#anon i hope you’re doing well

[aimfor-theheart]

i’ve been reading godmaker for the first time and i’m not super far into it (i’m on the third chapter) but it’s reminding me a lot of sharing beds like little kids insofar as the readers have similar abilities and the tragedy hovers in the atmosphere similarly. i’m not sure how to articulate it but it’s that foreboding feeling that all of this has been decided already and we’re all hurtling toward inevitable heartbreak. and i think that’s u grappling with the existing tragedies present in the source material of the manga/anime but i wanted to let u know that it’s a really great atmosphere for the fic. it hurts a lot to know that the hope within these fics is very small and proportional to how powerful and how deeply constrained the main characters are by their situations in life. whether it’s hawks with being a hero or dabi becoming a villain or gojo becoming a god i think it’s really interesting that u grapple with these themes. it’s really interesting to draw a through line across these two fics. it also makes me think about coin toss a bit and how you’ve talked about how that’s like The Story u wanted to tell about tomura. it’s really resonated with me since u published it bc it really encapsulates the tragedy of tomura and hero society. and i just wanna say thank u that u approach these topics in ur fics bc they’re not easy but they’re really rewarding as a reader trying to engage in the source material in a way that isn’t really done by the creators of the mangas themselves

woah….anon i’m not gonna lie to you….this is maybe the most seen i’ve ever felt about my writing?? lmao?? does that even make sense?? but ig i think you just captured entirely, exactly what i set out to accomplish with those fics and it is very insane and incredible and i’m just?? a little lost for words

i just really really appreciate you—not just taking the time to read my fics but then come to my inbox and articulate your thoughts and dissect my writing and—literally Get It like spot on!!!

there are several things to know about me: i love tragedies. i love stories dealing with time. i think there is a great deal of room for tragedy within plots centering time. and like you said, i just really wanted to tease out those elements of tragedy that i saw within the original works.

in general with heroes (or gods)—there’s this fate tied to them. you know? when we deal with such titan figures, there is a myth and fate tied to them. gojo especially to me is like…so macbeth-ian (perhaps getou is moreso but. they both are) in the sense that….was he always going to be a god? or did he make himself that way because that what was expected and told to him? does it matter—if he by his own violation or not would still become one?

and i like inserting a reader that further emphasizes or complicates that. i also just like my very powerful, all-knowing, cassandra readers.

anyways. i just can’t get over this ask. thank you SO much. thank you from the bottom of my heart. it was rewarding to write it!! even more rewarding to hear that it was captured well and something that you enjoyed and sunk your teeth into!

thank you thank you thank you 💗💗

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Hi!! This is hopefully a fun question to ask! 💚 What are some of your favourite versions of suguru &/or satoru by your moots/non-moots that you’ve read in their fics ? For example your winter satosugu drabble has my favourite satoru 💅💅💅

🥺🥺🥺 ANONNNN first of all i’m so happy you like that satoru…… i’m really fond of him too!!! he’s very Husband + the implied mommy issues are tasty imo…

but wahhh… this is absolutely a fun question!!!! i doooo wanna preface this by saying that i legitimately love . all my moots’ versions of stsg. they’re all a little different so i go to different moots/other writers depending on what i’m looking for :3 i love love love the fact that fanfic births so many different takes and aus…. it’s one of my favorite parts of reading it!!!

i doooo have some versions of stsg that i’m partial to though!!!! gonna throw them under the cut, i decided to only go with my moots because i’m…… really scatterbrained. there are SO many other sugus and torus that i adore my brain just can’t pull them out at command </3 but i hope this’ll suffice!!

first of all…. my favorite gojos :333

niku’s gojo in general is one of my favorites ever ever ever but i’m specifically adding a link to bten because . bten lives in my brain <3 and i adore both bten!reader & bten!gojo more than anything….. ANYWAY . niku’s gojo is my favorite for many reasons but above all else he just…. feels so real to me . sometimes i have to remind myself that i’m reading a fic and not canon content bc her gojo just FEELS like gojo . it’s a little scary. i read bten and heard kaiji tang’s voice in my ear 😭 i think it’s sooo difficult to capture the balance that canon!gojo has, but niku does it so effortlessly!!! he’s so charming and guarded and annoying and kind beneath it all and i’m just….. in love with him . that’s all. i do want to strangle him just a tiny bit but mostly i want to kiss him.

