#anotexiatw

[ve-ro-nica]

u know what would be nice being able to eat 1200 calories without wanting to kms??????

[ve-ro-nica]

after restricting for 4 months reaching my lowest weight, i started binging for 5 months after that reaching my highest weight. i thought if only i could just get back to restricting i’d be happy. i got “back on track” late jan. now i’m just miserable bc i can’t even get myself to eat 900cals a day anymore. it used to be way worse last time but still. there’s no happiness in binging or restricting. it’s just insanity.