#anyway I think pre confession q is such a fascinating character

[distant-screaming]

do you think q ever saw toey's handwriting - on a draft, or a note to himself - and paused because the handwriting was... strangely familiar? do you think q ever talked to toey and had to take a moment because the way his mentee spoke - the way he used adjectives, the way he put excited pauses between everything - felt oddly like something he'd encountered before? do you think q ever saw toey do something - order a certain food, complain about a certain subject - and find that his words mirrored those of someone q had only ever met through scraps of paper?

do you think maybe, just maybe, a tiny part of q had figured out the connection between his two loves before he really realized it? or do you think q had no idea, because he fell with his whole heart for toey two separate times and never realized?