#andimalittledepressed

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Depressing, Stony

Authors note: the fanfic speaks for itself. Also listening to emotional anorexic while writing was not a good idea.

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Tony at the age of 17 tried to bring back captain Steve rogers. He was so excited to tell his father that he had brought back Steve. He quickly grabbed the newly awakened Steve's arm and carefully got him upstairs. He knocked on the door of his father's study practically bouncing. His enthusiasim must have really transferred because Steve was smiling. "WHAT IS IT RUNT?!?" Howard slurred as he opened the door. He took one look at Steve then pulled out a gun making Steve growl at Howard. "NO DAD WAIT!!" tony cried at the top of his lungs grabbing onto the shotgun his father had pulled down from the bannister. Howard snarled and growled down at his only son. "what have you done boy?!?" he screached to the child. "you looked so sad dad so I brought Steve back to life" the child said and put his hand on his hips feeling proudful of himself. He closed his eyes just for a second only for them to fly open not a second later as he held his stinging cheek. Steve howled in anger ready to jump onto Howard but tony shook his head. He then looked back up at his father his eyes wide and pathetic. "YOU CAN RECREATE A BODY BUT YOU CAN'T RECREATE A SOUL! THAT THING IS NOT STEVE ROGERS!" Howards voice began to raise more and more. Tony felt himself shiver but he wouldn't back down. "well then" tony said with a glare directed to his father. " let the man I created live a little longer dad please! I worked so hard!" he finished with a look so defeated. Tony's chest burned as his heart had suddenly gotten heavy. His father growled and glared but have a Kurt nod and slammed the door Closed to his office. Tony flinched then turned back to Steve. He opened his mouth to say something snarky but he could Steve flexing as he crushed his fingers into a mighty ball in his palm. " So there is no good in the world." steve said with a gruff voice Tony sighed and walked over placing his hand over steve's. "come on big guy" he felt steve's grip lighten and gave the super Soldier a soft smile "let me show you that there is good in this world." Steve had a feeling deep in his heart that tony would keep his word.

Steve was introduced to Jarvis and Maria stark tony's mother. Maria stark was sweet but she was very "convincing" and stubborn. "tony you shouldn't have raised the dead" she said in her motherly scolding voice. Tony looked so small right then Steve knew. Tony cared what his parents thought of him. "I'm sorry mom" he said suddenly acting his age. "but..."Jarvis imputted "it's amazing that you can in fact raise the dead sir"he ended with a smile. Tony's smile lit up the entire room and Steve felt his heart rate quicken. He put a hand to his chest with a baffled look upon his face, that did not go unnoticed by Jarvis. He would of course worry for the young sir but Jarvis knew that tony could take care of himself. He felt himself sadden as he realized, yes tony could take care of himself because he had to. Do not get Jarvis wrong he was there for tony the entire time and would help the little sir whenever he needed it. He thought of the young dark haired brunette as his own son. Steve was confused as to what he was feeling for the young boy. But he knew that he wanted to protect his little creator.

It was a rainy day in the stark house hold. Well, to Steve it was. Toby had to go to some gala tonight so that meant that tony wouldn't be able to stay up and look at the stars with him. Tony had tought Steve all about the stars and he found that he loved orion the most. It was his favorite star for some reason it reminded him of himself. Steve knew he didn't belong and he shouldnt be alive. But he couldn't help but be selfish just to stay with tony. The boy who convinced his father to keep him alive. The boy who would stay up past his bedtime just to go onto the top of the roof and give Steve little bits of information on the stars. Just because Steve was afraid of the dark. The boy who begged for Jarvis to get a heater in Steve's room because tony knew how much Steve hated the cold. The boy who after Jarvis pulled him aside realized he had fallen deeply in love with.

tony waved sadly at Steve and felt his heart break slightly. He was really going to miss steve. But it was only for tonight! "alright miho it's time to go" tony's mother said with a forced smile. Tony sighed and stopped himself from asking if Steve could come with them. He knew that the press would just eat Steve up. Tony didn't want to wish that on anyone especially Steve. "wait mom give me a second to talk to Jarvis!" tony said biting his lip while using his puppy dog eyes. His mother sighed but complied. Tony pulled Jarvis aside and began to speak in hushed whispers. "Steve likes to stay up late and watch the stars. He also likes to wake up and watch the sunrise. He hates the cold and the dark so you'll have to watch him while he star gazes." Jarvis felt himself smile, these two truely were adorable. It really made Jarvis miss his sweet wife. Steve and Jarvis waved tony goodbye as his mother finally dragged him away from steve. Jarvis knew Howard would try to find a way to kill Steve while tony was gone but Jarvis would protect Steve as long as he protected his little sir.

Jarvis had no idea how in love with tony Steve was until they had lasted back to look at the stars. Everything out of the man's mouth was about how great and amazing tony was. Jarvis knew that tony absolutely deserved this love. He would just have To hope he would live long enough to see them Both marry eachother. Steve had been missing tony and eating the food Jarvis had cooked up for him. Until tony came in through the door and hugged the crap out of the super soldier. Oh how Jarvis wished for them to have a happy life.

"You will never be captain america!" Howard said with a snarl as he aimed his pistol at the confused Steve. This was all tony's fault! He just wanted to have a normal date- I mean day out with Steve. He tried to hide his popularity with a dad hat and some cheap sun glasses. But someone had figured out who he was and just realizes who Steve was. It was a large uproar where Steve was trying To protect tony from his adoring fans and then when he had taken Off his disquise. All hell broke loose, people were dissapointed with tony. Steve saw them all as enemies to his sweet iron lad and he wouldn't let them hurt him. Howard took this as an opportunity to finally get rid of steve. "BE GONE MONSTER!" the older stark cried as a gun shot rang through the air. Only for it to miss Steve and for Steve to see a flash of red as something ran infront of him. Tony looked down at his chest and felt his eyes slide back into his skull and his knees collapse underneath him. He could hear Steve screaming. He didn't like Steve screaming like that. Steve screamed like that when he had a PTSD episode. "it's gon' be okay' steeb" tony slurred as he felt the pain in his chest get bigger and bigger as the darkness consumed his sight. Steve let out a loud cry and roar as he stood to his feet and walked infront of howard. The people of tony's country where still on edge as Steve calmly walked up to hpward. His hands balled, his jaw clentched, and his tears still falling from his blue eyes. Howard felt himself shake in fear of himself and the man or whatever he was infront of him. Steve just gave Howard a powerful. Punch that flew him back into someone's house. "I loved him!" Steve screamed in absolute rage. His eyes then became full of emotions as his voice lowered and softened. "I loved him..." Steve said brokenly. Steve then picked up tony's un responsive body and took him back into the stark house hold. But he only let Jarvis help him with taking care of tony. Not the starks, for after seeing everything the Stark's put tony through Steve wanted nothing to do with his little iron lad.