#anw he is still the loml

[shamblespirate]

[astrozuya]

GM!!!! or is it good afternoon.. idk. ANW IM HERE FOR THE 3RD DAY IN A ROW!!! ahh i hope ur day at the workshop went well (or is going well? idk what time you’ll see this ^^”) having a rly lazy day tdy.. might finally finish this EVIL puzzle im stuck on 🙁 but rn im making tea and eating mini brownies :p and still staring at tht yj fic preview thing u sent me it looks so good 😭 anw anw ermmm.. sotd and us otd!!! talk later silly baii >_^

u sent this to me at the exact time i got home omg... gl with ur puzzle + i hope u enjoyed ur tea n brownies !! and thank u but icl i think the layout's better than the fic itself... Still. im gonna post it soon just so ppl can appreciate how pretty he looks in the header <3 talk later mwah ily, have a good day loml <3

[chbymarshies]

i feel so fucking sappy that it literally makes me wanna die ????? how does that even make sense ???? like ???

ok fr tho i was listening to loml and fortnight and now i'm just reminded of this guy who made me believe that something good was going to come out of the two weeks (fortnight) that we were talking to each other and he sold me something so fake

anw idrc abt that it's sad but it's whatever y'know but what's really devastating is that i have so much love to give and i know i know ppl say bullshit like give it to your family or your friends or yourself but I AM DOING THAT AND SO MUCH MORE

but i still feel empty, i still feel like there's so much more of me i can give to other people and istg i just wanna love someone and care about them with my whole being and i've come close to that but now i wanna experience the possibilities of where my love can go and how far it can reach and how intense it can become

at the same time, i also wanna be loved and experience the entirety of what a romantic relationship can be and i'm just so frustrated bcoz why? why can't i just have that? what am i lacking that it feels as though i'm not even close to experiencing that

ok end of rant or whatever this is coz holy fuck i literally just made myself sad but honestly that's life and this is who i am and this is what i feel and i just have to accept that

[wave2love]

U GOT ME SO IN MY MARK THOUGHTSSS i kind of came up w a little smau idea 😢😢

ok so . idol au!!! mark is a soloist and so is yn, mark’s been in the industry a while and yn has recently debuted. mark thinks mc is “like, so cool, dude” (a direct quote real not fake) and will NAWTT shut up ab him he’s literally streaming ur music on every live putting it on his ig stories adding it to all his playlists like its SERIOUS for this man. he’s on his priv twt following all the fan accs and following u on every platform and retweeting ur selcas the second u post them its a little bit embarrassing actually. and his friends r like ermm r u like.. 🏳️‍🌈 ? is this a crush situation ? so hes like Whajstt😂😂 no man i j think he’s cool lol . and his friends all sigh and pity him 🙁 #DELUSIONISREAL..

FAST FROEARDDD its been a few weeks mark is STILL in firm denial (or is j oblivious) ab his Gay Crush and then. he gets the news. you and him are set to appear on a variety show!!! TOGETHER!!!! its HORRENDOUS for him he’s panicking he’s freaking out he’s excited he STILL thinks he j really admires you and nothing more. (mark in the gc: guys is it gay if ur fave musical artist makes ur palms sweaty moms spaghetti😭😭😭 and then hyuck tells him to kill himself he’s truly fighting a losing a battle). d-day arrives he turns up on set sees u in all ur fine glory and comes to about 13 realisations in that singular moment.

he’s a MESS the whole shoot he’s giggling at every second word u say he’s complimenting u every second sentence he’s crashing and burning and twirling his hair and kicking his feet and the editors are also giggling . not bc its funny but bc of how much they’re going to RUIN HIS LIFE!!! they edit NONE of that shit out he is in the trenches. but not in a bad way everyone j knows he’s down horrifically astronomically terrifyingly bad. #LOVEISLOVE

ANR FROM THERE ITS J . SHENANIGANS!!! BEING SILLY!!!! he managed (Somehow) to get ur number after the shoot and he squeals like a little girl whenever u say hi. its bad. anyway crush crush giggle mark lee falling in love kiss kiss GAY PEOPLE! happy ending rainbows. i was thinking like choi hyunwook for the fc.. hes j loml 🙁🙁 omg and mayb rocket for the title i love that song my

ok anw gn bsf muahhhhh <3 TELL ME WHAT U THINK IF U EANT ?? but i kinda love this actually 😭 MAKRKKK MY SILLY GUY

THIS IS SO GOOD OH MY GODOODOA

giggled and kicked my feet reading this ask tbh!!!

literally do it.. no bc i acc love mark even tho i don't stan nct i just like love him he's so silly!!

do it make the smau like rn!!

