#another one that's just rp logs sorry

[millenniumdueled]

The End of the World, Again: part 2

Yugi

The group emerges from the rift to find themselves in the crumbled remains of an ancient, tiered city, long forgotten. Before them stands a massive door to the uppermost level, from where that great pillar of teal light seems to be projected.

"that must be where dartz is..." Yugi speculates, craning his neck as he follows the light upwards.

Seto

"No time like the present, then."

Seto opens the door to fated destiny's destruction, nothing but confidence and irritation.

Yugi

Yugi nods in agreement and makes his way to the large door. It leads the Duelists to an open courtyard, stone pathways leading to a central domed structure over a shallow pool. The pillar of line eminates from the top of the dome, and a crystalline statue of a familiar foe sits below.

"Careful, Partner..." his Other Half warns as Yugi approaches the crystal statue.

He steps up onto the platform of the domed structure, glancing over his shoulder at the others, and around the courtyard. But as he reaches out to touch the statue, suddenly the crystal falls apart to nothing more than dust on the wind. Yugi's eyes widen, and Dartz's laugh echoes around them again

Seto

Upon hearing the laughter that grates on his nerves and his ears, Seto readies his Duel Disk to play monsters for the fight. He takes a defiant step forward, knees bent slightly for poise.

"Dartz! Where are you, snake food?! Show yourself!"

Yugi

"I'm with my god now. Don't worry, Seto. You'll join us soon enough," echoes Dartz's voice from the dome overhead. As his words finish, that bright pillar of light splits into four, each arcing in a different direction over the side of the island and plunging deep into the ocean far, far below.

Joey

It's a good thing he's focusing on the task at hand. The emptied soul squares were creepy, the portal was weird, this empty city is creepy as hell, and the life-sized glass Dartz that just disintegrated for no reason? You guessed it, creepy!! The disembodied voice is not helping, though at least Joey only jumps a little when all that light goes shooting outwards again. He heads to the edge of the domed area to try to look over, see where it went.

His jaw drops as a massive green serpent winds and twists its way out of the ocean, into the sky, flying towards them. It's big enough to coil around the entire floating city. "Holy-! That thing could pick its teeth with any of the Egyptian God monsters! That's the Great Leviathan!?" Well. He knew this wasn't going to be easy. But damn.

"...Is it just me or does he have a pimple?"

Yugi

At Joey's comment, the Other Yugi squints at the enormous snake that looms over the Duelists. He gasps when he realizes.

"That pimple is Dartz!"

The Leviathan roars in response.

The Pharaoh wastes no time, immediately drawing and summoning the first three monsters in his deck: Dark Magician, Summoned Skull, and... Kuriboh. As the monsters appear, as flesh and blood rather than projections of light, the Other Yugi pulls one more card, and the dragon Timaeus joins them.

Joey

"Eugh!?"

Joey follows Yugi's lead, summoning Flame Swordsman, Jinzo, and, of course, Red-Eyes Black Dragon. He's liking these battles that don't stick strictly to the rules. To top it off, he's got Hermos next in his deck, and he wastes no time bringing him out as well. "ALRIGHT!! We got this!"

Seto

Seto bares his teeth at the monstrous creature, pulling from his Extra Deck to summon Blue-Eyes Ultimate Dragon, Gadget Soldier, and Vorse Raider, who has been loyal to him through this entire ordeal- and, finally, Critias. Seto feels the monsters all share a smiliar dedication to their Duelists, and to the world those Duelists live in; they have to give this battle their all.

Dartz looks down at the humans and their Duel Monsters and gives his heartiest, cruelest laugh yet, mocking them. "HAHAHAHAHAHA! Is this all the Chosen Duelists have to muster?!"

"Shut it, hood ornament! Prepare to get blasted into next week!"

Yugi

Once all three legendary dragons are summoned, the Other Yugi feels a pull in his heart that tells him to draw another card. And so he does. He immediately slides Legend of Heart into place in his DuelDisk, and the three dragons regain their human, knight forms.

He stares that enormous snake down with all his rage as he calls on all of their monsters to attack as one. A bright, white light encompasses the battlefield, leaving the Duelists temporarily blinded by the united front.

But when the spots clear from his vision, the Other Yugi gasps.

The great Leviathan still stands, seemingly unaffected by the all powerful attack.

Dartz laughs again. Though his torso and head look so small protruding from the massive monster's face, his guffawing still echoes.

The Pharaoh grits his teeth, plants a foot in the ground below him. He draws another card and plays Multiply. Outside of the rules of Duel Monsters, he uses the spell card to amplify the knight Timaeus's attack. Once again, a great burst of light errupts.

And once again, the serpent stands as the lights fade. Completely unharmed by the mighty affront.

Seto

Seto shields his eyes from the massive onslaught's discharge of light, having no time to marvel at the Knights who came from the Dragons. He supposes it makes sense, in a way... but he did prefer their dragon forms to these humanoid Knights. Joey seems far more surprised, at least, until they're all blinded again by Timaeus's follow-up attack.

Which, still, does nothing.

"Oh, is that it? Your magnificent mosquito bite?" Dartz giggles, which somehow stings more than evil laughter. "Then I suppose it's my turn!"

The great snake rears up, gathering negative light into its huge maw...

Yugi

As the Leviathan draws energy for its attack, the Other Yugi thinks quickly. He pulls another card, and holds it into the air as he calls for Timaeus. The knight absorbs the powerful defense of Big Shield Gardna into his sword, projecting a barrier of light that shields the Duelists.

But the other monsters aren't so lucky.

When the Leviathan's attack fades and the Full Barrier Shield finally disappears into a cloud of glitter, the Duelists stand with only their Knights left to protect them.

As the snake stares them down, those iridescent auroras begin to glow overhead once more. The great beast raises its head, pausing to investigate the colorful lights.

Glowing bubbles seem to emerge from the aurora, and the Other Yugi gapss as he recognizes a voice coming from one. The Dark Magician Girl, who he had met the night he freed Timaeus, calls out to her fellow monsters to unite against the serpent. One after another, dozens of those bubbles of light crash into the snake.

"Help from the other side--!!" the Pharaoh gasps as he realizes.

Seto

Seto stares for a moment where the Duel Monsters are hitting the Leviathan, watching for any damage that may occur... but it's not enough. He turns back to the other two Duelists. "Hey- Yugi, Idiot, we should take this opportunity to regroup, while he's still surprised enough not to attack us again!"