sel’s col!gojo…. my baby my husband the loml. i adoreeeee sel’s take on gojo and the way he views/approaches love ….. and just like niku her gojo feels so real and so grounded!!!! sel has a way of rounding out her characters and making them feel so human, which i. adore. and it works so well with gojo. col!gojo is canon to me idc. he’s so relatable to me and following his story with col!reader was just so touching 🥹🥹 i . cried . every time he blushed or got flustered i fell to my knees . flustered gojo is really hard to get right i think??? bc it’s just….. such a rare mood from him. but it feels so perfect in her fics. col!gojo reminds me of a plant in the softest, most loving way and i just want him to grow and embrace the sun !!!!!!!! i want him to be happy….

another general pick; alexis’s gojo!!!!!! (link goes straight to my personal fav which is a very bold statement to make but i think abt this fic constantly)…. this is another gojo that just feels. so canon to me somehow???? every time i read her gojo fics i’m just like yeah…. that’s gojo satoru. that’s the gojo satoru that i love and adore. it always reminds me of WHY i love him sm and it’s just….. such a wonderful feeling yk??? alexis rlly captures what i perceive as the core of his character!!!!! i can’t tell you what it is exactly but i feel that so strongly!!!!! he’s my baby and i love him so so bad. he makes me so happy and he feels so human:((((( i just love him…. him and his self-destructive little habits….. also special shoutout to idol!gojo bc he’s just soo. yeah.

then we have io’s flower shop!satoru <333 the fic isn’t out as of rn, but i added a link to a snippet that i’m still swooning over….. i ADORE this concept and it’s so perfect for io’s gorgeous and flowery writing!!!! he was made for her fr…… i just really love the idea of a soft, gentle, smitten satoru 🥺 and him being a flower boy rlly scratches an itch in my brain because of his canon ties to flowers!!! the fact that he kind of views other people as flowers. or at least compared them to flowers in ch. 236….. i just feel like this concept is . genius. nature loves satoru and he loves it back . he’s a nurturing soul at his core imo and that’s not something i see people explore super often, but this au captures it perfectly <33

NOW. SUGU TIME.

moss’s knight!suguru…. my beloved. not a day goes by where i don’t think about him. there isn’t a single language on this earth that could properly convey the physical reaction i had when i read this drabble . this is . The most attractive suguru in the world. to me. he’s so sexy i’m sorry i need him so bad. we all know how i feel about knights and suguru individually so when you mash em together….. 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 yeah. my life was changed. the armour the blood the contrast between his polite exterior and gritty fighting … i’ll be so honest just the idea of knight!suguru fighting using his fists instead of his sword is enough to have me falling to the floor in agony like i NEED him. you don’t understand. you will never understand. it physically pains me to know that he will never beat ts out of me. BUT YEAH HE’S JUST SOOO???? he’s so hot and cool and Doomed and i desire him carnally

then we have mickey’s suguru :3 he’s just….. soooo fucking charming? it’s sickening . i can’t stand him. he’s perfect and i need him. mickey always writes him in a very wolfy way while also making him feel so soft and sweet and i just…. adore it. he’s a loverboy first and foremost and he makes me sooooooo happy it’s insane…… i’m linking my personal fav sugu fic of his but i truly adore them all!!!!!!!!! his suguru is just . theee most charming man alive and that’s all i can really say to properly convey my feelings. this particular fic genuinely wrecked me i got soooooo flustered just reading it 💔💔💔 save me sweaty!sugu…….. save me……….. he’s a wolf he’s a romantic he’s a cooer and most importantly he’s my Wife :33

