#and watching movies with my fav cnas

[dolly-gutzz]

Hunter Sylvester x fem!reader

what it’s like dating Hunter Sylvester

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Will drill you on metal knowledge cuz it’s his hyperfixation

like you will know just as much as he does by like the second week of dating

height difference go brrrrr

fore head kisses go crazy

is a softie but doesn’t want to be

like will beg for cuddles, cuddle you and then halfway through cuddling, will gain conciseness and push you away

(then he’ll feel rlly bad and cuddle you ten times harder)

sleepovers 🔛🔝‼️

he has such a huge and beautiful house that you insist on staying there 24/7

I mean he has all the good snacks and such a comfy bed, why wouldn’t you want to stay over for eternity??

night long car rides!!

Omg I can just imagine driving at night in like a downtown area and just talking about life and your future together

then you guys make out in his car

speaking of make outs, he does not know how to do that when you guys first start dating

like pretty boys clueless

you teach him the littlest amount of basic info

omg I can just see him like being a nerd a writing down all of the stuff your saying 😭😭

He’s literally like 🤓✍️

Sitting in at band seshes

you and Emily are besties

helping him write his songs

(there are like fifteen songs he’s written about you)

sitting on his lap whilst he writes songs

or sitting on his lap while watching movies

or sitting on his lap while in band practice

just sitting on his lap‼️‼️

braiding his hair !!

you search up YouTube tutorials in how to do different types of braids and hair styles

and if you have long hair then he can braid yours

also!! As a black curly hair girly I have this thing where I think that he doesn’t like people touching his hair, just like us curly haired people don’t like people touching our hair

so I think that if the reader has curly hair, then you guys both have mutual understanding on people violating your personal space and touching you hair, which not only brings you together but also helps you guys feel safe with one another

omg sorry for the rant lmao

Anyways

romcoms

I think he totally digs them but acts like he doesn’t

his fav romcom is ten things I hate about you

do you guys see the vision cuz I see the vision

he wants to be your Patrick and you are this kat

omg i just had a thought

what if he made a metal cover of can't take my eyes off of you 😭😭😭

DO YIU GUYS SEE THE VISION PLS TELL ME YOU SEE THE VISION

Halloween!!

you are nina the killer and he’s either Jeff the killer or Nina’s canon bf eyeless Jack ( creepypasta fandom unite!!!)

he want to stay in a watch horror movie but you want to go trick or treating

he gives and you both go trick or treating

he hates Christmas I cna feel it in my bones

bur if you love Christmas he will do a complete 180 and act like he enjoys it just a little bit

will loathe your celebrity crush with his entire soul heart and bones

like he will wish death upon them

and your all like “hunter it’s not like I’m gonna date Louis partridge he’s dating Olivia Rodrigo” and he’s all like “good cuz he can’t have you 😠😠”

has a crush on Elvira

I think that’s all the headcanonna I have in me 💀💀

[xelmokidx]

hello

First of all, I really like it posts and how r u

Second of all I was wondering if you still do metal lorda characters or IT characters?

Because if you did I was wondering if you could do a story or some headcannons.

Headcannon-

What it would be like dating hunter Sylvester

Or an angst story with Richie tozier with light smut, aged up of course

No pressure at all btw

Anyway have a miraculous day!

✌️ 😁

IM SO SORRY FOR NOT ANSWERING EARLIER, I WAS SO SWAMPED WITH FINALS WEEK😭💀

ima do the metal lords request, ( I just haven’t watched -IT in a rlly long time 😭😭)

Hunter Sylvester x fem!reader

what it’s like dating Hunter Sylvester

Will drill you on metal knowledge cuz it’s his hyperfixation

like you will know just as much as he does by like the second week of dating

height difference go brrrrr

fore head kisses go crazy

is a softie but doesn’t want to be

like will beg for cuddles, cuddle you and then halfway through cuddling, will gain conciseness and push you away

(then he’ll feel rlly bad and cuddle you ten times harder)

sleepovers 🔛🔝‼️

he has such a huge and beautiful house that you insist on staying there 24/7

I mean he has all the good snacks and such a comfy bed, why wouldn’t you want to stay over for eternity??

night long car rides!!

