#angelika oles

[atlas-liv-crain]

05 - May - 2023

I’m not really doing a whole lot today, but I don’t ever really do a whole lot anyway. I just feel like archiving my dull life because I can. There is also the nice likeliness that not many people would even find this blog… so that’s nice.

Just a day of ripping up paper, watching movies, and doing some cleaning… nothing exciting and that’s okay.

Anyway, when your friend mails you a badly printed book for the intention of ripping it up and using it (eventually) to make new paper and learn how to bind little books — you sit around and rip it up into tiny little pieces.

There’s something satisfying to me about doing this. It’s calming, I guess. When I was stressed out with university (before I dropped out), I would rip up my scrap papers into tiny pieces while crying and snotting everywhere.

I was ripping these up while watching Mean Girls and then some Angelika Oles videos.

But needless to say, I’m gonna be here a while…

1:25PM lunch of something that belongs in r/shittyfoodporn — an extra cheesy (Colby Jack) cheese sandwich on lightly expired butter bread.

Anyway, it’s TONY TIME!!

Something I’ve been doing a lot is watching movies for the intention of taking notes on tropes and character development, but also mood, ambiance, and writing down any little ideas they give me for things I want to try with my own stories or with roleplay stuff. I do this at this cinema too (although on paper and pen and not a tablet for my fellow moviegoers) so why not at home too?

It helps me feel slightly less guilty for just having me days and like watching movies or TV. I know it’s stupid to feel like that, but I can’t help it. I already feel like I don’t do anything because disabled and can’t find any volunteer work that I can actually do, but yeah.

Anyway, watched this movie because I can.

Yesterday, I was trying to make flour tortilla chips, but it’s been so long since I made them, that I forgot how to… so I’m trying again in the toaster oven because something about all that oil also made me uncomfortable. So here’s hoping these turn out all right.

Update: 5 minutes later, they’re almost done and they taste pretty good. Less greasy than from the stove. I have 2 chips not cooked yet because the toaster oven tray is kind of small though so…

There were 8… but I ate (haha) some before I took the picture.

I miss them :(

{ I wish there were pirate games that weren’t pirates rewritten or sea of thieves…. or that one assassins creed game. I just want a Skyrim or No Man’s Sky like RPG game that was ✨ pirates ✨ … is that so much to ask for? }

Hehe also played good pizza great pizza too today.

For some reason, I’m drinking lavender water… it’s okay. I liked it so much, I took a couple of sips and then dumped it out for regular plain water.

Speaking of water…

I’m watching this hehe. Again.

And I found out I’m losing my health insurance and my income so . . . day started off good and now it’s fucking garbage. It’s great because no place near me is hiring (that I qualify for) haha.

Things I gotta do:

Driving lessons - time to start again.

Writing as Harold Porter again.

Make a layout for Harold Porter.

Sketch out the Ventus layout I wanna make and make it.

New Valentina layout.

Start… writing!!!!

Also become active on RASPBERRY PIE. (iykyk)

Get a job.

Anyway, good night…

[ahwicons]

angelika oles icons! (mine) 🤍

[maepolzine]

Video Games I Have Spent the Most Time Playing

Sharing what video games I've spent the most time playing over on my blog.

I saw this idea from Angelika Oles and thought it would be a fun idea. Most of the games featured on this list are my all-time favorite games. By no means is this every game I’ve ever played or the true total amount. As I’ve switched computers several times over the years, and the Nintendo Switch gives a rough estimate with only 20 games displayed. One of the games on this list wasn’t displayed…

[one-time-i-dreamt]

honey, my new video dropped

[urlocaloversharer]

Gabbie Hanna is Projecting

First of all, as much as I am ashamed to admit this, I used to watch Gabbie Hanna like around the time she posted her storytimes on her roommate. But eventually, she got really annoying and boring so I didn't really keep up with her.

That being said, I was aware when all of that Rice Gum fiasco happened and at that time I was on Gabbie's side. But knowing how she is with everyone CONSTANTLY pushing buttons and breaking boundaries being disrespectful, Gabbie Hanna deserved her phone being smashed.

With this shit that she is pulling with her stupid series, it's honestly just so stupid and delusional of her to make this series because she wants an apology. Saying how she made several apologies to people but none were given to her. Gabbie, an apology means NOTHING when you say "BUT" or just use that apology to give bullshit excuses. Giving an apology just for the sole purpose of getting or expecting an apology back is not an apology.

Gabbie has hurt so many people with her delusional mindset. For the love of God, nobody HAS to like you. You are not as important as you seem nobody is. You should treat everyone with respect, why is that so fucking hard to do?? The things she has done with Bianca's family and how she monetize and weaponizes their trauma while calling out Angelika Oles for doing so when she just literally reported on the story AS IS? You can say what you want in this situation but Gabbie being THIS upset is hypocritical and outright insane.

The Trisha thing, I don't really care that much about but it's just annoying, and it's obvious that she just want to be disruptive and I can see how she's lowkey jealous and obsessed with Trisha seeing how she is getting positive reactions on bettering herself (I mean Trisha fucked up on that again but whos surprised). But what bothers me is how she attacks Trisha for not remembering certain things to prove them being friends is so hypocritical especially when she pushes to Jessi Smiles how she mentioned something in a notes app apology but never actually did.

