#and yangyang being so happy that he got to eat everything he wanted to in shanghai

[liu-yu-xin]

I think the china-south korea beef goes a little far sometimes but it is also kind of funny how chinese ppl act like korea is a food desert like any chinese person who has lived in korea for an extended period of time is always screaming and crying about the lack of food options and how expensive everything is . Which i get honestly like ofc a country 1/100 the size of china is gonna have fewer types of food but also these ppl would explode if they had to live in north america. or worse yet europe.

[mayaflowerxs]

TRAITOR

Synopsis: You’ve had the biggest crush on the boy who wears the number 22 jersey for the longest time. Your best friend has now taken it upon herself to set you two up but what happens when the harsh reality is revealed before your eyes.

Warning: Angst / Fluff. Betrayal, swear words usage, It’s a long imagine prepare yourself.

Pairing: Yangyang x reader

Better understanding, read 1st -> HAECHAN

Series Masterlist: 90’s Love Franchise

“Don’t look now but here comes Yangyang!” Your best friend squeals. Smacking your bicep as he comes closer to taking a seat that’s right next to you. No matter how many times you sit next to him in class, you can never get used to it. You hate but also love how fluttered you feel when he’s near you. He doesn’t even have to say a word and you’re already a sweaty mess.

“Hey” he nods his head. An immediate smile brightens on your face. What a loser. A smaller voice sang in your head but you couldn’t care. Sitting up, you tried to contain the giddiness inside you and cleared your throat. “Hello Yangyang.” “Hi Yangyang!” Your best friend said loudly. Hand waving at him as he snorts and does the same. In your head, you were running a billion scenarios to think what you could choose. You wanted to start a conversation with him but no matter how many you came up with, you still couldn’t get the courage to open your mouth. And before you can finally make a decision, the teacher walked in. Great.

Throughout the class, you tried hard to not look at Yangyang. Even when he was seen as one of the popular boys a school, a jock and a jokester. You still admired how concentrated he was on getting his work done. He had all A’s and was the top of most of classes. Something you wished you were. You never could grasp the concept of most things which had you behind the class. Sometimes you had to take notes on things you’re not even required to. Studying harder than most and if it gets that bad, tutored. You try, you really do. It all got worse when you’re parents started getting on your ass about it. When you came home with your first D, they were disgusted by your low grade and haven’t gone easy on you since. They expect you to get all A’s and B’s. Heck, even when you do get B’s they still talk down on you. Wondering why settle for B when you could’ve gone above and beyond and got an A.

It’s why you don’t tell them anything. Not even your achievements because they’ll still find a way to talk bad. They’re never happy with what you do. And in ways, you feel like you owe them. They went to college and got great grades. Now one is a nurse and the other is a businessman. They got you everything you wanted and needed so you felt this immense pressure to make your parents proud. But how can you? Especially now with this boy you’ve crushed on for over 11 years who’s a reason why you can’t even write down proper notes.

You’ve known Lui Yangyang since the first grade. And immediately he became the funny kid everyone loved. Even the teachers in the grades above would call dibs to have him in their class. His adorable smile could cure anyone’s sadness. He’s very lovable and even though it’s been 11 years you still can’t get a sentence out to him. You weren’t close with him which is a bummer. But how can you? He’s a popular kid, where everyone who’s more well known and liked around the school would be crowding him. Your own best friend is more popular than you. She’s just as charismatic and outgoing like him. Her name is out there and you’re just a kid who people know but don’t actually know you.

When the bell rang, Yangyang grabbed his stuff and waved at you. “See ya y/n” Your small voice was overpowered by your best friend who told him goodbye. “Yeah…bye” you whisper.

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“Just talk to him y/n”

“Easier said than done. I mean look at you then me. You’re more talkative. It’s easy for you to make friends and me well, I’m just…awkward.”

“Well then stop being awkward.” Huffing, I shake my head and continue eating my lunch.

“Like I said, easier said than done.”

“Hey.” You hear the familiar voice say behind you. Turning, which almost had your neck snapped. You look up at the boy standing behind you. “Yang!” You hear your friend shout. “How are you? What brings you hear?” “Oh nothing, just came to say sup.” He smiles at her before looking down to meet your eyes. “Oh well uh…sup” You tell him. He laughs and nods. “Alright bye!” “Bye!” You and your friend waves as you see him walk back to his table. His friends immediately making space for him as the other popular kids (and followers), crowd around them again. “See that wasn’t so difficult right?” Gulping, you shrug. “Not at all” you say sarcastically. Feeling a shove from her as she giggles. “Oh you’re one of a kind y/n.”

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“C’mon Mark!” One of the girls on the bleachers yelled. The team were currently practice, yells from the coach was heard while the loud clash of the stick gets shoved harshly onto the ice. “Guess we’re not the only fan girls in here huh?” Your best friend wiggles her brows at you. “Why are we here?” She sighs and looks back at you. “Look, you need to stop being so shy. It’s been 11 years and you still haven’t tried to at least befriend him. That’s got to stop which is why I brought you here to make a change.” Whining in protest, she glared at you and drags you over to the bleachers and has you take a seat. For the remainder of the practice a few more people have come inside to watch them play. Once it was over a few of them went to the lockers while others walked up to their ‘fans’. Your eyes begin to widen when you see Yangyang start to walk closer to you and your friend. “Okay it’s getting late we better get going-“ “Not so fast.” She says gripping your wrist and sitting you back down.

“Hi girls. What a nice surprise. Why the sudden visit?” He says, helmet in his hand and leans a leg on the seat. “Eh just wanted to see what was the fuss about. Hear people like watching you guys play.” Your friends talks for you. You currently in your spot trying to keep it cool. “Oh yeah? And what did you think?” “You’re alright.” She shrugs. Elbowing you to speak but you shake your head. Yangyang laughs and nods. “And you y/n? Did you like the practice?” “Oh um, yeah. Think so.” “You think so?” “Well I-I don’t really know anything about the game. I was kinda…dragged to watch. Haha.” ‘What an idiot’ you tell yourself. ‘Now he’s going to think I’m totally not interested in him nor what he’s loves to do’

“Yeah would you like to learn all about the sport?”

Eyes wide, you look between him and your best friend. Silently asking her what to do. But she wasn’t much help, she was too focused on Yangyang and why he was wearing to notice what he even asked.

“Y-Yes?” He laughs and nods. “Alright. We should plan what day. But I got to go, I feel stinky in this gear. See ya girls!” “Bye!” She waves. “Bye.” You say silently. “See that wasn’t so bad!” “Yeah guess not.” This time you weren’t sarcastic. Looking at his leaving figure go through the metal doors that leads into the locker rooms.

The next day, your class period came around and this time you were much more excited to enter. Taking your seat, a minute later entered the boy you’ve been swooning over for years. “Hi Yangyang.” You say this time. Something you’ve never done. It not only shocked him but you too. “Well hello y/n. Nice to have you welcoming me for a change.” Blushing, you look away and see your best friend eyeing you two. A tight smile she throws at you before looking down at her notebook. “You ready?” “For what?” You tell him puzzled. “To learn all about hockey.” “Oh! Oh that’s today?” “Want it to be some other day?” “No! Today’s good.” “Great” Before you can answer him anything, your best friend has already leaned over. “And I’ll be there, wouldn’t want to miss it.” She tells him, smirking at you. “Okay good! See you two after school. I don’t have practice so it will only be us three.” Nodding, you felt the familiar sweaty palms begin to form.

As the time went by you began to grow more and more anxious. It was already your last period and only had about five minutes left of class. Your leg was bouncing like crazy and you couldn’t stop thinking about all the possible outcomes being in the stadium will have. What if things go bad? Or maybe good? No it’s me I never have good luck. Or maybe today’s the day that changes? When the bell finally rang, you were out the classroom. You didn’t know where to meet him or if he should find you. Maybe you needed to go to the stadium. It’s a good two blocks away from the school so that means you’ll have to find your best friend first to get there -

“Y/n! Over here!” Looking up front. You see your best friend with Yangyang. Walking towards you. “I was just about to look for you.” You tell her. “Oh well Yangyang here is in the classroom next to mine and his classes got out a few minutes early so he waited for me.” She says, smiling up at him. “Oh okay well that’s good.” “Shall we get going then?” “Yeah let’s go.” You say shyly. Going into your friends car and following Yangyang. It didn’t take long to arrive and before you knew it, you were already back inside the stadium that you visited yesterday.

“You guys should wear these.” Bringing up the skates you shake your head and try to push them back to his chest. “I c-can’t.” “Give me” your friend grabs them. “Why?” He raises a brow. “I can’t skate.” “Not even on ice?” “Not even if I had a parachute and was told I’d be given a million dollars.” He snorts and shakes his head. “I’ll teach you” “Then teach me too!” Your friend interjects. “I can’t skate either.” You were a bit confused on that. Your best friend was an expert on ice skating. Best of the best she was even an ice skater once but quit because it no longer ‘suited’ her. “I thought-“ leaning into your ear, she whispers. “I’m just helping you out. Don’t want to be too awkward around him right?” Nodding slowly, she smiles and looks at him. “Shall you get to teaching?” Nodding, he leads the way to the ring.

You wobbled like crazy and was currently holding the bar for real life. Yangyang couldn’t stop laughing, seeing your lower body slide down more and more. “Here let me help.” Wrapping your arm around his head as he grabs your waist to pull you up. Breath hitching since you’ve never been this close to him. Like ever. “Now move slowly one by one okay?” Following his step, each time he took one back, you took one forward. You still wobbled which had you frantic and only grip on him tighter. He chuckles and continues to help you move. “Think you can start sliding along the ice?” “Sliding?” “Yeah like moving regularly against the ice.” “I-I don’t know. I mean I can barely-“ “Yang! A little help here?” Y/bsf/n yells from her spot. He looks at you then back at her. “You think you’re gonna be okay?” Gulping, you nod slowly.

“Alright, if you need me just call my name alright?” “Yeah.” Letting go slowly, you tried to keep balance as he skates away. For a good hour there wasn’t much talk about how the game works. Yangyang was a bit busy trying to get you two to not fall on your ass. But it seemed like he focused more on y/bsf/n than you. Anytime he came to you, he was called away a minute or two later when she calls for him. You tried to not get your mood brought down. I mean she is your best friend. And if wasn’t for her, you wouldn’t be here right now. The most you’ve ever conversed with your crush. You’ve got to give it her and whatever she’s trying to do, you got to trust her judgment. “So how does the sport works again?” You ask him. Gasping a bit when you felt yourself slide a bit. He laughs at your frantic expression and moves over to you easily and smoothly. Circling around you like he’s done it for years. “Well it’s simple. First you need to have a team of six. But we have seven which isn’t that much of a big deal since it’s just one more member. Anyways the objective of the game is-“ “to score a puck into the net yeah.” I tell him. Moving slowly along the ice. “Yeah duh but what I mean is-“ “Yangyang! Look!” Both looking over to y/bsf/n, where she was now skating on the ice like how she always had. A natural doing what she knows best. You weren’t shocked since well you know that she was faking not knowing how to skate but Yangyang, the boy looked like he just birthed a deer and is now taught how to walk.

“That’s great, look at you!” Skating right past you as he joins her and they begin to skate around together. You stuck in the middle still only barely gliding. Sighing, you go back to try to move forward softly without falling.

“Where have you’ve been young lady?” My mother’s voice boomed the second I entered the house.

“I went to the stadium with y/bsf/n, we learned how to ice skate.” “Ice skate? What are you pursuing in that now?” “No-“ “Then why are you wasting time on that? You should be studying!” “I’m sorry, I’m going to get to that now.” Huffing, she walks back into the kitchen. The smell of food being cooked hitting your nostrils. Dad should be here anytime now. When entering your room, you settle your stuff down and sigh.

“What a tiresome day.”

You groan when you force yourself to sit up and start working on your homework. An hour go by and you still in bed, hand in hair as you try to keep it all together. You just couldn’t get through your head. How on earth can you finish the homework assignment if you can’t even comprehend it? Man you wish you had Yangyang’s brain so you can get the work done with. Speaking of Yangyang, the memory of you with him today made you smile. And before you knew it, the homework was left undone. The last few minutes was spent you daydreaming about him then later your name was called to eat dinner. The dinner didn’t go so well because it was the same old routine. Sitting down and have to heat your parents pester you about your grades. “You need to get a tutor y/n” your mother tells you. “Why? I’m doing good, I only need to lift my one D and then I’ll be fine.” “It’s not fine! Most of your grades are B’s and C’s. You have no A’s and now you have a D? I’m very disappointed in you y/n.” You father tells you seriously. You sigh and look down at your food on shame. “You’re getting a tutor and tomorrow you better come back with you saying that you have one.”“Fine. I’ll ask the school to find me one but if there’s no more smart kids left then you have to leave it up to me to be able to raise my grade.” “Fine.”

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The next day you told y/bsf/n about it and have you a sympathetic smile. “They’re still on about that?” You nod sadly and fiddle with your sleeve. “Now I have to find a tutor. How can I do that when it’s close to the end of the second semester?” “Yeah that will be hard to find. But I’m sure there’s someone still out there willing to help you out.” “Yeah…” “Oh! Did you hear?” “Hear what?” “Well I heard from someone in the debate team that Saerom and Haechan are dating.” “Oh really? That’s good that he’s out dating.” “Yeah but I don’t think he’s going to be the only one.” “What do you mean?” She sighs and looks down, “Yesterday after we went home. Yangyang had gone on a date with someone from his Geology class.” “Oh…” “I’m sorry -“ “No don’t be. Guess it wasn’t meant to be” you shrug your shoulders. Trying to keep yourself cool and collected. “Look classes are about to start, are you okay?” “Yeah I’m okay don’t worry! I better get going then.” Nodding, she lets you off without another word. Were you a fool for thinking he would actually like you sometime? Return your feelings? Maybe so.

When your period with Yangyang came around. You sat down in silence. When he enters he furrows your brow when you don’t even bat an eye at him. “No hi or hello?” You look at him and give him a tight smile. “Hey” you say in a whisper. Taking his seat, he turns to you. “You okay? Did the ice tire you out? Was it too much for your legs?” You shake your head and breath out. “No I’m quite alright. I’m just…worried.” “Worried?” “Yeah my uh, mother wants me to find a tutor and I think it’s too late for that. So yeah.” “What do you need to be tutored on?” “This class.” “Oh well I can tutor you.” “Really?” Y/bsf/n who was eavesdropping on the conversation looks over, “really?” She too says. He laughs softly and shrugs. “Why not, I got an A in this class and the topics are easy for me. I won’t mind.” “Yeah but you’re so busy. I mean with practice and…dates.” Quirking a brow, he wonders to what you mean, “Oh! Haha no! Me and dates? Psh. Haven’t had a real date in forever. Yesterday I just accompanied a friend. She’s been trying to make Haechan notice her. They’re kinda in some complicated terms at the moment.” “Oh!…oh.” You try to cover up the excitement. Not seeing your friend who was leaned back and glancing between you and Yangyang. A grimace that over time began to form more and more.

“So when would you like me to start with your sessions.” “Maybe Monday? I know you got that game today.” “Oh you do! I totally forgot.” You jump back a bit at her sudden burst. “Yeah, we got a few warm ups to do after school before the game starts. Will you two be attending? Would be nice to have someone cheer me on.” “Oh please you don’t need us to cheer you on! You have like a hundred fans maybe even more.” Y/bsf/n tells him as he shoves his bicep jokingly. He grins and nods. “But we’ll be there.” She finishes off. “Great.” “Okay class, eyes up front.” Giving Yangyang one last look before the two of you looked in front of you.

“Did you get that tutor I asked for you?” “Thought you would be at the hospital by now mom.” “Don’t change the subject on me missy.” “Yes mom, I did. He’s going to tutor me on Monday.” “He?” “Yes he’s a boy I sit next to in my class and he was nice enough to take more time out of his to help me raise my grade.” “Alright but you two better not-“ “Mom!” “I’m just saying!” “Anyways, today there’s this game. He’s uh in the team playing and he wanted me to attend-“ “You wanna waste more time on pointless activities?” “Please it’s a way to thank him for taking the time out of his day to tutor me.” With a final huff, she shrugs her shoulders. “Fine but you got to ask your father first before you go.” “Thank you!” You tell her as you kiss her cheek. “Yeah yeah but you better pay attention to him when he’s tutoring you!” “I will!” I tell while going up the stairs.

Arriving at the stadium. You kept looking down at your phone. Y/bsf/n said she would be getting there anytime soon but you haven’t heard from her in over thirty minutes. The game was about to start soon. Finding a spot to sit, the man behind the glass screen began to speak. Introducing the teams who were to be going up against one another. The crowd started to roar as they clapped for the teams. “Hey! Sorry for being late.” She says. Sounding a bit out of breath. “Oh it’s okay, traffic?” “You can say so.” She says and takes a seat next to you. Fixing her hair that was a bit messy. “Coming for their next win fourth time in a row, Nct U!” Cheers and boo’s were erupted as the team rushed out. Clapping as you looked for Yangyang. Seeing it a bit hard since they all looked like red and blue blurs. Finally catching sight of him, he looks up and scans the crowd until they find you. Waving at you, you go to wave at him until you notice he wasn’t particularly looking at you. Looking besides you, you see your best friend waving at him lowly so you wouldn’t notice. A glint of mischief in her eyes as she had a small smirk on her face. Even with his helmet on you could still see a small grin on his face. You didn’t want to look too much into it but over the course of time you did notice the little things.

How your best friends always butted in your conversations about him. How she always asked for his attention when it wasn’t needed then says it was for your own good. How she sounded shocked when he suggested that he could tutor you. You felt like something between them is going on since times like when he was teaching how to move around in the skates, he would always glance over at her to see if she needed help. Glanced at her when you had your head down trying desperately to write down all the notes. And now she was late, hair messy and now she has this look on her face as Yangyang is grinning. At her. Was there something going on? No it can’t be. I mean she’s your best friend, she knows you’ve had the hots for him years on end. She couldn’t possibly have a crush on him nor secretly be hooking up with him…right?

You tried to push those thoughts in the back of your head. But every time the team scores, she would jump up and clap. Yelling out Yangyang’s name. “Isn’t he great?!” She asks you. Faking a smile, you nod and cheer for him. Not as excitedly as her though. And when the game was over, you two began to make your way out. “Hey I’m going to the restroom you can head out.” “You sure?” “Yeah see you Monday!” Already making her way far from you, “oh okay. See ya” As you were making your way, you had the urge to go and congratulate Yangyang on his win. Walking through the halls and trying to read the signs. You hear the faint voice of Haechan’s. Calling someone’s name out. Going the opposite way, you then see a sign that says locker room. Knocking on it, you didn’t hear any voice. It was a risk that you could possible see something you couldn’t possible prepare you no matter how much you can imagine it in your mind. But you walk in. Looking around, the room was silent. Until you heard whispers.

Peeping your head out from one of the lockers. You gasp lowly when you see your best friend and Yangyang. Pulling him in for a kiss. Pushing him up against the lockers as she wraps her arms around his neck. You could hear your heart shatter. Your suspicions were right. What hurt most is that your best friend was keeping this from you. Why? Why pretend everything was fine? That nothing between him and her was happening. Feeling tears start to well up in your eyes, you looked away when Yangyang start sucking hickies on her neck and she moaned his name out. Shaking your head, you turned back around and walked out. You felt betrayed. Absolutely betrayed and what upset you more is that you really thought you had a chance with him. You should’ve known from the beginning. I mean your compatibility with him compared with your best friend was different. Those two go well together and you, well you can barely muster up a sentence with him.

What was going to hurt even more is come back Monday, where Yangyang is going to have to tutor you. A part of you doesn’t know if you want your best friend to come clean or continue like nothing happen because whatever decision she makes it will still hurt nonetheless. Rushing to get out, you slam the doors open wide when you hear a groan. Gasping, you peep your head out and see that one of the players, Mark is currently scrunched over in pain. “Oh my god I’m so sorry!” “No…no it’s fine.” Feeling out of breath, he keeps covering his lower area. Eyes widening when you realized the metal door knob hit his crotch. “Do you need help? Oh gosh I really didn’t mean to!” “No I’ll be okay don’t worry-“ “You sure? Can I at least make it up to you like…you want food or clothes? Gas?…” he snorts and looks up at you. “Already asking me out?” Freezing you’re lost for words. “Um…uh-“ he laughs and stands up properly. “Im joking about that. But yeah food sounds nice. I’m Mark by the way.” “Y/n” “So what has you running out so frantically that got you shoving the doors wide open?” “It’s, well it’s complicated really.” “Well thank goodness we’re getting food. You can tell me then.” “O-Okay”

You felt awkward. Not uncomfortable but awkward. You never talked to any of the other guys in the team, and now here you are in Mark’s car. Driving to an In n Out because you’re making it up to him for hitting his crotch with a door knob. You heard much about Mark just like Yangyang and the others. Mark is pretty popular with the ladies like Jeno. Difference is, Jeno doesn’t date. Mark though, he dates when he absolutely is interested in someone. He has hookups but not much as Jeno. He only does it when he wants to which isn’t a lot. When arriving there, you two got in line and the silence was very overbearing for you. Although Mark didn’t seem to have a problem with it. If anything, he took that time to look over you. When getting to order, you two said what you wanted. When given the price, you grab your phone that helped your credit card. “Here you go.” You hear Mark’s voice say. Looking over you see that he already handed his to the cashier. “You do know this was my way to repay you for accidentally hurting you right?” Mark only smiles at you and thanks the cashier after getting his card back and the receipt. Filling your drinks and following him to take a seat near a window. Sun already almost down. Lights around the city beginning to turn on.

“Yeah but I don’t like seeing ladies paying for me. Feels a little disrespectful for letting them do so.” “How so?” “Well I was raised to be a gentleman, I don’t like letting woman pay when I should be doing so.” “Yeah but shouldn’t it be a 50/50. Especially if you’re in a relationship. Wouldn’t you want your girlfriend to be even with you?” “That’s what my girl said.” “Y-Your girl?” “Yeah she’s this very cute adorable being who’s in my English class. She’s an ace in everything and wears this freaking cute classes. Has her nose all twitchy.” You couldn’t help but smile at him. He looked so sweet, all lovey dovey talking about his girlfriend. “But she doesn’t like it when I spoil her. Scolds me when I don’t let her pay for stuff. We actually had a fight about it.” “Really because you won’t let her pay?” “Well not exactly…” “Then what?” “Well you see I don’t like her paying. But that also means I don’t like her buying certain stuff.” “Like?…” “Well she likes wearing skirts and tank tops. She also wears shorts which isn’t a problem it’s just that…” “What?” “She wears them to school.” Unintentionally laughing out loud, you quickly cover your mouth. He frowns at you and talks.

“It’s not funny I’m being serious.”

“You don’t like her wearing certain clothes? Seriously?” “I don’t mind her wearing them I mean she has a great ass and everything. My god she’s a literal goddess-“ “Okay Mark going a little overboard.” “Sorry, but it’s just. The guys at schools are pigs. They’ll literally kiss and hump anything that has an ass and tits.” “Yeah tell me about it.” You nod and drop the laughter. “Really? What’s your story?” He raises a brow at you. Taking a sip from his soda and crosses his arms.

“Well I um, have a crush. On this boy. My best friend knows my crush about him but today I…saw them. Together. Hooking up.” I tell him in pauses. Trying hard to hold in tears and the hitches that are trying to keep me from breathing evenly. “Oh dang I’m sorry about that.” “Don’t be, you’re not at fault.” “Well whoever he is, he’s passing up a great girl like you. As your friend, ouch she is terrible for doing that to you.” Nodding I look down at my hands. His hand resting on top of mine. “You shouldn’t be going through that. Really. You know if you’re looking for a new best friend, I know this very cute girl who wears these adorable glasses-“ giggling, I smile and nod at him. “Thank you Mark. I appreciate the nice gesture, and kind words I really needed that.” “Of course anytime.” “And as for you. You should trust your girlfriend on this. Let her wear what she wants. It’s not her fault men are pigs. Besides your a ice hockey player, if anyone even dares to think about her in any inappropriate way you can just body slam them.” He laughs and nods. “You’re right. Thank you now shall we go get our food?” “Yes we shall.” You give him a genuine smile.