kairo’s suguru is soooo lovely and so hot but i’m especially in love with black is the colour!suguru….. he’s just. so hot i’m sorry. not really though. tattoo artist sugu 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 with his piercings …. his honeyed voice…… his boundless devotion…… heavy breathing . he’s so mommy in this. but also so Father. that’s the best way i can explain it aaaaaaand i’m terribly weak to it……. he’s just so perfect there are SO many scenes in this fic that made my knees buckle 😔😔 he’s so sweet and doting and complex and just hhhhhhhhhhhHHH kairo if you see this you’ve ruined me for life…… specifically thinking about the scene where he worries he acts more like a dad than a boyfriend sometimes + where he calls reader his dove…… i need him in my life i need him to fix me

lily’s poseidon!suguru stole my heart very recently and i have ….. not stopped thinking of him since. i love any take on suguru as a god and lily’s version is just so genius . suguru being a god of the sea????? it’s perfect….. and the fact that he’s so gentle and coaxing and sweet 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 just the way he speaks in this drabble had me captivated he is truly the god of all time….. and his DESIGN . the concept in itself. i know for a fact that he’s the most stunning man you’ll ever see. he’s so almighty and powerful and he speaks so softly and gently but you hear every word crystal clear because he just has this Presence…… i rlly can’t stop thinking about him.

then we have rem’s suguru!!!! who is the acts of service king of All Time. and i’m obsessed with him. i love chatting with rem because i love her but also because we always agree on suguru and her thoughts always make me feel insane….. he NEEDS you to need him. he needs to take care of you. or he’ll literally explode. he’s such a caretaker and i can’t get enough of him….. that’s really the Core of suguru’s character imo!!!! his desperation to take care of others. he wants to take care of you more than he ever takes care of himself because doing that makes Him happy. and rem just captures that so, so perfectly, yknow?????? oughhhh her sugu is just so Mommy i need him to coddle me :(((((

aaaaand finally!!!!! last but not least!!!!!!!! rheya’s vamp!sashisu :33 i know you asked for stsg specifically but i’m throwing in shoko as a bonus bc they’re All characterized so well in this. they live rent free in my silly little brain . there’s not a single person on this planet that i trust to write poly sashisu more than rheya bc she just Gets them!!!!! and….. vamp!sashisu..,… lord save me…….. they could drain me like a capri sun idec. I LOVE THEM!!!!!! their preferred biting spots just feel soooo in character and the fact that they’re all so gentle makes me emotional 🥺🥺 generally speaking i’m not super into vamps but rheya entered my life and i was changed forever . i need them so bad

i wasn’t gonna tag anyone originally, but i want you guys to know how much i love you and think abt your silly little guys actually... thank u for letting me read abt them 🥹

@stellamancer @seiwas @kissxcore @neptuneblue

@mossmotif @dollsuguru @teddybeartoji

@storiesoflilies @hayakawalove @satoruxx

[cavillary]

Wait why don't you like Lindsey?

Hi!

I don’t think she’s consistently good tbh, she’s very slow and seems hesitant during big plays more than not. I feel like there are other players that could be put in her position and consistently play better.

Also, the way she’s talked about US soccer fans is super disrespectful and rude, and her shitty apology only makes it worse. It gives off v elitest vibes, which is awful considering you’re captain of the USWNT, you know? Idk if it’s poor media training or what. she’s also never the team spokes person when the team has a shitty game or a bad moment, it has consistently gone to other players and that doesn’t make sense to me if she’s the captain. this might change during the emma hayes era but I don’t think it will, considering girma was pulled for that interview just before half time and not lindsey.

all in all, there’s several different reasons plus she just bothers me as a person.

