭😭 its one of my fav scenes and i dont even get… like the meaning of it, or their motivations, or what it worked as a metaphor? Like if could you maybe share your opinions on that scene or maybe an analysis would be nice? want to hear your thoughs 🥰 thank you so muchh hope u have a nice day!!

(there is a tldr at the end of this!)

okay first of all thank you for all your kind words they absolutely made my day <3333333 i so appreciate people asking me for my thoughts on specific scenes like u dont even know. and LOL yes that scene is really weird and when i first saw this i had to talk it through with my friend bc i was like…. yeah wait what WAS he thinking? LMAO but here is my best answer:

this whole episode is basically will taunting hannibal (telling mason hannibal wants to kill him, putting a "snare around [his] neck", asking hannibal if hannibal can tell what will's intention are, telling hannibal he did this because he was "curious what would happen," etc). i could even go so far as to say hes giving hannibal a taste of his own medicine. i find the decision to make a hannibal lecter-esque scene of will preparing his homemade dog food (which ive always assumed was randall tier's remains) directly before he gets picked up by mason a curious parallel, maybe even making a point that will is starting to act like hannibal? or just foreshadowing that will's dogs are gonna be fed some weird shit later lol, or both.

anyways, the scene of mason being high on whatever hannibal gave him, and cutting his face off and feeding it to the dogs before getting his neck broken, is directly taken from the actual book. i think theres a few different things that are significant about hannibal deciding to do this specifically in will's house, though:

first is theatricality, obviously. hannibal loves shock value. 

second, it could be a symbol of hannibal's unending and pervasive presence in will's life and mind — this is the first time we've seen will and hannibal in will's own home at the same time. hannibal’s presence in will’s life extends to will’s home. i think the only other time we see them together in will's home is when hannibal saves will from the verger estate, and will rejects hannibal.

third, alana has always said that will's dogs represent the best of will. by hannibal making mason feed his face to will's dogs, this could be like hannibal "tainting" the best parts of will. soaking into every corner of his mind, his life, his soul. also to my point, hannibal says that he "broadened [will's dogs] palates, as [he] broadened [will's]." — there is no corner of will's life that hannibal doesn't touch. 

however, just as that scene could be representative of hannibal having a very large amount of power over will's life, the rest of the episode could be representative of will having just as much power over hannibal. hannibal was quite literally helpless in that straitjacket, a direct result of will's actions (unless hannibal is a magician too and knows how to escape one… which i honestly wouldn't be surprised by). and only escaped because will cut him free. similar to how will was helpless in prison, and only got out because hannibal let him go. will can be a puppet master just like hannibal. they are in equilibrium, to a point. before, will was always on the short end, being manipulated by hannibal, being in prison, etc, but in this half of the season we see them (almost) being equals. as hannibals says earlier in the episode, they understand each others minds, and so hannibal has "the capacity to deceive [will], just as [will] has the capacity to deceive [hannibal]."

as for their motivations:

multiple times in this episode, hannibal is trying to gauge how willing will would be to kill with hannibal. "would you join me at the table?" when talking about eating mason verger, and killing him being a "savage pleasure [they] can share." each time, will avoids the obvious propositions. hannibal taking mason to will's house could also be him trying to gauge how will would react when they are in the same room with a potential victim (if will would share the 'savage pleasure' with him?). at this point, i dont think that had ever happened before. will killed randall tier alone, lied about killing freddie alone, shot hobbs alone. they've never been together in this situation. and aren’t in this situation again until the dragon fight. hannibal probably brought mason to will's house knowing this would happen, and so he could really gauge how will feels about killing together, or at least in hannibal's presence.

not to mention will obviously wants mason dead. will likes doing bad things to bad people because it makes him feel good. thats why he makes that face in 2x07 when he has a gun to hannibal's head in hannibal's kitchen, and why he makes that same face when he has a knife to hannibal's throat earlier in this episode. i could maybe go so far as to call him a sadist. he likes having that feeling of power, as he tells abigail in 1x12. 

i think this is why he looks "turned on" (lol) as you said. he enjoys seeing bad people in vulnerable positions, especially when he holds the power. i think hannibal knows this, too. maybe this was some kind of gift from hannibal? maybe he didn't want to kill mason without will present; giving will the chance to kill the man he knows will hates so much. but also because hannibal, of course, was curious what will would do.

but now will is curious what hannibal will do as well, so he tells hannibal to "do what [he] thinks is best for [mason]," and hannibal obliges easily. he doesn't choose murder or mercy for mason, though, and breaks his neck and leaves him alive in that terrible state. will looks… pleased? by this, i think. (again, sadist). he and hannibal smile at each other as hannibal walks to mason to break his neck. hannibal seems pleased as well at will's reaction and the outcome of the situation.

as i said before, they are, in a way, equals for the first time in this part of the season (which is also symbolized by them being happy little cannibals together at the end of 2x10). this episode is partly them getting to fuck with each other and will reciprocating the fuckery that hannibal was disproportionately doing to will before this point, to be crass. will is, as alana says in 2x06 "playing a game, and he's not scared. not anymore." hannibal bringing mason to will’s house was part of the game they’re playing with each other.