Which leads to Seto summoning his XYZ Dragon Cannon, Blade Knight, and Kaiser Seahorse. They're less than his best monsters, but with Blue-Eyes Ultimate Dragon in the graveyard... it's what he has available.

Yugi

The Other Yugi nods in determined agreement with his rival. He tosses him a quick smirk, but in a fraction of a second, his focus is returned to the great beast.

The futility of the monsters' attack won't shake his confidence. He summons forth three new monsters, Black Luster Soldier, Buster Blader, and Valkyrion the Magna Warrior. A stark upgrade from his last pulls.

Joey

"Don't call me idiot, jackass." There's no heat to the little jab, though, as Joey summons a new lineup. Gearfried, Rocket Warrior, and Gilford the Lightning. "I got your back, Hermos! All you hit him at once! Ain't no way it can stand up to us plus the help of those monsters up there!"

Yugi

Once each Duelist has summoned their next wave of monsters, the Other Yugi orders them to attack. Their monsters leap at the Great Leviathan as one, giving their all as they slash, stab, and blast into the snake's throat.

The massive beast roars, throws its head back, but it shows no signs of damage still. Blade-like spines shoot from its hide, piercing the monsters that hack and slash hopelessly against its thick scales.

Enraged but unharmed, the divine serpent turns its venomous gaze to the legendary knights.

Seto

The Legendary Knights are fearless in the face of this immense God-creature, but, unfortunately for their Duelists, they are but Duel Monsters, nothing more.

Even with all the bolstering in their decks, these Knights cannot withstand a blow from such a monster. They, too, are destroyed.

Dartz then sends tendrils of darkness toward the Chosen Duelists, effortlessly entangling them and pulling them toward his God's obsidian skin. "Don't you see? Even your Legendary Knights have failed you, Chosen Duelists; resistance is futile. All will be consumed by the great Leviathan, and it will drown the world in the darkness of humanity's hearts! Take a moment, now, while you can: hear them inside its belly!"

Joey

Joey watches their monsters get skewered with a wince. "Okay... Maybe we need a plan B." Well they still have their Knights!

And. Now they don't.

"No!! Shit, nothin's workin' on this thing!" he cries out as they get snatched up. He still tries to fight, even aiming a punch at the tendril that grabs him. "Bring it on, you freaky mutant! Ain't no god has kept me down yet, you ain't about to break that streak!!" But then he freezes. Looks around. "...Mai? Valon? Rex??" He looks back up at the Leviathan. Where the voices are coming from. "...I hear you. I HEAR YOU!! I AIN'T GIVIN' UP ON YOU, WE'LL GET YOU OUTTA THERE!!!"

Somehow.

(( as always!!!!! thank you x10000 to @redeyesandchilifries and @blueeyesking !!!!! ))

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for telling someone that roleplays are a two-way street and refusing to re-engage with them?

Occasionally, if I'm in the mood to write but I don't really know what, I'll browse ship tags on Omegle. Its become synonymous for roleplays, and I've found its (typically) pretty fun.

As with every social thing, there's the odd... Less than pleasant experience. Last night was one such experience. I connected to someone on a ship tag, they sent a prompt, and it was actually a pretty interesting one, so I responded.

It was an AU prompt, but I generally kept my characterisation as close to the character's canon as I could, while still matching it to roughly what someone's personality in that profession and location would be.

(E.g; if the character was a proper old-country style cowboy, or a socially awkward secretary, ect.)

It became very clear, very fast, that the other person had very, very specific ideas about the roleplay, what happens, what my character was supposed to say/do, ect. To the point where (as I later told them) they should've just written fanfic so they had complete control.

Near enough every time I responded, they'd "correct" it or argue against it both in character and in brackets as themselves. For example if I noted something about the background or story of my character, theirs would immediately say "no that's not what happened" or they'd say [hey actually can you change that, it doesn't fit/I don't like it/its not what I envisioned].

After about fifteen minutes of this I got incredibly vexed and decided I was done. I don't mind a roleplay having certain goals/main points/guidelines, but they were literally trying to control every tiny aspect of what I did. So I sent them this:

[I'm sorry, the RP sounded interesting in the prompt you sent, but its rapidly becoming clear you don't actually want a roleplay, you want to be the sole one dictating everything that happens. Honestly I think its best you turn this idea into a fanfic and not a roleplay. It kills off any enjoyment of the roleplay when I have you contradicting every tiny detail I include or dictating what I'm allowed to do or say. I'm not going to sit there waiting for you to approve of everything I intend to say. Thank you for your time, but good night.]

I disconnected, and decided I'd spend another fifteen minutes browsing the tag before I did something else. Well apparently, the other person decided they were going to spend fifteen minutes stalking the tag trying to find me again, spamming every connection with messages ranging from extreme insults and threats to demands I 'speak up again, bitch, I wanna talk' and so forth. After connecting to them for the tenth time, I sent:

[I'm not going to re-engage with you. I said what I did, and frankly, it was a valid statement. If you can't handle the fact that roleplaying means a 50/50 creative allowance with someone else, and that you can't micro-manage or bulldoze every single detail, then you shouldn't roleplay. Frankly, knowing how vile you can be from simple criticism, I'm glad I disconnected. Take a breather and re-evaluate yourself. I'd be embarrassed.]

Well. This morning I logged onto Tumblr and after some browsing, I actually came across them again. Here. By means of a post where they included screenshots of everything and are even going so far as threatening to stalk Tumblr and AO3 to 'match up the writing' so they can find me and presumably say their piece or whatever.

I talked to a friend about it, and surprisingly, they think I'm an asshole. Not for what I said in the first place, but for not re-approaching the other person (through DMs) so they'll stop filling the ship's tag with negative stuff. (They've made 3 posts about it all so far.)

I don't want to do that because it means opening up my private social media to this obviously unhinged individual. I know I can expect to be spammed, sent hate mail, have them try to track down my other socials, ect. I could make an alt account for it, but honestly that's effort I don't see the point in making. If they can't let this go, its not my problem.

AITA? Should I make an alt account just to let them get it out of their system? I don't know how to proceed with this.

What are these acronyms?

