#anti kabby

[thedefinitionofendgame]

The 100!! (for the ships ask) 😁

ooo i honestly haven't thought about the 100 in a while, this was fun!

otp - Memori. it's not even a question

favourite canon pairing - again, Murphy and Emori

worst pairing ever - Murphy & Ontari. istg if you ship them actually please block me because she (TW) r*ped him and that's a no from me.

guilty pleasure pairing - Echope (Hope and Echo). ugh they would've been so fire.

a pairing you want to see more - definitely Murphamy or Memoraven (both platonic). loved their dynamics sm

that pairing everyone likes but you’re like “lol no” - abby and kane. that ship just hurt me a little too much and i cannot simply like it but that's just me, everyone can have their own opinion

favorite non-romantic pair - not a pair, but the whole ass-family dynamic of Spacekru. my absolute babies ugh i love them sm

came from this ask game! send me a fandom if you want me to answer more questions :)

[onlytime1]

A love letter to Octavia Blake

It’s kinda strange to write this one, but i guess the moment was meant to come. The night before the series finale, damn how strange that feels, series finale of this series. I write it here in the tag where a deep part of my love and rootin for Octavia were nurished and cultivated day by day as the yrs went by. 

I’m a hella of a happy person, i feel like the luckiest in the world with what i have; i faced only one moment of darkness in the past, trapped in uncertaity and anxiety and stress; i knew who i was and i knew what i wanted, what i was searching for, I also realized where i belonged along the way just as Octavia did; I just needed a push to go for what i deserved   and Octavia was the one who empowered me to do so. It’s like we walked a path of finding where you belong together.

About say 2 yrs ago I wrote a similar post out of sheer fear that was the last night I was seein Octavia alive...well two yrs have gone by and she s still here; about to face the feared series finale.

I can’t say I don’t fear to lose her; because the fear of losing her has basically accompanied me ever since that fateful snake encounter at the lake all the way back in 1x01; but i write this post with a different approach than that one; and I so wish to see her happy I hope she survives and gets the happy ending that she has always deserved; because she s the hero, THE REAL HERO, of this fuckin show; but here comes the but; Its because i know she s a hero, THE HERO, that I  know she goes in while others run out, I know she has her sword/gun out while others put it down, she looks for battle and doesn t cover from it; she shelters the others, never herself; knows when instead of showing up; its time to quietly hide and surprise the enemy; and viceversa when loud approach steps over quiet and stealth;because she s a hella of a strategist too....

I know all of these things, and I know in less than 24 hrs she might be gone; or maybe not; but if that s the case I just hope it will be as heroic as her life.

So this is my love letter to the character that sought me out of darkness to have a life.

To the girl under the floor: who, with her kindness and diplomacy became the bridge between earth and sky; for she was humble in lookin always at the ground while others looked always from above their noses.

To Indra’s second: who learned that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, that differences enrich us and embraced her warrior call with pride and earnest to learn; for  being warrior became the consacrated job to save others.

To the girl who for the first time knew betrayal and was once again swung into loss: who felt her heart heavy as she watched people who had accepted her as their own die undeservingly; who never hid her pain, especially when it hit the closest home; but used it to once more to spare everybody else bad fates. 

To skairipa: who already knew Lincoln s mission was her very own; who wanted to die but couldn’t because the fate of humanity rested once again in her hands; who wished for the unity the Girl under the floor already knew could be reached and to Osleya who made that dream come true; who gave people their right to choose their destiny for her heart looked in theirs and for the first time knew they were all ONE. Wonkru.

To Blodreina: who was the best leader this mf show could’ve ever asked for; who held the fort thro the good and the heartbreaking days, who crushed her heart, who hurt in silence and pushed down her fears her wish to reach beyond because she needed to bring her people home. For her strength held thro it her people, for her lonliness kept everybody else together and taught them to be one, for her bravery where everybody else who was supposed to help left; she stayed. For the hero that was denigrated, that has horrible lines written on her(sometimes given to Octavia herself)for the writers to justify the true villains of the show (blorke) instead of gettin the praise she deserves.