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Monday rolled around pretty quickly and you weren’t ready at all. You didn’t know what to do and you ignore every single call from your best friend. When you were dropped off by Mark he gave you his phone number along with his girlfriends. He was able to convince you to keep them just so if you needed knew friends they would be there. You felt awkward accepting a number of a person you didn’t talk to be he assured you his baby was the sweetest person and is very accepting. And also that she is in need for a new friend. (He doesn’t sound quite fond of the ones she has now)

When you got to the campus you tried to keep it cool. She wasn’t there like she usually is which is right in front of the school doors. Must be with him. It hurt to just even mention is name, figuring it’s best to go with him. You walked to your locker and out in the stuff you wouldn’t be needing. “Hey!” You heard her voice beam. The voice you really didn’t want to hear. Closing your locker, you look besides you and feel your chest tighten. Next to her was Yangyang himself. His usual grin on his face. “Hello, both of you.” “Hey y/n. I just came to see you two before classes. I didn’t see you after the game I was bit sad about that. No congratulations?” He teases you. Hands on his hips as he tilts his face. Averting your eyes at him, you look over at y/bsf/n. Her eyes were concentrated on her shoes. Chewing the inside of her cheek like she normally does when she’s keeping something from someone. Something you never really seen her do. And now that she is, you felt even worse. You wanted to confront them. Tell them you found them sucking each other’s faces but the other part of you just wanted to walk away from them. Get rid of yourself in their little group that they made.

Before you were able to come up with something, you feel a tap on your shoulder. Turning around, your face scrunches when you see a girl there. Glasses prompt on her nose. Seeing the small twitch in them. She looks so adorable, books in arms as she wears an oversized hoodie and bikers shorts underneath. This has to be Mark’s girlfriend. She fits in every description Mark have you. “Hi!” She waves at you. A beam of energy in her ignites. “Oh hello how can I help you?” You tell her shyly. “Mark told me about you and-“ “You met Mark?” Yangyang interrupts her. Y/bsf/n looks at you in wonder. “Yeah, I met him on Friday.” Looking back at her who was still waiting to get her words out. “What were you saying?” “Oh yeah! Um I heard great things about you and was wondering if you would like to have lunch sometime? If you want you can sit with me and Mark?” “Oh well that-“ “That sounds great!” Y/bsf/n says out loud. Confusion written on you as you glance at her.

“Mark sits in Yangyang’s table. How about we all sit there for lunch yeah?” “Sounds like a great idea” Yangyang says. Looking at her. Your throat feels like it was beginning to close up. He was admiring her. Eyes filled with want. And now you have to have lunch with that. And what’s worse is that they’re doing it right in front of you. What was suppose to be your best friend is giving him that smile you always gave him. Looking away, you nod at her. Trying to hide away the sadness. “Sure. We’d like that.” “Okay great! See then bye!”

“Well look at you making new friends.” Y/bsf/n squeals. Touching your elbow. Instinctually moving it away from her touch, you nod. “Yeah, I uh got go. See ya.” Walking away, you don’t look back and see the confusion on both of their faces. The look of concern from Yangyang as he stares at your figure until it’s not spotted anymore.

“You okay? You seem out of it?” Yangyang asks you during class. “Yep. Just paying attention.” You tell him monotonously. “Hey y/n. You okay?” “I’m fine y/bsf/n.” You tell her, a hint of a cold tone to it. She leans away and goes back to her work. You knew that throughout the class they would steal glances at one another. Motioning their chins to you, asking the other what was up with you. But you didn’t try to tell them you were fine. No more reassuring. What difference does it make? You felt absolutely betrayed. When the bell rang, they tried to talk to you but you brushed them off. Telling them you would meet them in the cafeteria.

“Hey man” Mark greets Yangyang. Doing their usual hand shake, Mark eyes y/bsf/n who was standing next to him. “Who’s this?” “My…girlfriend.” “Girlfriend?” Two voices asks. Thing is, one was behind them. Both Yangyang and y/bsf/n turn around and see you were behind them. You knew those two were hooking up but they were actually dating? When were you ever going to be noted about this? “Y/n I-“ shaking your head, you lift your arm to keep her from talking. Taking a few steps back where you bump into Mark’s girlfriend. “Oh y/n hey. Glad you joined us.” “Sorry but I can’t. I got to get some fresh air.” Walking past her, she goes to ask you if you needed anything. When y/bsf/n calls out your name. “Y/n!” Following after her, Yangyang is frozen in his spot. He was absolutely lost. Did y/n not know he and her best friend have been hooking up since the beginning of the school year? It’s been only a few days since those two made it official after the game.

Mark put the pieces together and immediately knows that the boy you were referring to was Lui Yangyang. “Oh man you’re an idiot.” He mutters.

“Y/n wait!” “What?!” “Let me explain-“ “Explain what?! Aren’t you suppose to be my best friend? You knew I liked him since 1st grade damn it! You were the one who wanted me to make progress with him and now that I have here you are?! What’s wrong with you?” You shout at her. The empty hallway echoing. Sniffling as you use the back of your hand to dry your fallen tears.

“Well it’s not like he was into you anyway” she says bluntly. “What?” Scoffing, she shakes her head. Eyes on anything but you. “Look y/n. Me and him we’ve been hooking up since the beginning of the school year alright? I didn’t feel anything towards him so it’s why I was telling you to go for it.” “Were you never planning on telling me?! You still hooked up with him even when you knew about my crush on him!”

“He never liked you! You can’t get mad at me that he’s into in me and not you. And now that I like him well it’s not like you can do anything. He likes me, I like him. No one not even you can do anything to prevent us from dating-“ the hallway’s silence was erupted when a loud slap was heard. The gasp from y/bsf/n and her cheek beginning to turn red shocked her. Never would she have expected that. You never in a million years would result in violence. Physical or verbally. But you felt so betrayed, before you, stood the biggest traitor on the planet. She didn’t deserve to be left with you broken and in tears. No she deserved the outcome of your wrath.

“Lose my fucking number!” You shout at her with a stinging hiss to it. Your voice has never sounded this scary. Never have you ever raised your voice ever. She was met with a whole new side of you that kinda frightened her. And you a little. Turning around, you walked off campus. You felt too angry, and you had a good thirty minutes of class. You wish you could just ditch school but you didn’t want to be stuck hearing your parents yelling. So instead you grabbed a pass and left the campus for the remainder of the lunch period.

_______

Already the end of school hours, you rushed off to leave already. Quickly grabbing your stuff in your locker and walking out of the building.

“Hey y/n! What happened? You ran off and when y/bsf/n came back she had a red mark on her face. Why did you two fight?” Yangyang stops you. Grabbing you just before you left the school grounds. Sighing, you shove his hand off you.

“Yangyang I think it’s best if you no longer talk to me. Sorry it’s came to this but I can’t do this-“

“Hey. What’s wrong talk to me-“

“That’s the problem! I can’t! I’m going through something that you can’t understand because you’re not in the same level as me! You wouldn’t understand my perspective Yangyang!” You yell at him.

Taking a step back. He didn’t expect you to be this upset. He’s never seen you this upset, ever. “Is it because of me? Did I do something wrong? Did I hurt your feelings?” He only begins to ask more questions when he sees tears begin to fall down your face. Shaking your head, you wipe your tears away. Hating how he’s seeing you in such a vulnerable state. Something you always tried to keep at bay. Never wanting anyone from school to see you like that. Not even your crush of 11 years.

“Tutoring is off. I don’t need it anymore.”

And with that you had walked away and he didn’t go after you. And you didn’t want him to. It’s best if you never interacted with them ever again.

_____

“Y/n! Someone is here for you!” Your nerves rise, who could it be? It better not be that traitor of a friends of yours. Well ex friend. Walking down the stairs slowly, you see your mother walking back from the door. A wicked smile on her face.

“Never knew it was that young gentleman a few blocks down.”

Confused. You walk over to the door and freeze when you see Yangyang stood there. In his head still which could only mean he just got back from practice.

“What are you doing here Yang?”

“Still need to be tutored.” “What?” Closing the door behind him. His backpack in hand, he walks over to you. “So where do you want to study?” He smiles at you softly, eyes over at your mother who was listening in on you two.

Not wanting to make a bigger deal especially in front of your mother who really wants you to raise your grade, you nod and motion for him to follow you up to your room. When you two did enter, you closed the door behind you. Turning around to face Yangyang who plopped himself on your bed. “Can I use your bathroom? To take the gear off…” “Oh yeah, it’s in tat door right there.” Sitting on your bed, you hear the door click shut. Running a frustrated hand through your hair. What was he doing here? Did he forget what you said earlier? Is he acting dumb?

“Alright. Ready?” Eyeing him as he sets his stuff on the ground and sits on your bed, he looks at you and tilts his head. “What?” “No, you what. What are you doing here?” “To tutor you duh-“ “Yangyang” sighing, he nods and looks down at his hands. “I don’t know what happened back there. But I don’t want to lose you for it.” “Lose me? Yangyang why would you care? We weren’t even friends before that.” Looking up at you, you began to regret it immediately. The instant look of hurt in his eyes looking into yours. “Oh. Well I thought of you as one.”

“Yeah. That’s the problem.” You mumble. Facing away from him, silence overtaking the room. He hates it. He hates that your shutting him out. He hates seeing that frown on your face.

He hasn’t felt this way recently. In ways, he always has for the years he’s known you. Ever since he bumped into you in the first grade and accidentally hurt you, he’s always had this instinct to look out for you. When he saw you crying, he never left your side for a good week. And the week after, he would go up to your ‘best friend’ and ask if you were doing alright.

An instinct to make sure you never have another frown on your face. He’s been doing it for 11 years now.

“Please talk to me” he pleads, his fingers taking hold of your chin. “I really liked talking to you, even if it’s the most we have in the 11 years we’ve known each other.” “You actually remember me all these years?” “Why wouldn’t I?” “I don’t know, you’re popular. You get along with other extroverts. Like…your girlfriend.” What a sting to your chest when you mentioned her. “Believe me, I’m actually an introvert.” Scoffing, you shake you head and lay down on your bed. “Hard to believe that.” “No really.” Following your lead. He lays down next to you. Face propped on top of his hand. “All those people can’t even tell me what my favorite snack is. When they’re crowded around me, I don’t even speak much of anything to them. I usually speak to those I’m close with.” “Like the boys in your team?” “Yep and you” “I don’t know your favorite snack.”

“I know yours.” “Oh yeah? Which one?” “Skittles. And when you’re more into the sweeter side, Reese’s because they’re easy to chew and taste amazing.” “H-How?” You don’t remember telling him anything about your favorite snack. Heck the most you remember telling him is your favorite color on a random school day when he was your desk partner. But you were sure he didn’t hear you because his friend was sitting next to him and were pretty loud.

“I listened to everything you told me when we were desk buddies in the fifth grade.” Gasping, you snicker and shake your head. “No way. I thought I was talking to myself the whole time. You actually listened to me?” Nodding, he throws you that adorable smile to you. “I always did. It’s hard to not listen to that adorable voice of yours.” Nodding, you didn’t realize when you two began to lean on closer and closer. When you did snap out of it, you cleared your throat and moved your head.

“So shall we get to studying.” He nods softly, grabbing his notebook out of his bad. “I’m feeling thirsty. I’m going to go get water, you anything?” “Water will be good too. Thanks.” Walking out of your room, Yangyang lets out a loud breath of air. He didn’t know what was going over him. He knew what was about to happen. He knew it was wrong. He’s taken for crying out loud. Yet in that moment, he didn’t care. It felt right. And when you pulled away, he wasn’t thinking that it was a bad idea to be this close to someone that isn’t your girlfriend. No he thought it was a bad idea that you pulled away instead. Why was he thinking this way? You were nothing but a good friend he wishes he could’ve gotten closer with.

‘Alright come on Yangyang. Snap out of it.’ He mentally tells himself.

‘She’s not your girlfriend. She’s your friend’

‘That’s right. She’s just a friend you’ve known since the first grade’

‘Y/n is just a friend nothing else. You already have a girlfriend’

‘Your girlfriend is y/n , and she’s who you’ve always had a crush on - no wait!’

In shock, he opens his eyes, widened he couldn’t believe himself.

“Oh my god I’m whipped for her”

_____

Tuesday came and another day spent at school. This time you spent your time with Mark and his girlfriend and she was the sweetest. Shame you didn’t befriend her earlier. During your period with them. You sat in front. The students piling in, ignoring the sad look Yangyang gave you. Hoping that maybe you would’ve sat in your usual seat for him.

He couldn’t stop glancing over at you. And throughout the entire period, he was the one distracted. He was the one who couldn’t write down any notes. His girlfriend took your spot and wouldn’t stop touching him which before he liked but now he couldn’t help but find irritating. What’s wrong with him? I mean wasn’t this what he wanted? To be with your ex best friend? I mean he knew she had a crush on him since 8th grade but he never acted upon it because well he wasn’t interested. If anything he kinda stayed away from dating. Well that’s what he told himself. When Jeno asked him if he sees himself dating anyone, his eyes averted over to you sitting by a tree in the 8th grade. Now to think of it, he actually was one to date. But only for one specific person. Part of him hoped you would look at him the way he secretly looked at you. And when you couldn’t even look at him or give him complete sentences he thought all hope was lost. It especially hurt him when your best friend had told him you didn’t like him. Maybe that’s why he turned to your best friend. Because she was the closest thing in relation to you.

There were times when he was hooking up with her where his mind would avert to you. He always thought because you and her are always together. It’s why he accidentally thinks if you. But the more he thinks of it, he hates that he’s now stuck with her and not you. He hates that he’s on the other side of the bed he doesn’t want to be on. He began dating your best friend in hopes that it will be secured that he would most definitely get closer to you and now here you are, seats away from him and can’t even open up to him as to why.

What was worse is that during lunch, he sat with his friends. His girlfriend with him who couldn’t stop touching his hair. Eyes across the room where he sees you chatting with Mark and his girl. That should be him not Mark. Mark shouldn’t be getting closer to you and getting to know more things about you. He shouldn’t be there cracking jokes that you spit your water out for. He should be the one to do that.

“You alright baby?” He hears her voice say.

Looking away from you, eyes on hers. He felt conflicted. Was he making the right choice? Of course not. He didn’t feel anything towards her. Now that he’s right besides her, staring deeply into her eyes he didn’t feel that spark of ecstasy. The joy he had. The joy he had knowing he was closer to you.

“No”

Currently laughing at a dumb story Mark was telling, finding hilarious at the snide comments his girlfriend made. You felt happy. Happier than ever. You were free from that traitor. You were free from her negative energy and now here you were having a nice time with your new two friends. Before Mark is able to finish his story, you hear gasps and ooh’s heard from around the cafeteria. Looking over to the source, you see the said traitor getting up in anger.

“Fuck you!”

Eyes following to her stare, you gasp when seeing Yangyang sat there with milk spilt all over his head. Walking away in anger, she passes by your table and glares at you. Scoffing, she stomps out of the cafeteria. It felt awkward, the tension. But little by little people began to resume to what they were once doing.

“Oh my god, poor Yangyang.” You hear your friend tell you.

“It’s about time he broke up with her.” Mark tells her.

Ignoring them, you watch as Yangyang gets up and walks out. A part of you wanted to follow him, and the other well you didn’t know. You ignored that part because here you were, up on your feet rushing after him. Seeing the familiar figure enter the bathroom.

“Yang?” You knock on the door. After a few seconds you fall in when the door opens. Squealing, you were now fallen into the arms of the golden boy. “Y/n? What are you doing here?” He tells you. Hair wet from taking off the milk and shirt damped from it. “I wanted to check up on you.” “I broke up with her.” “Oh well um, I-I’m sorry for that. I know you really liked her-“ “No I didn’t. I don’t even know why I thought dating her would be a good idea. This whole time my motive wasn’t to go after her.” “No?”

Staying quiet. He looked conflicted, he wouldn’t meet your eyes and was playing with his hands.

“Yangyang?”

“I’m sorry” “Sorry? For what?”

“For what I’m about to do.”

Grabbing your face, he pulls you in. Softly kissing you. For 11 years you’ve always imagined this day and now it has come. And yet no matter how realistic it seemed in your head, it didn’t in reality. It felt like a fever dream. His lips felt a lot more softer than you imagined. Pulling away, you stay frozen. Breathing in the air that was taken away from you. His head on yours, not wanting to pull away.

“I’ve had a crush on you since first grade and yet I was too oblivious to realize it. I did stupid decisions just because I didn’t have the balls to confess to you. I thought dating her was the closest thing to dating you. I thought it would help me get closer to you too and now I know how stupid that ended up being.”

“She knew. She knew I had a crush on you.”

“I know. She told me in the cafeteria, she lied to me by telling me you weren’t interested in me.”

“She did what?”

“But that doesn’t matter because no matter how many lies she tells me, my feelings for you aren’t. I really do like you. For the longest, and it’s hard going on with the years and still not confessing to you.” He mumbles, lips centimeters away from yours.

“Well��I liked you since the first grade too.” That similar bright smile appeared on his face once again. Replicating one yourself.

“Can I…kiss you?” You tell him shyly.

“Only if you become mine.” He tells you, holding up his pinky. Snorting, you laugh at him. Whining, he looks away from you. “Im trying to be cute here!” He tells you in between your neck.

“Deal.” You tell him, wrap your pinky around his. Jumping away from your neck, he leans in and kisses your lips he’s fallen in love with already. A content sigh escapes him, feeling his day immediately getting brighter.

A traitor resulted in bringing you the best golden boy you could’ve ever asked for.

[redweve]

WAYV as supernatural creatures

i can’t be stopped and after this i will disappear again LOL the hiatus will most likely live anyways~

i like halloween so now we’re here ig, read a nct dream halloween series that made me cry at midnight because it was so scary and then i wanted to join in so—

Qian Kun

🐻 a werewolf, i don’t take criticisms

🐻 probably an alpha lets be honest and his ragtag group of random creatures is his family </3 he hates being their dad like 😩😩

🐻 can be kind of scary and really overprotective because!! no one hurts his family or his person!!

🐻 is the size of a small horse (not a pony although yangyang says kun looks like a pony and kun gets so mad), and he’s this dark brown colour:’) he’s so soft you kinda just wanna run your fingers through his fur at all times

🐻 so you do, and giant wolf boy falls asleep in your lap</3 (give kun a nap pls sm)

🐻 at the full moon he’s as far from you as possible, he can’t risk hurting you :(

Ten Lee

🐱 y’all know he’s gotta be a demon cat like y’all-

🐱 it’s confusing i know let me explain, he’s actually a demon who takes the form of a cat to torment people who takes him in

🐱 but he can’t torment you ;-; you gave him special food you bought specifically for him, and you even got him a lil bed like no he loves you he’s your protector now

🐱 other demons (especially yangyang but he only pranks you) target you for pranks or to harm you but ten is having NONE of that thank you very much

🐱 is a lil tan kitty with black marks on his forehead like leon i’m sad </3

🐱 he can’t bring himself to reveal who he actually is yet but you find out randomly because you came home early and your cat turned into a human in front of you :o

WinWin

🐥 a vampire, and like he’s the type of vampire who is hyper aware of everything and super sarcastic about how long his life has been

🐥 isn’t a fan of blood, would rather eat regular human food but he’s kinda got no choice and it annoys him

🐥 he was at a party he didn’t want to be at when he saw you and his mind was occupied from then on like you really live rent free in this vampire’s head

🐥 dude likes to show up and scare people who are mean to you with his fangs

🐥 safe to say that creepy guy on the street? does not approach you anymore

🐥 he doesn’t tell you about being a vampire until kinda late and you’re like ‘okay??’

🐥 he’s confused but it’s fine he’s glad you’re okay with it cause he doesn’t want to lose you at all 🥺

Wong Lucas

🐶 a shapeshifter, doesn’t have a particular form he takes and it’s often just something that interests him

🐶 doesn’t like to be scary creatures but if someone is being mean to you please look away he’s now a very large predator

🐶 he only wants you to see him as cute so-

🐶 tbh a softie in human form and a softie in animal form

🐶 he knows he’s good looking and intimidating though so he uses that to his advantage :p

🐶 he’s very overprotective and likes to curl up around you when he’s in animal form<33

Xiaojun

🐉 a siren, because i’m sorry his voice??? beautiful *chefs kiss*

🐉 he almost drowned you and then he saw you and was like ‘never mind!!!’

🐉 he doesn’t like to sing for you at all, but that makes you sad cause you heard his voice once and labskajs you’re in love (aren’t we all??)

🐉 he does occasionally when you beg!!! but stops when it gets dangerous cause cant have his person in danger!!

🐉 big softie but won’t stop singing for others when you aren’t around cause he’s still a siren and others have to hear him :o

🐉 is slightly more aggressive as a siren, especially towards people that hurt you :3

Wong Hendery

🐴 a ghost, but like a new ghost so he’s cool still!! at least he thinks anyway

🐴 he doesn’t talk about how he died and nobody pushes it

🐴 he just likes you a whole lot and likes playing video games with you, he thinks it’s cool to have a gaming buddy<//3

🐴 he’s also a good listener when you’re struggling with life, and he definitely does not recommend death it is not his favourite

🐴 is happy to be by your side and make you laugh that’s enough for him<//3

🐴 he doesn’t like being scary at all it’s his least favourite thing to do

🐴 where do i find a Hendery ???

Liu Yangyang

🐏 an imp, but he mostly likes annoying kun and ten :•

🐏 is busy annoying random people on the street one day when BAM you appear

🐏 he’s awestruck like,,, a being like you exists??? you’re so beautiful pls he’s dying inside

🐏 must get to know you at once!! but the only way he knows how to do that is with pranks:(

🐏 he finds out what ticks you off very fast and tries to do the opposite but ends up failing miserably because he does not know how to properly communicate

🐏 ends up promising ten not to prank him for ten years so that he can get tips on how to talk to you!!

🐏 he’s trying but he does have to take his pranking needs on someone and kun is having a REALLY bad week now

[bungeenomin]

NCT REACTION- YOU ON YOUR PERIOD

Main Masterlist

requests and asks: open

Taeil: Taeil would be the type to make sure you’re okay, then give you space. He knows him fussing about you won’t magically make you feel better, so he’s there when you need him, not when you don’t. “I’ll be in the kitchen if you need me baby”

Johnny: Would ALWAYS make sure you’ve got ice cream in the freezer, pain killers in the cupboard and make sure your pad/tampon supply is sufficient DAYS before your period. When he knows it’s starting he does everything he can to make sure you’re comfortable. “You stay in bed baby, i’ll go make breakfast”

 Taeyong: Taeyong would go immediately if not sooner into panic mode. He would make sure you were feeling okay while checking you had everything you needed and wanted. “Baby are you okay? Are those silly cramps hurting you?” Big sad until he knows you’re okay. 

Yuta: Yuta would definitely pretend he doesn’t care at all, while on the inside, he worries about you being in pain. “Babe i’m not going to go and buy you pads that’s embarrassing” he would sigh, as he throws on his jacket and picks up his wallet, ready to go do exactly that. 

Kun: He knows you don’t want a big deal to be made about it so he would just silently help you through it. Cuddling you with nothing but a simple “i love you” leaving his lips as you deal with your cramps. 

Doyoung: Would just get on with things as normal, but will be a lot more touchy with you while you’re on your period, a hand always in yours, on the small of your back, running through your hair. “You’re okay babe”

Ten: Confident Ten has left the chat. He would instantly be a lot quieter than usual. Less of sassy Ten and more of soft Ten. Cuddles you quietly, the absence of his loud self is enough to show how much he cares. “I’ve got you” 

Jaehyun: Honestly, he would really keep his chill about the whole situation. He knows it’s only normal and that you’re okay. “Okay five more minutes of mopping around and cuddles and then we’re going for a walk, it’ll make you feel better”

Winwin: To Winwin, it’s just another day. Winwin tends to leave you do your thing if you’ve got cramps, checking on you frequently to make sure you’re okay and running to you at any sign of you not being okay. “Babe, you’re okay right? I’m just- just here if you need me”

Jungwoo: Jungwoo would just not be here for it. Although trying to help you, he would in no way hold back his thoughts on the process. “You know what? I think if i was born a girl i’d just ask for a refund honestly, there is no way i would be dealing with that shit, no ma’am”

Lucas: The main thought bouncing around Lucas’ head is when you’re gonna want to go do things with him. “Baby i want to go for ice cream, you like ice cream, so why are we not going for ice cream?” Would honestly kinda just stare if you had bad cramps because man does not remember signing up for that. 

