#and yeah i need him constantly talking to a mental kenobi and calling it 'love' and 'my dear' and considering it the anchor of his sanity

[maulfucker]

you guys don't understand how much this book is like. ideal maul writing to me. it isn't how he's canonically written (at least in the one book I read), but it's so. the intimate thoughts of a man of questionable sanity, unfiltered and only making sense to himself. introspective and roundabout, trying to make sense of something he refuses to think about. like.

look at this. this is so perfectly maul to me. disillusioned, questioning everything he has been subjected to now that he's been abandoned by his master, so unstable even the most mundane thing can spark an epiphany.