To the girl of the anomaly: who traveled thro time and space; who found unexpected company, that later became her life, and  a family that truly deserves(d) to call her their family too. For she got to taste happiness, real happiness, after a life of hardships.

To Mama bear O (and aunt my ass, we all know those two were married and Hope is as much her kid as Diyoza’s): who went from scared of dropping the baby to the kiddo droppin on her askin her to teach her how to be a warrior; who didn’t crumble to Bardo’s trials and didn’t give anyone up; her kid in primis; for she never ever crumbled to bullshit one single day in the whole series.

And in the end to Octavia Blake because she’s all of them in one person; carryin them all inside of herself, wearing them on her skin and their words still resounding in her head and if you look close you can see them all reflected in her eyes. Like thousands of lives and places and times in one person. They all tell the story of one person, that thro it all never forgot the basics of her heart; that allowed her to turn all these lives into character developement; into who s about to face the final battle. Octavia never EVER NEVER did anythin wrong, nor one single wrong choice; because her heart was always in the right place.

Both finales are very possible...both finales...would make sense, but as the hours go by and the finale approaches; i shall believe and hope life is the way for her.

See you all on the other side...

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We’re on the other side, octaviakru. 

We ve made it, our beautiful girl gets her happy ending, after saving the world once again for the uptenth time.

And i can t say i m surprised,because i knew the moment a test was called, the only one who could take it and pass it...was Octavia.

A true warrior knows when it s time to raise your arms up....and when to put them down and heal your broken hands...and if possible, to lay them down one last time. 

This time the wars had to end...and she ended them all, because her heart was always in the right place.

I footnote here for posterity the immense pride and emotion i felt when Hope sat on Octavia s throne, pointin once again another signal that only Octavia could end this, and all the pain from war she spared her and Diyoza s kiddo.

When she faught in war, she faught because they couldn’t be stopped, because they needed to happen, because they were a necessity;or because she was flung into them havin no other choice but to fight; what wasn t a necessity were the immense massacres blorke would accomplish everytime, thinkin that was the solution,....and that s why they failed, and Octavia succeded. Because whatever was her evolution she looked always at them as her equals, because she walked among them all and loved them all as her own, because she hurt and was heartbroken but never asked for anythin back and above all because she did right, she always did everything the right way; and not wrong like the blorkes who ended up askin to be absolved and givin out the “i DiD iT fOr tHem aLl, oH mY soUl”speech. 

[incipientdreamer]

Honestly, fuck Abby. The biggest hypocrite on this show. And can Kane die already? I hate his holier than thou attitude. The whole "we did it to survive, but whatever you did was unforgivable" thing is getting so old and annoying. Abby's gonna throw a fit once she finds out they did the same thing to Clarke but its okay when she does it for Kane

[historyofshipping]

ran out of time for a whole rewatch...

So now I’m just doing a s6 rewatch. Here’s live reactions for 6x01

Miller & Bellamy are amazing. brotp 

“A lifetime alone with someone you love, sounds pretty good to me.” look, yall met like 2 weeks ago. 

“Some of us never lost it.” bitch. that selective amnesia’s really working in your favor isn’t it 

I miss Jordan 

noooo Clarke, don’t trust Abby with Madi 

I will never get over how Bellamy stares at Clarke during their potential tumble to the alpha 

and then they pan over to Echo who is staring at Bellamy 

Jackson is such a precious peach 

“We go together, all of us” - as he proceeds to put Clarke over his family for the rest of the season 

God I hate what they did to Shaw 

I had a theory at the beginning of the season that they were all being especially hard on Clarke to contrast with Bellamy protecting her, and now I’m even more convinced of it 

Abby put her hair in a ponytail in S5 and never touched it again 

Alpha being a moon - wonder if that’s ever gonna come into play 

Shannon Kook is such a precious bean 

Oh so we’re gonna remember that Raven was electrocuted by Abby and Madi by Clarke but we’re not gonna talk about Bellamy choking Clarke? Of course not 

“Scratch that -  not feel.” so we just gonna skip over the fact that you took the chip in s3? to not feel? ok 

side note - at sdcc, Richard said that the water was so cold that they had a blow up hottub for him to go in afterwards

why does no one take off their shoes to swim??? 

luisa’s facial expressions are on point watching Murphy not surface

“omg we’re aliens!” is one of my favorite lines 

JAROD DESERVES TO BE A MAIN 

“there’s no starting over without forgiveness.” ugh. cringe. 