TLDR: hannibal taking mason to will's house could be for theatricality, a symbol of hannibal's presence in will's life (even invading his home), and tainting the "best parts of will" (his dogs). as for hannibal's more personal motivations, hannibal is gauging how will would act while they are in the same room with a potential victim (first time this ever happens, and last until dolarhyde), and possibly be a gift from hannibal because he knows will wants mason dead? as for will's feelings in this moment, he was definitely feeling good because a "bad thing" was being done to a "bad person" and he likes being in that position of power. will putting hannibal in the position (straitjacket in the verger estate) where will has that power over hannibal is will fucking with hannibal, and yet again lets himself get so close to killing hannibal, because he enjoys the feeling. hannibal reciprocates this fuckery by bringing mason to will's house. they are both orchestrating these situations because they are both curious about what will happen, and they are doing this as equals.

edit: not the first time theyve been together with a potential victim, i forgot about clark ingram, but it is the first time theyve been together with a potential victim which ended up harmed/dead by either of their hands! unless im forgetting someone else lol

[teddybeartoji]

RUSHING HERE SOOOO FUCKING FAST tho perhaps i am too late … TAT did anyone beat me to it . MIRIN WITHHHH heaven sent + moonlight + sunlight + polaroid please <3333333 jumping up and down and kicking my feet ……….

ARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WOULDN'T BE ME IF I WASN'T A MILLION YEARS LATE NOW WOULD ITTTTT😭😭 regardless . i am here and so is rin (he is standing behind me) aaand i'm about to talk your ears off so get ready hehehehehe

heaven sent ৻ꪆ how did you and your lover meet?

ok so obviously i couldn't go with the original idea bc me and sae are not friends actually BUUUUUUUUUUUUT . we do still meet through a friend hehehehe bachira my beloved bachira our darling cupid<33333333333 the scenario still stays the same as we once talked - that it was bachira's bday and he had a little party at his place and so obviously i came to visit bc we're bonded together always no matter whether we're in a relationship or not aaaaand so i come in and i'm all omgg happy birthdayyy:3333333 hugging and kissing his cheek and rin was just side-eyeing me from across the room bc we were being loud😭😭😭😭😭

anyway it took us a while to even be in the same space properly just bc he was trying to avoid interactions with everybody lmao he was just sitting in the living room with some other ppl who were playing a video game aaaaaaaaaaaand eventually i was drawn to it too bc omg! i know that game!!!!! and so i ended up sitting RIGHT next to him on the couch hgsagdhgassahgdhgsa it's funny bc i wasn't gonna sit there since it was him and some other guy and i didn't wanna squeeze myself between them but then the other guy was like wtf just come and sit down it's fine. i looked to rin too bc well look i am Well-Mannered alright i needed to know that he's fine with me sitting there too and he just nodded and scooched over a little

i was the one who spoke up first (obviously) and it wasn't anything crazy i just asked whether he's rin bc well bachira has talked abt him and then we (i) started talking about video games and i think this was how i truly Seduced him like heeeey emo boy i know a bunch of horror games in fact i have played a lot of them AND i am relatively good at them i ALSO know about soccer and the shining do you want to be my boyfriend now:33333

we didn't actually change numbers just yet bc well he's... how he is but unfortunately for him i was seared into his mind after that party and he had no other option than to just hope that we'll meet again (if you were to assume he'd ever make the first move in any way shape or form i fear you are horribly mistaken)(but that's okay i am fine with taking the lead hehehehe)

moonlight ৻ꪆ what does a perfect friday night look like for the two of you?

THE CINEMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i try to drag him there at least once a week nyehehehe yk to a point . he's also a little pretentious fuck but he will keep his opinions to himself when i've already said that i like the movie unlike some other.. blorbos . he might huff and puff every once in a while but overall he does whatever i want:333333333

i know the question said "A" perfect night but another thing we really like to do is just . being in the same room togther. i know we're sooo so romantic hgasdghshgdagshdghas no but what i mean is that we're both in the living room, i'm writing on the laptop and he's playing a game and that's literally just it. i mostly ramble to myself like i don't really expect him to listen bc he's obviously focusing on smth else but then i end up asking smth like 'ohh what did i wanna add here' very mindlessly and he just tells me exactly what i wanted to add there ghsadghsaghdghas he's a very good listener he picks up every single little thing i say even when i'm not necessarily talking with him and eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it makes me melt okay . anyway yeah basically we just really love parallel play lmao

sunlight ৻ꪆ what does a perfect saturday morning look like for the two of you?