Mark: Mark would try his gosh darn hardest, he really would. Mark would be freaking out on the inside, but go out of his make sure that you are okay, and feel comfortable. “Yo does it like, hurt?”

Xiaojun: Honestly, it’s not a big deal to Xiaojun. He’s knows it’s not a fun time for you, and him being difficult won’t help anyone. All the cuddles, all the hugs, all the kisses. “So baby, what movie are we watching?”

Hendery: Now Hendery has never seen a ghost, but the reaction on his face if he did would be damn similar to what it is right now. He would just give you some time to yourself. “I’m just gonna- yeah okay. If you like actually need me i mean i’ll come back but- yeah”

Renjun: Much like Yuta, Renjun would care without caring. He’s not the type to know when your period is coming, but when he figures out you’re on it, he acts like nothing is happening and insists “you’re fine” all while rubbing your back and texting Jaemin to ask if there’s painkillers in the dorm. 

Jeno: This sweetest boy would do anything and everything to make sure you’re feeling good and in a happy mood. He would make sure that you don’t have to lift a finger for those few days, and that nothing could bring your mood down. “I’ll do that baby, don’t worry. Want to go for a coffee in a little bit?”

Haechan: Honestly, he would just go out in sympathy with you. You want to stay in bed? So does Hyuck. You want to eat junk food? Hyuck will join you. “No baby we need to stay in bed and cuddle, lets just watch a movie”

Jaemin: As if he didn’t constantly care for you already, this man would go into protection overload when it was that time of the month, always making sure you’re okay. “Do you need anything baby? Do you have cramps? Do you want cuddles?” You name it, Jaemin will do it for you. 

Yangyang: This little shit would be literally zero help if you’re in pain or feeling moody because this boy will speak his truth, no matter what the situation. “If you leak on me i swear i don’t care what hurts, i will kick you out of this bed and onto the floor, okay?”

Shotaro: This angel despite being panicked will keep a big smile on his face. He’ll do anything he can think of to make you feel better, even if he is flustered and has no idea what he’s doing. “Do you want cuddles? Will that make you feel better? Or kisses? I can do kisses too!”

Sungchan: Definitely one to silently help. Would focus on the little things. Making sure you’re drinking water, eating, getting enough sleep and getting out of the house. “I know it sucks, let’s go do something, yeah?”

Chenle: This little shit, pt 2, would just tease you. Obviously, if you were suffering a lot, he would care but if you’re feeling okay he will without a doubt, make fun of you. “Babe, you can’t turn into satan’s spawn once a month and blame it on mother nature, i’m sure she would never pull a stunt like that”

Jisung: This poor boy would just try to avoid the situation as much as he could. If Jisung saw you doubled over with cramps his reaction wouldn’t be “Babe, are you okay?” it would more be on the lines of “BABY WHAT IS HAPPENING?!? DO I NEED LIKE A DOCTOR OR SOMETHING?!?IS THIS NORMAL?!?” 

[lewispandora]

Middle of the Night | Wong Yukhei (Lucas)

In which you and Lucas can’t be together but still do it in secret in the middle of the night. 

Pairing: idol!Lucas x fem!reader

Genre: angst, smut, fluffy (?)

Word count:  1.8k

WARNINGS ⚠️: cheating, sex

A/N: It's really important to say that this was my first smut EVER. Actually, it was the first thing I wrote that was over 200 words lol. So please, be understanding to anything that is just not it yet – I promise I’ll get better with time. Also, this was inspired by Monsta X's Middle of the Night (those who know this song will get it as soon as they start reading it tbh). Another thing: although there is smut in here, this is not supposed to be a smut-focused scenario, the focus here is the agnsty situation Lucas and y/n are in. I’ll try to write a part II for this.

Ten and Yangyang’s thin screams could be heard all over the dorm followed by an angry and very Chinese Kun shouting “It’s too late for this!” Hendery was running after Bella who had one of his shoes on her mouth and Leon jumped from the dinner table to Xiaojun’s lap, spilling the Dak Gomtang he was having all over the floor. Winwin and Lucas could hear him exclamate “Oh no! Leon, it was the last portion! That is all Ten’s fault!”, although they both remained unfazed: it was just another normal late night in the WayV dorm afterall. 

“Louis, come here, come,” Winwin called for the cat, extending his hand towards him without taking his eyes off the phone. “Good boy,” he said after feeling the fur on his hand, patting the cat’s head. “Hey Lucas, do you want to watch something? Our schedule tomorrow is late anyway-” 

“TEN TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE CAT!”

“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY THAT? LEON WAS WITH YOU!”

“YES BUT IT WAS YOU WHO TAUGHT HIM TO BE SMART!”

“CAN YOU GUYS STOP SCREAMING, DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS?”

“Why do I even live with these people?” Winwin sighed. “So, what do you say?’

Lucas was just going to say yes when his phone vibrated with your message. It was simple and short: 

“Can you come over?”

It was all he needed. 

“I can’t today, I’m going out.”

“What do you mean you’re going out? It’s winter midnight, Lucas. It’s her, isn’t it?” he asked, already knowing the answer just by the head tilt Lucas gave. “Dude, for how long do you intend to keep with this? Xuxi, you can’t-”

“Just save it for another time when I am devastated and will actually be willing to listen to you, okay? We both know it won’t take too long to happen anyway.” Lucas said and left the room. 

He got the first coats and first boots he could find, knowing he couldn’t take too much or you could change your mind. He knew it quite well, it was not the first time he was in this situation. 

To be honest, you two didn’t remember when you first met and it wasn’t important. The relevant facts were that you were truly and deeply in love when the time came for him to debut. As an idol, specially a SM idol, you could not even think about staying together: any scandal evolving Lucas meant a scandal evolving all NCT members and that was something he just couldn’t do. You understood him because deep down you always knew it would happen. So you distanced yourself from him for a while, met a rich guy ten years older than you and decided to stay with him – not because he was a nice guy because he certainly wasn’t, but because it was your way to remind yourself that Lucas was actually not the bad guy, he suffered just like you did. 

You two barely talked for ten months until his birthday came and he had the audacity to invite you. That was when everything started. Lucas was just as stunning as ever, his eyes glowing by the faint mention of the new permanent subunit he was in or the members that inhered it. But it was nothing compared to the way he looked at you when you  arrived. 

Feeling as dislocated as you could feel, you stayed in the corner for most part of the party, just capturing Lucas’ moves throughout the entire party. Mark was the closest NCT member you knew so you didn’t mind when he approached you all of a sudden to say:

“Hey! Heard you got into the university you wanted, congratulations, y/n!”

“Oh, thank you Mark. Congratulations on the success you are having down there in America as well.”

“Thank you. That’s sweet of you.” He took a deep sip of his drink. “So, why don’t you try talking with him more? I bet no one is going to find it… weird. Go there, I know you want to.”

You were indecisive for a moment, switching your gaze between Lucas and Mark but, being backed by his securing look, you held your breath and stood up, going straight to the birthday boy. That was when he looked at you and directed his cute, excited and goofy smile towards you that you found out: you were not only truly and deeply in love with Lucas. You were also madly crazy for him. 

Ever since then, you started doing the most insane thing you thought you would never be able to do: everytime you missed him too much and you knew your boyfriend wouldn’t appear, you sent Lucas a message asking him to come over. It didn’t matter what you guys did, it just had to be in between four walls and kept a secret by both of you.  You didn’t care what it was nor what it meant, you just had to have him. 

Tonight was one of those nights. Tired from all the college studies and your work, you took advantage of the fact that your boyfriend was in Daegu for a business trip and decided it was the moment to call him. 

Lucas took less than thirty minutes to arrive at your studio. He didn’t even wait for the door to be properly opened before taking you on his arms and kissing your lips.

“Why did you take this long to message me?” he asked, lips still connected to yours. 

“I’m sorry, it was the end of semester. I barely had time to sleep and I wanted to have a clean schedule so I could be only for you.” Nothing more was needed to be said. He knew you meant it.

Rapidly closing the door, Lucas turned himself back to you. Caressing your cheeks, he felt his eyes water. He was just so lucky to have you, even if it wasn’t as a whole. Even if it was just for a brief moment. Even if you actually weren’t his.

“Come, I have your favourite snacks. We can eat while relaxing, watching something.”

“I only want you,” he said softly, holding your buttcheeks and squeezing them while pushing you closer to him. The kiss shared by you two started calm and romantic but swiftly got fast and very needy. You pulled Lucas' hair a little bit, trying to contain the heat growing in your lower body but soon giving up. 

“Just take me. Take me, please.”

Slowly directing his kiss to your neck, Lucas moved both of your bodies towards your bed, gently placing you on it. He grinned just by looking at your body under his. You were so vulnerable and, no matter what others said, so his. He took your pyjamas while taking his time to kiss every single part of your body, eyes not leaving yours even for one second, stopping only after having you in your lingerie. 

Now it was your turn. Moving his head up to face yours, you started taking his clothes off. Some could feel bothered by the amount of layers due to the wintry cold but it wasn’t the case for the two of you. All you wanted to do was feel and kiss each other, deep gaze at each other. And that’s what you did. After taking his coat, jumper and shirt, you found yourself lost on his soft lips again. Kissing him passionately, you stroke his hair, slightly pulling him afar so you could down your kisses to his jaw. 

Lucas sighed at almost every touch of yours on his body. He had this soft look eyeing you, had given up trying to stop smiling a while ago. You kept going down his neck, placing wet kisses and smooth bites here and there just to make him abruptly lose air. You stopped to look at him once more before moving down to where a happy trail would be. Anticipating what was to come, Lucas held strands of your hair and lifted you chin so he could kiss you. 

When your mouth watered his manhood, it was still covered by his pants. You placed kisses in the entirety of his cock while massaging his balls, not taking your eyes off his. Lucas was so beautiful in every angle but this was by far one of your favourites. Smirking to yourself, you lowered his pants, revealing a knob wet by precum. 

Just the direct contact of your mouth and his dick was enough to make Lucas groan loud. The effect you had on him was indescribable. You started taking him with your mouth and hands but slowly let him play with you while fucking your face. Even doing so, he made sure to fill his actions with suavity and passion. When he felt he was close, Lucas switched places with you, putting you under his body again. 

“Y/n,” he said as he started trailing down kisses from your neck to your venus mount “you are so beautiful, so precious, so  special. I hope you know that.” And with no previous warning, he buried his face in your pussy. 

Eating you out into oblivion while kneading your breasts, Lucas made you quiver and arch you back like no one else ever did, like only he was able to. Making you moan his name and other inaudible things, you came undone. Not wasting any time, Lucas directed himself towards you, kissing you, making you taste your own juices. 

With no previous warnings, he sank his dick inside you. One hand holding himself over you and the other holding you hand, Lucas started his thrusts slowly but quickly lost patience. Moaning your name while hearing you moan his, Lucas bit your lips, your jaw, your neck and your collarbone, trying to contain the killing amount of pleasure he was feeling – and trying to make you feel the same. Lucas was a sinner and he knew this well but he also did not care a bit: all he wanted was you, was to feel and fill you. 

With sweat covering your bodies and shameful noises leaving your mouths, Lucas started to pound into you even harder. He was going crazy, completely mad. There was not even an inch that should stay untouched by him, not a single piece of your body that shouldn’t have his traces in it. You didn’t know where your mind was for a while already, all you were able to do was mark Lucas’ back while bouncing to his pace and moan his name uncontrollably among with other sounds which meanings are to be known. Actually, you did know: amiss. A terrible one. But you couldn’t care less. 

When your bodies couldn’t take it anymore, you both gave in to the suffocating feeling and came together. You crying in pleasure, Lucas filling you with his love. That was all you two needed. You were happy again. You were complete again. 

Unfortunately, the moment was not dogged to last too long. Before the sun rose up, without people noticing his steps, before the traces of your damnable actions could be alluded, Lucas would go back to his ways in the middle of the night just to pretend nothing really happened.

[nctsjiho]

King of Hearts

warnings: none

era: July 2021

❀ Lucas decides it’s time to take JiHo out for her first date

Leaned over the kitchen counter, rolling an orange from hand to hand, JiHo was deeply invested in the conversation she was having with her manager. Not Yebin, but her Esteem manager she was currently living with. The poor piece of fruit had suffered bruises from the few times the young girl had dropped it or tossed it too hard, but JiHo paid no mind as she listened to Sihyun – the manager – talk about the latest gossip in the model and acting industry. Yes, JiHo had the ‘privilege’, or whatever you wanted to call it, to get the insider-scoop about that industry before stuff got public, if it ever went public anyway.

Mid-conversation the two women heard the keypad of their front door beep, indicating that someone was trying to get inside. Usually this would concern the residents, definitely because they were the only ones living in the apartment, but Sihyun knew. She knew JiHo had practically given the password to their house to all her groupmates.

And even though Sihyun wasn’t initially comfortable with 23 men being able to walk inside her house at any given moment, she quickly came to terms with it when all the boys had been nothing but respectful of her privacy and 99% of the time would announce their arrival. The only times they did not announce it was during the early afternoon hours when they knew JiHo would be home alone, or on the occasional moment they would just forget. This time seemed like one of those moments.

“Hello princess!” A loud voice boomed through the apartment from the small corridor. Sihyun who stood on the other side of the counter had a clear visual of the surprise visitor and smiled watching his goofy stance. JiHo however didn’t need to take a look at him to know who the visitor was. “Took you long enough, how many days have you been in Korea already? And you hadn’t visited.” JiHo continued to play with the abused piece of fruit earning a scowl from Sihyun – she knew the girl wasn’t going to eat that orange afterwards and it would be headed straight for the bin.

Soon enough two long, strong arms slithered around the girl’s waist. “I’m sorry, but I’m here now.” JiHo felt her bar stool turn – it wasn’t even a swivel chair – until she was met with a bright smile. She couldn’t help herself but smile back, yet her smile quickly turned into a confused frown when she saw the bag in Lucas’ outstretched hand. “What’s this? A house warming gift? You know it’s a little late for that now.” Lucas just smiled as he shook his head. “We’re going on a date! Now go change.” He pushed the bag into JiHo’s lap.

The girl’s confused expression quickly turned into one of shock, while Sihyun just tried to contain her excited shrieks behind her hands. The 26 year old woman felt like she was watching some sort of K-drama and no one would blame her, since Lucas looked like a handsome main-lead with his hair styled back and wearing a nice pair of jeans along with a crisp looking white button up. Oh how Sihyun wished she could get him to agree to work under Esteem, but he was already successful enough getting modelling jobs without having to look for any. Every clothing brand and fashion magazine in Korea and China had their eyes on him already. Esteem had nothing more to offer to him.

“A date?” The boy – man might be a more appropriate title for him – nodded his head wildly, messing his hair up a bit in the meantime. “Why?” “Because I heard you’ve had a stressful time these past months and so I want you to relax. Plus! I missed you and I want to hang out.” JiHo’s face softened at the confession, but she couldn’t help but feel the nerves flutter in her stomach. “But we can hang out inside and just order some food or something-“ The feigned disappointed shake of Lucas’ head cut JiHo off mid-sentence. “Chenle told me you’ve been playing Valorant every day after your schedules, practise and recordings. It’s time for you to get your butt outside.” Before JiHo could protest a sigh from behind the kitchen counter caught their attention.

Sihyun’s eyes widened as she saw the two young idols look at her, but she quickly regained her composure. “I agree with Lucas. You seriously need to leave this house more.” “I have been! I literally went skateboarding all the time with Yangyang this month.” JiHo defended, yet Lucas faked a cough to grab her attention. “What?” “I’ve heard you haven’t went since that last time when you invited He-“ “Okay! I’ll get dressed, I’ll be back in a few minutes.” JiHo pushed herself of the chair and ran towards her room. Lucas and Sihyun both just smiled knowingly before engaging in a conversation together.

Dresses weren’t completely foreign territory for JiHo, she had worn a handful now for work and she was well aware that her taste in fashion had changed over the past few months. She now wasn’t completely opposed to wearing a dress casually, even though this had not yet happened so far. However, as she looked at the dress she felt her hands get a bit sweaty.

It wasn’t that the dress was ugly, or too revealing. Not at all. It was just that JiHo actually really liked it, she didn’t know how to react. Slipping the yellow fabric over her head, she noticed how the dress fit like a glove, as if it was made for her. It was a silly thought, but somehow JiHo felt like she was having her princess moment right now – which was fitting because this was all thanks to Lucas who liked to call her princess. For once JiHo felt super feminine in a comfortable way and she wouldn’t like to admit it, but she really loved the feeling.

JiHo quickly put on one of the necklaces Lucas had bought her months, maybe even years ago, did her makeup in record time – well the makeup really only consisted of mascara and a lip tint – and made sure her hair looked acceptable to go out. Once finished she walked back to Lucas who was still talking to Sihyun.

“Oh you look so cute!” Sihyun almost squealed causing JiHo to roll her eyes. “I’m ready to go.” The young girl said to catch Lucas attention. He turned his body so he could see JiHo standing beside him. It took a few seconds before Lucas could form the right words to say, taken aback by how different JiHo looked right then. “Wow~ You look even prettier right now.”

The bright smile and breathy words coming from Lucas didn’t fail to make JiHo flustered. She’d already gotten used to Lucas calling her ‘pretty’ and ‘beautiful’ a lot of times and she knew that he meant it every time, but right now the words just seemed to register differently and catch her off guard.

An open hand “harshly” made contact with Lucas’ arm to which he winced. “Let’s just go.” JiHo mumbled going to the corridor where her shoes and bags were located.

Lucas couldn’t stop himself from helping to choose a bag and a pair of shoes for JiHo which he thought would fit best with her outfit. “Where are we even going?” She asked curiously after slipping on a pair of low, cream, sandal-like heels. “It’s a surprise, but we’re definitely getting some food as well and we won’t have to walk too much. So don’t worry.” He teased, but JiHo couldn’t help but smile. “You know me too well.”

To say that JiHo needed this “date” was an understatement; with how she was beaming and laughing nonstop, Lucas could’ve sworn that if JiHo was locked up in her apartment one more day she would’ve completely lost it. He could visibly see how the tension in JiHo’s muscles melted away. The twinkle her eyes held looked so innocent and childlike, as if she was experiencing things for the first time. And as the duo now sat across each other at a table in one of the nicest rooftop restaurants in the area, Lucas couldn’t move his gaze from the everlasting smile on JiHo’s face boosting his pride.

“I didn’t know there was a butterfly garden in Seoul.” JiHo deeply exhaled, thinking back at how beautiful all the butterflies looked up close. “Did you like it?” Lucas asked, awaiting a positive answer. When JiHo’s eyes widened, Lucas started to get slightly worried, but the girl’s passionate answer quickly eased his nerves. “What do you think? I loved it! Every part. The butterfly garden, the café, and now this restaurant.” She then shoved the piece of steak that was on her fork into her mouth, not waiting until she had swallowed it she continued, “I think this is the best food I’ve ever eaten.”

A low chuckle left Lucas’ lips as he watched JiHo chew and swallow the rest of her food. “I should take you out more often then.” He smiled, mostly to himself, but JiHo perked up at his words. “Hm? Why?” Lucas looked up to meet JiHo’s eyes. “I mean, today was great, so yeah I’d definitely wouldn’t mind doing this again. But why would you want to?” “Because I don’t think I’ve ever seen you smile this beautifully before.”

At his words JiHo couldn’t help but blush, the comment completely catching her of guard. She wondered how after those years of compliments Lucas managed to make her blush like that, but somehow, today, Lucas had found a way so that any- and everything he said or did would make her feel like a young teenage girl going on a date with her crush.

“You always try to be so professional and even if you have fun and play around sometimes, it’s like you’re always on your toes. Seeing you let go and genuinely be happy, being able to forget about your worries, it looks absolutely stunning on you JiHo.” JiHo looked down at her now empty plate before mumbling, “Did China turn you into a cheesy heartthrob or what’s up with you?” It was barely a question and definitely a coping mechanism – JiHo didn’t know how to react to Lucas sincerity – but Lucas was all for it, laughing at how adorable JiHo looked.

“What? Are you falling in love with me princess?” JiHo looked up with a gasp. “Don’t call me that in public! If someone hears you and recognises us, dating rumours are definitely going to spread and SM won’t be happy.” JiHo scolded, but Lucas could only laugh. She was clearly just trying to avoid the question because she was already very aware that Lucas rented out the whole rooftop for the two of them, no one would be able to hear them. And even if she did forget, with just one glance it would’ve been obvious it was only the two of them there, besides the 2 waiters who were enjoying their own conversation at the bar.

Once the duo had finished their dinner and after they continued talking for about 2 hours afterwards, they headed back to JiHo’s apartment. Luckily all the boys’ dorms weren’t too far away from the apartment, so Lucas wasn’t rushing to get her home or to leave after she arrived safely.

“You really didn’t have to walk all the way up here. You’re acting like we’re in some teenage chick flick.” JiHo smiled as she pushed in the code into her door’s keylock. With that Lucas leaned against the wall next to her – in the most cliché way – while sending her a smile of his own. “Do you not like it?” The keylock dinged at the correct input and JiHo began to push open the door with one hand, the other hand pushing at Lucas’ chest. “Careful or I’ll tell Yuta oppa about this and I don’t think he’d be too happy.” For a second Lucas smile faded as he felt the tiniest bit of fear arise at the though of his hyung’s possible reaction, but his smile returned just as quickly. “I’m sure he won’t after he sees all the pretty pictures I took of you today.”

Again JiHo felt her cheeks flare up just the slightest, but this time purely out of embarrassment. “Don’t show those pictures to anyone.” “But you looked pretty today. And it’s not as if the boys haven’t see you wearing a dress before.” JiHo just shook her head and sent him a warning glare. “But I don’t mind being the only one who’s allowed to see you look this pretty- Ouch! What was that for?” The boy held his arm where he just got pinched.  “For being annoying.”

A pout formed on Lucas’ lips but it quickly got wiped away once JiHo pulled him into a quick hug, making sure the front door didn’t fall back into the lock with her foot keeping it open. “Thanks for today. Thanks for being my prince and taking me out on my first date.” Normally JiHo would cringe at her own words, but somehow every ounce of shame was thrown out of the window now that she was around Lucas. “It really was your first date huh?” He smirked, cocking one brow. “Yeah yeah, now don’t go ‘bragging’ about it to the others, okay?” However Lucas just smirked again as he began making his way to the elevator. “No promises princess!” JiHo hushed him, but he was already inside the elevator, doors closing behind him. “Oh God, Doyoung, Yuta and Kun are all going to kill him.” She mumbled to herself walking into her apartment.

Just as the door closed behind her she heard her phone vibrate. And then vibrate again. Until it just became one constant buzz. Looking at her phone she saw the notifications of the NCT group chat along with the words ‘Lucas and JiHo’ as well as ‘date’ and ‘princess’. Shaking her head in disbelief and deciding to ignore the messages until tomorrow, JiHo mumbled to herself again. “At least if I don’t get to him and kill him first.”

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Side Note: The only reason that this writing is called ‘King of Hearts’ is for me to tell you that you should listen to that song. Winwin’s vocals 👌 Yangyang’s last verse 👌 Hendery during that live performance of this song in Bangkok (he’s so hot and talented, please stan him)👌 How this song was literally made for Lucas 👌 Yes I’ve listened to it 10+ times on repeat one day and I’d gladly do it again!