[whimsyvisions]

It would’ve been very endearing to receive anon letters from my f/o but I realize mine comes from a source that is not really well-known in the self ship community lmao 

[tartagliaxx]

hi lei!! how are you? i'm doing okay now but my day kinda sucked showering is my favorite form of self care but the chain that connects to the showerhead is leaking a lot i still showered and i'm clean its just the experience was ruined and hfbenf a lot of little bad things keep piling up 🧎‍♀️i'm thinking about making a private instagram diary just with me to help deal with everything

i played the new event and i didn't expect to like it so much i usually avoid co op with strangers and only did this for the rewards but i had fun one round i ended up being the hunter and yk how your stuck in the box for like 30 secs yeah someone had the AUDACITY to poke fun at me for 25 seconds they were standing right in front of me jumping up and down, turning into objects the worst part is i didn't end up catching them OTL i caught the two other people that weren't them and i play as kaeya since hes fast and the loml and that person also played as kaeya APPARENTLY KAEYA LOVING SOLIDARITY DOESN'T EXIST,,,its okay if i never got them,,,,i will still live a perfectly content good life,,,,, i'll keep telling myself that 🧍‍♀️-🍰

hello!! im doing fine, better now after finding out you’re doing better as well. it’s a shame that such a relaxing event was ruined a tiny bit but at least you had the time for yourself. having a way to express your feelings is a great idea. personally, i do that w my writing but i figure that an ig diary would work just as good.

the new event kind of grew on me. i was excited for it but then i found out abt the co-op thing and lowkey despised it. it’s been fun tho. i’ve been doing well in the games (after loads of top tips yt videos). LMFAO why is that so funny to me? kaeya stannies are always a.) the sweetest or b.) the biggest jerks (affectionate) you’ve ever seen with zero in between. anw, dont mind it too much and live your best marriage w kaeya life.

[fmchiwon]

hello babies !!! i’m jin and this is the loml ryu chiwon aka c.won ( nineteen, model / child actor, elite’s lead dancer & vocal, and the sweetest boy to ever exist ) nD I RLY SHOULDN’T BE JOINING bc school n exams are a goddamn mess thnx ***………..but i still love u dw anw i’m here and i’m super hyped!!! u can find me on discord or twt (u can ask me for either!!) but i’ll mostly be on the im’s jsghfhdj . like this post pls and i’ll (v eagerly) come to you to plot!!! meanwhile u can find chiwon’s bio here and plots here (wip!) for ur viewing pleasure but w/o further ado here is some stuff abt him under the cut!

#1

just clearing stuff up bc his bio wasn’t that explicit and detailed! 

has been in the industry since he was five unfortunately n started out as a child model / actor

his family wasn’t that well-off but his parents had big dreams!!!! big hopes!!!! just……. not for themselves but for him…… mostly bc they missed their chance to shine a long time ago so now they’re projecting their aspirations onto him aka using him as an outlet to fulfil their dreams smh

he signed on with hjh ent at first but he found it so ?? stifling ???? esp since he had to grow up under the limelight and it was altogether just Tiring

modelling n stuff rlly took a toll on him bc he was expected to manage himself even at a young age and it stressed him out ??? ? ? ? so much, altho he got to hang out w the #starz but yea not enough compensation

it was kinda expected that along the way he discovered a passion for dance?? like i mean he was surrounded by idols…. and he often skipped modelling / acting lessons just to watch the sunbaes in the practice rooms

so he was more than happy when his contract was set to expire when he was 15,, he got the fuck out of that hellhole even tho his mom disapproved

their relationship has been tense ever since, mostly bc they lost their main source of income and she doesnt rly talk to him unless for him to send money back to their family

kinda has beef with hjh now, doesn’t make a habit of associating w them much. as a result, there have been like…….. wild rumors abt his absence and leave from the company

but in aug/sept of 2012, he secretly went for an audition that worldwide media was having, and entered as a trainee in october with dance

yeh now he’s here anxiously waiting for elite’s debut

#2

if u knew him, u’d be surprised at how much on-camera chiwon = off-camera chiwon

the only difference that on camera chiwon is calmer and kinda intimidating bc his stage presence is off the charts?? 