[someotherdog]

hey y'all. long time no see, sorry for my absence. unfortunately due to just... the general state of the world i have absolutely no desire to write a word. :/ i'm trying to get my muse back but i can't even force myself to read other people's work anymore even tho my tbr book list is like waist-high. (i did however finish my first quilt, it looks like shit but at least i'm not completely unable to express myself through art... small mercies) so i'm very sorry to anyone that's waiting on a reply from me, i truly can't say when i'll be able to write back so i understand if anyone wants to drop a thread or break mutualship. i'm gonna explain some more under the cut but no one is obligated to read it, i just don't have anywhere else to put my feelings.

2025 is my twentieth anniversary of roleplaying. of course i haven't actively roleplayed every single month of every year, there were a lot of long breaks, some even more than a year or so, but collectively yeah it's been since 2005 that i've roleplayed in some fashion or another. whether here on tumblr for the last ten years, or on sites like roleplayer.me (which i often dream about for some reason?) or myspace or even those forum boards way back in the day. so it's been part of my life longer than it hasn't. after my father died when i was a kid, i basically had free rein of the internet and eventually stumbled upon rp during my harry potter phase when i saw a myspace profile for padma patil and was like 'huh she's a fictional character?' and basically it just snowballed from there.

rp has been kind of a secret shame i've had, i've only told like two people in real life about it; i basically just describe it as 'collaborative writing' when i get even close to explaining what i'm doing on my phone or computer all the time, and tbh i rarely get close enough to anyone irl for anyone to ask, my family's just used to me being so secretive, but i don't volunteer that information to acquaintances or anything. idk why i'm so embarrassed of it, it's really not a big deal, but it just makes me feel like a loser somehow. idk. i guess because for a very long time, it was my only outlet and only way to socialize, so it and the internet in general was my only lifeline when my agoraphobia was at its worst. i guess i just feel that i should've been at the club instead of writing replies that don't matter, basically shouting into the void besides the writing partner in question and maybe like one or two random people that may come across my blog, but i didn't want to be at the club. i don't want to be at the club. my life has been pretty shit my entire life but i don't want any other life. not really.

so as i approach twenty years, i've been thinking a lot about retiring. not that i want to stop writing, muse permitting, but that at some point, i will have to stop roleplaying. i know that on other sites like jcink, it's normal for writers to keep roleplaying into their forties, but here on tumblr, there is a ceiling. a point where people stop putting their actual age and go with 20+, 30+, etc because no one wants to write with someone who is old. i know that a lot of people go on to write while having partners and kids, two things that are very very unlikely for me, but at some point whether we want to stop or not, we will just log off one day and... never return. we won't have time anymore, or we can't find anyone to write with, or just a sudden indifference, but eventually it all ends. and i don't really want it to end, despite my lack of inspiration. i just can't really imagine my life without roleplay, but i know that it will end, that i'll just run out of time or interest or feel too old for it (tho i don't feel like there are really... new younger roleplayers anymore, at least not so much on tumblr), but i find that prospect really scary. to have something be part of my daily life for twenty years and for it to just... go away.

i actually reread a fanfic i wrote in 2010/2011 last week. it made me a little sad because i was just a baby when i wrote it and i was so, so, so lonely at the time of writing it, but it was also a time when i didn't know it was should've not should of (lol) and i also plagiarized IT by stephen king for a single line (it must've been what i was reading at the time) but the bare bones of the way i write now was in it. the language was a little simplistic, but my tone of voice was in there. and it just made me feel bad for seventeen year old me because i'm still doing this. but i don't want to stop doing this, but i know at some point i will need to.

it doesn't help that i haven't felt inspired to write a narrative sentence in weeks. i go through dry spells and writer's block frequently, but this one has felt so much different than before. i'm stressing out a lot about politics (obviously) and also i've been having a lot of health anxiety. mostly about bird flu and the morality rates for cats, because i work a public facing job where i interact with hundreds of people a week, and while i mask at work and frequently wash my hands/use hand sanitizer, and i also never let my cats out or feed them raw food, there's still a risk of tracking it into my house on my shoes or my dogs bringing it in after going outside (tho that's not very often bc it's very cold in the midwest and they're not breeds that love snow) and after i had to put down my cat last summer, i truly fear losing my cats now after only having them for six months because i lost my soul cat after eight years together and it just wasn't enough. i also have health anxiety due to, as mentioned, my father's death at a young age and i've been basically having daily panic attacks. it's just creatively sapped me when my inspiration is fickle enough and generally only comes in short bursts (that's what she said). it makes me sad to not write, and when i look in my drafts for something that might inspire me, i just get overwhelmed because there's so many replies i've let sit for months. so i know anyone would say mental health over replies, but when my mental health is just so bad lately no matter what i do... idk it just feels like a bottomless pit or something. it doesn't help that i had a really bad group rp experience last year lmao but that's a story for a different day. so it's just made me question and ruminate a lot, and while i know i need help, i just don't have the money either to take care of myself in that way. i feel very stuck, but at least i'm not agoraphobic anymore? but it's kind of strange because i miss it so much sometimes. it feels sick to miss my metaphorical cage, but i do.

so anyway if you actually read all of this, i really commend you for being a trooper. thank you for listening if you did! and again sorry if you're waiting on any replies from me, i hope to be back soon.

[coffelovereco]

‿︵‿. ݁˖ . ݁ ☕︎ . ݁˖ . ݁‿︵‿

. . . Ah, the fresh smell of warm coffee fills the office you walk into. A bitter but gentle scent, alongside it gives in a gentle cozy feeling to the prosecutors feeling you just walked into. The sight of coffee set by the table just comfirmed the welcoming scent. but.. the coffee wasn't the reason you got into the prosecutors office, was it?

The gentle ambience was broken by a familiar figure standing in front of the desk, grabbing a mug filled with coffee as he shook his head, glaring at you through his visor that showed the famous red strips. He raised an eyebrow, he hadn't been warned someone was comming up to his office, but despite that, he just seemed to smirk his confusion up.

“ Ah, What a suprise to see someone here. Would you want a cup of coffee? Don't mind the other one doesn't bite either. ”

It seemed like he meant no harm. His eyes then fell on the other 2 people there alongside him. Another prosecutor and... Is that a detective alongside the 2 of them? Perhaps it is. The other prosecutor seemed rather skeptical to speak. But the detective seemed to just stick his tongue out towards you.

[ End of beginning of the intro post. Prooced to the rest? ]

[ooc: Hello!! This is my first rp/ask blog! This also has my ocs so take note of the canon and noncannon that will be included.and i’m sorry if i act a bit ooc when doing the only cc here heheh- Also, This isnt only an Ask Blog, its also a rp blog! Similar go a hand of other ask & rp blogs! ]

About...