[rush-the-stars]

cici if you have any predator/prey thoughts to spare for vash or nico,, or both,,

anon. i cannot sleep. this ask…….haunting me…..

cw: predator/prey, chasing

a/n: possessed by the thought of them chasing you down. this may be a glimpse at another reader/story of mine called shrikethorn….this reader is v shrikethorn!reader

***

dust kicks up with each stride you take.

you run for the hills; for the unforgiving desert and towards a horizon that you swear you know enough to follow back home.

the sky is burgundy—night will cover you, but you have to wait that long. you have to run for that long.

your lungs burn and throb—with this pace, you fear you won’t reach nightfall. you need the dark. right now, you’re open—a lone bird in a sky of sand. easy to pluck out of the sky.

the desert is unforgiving; the land itself seems to hinder your running. your footsteps sink into the sand, forcing you to push harder, to exert more of your strength.

you’re tiring yourself out.

but you don’t stop.

not until, over the dune, a dark figure emerges.

you skid to a stop, kicking up a wave of sand, trying to suddenly back peddle.

he has the advantage of the slope of the dune—

wolfwood descends on you.

fear kicks your body into overdrive and you push yourself harder, legs burning with how fast you whip around to run from him.

he chases.

if you can make it over the previous dune before he catches you, the down slide will help you gain distance.

you push for it.

you don’t dare look behind you, but you can sense him—you can hear the sound of the earth and his long strides.

just a little more—

hope glimmers like the sun in its last dance in the sky.

at the top, a flash of red.

a body that collides with yours—you both go tumbling into the sand. and you’d know him anywhere, would know the metal arm and the uncanny, frightening strength.

you fight with all your might.

“easy—easy, come on.” vash says as he wrestles with you, “it’s okay—it’s okay.”

you buck and kick and sneer. you pull at him and shove him and bite him.

“we don’t have to fight—“ vash says, taking your teeth in his forearm with only a little yelp, a smattering of sound you hear in his chest, “i don’t want to fight, angel, come on—“

and for all your thrashing, he still overpowers you rather easily. and then he has you, back to his chest, your body cradled in the crux of his, as he wrestles you still against him.

he holds you tight against him.

your teeth are still bared, still snarling, when wolfwood approaches.

“told ya that’d work.” he says. “flushed her out like a fox.”

you try to kick at him and he sidesteps easily.

“don’t rub it in, wolfwood.” vash says, still holding you tight, but his voice is by your ear. you’d shiver if you weren’t sweating.

you’re heaving still, vash’s forearm so tight against your sternum that it’s almost hard to suck in air. you must look like a mess—like a wild animal.

“you’re quick, if it makes you feel better.” wolfwood says to you, bending to be on your level. to look you in the eyes. “just like a fox, too.”

you thrash like you might lash out at him, baring your sharp teeth at him as if to prove a point.

“watch who you’re talking too—“ you snap as vash holds you back, cooing to you. trying to soothe your temper or your feral, fighting urge to break free.

“let’s you get back to camp,” he says gently, “we’ll feed you.” he promises.

“i don’t need it.” you bite out. “let me go—let me go back to nai.”

vash sighs, sorry and sad, squeezing you.

“you know i can’t do that.” he says gently.

“let’s go,” wolfwood says, standing and looking out towards the distance. “the suns setting. i don’t want to be hauling her in the dark.”

and then he produces a set of handcuffs—sturdy and silver, gleaming in the last rays of the sun. your own trap, your own collar.

“time to clip your wings, birdie.” wolfwood says and though you fight—you’re no match for the both of them.

you look out into the sky, plum dark and ripening, and vow you’ll get back out there—

you’ll get back to nai—

even if they chase you all the way there—even if they hunt you like dogs after a fox.

[bitethedevil]

Not about Raphael! If my ex is now going out with my friend is it it weird? I can’t understand why people say it’s fucked up situation..

Again, this is a Raphael thirst blog 😭 But I think it’s very sweet that you value my thoughts like that.

