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void-tiger · 2 years ago

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Right. I need a nap. I’m feeling resentment about friends getting to do Cool Things again. And I’m old enough to know I’d feel less jealous about it with my leaky batteries recharged a bit.

(it’s not their fault I live far away, and have disabilities affecting getting to do Neat Things On My Own at least.)

#tiger’s roar #mental health bullshit #chronic fatigue #chronic illness #…yeahhh my therapist is prolly right that I should join a support group for the connective tissue disorder #loathe as I am to admit it #because I Despise being turned into some sort of Teacher’s Pet in these sorts of things #or deal with A Fight #or deal with Desperate Single Men smothering or creeping on me #just. why i hadn’t wanted to join one for the anxiety/depression or adhd #…but as she pointed out. How To Self Advocate.#since while the docs here I don’t treat me badly? usually?#it Is hard to self advocate when you DON’T know what’s Not Normal #and your brain often masks things as either fatigue or promptly doesn’t Store that information #soooo you feel like shit without reason or recall until that oHHH So THAT’S What

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