#annus braxiatelaus
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the more I listen to new audios with Braxiatel in them (and relisten to old ones) as part of the Year of Braxiatel, the more and more I am just genuinely unsure of what I think about him.
#i stalled pretty badly on reading empire of glass - got distracted by the colditz book them the honourable schoolboy#it's just... annoying to open up my laptop and read books on there#annus braxiatelaus#irving braxiatel#i am just. feeling v conflicted rn#i am awake at 2am when i have to be up for work in the morning scribbling in my little year of irving braxiatel notebook about the audios i#listened to today (bellotron incident/extinction event/mirror effect) and debating with myself whether he sees these people as friends as#well as tools or merely tools. or whether they can be considered friends up to a certain level of acquiescence then they must be treated as#tools when they misbehave - see the end of the mirror effect.#argh#also for all i was intending to read/listen to them in chronological 'order' (whatever that means with these bastards) it is NOT happening#also i am like. are these friendly overtures and 'my dear bernices' and whatnot carefully considered manipulations in the same way his own#brother manipulates one ace mcshane as a tool necessary for his future plans (aka curse of fenric)#you can't escape family resemblances whether you're recognised for your voice or smile or the way you manipulate those around you
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