[stormyoceans]

what is your header from? 👀

hello, anon!!!!

my header is from the bl series 'first note of love', which is a taiwanese and thai co-production. the story follows xiao hai, a young composer known by the name 'sea' who one day is unexpectedly invited to work with his childhood idol, neil. neil used to be part of the band 'magnet' alongside his brother, matt, but after the latter's death neil withdrew from the spotlight. now, six years later, xiao hai might be the only one able to help neil save his career, and himself too

okay as you can see writing summaries is not really my forte, sorry ;;;;;;; but the two characters in my header are indeed the main ones, neil and xiao hai!!!! and forehead touch is kind of a Thing™ in the show

fair warning: some blabbering ahead ;;;;;; (but no spoilers, don't worry!!!!)

i personally LOVE this show, and if it doesn't somehow mess up on the last episode it's definitely gonna be one of my favorites of the year, but i know most people wouldn't agree with me, which i understand. this isn't an overly romantic show, in the sense that the romance, while obviously there, is only a part of the story, and when it happens they do not wallow in it for long, they don't spell things out step by step, which can be both boring and frustrating considering the short run-time of the episodes

however there are just SO MANY great things about it: it's a BL about music that actually puts the music front and center (the soundtrack is AMAZING), the characters are all memorable and incredibly likeable, the multilingualism is very realistic, there’s no unnecessary drama, and above all the show is just so..tender. i really can't find another word to describe the way it deals with grief and love, it just feels like a warm and comforting hug assuring you that everything is gonna be alright

ANYWAY. if my blabbering didn’t scare you off, the show is actually ending on monday and the episodes are only 25/30 minutes long, so it would be the perfect time to do a binge watch JUST SAYING

[nottsangel]

Hii, i noticed your bio and i feel bad that you need to put that in there. should it not be common sense? it’s not like youre posting pdf shit or something. But i hope you feel better soon.

But i also just wanted to say that the bsf Theo fic was super good and i’m looking forward to reading your future fics :)

-🕸️(i hope you don’t mind that i don’t send asks often, i overall don’t really know what to say)

yes you’d think that right but the amount of “kill yourself” and “i hope you die” asks i got over the past few weeks made me add that little note. although i later realised that it isn’t even about the content i post but rather their dislike for me and that they try to find anything they can to hate me for. anyway it doesn’t affect me at all anymore, i just keep blocking because the number of people being nice to me is so much more compared to the hate and i feel really thankful and happy about that !! 🩷

and aaa thank you so much !!! that makes me so happy to hear !!! i’m a bit slow with writing lately but i’m hoping to post another fic soon!

and omg don’t worry about that love ! i don’t want anyone to feel pressured here so just come chat w me whenever you feel like it 🫶🏻

[batbabydamian]

🕊️/ might be an odd ask but, how are you?

it’s been tough but i’m still kicking!! i’ve been shriveling at my desk so i got back into ringfit to maintain some kind of physical activity LOL thank you for asking!! 🥺 how are you 🕊️?

[compacflt]

Marlon Brando huh? Took some inspiration from Val Kilmer's real life obsession with him?

*controversial opinion, Val sometimes pings my gaydar. low-key would not be surprised he's fooled around with a guy at least once. unlike TC who despite the rumors has never once pinged my gaydar.

i actually did not know Val was obsessed with Brando. Whoa. i try to know as little about actors’ personal lives as possible because they are usually disappointing and cringe. pretty much the only thing i really know for sure about val’s/tc’s personal life is that they both independently fucked Cher (?)

the brando things been in my head since day one no joke—this was one of the first scenes i wrote of the fic, it actually predates ice’s mega-repression & me finding a solid writing style for ice so it’s written fucking weird as shit for no real reason

in the right lighting and minus some masculine jawbone i feel like tc does kinda look like brando a little maybe?

100% there with you re: tc/val on the gaydar. 100% agreed. Val’s too weird to be 100% straight

[sommerregenjuniluft]

I missed seeing you on the dash !

ily anon

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

i'm thinking of suguru sitting next to you... his hair is down and your hands are in his. he's rubbing hearts into your palm and whispering sweet nothings into your neck... oh my god i'm so sick and in love with him it's not even funny 😭😭😭😭😭

also sugu with his hair loose is very. intimate and sweet and soft, i've seen people talk about how his hair is symbolic of his mental state/behaviors and i completely agree... but we deserved to see him let loose and show his 100% true colors in a happy context too!!!!!! BUT BACK TO THE MAIN IDEA he's so beautiful and handsome and and.. i wish i could say more but my imagination is not very good. which is why your thoughts are so helpful!!!