Omg I can just imagine driving at night in like a downtown area and just talking about life and your future together

then you guys make out in his car

speaking of make outs, he does not know how to do that when you guys first start dating

like pretty boys clueless

you teach him the littlest amount of basic info

omg I can just see him like being a nerd a writing down all of the stuff your saying 😭😭

He’s literally like 🤓✍️

Sitting in at band seshes

you and Emily are besties

helping him write his songs

(there are like fifteen songs he’s written about you)

sitting on his lap whilst he writes songs

or sitting on his lap while watching movies

or sitting on his lap while in band practice

just sitting on his lap‼️‼️

braiding his hair !!

you search up YouTube tutorials in how to do different types of braids and hair styles

and if you have long hair then he can braid yours

also!! As a black curly hair girly I have this thing where I think that he doesn’t like people touching his hair, just like us curly haired people don’t like people touching our hair

so I think that if the reader has curly hair, then you guys both have mutual understanding on people violating your personal space and touching you hair, which not only brings you together but also helps you guys feel safe with one another

omg sorry for the rant lmao

Anyways

romcoms

I think he totally digs them but acts like he doesn’t

his fav romcom is ten things I hate about you

do you guys see the vision cuz I see the vision

he wants to be your Patrick and you are this kat

omg i just had a thought

what if he made a metal cover of can't take my eyes off of you 😭😭😭

DO YIU GUYS SEE THE VISION PLS TELL ME YOU SEE THE VISION

Halloween!!

you are nina the killer and he’s either Jeff the killer or Nina’s canon bf eyeless Jack ( creepypasta fandom unite!!!)

he want to stay in a watch horror movie but you want to go trick or treating

he gives and you both go trick or treating

he hates Christmas I cna feel it in my bones

bur if you love Christmas he will do a complete 180 and act like he enjoys it just a little bit

will loathe your celebrity crush with his entire soul heart and bones

like he will wish death upon them

and your all like “hunter it’s not like I’m gonna date Louis partridge he’s dating Olivia Rodrigo” and he’s all like “good cuz he can’t have you 😠😠”

has a crush on Elvira

I think that’s all the headcanonna I have in me 💀💀

let me know if there’s anything else you guys want me to write, I’m on summer so I have so much time to write !!! love you freaky freaks

[pixiecaps]

Whatsss something that’s a favorite of yours??? Movie, game, album, etc,,, yiu cna list multiple if you want :))

oh god u got me thinking now

i think my favorite show of all time is Midnight Gospel and it is sadly a show i dont see talked about much and in my opinion highly underrated. the show itself is an animated podcast with the visuals telling a separate story. the character we follow is called Clancy and he’s this guy who travels into different dimensions and finds people to interview for his space podcast. it fascinating and enlightening and so powerful. especially the last episode that focuses a lot on grief and dealing with the passing of time. it is an episode i have rewatched a million times it has helped me cope in so many ways and i just think if anyone is going through that they should watch that episode :)

i am so sorry i was gonna talk more about different favs of mine but i just went off ranting about this show😭

ask game

[fleshmess]

I really miss being in treatment. I didn’t have to worry because I had a huge care team. Doing it alone all over again is super scary.

