#and was in a whole different genre to everone else

[thealexanderfiles]

Someone tell me where the hell jingyi came from because all I'm getting is he's vaguely part of the Lan clan and his parents are fridged. Did he grow up in Gusu or did he just show up one day and claim his birthright to be Wei wuxian 2.0.

[daebak-dreams]

From Crushing to Confessing (A Kihyun One-Shot)

@jessieb4893   Asked:  Can I have a Kihyun imagine where we're friends (and I'm also friends with the rest of monsta x) he treats me like a little sister but then I go away for university for 3/4years and then come back completely different and then he starts developing feelings for me but doesn't know how to confess so he asks the boys what he should do and comes up with a plan to confess to me and I accept. Could you make it a little bit angsty? Thank youuuu 😘😘❤️❤️

Here you go sweetheart! We are soooo sorry for the long longggg delay on this! :(

Kihyun + Reader Genre: Fluffy Angst

   “Stop fidgeting Kihyun, We all have been friends for a long time now of course, so there’s no need to be so nervous!” Minhyuk tugged on the arm of his friend Kihyun as he stood there, teeming with nervousness while he teeter-totered on his toes. 

    “Sorry,” He then chuckled and flashed his cheeky grin before cupping his hands over his eyes and rubbing them. “It’s just seeing her after all these years? It’s really never wrecking.” He sighed as he placed his hands back down by his side and looked around the airport that was now filling up with people. “I just don’t want anything to be different between us.” 

    Hyungwon stood next to him as he rolled his eyes and yawned. “C’mon Kihyun, stop being so scared. Maybe, you’re just nervous because you have feelings for her, hm?” He teased with a raised eyebrow before laughing when Kihyun smacked his arm. 

   “I do not!” He scoffed with a smile. “Y/N is just my friend, well actually, she’s more of like a sister to me.” He shrugged then chuckled. “A cute kid sister.”

   “Right..” Hyungwon trailed off with a cheeky grin and a shake of his head.

   A few more moments went by of awkward silence here and there, with an occasional groan from Kihyun’s nervousness or Hyungwon’s impatient tone until they finally jumped from the sound of the announcement of your plane finally landing.

   The next scene was like a clip from a movie.

   Kihyun stood,waiting at the very bottom of the escalators,waiting for your arrival. Everyone rushed down, and into the arms of their loved ones. He stood with his arms crossed over his now heaving chest from his rattling heart. His smile that was plastered from ear to ear was now fading ever so slow when the line of people from the plane was becoming smaller and smaller.

    That’s when his eyes fell on someone who took his breath away. He mouthed the words ‘wow’ to himself as she smiled and walked down with her luggage in her hands. 

   “She’s really lovely.” He thought to himself. “Wait. Is she coming..towards..me?” He then suddenly became stiff when she walked up to him with a huge grin and glittering eyes ,until she finally stopped in front of him.

   “Kihyun!” 

    “Uhm. Do I we know eachother?”

    “Seriously?! It’s me, Y/N!” 

    He felt his jaw slightly drop as he stared at you then shook his head from his own daze. “Y/N?! What ?! N-no way! You looked so different in your pictures you sent me! What the hell?” He took a step back as if he had just stepped on your feet accidentally.

    “It’s me,” You couldn’t help but laugh at his expression. He was always the cool ,mature type around you so seeing this reaction from his was priceless. “And the only reason that I look different from the pictures I sent you was because those were some older pictures. You kept pestering me for pictures so you would know I was doing okay” You shook your head. “I was so busy that I didn’t have the time take any.” You shrugged before turning to the other two who stood there just as dazed as Kihyun. “Hey guys!” You smiled.

   “It’s good to see you again Y/N! Here, let me help you with your bags since Kihyun is too busy drooling over you.” Minhyuk teased harshly before going over to you and grabbing your things from you and started walking. “The car is this way.”

    You nodded a thank you before you started walking behind them, with Kihyun by your side.