... Godot ☕︎ᝰ.ᐟ

𐔌 Goes by He/Him

𐔌 Main timeline is a Post-Prison Godot, so some stuff is diferent from his pre prison arc.

𐔌 Still the same coffee lover.

𐔌 You can ask anytime to speak to either Pre Prison Godot and Diego Armando, just do specify, cause or else main timeline godot will be used!

𐔌 Headcanons will be worked on at some point!

... Kimi Walker ᡣ𐭩ᝰ.ᐟ

𐔌 Kimi's been moved to his own blog!! now @walkingthedetective !

... Asher ☂︎ᝰ.ᐟ

𐔌 He/Him Pronouns

𐔌 his main timeline is the one after AJ. Although he has a version of himself back in PW, and a debut/younger version of himself aswell. You may make questions to those, just do specify to which one you asking when making him questions, or else main timeline will be used.

𐔌 theres an AU i’m working on where he takes over Miles’ role after Miles was murdered right after turnabout goodbyes before he left to go away. The AU's name is “SoulBond”. It’ll be better explained in a post in mods main acc.

𐔌 you may choose between which Au you wanna question, again just do specify which AU you’d like to speak with.

𐔌 He prefers Tea over Coffee but drinks coffee with godot in the office.

About the mod !!

𐔌 My main is @aa-ash3r !!

𐔌 You may call me by any of the following: Ash3r, Ash or Kimi. (I’m not oicky about any of the names!)

𐔌 He/Them/It pronouns !!

𐔌 only NSFW i allow in this blog is towards the characters & Ocs, and it cant be too much NSFW as it may make me uncomfortable and i wont answer it at all.

𐔌 Any & All Interactions with any character despite fandoms are always welcome! Its genuine fun!

𐔌 Please specify to who you are making your questions towards, this includes basicly any specific timeline or AU you might see going around this blog

𐔌 i also run @thegoofyactor, @snackoo-science-detective, @thesweetest-dollie & @thatcriminalattorney :D

—·— End of the Log. —·—

[oonajaeadira]

20 questions for fic writers

Thank you for the tag, @insomniamamma. For the record, I think you write beautiful smut. I appreciate it for its realness and connection.

How many works do you have on ao3? Aw man, you made me log into my AO3 account? I haven't been around there recently because I feel bad about leaving some messages unanswered. Tumbletown is my main fic home and I haven't really had the time to post here, much less on AO3. (Answer the question Adira.) It says I have 19. I don't post there until they're here and sometimes don't crosspost. Mainly I've been posting over there only if I have a complete series, although sorry LMR readers both there AND here.

2. What's your total ao3 word count? 260,317. Seeing as how not even half of my fic is up over there, I cringe to think of what my actual wordcount is.

3. What fandoms do you write for? Pedro Pascal. Which is an umbrella for the actual fandoms contained therein.

4. Top 5 fics by kudos According to AO3? Losing My Religion, A Girl Walks Into a Bookshop, A Rare Treat, The Sweets Series, Eyes Closed, Comm Open. According to Tumblr: Good. Things. Take. Time. (this one's a Tumble exclusive, dunno if I'll ever AO3 that one), Losing My Religion, Dulces Suenos, The Sweets Series, A Girl Walks Into a Bookshop.

5. Do you respond to comments? I do. Every one. I know I'm behind on some and I'm sorry about that. I let that bother me enough that it's getting in the way of my writing and I shouldn't do that.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? I don't like to leave angst hanging and only use it as a trampoline for a happy ending, but I guess the closest thing I have would be A Kiss Before Dying and in Death We Combine. Even if it ends in "death," at least they get to be together.

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? All of them? LOL. Of the multi-chapters I've actually finished, probably A Girl Walks Into a Bookshop.

8. Do you get hate on fics? Only in passing. There were the mean girls that were kind of being catty over on a few other blogs about GTTT when it blew up much to my surprise (yes, of course I saw all of that, mean girls gonna mean). I remember some comment about not trivializing massage therapists just because I have a shitty back.... and all I could think was, hey. First of all, I can tell you didn't even read it, you're just mad about it blowing up. Not my fault. Next. Don't talk about my back. You wouldn't like being injured and having people talk smack about a piece of your body that gives you pain beyond comprehension, y'bigot. Also not my fault. Once I realized they were just mean girls meaning, I let it roll off and got my own satisfaction by writing a pretty bomb series based on some of their prompt lists that I never would have seen if I hadn't been clued into the smack. Turn that hate into something great!

9. Do you write smut? I do. Not exclusively and it's never the main dish of the story. If it does show up, it's usually the result of a long period of longing and/or feelings exchange.

10. Craziest crossover? I'm not a crossover gal. Every once in a while I'll write an easter egg into another fic (there are several in GTTT), but nothing heavy duty. There was the time The Mandalorian got something of a cameo in a Sweet's fic tho....

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Oh gods, I hope not. That would suck. I hate blocking people.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? YES! But not in the way you might think! @katareyoudrilling did an amazing job translating the first chapter of Good. Things. Take. Time. into a sexytime roleplay script!!!! I'M STILL SQUEEING ABOUT IT.

13. Have you co-written a fic before? In a way. For a while when RP accounts were in full swing, I was falling very much in love with the adventure I was creating with @morally-gray-prospector. That account was so amazing, run by one of the smartest writers I've ever known here, but they were TOO good and poured themselves generously into their responses, which got them quite a following...and they burned themselves out! While my story with Ezra didn't have an ending, I never expected it to. I meant it when I said it to the writer: I'm just so happy to have an adventure with Ezra and every minute working on it was a joy that I will love forever. I'm glad they had fun too and didn't keep pushing themselves when it was no longer sustainable. <3

All time favorite ship? It's Din and Little Bird. Now that I know how that story is going to soft-end, they're my favorite couple of all time.

What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will Oh, I'll finish them all. Right now, Branded is in the most danger of lingering, since I have to figure some stuff out with them. But if I could solve the puzzle of Losing My Religion, then I have no doubt that I'm eventually going to get on with that one too.

What are your writing strengths? I don't know what my strengths are, but I like the magic of showing without showing. I like pacing. I enjoy trying to get the characters' voices right and make the dialog real.