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grat list

that’s short for gratitude list

1. my Smith & Hawkin “arugula & green clover” scented candle that i found for $5 on clearance at target and i swear to god whenever i catch of a whiff of it even unlit i get a little bit tapped into serenity/calm/freedom/joy/That Thing (something i’ve started playing around w calling my higher power. it’s that thing... it’s in any thing at any time... and u know it when u feel it)

2. living one moment at a time

3. summer chicken salad in the cafeteria

4. having a busy sweaty mildly overwhelming day of cna work then going up 2 floors and over to spend my lunch break sitting hanging out w jessie and rob watching an excellent soccer game on tv in her dark calm quiet private room that has great light (even better knowing the discharge order was in the works). same thing on clinical the day before. i felt anxious and uneasy the first day of clinical, just a little bit uncomfortable with free-floating fear and being overly concerned with what i am doing and how i am perceived by others. and when i’m in that space i have enough resilience now to rely on a bigger force and to know to just do the next right thing, but i still want to be comforted by an actual human. and i ended up connecting w wonderful patients, wonderful cna and nurse, and then being able to relax and spend time with my friend and i feel like That Thing keeps showing me that my people are here, they’ll be put right in my path to be immediately available, i just have to choose to meet them there, and upon connection i will feel at ease.

5. dragged ass out of bed this morning on not enough sleep to go to my fav 8am meeting. same feeling - my people are here to remind me of grace , all i need to do is get out of bed and show up, get out of fear and do the footwork to put myself in the position to receive grace . i heard someone at the podium tell a part of my story and it was so validating. i felt thankful.

6. seeing beautiful boys and just letting them exist instead of getting wound up or “hooked” in any way. not getting obsessive or angry or feeling any type of way except ‘how lovely to see a hot man,’ the way i think about a pretty flower or cat. letting any feeling that arises TEACH ME. being mindfully aware of what i need and don’t need, what i want and don’t want. for so long it was: “if you want me? i’ll make it work!!!!” having power by way of surrendering to my addictions and poor coping skills! (it’s so fucking true that when you stop feeling desperate for love that’s when hot people introduce themselves to you? cool cool i have made the decision to not date anyone for the foreseeable months but do appreciate that you are attracted to me and it’s a miracle that i can just let that exist without cuffing you asap or feeling horribly guilty and fearful to turn you down. thought those were the only options for a while. still working on it all obv but feeling so much more freedom around all of it)

7. being reaffirmed that sobriety and nursing are exactly what i need to be doing, on a literal daily basis, in a million big and small ways, and letting that ardent certainty propel me to do things like get to work and school and smile and be uncomfortable and balance the self-care with the hard work and balance the self-confidence with the humility and to tell the RN i don’t remember how to prime IV tubing and then gracefully being shown again how to prime IV tubing and now i know, and through that i was guided to understand how the A and B lines and piggyback infusions work in a way i never mastered last semester all because i had the guts to say i didn’t know.

8. taking the whole “moving from this house we’re preparing to sell” thing in absolutely small chunks and finding grace in the disarray of clothing and shoes and belongings being in 2 different buildings across town from each other, recognizing it’s a temporary minorly inconvenient process that will end in me feeling settled in a true space of my own, and that like all past times of disarray i will look back on this strange time fondly

9. the first wives club on amazon prime streaming, h/t bianca . feel-good movies to watch on a sunday afternoon

10. vaping nicotine. tbh today i’m grateful for it i’m also grateful for starting to really think abt how potentially bad it is and how i maybe do want to quit after i graduate but in this moment i’m still allowing myself to be addicted now because i am a work in progress and i know i’ll get there! xo

[matrixbearer]

Thank you for the bayverse!Optimus meta. It was very enlightening, and also put into words aspects of him that I had thought of but not really... formulated I guess. The reason why AoE is my fav TF movie is precisely because of the persecution of the Autobots, the injustice that nobody really gets punished for. You mentioned also the sparklings. I attributed their "evilness" to Megatron being their father, but you're right, they come from the Allspark. Part 1/2

Part 2/2: So does this mean that in order for a transformer to turn into a mech like say Optimus or Bumblebee or Ratchet they would have to be educated accordingly? or is it maybe that the Allspark was corrupted? But back to AoE, what I appreciated so much was the realism. Like, you cannot convince me that we wouldn’t use alien robots (who have proven to have a soul) to advance our own technology. The movie might have been too long (that was imo not the flaw) but in that sense it was realistic.

