#and u have to keep it a secret
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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more gif inspired kitty hugs 💌
#cats#animals#a bit older but i found it lyin around :}#i was gonna do a good ole rb spree bc i have a bunch of wips but nothing to post yet but then found this!#maybe i'll still do some reblogs too but anyway#i mean i do have some stuff i could post but brain is like no u gotta wait#me: why?? brain: u gotta#alright keep our secrets then#nothing so secret fr just how it is sometimes
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Katya / Goncharov
#yeah ik ive posted them before sorry but i REALLY like how these look together#martin scorsese#goncharov#artists on tumblr#illustration#unreality#<— posters for a ‘movie’ that doesn’t actually exist but is a tumblr meme in which everyone pretends it does&makes content for it#fascinating how we’re immediately personable w katya by knowing her first name while only knowing goncharov’s surname keeps us at a distanc#combined with him being the only major character to go by a moniker it emphasizes just how much he's been consumed by the role he plays#who is goncharov? does he know and keep it secret? or has he too lost his sense of identity?#it's reflected in these posters as we SEE katya but goncharov remains elusive - yet clearly time is running out for them both#lakjdklf ok im done now i never post meta on here so im having fun with the fictional movie#btw I updated both of the illustrations compared to the original posts but will leave those as they were#woudl be cool if my post showed up. u can do it tumblr
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EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.
#mark and the fact he is fighting for this fucking life to avoid the Many Bad Endings???? im pacing. getting out the red string.#when the season is about who you are and what you could become. when trying to be good is an active choice and a struggle.#RAHHHHHHHHHHH#chewing on the bars of my enclosure...when every mark is evil OUR mark is the outlier. the exception. the OTHER. RAHHHH#dog poetry being mark poetry because how often can you kick a dog before it starts snarling before you raise your hand?#how often can you beat it before it rips into you without mercy? when it bites not at your hand but at your neck?#when does violence for survival and violence for vengeance start and end? when your opponent is down and you keep drawing blood?#circling and pacing and losing my mind over this btw if you care#anyways self vs self gets me going crazy. did you know i loved the end of atsv? because it shows.#i think o!mark would lose his fucking mind at what evil wasp looking mark has done + this mf wasp would LOATHE mark's kindness#they both see the other as the WORST version of themselves and they can't stand it. They can't shatter the mirror but they think they can--#--change the reflection.#evil mark seeing mark and seeing what he USED to be#mark seeing what he COULD be#CAN U SEE THE VISION??????#digital art#invincible rotating in my mind#invincible fanart#fanart#mark my beloved#mark grayson fanart#mark grayson#invincible s2#invincible show#mark like hello this is my secret twin and he is NOTHING like me hahahaha anyways wanna debate about having mORALS and LIFE#mark grayson vs the urge not to accept every responsibility as his own#he's batman coded that way#ok im done yapping#if this happened in the comics in any way shape or form dont tell me JACK SHIT or i will PUMMEL YOU with my SHOES
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in laramie
#the days go by really fast here . not much to do but run and help my grandpa with things . and read#im reading the secret history right now and really like it liiiike u bitches were right that book is good#thankfully I also have a commission to keep me busy 🫶🏼#and walking around the park with mom#personal
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Just some doodles I made inspired by a Camp counsellor AU by @sailorhoneyy on the Jazz Prowl discord I'm in.
#transformers#prowl#jazz#doodle#my art stuff#Camp Counsellor AU#optimus prime#For funsies#tf sparklings#jazzprowl#Those two are dancing divas and they know it#I KNOW they have a secret meadow that Jazz found#The two of them would just go there for a quiet moment together#but u can't keep secrets from kids for long hahahaa
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in loving memory
or: what did @pkmn-monochrome mean by this
#pokepasta#pokemon monochrome#this string of updates has had me so fucked up. whats going ONNNNN!!!!!!!#i really wanted to draw this panel its such a striking image. (wearing tshirt that says 'i noticed the secret')#i want to put cody under a microscope. like whats wrong with them. like god they deserve better they deserve SO much better#but also damn dude you have ISSUES huh. like 'ive already said too much' um. Um?????????????????#cody u need to stop keeping secrets. like id like to think i understand why given theyve said it outright#(its not our business. its for the sake of survival. and the players perception of them would almost certainly change once these truths-#come forward.)#i know the creator said that it WILL come forward eventually one way or another and i await that with fear and excitement#cause for something to be so deeply and desperately hidden for fear of DEATH... that must be a pretty nasty skeleton in the closet cody.#and tbh 'ive already said too much' makes me wonder how much has gone unspoken abt red and leaf too. like god codys so good at being just.#OBTUSE with the players. an expert in toeing around the truth and saying only Just enough but never Everything.#theyre such a fascinating character to read i fucking love monochrome the writing is awesome
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wifey - max’s camera roll 2/? (2023-)
uhaul lesbians they can never make me h8 u
#when ur relationship is very new but very intense and also u have 2 keep it secret for ~reasons~#the non iphone pics are taken on self timer !!!!#em: stories#em: wifey#lgbtq sims#sims community#*max kyle#*lena scott#misc: wifey
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fortunately i am a crazy bitch so chris u should hit my line
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i can't hang out with the haunted eye
though i don't know why
#myart#animorphs#crayak#got carried away with this while i was customizing the webpage for this sideblog#im learning css btw. soon this blog will be so cool you wont even know its tumblr anymore#i'm torn between making it andalite tech-themed or crayak-themed to keep in tandem with the username#what do U guys Thank....#theres also the secret third option of making it chee/pemalite themed which i also have a pinterest board for :3c
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the idea of them (my two blackwells from @barbwritesstuff’s Thicker Than) causing chaos together just brings me joy what can I say
#🫁#makes no sense. compels me though#not gay-lesbian solidarity OR hostility but a secret third thing#Vera: ay I think I’m gonna go kill god for my girlfriend u in?#ngl#I have a few runs I love but in terms of dynamics they (tracy route & nathan route) are maybe the only two who wouldn’t just either:#a) politely keep out of each other’s way; or#b) despise each other on vibes alone not even for any good reason#anyway#this is what they wore when going to offer tribute!#btw she got the stupid shirt for him as a joke and he unfortunately just grabbed the first shirt he saw#thicker than if#interactive fiction#oc#choice of games
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I've been rewatching IWTV and what's clicked for me were Armand's motivations for betraying Louis. On first watch I thought it was such a confusing and irrational thing to do. Now, obviously it was capital B Bad etc., but we all know that, boring question. But was it a logical (≠justified) decision to pick the coven? I'm starting to think it kind of was 🤔
The café scene is so heartbreaking, makes me kick and scream at the screen, Armand on his way to end it all and Madeleine asks why Louis doesn't want him to know how much he loves him, and Louis confidently replies, “he knows.” Reader, did he know? I feel like part of the tragedy is that it didn't really matter at that point.