What are your writing weaknesses? I am slow. And I make a show of "not following the rules" as if I'm some kind of rebel, but really, I'm just bad at following rules!!!!

Thoughts on dialogue in another language I try to avoid it for the most part because I usually mess it up pretty badly. I generally don't write Din in Mando'a because I haven't really heard him speak it in the series and he seems to always default to Basic even if he understands it spoken to him, so I can't shake the feeling that it's out of character. But Little Bird is a Mandalorophile, so she'd definitely know it and use it. I do sometimes pull in Spanish for Sweets, but it's usually because it's two characters who actually would speak it when Sunday's not around, and even then I try to make sure it's basic enough for folks to follow. The one time I tried to put Italian in I messed it up pretty good, but a beautiful reader helped correct it for me and I'm so so so grateful. <3

First fandom you wrote for I know I have a Doctor Who piece in a notebook somewhere hidden away. And I most likely have a slew of Ranma pieces from my college days. Were there any before that? Possibly.

Favorite fic you've written I have too many. I write really slow, so if it's actually made it to Tumbles, that means I loved it enough to manifest it. Some of them I love because of the fandom, some because of the relationship, some because of the world building, some because of the interaction, and most because of the good time I had writing it. Right now I'm seeing people reading Losing My Religion, and I've had reason to dip into some of those chapters and re-read a little and it's reminded me how much I love writing for the Star Wars universe, how much confidence I have in it. That was the first fic I really wrote, and I put so much of myself into it... so if I choose a favorite, I'll point there first even if it's not really finished yet.

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tagging: @blueeyesatnight @ezrasbirdie @missredherring @leslie-lyman @prolix-yuy

[littledemon-lilith]

To whom it may concern:

Tumblr terminated my rp account [@eddiefknmunson] 🙄

I logged on today & it was toast. I’ll make another one, but just wanted everyone who interacts with Eds to know.

Relevant 🏷️: @joeschains @reanimated-alice @chrissycunningham1986 @yearwalker96 @somethingvicked @eddiesprincess86 @hellfiremunsonn @chrissymjstan @sireddiethebanished @moonchildquinn @mvnsoneddie86 @banisheddie-thefr34k-munson (sorry if I missed anyone- I’m big sad)

[sillybruja]

keep reading if you wanna know about the craziest liar and well known spn roleplayer I've met on tumblr

I will never forget being on tumblr from 2011 - 2015 and being in the supernatural role playing community. It was both one of the best, and worst experiences of my entire life. I role played as Dean Winchester (and actually my page is still up, and I might start up again) and had a fairly large following.

during 2011, the SPN rp community just started growing so I, among a few of my mun friends, were like the "It girls and guys". It's so insane to think about it now, 10+ years later. There were people out there who did not roleplay that would follow me, and reblog my threads just because they appreciated by writing ^.^ it was so sweet. Back to my memory lol.

Anyways, I made friends with a rper on here who ran a Castiel account. We very obviously shipped Dean & Cas, and so did a lot of people. People even shipped us xD we had a ship name and everything. This person became my best friend in real time.

I really really thought I knew this person. He told me everything, every part of his life, every heart break from some dumb guy, every accident he's ever made, etc. I saw him as not only a best friend but a brother.

around 2013, my life took a turn -- things got more serious for me, and I fell off from roleplaying for a bit, and we lost contact. I remember he just eventually stopped responding to my messages. This wasn't okay for me because before he ghosted me, he told me he was really sick. I was always worried that the last text I sent him was the last I'd ever hear from him.

Eventually he did respond to me, and I remember him saying, "I'm fine, I might just be gone for a while. It's not your fault" and that was that. Mind you, I was 10+ years younger, and I really felt devastated.

Several months later, I logged back onto my roleplaying account. I remember being spammed with asks and messages about him. One of our mutuals sent me a message saying he had passed away a month prior. She showed me the go fund me that was started for him to cover his funeral expenses. My heart was shattered.

The next year was spent of thinking about him almost every day. I felt so sorry that things ended the way they did, and that he was gone. I honestly felt grief that entire year.

In 2015, I get this intuitive 'nudge' to check my tumblr again. This time when I log in, I see appreciation posts about him, and all of those feelings come back. I remember trying to get back into rping in honor of him, and I remember coming across an account that seemed awfully familiar.

This was another castiel account, almost identical in text, aesthetic, vocabulary, even same psds. I just knew it was him. I can't tell you how, I just did. I remember thinking I was crazy and that this was grief... but, unfortunately, I was right.

Eventually, I gathered the nerve to reach out to this account. I cannot remember the name they gave me. But I talked to them, and I sort of played detective lol.

I deeply knew it was him and felt like it was so wrong that he lied about everything, had everyone upset, and took HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS from people who donated for his funeral.

One day, I was just tired of being nice. I approached him about it all. Of course he denied it. I badgered him about it though, and I even told him that what he is doing is illegal, and that he owes it to people who are mourning a very much alive person.

I didn't stop until he came forward.

He said, "I'm sorry, I had to do this to be with my boyfriend" and my jaw was on the freaking floor.

I told him to come forward, or I will have to do something about this.

Of course, he did not. Instead, he deleted his account. I tried to make a claim against him, but it was never looked into.

I will never forget that.

and if he's still out there, I hope he actually understands the weight of his actions. and I hope justice gets served.

[silvertws]

Mh yes, I could have been obsessed over I don't know... mythology, dinosaurs, maybe some more known media like Percy Jackson.

But no.

I got obsessed, over Minecraft steves.

You've read that right.

FUCKING MINECRAFT STEVES.

CURSE YOU YOUTUBE FOR YOU PAGE.

I could have been watching maybe good quality Rps.

But no.

One video, and I was already hooked.

Goddamn it.

You know how many different series I've watched up until now?

Let me show you.

First video was episode 118 of "The Legends of the Balancers" back when it just came out, then I kept watching from there and after I finished that I decided to watch it from the start.

And you may think "surely 100+ episodes of a Minecraft Steve saga satisfied their needs" right...?

WRONG.

I.kept.going.

Bedrock Rising, Ruined Reality, Steve Saga (no, not Sabre's one, I tried that one but uh... I couldn't bring myself to enjoy it, I do love his newest series tho!), Ore Quest prime, A dark soul, Crimson Life Origins, and AT LEAST another one that I can't remember the name of- ToT it even was a log one I'm pretty sure. AHHHHHH

Oh and yes.