♞ ┊ ( ooc. )

I am glad you found some enlightenment in my response to your question about comparing Tyran Optimus to other iterations. (reference.)

CONT.

Oh, I have no doubt that humans would use an alien species for their technology, that we would argue ourselves into moral ambiguity for our benefit; we do it for our own kind, I cannot see is proving to better than to an interstellar alien. Having faith in humanity does not mean ignoring our worst qualities; it is about watching for those qualities and trying to put a stop to them. We all know, at our heart of hearts, that if we wanted to be the great species we aspired to we could be. The only price to pay would we could no longer look to another group and see them as Othered in the sense that they don’t deserve the same care we give ourselves. We tell ourselves that to take care of someone of another group would will cost us anything in a burdened sacrifice. We don’t look to someone else and provide for them the same way we do ourselves.

That is animal instinct, that is survival of the self and the tribe. It is only when we get into the tribal instinct to provide our own tribe that selflessness begins to take a backseat. The reason why we’re not cannibals and why we condemn murder is because we taught ourselves as a species that to harm one of our tribe was to harm our tribe, because it diminishes the population of the tribe. Until humans can look at ANY other human as a member of their tribe, we will continue to be the human species we see in AOE && TLK; we will be the humans that turns refugee children away because they aren’t seen as children of our tribe. Optimus Prime puts emphasis on the right of freedom belonging to all sentient beings; there is no other, there is no crossroads of division, it is simply for all. We don’t see that. We haven’t come to see that, yet.

So yes, we would treat an alien species as another resource for us to strip clean and pick apart for our sole benefit.

The AllSpark is not corrupted, at least we have NO indication that it is. It is simply the powersource of the unique radiation required to bring Cybertronian metal to life. The rest attributed to it is metaphysical. While we could argue that the AllSpark must be alive because it sources life, I do not feel at all that it is inherently evil or corrupted. Why? Because it goes back to the argument of what is evil. The Nokia phone in the box (TF1) was not evil; we could say it was merely defending itself. If you refer to my previous answer (here), I iterated how Cybertronians are much tougher than humans are. They are naturally more violent than we are because they can survive much more. But to call them inherently evil because they have a higher tolerance of violence is projecting our limitations onto them and turning into a diagnosis.

Cybertronians are more evil than we are—but that is their nature. That is no different than them transforming into another form. It is who they are, built into their CNA. They are not inherently evil, no more than how humanity is inherently evil. With sentience comes freedom, free will, and the right to choose WHO and WHAT we are. They, just as we, become evil in how they behave. Autobots are also violent, but they fight to protect and to defend. Decepticons are evil because they fight to destroy worlds, to hoard resources, and the power to decide who does and doesn’t deserve those resources. That is what we do when we assess someone and decide if they are worthy of partaking in the resources we’ve claimed as ours. Evil comes out when a member of one tribe decides that the member of another tribe is somehow less than and subsequently less worthy of receiving life giving resources. That is when evil comes out.

The Civil War started because of a famine (re: Tyran books). They were in a race to find the AllSpark and they were fighting over who gets to decide who receives their resources. Megatron was evil because he wanted to only give to the strongest, to those like himself. Optimus wanted to give it anyone, no matter what it meant they were because all Cybertronians had the the same rights as he did. That is why the Decepticons are constantly saying they just want to go home, they just want fuel, they just want to rebuild their world—okay, that sounds noble, but they also wanted to deny those very things to others they feel are unworthy. They wanted to rebuild Cybertron in their image, and this was the same fundamental goal the Decepticons had in the end of Transformers Prime and why Optimus chose to destroy the Omega Lock. That fundamental differences in morals is why Tyran Optimus opted to have the AllSpark destroyed and Cybertron critical damaged by way of aborted transportation to our solar system.