but his smile is one of the first things people notice simply bc of how prominent and bright it is, n he’s vvvvv charismatic and always makes u feel like the most important person in the world whenever he talks to u bc he focuses all his attention on u

he’s literally always the epitome of bubbly and affable, whether u know him personally or not!! v playful friendly and energetic and always tries to see the best in people, it’s almost to the point which it’s unrealistic

never seen without a smile on his face, he always has enough love to go around. constantly the moodmaker!!! he’s super perceptive to his surroundings so once he senses the atmosphere going down he’s immediately there to bring it up

doesn’t seem forced at all, 100% genuine and ppl actually doubt him for it bc how has the cruelty of the industry not wear you down?

but ha it actually has, he’s actually hella insecure about a lot of things except that he doesn’t let anyone in on his feelings, cries a lot into his pillow when he thinks no one’s around and makes sure that he’s always bright and happy the next day

he never lets anyone even think for a second that he’s upset or smth though, whatever he does feels really genuine

on a s/n Drop Dead Gorgeous is he even real

LIKE FOR REAL HE’S SO FUCKIN HANDSOME 2017 adonis @ his finest

knows how to make everyone happy (except for himself…..) and in a way its a substitute for him to fill up on his own deprivation of love n happiness

but he has the biggest heart, tries to take time out to help everyone when he can, and is super affectionate and can come off as overbearing / overwhelming at times

but he’s also a Heartbreaker ; /  mostly bc he’s super nice n flirty to everyone and it can be kinda misleading at times? BUT ITS NOT INTENTIONAL especially since he doesn’t seem to understand that it’s not ok to go around dropping random kisses on people and proclaiming his love for them all the time

once secretly dated a female trainee to protect her from the company finding out that she was gay

but that quickly turned into rumors wherein he dated another male trainee which….. may not be entirely false

a good friend, will always make time to listen to u and offer comfort

in a lot of ways he’s like a shelter and has been described as such by a lot of people that are close to him? mostly bc of how reliable and sturdy he is and how much he’s willing to take just about everyone in

haha but when he gets angry thats a whole different story

has the ability to stand up for others and will never hesitate to do so, esp if he doesn’t like what ur doing. he’s v stubborn and strongly-opinionated, however he’s almost always unable to stand up for himself, and instead he absorbs all the criticism he hears and takes it to heart

humble to the point of demeaning. he doesn’t believe that he would even be here without his members and (family…..ish)

gets a lot of hate for his singing bc when knetz heard his voice in one of their earlier releases they were like uhhhhhhhhh whomst and got a lot of criticism, mostly bc they think he’s just another untalented pretty face and that’s it

like but he’s constantly improving? and he rlly rlly works super hard to be better, and now he even drops small covers sometimes

ok but dance is the goddamn love of his life )-: posts a lot of dance covers and choreographs some dances too!

tries to contribute by learning how to compose and write lyrics, he’s constantly learning n experimenting w the help of the staff and his group members

SPEAKING OF WHICH he’s a total softie 4 them ok like to the level where he would give anything up for his members they’re his FAMILY n literally the only ppl who he’s ever seen him down

v loud, makes his presence known almost immediately

also he’s so!!!!! boyfriend!!!!!! icb

a TREE he’s so tall smh (perfect 4 u to lean on, cuddle, and be the small spoon to)

fashion is another passion of his, his entire wardrobe = fashion week all year long

a little hard to get super, seriously close to though bc of how much he bottles up inside himself. but he’s a little way too trusting and that fact gets taken advantage of a lot

has pet names for everyone

looks like he cant be taken srsly but he’s really observant and sharp, listens and watches his surroundings and hence he can AND will use ur words against u if u go against them

HE’S JUST A SWEETHEART TRYING 2 MAKE IT IN THIS JUNGLE OK thank u <3

if u read till here u deserve a gold medal

#3

i’m rly just here to develop my chara so i’m definitely open to any kind of plots at all! i mean it when i say that so plsplspls hmu w any ideas u may have whatsoever!!! or at least until i sort out a proper plots page or smth yikes…