Also someone tell me to stop posting every other day, why am I doing this to myself also me feeling writing/creative withdrawal when I don’t post😅 

Have a nice day/evening/night loves 🤍💚🤍

[jaehyunsuh]

nct ot23 reaction to: having a lazy day with their s/o

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taeil

taeil

lots of hugs and cuddles!!

he would like to wrap you in blankets so you can feel warm and look fluffy.

he would like to put some music on (like in his vlog) and he would dance for you and make you laugh :(

he would act cute for you just because he feels like it.

he would be like a little kid because he would feel so happy to have a day just with you.

johnny

he would just be flirting with you ALL DAY!! even tho you are his s/o because he would want to see you be blushed and flustered the whole day.

he won’t stop holding you, he would snuggle.

kisses all over your face.

romcom movies.

makeout sessions.

lots of laughing.

he would probably tickle you just to annoy you and make you mad, that would make him happy.

taeyong

he would like to stay in bed for the whole day because he deserves to rest and so do you.

he would try to be cute and make breakfast and bring it to bed.

for some reason I see him doing gardening that day, talking to you about his plants and how he takes care of them.

he would play some of the of the songs that he has been working on and ask you what you think because your opinion ia the most important.

he would lay beside you and hug you like there’s not tomorrow.

he would leave soft kisses on your nose.

yuta

he would make you watch his favorite anime shows and movies and would passionatly explain his favorite scenes and characters.

for some reason I feel like he would become really open and talk about is trainee days and his memories in Japan when he was young.

he would insist on teaching you how to play football (or soccer, whatever you call it).

even if you are bad he would just smie and tell you that you are doing well.

he would give some passionate kisses out of nowhere.

kun

it would be such a perfect day for him.

he would pamper you like there’s no tomorrow.

for sure he would cook every meal for you and he would do your favorite ones.

for fun, he would make you help him bake cupcakes and you both would make a mess but you had a lot of fun while doing it.

lots of kisses while he laughs amd shows his dimples!!!

I also see him taking out board games and play with you for the rest of the night.

doyoung

kisses all day long !!

he would always be attached to you like there’s no tomorrow.

he would sing the whole day just to impress you.

I seem him look for some diy stuff on the internet and asking you to do it together:

he would probably make a mess and get frustrated but he would look so adorable :(

he would ask you to watch as much kdramas as possible. He would comment about them and be really excited about specific scenes.

he would ask you to help him redecorate his room as well.

he would just keep hugging you and telling you how happy he is for that day, the whole day.

ten

he would want you to pamper him and give him lota or affection.

he would act cute just for you.

it would feel limw you are taking care of a little kid because he just wants you to take care or him.

he would show you some dances that he choreographed and would interpret the for you to see what you think.

he would make you listen to some nice music so you can help him choose a new song to dance to.

he would teach you how to draw on his tablet and you would have so much fun while doing it.

jaehyun

having some alone time with you like this would make him be really affective.

he would want to cuddle on bed all day.

he would make you watch the most romantic kdramas or romcom movies.

he would definitely cook something for you, whatever you want he would do it.

he would teach you some recipes and he would laugh whenever you start to feel stressed because of the cooking.

he would teach you some songs on the piano, oh my god i’m soft.

soft and sweet makeout sessions!!

he would ask you to help him organize his vinyls.

he would play some of those while he shows you his favorite songs and albums.

winwin

he would be really happy to spend the whole day with you.

he would want to watch some nice movies and cuddle.

smiles all day !!

he would ask you if he can bring louis or bella over to play.

he would love to spend time with you and his pets and y’all would play for the rest of the day.

he would show you some dances that he’s been working on.

he would teach you some wayv choreography just for fun.

jungwoo

he woud smile for the whole day !!

he would spend saying “I love you”, “You are the best”, “You are beautiful”. Basically all the cute things that you can imagine.

he would want to cuddle.

pouts all the time when wanting something!!

he would attack you with kisses.

he would tell you to play some football and he would teach you some tricks.

by mistake the ball would hit you and he would kiss where you got hurt.

lucas

he would just show up with bella.

he would show you all the toys that he bought for her.

he would also show all the tricks that she knows now.

y’all would lay in the couch together and play a nice movie.

you don’t notice but lucas would atare at you with heart eyes all the time.

he would hug you all the time.

he would grab your face in between his big hands hands and kiss you like there’s no tomorrow.

mark

he would smile all the time because he would be able to rest plus spend time with you.

I feel like he isn’t into skinship that much but whenever you hug him, kiss his cheek and snuggle he would blush, smile and be really excited because he likes it when you do it.

he would like to do something chill like watching a movie or playing some board game.

the board would become wild and you would be a laughing mess.

rap battle out of nowhere because he wants to make you laugh.

he would also show some songs that he’s been working on.

xiaojun

he would be the cutest ever.

he would ask you if you want him to do anything.

he would cook, clean, whatever you want him to.

he would like to cuddle 24/7 and never leave your side.

he would take out his guitar and simg for you.

he would show you some songs he is learning.

later he would be the sweetest ever and would give you a romantic guitar lesson.

he would encourage you when you start getting stressed and would say that you are the best.

hendery

he would be so insanely happy about it.

he is always smiling but you have never seen him smile like today.

I see him wanting to take naps, and you would do it together and it would be ao cute.

after the nap, some cuddles and watching together because resting is the best.

after you make a mess in the kitchen trying to make lunch.

after eating lunch he insists that you play some videogames with you.

he would teach you and later you would spend the rest of the night.

he would laugh really laugh whenever he wins because you would be pouty.

renjun

the sweetest boy ever.

he would be really happy to have some time alone with you.

I see him wanting to try something new and fun with you so he probably would look how to do donuts or smth like that.

it would become really really messy.

when decorating them he would try to impress you and would make the prettiest donuts you’ve seen.

he later would bring out his drawing tools and would make you draw something.

he would also show you the works he has done before.

jeno

i’m just telling you that he is bringing his 3 cats because he misses them a lot and he wants you to also be with them.

he would love to see you play and interact with the cats.

you would later lay on the couch with the cute cats while watching a movie.

he would look at you and admire you, thinking how important you are to him.

he would play with your hair softly and later would leave little soft kisses on your cheeks.

haechan

he would hugh you really really tight like there’s no tomorrow!!

he would kiss every parto of your body that’s possible.

he would tell you the corniest flirting jokes ever just to make you smile.

to make things more fun he would pretend that he is mad or jealous over something.

you would become a little upset and you would pout.

when you realize he it’s just joking you two would bicker a lot and he would be living for that!!

later at night he would want you to play some videogames together.

jaemin

he would be so freaking happy and just with the most beautiful smile for the whole day.

he would hug you and hold you in every way and position that’s possible.

he would pamper you for the whole day, you are his baby and he feels like you deserve it.

he would carry you all over the house he is being clingy and feels like it.

he would be around with his camera all the time!!

he would take the cutest pics of you while you are distracted.

later he would convince you to do a little photoshoot and you two would take the cutest and most romantic pictures.

yangyang

he would want to have fun with you on this day.

you would be there, chilling in bed and trying to watch a movie and 3 seconds later there’s yangyang jumping in bed.

he would beg you to play videogames with you.

he would become competitive and start moving you and taking the remote of your hand. You two would just be a laughing mess.

later he would ask you to some weird tiktok challenges that he found and you’ll spend the rest of the day laughing because of the mess you two are.

shotaro

he would be so excited to be with you !!

he would be the cutest ever and he would just spend the whole day telling you that you are the best s/o ever.

he would like to show you his gaming skills so he would make you play his favorite video game.

he would be nice and would lose on purpose just to see you smile.

he attempted to cook dinner but sadly it burned a little bit but you said it was okay and he felt happy :((

you would convince him of showing you some dance and some of the old tiktok dances he used to make........

sungchan

for some reason I see him wanting to do something different on that day with you.

maybe doing a puzzle??? or playing something like just dance.

while playing just dance your tummy’s would hurt of how much you are laughing.

he is kinda shy but on that day he would open up and talk about his feelings, his trainee days and your relationship.

he would feel so happy to have some free time with you.

chenle

he would want you to take care of him.

he wanta you to pamper him like there’s no tomorrow.

he would tell you that you need to do it because later he would have busy schedule and you will regret it.

he would be so cute and adorable all the time like he has never been before with anyone else.

he would even do some aegyo because he is happy that you are there.

he would 100% bring daegal around.

you two would spend hours playing with daegal🥺

jisung

he would be so insanely excited for this day, his cheeks are about to explote !!

he pretends like he doesn’t like skinship but as soon as you arrive he would instantly go to your lap you can play with his har and give him kisses.

he would feel like doing some diy too!!

he would like to do bracelets for each other because he liked doing it with chenle before.

you would compete on who does the cutest braceltes and dream members would be the judges through the group chat.

just to tease jisung they would choose you as the winner.

jisung would be a little grumpy but you kiss his cheek and everything goes back to normal lol.

he would show you some choreographies that he has done and wants to post in the future.

you would cheer for him really loud, making him blush but he is feeling happy.

[jenomark]

Part 6: WinWin, The Catch

➔Pairing:  WinWin x Reader (Female)  ➔Other Members/ Characters: Lucas, Ten, Hendery, Xiaojun,  Kun, & YangYang ➔Genre: Smut (+ angst, + fluff, + plot) ➔Warnings: angst, mentions of sex, yelling, cursing ➔Word count: 6,455

➔Summary: You don’t know what you do. You don’t even know who you are. Some would call you a whore. Some would refer to you as a sex worker. All of your clients would say you’re damn good at your job.

MASTERLIST

FOUR MONTHS LATER

  Life is a whirlwind of many things: emotions, disappointment, new beginnings, and things too complicated to understand. It’s years of fuck-ups, of getting lost in the shit that hurts you, and finding out that sometimes the truth should stay buried. We’re meant to live life like it’s the last one we have, but a lot of us can’t even choose what to eat for dinner. Maybe that’s the joy in living, in just being. Maybe we should all be proud of being fuck-ups, instead of trying to be something we’re not.

“I don’t think life can get any sweeter than this.” WinWin said. 

 You tapped your glass against his, the frozen, pineapple liquid spilling down the sides. The taste of the drink is refreshing and so sweet it makes your teeth hurt, but you don’t care. You’re sitting on the beach in a plastic chair, the sun dipping into the ocean, and the company of a man you enjoy right next to you. Life, through its ups and downs, was finally looking up.

“I don’t want to go home.” you said. “Do you think people at work even miss me?”

WinWin laughed quietly, just a little wind through his nose. “I would miss you.”

“I bet you would.”

  Since coming to the island for the past week, you and WinWin left the hotel room many times. You went snorkeling, exploring different parts of the culture, ate gourmet dinners, and got massages by professionals who avoided your sunburnt shoulders. On the days when you couldn’t seem to make it out of the door, you both fucked on the beautiful white linen bed, sometimes with the sliding door open, and every time without any inhibition. 

“I miss you every day.” he said. He leaned over to kiss you, the taste of the drink on the edge of his lips. 

  When he brought out his phone to text his family back home, you let your eyes gape openly at his body. He was so pretty on the eyes, every muscle put to good use. You didn’t regret the order of the way things happened to fall together, just that you hadn’t met him sooner. It seemed lifetimes ago that you were hitting him up for one last bang of the century. You smiled at the memory, letting it salivate in your mind until he was done texting.

“Is everything okay?” you asked.

  WinWin took your hand, which was something he did whenever he was feeling affectionate. You liked the attention, the way he put his phone down and focused on answering your question. “My family are asking what time our flight home is tomorrow. And if I’ll stop by on the way back to my house.”

“Did you tell them yes?” you asked. “I miss your mother. She’s just the face I feel I need to see.”

“You don’t know how happy that makes me feel.”

  He leaned over and kissed you again. There was a cheeky look in his eyes, as if asking how easy it would be for you to straddle him on the beach chair and take his cock right there. Neither of you were sex fiends during your regular life back home, but vacation time meant making time for your relationship. 

  Luckily for the public, you were both interrupted by the waiter asking if you’d like a bite to eat. After declining, you both gathered up your things and practically ran back to the hotel for a night of fun and pleasure.

  It wasn’t love, exactly. You would be the first to admit that love was hardly a driving force in your life. At first, though lust was an option, you ruled it out fairly early. Your entrance into WinWin’s life was less about pleasing someone sexually and more about pleasing yourself. You stayed around him because he was different. Deep down, you hoped it wasn’t because he was a culmination of all the boys in your life- Ten and his safety, Hendery and his optimism, Xiaojun and his hunger for life, Kun and his stability, and YangYang’s wholesome friendship. He even had Lucas’ taste for laughter and fun. 

 For a while, you wanted it to be love. You wanted love at first sight to be a  real thing so badly. You saw WinWin, you knew he was the one, and you fucked him real good. You chose to let it be more. Still, months later, you chose to keep the relationship because there was always the possibility that you were both lovable. You could be normal, even get the 9-to-5 job and stop fucking people for money. It could happen for you. 

 The car ride home from the airport felt a little off. Being away from the ocean made you feel stale. You didn’t know how to face normalcy again, how to ease your way back into a city that held so many awful memories. But WinWin held onto you like he could solve everything, made you feel like you could be the adult you needed all your life. 

“We’re here.” WinWin said as the car pulled up to his mother’s house.

 She didn’t know her son paid for someone like you, or that he was the last one ever. As far as she knows, he met you out with friends, and the rest was history. She didn’t know about your past, didn’t seem interested in it either. She was the kind of woman that judged no one, that welcomed everyone through her door with a hug and a feast fit for kings. It was far removed from the family you had grown up with.

“You both look sun-kissed and beautiful.” she said, hugging you, and then tugging on the edge of WinWin’s ear. “ Welcome home. I made you a nice home cooked meal. I know it’s not as good as the 5 star food you’ve been eating for the past week.”

“Mom, I’m sure it’s delicious.” WinWin said. “And I am starving.”

“Me too.” you said. “It’s really nice for you to cook for us. I feel so thankful.”

 Being with WinWin’s family made you feel safer than you’d ever felt. They truly welcomed you into the fold. It was easy to imagine the rest of your life like this: taking vacations, coming back to meals cooked by a mother who cares, and being lovingly accepted into another family like you were one of their own. Your past could easily melt away, along with any of the bad taste that got stuck in your mouth.

  You felt yourself getting misty-eyed. Thankfully, WinWin’s mother didn’t notice. She walked away to tend to her meal, leaving both of you in her living room. Unfortunately for you, WinWin was also an attentive boyfriend. He noticed you were on the verge of tears right away. He wiped them away for you, his brown eyes looking concerned.

“Is everything okay?” he asked. 

You nodded. “Yeah, it’s fine. I think I’m just tired and overwhelmed.”

“Do you want to go home?”

“No, no.” you said quickly. “I’m happy to be here.”

  The smile WinWin gave you lit up your soul. He brought you in for a hug, his excitement growing in the childish way he had. You held him tightly, too afraid to let go.

No, it wasn’t love, but it wasn’t not love, either.

  That night, you made love.

  In the beginning of your relationship, all the men before him would pop into your mind. There was the roughness of Lucas, the tenderness of Ten, and the intensity of Hendery. Every so often, you wished WinWin was as good as Xiaojun was at oral. You incorporated the carefree attitude YangYang taught you into your sex life, taking WinWin for a wild spin. You avoided Kun, and every feeling he brought up within you. Every so often, you would dive back into the deep end and meet WinWin, and you would merge all the men together. He would never know, and you’d never ask if he had any inclination. 

  Something changed a few months in. The sex got better, and you were more present. You were with him for the whole time, pressing down on his chest and riding the high that belonged to only him. You fell hard. You two were good for each other, matched up right in all the best ways. He didn’t need help in any department. He was whole and complete, and he made you feel like a goddess. 

 “You’re thinking.” WinWin whispered, kissing your forehead.

 He pushed his cock deep inside of you, the words out of your mouth coming out breathless. “I’m not.”

  “Okay.” he said, giving up before he started.

 He fucked you so well that you both forgot about everything. It was only until you were dreaming that everything came rushing back. You dreamed of the men, of the paradise lost, of WinWin’s mother wishing you were her daughter-in-law.

  Office jobs on a Monday never once seemed glamorous, but it was all you needed to feel ordinary. You stayed at your desk and watched the screensaver on your desktop fade in and out, like a heartbeat. Cheek resting against the palm of your hand, you sighed. You waited for lunchtime like the rest of the office girls. You didn’t gossip, didn’t show anyone your new nails. Your desk wasn’t decorated, but you were settled in for a while. The company liked you so much that you moved on from being a temp really quickly, which either made people love you or hate you.

“How was vacation?” a colleague asked. 

  You had become one of those people that shows vacation photos on her phone. There was WinWin laying on the beach, his toned stomach covered in sand. There was a photo of you posing by the sign of a restaurant, your arms thrown around him and your leg popped up. You hardly recognized the girl in the photos, though you’d spent 20+ years in her body.

“I wish I were in your shoes.” she said. “Your boyfriend is dreamy.”

“Thank you.” you said. It was hard to keep the amusement out of your voice. You were used to women fawning over him because he was so handsome, but when it was a married women with five kids, it made you hope you’d never be like that. 

“It looked like such a nice little vacay.” she said. “So luxurious. How did you pay for all of that?”

“Savings.” you said.

  Though you weren’t doing sex work anymore, the money from your secret apartment felt like it was never ending. You had sold so many things that reminded you of the men you saw over the years, choosing the money and a better life for yourself. It didn’t bother WinWin that you had more money than him, though he wouldn’t let you buy him a damn thing.

“Lucky.” she said before moving back to her desk.

  Your eyelids were heavy, and the bottom of your feet sore. You dragged your feet through the doorway of your new, modest apartment, and threw your stuff down on the floor. You didn’t check your phone, just sat down on the couch and let your head fall back. You drifted off to sleep and only woke up to a knock on your front door. Picking yourself up, you walked over, swung it open, and screamed when WinWin picked you up and spun you around.

“What are you doing?” you asked.

 He kissed you passionately, letting your body slide down his before he let your feet plant on the floor. You felt breathless, and could tell that your face was hot just from seeing him again. There were days you kind of wanted to share a home with him, to see him every single day. Maybe then you wouldn’t be so taken aback by him every time you saw him in the flesh.

  You didn’t fully get a good look at him until he moved away from you and went over to the fridge for a drink. He was wearing a dark blue suit and his hair was slicked back from his forehead. He looked expensive, and the smell trailing behind him reminded you of the vacation you’d just left.

“What are you all dressed up for?” you asked.

“You and I are invited to a party.”

“A..party?” you asked. “On a Monday night? I’m exhausted. I just had my full day of work after a week of beauty and sunshine. Baby, the last thing I want to do is party.”

  Then, as if everything suddenly made sense, you remembered that your birthday was in a few days. Your mind was whirring. You didn’t want WinWin wasting money on some nice party when he’d put up more than his share for the vacation.

“Please.” he said, pouting. He took a drink from inside the fridge and set it on the counter. “I wouldn’t go without you.” 

“I don’t have anything to wear.”

“I’ve seen your closet. You have plenty of dresses.”

“I won’t know anyone there.”

He shrugged. “I didn’t tell you who was going.”

“I’m running out of excuses, aren’t I?” you asked.

  WinWin smiled and came over to hold you. “Yes. I’m not a party animal either, but for some reason, I really want to go to this one. It’s at that nice hotel downtown that was just built. Imagine a night full of cocktails and dancing, coming home and collapsing in my bed. Fun, right?”

  You closed your eyes. When you opened them, you said yes. After all, you didn’t want to ruin a possible surprise. WinWin picked you up and spun you again. ‘Round and ‘round in circles you went.

  The dress you wore was too tight. You felt so bloated in it that, on the car ride over, you kept fidgeting. WinWin calling you beautiful didn’t help, but the sulking definitely did. Arriving at the party made you so nervous that you forgot about the ill-fitting dress. You weren’t ready to be in front of people you loved, if it was a birthday party. You were stressed about who would attend, and who would not. 

“Holy fuck.” you said, looking up at the hotel it was being hosted at.

 In another life, it felt like you had been there before. It was much too swanky for your new taste, but there was something so familiar about the exterior that you couldn’t help but stare at it. The cream of the building and the black marble accents were stunning to look at, even more so than your date.

“We’ll stay no longer than two hours.” he said. “Does that sound good?” 

  You were unsure, but you did agree. He took your hand and led you across the street, the red satin dress you were wearing flying up with the wind. You smoothed your hair down with your free hand and walked through the revolving door with him. Inside, the building was even more gorgeous. It must have cost a pretty penny, and would have taken years to import all of the textures.

“Who invited you here?” you asked. “Someone from work?”

“My cousin.” he said. “ You’ve met him before.”

  You were whisked into a ballroom full of people. It was clear that, by the lack of people you knew, it was not a surprise birthday party for you. It made you a little sad, but you tried not to show it.

 Being among crowds was never fun for you, but feeling his hand on the small of your back relaxed you. You were thinking you could enjoy the night anyway, but WinWin walking away to fetch drinks made the fear creep up your spine again. You sat down at an empty table and scanned the hoards of people dressed in expensive designer clothes, your eyes raking it all in. You assessed that the reason you were so uncomfortable is because the environment reminded you too much of the life you had four months ago.

“Here.” WinWin said, setting your drink down.

  You took a big gulp and set it back down, watching strangely as the condensation from the glass formed a ring on the tablecloth. For a bit, WinWin sat with you and held your hand, his eyes watching people laughing and chatting along.

“I can’t find my cousin. He’s not answering his phone.” he said, not able to peel his eyes from the crowd. 

“Should we go look for him?” you asked.

  There was a weird tension in the pit of your belly. You pushed the drink away and vowed to not drink anymore. You joined WinWin in looking for his cousin, even though you didn’t know which one he was referring to. His family was big, and they all looked so different from each other, but they all had the same cute laugh and love of ordering things online. 

“Let’s dance.” WinWin said, rising to his feet.

  You looked at the hand stretched out before you. He was speaking and moving too quickly. You felt like you were being pulled in every direction. The lights of the ballroom chandeliers were too bright, the air too humid. Still, you took his hand and let him bring you to your feet.The heels were killing you, but they were the only shoe that matched the dress.

“Are you okay?” you asked. “You’re acting really weird. “

“Weird?” he asked. “How?”

“I don’t know.”

  You wiped sweat from your forehead and felt nauseous as he led you both around the floor. It was the first time you wished you were anywhere but with him. Being at home and sleeping sounded much more exciting than the truth of where you were. 

“Can I spin you?” he asked.

  Before you could tell him that he couldn't, WinWin spun you around. You held onto his shoulders and caught your breath. He spun you one more time, your body losing slight control, and then he let you go.

  All you could see were the lights in a blur before they stopped. You were too aware of the arm that had caught you. You looked down at the floor, at your feet crammed into your heels, then you closed your eyes tightly, and opened them again. You looked up and was met with a chest that didn’t belong to WinWin. Clutching the arms tightly, you used the body to bring yourself up all the way.

“Lucas.” you said, your voice shaky. 

 Dressed in a white button down and a light blue suit jacket, Lucas was there. His face was a little slimmer, but the same eyes were looking back at you. They were wide and hard, not a lick of concern in them. For a moment, you were transported back in time. It was where you were supposed to be, with the man you thought you were going to marry. You blinked and started looking for WinWin.

“You like him?” Lucas asked.

  You removed your hands from Lucas’ arms and he dropped them to his sides the same time you did. You looked into his eyes and tried to muster something to say. The last time you saw him, you couldn’t get the right words out. Your storyline was very much unfinished. 

“Does he check all the boxes?” Lucas asked. “Safe. Able to pay. Puts up with your lies and insecurities.” 

“What?”

  You looked over at the right time to see WinWin moving up to your side. You felt relief. You waited for him to berate Lucas for talking to you that way, a hero to save the day. Instead, he held out his hand to Lucas, as if asking him to dance.

“Four months.” WinWin said to him. “I want extra for having to sleep with her so many times.”

  Lucas opened his jacket and took out a wad of bills. He peeled out so many pieces of paper that you lost count of them all. “Here is half. You get the rest of the money in a while.”

  WinWin took the bills without counting them and tucked them into his own jacket. He gave you the tiniest apologetic glance before walking away. Confused, you started to walk after him but was stopped by Lucas' big arm.