What was the deciding factor to turn bots like Optimus Prime, Bumblebee, Ratchet, or any of the Autobots away from the extreme violence inherent to their nature? The same factor that decides such with us; free will. We are also a violent species, and there is no need to give explains of our atrocities as a species when we can all think of at least three. But it also refers back to the definition of evil being in the choices we make, and now in how we are born. The idea that someone is inherently evil (born that way) is an ancient one, not so much challenged until recently as we learned more about mental health and also looked beyond our immediate tribe.

This is the whole ❛ nature vs nurture ❜ argument. Transformers Tyran clearly lines out that evil within their species is nurture, not nature, and that humans are the same. The Autobots choose to not be as the Decepticons. Optimus Prime was one of the leaders that ended the tribal wars that carved up Cybertron; they were a lot like the tribes of the British Isles.

Are some people inherently less prone to violence than others? Yes, absolutely, and we can see that in our own kind. Optimus Prime was one of those less prone to violence; he had an eloquence to explain his reason away from violence that made sense to others. Ironhide was one of the first to step away from the tribal wars and follow Optimus towards the unification of Cybertron and its many tribes.

One of the many points of the background apocrypha in Tyran that is missing from the movies is the dyadic reign of Megatron and Optimus. They were High Lord Protector and Prime; one led the military and Cybertronian might, while the other was leader of the civilian side of things. They were equals and balanced each other as two sides of a coin. They were also sparktwins; they came from the same spark but were separated, and were reunited when the tribes were united. Megatron was meant to be the more violent side to balance Optimus’ pacifistic side. Megatron’s job was to protect Cybertron, to enforce its laws and guard its safety. Why? So that Optimus could focus less on the will to survive and more on the will to grow as a civilization beyond the most basic of needs. Without Megatron, Optimus has suffered, being pushed further and further to the edge of their primal instincts, often times to fight the mech that was supposed to protect him and let him just worry about leading their people. It could be assessed that as time passed on without Megatron, Optimus’ more violent instincts were brought out more with time.

There is a lot more realism in the last two movies. To me it shows Michael Bay and the other creative minds behind the continuity have grown and matured as well. If we look at the difference between say TF2 & TF4 there is a lot less of the childish humor. Less sexualization, less crude humor, less easy fixes, and the characters age as well. We no longer have a teenage hero of the story, but a father of a grown daughter. I think it is because they realize their target audience is actually older than they original were aiming towards, and that is why the realism becomes all the stronger and all the darker. This new Tyran Trilogy they are making is my favorite so far. I love the background and the setup of the previous three, but this new story arch is just so refreshing and exciting. 

IDK, I don’t agree with any of the criticism I’ve consistently read about AOE or even TLK. They are long, but I like long movies. I’m not typically a movie person but a TV series person because I like lengthy; I also don’t like reading book series with less than three involved.

At the end of the day, the Tyran continuity is not going to be for everyone. It is for me because I love the emphasis on how alien they are, the inclusion of advanced technology and magic, and a brutality to balance out the previous continuities kept tame for younger audiences. AOE&TLK are my favorite from the continuity now because of all the reasons I’ve discussed.

That and the music is also amazing, just as with any of the Tyran movies!

Hope to hear from you again, BayverseAnon! I love discussing this continuity as I feel it is under-discussed with less negativity.

And if anyone wants to send worldbuilding anons to my Tyran Optimus, please do so! I love worldbuilding with any of you.