This all happened in less than a month.

I have a problem.

But it's fine :}

THIS IS MAKING ME WANT TO MAKE A FANON OC- WHY- WHY DO I EVEN HAVE A STORYLINE IN MIND- WHY AM I LIKE THIS.

AND. I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW THEM MFS-

LIKE WHAT.

like sure, I have head canons, I have made some sketches, BUT HOW.

Like, take FUCKING TIME STEVE-

IS IT A MASK? IS IT A FLOATING CLOCK HEAD? IS IT A CLOCK FUSED WITH HIS FACE?

I don't know.

It just exist.

oh and let's talk about THE FACT THAT THEY ALL WEAR THE SAME FUCKING SHIT-

MY MANS, I AM HORRIBLE AT DESIGNING OUTFITS, GIVE ME SOMETHING TO WORK WITH PLEASE.

I am going insane.

I am now attached to all of these characters.

Yes.

All of them.

I cannot help myself.

I have low standards I know, I'm well aware-

Anyway.

Someone should really make a Bingo for those series like:

"Naive AF mc, Darkness Go brr, Fought a God, Got mind controlled, has multiple people in their head, is in the WRONG DIMENSION, uses a crystal of some sort, L i g h t, music is loud AF and I cannot hear what you're saying, puberty hit during the series so the voice just changed, Sabre (which, I can exuse cuz yk, it's Sabre), got created by an all powerful being, is supposedly very powerful but somehow loses pretty often ngl (sorry <3), amnesia..." and so.much.more.

Which isn't bad, cause they're all unique in their own way <3

I mostly find that funny :3 they are all based off the same thing after all, so it makes sense.

I swear I am a responsible and serious adult.

I just uh... Like funky stuff ig-

Don't come at me please :'}

I feel like you can see my road trip to madness here.

Don't worry, this happens everytime I hyperfixate on anything.

Well, anything that I can't really talk about with any of my friends because they don't know and I don't want to bother them because if I start talking about the lore...

I won't stop.

You will have to stop me, knock me out or something.

I know my friend will read this, so *hi* :}

[shinobi98]

I've tried a couple of AI chats and they're OK, they're not the best. Some stuff the characters say is so wildly OOC that takes the immersion away immediately.

However, I think chat AIs and fanficitions scratch two different itches. You read fanfics when you want to read a story, see what other people think of your blorbo, see your blorbo interact with other character and adapt to new situations - all things you need a real person to write.

When I interact with chat AIs I mostly want amusing content to consume quickly and kinda mindlessly, the way you might put on a song in the background or do sudoku on the train. And yes part of the experience is also asking the AI a silly question that a real person would absolutely know how to answer in character and getting the most OOC (and sometimes wild) answer you can think of. I asked one bot to tell me something about themselves and it told me umprompted about a secret child it had with another character and the heartbreak at not being able to be together and it was so OOC on all levels that it was just funny (none of that even remotely happened in canon).It was meme-y in a way a real person could never write.

But more to the point, reading fanfics is passive. You log in, read what other have written for you and that's it. Writing with a chat AI is interactive, you can steer the conversation in the direction that you want it it to go. If you're in the mood for doing something and not consuming something, you won't be reading a fanfic. If you don't have an AI, you may boot up a game, or get writing yourself, or draw your blorbo, but it's very different than reading, or watching TV, or listening to music.

The closest thing there is to using a chat AI is roleplaying in my opinion (although, there are many differences). But it's not like you have access to a RP buddy 24/7, or even a friend you can share blorbo thoughts with. Maybe they are busy, maybe you just don't know anyone and the best you can do is scream into the emptiness that is your blorbo's tag on tumblr, sometimes your fandom/blorbo is so obscure that there is no content for it even if you look.

Sorry for the rant but I've seen chat AIs slander a lot lately but personally I think they work perfectly for what they were intended for, they were never meant to be a substitute for fanfics to begin with. Many people conflate the outrage towards Ai art with this but they are very different issues.

i see a convo w a character ai and i keep scrolling

[diabolocracy]

Undertale Multiverse RP Group Interest Check ™️

A lengthy explanation of what it would be, subject to change if there's enough interest and I encounter snags when (if) I start actually putting shit together,

18+. Adults only, both OOC and IC. - Listen, I don't care what your fictional interests may be, they're yours. But I'm the one that's going to be moderating the Discord and junk, and I'm pretty sure lolisho is against Discord ToS - it's also no bueno in my country. I don't want to deal with (the potential of) it. - I'm not going to enforce some sort of ID check but if people start suspecting you're a kid trying to infiltrate an explicitly-stated adult space, there may be exceptions. If it's found out that you're a minor with zero doubts on the matter you'll just be kicked, blocked, and warned about without preamble. - IC your character can be as much of a blubbery dramatic insufferable manchild as you want them to be, they can be immature, whiny, annoying, whatever. OOC, no. Be a mature human being. That isn't to say you can't be silly, I'm a goofy goober myself, but don't start unneeded drama, don't try to start witch hunts over stupid nothingburgers, etc, etc, yadda, yadda. On that note...

Proship-aligned persons only. Antis will not have a fun time.

The OOC portion would be on a private Discord server whilst the IC portion would be on Wire to allow for a greater separation of IC and OOC. - It would allow the socially anxious or Just Not Up For It Right Now individuals to simply not log into their IC Wire accounts if they don't want to play, without having to tell anyone trying to interact with them "not today sorry." - It would allow for a more 'immersive' experience (or such was my experience with MSN groups ran this way). - Discord would be for ooc chatter, headcanons, character info, squeeing about the blorbos, planning player-driven events or encounters or incidents that need such planning, etc. I'm thinking a channel for introductions where you can state your limits (what you're okay being approached with, what you aren't okay being approached with, etc) and the like. It would allow people who aren't into it that day to join in on IC / OOC game nights, movie nights, or whatever else someone may wish to try dragging others into.

The Wire profile(s) would largely function as your character(s) phone(s). The baseline idea is some idiot has uploaded a self-sustaining form of malware that infects phones through casual browsing and adds each infected phone to each other's friends lists with no care for where they may be in the multiverse and no way to un-add those friends. Sure, your character could just get a new phone or something, but for the sake of the group thing it just keeps happening. - IC Face-to-Face interactions can be planned over these messages or your character can just pop in on those they know or whatever. The separation should be obvious considering the next point, a - IC texting absolutely does not have to adhere to grammar, capitalization, spelling, whatever. Your character can be as shitty a typist as you want them to be / as shitty a typist as they are ICly. IC Face-to-Face, however, should be structured like the typical roleplay fare ("Hey," blorbo said, "Catch me outside, how about that."). - Mysteriously finding strangers in their phone contacts will give your character an easy way to approach characters they don't know by simply asking "who dis" or some variant thereof.

