#animal I have become by three days Grace!!

[rye-kin]

Eruhm,Mm

Guys….

[thefourfan]

ooOoOOOooooOo I drew some Animatic lore shit during lunch >:3

[music-in-my-veins14]

So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal

[lewispoosleepy]

its just me or is this guy really attractive???

[coyotechicken]

Animal that I've become...

I don't know if I fully understand what it means to be therian/otherkin/alterhuman/etc., but it's definitely something that's been a part of me my whole life.

I've been intrigued ever since I discovered otherkin cringe compilations on YouTube, and as much as half of me was, "heehee hoohoo cringey", I was also "this is so cool". I was 12 or 13 around the time I learned about it, and the friends I had liked to make fun, so I put myself in that box and made fun as well. I had 1 or 2 friends I could have probably talked to about it, but I was pretty locked in the mindset of judgement, so I didn't want to actually talk seriously about it with anyone.

Since then, it's always been in the back of my mind.

Growing up, the feeling of difference was apparent to me. I'd considered having adhd or autism. I haven't been tested and I don't think I ever will be; and I'm content with that.

I daydreamed a lot. A LOT. I dreamed about creatures, freedom from humanity, flight, anything that I couldn't have. So badly I wanted to just transform into an animal and run away into the woods. To grow a pair of feathered wings from my back and fly far above the clouds. I watched countless videos on YouTube about spells and tutorials on how to transform into a wolf/dog, how to shapeshift, and how to grow wings. Honestly, that was probably an earlier introduction to otherkin. I had to be like... 9? 10? Before that, I knew I wanted to be an animal. And that was certainly always.

I had my moments as a kid/teen, walking on fours, growling, listening in on noises and feeling my "ears" flicking and moving towards the sounds, a "tail" wagging behind me, laying with the dog like I was one, digging with my "paws" but being sad I didn't have the claws to really DIG. A multitude of things that I think of being normal kid things, but do all kids feel that way? Even so, do they still? I've pushed a lot of those thoughts and feelings aside, and I stopped acting like an animal when it would be obvious to people. I am very shy and embarrassed when it comes to this. I still have these feelings, but I'm just afraid to be open with them. The most I do is snarl when I'm touched sometimes. I also like to mimic the noises of creatures I come across; dogs, cats, birds, bugs, whatever, I like to respond and think they understand me in some weird way. I've also figured out hyena whoops, and am so happy inside when I do them. These things definitely get me thinking...

A couple years ago I started getting into psychedelics, and trying shrooms definitely opened a door for me. It was as if a barrier in my mind had fallen, and I could finally be myself: a creature. A creature that was so undoubtedly me, it was alive, rattling in my bones and biting at my flesh. A creature that slinks about in the shadows, piercing eyes glowing through the darkness. A creature that rolls around in the dirt and grass, covering itself in a layer of Earth. A creature that huffs, snarls, purrs, barks, caws, bleats, whoops, screeches, and howls. A creature that I am. I've only done them around someone else though, so in reality I'm only pawing at the floor and pouncing at one spot and making my noises. Not too out of the ordinary for a shroom trip I suppose. How silly.

I think I've yapped about this long enough. I made this account with the intention of freedom of expression, and this is included in that. I hope to explore this part of myself more and learn to be more open with it. Yippee

[groundrunner100]

The Battle of The Bands has begun…

LET’S ROCK!!!!!

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

okay my qbbh playlist is too small and i would LOVE to pad it out more- anyone have some good recs? 👀

[roger-dragon]

Does anyone agree with me when I say this pic

Is the plot of “Animal I Have Become”?

[mf-ladle]

my versions of venom and eddie brock

[lazykittygontier]

Binge watching TDG music videos on my school laptop. Found my favorite band! Everybody.. my favorite band.. is 7. Crayzay.

[im-literally-so-dun]

I’m bored

Time to learn Three Day Grace’s Animal I Have Become on ukulele

[k3rplunked]

! no one will ever change this animal i have become ! i finished this in like january and posted it on my instragram but i thought id post it here too cause i love it sm i love 2000s alternative culture and music even when its a bit corny cause that just makes it even better i love corny i love cringe its my favorite /gen

[theepumpkinqueeen]

Sooooooo I finally got outta my head and into my makeup bag 😁🥰… I know it’s been a minute but this ain’t bad tho!!! 💗🖤⚔️

[altairz]

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