I just realized that Clarke did an apology tour right before she died like everyone does. i didn’t put that together until now 

I miss team cockroach 

“What if there’s nothing there?” “Then we’re bug food!” omg I missed that. amazing. 

Murphy staying behind to help Emori ❤️

when Clarke throws herself into the shield to save Shaw, she doesn’t say “It’s radiation, it won’t affect me.” (unlike what the captions say) she has an IF in front of it. IF it’s radiation, it won’t affect me.

God Murphy is such a dick lol. I still love him 

“They have a castle.” aww who knew Murphy liked architecture lol 

“Destroy the world, 200 years later they put you on a flag. See? Hope for us yet!” 🤣

Murphy being Murphy 

Octavia telling off Kabby was so damn therapeutic for me 

I definitely forgot about Kane’s blood spewing and Abby’s mouth to mouth 

omg 

oh that kabby cpr scene is directly a parallel to bellarke except that bellarke worked

petition for more singing on this show 

in the swings scene, clarke is 100% just watching be/cho. there’s nothing else for her to do behind them lol 

bonding over parenting 🥰

“Trust me, I know the feeling.” - even if he didn’t know about the radio calls, did she expect him not to ask about that??? lol 

your flirting is showing guys

“Echo come here and watch me ignore you up close.” 

[osleyakomwonkru]

One of my favourite moments this season still remains Octavia calling out Kabby in 6x01, because it is a perfect metaphor for my millennial rage.

We have to remember, Octavia didn’t walk into the Dark Year cracking her knuckles going “OKAY let’s shoot some people and devour their corpses, it’s gonna be a party”. She was disgusted by it. Abby and Indra are the ones who said that the fighting pits were the only option. 

But fine. She trusts them, she needs to save her people, so people cubes it is. But then some people like Kane don’t want to eat their people cubes. She lets it happen, fine, they��ll eat when they’re hungry enough.

But then Abby comes in and says that isn’t an option either. They can’t starve, but they also can’t bear the guilt of what has to happen. Again, Octavia trusts her elder, and does what has to be done to bear the guilt and responsibility of their survival, even if it breaks her to do so.

Only to have those same elders who shoved her down that path disavow any responsibility of their own, and look at her as if she’s the only monster in the room.

Now, I’ve never had to lead a bunker full of the last remnant of humanity, but this pattern does sound familiar. As an older millennial, I sympathize. We trusted our elders. We followed the path they recommended for us - we went through high school, went to university, racked up student loans - and then graduated into the worst recession the world had seen in 80 years.

This by itself wasn’t the awful part. Shit happens, you deal, you figure it out. But the worst part was dealing with baby boomers who acted as if it was all our faults when they’re the ones who had screwed things up. That it was our fault that we listened to their advice on planning our futures. That it was our fault that they outsourced mid-tier jobs overseas, meaning that we couldn’t “move up” as easily as they had. That it was our fault that recruiting practices had changed since they’d gotten their stable jobs, and that what worked 30 years ago to get those jobs no longer does.

It’s been a decade, we’ve adapted. But we’re still bitter for the way we were treated (and still are now, because apparently the media still thinks we’re teenagers. Newsflash, millennials are roughly between the ages of 23-38).

So it warms my bitter millennial heart whenever I watch that scene, and see Octavia speak truth to self-righteous adults who were the architects of her suffering. I stan a queen who won’t stand for double standards and hypocrisy.

[daisyqiaolianmay]

well... silver lining is at least we can be sure the sex scene in ep 11 isn't going to be some cougar!abby/toyboy!kane bullshit

[stefanandcaroline]

kill off kabby to give bellarke more screentime campaign 2k19

[commandermadi]

abby touching and caressing kane’s new body

[dramaticalsquirrel]

Why would they make Madi do that...? I understand if she still thought Clarke was dead, but she knows she’s alive, she knows Bell has a plan... it was so random? Like, yay, murder time! Uhm, okay? 