Things will happen whether your character is online or not, and these things may or may not effect your character down the line. The idea is for the roleplay portion to be a Persistent World-type of thing. One day OOC is one day IC with exceptions for AUs where time functions differently. - Things your character does may have player-driven consequences (ie. your character making an enemy of another character might make you an enemy of their friends, too; attacking them may end up with their friends coming after your character; etc).

I'm thinking initially people will be allowed three characters. - Wire allows you to use multiple accounts at one time. You can also just log into whomever you're feeling that day. - Non-established AU characters are most certainly allowed, as are OCs made for the Undertale setting. - There will only be one instance of established/popular AU characters (ie. one Fell Sans, one Ink, one bluh bluh bluh) allowed in the group roster. If it's taken, it's taken. Variants (ie. Ink Sans, Pale Ink Sans) are obviously treated as separate characters. I'll have to make a list of characters whom are taken (as well as requested) that will be available on Tumblr and whatever other sites I might utilize to advertise the group. - Wires and Discords would not, however, be publicized! If accepted you'd be invited into the Discord, and there'd be a channel where people can drop their Wires.

I won't be accepting people with blank Tumblrs in effort to avoid antis and kids trying to sneak in using throw-away accounts. If something looks sussy I may also err on the side of caution. If you don't have an age or generalized category (ie. "I'm an adult") in your bio you'll be turned away. Sorry not sorry. - The only exception will be if you have someone who can vouch for you.

[afteriwake]

There When Needed (1/1 - A "Saviors Of All Worlds" Story)

Earlier this week, I filled in the story with RP logs between myself and @posterofamyth so the series is much easier to read and understand. This is one of two new stories I added to fill in RP canon gaps, when Molly disappeared the first time (though it went AU in the fic series before this fic). This is angsty, so my apologies.

There When Needed - When an Atlantis glitch send Molly back home days after she gives birth to their daughter, McCoy leans on his Atlantis family to cope.

SERIES PAGE | READ ON AO3

McCoy stared at the crib. Molly had started to give birth at Hogwarts, and they’d been brought back from the mission immediately. Their daughter had wanted to make her appearance in the world just a tad early, and while Molly was enamored with the world of magic, she wanted an actual delivery ward to deliver her baby in, with her husband by her side. Mary Joanna Hooper-McCoy had been born after a scant three hours of heavy labor, and he marveled at how they had created such a beautiful person together. He’d had all sorts of plans, things he wanted to do, things he wanted to tell Molly.

And then she was gone, sent back home because of a stupid glitch, and he was alone in Atlantis with his daughter, the only piece of Molly left. Nyota came over and put a hand on his shoulder, squeezing it gently. Molly had gotten a few scant days with her daughter and then…

It wasn’t fucking fair.

“Do you want to hold her?” he got out, turning to look at his friend. The whole Enterprise crew that was in Atlantis was in his apartment: Nyota, Jim, Pike, Christine… Rose was there and so was Daisy and Zane and Sharon and Bucky. It was good that they were there, because right now all he wanted to do was drink himself into a stupor, but there was Mary to think about.

“Of course,” Nyota said, picking a sleeping Mary out of the crib. “I’m so sorry, Leonard. You didn’t deserve it.”

His grip tightened on the edge of the crib. She was right; they had deserved better. Molly would never get to know her daughter, and Mary would never get to know her mother unless Molly ran across another coin or the glitch that sent her home brought her back. There had been a physical ache in his chest when he’d tried to sleep in bed alone the night before, but he still held out hope.

Something would bring her back. He had to hold onto that hope, slim as it could be.

The two of them went out to the others. Atlantis had given his spare bedroom a makeover into a nursery as soon as Mary had been delivered, he was sure, but his bed was still large and that was one of the few reasons he thought she might come back. He saw Sharon was making coffee, Jim and Pike were making food, Zane and Daisy were tidying up, Rose was going through photographs with Bucky and Christine…

“Hey,” Zane said as he came up to McCoy and clapped him on the shoulder. “We’re going to set stuff up so you don’t even have to think about cooking or doing laundry for a while. If there’s any other way we can help, let us know.”

“Thank you,” McCoy said with a nod. This was not the way he’d planned on introducing Mary to his Atlantis family, but Nyota handed him his daughter and he held her up slightly in his arms.

“She’s beautiful,” Sharon said, coming up with a cup of coffee for her and one for Zane. “Have you picked godparents yet?”

“Leaning towards Jim and Nyota,” he said. “Provided they’re here if...something happens, they can take care of her.”

“Good plan,” Pike said from the kitchen. “And you know Christine and I are always willing to help as well.”

“Thank you,” he said as Mary opened up her eyes and yawned. He knew with his family there, until Molly came back, he and Mary would be in good hands.

[sherwoodshope]

Rules

FOLLOWS/FOLLOW-BACKS

At least to start, I’m going to be fairly selective about who I follow/follow-back. However, if I have a clear understanding of your character and/or fandom, chances are I will eventually follow you back.

Even if I don’t follow you right away, please don’t be afraid to interact with me. The more we play together, the more chance there is I will follow you back.

There are several reasons I may end up not following someone. But the biggest one is obsessive posting of NSFW images or gifs. Often I am online at work and well, I just can’t have dicks all over my dash. Sorry.

THREADS/STARTERS/PLOTTING

I’ve tried doing starters for new followers in the past and it just never ended up well. They tend to get repetitive after a while and more often than not are lost on the dash. However, I will respond to any starters I am tagged in.

I am always open to plotting. Always. So if you have an idea (or even 11% of an idea), drop by my askbox and we’ll hash it out.

RESPONSE TIME

I run several other rp blogs (in multiple fandoms), so if I don’t reply right away, chances are I am logged in to one of them. I swear I am not ignoring you. Promise.

If it’s been a week or more, feel free to poke me. That way we know it’s just me being slow and not tumblr eating notices.