The Jessi Smiles situation is where this pisses me off so much. Gabbie Hanna can't accept the fact that she is a rape apologist and actually admitted to it in the 3-hour phone call that she's so confident to post. It baffles me how you would "hear out" your ex-best friend's RAPIST because "that's what happens in the court of law" GABBIE U ARE NOT THE COURT OR A JUDGE, YOU ARE A DELUSIONAL YOUTUBER THAT CANT TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY FOR YOUR SHITTY BEHAVIOR AND TREATMENT OF PEOPLE. I can't even imagine the pain Jessi is going through with Gabbie letting her relive that horrible night. And the fact that Jessi is pregnant after a miscarriage?? and Gabbie can't even give her an ounce of respect makes her a psychotic asshole.

This series only proved how much of an asshole Gabbie is and how she needs help, serious help. Her behavior during the filming of Escape the Night should be the biggest eye-opener and I hope it burns her bridges in her career. I don't care anymore if that was harsh, she deserves it after what she has put people through. But I hope this backlash from her video on Jessi should make her stop doing her stupid series.

Jessi Smiles, Bianca and her family, Rachel Oates, Angelika Oles, and people involved in Escape the Night don't deserve this attack and shitty behavior from Gabbie. They are the ones that deserve SINCERE apologies, and for fucks sake Gabbie Hanna LEAVE THEM ALONE. This is not drama anymore and I hope you get proper therapy.

Gabbie Hanna is the narcissistic abuser in all of these situations, and it's so fucking ironic how much she preaches and calls people out with this. All she does is project her issues to others and the fact that she can't see that and see nothing wrong or do nothing to change it is mind-boggling to me. Especially how she sees Jessi crying as a manipulative or toxic tactic, idk Gabbie that seems like a you problem??

[fairylynel]

hm i either can't stand angelika oles' videos or i end up binge watching her content, there's no in between

[lesbianologist]

i'm a gabbie stan and i'm literally fuckin crushed. she is genuinely trying to educate herself, but between her ableism and her misgendering trisha paytas, its getting really hard :(

oh honey, i used to be, too. but gabbie has gone too far this time. she sent rachel oates her book to review, and when rachel did, she called her every name under the book because it was a negative review: rachel oatmeal, coward, abusive, manipulative, narcissistic, etc. when called out on her lashing out on rachel by angelika oles, she went in on her, too, calling her the same names but especially the classic gh special: manipulative narcissistic liar. when trisha called her out on it, not only did she misgender trisha who goes by they/them*, when called out for it, she doubled down on the misgendering, using her alleged adhd diagnosis to excuse the misgendering, explaining rationalizing that it was confusing because trisha didn’t always go by they/them and had been inconsistent with their pronouns (which is zero excuse because there is no excuse for this behaviour). when talking about neurotypicals vs neurodivergents, people mentioned their bpd and bipolar disorder, both of which have basis for genetic inheritance, and gabbie went in on the ableism, stating that she didn’t believe bipolar or bpd was a neurodivergency. i do understand that you look up to her or you have some sort of nostalgia attached to who she used to be but gabbie is either choosing to act this way for one reason or another (likely malice at her true nature being revealed) or she is acting out of an untreated psychiatric disorder. regardless of whether or not her intent is to be cruel, transphobic, ableist, or misogynistic, she is. and it comes down to impact vs intent. i’m not telling you to stop watching her. i can’t do that, and i can’t make that choice for you. by all means, do if that helps you. but just keep in mind the way that she’s treating people. 

*regardless of whether or not gabbie believes trisha is trans/nonbinary/not cis, it is never anyone else’s place to misgender individuals on those beliefs, nor is it their right to use any of their diagnoses to justify how they treat and/or misgender others. even if trisha was trolling, they still deserve the basic humanity to be referred to by the pronouns they feel most comfortable with, even if they might be confused about which ones they feel comfortable with at a certain period of time

[untimelyambition]

why does gabbie hanna never shut the fuck up!!!! PLEASE SHUT UP!! SHUT THE FUCK UP

[ahwicons]

angelika oles icons! (mine) 🤍

[kinqzaddy]

BTW IF I EVER POST ANYTHING CONTROVERSIAL OR MENTION SOMEONE CONTROVERSIAL, 👏🏼 LET 👏🏼 ME 👏🏼 KNOW 👏🏼

politely of course.

i dont keep up with pop culture these days due to adulthood and things that come with it so im not always sure who is and isnt controversial unless angelika oles makes a youtube video on them bc thats pretty much the only way im up to date on drama these days

[yoongisgoawaydoormat]

yall i love niche youtuber drama. this one commentary channel i’ve always gotten bad vibes from (angelika oles, she’s just a real mean girl so i stopped watching and then it turns out she’s been extremely microaggressive towards bipoc fans) collabed with one of my favorite youtubers (smokey glow)

and so smokey glow got a bunch of comments being like collabing with HER? the vibes are rancid. so smokey investigated and made a statement distancing herself from angelika

and now angelika is on twitter liking comments about smokey being a snake and throwing her under the bus

genuinely..... i live for bullshit like this and would WELCOME any discourse about it. the white beauty commentary youtubers are fighting yall!

[inabbs]

JAMES stop using big words everyone here has 1 braincell

[your-mind-is-a-stream-of-colors]

I’m sick and tired of people I find very entertaining being found out to be really horrible people.

For humanity sake, do better.

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[aestheticsyoutubers]

angelika oles, angelika oles ↳ the laziest youtubers!!!