    The walk was a short one, but seemed to drag on with the silence between you two.

   “So, what’s up with you?” You finally huffed out quietly.

    “What do you mean?” He looked at you from the corner of his eye, then back towards the other two that were way ahead to make sure they were out of ear-shot.

   “Really? Something is up Kihyun. I can tell, don’t try to hide it because we have known eachother for so long now.” You shrugged, but smiled at him to know you meant well.

    “Really, nothing’s wrong. Honestly.” He could feel his face heat up when his eyes fell on your lips that curled into a smile. He then looked away then threw his arms up as he stretched while secretly cringing at himself. “Ah! It’s really hot today!” He groaned out loud.

    “It’s not that hot. At least not as hot as it is back at campus.” 

    “Do you like it? How are the classes? Have you met anyone that you liked?” Suddenly he started to spew out questions like crazy then bit the tip of his tongue slightly.

   “Now that’s the Kihyun I know.” You tilted your head to the side and giggled. 

   His face, along with his whole body became hotter to the touch when he heard your laughing.

   Once in the car he felt as though he was in a sauna as he sat, scrunched up in the back seat with you. He couldn’t help but glance your way here and there, as if he were studying you. Your hair was so much more different than back then. It was much darker and it made your facial features much softer yet stand out. Your makeup skills had improved, making your look much older. Your body was curvy in all the right places and he had to pry his eyes from your physique. 

    “Yoo-Hoo! Kihyun?”

    His eyes shot up at the voice that called out to him. “Huh?”

    “We’re here.” Minhyuk smiled at him from the rearview mirror before opening the car door and getting out followed by Hyungwon.

“Oh this is so nice.” You cooed as you too got out of the car and saw the small cook out that they had planned for your arrival. You smiled as everone else came up to greet you with smiles and hugs. Though, Wonho had took it slightly to another level, making Kihyun react quickly.

   “Oh my God! Look at you Y/N. You really got so much sexier!” He beamed at you as he shook your hand but still held onto it as he gave the back of your hand a sweet and lingering kiss which made you blush and smile.

   “Yah!” Kihyun jutted his hand out and quickly pulled back yours from his with a frown. “Don’t you think you’re becoming a little too comfortable Wonho?”

  Everyone, including him burst out laughing.

  “Oh my gosh, he really is still like her older brother!” Changkyun exclaimed.

  “How cute!” Jooheon teased.

   “Let them be. He can’t help it. That’s his best friend.They were the closest out of all of us” Shownu even chimed in.

   All of their laughter and teasing made him much more anxious and peeved as he shook his head and went to take a seat at the table.

   Soon the afternoon changed into a night filled with laughter and reminiscing. After sometime you looked around and found Kihyun sitting alone by himself. You walked over to him, your arms pulled behind your back and a nervous smile upon your face. “So,” You leaned over and looked at him. “Tonight was fun?” You chuckled as you sat down next to him after he looked over at you with a half-smile.

   “Yeah...” He breathed out and looked out in front of him at nothing.  

   “You want to tell me what’s wrong and why you’re sitting all by yourself?”

   “It’s nothing. I’m just tired..” He shrugged.

   After a few more moments of silence your smile went away as you stood up, feeling slightly upset. “Uhm- I think I’m pretty tired myself.” You sighed then looked at your phone’s time. “I think I should get to bed now. You said they had a place set up for me in the spare room r-” You trailed off when you saw that Kihyun was again, in a daze. “It’s alright. I will go ask one of the others to show me the way.” You forced a smile, trying to stay positive as you made your way towards the group who was now putting things away.

   Kihyun sat there not knowing what to do. He clenched his fists against his pants as he heard you walk away. As he watched you from the corner of his eye until you went inside, he sighed in an angry manner. “Dammit. Why are you acting like this?” He thought to himself.

   Just then, Jooheon walked up to him and looked down at him seriously. “Hey, what’s your deal?”