MUSE PORTRAYAL

I have been playing Robyn (in some form or another) since 1996. She has been featured on the original Buffy threaded posting board, AIM, YahooGroups, LiveJournal, GreatestJournal, InsaneJournal and now here.

Because of this, I (and one or two of my writing partners) have a LOT of lore for her and the Sherwood crew. This will be my default for solo writings and writings with crossover characters. Characters involve with the legend, I expect new lore to form -- stemming from our threads.

If you ever have questions about my portrayal or lore, please ask. My ask box and IMs are always open.

Also, please do not take anything my baby says IC personally. She can be a bit of a sassmaster.

SHIPPING

This blog will be multi-verse and multi-ship.

TRIGGERS/NSFW

This blog may contain triggering material. All posts containing such material will be tagged appropriately with anything explicit being placed behind a read more.

ANON HATE

Will not be tolerated. Pure and simple.

[wyrmguardsecrets]

The state of guard RP is... Kind of abysmal, lmao. There's some ones who make it really fun, but they're few and far inbetween. Most of guard RP is just "you're arrested, now you go to jail. No visitors or jailbreaks allowed and you can't write your character for x amount of hours kbye <3" which. Is not. Fun. I'm sorry. It's just not. It's not creative, it's not interesting, and you're forcing another writer to log off and use a different toon. (Well, that writer can ignore those rules, obviously. But you understand what I'm getting at. There's nothing to play off of after, and writing should be collaborative!) I genuinely don't see what the point is of that system, other than to live out a powerplay fantasy where the villains always lose or else they get blocked for 'godmodding'.

Villains work better in a closed environment anyway, imo. My villainous toons act normal in the public eye to upkeep their image, but those who want an antagonist can just message me for it - that way all the guard junk gets avoided because there's consent and communication all around.

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[jonathan-byerss]

I'm sorry but the whole situation that my friend @nancywheeler86 (edit: NOT my friend, my bad, she wasn't happy I friendzoned her lmao) is going through is just really pissing me off and I'm not going to stay quiet about it.

To that anon that keep sending messages to her (and perhaps to other rp accounts), you claim to "have a life" and that you're "not sad enough" to follow us/have a rp blog...right? Then why are you wasting your time sending hate to someone who's just trying to have fun (and sending asks anonymously, how brave of you!)? If you hate rp accounts so much you can either 1) block us to avoid seeing what we post or 2) just fuck off and stay away from our blogs and keep liking/reblogging content that you do enjoy. It's really not that difficult.

You have no idea what's going on behind the screen. People could be dealing with the loss of a loved one, they could be struggling with their mental health, they could be under so much stress...and when they log into their rp account expecting to interact with people and feel like they're helping someone else or just making someone's day better (to try to escape from their shitty lives at least for a few miutes), they have to deal with people like you hating on them. You're ruining what's supposed to be a safe and happy place for me and everyone else that has a rp account.

I hope everyone takes a second to think about the consequences of their actions and learn to respect another human being. If you can't be nice and all you can do is spread hate whenever you go, you really need to work on yourself. This is not okay. We all deserve respect. If rp is not your thing STAY AWAY FROM OUR BLOGS, if you hate the way someone is running a rp account MAKE YOURSELF ONE AN RUN IT HOWEVER YOU WANT IT, if you dislike a certain rp account LEAVE THEIR BLOG.

And I know people like you a little too well. You want to keep sending as much asks as you can to try and push us away. You want to bully us until we're practically forced to delete our accounts. That's exactly what you want, because people like you just love putting others down. You love being a bully and ruin everything and everyone. Well, watch us continue our blogs and, most importantly, continue to annoy you😘

RESPECT BOUNDARIES, BE KIND, THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.

[corruptedsilence]

if you're moving to another big, what happens to this one?

It dies

I'll keep it around, I don't really like deleting blogs tbh but I wont be logging onto this one anymore and will just be found at the new blog.

@giftedfangs

I'll still be continuing to RP and interact, but I'm divorcing myself from a lot of big parts of the canon after some revelations that I do not agree with and honestly would have changed my perspective on the series A LOT MORE if I had known them from the beginning.

TBH The only reason im even bothering to keep missi as a muse is because ive poured so much into her over the years and while it breaks my heart to know this is how the series is going im just. not. going to follow the canon anymore and write my own stuff going on.

making a new blog is, to me, a better way to really establish this divorce from the canon and not associate with ti as muc has this blog was since i tried to eb canon-compliment here.

I'm sorry i cant be more direct with things but if news comes up ill link it publicly if it's ever addressed publicly.

[pengosolvent]

Hey do you mind talking about some of the logs that someone posted on KF? At least the ones that involved you? Cause you didn't even bother showing any logs at all when you mentioned the logs getting leaked to the public. Considering how long that reply was I'm surprised that you didn't even show them! I'm just wondering since I'm looking at them right now and honestly a lot of it looks really bad on you, and honestly I don't believe that "alot of family trouble" justifys any of your behavior.

I do not mind if I have the energy and if the questions seem genuine and to update based on information shared "Cause you didn't even bother showing any logs at all when you mentioned the logs getting leaked to the public."

Like I said, I don't really check KF anymore I only know things from the flora server were exported and posted there because PK told the server that that happened

I didn't "bother" showing logs because I don't actually know what is being shared or discussed, I only know that someone was upset about the poem thing because PK told me about that

There's literally like… tons of channels that were leaked, I don't know how I'm supposed to share everything ever when most of my most recent engagement was RP between different characters?

I used to think the worst thing ever was if others thought I "looked bad", but it made me close off a lot of my feelings It made art and social media feel really performative I suppose "looking" bad is something separate to me than causing another to actually feel bad? So, if people feel hurt over something I have said or done, I am willing to try to talk about why I said whatever it is that I said If it's something about "looking" bad, then I can't really connect to it Being unable to register when others felt bad and when *I* felt bad led to a lot of harm, so I try to register more if others feel bad than if I "look" bad I guess, appearance stuff has caused a lot of harm to how I interact, instead of listening to actual feelings or trying to Rambling a bit, sorry

It's fine if you don't think my behavior makes sense based on my family troubles, you are able to make your own calls on things and choose to interact with me or not

You are not required to have sympathy for me over my struggles, but if you don't really recognize that they feel important to me (as in, that I feel these struggles are a big part of the way I act), then you won't really connect to my reasoning or feelings and nothing I say will really be enough for you

Which, again, is your choice to make