Also, Raven helped with the whole ‘make Kane come back in another body when he didn’t give his consent to any of this’. But she doesn’t feel guilty at all, in fact, she’s still in her high horse and blaming everyone for everything. 

And what the fuck, Abby? I just... can’t sympathise or even like Abby anymore. I just can’t. Her obsession with Kane is fucked up, and she sees nothing else. And what he did to him... “I saved you.” UHM, yeah, I bet he loves being resurrected in a body that’s not his. I bet he loves knowing that an innocent man died being manipulated and brain-washed. Greeeeat. 

There is no turning back for Abby, imo. With Octavia I could see it, we saw her journey and she did some fucked up shit, but I understood where it was going and she has being a great character in s6. 

Abby just.... ???????????

Idk, at least they did good with Emori’s character. 

Sorry if the post has a lot of negativity. I loved the episode, actually! Many characters were great: Diyoza, Octavia, Gabriel, Bellamy, Josephine, Ryker, Russell, etc. 

But I had to say something about the whole ????? with Madi, Raven and Abby. I thought they would make Raven go on a self-reflection journey and understand how she always made others make the tough calls and how she also made choices that led to people dying, but... seems that’s not gonna happen? So... okay? 

Anyway, can’t wait for Day Trip! “I won’t let you die” UGH, MY HEART.

[loonydru]

octavia going off on kabby cleared my skin and watered my crops

[barnes-107th]

Now that we’re finally done with K.abby, can we please give screen time to more important and interesting characters? 60% of this episode was just Abby crying about Kane...

[soul-wanderer]

Abby: "We always have a choice, Kane. You chose to press charges against my husband, your friend, even though you knew he would get floated for it. You chose to include my daughter in those charges, and now you're choosing this. Hiding behind the law absolves you of nothing."

Just a reminder that this is what Abby said in 1x01 after Kane sentenced her to death for using more blood to save the chancellor than she was allowed to. Just a reminder that Kane sentenced a whole family to death and the show still thought it would be a good idea to bring Abby and Kane together and that doesn't even take into consideration all the other things he has done to Abby and Clarke after they've all landed on earth. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.

[nathanmillers]

i really hope that k*bby completely sinks in the romantic sense. now that kane is in a younger man’s body, it would be ,,, super weird to see them still being written as romantic. his new body is in that of a man in his 20s when kane was nearly in his 50s. abby is in her late 40s. it would honestly make me really uncomfortable to see it. and yeah, i know some people whose parents are 10+ years apart in age, but this seems like another level of weird because they could have cast an older man for kane’s new host. they could have given him a new body closer in age to kane’s true one. but they didn’t.

[historyofshipping]

ew ew ew ew @everything kabby

ew

YOU TASTE DIFFERENT?! FROM A CANNIBAL THAT’S EVEN CREEPIER

[osleyakomwonkru]

Jaha, Kane, Abby

You’re Satan, you know that? I hope you’re happy. This shit got real dark real fast.

Slow Burn: Jaha. For no other reason than the fact that building a relationship over the long term with either of the other two makes me want to violently hurl. I don’t actively hate Jaha, so this seems the best choice for a fulfilling relationship, even if his messiah complex might grate on my nerves.

Fake Dating: Abby. This is an AU where I’m an undercover vice cop and Abby’s a drug addict and I use my connection to her to bust an international drug smuggling ring. She gets to go to prison too, and I don’t think fucking an undercover cop would win her many friends there. She dies on her first day.

Enemies to Lovers: Kane. Or can I have a second helping of Jaha? No? Okay, fine. Kane. So this will be one of those D/s AUs, where he’s a corrupt politician buying my Dominatrix services, and I make him suffer above and beyond what he’s paying for. And he likes it and keeps coming back for more. Eventually he realizes what a shitstain he is, abdicates his position and gives it to the daughter he’s alternately neglected and/or psychologically damaged her entire life. I STILL won’t love him and will run off with his daughter instead. There’s no lovers here. Just enemies for days. Sorry, I tried.

[viviansternwood]

brb just gonna throw up after the “k/abby” kiss