“What are you doing?” you asked. “I’m following my boyfriend. Let me go.”

“Your boyfriend?” Lucas asked. “Wow, you really bought it. The con artist gets conned.” 

 Your brain was trying its hardest to make sense of what Lucas was saying. Any minute now, you would wake up from your nap on the couch and you wouldn’t be standing in the middle of a hotel ballroom with your ex-boyfriend. When that didn’t happen, you stormed off across the dance floor, your eyes searching for WinWin. You took out your phone and began texting, but a big paw of a hand snatched the phone from you.

“He won’t text back.” Lucas said.

“Give me that.” you said, swiping at him. “Why are you here? Did you follow us?”

Lucas laughed. “You don’t get it, do you?”

“Get what? You’re a psycho.” you said. “You broke up with me, remember? You left me. Let me live my life. I’m happy.”

  Without your phone, you walked outside, through the revolving door and down the rabbit hole. You could hear Lucas’ heavy  footsteps behind you. When you were out of earshot, he placed his hand on your shoulder gently and spun you around to face him.

“Give me my phone, or I will call the police.” you said, not enough bravado in your voice.

  Lucas handed you the phone, but you yanked it from his hands anyway. There were no messages from WinWin, and nothing of note. You looked for the car you arrived in but it was gone. You swallowed the lump in your dry throat and closed your eyes again.

“Why did you hand him money, and where did he go? What was he talking about?” you asked. It was the question you’d wanted to ask all along but was too afraid to ask.  “Please, nothing snarky. Tell me the truth.”

“The truth? Like you told me the truth?” Lucas asked.

“Lucas, please.”

“I don’t owe you anything.”

  You were facing him head on, tears rolling down your face. Everything felt too chaotic, too blinding. Your thoughts were swimming in your mind, each one making no sense from the last. If what you believed to be true was true, you needed to know how it all went down.

“I set you up.” he said. “Sicheng, that’s his real name, was never interested in you. I paid him to like you, to fuck you. “

“He was my client.”

“Wrong.” Lucas said. He moved out of the way so that people could pass by. “I paid him to pursue you. It wasn’t easy, I’ll give you that. I had actually given up hope, but then you came right in at the end.”

“You’re lying to me.”

“I’m not.” Lucas chuckled darkly. “I paid him thousands of dollars. I paid for your vacation. I’m thousands in debt, but hey, who cares. I finally did it.”

“Did what?” you asked, wiping a hot tear from your cheek.

“Humiliated you the way you humiliated me.” he said. “Fucking guys for money behind my back? Why couldn’t you just cheat like normal people? Fuck, I wanted to marry you.”

  It was quiet, the traffic from the sidewalk dying down. You leaned against the side of the building and felt how truly tired your body was. The fire in Lucas’ eyes calmed down a little bit, too.

“I know.” you said quietly. “I saw the ring.”

“Shit, you really fell for everything.” he said. “I planted that ring. I thought that if you believed I was going to propose, you would catch yourself in the lie. I thought you were smarter than me, but tonight proves that theory. You’re not smart at all. You should have seen your face when you saw the house key. ”

“Why would you do this to me?” you screamed, grabbing the attention of someone waiting in traffic.

“You did this to yourself, sweetheart.”

 You turned around and put your arm against the wall, leaning your head down against it. “I don’t understand. WinWin and I are a real couple. I’ve been with his family and his friends. I love him.”

“The family thing wasn’t my idea.” he said. “I had nothing to do with that, but I find it funnier this way. How does it feel being so blind-sided that it’s ruined your life?” 

“Fuck you.”

“No.” he said. “Fuck you. Exactly, how many people have you slept with? Did you get tested before you fucked me?”

  You walked away, walking down the street to God knows where. You groaned when he kept following you, and you stopped in front of a well-lit display window. In the light, you could see how beat your reflection was. The dress was pretty,  but your insides were shining out and they were ugly.

“You thought you could fool me.” Lucas said. “I followed you to some places, you know? Saw all the freaks you were with. That one guy? Hendery? I talked to him, acted like I was a stranger. He was so fucking in love with you that I was jealous. Can you believe that? I was jealous of someone who had you about as much as I did. It’s a real shame what you did to him.”

“Shut up.”

“He thought you would be together forever.” Lucas mocked.

“You don’t know a thing about Hendery.”

“Wrong again.” he said. “I know a lot about men like Hendery. The sad, rejected men that tried to love you. I was one of them.”

  You checked your phone again, your last attempt at hope. All you wanted was to see WinWin’s name pop up, to text you that he was bringing the car around, and that he was going to take you away from the crazy man before you. 

“If you knew....” you began, feeling dejected. “...why did you let it go on for so long?” 

  Lucas seemed to really think about the answer. In the light, he looked so handsome and young. You were reminded of the man he was when you first met him. You felt a little pang in your chest where your heart used to be.

“I guess I wanted to see if you would change, if you would love me.”

“I did love you.”

There was hurt and anger in Lucas’ eyes. “Loved me enough to cheat on me?”

“It was just a job.”

“Was I just a job, too?” he asked. “ I knew about the extra apartment. I really meant nothing to you.”

“This conversation is going nowhere.” you said. “I’m sorry I did that to you. I should have been upfront about who I was and what I was doing with my body. I fucked up, and I fucked your life up. And you, in return, fucked me up for the rest of my life.”

“This isn’t my fault. This is your fault.”

“I don’t care whose fault it is, Lucas.” you said. “You and I were done. We never would have lasted.”

“So, you strung me along to make yourself feel better?” he asked.

“No I-”

“-Like you did with Sicheng.” he said. “I’m not an idiot. I know the ins and outs of everything that happened in the last few months. It’s a cycle. The people you fuck keep you feeling better about yourself long enough for you to move on to a new one. I was just the unfortunate asshole getting caught in the middle.”

“I’m not talking about this right now.”

“And there it is, the denial.” he said. “Look at how you turn away from me when I tell you the truth. All those men and not one of them could ever call you out on your bullshit? Where is the love there, huh? Where are any of them now?”

You threw your hands up into the air. “I don’t know. They’re not here, Lucas. You hate me so much, but you’re the only one here. The last man standing. Congratulations, you did it.”

  A car pulled up to the curb. You texted a friend for a ride, someone you didn’t know quite well. You didn’t have anyone else. While Lucas was talking, you were figuring out how best to run away from him. The knowledge hit you hardest where it hurts. You didn’t think anything could ever be the same again.

“I have to go.” you said. “I can’t be here anymore.”

“Yeah? Just like that?”

You held the car door open. “Yeah. Just like that, Lucas.”

“And you don’t have anything else to say?” he asked.

“I do, actually.” you said. “To those I’ve fucked and fucked over, I’m sorry.”

THREE YEARS LATER- LUCAS

  He stood very still, so still that he could hear the tiny giggling coming from the other room. Lucas smiled to himself and tried to ignore it as best he could. If there was one thing he was good at, it was acting.

“Ready or not, here I come!” he yelled, his voice booming. He loved pulling silly voices. It was something that brought him so much joy. “You better not come out until I find you-u-u-u-u-u.”

  With the heaviest of footsteps, Lucas walked across his house. It was dramatic the way he walked, and it only brought out another tinkle of laughter from the east side of the house. Lucas walked into another room and made fake footsteps like he was walking away.

 There, in the corner, the top of a tiny head peeked out from behind a toy box. As if sensing him, the head poked back down. Lucas fought the urge to laugh. He played dumb and moved around the room, loudly checking behind places no human could hide behind.

“It’s very difficult to find her.” he said. “I wonder if she is in this room.”

 Another giggle, another pull at his heart strings. Before he could move over to the toybox, a little girl ran out from behind it and into his arms. 

“Daddy! Daddy!” she yelled, giggling as her father Lucas scooped her up into his arms. “You found me!” 

  Lucas swung her around and planted kisses all over her heart-shaped face. His happiness was always with her, even when it was hidden. Lucas set his daughter down and knelt down to her level.

“Now,” he said, his face serious. He tried not to laugh as his daughter put on a serious face, too. “Now, we have to find mommy.”

 With her hand in his, they walked through the house to look for the missing puzzle piece of their family. 

THREE YEARS LATER- TEN

“What is love to you?” 

 Ten sat across from his date. There was something in the question that made him cock his head to the side. His smile lit up when the person sitting across from him broke out into a similar smile, a clear embarrassment striking them unannounced. 

“Don’t be embarrassed.” Ten said. “It’s a fair question. Do you have an answer for it?”

“I don’t.” 

“Well, I do.” Ten said.

  It was Ten’s assertiveness that got him the date in the first place. That, and the way he was so open about everything. He didn’t know if the person across from him was his soulmate, or if he even believed in that. Still, it was fun getting to know someone. In a way, it was like getting to know yourself. 

“I think love is everything.” he said. “I think it’s in everything. It’s in the company you keep, in the weather you wish was different. Love is a painful reminder that not everything can stay the same. It’s the gentle way someone wishes you a good day. It’s an old blanket that smells like memories from long ago. Love is scary, but scary things are fun, too. We all want love, and we all want to be loved. It’s hope, and it’s full. I used to think love is never being left, but now I think leaving someone often means loving them so much that you do what is best for them. Love is...yeah..I love love.” 

THREE YEARS LATER- XIAOJUN

  He lit the candles, one on each end of the table. Getting lost in the flame was an option, but Xiaojun had many steps to take. He smoothed out the table cloth, the fine linen unwrinkling before his eyes. There was peace in watching everything come together, in the controlling things. 

“Perfect.” he whispered.

  Moving around the table, he fixed two of everything, even two napkins of the prettiest shade. The dishes resting on the table were cleaned so properly that not even a stray hair found its way there. The drinking glasses were sparkling. He could see his reflection in them both, his handsome face full of content.

“Whaaa, so perfect.”

 Xiaojun took a seat in one of the chairs. He felt the wood of the armrest, a seat fit for a king, and he smiled to himself. The dinner jacket he was wearing was a little oversized, but it was pressed in a way that made him feel happy.

 A man walked into the room and served food on both sides of the table, the tastiest feast money could buy. A bottle of wine was tipped into the glasses, not a drop wasted.

“Thank you.” Xiaojun said softly.

  After the waiter disappeared, he looked at the empty chair on the other side of the table. The steam from the food rose up high, and with it, Xiaojun’s expectations. He took one savory bite of food. After, he took a bow to the seat that would remain empty for the rest of his life.

THREE YEARS LATER- KUN

“Therapy is at five p.m, don't be late.” she said.

“I don’t know why we’re going to therapy if we’re not going to work on our marriage.” Kun said. “Please help me understand.”

  His ex-wife looked at him like she saw right through him. She was unbothered, not willing to waste a single emotion on the man before her. “It’s for the children.” was all she said before she got into her car and drove away.

  Kun sat by himself on his front porch swing for a long time. His new house was smaller and bought with his own money. There was only enough room for him, and for his children whenever they wanted to see their dad on the weekends. With the end of his marriage, everything else seemed to go, too. He no longer had a job after getting caught having an another affair with one of the real teaching assistants. He figured it was a fair bit of karma for all the bad things he’d done, but it still didn’t make it an easy pill to swallow.

 Occasionally, he would call your old phone number in hopes that you’d pick up, but you never did. It was probably for the best.

THREE YEARS LATER- YANGYANG

  The massive backpack on his back made him sway a little. He found it so funny that he couldn’t read any of the signs in the foreign language. He’d met a lot of people on his travels, and each one found it charming that he was so carefree and kind. All it took was a smile from YangYang and the citizens were cured.

“Where are you going?” a traveler he had just met asked. He was an older man, way older than YangYang’s grandfather. He’d decided to travel and live a bit after his wife died. He was everything YangYang aspired to be, maybe, without all of the death.

“I don’t know.” YangYang said. “I guess, wherever the wind takes me.”

“Well, that’s a start.” the man said. “The train is here. Best go on your way, then.”

 YangYang felt sad about having to say goodbye to the man. It was always like that over the last few years. He struck up conversations with so many good people, all of their stories worth telling, and then he’d have to say goodbye. Occasionally, they would exchange social media and whatever, but it never felt the same.

“This was nice.” YangYang said. “I really enjoyed hearing stories about your wife. She sounds like someone I would have liked.”

“You would have.” the old man said, his gaze on some distant memory. “Have safe travels and remember what I said, kid. Never stop. Take care.”

  YangYang accepted the man's clap on his shoulder, even though it made him sway even more. The train stopped before him, windows slipping by. In the reflection as it slowed down, he thought he saw someone that looked an awful lot like you behind him, but when he turned around, no one was there.

THREE YEARS LATER- HENDERY

  Since it was raining, the park was empty. Since he considered himself an idiot, he didn’t bring an umbrella. 

 Hendery approached the park bench like it was a bomb that could explode any minute. He looked around before taking off his jacket and stretching it across the surface to soak up some of the water. Then, he sat down and looked out over the grass. He blinked rain off his eyelashes and looked down at his lap. He did everything he could but check his phone. Over time, he looked up at the sky and let the water droplets hit his face. When he had done all the waiting he could do, he got up from the bench. 

“Well.” he said, looking down at his soaked jacket.

 Hendery picked it up from the bench and flung it over his shoulders. He took one last longing look at the bench for beginning to walk away. He was stopped by footsteps coming up from behind him. He turned around, placed the jacket back on the bench and sat down again. Hands on his knees, he stared straight ahead.

“You’re late.” he said.

  The person sat beside him on the bench, their hands on their knees, staring straight ahead. At the same time, the person and Hendery looked at each other. 

 There wasn’t an apology you could say that would fit the crime. Hendery knew that. He looked straight ahead again, but he moved one hand from his knee and used it to hold yours. Your clasped hands sat between you on the bench, solid and true.

 You looked at him before staring straight back ahead. Though it was pouring now, and your skin was slimy and your clothes wet all the way through, you didn’t seem to mind anymore.

[zhongli-simp-blog]

Accidental Info

Pairings: Lucas x Male Reader

Requested: Yes

Word count: 1K

A/n: Sorry for any spelling mistakes, I hope you enjoy it 😁🤗

“Hi guys,” Lucas says into the camera watching the comments starting to poor in, the usual ones

“have you eaten?"

"Are you resting well?” 

It was nice for Lucas to finally relax and enjoy a little time with is fans. Lucas grabbed a few snacks and returned to the camera, “I got some snacks for us to enjoy together” he jokes while pretending to feed the fans through the camera.

While the comments were going really fast, there was on username that he was on the lookout for and it was yours, even though he was away on tour he just knew you would be watching him, even if you guys were not public yet you tried your best to support him in secret, and Lucas knew all if your fan page usernames so he can talk to you in private if when he is away.

“Did you enjoy the food that I packed for you? I guess not since you are eating other snacks.” 

The comment said and Lucas stifling a laugh got up and went to grab the packed lunch you had prepared for him, returning to the camera he held out the food. “A good friend of mine made me this lunch and also made a dinner one as well, I haven’t been able to eat it cause of a busy schedule.” He says talking to the fans but also indirectly talking to you, wanting you to know that he is grateful for the food and the time you put into making it special for him.

The fans started spamming the chat with questions on who the friend was, already coming to the conclusion that it was a girlfriend. “No, No it’s not a girlfriend or anything, just-,” Lucas took a long pause hating the fact that he has to refer his boyfriend as some regular friend, you are so much more than a friend to Lucas, you were his rock, always kept him humble and even laughed when his jokes were terrible.

He re-gained focus back to the screen only to see the chat dead silent, “What happened? Did the Wi-Fi go out again?” Pressing his phone but still noticing that the live was still going, Lucas then saw your username again “I hate referring you as my friend too,” the comment said only for it to dawn on Lucas that everything he was thinking was said out loud.

“LUCAS HAS A BOYFRIEND?!?!”

“WHAT’S HIS NAME?”

“OMG I ALREADY SHIP IT!”

“I KNEW ONE MEMBER OUT OF 23 BOYS HAS TO BE GAY!”

Lucas started laughing almost in tears at all the supportive comments and comments asking for his boyfriend’s name, “His name is Y/N, we have been dating for over 3 years now, and I will do anything for him.” Lucas then held up the boxed lunch you prepared again, “and yes he was the one who made me the special food, Y/N likes to help me stay eating healthy even on the road, and because I really love his cooking.” He admits opening the container and taking a bite out of the food.

“When can we meet him?”

“Is he taller or shorter?”

Lucas read a few more comments, “Meeting him is up to Y/N, I don’t want to force him into anything, and I am taller of course.” Lucas says flexing and using his cocky tone trying acting tough, “you are only taller by a few inches!” You comment only for Lucas to start laughing, “its ok my love, I love it that you are shorter than me.” His million dollar smile and his eyes almost sparkling.

“Is he in here?”

“Are you talking to him right now?”

A few fans asked and Lucas nodded, “He is here talking, I won’t give away his name though.” Lucas winked taking another bite of his food. You and Lucas were both extremely happy about the response from the fans, “what I can tell you guys is that, Y/N is extremely charming, beautiful, talented, and very sexy.” Lucas adds on trying to answer as many questions as possible, he had a sense of pride when he was talking about proud of himself in finding his perfect love.

After Lucas was done eating he went and laid on the bed, only for Ten and the rest of WayV to come through his door and laying down on top of him, “Hi everybody!” everyone waves at the camera causing more waves of comments to flood through.

“HI TEN!”

“WE LOVE YOU TEN!”

“WINWIN PLEASE NOTICE ME!”

“KUN BEST LEADER!”

Lucas tried to climb out from underneath the now heavy weight on top of him, “what are you guys doing?” He manages to get out between breaths, “we all heard you reveal your relationship with Y/N,” Xiaojun says. “So glad we don’t have to hide you guys anymore, and we can steal Y/N from you, I need a new shopping partner,” Ten chimes in. “Hey! I thought I was your shopping partner!” YangYang whines in the back, “aww baby YangYang,” Ten climbs on top of YangYang, “you can come too.” Lucas turns over looking at them, “hey he is my boyfriend not yours!” He pins both Ten and YangYang down, “sharing is caring!” Ten shouts as they start to wrestle each other.

“I miss you guys! Don’t hurt Lucas too much!” You comment, “we miss you too Y/N! And we will return him to you in one piece, hopefully,” Hendery replies. The members finally stop trying to kill each other and sat in front of the camera, “thank you guys for all the love and support with me being gay and having a boyfriend, it really means a lot.” Lucas wipes away a tear that managed to escape, “we will always love you Lucas, no matter what,” Kun says giving him a big hug. “We will work harder for you guys! Bye!” They all say at once as Lucas ends the live.

As all the members started exiting the room Lucas couldn’t help but to call you, “Lucas!” You cheer finally able to speak to your boyfriend. “Y/N! I am sorry that I accidently outed our relationship,” he pouts. “Its ok baby, it was going to come out sooner or later, best it come from us then some media outlet,” you say trying to cheer him up. “I missed your voice so much, I can’t wait for this tour to finally be over and I can spend all day in bed holding you close to me.” You couldn’t help but blush at his confession. “I know baby and I can’t to be engulfed in your arms and sneak away to go shopping with Ten,” you only for Lucas to let out a pain noise. “Y/N! You are supposed to be my boyfriend not anyone else’s,” you knew he had a pouting face on even if you couldn’t see him.

You and Lucas spent the rest of the night talking about anything and everything, not wanting the night to just yet.

[garlichoisan]

Singing in the shower | liu yangyang

➸ Genre: Fluff

➸ Pairing: Yangyang × f reader

➸ Word count: 7 197

➸ Information:

college!au, childhood friends, friends to lovers, friends!NCT Dream 00 line, bestfriend!Yeji (ITZY), very slight NoMin references (Jeno + Jaemin), mention of Mark Lee, reader is a few months older than YangYang (born in the same year)

➸ Warnings: A lot of fluff as usual.

➸ Plot:

You're forced to learn how to live without your closest friend from childhood who has to go live in Germany with his parents, leaving you heartbroken. You thought YangYang was going to be by your side forever. As years have passed and you've almost started to forget about him, he suddenly appears in your life again, turning it upside down, and this time, nobody's leaving.

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➸ A/N: This oneshot took me over 2 months and a half to write and was written as a part of my dear @renjunniehome's song fic challenge (?)

Not really a challenge, but it's an event where diffent NCT writers write fanfics based on songs so make sure to check it here: PLAYLIST FICS MASTERLIST

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“I don't know, it's just something about ya

Got me feeling like I can't be without ya

Anytime someone mention your name

I be feeling as if I'm around ya”

YangYang and you have always been a package deal; you were so close as children that at one point people couldn’t imagine one of you without the other and honestly, you also couldn’t imagine what your life would be without your best friend. There was something about him that made you feel butterflies in your stomach, even though as a child you could not identify and understand clearly what it was.

Besides that, your parents and YangYang’s were very close so you sometimes had family dinners together; that happened often, since you were neighbors and your houses were literally right next to each other. Your parents loved YangYang like their own son, maybe because he spent so much time in your house, had dinner there, and even stayed the night quite often for your sleepover parties. Of course, his parents were also very happy when you went to his house in order to spend time with him. Everyone in the neighborhood thought you’d end up marrying each other when you grow up, even if your child selves denied it with disgust. However, you couldn’t deny that your face always lit up when your parents told you YangYang and his parents would be coming over for dinner. Just the mention of his name made you start jumping with excitement.

But apparently everything good had to end sooner or later. You could still remember the shock you felt when you learnt YangYang would be leaving his house which was right next to yours in order to go live and study in Germany. He explained with glossy eyes that his parents have found better work opportunities there and that this probably meant you wouldn’t see each other very often. When you first heard this, you burst out crying, hugging him tightly, begging him not to go. Even though he also didn’t want to go, he was just a child so he had to leave with his parents. That left you heartbroken; you tried to text him in the beginning in order to keep in touch but it was getting difficult because of the time difference, as well as the lack of personal contact. Slowly you started to get used to life without him, no matter how much you wanted him back, but you couldn’t really learn to be happy without him.

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“Ain't no words to describe you baby

All I know is that you take me high

Can you tell that you drive me crazy?

'Cause I can't get you out my mind”

As the years were passing and you were growing up, you started to understand what your feelings for your childhood friend meant. Before you heard the word “crush”, you thought you just loved to be next to YangYang because he was funny and was making you laugh. But as a teenager, you realized you still missed him, even though you had no idea what he looked like now, how much he had changed, and most of all, you felt how you haven’t gotten over him at all. People your age started to date, but you weren’t interested in anyone, since subconsciously you kept comparing them to your childhood friend. You never even went to dates, and you realized how childish your behavior was, but honestly, nobody seemed like your type anyways. You barely had any friends, since the overly-romanticized idea of YangYang has turned into a standard for your friendships as well. You felt as if you were going crazy because of him as you only thought of him and how you would feel if you could meet him now.

* * *

A few years have passed and you were now in university, trying to live without the thought of YangYang as you realized you were probably never going to meet him again. Now you had some amazing friends who were bringing colors into your life and sometimes distracted you from thoughts about your childhood friend.

You were currently having lunch with your friends from your class. Suddenly you saw Jaemin, one of your friends, running towards your table and finding a place to sit, as he looked as if he was excited for some reason.

"Guys, big news! Apparently we're gonna have a new guy in our class. I heard he's German. I can't wait to meet him! European peopleare so good-looking!" Jaemin said with a dreamy gaze.

“Why would there be a German in our class?” You asked confusedly.

“I don’t know, that’s what the rumors are.”

As you heard the word ‘German’, you suddenly thought of YangYang again, trying to stop the association in your mind before it was too late. For the rest of lunch time you were a lot more silent than usual, quietly eating your food as Haechan was telling jokes, Renjun was laughing, and Jaemin kept annoying Jeno.

The next day you had an early class and as you heard your alarm ring, you groaned softly in annoyance, turning it off and literally rolling out of bed, as you fell to the floor, hugging your blanket, together with your bunny plushie which was actually a present from YangYang.

“Stop overreacting, you drama queen. Nobody has ever died from early morning classes,” your roommate and best friend, Yeji, said.

Sometimes you wondered how could she be so energetic, enthusiastic and optimistic, even early in the morning.

