#andstill said fuck it
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𓄹 ㅤ ࣪˖ ㅤ⌢ ㅤ✶ just as darling is vacating bar vicinity does tender voice draw her back in, orbs widening with a sense of innocence. it was a terrible idea — sticking around awaiting a handsome stranger. knew crowd of friends that currently gossip in corner of establishment would look down on such concept, would throw numerous jabs at homme for an assortment of rather elitist grounds that only their materialistic cerebrums could come up with. but he was cute ... and princess had grown disinterested with the copied and pasted plethora of lovers she'd spend her time with. ❛ okay ... yeah. i'd like that. ❜ a whisper shared between them, dark irises fixated on his own as small grin begins to tug at corners of plump petals. ❛ an hour. ❜ the countdown begins, frame gravitating towards crowd of inebriated bodies before disappearing entirely.
❛ you're on my friends shit list now, you know. ❜ room now empty, stray employees tidying up premises as she nears bar once more. countdown had met its end and i'd be a lie if she said she wasnt thinking of him the entire time. ❛ they say you could be a serial killer just waiting to chop me into pieces... ❜ adorns devilish smirk as limbs fold over countertop, leaning into his space once more as he offers final touches for the night. ❛ i really hope you prove them wrong. ❜
hesitant grin forms at her attempt of reassurance ; if only she knew the month of his life leading up to now. families and elite she speaks of would shriek in horror at his hands , he thinks. but he doesn't regret it. " you do ? " a brow raises at this. while it was nice to have freedom beyond familial judgement , rowan wishes his own life had a little more stability to it. what happens if someone from his town locates him ? where will he run to then ? is his mom safe ? his friends back home ? what is he supposed to do next ? only a few of the never - ending worries that haunt him from dawn to dusk. he's just about to disagree with her then , explain how he thinks he'd might like it if someone took the reins of his life for once — tell him what the hell he should do , but an apologetic demeanor splits the mood and begins to pull her away. " oh , no it's — it's cool , " he tries. " i mean i told you my thing , right ? " or at least what she thought was his equivalent of opening up to her. deep down he wishes she hadn't shared such personal thoughts. maybe then he wouldn't feel so bad about lying about his own. damn it , this is exactly why walls are necessary.
" hey . . " a brief pause allows him to set the glass to the side and homme slowly leans forward against bartop , keeping his voice low. " uh , if you're not doing anything after this . . you should stick around. we close in an hour. " it's a terrible idea. the worst idea he's had since igniting an entire building in flames . . but rowan's been lonely and the girl before him is dripping with temptation. " i don't know , maybe we can get up to something not apart of everyone else's plans. if you want. "
fuck. too late now.
#˚₊ ‧𓈒 𓍢 ㅤ 𝒄𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗊𝗎𝗒 ㅤ : ㅤ 𝓪𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗅 ㅤ 𝗓𝗁𝖺𝗈.#hi hehehehehe#THE CRAZY PART IS#PART OF HER LIKE#HOPES HE IS A DAMN CRAZY PERSON#CUZ AT LEAST HE'D BE MORE EXCITING THAN THE DAMN GUYS SHES USE TO#LIKE SHIT!#like them all being fed w a silver spoon#and crying mommy and daddy at the slightest inconvience#like shes BEGGING for something different and fun at this point#the way they both knew it was a bad idea#andstill said fuck it#riiiiight
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LIV RETAINS JUST LIKE I FUCKING SAID IKDR!!!! #AndStill!!!!! WATCH HER!!!!!
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wow
theres a lot to unpack rn lololol ok too much to write down so im just gonna go here because my keyboard is cool as fuck and omg maybe this setting isnt the smartest for right now hahahahhaha ok thats better lol
when i look at myself its like im looking at someone else i dont feel like the person im looking at yeah du mbass u sjust said that lol
theres a lot of ways i can interpret this and it all really leads to one conclusion i think? nbut im gonna write down how i feel about all of htem
- all of a sudden i cant remmbeb,ber shit about shit lol
- my brain is trying to relive the younger parts of me. im 18 physically but my mimnd wants to relive the 16 year old because i never felt the (i cant even describe it because i didnt fducking DO IT Lol ) but i shouldve enjoyed my younger years. basically. i didnt feel the rush of a party or a first kiss or feel the physical feeling of a million different colored strobe lights inside my veins) and i desp arately my boxdy li terally needs that feeling. and now i feel like tat younger version of myself looking up at 18 year old me. i dont hate her but its like hey! i did all this fun shit and i can do the older people shit too andstill look like a bad bitch LOL
- i forgot the other interpreta tions ohhhhh that im just . im not the body i am in but the person inside it yaknow lol type shit ok im tired dont feel like writing anymore bye
-e. 7.21.2020 2:26am
is that how i did the other post idk
this shit is fun af btw
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