also ABOUT the last ask... i will share with you when the stuff comes... probably will be late may so i can save on shipping :(( i can show some stuff i have rn tho!! AND WHY DID SENDICO NOT WORK FOR YOU. ugh. i'm so sorry ari 🌖

🌖 ANONNNN MY BELOVED :3333

okay so this . made me insane? completely??? i don’t have words to describe the longing that poured into my body after reading this like it’s SO serious. YOU’RE ALWAYS OUT TO GET ME :(((…… all my moots and anons collaborating to make my brainrot worse……. sniffle………… soft intimate moments w sugu make me so emotional :’3 rubbing hearts into your palm.,… he’s suchhhh a loverboy i’m gonna cry. whispering sweet nothings into your ear…. treating you soso gently and delicately bc he just loves you so much…… bc you always treat him so gently in return . sniffle sob sniffle….

AND . HIM W HIS HAIR DOWN…….. let’s discuss this 🌖 anon . we Need to talk abt it. suguru’s hair is something so personal to me….. not JUST bc it’s silky and beautiful and fluffy but also bc it rlly is so very Symbolic……. the fact that he kept it in a bun during high school, let it all flow during his defection and then finally put it into a half-down bun……. it for sure symbolizes his mental state but most importantly his control . and his true self. teen sugu is very guarded …. very controlled….. when it comes to his fake smiles and emotions and just. everything. so him wearing his hair up is almost like a way of conforming, yk?? not letting his true self show. but during his breakdown he’s so tired and depressed he doesn’t even have the strenght to put it into a bun or take care of it…. he doesn’t have the strenght to put up appearances :((( n i think that’s also why he blurts some things out to haibara and yuki. he’s just . soso tired……

and when he finally defects and fixes his cognitive dissonance, he has the control and strenght to put his hair into a bun, but still lets it flow freely and. to me that’s . a symbol of his conviction. his decision Not to conform anymore :’3 i just love metaphors like that sm…. BUUUUT sadness aside it’s basically just a symbol of his true self and how comfortable he is showing it!!!! so for him to let his hair down in front of his s/o…. 🥺🥺 i just think. it’s a sign of trust. in a way. he’s willing to bare his heart to you…. and he trusts you to treat him w care. trusts you to wash his hair and comb it bc he knows you aren’t gonna tug on it or threaten to cut it off the way satoru does LMAO. he just trusts you soooo deeply and that’s so rare for him i think :(((((

ANYWAYYYYYYY I MADE MYSELF YEARN 2 MUCH. thank you for the tasty brainworms my beloved 🌖 anon <33333 AND PLSS I’D LOVE TO SEE YOUR CURRENT MERCH!!!! feel free!!!!! :3

[rush-the-stars]

Does vampire nai actually fall in love? And what about vampire vash?

um. i think vampire nai does love but it is Not Normal. like yes it’s love but also. it is worse than that. if you could call it love.

vampire vash pretends he loves more normally but certainly does not. nai won’t ever really say it’s love. vash will. but in both cases it’s like….so monstrous that i’m not sure that’s what it is.

they’re crazy, hope this helps!

[leprosycock]

I'm sure you've answered 500 million asks like this but I fucking LOVE nicotine. It's so relatable I feel vindicated. Hope you're able to publish it one day if that's what you want

any ask that i get about it makes me happy beyond belief, so thank you!!!! i’m so glad you liked it as much as you did!! <333 it will be published one day, heavily reworked and in graphic novel form 😚

[saerins]

AERI-DI! Is it okay if I call you di?

(It's an honorific used for girls elder than you. Like in Korean they use 'unni')

So I just wanna say that don't stress over your updates! Just update whenever you want because ik you're in ur twenties and the workload and responsiblities are just 😲

So just write in your leisure time [Even if they are just fifteen minutes (after resting)] You don't have to stress over in updates. I personally understand your situation.

Also please take rest. I have read in your anons that you don't sleep enough.

That's all. I just wanted to tell you to take care of yourself.