[serkewen12]

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Tag

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag! 
i was tagged by @basskink LAST:
 [1] drink: coffe 
[2] phone call: arguing whether a hot dog is a sand which or not (it is) 
[3] text message: send vids of ur ferrets plz [4] song you listened to: bed of roses-mindless self indulgence 
[5] time you cried: last night watching the last episode of ahs freaks how for the millionth time CAUSE ELSA MARS DESERVES THE WOLD HAVE YOU EVEr 
[6] dated someone twice: yep [7] been cheated on: yep sadly 
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: HAHA I Am THE REGRET but yea [9] lost someone special: mhmmmm 
[10] been depressed: i used to listen to I'm not okay and cry so yes 
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nope 
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
[12] pastel purple 
[13] black
[14] pink timed purple IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[ 15] made new friends: yep 
[16] fallen out of love: yeah [17] laughed until you cried: more than I can count 
[18] found out someone was talking about you: nah I keep my life p drama free when I can [19] met someone who changed you: yes 20] found out who your true friends are: yes I've been dropped 2 this year 🙃 [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: face book is cancer lol 
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I hate face book once again 
[23] do you have any pets: my cat with many aliases [24] do you want to change your name: I can't wait to legally be Ashton so YE 
25] what did you do for your last birthday: ate Mexican food with my men 
[26] what time did you wake up: 4 am 
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching gay anime for my boy 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: death lol I have no plans ever 29] when was the last time you saw your mother: friday 30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my body ??? That count ??? 
[31] what are you listening to right now: bed of roses still on repeat 
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: nah [33] something that is getting on your nerves: the girl who made me wanna quit art class Kimberly 34] most visited website: this shit 35] elementary: satans rectum 
[36] high school: hick ville 37] college: I probably won't go [38] hair: Raven [39] long or short hair: short 40] do you have a crush on someone: YE 
[41] what do you like about yourself?: lol I dunno my hair cause I cna get rid of it of i don't
[42] piercings: my ears :(
[43] blood type: lol I dunno [44] nickname: Ashton [45] relationship status: single and ready to make friends cause I'm an awful boyfriend and who doesn't love the friend zone??????? 
[46] zodiac sign: Virgo 
[47] pronouns: him/he
 [48] fav tv show: Gotham 
[49] tattoos: three triangles I did with pen and poke on my foot 
[50] right or left handed: right
 FIRST… 
[51] surgery: tonsils 52] piercing: ears 
[53] best friend: DANIEL 
[54] sport: baseball 55] vacation: I've never left the Bible Belt but I once went to universal for a day 
[56] pair of trainers: i don't REMEBER RIGHT NOW…
 [57] eating: waffles I made this morning it's 7 pm 
[58] drinking: swe tea 59] i’m about to: finah typing this up ugh 60] listening to: still bed of roses )
[61] waiting for: my art block to end 
[62] want: Lynz way to kill me 
[63] get married: nah 64] career: artist but honestly I'll never make it WHICH IS BETTER…
[ 65] hugs or kisses: kisses 
[66] lips or eyes: eyes 
[67] shorter or taller: Shorter but I rarely get that 
[68] older or younger: older
 [69] romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous [70] nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms 71] sensitive or loud: loud [72] hook up or relationship: relationship 
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemAkEr HAVE YOU EVER… 
[74] kissed a stranger? Yes 75] drank hard liquor? Ye 76] lost glasses/contact lenses? I woke up this morning with my dried contact stuck to my cheek cause I forgot to take them out 
[77] turned someone down: yeah [78] sex on first date? Nah 
[79] broken someone’s heart? I didn't mean to [ 80] had your own heart broken? Definitely [81] been arrested? Technically cause I was out after curfew 82] cried when someone died? Mhmm 
[83] fallen for a friend: ugh yes DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
 [84] yourself? Nope I honestly don't Believe I'll live past thirty 85] miracles? No [ 86] love at first sight? no 87] santa claus? Nope 88] kiss on the first date? *Shrug* dependsS
[ 89] angels? no 
OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: Daniel and Kellie 
[91] eye colour: hazel [92] favorite movie: 10 things about u (shhhh I'm secretly soft for 90s -2010 romantic movies ) I tag- @hinatas-shoyo and Kellie who I CNAT REMEBER her blog name I don't know 25 people but thank you to @basskink once again the person who tagged me