#and we havent spoken in like 3yrs and before he ghosted me then i tried messaging him and he replied but i didnt reply etc
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#idk i messaged my former close friend on facebook earlier...#and we havent spoken in like 3yrs and before he ghosted me then i tried messaging him and he replied but i didnt reply etc#but idk i just messaged him earlier and i didnt even expect him to reply at all#but he replied really fast....#i just now dont know what to say?? idk how to talk#and i feel sm anxiety w him bc i dont wanna say the wrong thing or be weird or boring#i cant really interpret his tone#he was nice but i cant tell if he was dismissive like this was just a one time thing#or if i can keep message him and even ask if he wanna meet up... idk :(((#also he mentioned that he had actually hung out with another of our old friends#and i was like no fuck... :( bc they (but not him) all softcore bullied me for like years and i dont wanna have any contact w them#so i dont know i just dont know#it also hurts that he didnt keep in touch with me when we were so close and he even expressed how much he disliked the others#but he is still hanging out with them#do i really wanna... invite this into my life? but idk#i just dont know what to do and i feel so extremely alone and lonely and im not a real person bc of my avpd and im going crazy#i also just dont know how to talk or what to talk abt etc
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