-🐢

aww haha yep that’s perfectly fine with me !! yeah it’s been soooo busy this time of year so i have so little time to myself </3 i’ve been writing little by little though i’m not sure if you guys still want the updates anymore 😭 but ty for understanding nonnie, smooching you rn <3 and yes i’ve been trying to sleep more whenever i can !! update: i have stopped sleeping only 2-3 hours per night :’)

[rosylamb]

I hope these weirdos aren't upsetting you

♡ ⊹ ˚ ･ﾟ✧ 🧸

⊹ 🩰 ˚ . 🧁 ⊹ ˚ ♡

♡ ⊹ ˚ ･ﾟ✧ 🍪

~ ! . ˚ * . ʚ 🤍 ɞ

To my kind friend ♡

Thank you so much for your concern!

I did not expect anyone to think of my comfort, and it is an honor to be worth it ♡

I am sure they mean well though! Sometimes people are nice but do not know how to start conversation c:

And I am doing ok! I am watching some videos of archeology and it is very fun ♡

How about yourself? How are you today? Be sure to stay hydrated and take good care of yourself ok ??

Sending a hug and a cupcake — I wish you all the very best ~ ! XO

🧸 ̊ ⋆୨♡୧⋆ ̊ 🤍 *·˚ ♡

[inkykeiji]

clari clari clari i am having *feral* brainrot abt touya-nii’s reader saving up like $20 in cash or whatever the yen equivalent to that is (bc he tracks all her card transactions yk) and while he’s out for a few hours one day she runs out to his favorite takeout place and grabs his favorite meal for him and sets up a cute lil dinner at home >.<

like it’s not home cooked and it’s not anything fancy but it’s his *favorite* and she wanted to surprise him because she *always* makes him food and wanted to do something special and jsdhdhsgdh i’m doing an awful job describing this but i just think it’d be rlly cute😭😭

- 🌿

omg okay i have much to say about this!!!

tw: toxic relationships (control!!)

HERBBB okay so yES this idea is super cute BUT i am v sorry to inform you that the whole thing would be soured by the fact that she somehow managed to hide the fact that she was saving up money from touya. this sends his anxiety and his paranoia fucking skyrocketing—he can’t believe he didn’t notice this!! and if he didn’t notice this, what else hasn’t he noticed? what else might she possibly be hiding from him? what if she saves up money over a long period of time and takes off one day, never to be seen again? what if she saves up money and escapes with tomura someone, and then touya has to go and hunt them down? what else could she possibly be planning behind his back without him having the slightest wisp of a clue?

SO bearing all of that in mind, this idea would work and be super cute only if she told him she’d be saving up some money for a surprise for him (the same way she’ll tell him when she’s saving up to buy him a gift). this, he is okay with. he promises her that he won’t go snooping around trying to figure out what the surprise is (she’s so goddamn cute when she tries to be stern with him, eyebrows cinched with one hand on her hip and the other lecturing him with a pointer finger, lips twitching with the threat of a pout. she is serious, niichan, don’t do it!!! pinky promise!!) and he finds himself genuinely excited to find out whatever this surprise is.

he doesn’t know when it’s coming, nor does he know any of the other details aside from the fact that she’s stashing away some money for it, so his astonishment and gratitude is sincere when he comes home one night to find that she’s ordered his favourite meal from his favourite restaurant, set up all cutesy and laid out on the fluffiest blankets and plushest pillows they own, with one of his favourite films idling on the television. it means a lot to him that she’d do something so sweet and thoughtful, especially after she knows how much stress he’s been under with work lately, and he definitely sweeps her up into his arms and kisses the absolute life out of her for it—lip-bruising kisses with little nips of his front teeth and cheeky flicks of the tip of his tongue—and she has to tap her palms on his biceps and squeal into his mouth to get him to finally let up so they can eat before it gets cold—she timed it perfectly, you know! it would be a shame for it to cool before they can enjoy it! (she knows that if she didn’t put a stop—no, a pause—to his kisses that he would’ve ended up fucking her right there and it would’ve spoiled all of her hard work! >.<)