“Yeah, I might be the first one though,” you cried out, while holding the plushie tightly, refusing to accept the reality.

“Come on, if you get up now, I’ll buy you something delicious after classes,” Yeji promised, taking your hand to help you get to your feet.

When you heard her offer, your eyes lit up.

“Really?” You were still a little skeptical about believing her, even though you wanted to.

“Yes, knowing you, you’re probably just going to ask me to buy you a chocolate. Completely affordable,” Yeji chuckled, knowing she was right.

“Correct. Make it two, though. I feel this is going to be a difficult day.”

You finally took her hand and let her help you get up from the floor. After that you quickly put your plushie back in your bed, laying its head on your pillow, as you took the blankets from the floor and put them over the plushie, wanting it to feel warm. Yeji watched your actions with a wide smile on her face.

“Aww, you’re so cute. Now go get ready, or we’ll gonna be late.”

“Oh, how tragic that would be,” you said sarcastically, before going to the bathroom to wash your face and brush your teeth.

* * *

When you and Yeji entered the lecture hall, you found your classmates being more energetic and chattier than usual. You also noticed your friends, who were talking to a new guy, probably the one Jaemin mentioned the day before, as you recalled.

“Honestly I was a little disappointed to find out you weren’t actually German,” you heard Jaemin say and you giggled quietly.

“If those weird comments don’t scare the new guy off, I’d be really impressed,” Yeji noted, as she found a place near the window and you sat next to her.

“I agree,” you laughed, turning around to look at the new guy once again.

He looked somehow familiar to you, but you couldn’t tell why. When he noticed you looking at him he just stared at you for a couple of seconds while Jaemin and the rest of your friends were probably bothering him. You could swear you’ve seen those shiny dark brown eyes somewhere else before. But as you realized you were still looking at the guy, you quickly averted your eyes, so that he wouldn’t think you were some kind of a creep. You thought that maybe there was not a particular reason for his familiar vibe: maybe he just looked like somebody you’d befriend, that’s why he looked as if you already knew him, or at least that’s what you believed.

“I see the new guy has already caught your eye. The question is, how did he achieve that? You’re not usually interested in others,” Yeji pointed out.

“I-I’m not looking at him,” you denied, shaking your head. “Guys are basically a loss of time, except for my friends. But they’re too dumb for me to date one of them. Besides, only two of them are boyfriend material, they are Jaemin and Jeno, and they’re basically almost dating each other, even though they don’t know it yet,” you explained, taking your textbook out.

As you mentioned Jeno, you saw him coming to you and you looked at him questioningly.

“We promised to show the new guy around after this class, and then we’re going to have lunch with him. You and Yeji can also join us,” Jeno suggested and Yeji nodded.

“We’d love to!” You smiled and Jeno smiled back, returning to his seat, next to Jaemin.

When English class ended, you and Yeji went out of the lecture hall, waiting for your friends and the new guy. They were soon here and you all started walking around the hall, as you heard Haechan talking about the variety of books in the university’s library even though you’ve never seen him actually go there, so you were wondering how he knew this information. Meanwhile you and the new guy continued looking at each other and then averting your gaze without saying anything. You realized he still hasn’t introduced himself to you, but you couldn’t ask him for his name, because you were shy, so you just continued walking in silence, as the ones who were talking were mainly Haechan and Renjun.

When you went to the cafeteria and found a table, you left your things, so that the guys could watch over them, and you went to buy food with Yeji.

“Seriously, what’s going on between you and the new guy? You can’t stop looking at each other. You’ve never looked at a guy like that, so you can’t convince me you don’t like him,” Yeji stated, demanding an answer, as she took a bowl of rice.

“He just looks familiar, I don’t know why though. That’s all.”

“You know that when you meet your soulmate for the first time, you feel as if you already know each other?” Yeji asked, as you paid for your food and started walking back to the table with your best friend walking after you.

“Shut up,” you hit her arm playfully; you really wanted her to stop saying things like that.

When you went back to the table, you noticed only Jaemin and Jeno were there. Jaemin was feeding Jeno, holding a spoon of rice which he put into his mouth.

“Eat a lot, handsome,” Jaemin winked at Jeno who averted his head with discontent. “Do you want some kimchi?” He asked, as Jeno nodded, even though he didn’t want his best friend to feed him.

“Why are you feeding him? Can he not hold the utensils himself?” Yeji asked, as you hit her arm again.

“Be quiet, you’re ruining the romance,” you scolded her, as you continued looking at your two friends, as you sat across from them.

“What romance are you talking about, I just lost a bet,” Jeno groaned in disagreement with your statement.

“Was the bet letting Jaemin show his love for you freely?” You questioned him, as Jeno looked too flustered to answer.

“Something like that,” Jaemin confirmed. “Ah, Jeno, you’re such a messy eater! Here, let me wipe that off,” he said, as he wiped the rice off Jeno’s lips, using a tissue.

“Cute,” you whispered, looking away as you started eating your own lunch.

“Jaemin’s actions are making me want to throw up,” Yeji confessed, taking her fork and starting to eat her food in silence.

“You’re not the only one, I feel the same way,” Jeno agreed quietly, looking at Jaemin as if he was going to kill him every second now.

A few minutes later the new guy approached your table, holding his own tray of food, setting it down and sitting next to you. Your heart skipped a beat just because of his decision to sit next to you. You didn’t know why him being close to you was making you feel this special, so you tried to brush it off, but you couldn’t; so during the rest of the lunch you were actually in a very good mood, even though you and the new guy still haven’t talked to each other directly at all. When Haechan and Renjun joined you, you talked to them a lot, trying not to think about the stranger next to you, since you were too shy to ask for his name, and he apparently didn’t want to say it to you or ask you about yours.

As you were done with lunch, you stood up from the table and took your tray in your hands, looking at the new guy as he was doing the same. When he took his own tray, though, you noticed he dropped something. You quickly bent down to get it and give it back to its owner. But before handing it to him, you took a quick look at it – it was a discount card for the food in the cafeteria. You saw his picture and you read your name, saying it out loud as you realized something.

“Yang… Yang?” You looked up in disbelief.

He looked at you with a smile and he nodded.

“Yes, YangYang is my name, not a nickname as people usually think. Sorry for not introducing myself to you earlier, I was just distracted since you seemed really familiar for some reason,” he said, as you handed him his discount card.

“Um, I… My name is Y/N,” you introduced yourself quietly, as you waited for his reaction.

There were two possible ways this could go: he would either recognize his own childhood best friend, or he would take your hand, as he hears your name for the first time, if he wasn’t your YangYang, but some other guy with the same name. But to you, now it all made sense. The visual resemblance, his voice, his cheerful personality… But you still wanted to be sure it was actually him, before hugging him excitedly.

“You… Bunny?” He called you by your nickname he came up with when you were younger. He thought you looked energetic and playful, just like a bunny.

You nodded, as you couldn’t stop smiling.

“You don’t know how much I missed you!”

Before you could do anything, he put his tray and card down on the table as he hugged you tightly. You were a little taken aback for a couple of seconds, slowly realizing your wish has come true. You and your best friend were finally together.

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“Thinkin' of ya when I'm goin' to bed

When I wake up think of ya again

You are my homie, lover and friend

Exactly why”

As you and Yeji went back to the dorms, you didn’t even have any motivation to study, because you were too busy thinking about your amazing day. You still couldn’t believe this was actually him, your childhood best friend who you were meeting so many years after he left for Germany, after you had lost hope of seeing him ever again. You were hugging your plushie, as you were jumping around the room, repeating that tomorrow you were meeting YangYang after classes in a café, where you could talk to each other and get updates on his life, even though everything seemed as if it was still the same; even YangYang haven’t changed in your opinion, except for becoming more handsome now as an adult.

Yeji was smiling at you, as you told her about your long story with your childhood friend. She was sincerely happy to see you so excited and she wished everything would turn out well for you. You kept thinking about him before going to bed and even after you woke up, starting your day with a smile on your face.

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“You light me up inside

Like the 4th of July

Whenever you’rearound

I always seem to smile”

A few weeks have passed since your reunion with YangYang; now you were used to hanging out together all the time, just like before, realizing that neither of you really changed. You craved each other’s attention and presence just the same way as when you were kids. Today you decided to visit a café with a nice atmosphere, suitable for a cozy afternoon and long conversations. After classes were over, you said goodbye to Yeji, as she wished you to have a good time on your date, but you were quick to correct her this wasn’t a date (even though you secretly wanted it to be) and went out of the classroom together with YangYang.

On the way to the café you couldn’t stop talking to each other. Your topics were never ending and it was always exciting spending time together for both of you. You couldn’t stop smiling as he said funny things to you, or even when he didn’t say something that entertaining; you just loved his company so much, that you enjoyed every second you spent with him. Around twenty minutes later you got to your destination and he opened the door to the café for you, then you found a nice table near the window. You both ordered hot chocolate as you continued with your conversation.

“Do you wanna go watch a movie tomorrow? They’re projecting a Marvel movie,” YangYang asked as he gave you a little additional information.

You smiled, even though you honestly disliked these movies, but you only watched them so that you could spend time with YangYang. You’ve watched every single Marvel movie, since your best friend was obsessed with them for some reason.

“Of course, I’m so excited!”

“Great, I’ll book the movie tickets now,” YangYang said with a wide smile on his face, as he unlocked his phone and typed the website’s name to book the tickets.

“Um, Yangie,” you hesitantly started speaking, not knowing if you should continue your sentence.

“Yeah?” He asked, not looking away from his phone.

“I’m going home this weekend, in my hometown. Do you wanna go with me?” You suggested, even though you felt a little shy to be inviting your childhood friend in your house and have the same sleepovers you used to.

“Really? That would be amazing!” Fortunately, he seemed really happy to hear your idea. “Your parents are also going to be there, right?” After you nodded, he continued speaking. “Can you tell your mom to please prepare my favorite cream cheese muffins for her special guest?” He looked at you with pleading eyes you could never say no to.

“Hey, YangYang! Do you only care about food?” You scolded him, as you playfully hit his arm.

“This is my main priority, yes.” He answered, matching your energy. “But you take the second place, you’re the second most important thing to me other than food.”

He looked at you and for a moment you forgot how to breathe. You were looking at his eyes, getting lost again and again; it felt like you were getting out of the trance he put you on, only to fall deeper the next time you looked at him.

“Are you okay?”

His voice showed concern, but his face had a unreadable look; not worried, but also not calm. It was like he knew exactly how he made you feel.

“Uh, yes, sorry, I just zoned out for a second,” you explained as you avoided his gaze. “I’m gonna call my mom later and ask her to prepare the muffins,” you informed him, as you took a sip from your hot chocolate.

“You know I don’t really care, right? I just want to be with you,” he admitted, as you coughed when you heard that. “Are you alright? First you zoned out, now you can’t drink your hot chocolate… So my theory must be true,” he said with a content tone and you looked at him in surprise.

“What theory?” You asked as you continued coughing until you were okay.

“Never mind. Just be careful next time.”

You nodded as you silently took another sip, trying to avoid his eyes.

Around an hour later it was time for you to leave, so you went back to the dorms. He smiled and waved at you, and after you waved back, you finally entered the room you and Yeji shared. You closed the door as you rested your back on it, breathing loudly. Your heart was beating fast and you wanted to make sure you’ve calmed down before you greet Yeji. Now you were absolutely sure you were in love with your childhood best friend and that fact made you quite nervous. You never felt that way before and you weren’t even sure if he felt the same way about you. But despite your worries, you smiled widely before knowing it. You felt like you couldn’t even control your emotions and it made you very confused. You slowly went to your room, then you left your bag on your chair and you took a step towards your bed and you just laid on it for a minute, staring at the ceiling, trying to stop thinking about YangYang, but it was more difficult than you expected.

“What’s wrong? Didn’t the date with YangYang go well?” She teased you and you turned to look at her, rolling your eyes with annoyance.

“It was nice, except it weren’t a date,” you corrected her, sighing loudly. “But why is my heart being like that?” you whispered, putting your head on your heart as you kept looking at the ceiling with concentration, as if you expected to find all the answers of your questions there.

“Maybe because you wanted it to be a date?”

You decided to ignore her, but then she spoke again.

“Look at me, the ceiling won’t talk to you like I can,” Yeji reminded you as you looked at her discontentedly.

“Yes, but it also won’t make fun of me like you do.”

“Look, I’m sorry. I just find it amazing that you’re finally interested in somebody,” she said, as she smiled excitedly.

“You could have stopped after ‘sorry’, you know?” You shot her another annoyed look and she raised her eyebrows as if to say she didn’t care. “Never mind, I’m going to take a shower.”

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“And people ask me how

Well you’re the reason why

I'm dancing in the mirror and singing in the shower”

As you felt the hot water running down your body, you felt a wave of calmness washing over you. Your mind kept going back to thoughts of YangYang and your incredible day with him, as well as the excitement of going home together with him. It was something you wished for so many years, just having him back with you, the two of you together in your room, playing Plants vs. Zombies or Mortal Kombat, some of your favorite PC games back at the time, when you both were around 10 years old.

Without realizing it, you started singing a random song you’ve heard in school today that somehow happened to be a romantic one, matching perfectly with your good mood and your feelings for your childhood friend. Around half an hour later, you got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around your body. Then you took the hairdryer and stood in front of the mirror, drying your hair, but you felt so energetic and happy that you started dancing in front of the mirror. You were holding the hairdryer and you were moving your body randomly, keeping a smile on your face, even though that way drying your hair took much longer time than usual.

When you finally turned the hairdryer off, you noticed Yeji standing in the doorway of your room, looking at you with a wide smile. You rolled your eyes at her for the millionth time today, realizing she may have witnessed at least a part of your dancing in front of the mirror. She giggled, but you decided to act as if nothing out of the ordinary happened, as if you were always that cheerful.

“Why are you laughing?” You asked, as you put the hairdryer back in its place.

“Someone has a crush,” Yeji almost sang that sentence. “I’ve never heard you singing in the shower and seen you dancing in front of the mirror before… Is it really possible that YangYang is the reason behind all that? Could he have changed your usual grumpiness into cheerfulness?”

“What do you mean? I’m the same as usual,” you denied all her claims coolly, sounding credible enough, since you weren’t such an inexperienced liar; you couldn’t say the same for your love life though – you really lacked experience in that part, knowing that calling yourself a “dater” would be factually incorrect.

“Yeah, okay. But if things between you really do work out, I want to be the first one you’re going to share the news with! You’re gonna tell it to Jeno, Jaemin, Renjun and Haechan later,” Yeji stated, as you were looking at her with confusion.

“Calm down, there won’t be any news to tell,” you laughed as you quietly went back to your shared room.

But the part of you that you tried hard to suppress, really hoped you were wrong.

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“All I want, all I need is your lovin'

Baby you make me hot like an oven

Since you came you know what I've discovered

Baby I don't need me another”

The next day was Friday, the day you would come back home together with YangYang, being there with him for the first time in many years. A few days ago you’ve told your mother about reuniting with him and to say she was ecstatic would have been an understatement; she felt as if she was welcoming her second child who has been away for a long time, so she wanted to make sure everything was perfect for him. She even cleaned your room since you weren’t there to do so and its usual state was beyond messy; definitely not the best place to show to such an important and dear guest.

You couldn’t wait to go, but before that, you had classes that seemed endless to you; time seemed to be passing too slowly and for a moment you even thought about suggesting YangYang to skip school today, but your good girl reputation prevented you from doing so.

When the professor said his last words for today, concluding the lecture, you took your backpack. You had put your stuff in it a few minutes ago, while the professor was explaining something about an exam or an “extremely important” group project; you weren’t sure, since you weren’t listening after all. You took out the little mirror you kept in your bag to make sure you looked alright. You tried to comb your hair with your fingers, then you applied a new layer of your favorite pink lipstick; you took so much time with your make up today, even though you usually didn’t wear a lot. When you were ready, you ran to the exit of the auditorium, as YangYang was already waiting in front of it.

“You might need to turn Yeji down,” he said, as you raised your eyebrows questioningly. “The group assignment Mr. Lee mentioned, groups of two are also allowed, so you’re with me.”

So this was what you missed as you were too busy putting your stuff in your backpack in order to be able to leave as early as possible. You smiled at him when you heard his words that made a warm feeling blossom in your body.

“Are we ready to go? All I need is in my backpack, so I don’t need to go back to the dorms, unless you want to.”

“I’m also ready. Let’s go,” he smiled, taking your hand and leading you to the exit of the university.

As you were walking next to him, your hand in his, you felt your heart beating unusually fast; but instead of this making you feel nervous, you felt the same warm feeling spreading through your whole body and this time, you were ready to let go and have fun, without holding back anymore.

“So we have a bus in 15 minutes,” you informed him, as you looked at your phone.

“A bus?” He asked before he stopped walking and you stopped looking at the phone and noticed an expensive black car parked in the university parking. “Why don’t we take a ride in my car?” He leaned on it, tapping the roof softly.

“This car is yours? I can’t believe it, you’ve really grown up, Yangie,” you said with a disbelieving voice in order to tease him, but you still sat next to the driver’s seat in his car, as he has opened the door for you before getting on himself. “Even though I’m a few months older than you, I still don’t have my driver’s license, but I’m working on it,” you said with a discontented tone. You were nervous about driving and when you were stressed, you couldn’t do well so you were trying to get your driver’s license for quite some time now.

“You can do it,” he encouraged you with his usual cheerful tone, holding his fist in the air for a second as a sign of encouragement, as he started the car and left the university parking.

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When you were finally in front of your house, you quickly got off the car as you started jumping around with excitement. He smiled at you as he also got off and when the both of you took your backpacks from the car, you rang the bell of your house. A few seconds later your mom opened the door, welcoming you with warm hugs and her usual good mood, as well as a wide smile.

“Wow, I haven’t been here for such a long time,” YangYang mentioned, as he kept looking around. “Wait, what is this smell? It’s amazing!”

“Oh, it’s the muffins,” she smiled again. “By the way, Yangie, you’ve grown so tall! And my little Y/N is still the same as before, she didn’t really grow up a lot,” your mom teased you,

“Hey, you’re shorter than me, so you aren’t allowed to make fun of me!” You playfully scolded your mom, as you sighed in annoyance.

“But you like girls shorter than you, right, YangYang?” Your mom asked your childhood best friend and you wanted the ground to swallow you up right now since you were so ashamed.

You knew she was only asking this since she shipped you and YangYang romantically ever since you two met. She was truly scared for you not to end up single, while you were living your life, rejecting every guy that tried to flirt with you, especially because they weren’t YangYang. You perfectly understood your own feelings so you knew that you didn’t need and didn’t really want a relationship if it wasn’t with him.

“Actually, yeah, I really like girls like that,” YangYang smiled confidently, looking at you. “They are adorable,” he looked away and only then you could breathe. “And they make me feel tall even though I’m not,” he laughed, as your mother was looking at him with pure adoration in her eyes.

“Ah, you’d be such a perfect son in law! Handsome, good mannered, with a good height and you also know a lot of languages, just like my Y/N! I’m honestly so jealous of your future mother in law,” your mom continued to make you want to disappear and you were on the verge of just taking YangYang’s hand and leading him somewhere far away from that house.

“Believe me, you do not need to worry about that,” YangYang said as he kept smiling at your mom.

Even though you didn’t know what he meant, you really wanted to take him somewhere else, where he wouldn’t be able to talk to your mom.

“Dad is still at work, right? Please ask him to buy iced tea and tell us to come when dinner is ready, see you later,” without waiting for your mom to answer, you took YangYang’s hand and led him upstairs and then into your room.

He was looking around as if he was visiting a foreign place he has never been to before.

“You changed your room color…” He said as he touched the wall. “Baby pink suited you though. Also your curtains are different. I liked the old ones with teddy bears on them, but these are fine too. And the bed… It’s seems suitable for more than one person,” he kept commenting the details about your room, but this time his tone was different, and his look was honestly making you nervous. “Have you invited many guys here, Y/N? In this room, on this bed?”

His question made you choke on air; you were looking at him with shock written all over your face.

“W-why would I…”

You wanted to be honest with him, but then realized that this would probably make you look so boring to him.

“It’s not your business.” You quickly answered, sitting on your chair.

“Ah, my innocent Y/N… I guess I’m the only guy who is not a family member that has been to your room,” he continued teasing you as you glared at him warningly.

“That’s not true! Jaemin, Jeno, Haechan and Renjun have been here too!” You quickly denied his claims.

“Yeah, but I doubt you felt something for any of them.”

You stayed silent for a few seconds before deciding to change the topic.

“Do you wanna play Plants Vs. Zombies?” You suddenly asked.

“Of course! Let’s go!” He answered enthusiastically, seating on the chair next to yours.

It was a whole miracle how you could change the atmosphere and his demeanor just by mentioning a PC game. You started playing and suddenly he was the same old YangYang you knew and loved.

“Plant a sunflower, quickly!” You said, as you were looking at your laptop’s screen.

He did as you said, waiting to get another sun so we could buy another plant.

“Quickly, the zombies are coming!” You were clapping excitedly, looking at your childhood friend play the game you used to play all the time when you were kids.

You were so happy that you got closer to him without realizing.

“You’re making me nervous by staying so close to me,” he confessed, giggling softly.

“A-ah, s-sorry,” you quickly apologized as you moved away from him.

When you decided to take a break from the game, you offered him to watch a movie and he agreed, laying on your bed and you reluctantly laid next to him, trying not to get too close to him. You opened Netflix on your TV and the two of you took some time to choose a movie.

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“No, no all I know (know)

Only you got me feelin' so (so)

And you know that I have to have ya

And I don't plan to let you go”

You haven’t watched the movie even halfway when he pressed the pause button.

“I can’t do this anymore,” he said, sighing deeply as if he had something that caused him a great amount of stress.

“Do what?” You asked him worriedly.

Was he sick? Was he bored? You thought of so many different things that you could have done which could have irritated him.

“Pretend that everything between us is still the same. Pretend I don’t want to kiss you right now.”

Your eyes widened with shock when you heard his confession, but before you could say anything, he continued talking.

“We’re not kids anymore, Y/N. And I think we did change through all these years. It’s our chemistry that’s still the same. Tell me that you’re feeling it too,” he was talking in a husky voice which made you imagine things you thought you shouldn’t.

YangYang looked at your eyes hesitatingly, then at your lips, or at least that’s what you thought you saw him looking at, even though for you, it didn’t make any sense for him to be looking there, even after hearing him say he wanted to kiss you. You felt as if that whole situation was just a dream and nothing that happened was going to affect reality in any way. But as you were busy overanalyzing things as usual, you felt a strange, yet addicting sensation. As your eyes were still open, you looked at YangYang who was kissing you. You couldn’t believe that was happening, but you quickly closed your eyes, enjoying his lips on yours. Your heart was beating fast as you tried to remember this sweet feeling, savouring the taste of his lips. When he moved away, you slowly opened your eyes, looking at his with confusion, yet with trust. You were sure that whatever was going to happen, you were safe and happy with him.

“I- You… Uh, did you like that?”

You nervously nodded, as you were wondering what to say.

“Great, I did too. Does that mean you like me back?” YangYang wanted to check in with you, before officially asking you the last question he wanted to ask ever since he realized who you were back in the canteen that day.

“You’re so special to me, YangYang. I like you a lot,” you confessed, feeling a little shy, but still trying to keep his eyes on him, because you thought he deserved to know exactly how you felt about him without finding out how nervous you actually were. “By the way, that was my first kiss and I’m so happy it was with you,” you looked at him adoringly.

“Really? That’s so cute!” He exclaimed with a sweet smile. “So you’re sure you haven’t kissed anyone from your friends group?”

“Actually I kissed Jaemin and Jeno on the cheek once at a party because of a dare. And on the same night Haechan and I got so drunk that we almost kissed, but our friends stopped us before we ‘unlock a whole another relationship’, as they said.”

YangYang sighed with annoyance before mustering up the courage to ask you the most important question.

“Do you want to be like… Uh, you know?”

You were looking at him with confusion written all over your face.

