#AntonioAaron1

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SAME DOG, SAME TRICKS

A sociopath typically has a conscience, but it’s weak. Antonio knows that taking money from the women he dates, his family, the limited friends he thinks he has is wrong, and he might feel some guilt or remorse, but that doesn't stop his behavior. Nothing motivates him to be humble. He's naturally performative and always in character, that's what tricks his mind into thinking he's a writer when he hasn't touched his script in months. Being a sociopath lends to his false sense of self. It's why he can chide his father about his alcoholism, but it doesn't register in his mind that he himself is now a full blown stoner. Instead of facing me, the debt, the failure of A2FIT, his homelessness, the way his life has been stagnant for years, he simply finds a new target, a new human sex toy, another vice to cope with a very unfulfilled life. When I met him years ago during his separation and after his divorce, Antonio was still floating through life, at his grandmother's house without a plan. While I worked and when I slept, he would text constantly, Facebook incessantly, email nudes of himself, all in line with wanting to be seen and acknowledged. It's why he modeled and failed, it's why he's auditioning but unbooked. It's why he layers his lies in self pity to glean empathy from Stephanie. He needs an audience, new emotional sponsors that he can practice his stories on. His stale favorite is the time he was at a dinner party with Jay Z and Beyonce, but he casually leaves out the detail that he was working as wait staff at that Grammy after party. Or the house in Grand Prairie he claims to have designed and built, yet he didn't consider keeping after his marriage failed, so his grandmother could have a safer place to live in her golden years. That'd be too logical, possibly to selfless. The one thing that is constant about Antonio Aaron is that he is the same dog, with the same tricks. He's just clever enough to find new fools to give him bones.

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POLYGODKING When I discovered the man I was exclusively having sex with was delving back into polyamory, it was through IG. It was a moment I regret not standing up for myself. I had been comporomised emotionally, financially, and now physically. At the bottom of the #Polynation roll call was his handle, age, and location. That same day he responded to that post, he needed money for food to which I sent. It was during one of my Houston visits to my sister. She'd recently experienced a spiral fracture, so I was in town to take her to the doctor the following Monday, which he knew. His income is very fixed, so like clockwork between the 10th-15th is when he reaches the bottom of his disability stipend. With financial disparity looming, no address to call his own, layered family issues, and auditioning with no callbacks, he regularly turned to the internet to create an unreachable persona. His audience of enablers are quite fooled. I watched. I waited. I wondered if he would ever stop self sabotaging and work on being honest about course correction. Instead he mused among the poly community for something new to fuck. There isn't a pussy deep enough or anal penetration big enough to give him a climatic shift. His hypersexuality makes him feel like a hero and a heinous addict all in one breath. Antonio will never catch his breath.

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THE DEVIL IS IN THE DETAILS As I wait to hear back from Dallas County Court 1 about Antonio being served, every other day I can guarantee to happen upon a tweet that reconfirms why showing empathy to a sociopath is a lost cause. When lying is second nature, the lines get blurred on what's irrational and what's reality. Antonio is a very undisciplined dreamer. For the current LLC he has, A2Fit was launched poorly in 2018. Why would you anchor your business for an entire year and a half in Playa Vista when you have no car to get to your work site? Regrettably the first time I loaned him money for his business was June of 2018 in the amount of $500. According to him, it was the security fee the city required for him to operate his boxing fitness workouts on one of their sanctioned lawns. To date he's completed less than 50 workouts in Playa because he lacks clientele. While Mr Aaron spends 12+ hours a day online, he doesn't apply any of that time toward building his business and prospecting for new clients. Yes, he gloats and muses about "the company", but there's no substantial revenue. The data that he submits to Playa Vista is false (of course I have receipts). Its unfortunate that at his big old age of 35, his insecurities push him to constantly lie about a failed business venture. Instead, he will continue to shout down a very hollow Twitter well the untruths about his success because he likes to tweet what sounds good. Compulsive lying is a key trait of a sociopath. They will often disregard the truth to make themselves look better or to manipulate others into extending favors. So, why would someone in financial ruin post about getting additional Llcs for imaginary businesses? Call it wishful thinking, he's not smart enough to understand tax laws or shelters. Pay back can't come soon enough......