#anyway <3 working hard to relearn how to be cringe n free again
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it's thinking abt my Shepard o clock
#i have no one to talk to who care abt m4ss 3ff3ct n its all i think abt lately#my ins0mnia has been especially bad lately n rn im going on over 38 hr awake on top of my average 4 hours of sleep#idk i lost count its 4am n if im not falling asleep within the jext hour ish im#getting up n im gonna start writing more on her post canon story which is just me processing shit through a proxy like i would as a kid#surprisingly productive how im able to actually put stuff into words as soon as i dont need to put i in front of it#anyway <3 working hard to relearn how to be cringe n free again#jackie rambles#just kinda need the ear ringing n heart palpitations n shakiness to stop bcs i cant sleep or do anything n i hate being forced to do nothin#like other than my heart throwing a fit n making me think i might die bcs it goes on for hours#that shit is just so distracting. like why is it loud n i can feel it in my entire body im too autistic for thos#give me physical pain over bad discomfort thank u#LIKE MY TEETH R VIBRATING actual sensory hell
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