“You sound just like Mark, he’s a friend of mine who’s one year older than us,” you teased him, since you really found his nervousness to be cute.

“Come on, you know what I’m trying to say,” he tried to avoid saying it out loud, but you weren’t going to let him do that.

“Do I know, Yangie? How can I know if you haven’t said it yet?”

“You went from a shy girl to a smug girl in just a second,” he mumbled with discontent.

“But you’re the same! You were teasing me earlier and now you sound like Mark Lee!” You complained.

“Who is Mark Lee?” YangYang asked even though he didn’t really insist on knowing; he just wanted to postpone asking his main question for as long as possible.

“That Mark guy I told you about! Are you even listening to me?”

“Should I be jealous of him?” He pouted as he was waiting for your answer.

“Maybe you should,” you continued provoking him in order for him to properly ask you what he wanted to.

“Come on! Aren’t your four handsome guy friends enough people to be jealous of? When I see how you’re looking at Yeji, sometimes I’m jealous of her too! I also can’t stand it when Haechan looks at you as if he has so many improper thoughts. Or when Jeno and Jaemin ask you if you have eaten. Or when Renjun is smiling at you and laughing at your jokes! Ah, I hate it so much that I want to punch-“

You interrupted YangYang with a kiss.

“My answer is yes.”

“You’re going to be my girlfriend?” He asked, hoping you would agree.

“No, I’ve never heard you ask that,” you crossed your arms, smiling at him playfully.

“You’re going to be my girlfriend because I said so~,” he almost sang that sentence, as he decided to make sure you were incapable to refuse by suddenly making you fall on your bed as he trapped your body under his.

“No, I’m not going to do it~,” you answered in the same tone, as you tried to flip him over, so that you could be on top of him.

But when he noticed what you were trying to do, he caught your wrist and kissed your lips deeply, making you forget everything else. In that moment you relaxed under his touch feeling safer than ever. You kissed him back with the same lust as his, as your fingers threaded through his fluffy hair. You continued passionately kissing each other for a few minutes, taking very short breaks to breathe, since you both missed each other’s lips too much to stay separated even for a few seconds that felt like an eternity for you.

But when you heard a knock on your door, YangYang quickly got off you and he sat on the bed innocently, as you followed his example. You quickly fixed his hair which was quite messy because you were running your fingers through it all the time.

“Y-you can come in,” you said with a voice that was a little distorted, while you were trying to normalize your heavy breathing.

When you said that, the door opened and your dad came in.

“Hi, Y/N. Here’s the iced tea,” he said, giving you the bottle of iced tea which you contentedly took from his hands and left on the ground. “YangYang, it’s great to see you again,” he smiled and YangYang smiled back. “Dinner is ready, so you can come downstairs,” your dad said and you nodded synchronously. Then he turned around and walked out the door, closing it.

YangYang got up from your bed as he gave you his hand, which you took. He kept holding your hand as you were walking down the stairs.

“I guess your parents are really going to have the best son-in-law,” YangYang said and as soon as you realized he was talking about himself, you hit his arm as you laughed.

You were finally truly happy again; you felt having YangYang by your side meant that nothing was impossible and all your dreams could come true, just like the seemingly unrealistic dream of having him back while you were longing for him all these years. It turns out your long wait was absolutely worth it and now that he was here with you again, you weren’t going to let him go.

[yangtaros]

boy next door!yangyang x fem!reader [angst] [some fluff]

|soulmate au|

soulmates sensing when the other is in danger

tw: verbal abuse from father

prologue part 1 part 2

Yangyang was trying to sleep, but couldn’t forget the day he just had. Tutoring you was a breeze, and it should’ve been difficult. You missed so many lessons but you were so attentive.

He thought about the way your eyes lingered at him a few seconds after he would finish talking, presumably to take in what he just taught you but he’s praying to God that some of it was because of other reasons, for exmaple him..

“Oh so the answer would be 77.71?”

“You got it”

“Wow I could literally kiss you right now”

He knew you were just happy, but it stayed in his head as well.

Meanwhile while yangyang was laying in his bed, you were standing at the door of your room analyzing the hole in it. You went to take a picture of it with your phone.

“What are you doing?”

Your dad came from around the corner in his drunken state, “delete that”

“I just wanted to take a picture to see what I needed to buy from the store to fix it” You came up with a quick lie.

“For reference” You hoped he’d believe you.

He walked up closer to you, “delete that y/n”

“They won’t know you did it” You said trying to calm him down but that made him angrier

“Don’t put this on me. You should’ve opened your door but no you’re stupid and useless as always” He snatched your phone from you and deleted the picture, “What did you think you were gonna do, show this to the school? You don’t want to end up in a foster home right? Cause that’s where you’ll be headed”

“Better than here” you said under your breath

“I give you a roof under your head. Don’t forget that y/n.” He went to give you back your phone but slammed it down on the ground before it could reach your fingertips.

“Dad!” You quickly picked up your phone to see the screen that used to have a clear picture of the sky to a glitchy and half black cracked lock screen. You couldnt even get to your homescreen. The phone was totally broken.

“Why!” A tear ran down your eye. You’ve had enough. “Why do you try to make my life miserable?”

Your dad raised his voice, “you make my life miserable! i have to take care of somebody I don’t even want in my house!” He banged on the wall causing a dent.

Yangyang jumped from his pillow hearing a loud thud.

What was that?

He got up from his room and checked to see if everything was okay. Everything was fine.

I guess I just dreamt that. That seemed so real.

He layed back in bed and looked at his ceiling waiting to doze off, soon an image popped in his head of a phone being thrown to the ground. Another image of a face in a state of despair crying laying down in what looked like a bed. Followed by an image of a hand punching through a door.

Yangyang immediately stood up weirded out and confused at what was going on in his head. Was than y/n? He could barely sleep the rest of the night.

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Your next tutoring session with Yangyang was today.

“Y/n! I texted you that I might be a little late but I don’t know if you saw”

“Oh my phone is kind of broken at the moment”

You pulled it out to show him the mess of a phone.

“I’m hoping I can get it fixed at the mall kiosk today, if not I’ll have to buy a whole new phone”

Yangyang thought about what happened last night, that phone looked kind of similar to the phone he saw.

“What happened to it”

“Oh” You thought back to what your dad said about foster care, “I dropped it while walking home” You giggled a bit, “I’m so clumsy”.

Yangyang could tell you weren’t telling the whole truth but decided not to push further.

“After our lesson I can go to the mall with you if you want I wanted to buy a new shirt”

You smiled, “okay”.

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You guys were both sitting and eating at the food court, “Did you see how the guy looked at me!” You were laughing trying not to spit out your drink.

“He looked at you like you went mad”

“Damaged beyond repair” You mocked the voice of the guy at the phone repair kiosk.

Yangyang laughed hard remembering the situation from 10 minutes ago.

“Well now I have to come up with money for a new phone”

“No”

“What?”

“Just take my old phone it’s still in good condition”

“Really?”

“Yeah it’s just sitting there”

“Wow, thank you!”

“You’re welcome” He grabbed a fry from the large size you guys bought to share.

“I really enjoyed this outing, made me focus on the good things in life you know”

“Am I one of the good things?” Yangyang teased

“Hmm maybe”

Yangyang smiled.

“One left” You looked down at the last fry.

You went to grab it and yangyang playfully grabbed your wrist to stop you but let go when you made a face that showed you were in slight pain.

“Im sorry did I hurt you?”

“No it wasn’t you I hurt my wrist a couple days ago, clumsy me”

“How did you hurt it”

“I fell”

“How?”

“I tripped, I told you I’m clumsy!”

At that moment the same scene of you being pushed into your bed played.

“Y/n”

“Did someone do that to you”

Your eyes narrowed at the ground, “No”

“Are you sure?”

“Okay, my dad did but it was an accident. Don’t tell anyone please.”

“But if it was an accident”

“Don’t tell anyone”

“Okay”

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“Thanks for walking me home”

“You live right next to me”

“It’s still a gesture” You rocked back and forth on your feet standing on your front porch, “Well I’ll see you tomorrow in class, and tutoring, you can’t get rid of me”

Yangyang chuckled, he was kind of out of it, standing infront of y/n’s door he peaked through the window and saw a recognizable hallway. The one that was in some of the scenes he’s been seeing. He shook his head trying to clear his mind.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing” He looked at your wrist, “Make sure you ice your wrist before going to sleep”

“Okay doctor yangyang”

“I mean it”

Your stomach did a somersault at his words, “okay”.

You leaned close to yangyang’s face and gently kissed his cheek, “goodnight”

Yangyang watched you go into your house, any other time he would’ve been over the moon that you kissed his cheek, but he can tell something isn’t right.

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added some fluff for y’all because it was super angsty

[retrievablememories]

make a wish | lucas

title: make a wish pairing: lucas x reader genre: fluff, a little angst request: hiii! can i please request something for wayv lucas where you dont answer his calls or texts for a day because you and the other wayv members were setting up a surprise bday party for him. thank you! word count: 1.7k warnings: hmm none that i can think of... a/n: not sure if i like how this came out, let’s pretend i didn’t post it if it flops 🤡 i felt like this was maybe a little more ~angsty~ than it needed to be altho i wasn’t sure how else to maneuver the surprise bday thing without them blowing the cover lmao...also yea it’s not his bday anymore but life is busy lol

To: Y/N Helloo~~? Y/N, are you ever gonna answer me back?

Seriously, did I do something wrong…

If you’re mad at least tell me why.

Lucas knows you’re not in any kind of danger or distress because he’s seen you be active on your social media accounts, but he can’t understand why you haven’t answered a single one of his calls or texts. Especially since tomorrow is his birthday.

Lucas feels frustrated at not being able to get through to you, and none of the other members seem to know what’s going on even when he asks. They’re close enough to you to have your number and talk to you regularly, but they all claim they haven’t heard anything from you either.

Ten looks up from his phone, seeing Lucas standing in the middle of the room looking bewildered as he stares down at his own phone like it’ll give him an answer. “Maybe Y/N wants a break from you right now,” he suggests, which makes Lucas sweat a bit despite himself. Ten wouldn’t know that. Right? Unless you’d told him something to suggest that.

“Stop trying to destroy happy homes, hyung,” Xiaojun says. “I’m sure it’s not that. Maybe she just needs alone time. Everyone does sometimes.”

“I guess,” Lucas mumbles. But he also knows that you’d usually tell him in advance if that were that case—not just ignore him completely. He thinks about going over to your place to find out what’s going on, but if what Xiaojun said is true, it’d probably be better not to disturb you or make you upset. “Are you sure she hasn’t contacted any of you? You look like you’ve been texting someone all day.”

Lucas tries to lean over Ten and look at his phone screen, but Ten is faster and leaps off the couch and away from him. “Don’t invade my privacy! Stop before you see something you don’t wanna see.”

Xiaojun laughs from where he sits on the ground playing with Bella. “Yeah, remember last time? No one needs a recap of that.” Ten rolls his eyes at that.

Lucas throws himself over the couch where Ten just was, sighing deeply. “Sure, sure. I’ll just suffer here then, lost in the dark without a clue what’s going on...”

Xiaojun brings Bella up to the couch so she can peer up at Lucas with her huge dark eyes, resting her forepaws on his arm. The corner of Lucas’s mouth turns up in a smile and he reaches out to pet her soft furry head. Xiaojun grins when the other man does, and he presses his face into her fur.

“I promise tomorrow will be better. It’s your birthday, after all...just watch.”

Despite Xiaojun’s reassurance, Lucas feels even more uncertain when he wakes up the day of his birthday, especially when he has no idea what the day has in store.

The other WayV members had all left the dorm early in the morning with the reasoning that they had individual schedules or needed to run urgent errands. Though they gave him their birthday wishes and said they’d come back as soon as possible so they could all celebrate, Lucas was more than a little disappointed about being left alone on his birthday. At least he had the pets to keep him company...and the manager and dorm auntie. Although they were nice to have around, they weren’t exactly who he was expecting to spend the day with.

He spends a while throwing toys around for the cats and Bella to play fetch with as he lies on his stomach on the floor, his phone a few feet away from him in case someone decides to call. Maybe someone like you.

Lucas tries a few more times to get in touch with you and still can’t get through, which makes him even more stressed than he was yesterday. Maybe the situation is something more serious than he initially thought? But still, you retweeted a couple things on Twitter just that morning, so it can’t be anything dire or life-threatening.

Lucas tries not to let his feelings bleed into bitterness, though he thinks you’ve picked a fine time to suddenly want to be isolated from everyone else.

A couple hours pass, but the time seems to go even slower than humanly possible. When even the pets become tired of the games and decide to wander off or take a nap, Lucas finally decides to just get dressed and go find something to do on his own for today; he doesn’t know what just yet, but there must be something to do. Just as he’s leaving the dorm, something happens that he previously thought was impossible; he gets a text from you.

From: Y/N Yukhei!! Can you come over?

To: Y/N ?? After ignoring me for a day and a half?

From: Y/N Please. It’s important.

I promise I will make it up to you, but you have to come over right noww 🥺

To: Y/N 😪 Fine, I’ll come over

Lucas makes it over to your place not too long after he finishes texting you. He’s not sure what to expect or what you’ll have to say to him once you see each other—or what he’ll say to you. His interest is piqued even more when he gets a text from you as he’s making his way up the stairs to your apartment.

From: Y/N Just come on in, the door’s unlocked. I’m a lil busy so I can’t get it myself!!

“Busy with what?” Lucas says to himself out loud. Now more curious than he was before, he continues up the stairs until he’s at your door. When he pushes it open, he’s taken aback by the sight of you and the other WayV members standing in front of the entryway.

You’re standing in the middle of them all, holding a cake with lit candles on it and smiling widely at your shocked boyfriend. “Surprise!” you and the other men exclaim all at once. “Happy birthday, Yukhei!!”

Lucas freezes in the doorway with a growing smile on his face, looking at all of you—and your surroundings—incredulously. Your apartment has been done up rather extensively with birthday banners, balloons, streamers, and every other kind of decoration you’d expect to see at a birthday celebration. 

You all sing happy birthday to him then, and he watches you and his friends with his eyes sparkling with delight and a bashful smile on his face.

“Wait...is this why you wouldn’t answer me back?” A laugh slips out of him as he covers his mouth, and he feels a bit silly, like maybe he should’ve seen something like this coming. Obviously, you’d never freeze him out on a day like this without a really good reason for it. “Y/N, you did all this for me?”

“Of course! I mean, the guys helped with decorating and setting everything else up ‘cause it was hard to do all that and bake a cake—but you know what I mean.”

Lucas leaves the entryway and steps forward now, still grinning widely. “Wah, you guys told me you didn’t know anything!”

“It wouldn’t be a surprise anymore if we told you.” Hendery laughs.

“Sorry we kept you in the dark for so long, hyung,” Yangyang chimes in, “but as you can see, we did a really good job putting everything together. So it paid off!”

“Now, blow out your candles,” you tell Lucas, bringing the cake forward.

Lucas shakes his head in happy disbelief as he looks down at your creation and chuckles to himself. “You must’ve really worked hard on this...I know baking isn’t your favorite thing to do.”

You laugh sheepishly. “Yeah, well, it took a few failed attempts to get this result, that’s for sure.”

Lucas thinks to himself for a moment, then closes his eyes and blows out the candles. Everyone claps and cheers after he does, and his answering grin is possibly the sweetest thing you’ve seen all day.

Sicheng grins mischievously and suddenly breaks up the moment by saying, “Now, can we eat?”

The rest of the day is spent with you all talking about any and everything, playing games, and watching movies, which eventually ends up with everyone falling asleep in various spots of your living room. You and Lucas got the honor of taking the couch, with Kun squeezed in beside Lucas and currently knocked out, head leaning against the back of the couch.

You and Lucas are the only ones still awake, although it probably won’t be long before you’re off to dreamland too. You can feel yourself getting sleepier, though you try your best to stay conscious. Lucas glances down at you where your body rests in his arms, and he grins to himself, placing his lips on the top of your head for a gentle kiss.

“I want us to stay like this forever, you know. Just the two of us,” he whispers close to your ear.

“Me too…” you murmur, already half-asleep against his chest despite your best efforts.

“It’s what I wished for.”

You perk up a little at that and swat at his arm where it’s wrapped around you. “Noo, don’t tell me or it won’t come true!”

Lucas giggles, and his laughter makes your body shake.

“You don’t have to worry about that when it’s already fated.”

[mistymark]

the boyfriend one. [hendery]

full masterlist // part of the nct boyfriend series // 1.1k

ok wow first assessment: 10/10 boy

gotta say it outright: mans is secure

like I dont rly see him as the type to get jealous

someone could deadass be like ‘hey are u okay with this?’ and he’ll look over and see u and some other guy just talking and laughing

and hed be like ???? what is there to not be okay with ??

and its genuine confusion

like he just doesn’t get why he should feel threatened by you being happy while talking to someone who isn’t him

he’s just happy ur happy!

he trusts you so much and just feels so secure in ur relationship

sometimes he’ll get jokingly jealous

if you say something like ‘wait yangyang asked me to help him fix his speaker ill be right back’ hendery will just grin and be like ‘wow should I be jealous??? bc I am??????’

also texts you all the time

you swear he must be glued to his phone

anything that happens to him is being recorded and texted to u immediately

also is the guy that goes through every single one of your texts and responds to each one individually

you sent him 12 texts?

you’ve got 15 in return

50% of his texts are just photos

most of them don’t even have captions – just random selfies

but each one makes you swoon bc holy shit that boy is so gorgeous what

sends u pics of louis all. the. time.

he sends pics of him cuddling the tiny cat with a pout and captions them like ‘wish this were u :(‘

you respond ‘wow sorry I cant be him >:(‘

both of u joke around a lot

if 50% of his texts are photos, 25% are gifs

they never make any sense

he’ll just send u a funny gif he found and hope u find it funny too

has never ever left u on read

probably incapable of doing so tbh

also isn’t afraid of flirting with you?? even after u start dating???

hits u with cheesy pick up lines and smooth one-liners at any opportunity

even when the others are around

bc he literally doesn’t care and loves your reactions

big grins

‘I want, uh-’ and you’ll be like ‘me? :D’

and his smile just gets rly wide

‘well, yeah… but that’s not what I was going to say!’

kun waiting to hear what hendery wanted: o.O

calls himself a simp for u as a joke but its only funny because it really is true

it was especially funny before you guys started dating

because he was so obvious

at first you were oblivious but that boy wears his emotions on his face

didn’t take you long to realise he liked you too

could not keep his eyes off of you tbh

even when you weren’t even talking to him, or he was talking to someone else

his eyes would just follow you as you walked into the room, got something you needed, walked out

and he’d always have this dumb lovestruck look on his face

whenever he made a joke, he’d always look to you to see if you laughed too

the sparkle in his eye whenever he saw u laughing at his jokes :(((( so cute :(((

loves to cuddle !!!!

slut for cuddling !!

run your fingers through his hair once and he’ll just melt in ur arms

lowkey dates are definitely his thing

doesn’t mind going out but any date that ends with y’all chilling at either his place or yours is his fave

prefers dumb comedies and action movies over any other kind of movie

tho he wouldn’t care abt the movie if youre with him

he finds it lowkey rly difficult to focus when ur around !!

cannot stop smiling when he knows ur watching him

when u go out with the group, he doesn’t feel the need to be attached to u at all times

but he will look over at you a lot to check up on u

just to make sure ur included and having a good time, you know?

he would never say it but he’s so glad you get along well with his friends

especially since they’re so important to him

oh! he gives u all his clothes

literally anything u want he’s throwing it at u

sometimes hides the blankets in his room when u come over so u have to ask to borrow clothes

bc the smile on ur face and the blush on ur cheeks when u slip his clothes over your head is the cutest thing ever

also just rly loves being in physical contact with you??

especially behind closed doors

hes so clingy

like in public hes content with his arm around you or holding ur hand

but when ur alone in his room watching movies?

wraps himself around u like a koala when u cuddle

u get up to go to the bathroom and hes like ‘noooooo’

‘:) be quick’

texts u while ur in the bathroom like ‘i miss u AHAHAAHAHAH’ and then groans when he realises ur phone is with him

takes a lot of dumb casual selfies on ur phone whenever ur not around

sometimes u purposefully leave ur phone with him so he’ll do just that

uses classic emoticons in his texts like ;) :) and :D

responds ‘can I join? ;)’ to random things you say youre doing

like cleaning your desk or hanging your laundry

‘can I join? ;)’ ‘u want to help me clean the toilet?’ ‘aha if I was cleaning the toilet what would we be doing? Aha ;)’ ‘istg hendery I-’

shows up at ur place when hes bored and got nothing to do

‘hey’ ‘hey :) whats up?’ ‘can I come over’ ‘yeah, is everything ok?’ ‘ye im here’

and ur like 0.0 ok

and he just hangs about, helping u with whatever u need to do and then u just chill for the rest of the day

also if u have a dog he’d want to walk it with u

u felt like being Shefs ™ and he came over to make chocolate covered strawberries with u bc neither of u wanted to actually cook or bake anything difficult

but u ended up eating all the strawberries dipped in the melted chocolate without letting them cool

chocolate was EVERYWHERE

especially after u both tried to feed them to each other

loves to share his music with u !!

ok this is 1.1k words I need to stop even tho im in my hendery feels

OVERALL BEST BOY IMMA CRY XX

[chaislatt]

WAYV AS HOGWARTS STUDENTS

QIAN KUN

ravenclaw , head boy, muggleborn

excels in every class he takes

when he first discovered he was magic, he flipped out

he had a matilda episode in his room one night

he was staring intently at his toy planes, wondering how it would be like to fly one someday

then suddenly it just?? levitated??

as an eight year old, he did the only thing he could do in such situations—scream bloody murder

first year : in his newly pressed robes and neatly gelled hair, sat at an empty compartment and started reading his textbooks

until the compartment door opened and a cat just walked over him

“oh sorry, leon doesn’t behave very well” says ten who he did not think would stick around but guess what? his cats liked him

being sorted into ravenclaw, he quickly became famous for being the smartest and wittiest most sensible? wizard of his year

he was especially great at charms got so surprised that there was an incantation to make things float, since all he has been doing is just think it (flitwick got a shock at his first year doing wandless magic)

as he grew older, almost everyone depended on him for help in everything

he couldn’t go a day walking in the corridors without someone asking to meet up at the library or thanking him because they aced their tests

but of course, this little ravenclaw had a limit

he didn’t mean to, but one day he just snapped at a poor gryffindor who kept bugging him to meet at the courtyard to practice spells (everyone finally left him alone, too scared to face the wrath of a wizard who knows all the spells for duelling)

OWLS year—the most memorable year for him, as he and ten spent nights in the library (and sometimes in the kitchen but if anyone asks only ten was in there) studying their bums off

that summer, ten just received a holler from him (surprise! he got all o’s)

naturally, he had been picked for prefect and head boy

the first years LOVED him

he taught them all the secrets to their tower and even handed them a parchment full of riddle answers, because let’s be real, even though you’re a ravenclaw doesn’t necessarily mean you want to use your head all the time

eats at the hufflepuff table because they have better breakfast items

adopted a whole assortment of kids with ten (winwin kinda just sticked around because yangyang was his buddy)

would be the boys’ go to— from pesky spells, ink blotts on their robes, th right grams for mandrake powder, they all depended on him for it

hendery was once asked why he wasn’t scared of him (knowing what happened before)

“he’s not dumb enough to duel someone because they’re bugging him. that’s why he’s in ravenclaw”

overall 9/10. minus one point because he still feels the need to get the last remark in everything.

