#antoniogaaron

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SAME DOG, SAME TRICKS

A sociopath typically has a conscience, but it’s weak. Antonio knows that taking money from the women he dates, his family, the limited friends he thinks he has is wrong, and he might feel some guilt or remorse, but that doesn't stop his behavior. Nothing motivates him to be humble. He's naturally performative and always in character, that's what tricks his mind into thinking he's a writer when he hasn't touched his script in months. Being a sociopath lends to his false sense of self. It's why he can chide his father about his alcoholism, but it doesn't register in his mind that he himself is now a full blown stoner. Instead of facing me, the debt, the failure of A2FIT, his homelessness, the way his life has been stagnant for years, he simply finds a new target, a new human sex toy, another vice to cope with a very unfulfilled life. When I met him years ago during his separation and after his divorce, Antonio was still floating through life, at his grandmother's house without a plan. While I worked and when I slept, he would text constantly, Facebook incessantly, email nudes of himself, all in line with wanting to be seen and acknowledged. It's why he modeled and failed, it's why he's auditioning but unbooked. It's why he layers his lies in self pity to glean empathy from Stephanie. He needs an audience, new emotional sponsors that he can practice his stories on. His stale favorite is the time he was at a dinner party with Jay Z and Beyonce, but he casually leaves out the detail that he was working as wait staff at that Grammy after party. Or the house in Grand Prairie he claims to have designed and built, yet he didn't consider keeping after his marriage failed, so his grandmother could have a safer place to live in her golden years. That'd be too logical, possibly to selfless. The one thing that is constant about Antonio Aaron is that he is the same dog, with the same tricks. He's just clever enough to find new fools to give him bones.

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A COMFORTABLE DELUSION Nothing says opportunist louder than Stunt Queens on social media. Beyond the money that he owes me, one of the most embarrassing and disgusting traits of this man-child is his daily need to expel imaginary money, opportunity, and status on social media. It speaks loudly to his depression, social anxiety and low self-worth. He lives in a pool house by the grace of a coke head white man who's the house boy for a wealthy heiress. Her Dad owns the Pasadena estate. Prior to being at the moldy mansion, he overstayed his welcome with a very pleasant and successful entrepreneurial couple who allowed him refuge in a spare bedroom where they stored their make-up and photography equipment. He never even had an air mattress, just a year plus (from 2017 to 2018) of sleeping on the floor. Occasionally they allow him to walk their dogs when they are away for travel for small pay and space away from the pool house, it’s very kind of them. When he was asked to leave, AA of course spoke poorly of them for not using him in an Atomic Blonde themed photo shoot and the disorganization of his departure dates prior to him coming back to Dallas in the Fall of 2018. Once again comfortable delusion didn't quite register to him that he'd been in their guest room rent free and eating their food as an empathetic favor. Today, they are still his best friends, brothers as he likes to say. Yet there's no brotherhood to be found when you exhaust the kindness of others into your life. It’s all very sad when you think of it, because dilemma after dilemma nothing has clicked for Mr. Aaron that perhaps he's in a karmic cycle. Maybe he's reaping the effects of lying to the first Stephanie that could afford to move herself and him to Los Angeles on her nursing salary in 2014 when he necessarily could not. He's existed on the waves of feminine energy and empathy for at least 5 years. From 2016-2017, he was house boy for a white woman and her biracial son. Amy M seems to have sold the $660k Condo where he was allowed to stay and she moved back to Dallas, now residing in Richardson. I wonder how much money he owes her. Everything is not always as it seems and its puzzling why an abled body man with the highest level of misplaced confidence hasn't settled into the harsh reality that he's a hobosexual. Oh, that’s right, there’s the new Stephanie who's an apartment leasing agent with her own place and side income from braiding hair. Housing problem solved. $1400 from a disability check through the Navy doesn't go very far when stunting is a habit in Los Angeles and no one's booking workouts. Boasting of who you know isn't quite as effective when that Hush Network doesn't even believe in your fitness brand enough to patronize it. In his mind, I’m sure he thinks he's being covert, but his lack of authenticity is wildly obtuse. I've never heard of a proBlack man with so many faux White Allies. Everyone is his best friend, everyone is his sister, or his brother, but that framily doesn’t quite look like him. Aspirations of being white adjacent, whether its spending your 20s and 30s fucking seasonless white pussy or chumming up in their social circles, just hadn’t quite given him the American dream he clamors to attain. He enjoys his tokenism and being the only Black man in the room, no matter how trivial it is. Eddie Murphy would never....

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POLYGODKING When I discovered the man I was exclusively having sex with was delving back into polyamory, it was through IG. It was a moment I regret not standing up for myself. I had been comporomised emotionally, financially, and now physically. At the bottom of the #Polynation roll call was his handle, age, and location. That same day he responded to that post, he needed money for food to which I sent. It was during one of my Houston visits to my sister. She'd recently experienced a spiral fracture, so I was in town to take her to the doctor the following Monday, which he knew. His income is very fixed, so like clockwork between the 10th-15th is when he reaches the bottom of his disability stipend. With financial disparity looming, no address to call his own, layered family issues, and auditioning with no callbacks, he regularly turned to the internet to create an unreachable persona. His audience of enablers are quite fooled. I watched. I waited. I wondered if he would ever stop self sabotaging and work on being honest about course correction. Instead he mused among the poly community for something new to fuck. There isn't a pussy deep enough or anal penetration big enough to give him a climatic shift. His hypersexuality makes him feel like a hero and a heinous addict all in one breath. Antonio will never catch his breath.

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THE DEVIL IS IN THE DETAILS As I wait to hear back from Dallas County Court 1 about Antonio being served, every other day I can guarantee to happen upon a tweet that reconfirms why showing empathy to a sociopath is a lost cause. When lying is second nature, the lines get blurred on what's irrational and what's reality. Antonio is a very undisciplined dreamer. For the current LLC he has, A2Fit was launched poorly in 2018. Why would you anchor your business for an entire year and a half in Playa Vista when you have no car to get to your work site? Regrettably the first time I loaned him money for his business was June of 2018 in the amount of $500. According to him, it was the security fee the city required for him to operate his boxing fitness workouts on one of their sanctioned lawns. To date he's completed less than 50 workouts in Playa because he lacks clientele. While Mr Aaron spends 12+ hours a day online, he doesn't apply any of that time toward building his business and prospecting for new clients. Yes, he gloats and muses about "the company", but there's no substantial revenue. The data that he submits to Playa Vista is false (of course I have receipts). Its unfortunate that at his big old age of 35, his insecurities push him to constantly lie about a failed business venture. Instead, he will continue to shout down a very hollow Twitter well the untruths about his success because he likes to tweet what sounds good. Compulsive lying is a key trait of a sociopath. They will often disregard the truth to make themselves look better or to manipulate others into extending favors. So, why would someone in financial ruin post about getting additional Llcs for imaginary businesses? Call it wishful thinking, he's not smart enough to understand tax laws or shelters. Pay back can't come soon enough......