   “What?” Kihyun looked up at him.

  “One of our good friends is here and instead of being happy, you’ve been giving her the cold shoulder pretty much all after noon long. And just then it looked like she wanted to cry.”

   Jooheon’s words made him look back down and frown. “I didn’t mean to make her feel that way..it’s just....Dammit!”

    The rest of the group heard Kihyun’s frustration and was by his side in a minute trying to too figure out why their friend was acting this way.

   “She just..I feel different around her now than I did before. I see her like a woman. Not just a little girl anymore.Ever since we started texting while she was away, then seeing her again now.” He felt himself shudder as he said these words outloud and suddenly felt shy.

    “We could have guessed that!” Wonho laughed. “The way you reacted when I kissed her hand, and the way you were starring at her all night long! It’s super obvious. And she likes you too if we are being honest now.” 

    Kihyun leaped up and almost choked. “No way! This is so embarrassing!” He groaned out loud as he put his hands at his side. “I don’t know what to do..” He shut his eyes tightly, cringing at the way he was rude towards you earlier. 

    “Go talk to her and tell her how you feel dummy.” Changkyun sighed with his arms crossed.

    “Please do,” Hyungwon nodded with a yawn. “Or we won’t hear the last of it tonight and we all need sleep.”

    “Well what if she’s sleeping or- or..” He stuttered as he tried to come up with excuses as the boys pushed him forward towards the entrance of the house.

    “Go on, unless you want to clean up by yourself?” Shownu said sternly with a smile.

   Kihyun finally mustered up all his courage and heaved a finally and heavy sigh as he made his way inside, and down the hall towards the room you were in.

    He opened the door a crack and noticed a sleeping lump on your bed which he knew was you. He then took a deep breath and smiled , knowing this would have to wait for tomorrow. He then felt that something was keeping him there. He drifted quietly into your room then sat softly on your bed.

    “Hey.” He whispered. “You know? We have been friends for sometime now. And I know I always treated you like a child, but things are different now..” He trailed off thinking of what to say to your sleeping self. “You mean alot to me. And I didn’t mean to be so mean to you back there. I guess I was just trying to distance myself from you- wait no, not you, but my feelings for you. Being the way I am now, and the way you are now too, I just couldn’t help myself around you, so I became so nervous and didn’t know what to do..”He leaned his head back feeling relieved that you were sleeping and didn’t have to see how greasy he was being right then and there.  “I just didn’t want to lose you as a friend...”

    “I guess what I’m trying to say is...I like you, maybe even more? But not just as a friend, but more like when you want to hold hands or kiss...I don’t know why it took me so long to see it until now, and that was dumb of me to see now how much I missed you, and having you around.” He smiled to himself and sighed softly once more. “I think when the moment is right I would want to hold you in my arms and just tell you how much I really feel for you...”

    “Then why don’t you do that right now?” Suddenly he heard a small voice sound from behind him.

    “Y/N?!” He turned to see you now sitting up and looking at him with a blushing face. “How much of that did you hear!?”

    “All of it.” You spoke quietly, “And I too feel the same way Kihyun...I always have. I just never said anything because all you did was see me as a little kid and I always hated it. But now that I know how you really feel..That makes me happy.” Your smile formed again.

    He shifted around and smiled at you, “I’m sorry...I just didn’t want you to freak out by the way I felt about you.” He breathed out in a relieved way.

    You held your arms open wide, while also holding up the blanket. “Then why don’t you come and tell me all about how you feel about me?” You said playfully.

    He nodded and smiled, now feeling as though things hadn’t changed between you two, besides the fact that this love was mutual between the two of you.

    After kicking off his shoes, he climbed in next to you and held you tightly in his arms. As you laid your head on his chest, he kissed your forhead and smiled against your skin. “ I think I really like you, like alot alot.” He chuckled quietly.

    You smiled up at him for a moment. “Well you’re in luck, because I really like you alot alot too.”

Hope you liked it dear!~

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