LI YONGQIN

hufflepuff, pureblood

loves hanging out at the common room

doesn't really care much for grades, but does his best when studying

his housemates call him a sloth

moves so slow, especially in the mornings

likes taking walks along the corridors because it's fun to see other students rush and run to their classes while he walks a leisurely pace

always has his tie loosened

sometimes, he doesn't even tie it, he just wraps it around his collar and hope no one notices everyone does

has a talent for transfiguration

will turn anything into cat snacks

he once turned his homework in kibble and his excuse was "my cat ate it"

befriends all the cats in hogwarts

sometimes he lays down at the courtyard and they all just gather around him

one legendary moment (as lucas likes to call it) was when he was walking down the corrider and a train of cats just followed behind him in a single file

sweet wizard boy, befriends humans as well

he's so likeable, everyone just feels drawn to him

has this laidback energy that feels like a breath of fresh air when things get hectic in the castle

speaking of fresh air

he likes to stroll around outside, most of the time dragging yangyang and winwin out with him

"winwin could use the fresh air and your voice doesn't echo" - ten to yangyang

his sister is friends with yangyang's sister, so growing up he kind of babysat the three whenever their families would be together

he didn't imagine that it would continue during school, but poor winwin looked like he just wanted to get his head bitten off

despite having a lot of friends, he sticks with kun most of the time because he's not as chatty when he's focused (and kun is focused all the time so)

his favourite thing to do anywhere is lay down on his back and play with his wand, sending wisps of magic swirling around in the air, creating beautiful artwork

received pencils and a notebook from kun so he could just draw because "your magic might hit someone and i do not want to be involved with any of that"

doodles all the time

he likes to draw butterflies and magic them off of the paper and makes them follow his friends around

doesn't really say much when no one's talking to him, but will keep the conversation going casually

wanted to become a prefect so he could have his own bathroom

would patrol around at night with his cats (hendery jokes how he looks like filch and now he takes his filch impersonation seriously)

when catching students, he makes obvious remarks like "oh wow good to know that there aren't any gryffindors in this corridor! it would be an awful hassle to report them. good thing everyone's in their chambers!"

very lenient on students he doesn't know, but will threaten those he does and ask for something in return

accidentally gave yangyang the idea of becoming a prefect so he needn't have to worry at night

also accidentally gives yangyang dare ideas to give to hendery

he doesn't mean it! most of the time

overall 10/10. everything is cancelled out by the fact that he goes around the castle with atleast 2 cats following him around.

DONG SICHENG

slytherin, pureblood

mr frowns-a-lot, mr don’t-talk-to-me, mr i-want-to-go-back-to-my-dorm

the most stereotyped slytherin

first years believe that slytherins are scary because of him (but they immediately get debunked by hendery “you’re scared of a tall dude who gets tired from talking and likes to eat chocolate? yeah okay”)

but yes this not so little bean finds talking draining

it’s not that he doesn’t want to, but why would he have to talk about his day when as far as he knows, everyone just did the same thing he did??

you can barely get a sentence out of him

will reply with nods or shrugs and just point or look at things

only talks during class when the professors ask him questions

yangyang bugs him the most

when he got assigned to take care of this chatty, full of energy first year he almost cried

ended up just following him around and yanking the back of his robes to stop him from getting into trouble

because of this, yangyang’s friend are his friends

first got introduced to xiaojun, lucas, and hendery

ended up becoming a babysitter for four

when he met ten, he almost cried again, but now out of happiness  because he got yangyang to shut up

met kun last, and immediately took a liking to him for no reason at all

no one knows how, but suddenly mr-i-dont-want-to-do-anything started getting more mischievous and talkative

the whole hall got surprised when he laughed at lucas’ lame joke

this may be an exaggeration but the boy doesn’t even smile

after this incident, lucas just kept talking to him and he just kept replying, and pretty soon the four little troublemakers would joke around with him and he’d just sit back with kun and ten when he got too tired

this made him attractive

but unlike lucas who got confessed to everyday, there was no one who confessed to him

he didn’t really talk to anyone else and just minded his own business when he was alone, so everyone was too scared to confess to him

which is a huge relief to him because the not so little bean is actually very awkward

proven when hendery accepted yangyang’s dare of going right up in winwin’s face omygod when i tell you his whole face turned red

he avoided hendery for a week until he realized it was too hard since they have most of their classes together??

speaking of classes, it’s a miracle how he just passes everything since no one actually ever sees him studying or doing homework

it’s like everything he does is magic well

overall 7/10. doesn’t really try that much and will only voluntarily hang out with kun.

HUANG XUXI

hufflepuff, halfblood

was tiny, like a little bug

no one knows when he got so tall (summer of second year, he had to buy new robes for third year because they were already too short)

spends breakfast half awake, focusing on eating his meal and listening to yangyang complain about how hard his transfiguration classes yesterday were

he’s never around for dinner because he’s always at the pitch and no one has the energy to talk to yangyang in the mornings so he’s the poor guy

everyone loves him, no one can find a single thing to hate about him even if they tried

loves care for magical creatures with hagrid (he measures his height with the half-giant)

other classes? not so much

sure he tried a little bit, but why would he need to transfigure something into a pen when he could just look for one, and why would he need to concoct a drowsiness potion if he can just will himself to sleep

speaking of sleep, he does that a lot

he likes to wait for xiaojun during fourth period because they had arithmancy next, and he would lean against the corridor and sleep

learned how to sleep hunched over so it looked like he was focusing on class (begs whoever he’s sitting with to wake him up)

why does he do this?

“i’m saving up my energy for later”

he’s a quidditch beast

part of the quidditch team, originally tried out for seeker but they realized he couldn’t go fast enough without loosing his balance on his broom

he switched to being a beater, which the team found out he was very good at aha great power comes with great biceps

everyone falls in love with him when he’s on the pitch

he looks big and scary and ultra focused

and they realized after 3 games that he focuses so much because he aims the bludger to hit the player’s upper thigh only (this prevents player from taking a fall and just bruise, not break a bone)

once he accidentally sent his bludger flying too hard and knocked the chaser off, but he was faster than the seeker and caught them (followed the poor chaser for a week saying sorry and giving them semi burnt cookies he made with xiaojun)

gets confessed to every other day and just says “thanks”

but why don’t you ever reject them? 

why deny that i’m handsome?

that makes no sense

as with rejecting them! 

but truly is an angel

he even got winwin to actually converse with him

he makes everyone feel comfortable, talks to everyone and just hangs around when they don’t want to, offering company

overall 10/10. his cockiness about his looks just makes him endearing since everyone knows he can’t break someone’s heart.

XIAO DEJUN

ravenclaw, halfblood

kun’s reincarnation

but there’s one problem

he’s still immature

you would think he’s the prime example of a ravenclaw

practices his passions all the time

likes doing brain-productive things

reads about anything he finds interesting

goes in and out of their tower because he thinks solving the riddles is fun

but ho ho ho oh oh no

he’s a little devil

makes snarky comebacks under his breath that takes a little bit for you to understand

makes things harder on purpose just for fun and because he’ll be the only one able to do it

has a joke for EVERYTHING and never repeats them so i guess he can get away with that

he’s a little menace to the society but he can get away with it because it’s all just minor inconveniences

but we all know minor inconveniences are the most annoying things

likes to annoy kun the most because he understands and reacts immediately

doesn’t like to annoy the hufflepuffs because they just smile at him in confusion

despite that, he’s also a little sweetheart

remembers everything his friends say, so he’s always there to remind them

reminds kun about a test he has to retake, ten about his changing patrolling schedule, winwin’s meeting with a professor, lucas’ need to polish his broom after dinner, hendery’s homework, and yangyang about that incoming howler from his parents

when he realized he’s such a great asset, he became a bit nosy too

likes to meddle with all of his friends’ business

so if someone wants to find any of the six, he can tell you a vague description where they are

because of course he’s not gonna tell you lucas is by the lake practicing his swinging, he’s gonna tell you he’s brushing up on his quidditch skills so you’d go running to the pitch

this way he’s not technically doing anything wrong to both parties

one day, kun asks why he likes doing this

“it makes me feel like a king maker. feeding things into their tiny brains and knowing exactly what they’ll be doing”

“that’s not exactly what a king maker does”

“yeah but does it look like i want them to be more powerful than me?”

co-parents a dog with lucas

aka lucas asked him to take care of bella while he’s in practice but he forgot to take her back with him for 2 days so now bella thinks she lives in the ravenclaw tower too

does random errands for his friends as a way of apologizing (but really just as a leverage so he can cause more trouble)

his ultimate goal was to brainwash everyone so they couldn’t live without him and he succeeded????

now they’re the receiving end of all the sermons his professors give him (you wouldn’t expect it, but he causes quite a ruckus in class)

but still, at the end of the day, they choose to sit next to him at the ravenclaw table during dinner

overall 7/10. he’s annoying, but he’s good at everything he does and helps his friends out in different ways. which makes him more annoying because why? why not

HUANG GUANHENG

gryffindor, muggleborn

does not understand magic. like at all

the only reason he’s still managing is because he refuses to be beaten by xiaojun

he doesn’t know why he’s in gryffindor but anyone who’s ever met him can vouch for the sorting hat

he’s courageous in the way he faces learning magic (it won’t hurt me, i’m magic) he's brave to speak up to anyone and ask for help when he needs it, and most of all, he has the nerve to get right into winwin’s face

surprisingly good at harder spells than that of his year level, so he’s in a few higher level classes

the reason being he wants to save face when with upperclassmen so he actually focuses real hard and actually understands 

because when he’s with his friends, his mind goes wandering and he can’t focus his magic 

a very strange wizard indeed

imagine getting help from xiaojun to levitate a piece of parchment but can explain to ten how to brew an advanced potion

he’s very confident in his abilities

why would he be nervous to stay after curfew??

if filch catches you

then don’t i just have to avoid him??

but has realistic fears

will not go near a broom

yeah okay the broom can fly, but can he?? he can’t even levitate a piece of parchment, how can he levitate himself?

also very practical

lucas kept struggling since he kept spilling his ink pot so he handed him a pen

“dude i forgot these existed!” “who writes with feathers??”

the most laid back yet extra ordinary wizard ever

you can start a conversation with him and he can keep it going for hours on end

very friendly, will talk to anyone but the downside to this is that he talks to everyone like they’re his friends asdkjshjkd even mcgonagall

overall 7/10. uses magic to solve trivial muggle things and still makes bets with yangyang up to this day.

LIU YANGYANG

slytherin, pureblood

a force to be reckoned with

spend a day with him and your ears will bleed

why?? does?? he?? talk?? so?? much??

his friends always complain but everyone else in the castle can’t see why

in the eyes of a stranger, he’s actually cold and reserved, hard to approach

but if you actually knew him

oh boy you’d want to not

can talk for hours

he and hendery wanted to know just how long he could talk

so they timed it

talked for 9 hours straight, no one knows how they managed

good thing this talking is actually useful

he likes to recite during class, always has a lengthy explanation for his answers

people aren’t the only one he talks to

he talks to the ghosts and to the paintings, greeting them a lovely day or whatever

besides talking, he also has another passion–quidditch

he plays as chaser for his house, often times taking his time to freshen up, so he goes back at about midnight during thursdays

good thing ten patrols during thursdays

speaking of ten, he’s been a brother figure for him all his life

so when he was introduced to winwin, he got so excited because he had another brother

by the end of the night, fourth year winwin knew everything about first year yangyang

he loooves his buddy

tries to do everything with winwin but he doesn’t let him

despite being too much to handle, winwin actually likes him too (but don’t let yangyang know)

likes to do dumb dares with hendery

isn’t really into pranking and getting all up into other’s business, so they manage their mischief between the two of them

and the whole of hogwarts just enjoys and guesses which of the two would be the one running around the great hall in their pajamas

yangyang actually encourages his fellow slytherins to stop sticking among themselves

mostly because he’s tired of them bugging him to “go ask your gryffindor friend if there’s homework on-”

at the end of the day, all his slytherin friends have been adopted by ten, took a liking to kun, and watches lucas, xiaojun and hendery fool around for entertainment

that being said, he loves his friends

thankful that he has classes with at least one of them for all his classes

all his professors have learned to sit him next to them, otherwise he’ll just slack off and stare into oblivion

he’s actually more productive when he has someone to remind him to be

okay maybe sitting him next to hendery wouldn’t result to school productivity

overall 9/10. it would be an 8 but he actually does acknowledge he talks too much.

[neo-princess]

Hi, bby! I thought it'd be fun if you did nct as high school students! Would you be interested in doing it?

Oooou this would be so fun! Thank you for the request!

⇢ TAEIL༊*·˚

Taeil would be pretty nerdy I think. He’d stick to himself and hang around one or two people. I think he’d be very smart, and a bit clumsy. He’d get good grades, and be involved in smart kid clubs.

⇢ JOHNNY༊*·˚

Johnny would be the skater. Probably the senior that eveyone thinks is cool. He’d be friends with the entire school. Never a teachers pet, but always the teacher favorite. Buys people snacks and stuff, just to flex the money he has tbh.

⇢ TAEYONG༊*·˚

Taeyong would be popular, but only cause girls really thought he was hot. But he’d be super smart, he’d tutor after school if anyone wanted help. And he’d always help with homework or something. Would take the girl that people bully to the prom, just to see her happy.

⇢ YUTA༊*·˚

Definitely skips school all the time. He might be here for some periods, might just walk out of class. He never does his homework...of course. Cheats a lot, detention king. Laughs at everything. But, he would be the schools star soccer player.

⇢ KUN༊*·˚

Definitely a teachers pet. Always doing his work, gets A+ all the time. That one who freaks out just cause they got a B. Tells people to be quiet, or stop talking. Never breaks a rule, gives me hall monitor vibes. Class president?

⇢ DOYOUNG༊*·˚

Always raised his hand, always knows the right answer. Does the most for class projects, and always wants to do all the work though he’ll complain about it later. Always wants to pass out the papers, and always asks about his grades.

⇢ TEN༊*·˚

Has all the hunnies. Girls literally do anything for him. Lines of people asking to go to prom with him. Flirts with the teachers to attempt to get better grades on tests.

⇢ JAEHYUN༊*·˚

Pretty much everyone’s crush, apparently everyone is his girlfriend. Locker full of Valentine’s Day cards. He doesn’t prompose to them, girls prompose to him. Doesn’t hang around too many people. Basket ball player! Pretty much the whole school are his cheerleaders.

⇢ WINWIN༊*·˚

Always wearing his headphones, never listening to anyone. Sleeps in class all of the time. Never talks to anyone. He really is just there to be honest. Doesn’t know how to react when someone has a crush on him. Doesn’t like female attention, it bothers him.

⇢ JUNGWOO༊*·˚

A class clown. Always making people laugh, gets sent to the office a few times. Never gets in trouble though, cause who could punish that cutie. Never eats the school lunch, he eats his own. Very extra with presentations.

⇢ LUCAS༊*·˚

Another heart throb. Goofy jock, basketball I assume. Or football. Never studies for the tests, or forgets there was even a test in the first place. Always the loudest person in the class room. Eveyone wants him on their team for games where height is an advantage.

⇢ MARK༊*·˚

He never knows what’s going on, he really just doesn’t want to be there. Always talks about how bad the school lunch is, yet he always eats it up. Gets hit with the dodge ball first everytime. Definitely awkward around his crush. Teachers love him, he’s kind of a model student. Perfect attendance.

⇢ XIAOJUN ༊*·˚

Always arguing about his grades with the teachers. Late to school 70% of the time. Disinterested. Always passes some how, when he barely does his homework. Goes to prom alone, or doesn’t go at all. Over it.

⇢ HENDERY༊*·˚

Always on his phone, he never puts it away. How many detentions will the man get until he-. The type to write “Ben Dover” on his test. Always getting sent out into the hall. Never wants to participate in gym, he’d rather walk. Takes the bathroom pass and is really just roaming the halls.

⇢ RENJUN༊*·˚

Applying to so many collages. Never smiled in picture day photos. Has a hustle of giving people answers to homework for $25 per page. Usually super quiet and does his work. Valedictorian.

⇢ JENO༊*·˚

Does sports all school year. Pretty good at his school work. At least a straight B student. Always the teacher’s favorite. That one who always gets good phone calls home. Volunteers a lot to help out around the school.

⇢ HAECHAN༊*·˚

Annoying as hell. Paper airplanes and spit balls. Detention prince. Everyone in the office knows him by name. Moans and makes fart noises in class. Never does his homework, very loud.

⇢ JAEMIN༊*·˚

Flirts with everyone in the school. Pretends that he doesn’t know what he’s doing to have someone help him get the answers. Skips class a lot. Always saying how he wants to go home. Never returns library books on time.

⇢ YANGYANG༊*·˚

Also very annoying. Never stops talking, and talks about. Laughs at everything. Does his homies it’s being collected. Signs his own detention letters. Goes around collecting chocolate milks at lunch. Always wants to be a captain during gym. Purposely loud to bother people.

⇢ SUNGCHAN༊*·˚

Child he really is just sitting here. People don’t even remember he goes to the school. He gives me main character vibes. Just that one tall guy, who’s just tall. Probably a band kid.

⇢ SHOTARO༊*·˚

Everyone loves him. Pretty much the school sweetheart. He’s very polite and always raises his hand. The one that brings the teachers Christmas presents. Actually uses study hall to study.

⇢ CHENLE༊*·˚

Never listening, headphones in all the time. You never see this man do homework, yet somehow he always passes. You can hear his laugh from a mile away. Running in the halls. Tries to stay in the locker rooms, so he dies have to do gym.

⇢ JISUNG༊*·˚

Teacher always has to ask him to speak up when reading. Always forgetting something in his locker. Only likes the strawberry milk at lunch. Has his mom pack his lunch. Never raises his hand, but he always knows the answer.

[k-llama-llama]

Sugar Mama

SuperM/WayV AU: 8th member

YinYin x SuperM/WayV/NCT

WayV is more than ready for Sumi’s luxury apartment.

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A knock sounded on the door. “You okay in there?”

“Yup, still alive!” YinYin called back. “I’m almost done.”

“Kay, shout if you need anything.” She heard Sumi walk away from the door.

The past few weeks living at Sumi’s apartment had honestly been awesome. Despite some initial awkwardness, they’d gotten over it quickly after YinYin took a spill in the shower and needed a rescue. She’d honestly forgotten what it was like to live with other girls, even though Sumi was kind of an extreme. They were ordering food on a daily basis until YinYin insisted on starting to cook, her suitcase had been ripped open and Sumi had immediately started trying to lend her brand name clothes.

She’d refused of course. But somehow, she still found that among her normal workout leggings and sweaters, there were a few more Gucci items than there had been before. But she couldn’t bring herself to try and return them, because Sumi seemed to be genuinely enjoying having her around. She’d gone out of her way to make her comfortable, surprising her with Chinese food and cleaning out cupboards in the bathroom and even offering to keep her boyfriend out of the apartment. YinYin hadn’t let her go that far, because she honestly couldn’t believe how kind Sumi was being and didn’t want to inconvenience her any more than she already was.

YinYin pushed open the door to the shower, reaching for her robe hanging on the hook and stepping into her slippers. She couldn’t get the heel of her slippers just right but couldn’t bend down to fix it. Her back was getting better, and she was attending rehab regularly, but it was still a long way from a full recovery. She’d graduated from the metal brace that had completely immobilized her torso to a stiffened fabric brace than strapped around her stomach and ribs like a waist trainer. She could bend and reach slightly, and twist a bit, but anything more than that was difficult.

She stepped out into the hallway, making her way down to the kitchen. She still couldn’t believe Sumi’s apartment. It was a far cry from her tiny two room apartment in China with her parents, and was easily twice the size of the one she shared with WayV.

“I made breakfast.” Sumi announced when she entered the kitchen. “Well, I cut some fruit up and boiled water for oatmeal. Do you want coffee?”

“Just tea, please.” YinYin gingerly sat herself on the stool, attempting to lift her foot to adjust her slipper.

“You’re such a health nut that it honestly-“ Sumi looked up from the orange she was cutting. “What are you doing?”

“Trying to fix my slipper.” YinYin winced as she reached further than was comfortable.

“Don’t be stupid, you’ll hurt yourself.” Sumi scolded, wiping her hands and hurrying around the counter. “I’ve got it.” She quickly adjusted the slipper, moving back to the oranges as if nothing had happened.

“Thanks, Eonnie.” YinYin said quietly.

“Don’t mention it.” Sumi handed her an orange slice.

“Seriously, thank you for everything.” YinYin took a small bite. “I really don’t know what I’ve done to deserve it, but I don’t think I’d be able to get through it without you.”

“And I’m serious, don’t mention it.” Sumi smiled. “You’re my friend. I would do this for Zoey if she needed. Though, honestly that would probably be worse because she’s really picky. Seriously, Yin, if you hadn’t raided my freezer I wouldn’t realize you were even here half of the time.”

“I just don’t want to interrupt your life.”

Sumi snorted. “What life? I’m barely talking to my group mates and my boyfriend is busy. Seriously, I’m loving having a roommate.”

“I’m glad you are. I just-“ The door buzzer rang, cutting Yinnie off.

“One second.” Sumi hurried to the door, turning on the monitor.

YinYin grabbed another orange slice, mildly proud of herself for getting Sumi to prepare and eat fruit.

“Hey Yin?”

“Yeah?”

“There’s….one two three four….I think seven guys here to see you.”

“What?” YinYin spun in her chair, clutching a hand to her back as it protested. “What do you mean?”

“I just buzzed them up.” Sumi explained. “The tall handsome one said you invited them.”

“Lucas.” YinYin hissed. “I did not invite them. I told them where I loved for emergencies only.”

“Oh, well.” Sumi looked at the door. “They’ll be up in a second. Do you not want me to let them in?”

“Urgh.” YinYin groaned. “They’re loud and noisy and they’ll probably be really annoying.”

“But they’re your groupmates and you miss them?” Sumi said knowingly.

“Maybe.” YinYin wasn’t happy about admitting it.

“I know the feeling.” Sumi smiled. “I’ll get the door.”

Someone knocked before Sumi even reached the door. YinYin grabbed another orange slice, trying to brace herself for what was coming.

“Hi guys, come on in.”

“Thanks.” She heard Kun say politely.

“Woah, is there food?” YangYang burst into the kitchen heading straight for a bowl of strawberries.

“YangYang!” YinYin scolded. “Thank the host, please.”

“Oh, hey Guanyin.” He said, grabbing a strawberry.

“I’m sorry.” She turned to Sumi as she led the other guys into the room. “Thank you for letting them visit.”

“It’s your apartment too.” Sumi smiled. “Can I get you boys some coffee? Tea? Juice?”

They all shouted off their requests, and Sumi got busy.

“How you feeling?” Hendery sat next to YinYin, patting her on the head.

“Better.” She promised. “I still can’t tie my own shoes, though.”

“Which is fine, because it’s not like you need to wear sneakers right now.” Xiaojun said. “You shouldn’t be going out all of the time.”

“We went to the spa yesterday.” YinYin confessed.

“You? Went to a spa?” Lucas gaped at her. “That’s like….a girl thing.”

“I’m a girl, you know.” YinYin wished she could smack him.

“I’ve seen you naked. Are you sure?” He smirked.

“She has a nice butt, though.” Sumi gave him a light swat on the shoulder, and Lucas looked like he might faint.

“Thanks, Eonnie. I knew I could count on my real friends.” YinYin narrowed her eyes at Lucas.

“I’m serious, Yin. If we weren’t both in relationships, I would be all over that.” Sumi winked at her.

“Is she serious?” WinWin said in Chinese, looking mildly terrified.

YinYin shrugged. “I’m just going with it.”

“Now, since you’re all here.” Sumi poured boiling water into some mugs. “I’ll leave YinYin in your capable care.”

“Where are you going?” YinYin asked.

“I have a hot date.” Sumi smiled. “So boys, take care of my roommate. She knows where everything is so eat anything you want. If you want to order something I have an emergency credit card in the kitchen drawer, and YinYin knows how the TV and hot tub works.”

“There’s a hot tub?” Ten exclaimed.

“And it’s lovely.” YinYin confirmed.

“I’m going to get ready.” Sumi hurried out of the kitchen towards her bedroom.

“Jeez, Yinnie. Are you sure you want to come back to our dorm?”

“Honestly?” YinYin took a sip of her tea. “No. She has a massage chair.”

“I want to try it!” YangYang looked around, trying to find it.

“Have fun everyone! I’ll be back in a few hours.” Sumi walked into the main room, her hair down and dressed in a designer outfit.

“See you later!” YinYin waved as she left.

“I love you.” Lucas whispered after her.

“Shut up.” YinYin glared at him.