step one. he stares at me while i pretend to still be asleep . hgsdasfdsagdgasffg no but he does stay in bed with me for a long time and i loveeee ittt!!!!!! he usually goes running in the mornings but on the weekends he stays with meee:333333

step two. after we get out of bed he jumps into the shower while i face my face and brush my teeth and then i just wait for him to finish so i can help him blowdry his hair and everything hehehehe

this is him after the shower btw

STEP THREE. ANYWAY AND THEN WE GO AND FIND OURSELVES SMTH TO EAT!!!!!! i'm probably talking his ears off as i make the coffee meanwhile he's making us eggs (bc sporty boy needs his protein yk). we take everything slow and it just feels so good to know that we have the day completely to ourselves and that he doesn't have to go and tussle with other sweaty men smhhh

and step four . we watch each other eat (freaks)

aand step five. we get all comfy on the couch and play video games together hehehhee this is a true loser x loser love stroy okay........ tbh a lot of the time it's him watching ME play which i thought was very interesting at first bc he definitely likes to play too but he just always lets me go first and when i try to give him the controller like hey let's switch he just says i can keep on going i'm pretty sure that's just an excuse to stare at me.......... (<333333333)

polaroid ৻ꪆ what’s your favorite picture of them? what’s their favorite picture of you?

HE ONCE FELL ASLEEP WITH HIS FACE BURIED INTO MY HOODIE AND IT WAS SOOO SWEEETTTTTTTT:(((((((((( i had just left it on the couch and while he's not one to take a lot of naps (it's a very rare sight) he did just end up dozing off while i was doing i don't know what. he had the hoodie under his head and he was just kind of nuzzling into it ari it was so fucking cute and so i obviously had to take a pic of him hehehehhee

rin didn't take any pics before i came along lmao i am now forcing him to do it i want him to send me pics of himself when i miss him and wtf who is he to say no???????? they're always a bit silly like the angle is a bit weird and they're a bit blurry and shaky bc he's just not used to taking them but i love them so fucking much okay i treasure them all i save literally every pic he sends me

i'm rambling abt smth irrelevant to the question but i need you to know that he sends me pics of stray cats:333333333 this popped into my head and i can't stop thinking abt it he won't even say anything he just randomly sends me a pic of a cat and iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii love him okay the fact that seeing a cat makes him think of me is so sweet:((((((((((((

ANYWAY . his favourite pic of me is one that is one that i took of us together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's a very very simple mirror pic it's literally just us in our pj's, he's wearing a headband he's doing his skincare and i'm just leaning to his side but he loves it a lot<333333333333 told me to send it to him with dusted pink cheeks lmao he's the cutest ever

selfship asks:3333

[solonyan]

IREEEEEENE HBAAPPYIEUST BIRTHDAY TOOYOOUUUUUU !!!!!!! i wish nothing but joy and peace anf love in your upcoming years and the rest of your life !!! dyou have any plans today id love t’hear about em !!! genuinely im so happy to have met you, and i’m happy to have been friends with you so long. one of the first moots i’ve ever made here and im so glad i did , you’re so chill and kind and lovely to hear from .. and your aesthetic and media / music tastes are always On Point but anyways … i’m so glad we’ve been friends this long and learning more and more about you <33 !!!! you’re so positively sweet and you’ve stuck by me for so long. a real one.. and i hope lots and lots more people will be friends with you and come to realize what a joy you are !!! what a day full of whimsy and cheer , this day is full of greatness <333 solomon. and all your f/os are kissing you a hundred thousand times lipstick stains anf all !!!! i hope you get all the merch of solomon in thge world !!!! sending you cake throughfthe screen !!!!! <333 !!!!! <3333333 !!!!!

MOCHI THIS IS SO SWEET!!!! i never thought you thought of me of such an important friend😭 we became moots like… uhh 3 years ago??? whoa thats a LONG TIME!!! im not celebrating today, but tomorrow bc it’s a weekday today😭😭 sending you some cake thru the screen too!!!! and thanks for the yumekisses hehehe. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!!! THANK YOU SOSO MUCH!!!! 🩷

[izayakasanka]

meet the magical girl ☆•°

hey, my name is sanka! they/xe/he!! im a transmasc but also a magical girl thing if that makes sense.

so i'm a magical girl! yeah! glitterbombs are affection, different gems are different powers, blah blah. anyways.

with @the-forgor-four-rottmnt

thats it. <3333333

"everyone has someone that they love, then part ways with"

my tags:

#be NICEYS to me ALL the TIMEs : about raph (ex)

#yapical girl : talks

#portal peepaw : f!leo

#emonin : ronin

#lesbian : any of his friends

Me

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magical girl!: You are here!

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My Family

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n/a

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My Partner

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THE COOLEST BOYFRIEND EVER: @the-rager-ever

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My Friends

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nerd /aff: @donnie-the-weeb

autistic: @ieatdanger4breakfast

bestie ever: @last-ronin

gay 1: @goongala-hockey-puck

gay 2: @donniepedia-the-encyclopedia

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The Others

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