#and yeah it happens like once or twice a week 🙃

[girlitfeelsgood]

At least once a fucking week I am jerked awake in a panic early in the morning, thinking the house is on fire or something, because a truck is making an extremely loud beeping noise while it's backing out of the street my house is on

[bishiglomper]

Wow I am so offended

Like, I am one of the most understanding, chill person you'd ever meet. If you cancel on me I'm usually relieved because it's a spoon for me too, y'know? If we only message eachother once in a blue moon I don't worry about it, I just also assume it's a spoon.

So this one friend, I only see her like twice a year at Christmas to exchange presents or go to a party at a restaurant. We keep talking about visiting each other but we hardly ever do..

So they like beetlejuice, they almost themed their wedding on it. Went as BJ and Lydia for Halloween. And her husband does an amazing keatlejuice impression and sent me a birthday message in character! And they know I love the musical and all so....

I told them how I won't go to our theater because I have beef with them. But the theater out of town has the special comfy recliners and asked if they'd like to see the new movie with me at it.

They said they'd love to. But don't know when because of husband's schedule. And she just went through cancer not too long ago and has a lot of pain issues, so of course I know how that all is.

I just said oh yeah just let me know becasei don't have a schedule. It was up to them.

....a week or two later she messaged me basically saying "hey i hope you got to see the movie! I've just been in so much pain I can't even bring myself to sit in a theatre"

First of all. No. You knew I was waiting for you. But i understand not being up to doing a movie.

So here's the fucked up part

The fam went to see beetlejuice tonight while I did laundry. Mom and I were gonna see it sometime later at the nice theater anyway.

This friend messaged me saying she saw the fam as they were leaving the theater. As in this friend just saw a movie. Then told me how much the seats hurt.

Well. I tried to take you to a comfy recliner. What happened to not being up to watching a movie?

Just.

What the fuck.

If you didn't want to go just tell me

Everyone is butthurty about this friend because she's kind of always like this and at this point I feel like I'm making excuses for her too...

But yeah I'm feeling a bit butthurt.

I don't know how I feel about this friendship rn because I'm still just like. "...WOW. Just, wow."

🙃

[montanabohemian]

so one of my managers is going to try to get me fired because i don't take notes during training that other people are doing the way she likes. i mean that literally, by the way.

and also because i wear earbuds with very quiet white noise so i can concentrate on my job and retain the information that i am being told. which is something my neurologist told me to do. (immediately sent a message to my doctor to be like, HEY SO GUESS WHAT REMEMBER WHEN. and if it goes even more to shit imma reach out to my attorney. and this has been a team that has fought for me through an actual lawsuit against worker's comp and won.) literally told my other/actual manager that it was not in any way impacting my job. haven't missed a call or a single person that walks through the door or anything. fake manager just doesn't like it. (also we get like four people a WEEK max that come into the office. and the phone rings like maybe once or twice a week IF IT'S BUSY. i say hello to literally everyone that walks by and have conversations with them and am like friendly and engaging and responsive with everyone, so show me where it's impacting my ability to do my job effectively. YOU CAN'T.) i have never worked anywhere since my injury that has had an issue with my headphones; and i've worked in much busier and actual ~cUsToMeR fAciNG~ jobs. (and two of them were high volume (work load/people coming to the door/the phone ringing off the hook) prosecutors' offices. so like, good luck with that argument.)

honest to fucking christ, she said, "well i walk by all the time and i've never seen you take notes." AND THEN SHE WAS MAD WITH THE NOTES I TOOK. and i asked her if there was some special way i should be taking notes and she kept saying, "well i have a master's degree in education and i know everyone learnsdifferently." (yeah she pulled the education card which is so crass.) so i tried to clarify if that meant she didn't have a problem with my notes, to which she kept saying, "well i just don't believe you will be able to do the job in the system with these notes and you'd be constantly asking questions of those who trained you." SO MY NOTES ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU? AND IN WHAT JOB IS IT BAD TO ASK QUESTIONS??????????????????? dear god. like i kept getting more and more frustrated because she would say "well it's fine" and then turn around and say it wasn't. like of course i'm gonna be like WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT.

when i talked to my actual manager, i literally caught this other manager in a lie. like full stop said, "that's not what happened and i'm sorry to say that she lied to you." and she kept harping on me not being able to do my job in xyz system without harassing those who trained me because i "didn't take good enough notes" and i later told my real manager, "well i did these projects for the first time on my own today. and only needed help because someone else messed up." and my real manager was like well clearly it seems like you did just fine then. bahahahaha. like fake manager literally has to sign off on these projects and clearly i did them. on my own. without needing to have someone show me all the steps all over again even tho you said the way i take notes means that i would fail at my job.

so i'm waiting to hear back if i still have a job or not. WHAT A GREAT WAY TO GO INTO THE WEEKEND, YEAH?

(this was never going to be like THEE job or anything, i just needed to get out of where i was at. so i've continued to apply at other places with no luck. but like, maybe i'll get a job at costco or something. or walk into traffic cuz i can't do last year again. 🙃 i just don't want to be hung out to dry, you know?)