Press pause on the betrayal of it all and look at the facts from Armand's perspective:
Louis is suicidal. He has an expiry date, the coven vampires don't. Louis is suicidal, the coven is forever 😂😂 To quote Lestat, “There is one thing about being a vampire that I most fear above all else... And that is loneliness. You can't imagine the emptiness, a void stretching out for decades at a time.” Armand asks Madeleine, “What will you do, in a few decades, when she throws herself into the fire?” and then finds Louis in a pool of blood, his wrist slashed. He voices this to Louis much later – when he has no right to demand anything from him, but the sentiment stays true – “You left me for death. Will I be on suicide watch for the next 1,000 years?”
Louis straight up murdered his previous lover. Now, we know it wasn't all that, but Armand didn't. Major red flag, anyone? “I killed him and he fucking had it coming.” And he DID, but that's beside the point, isn't it? Especially since we know Armand is just as capable of domestic abuse :') He knew that Louis wasn't the kind of person who would just take his shit forever. If you want somebody to trust you, don't let them know you took part in the murder of your ex, heartfelt advice from both of them.
Speaking of exes, Louis is SO not over Lestat. I mean, neither is Armand, they're such a train wreck of a relationship :D But yeah, Louis is not fully committed to Armand, denying publicly that they're companions, hallucinating his ex in the bedroom or while Armand is sharing his traumatic past and, most damning of all, refusing to join the coven.
From Armand's perspective, he's risking it all for Louis and Louis a) doesn't appreciate it at all, and b) refuses to do the bare minimum of getting along with his family. (If someone treated my daughter-sister the way Armand treated Claudia, I'd kill them with my bare hands, but Louis acts like he doesn't mind. Can you imagine me without the burden of her? :/) (and yeah, he could just leave his shitty cult, the same way they could have left each other during those 70 years. Shitty stability > loneliness, I guess.)
A minor point maybe, but the moment you know that Lestat is out there and wants revenge, that only adds to the expiry date part. Especially once Lestat is cooperating with the coven, because I imagine that while Armand is OP enough to fight the coven, all of them + Lestat might be a bit too much. Maybe Armand even hoped once Louis is out of the picture they could get back together? We don't really know what exactly was going on behind the scenes but Lestat's sheer existence is bad for loumand... It is what it is.
And Louis just... repeatedly ignores Armand's warnings. I mean, they both knew Armand was going to execute him that one time. They tried to make it work but Louis was living on borrowed time from that point. Add Armand's apparent MO of “everything I love must eventually burn down so I will take control of the situation by orchestrating the downfall myself” et voilà. He was given a choice and he chose.
And THEN he betrayed the coven for Louis at his most unwell. Iconic!
#knees deep in the betrayal script is it casual now#loumand my beloved <3#nobody does it like them and nobody should#iwtv#iwtv meta#u#I've been informed that the coven vampired used to have an expiry date before Lestat told them that rule was stupid. oh well#I want to clarify that I don't think any of it was Louis' fault#(except for keeping secrets from Claudia. that was extra stupid of him)#I just want to understand why A would do him that way.#and I say 'him' bc obviously he didn't give a single fuck about the claudeleines he just wanted them gone#loumand
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recently I've been so obsessed with prosenna, everything i see and search is only abt them help 💀
#prosenna#formula 1#classic f1#prosenna blog#classic formula 1#formula one#f1#f1 blog#alain prost#ayrton senna#no bc like i want what THEY have bro#imagine showing ur worst side amd seeing ur enemie's worst side and#STILL LOVING EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT#to the point of being so intimate and sharing a secret of yours that no one else knows#only the person u used to hate the most and trusting that they'll keep ur secret#and them actually being so loyal to you and not telling anyone even after decades 🥲#they're couple goals tbh
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I just realized nacho wasn't wearing his snake earring on the day he died and it's making me immensely sad all over again
#I know symbolically it kinda makes sense#mm said the reason he picked the earing was bc he was afraid of snakes#n keeping what u fear close instead of running away from it#is just really in character for nacho#but in the final scene he didn't fear anything anymore#he wasn't afraid his secrets about hector's stroke would be revealed#bc he was finally revealing them himself#so there was no use for the earring#but outside the symbolic reading the earring was sth nacho owned n liked wearing#it makes me sad to think he didn't have it....😭😭😭😭#bcs#nacho varga#ignacio varga#better call saul#bcs spoilers#better call saul spoilers
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hi! ive been talking in the dc server and with the help of some ppl, i’ve created a role swap au—in which the love interests and heroes switch roles. i hope you enjoy :3
roleswap titans au
leader: kory anders. (lives in gotham after being abandoned in the streets by her sister when they crash landed on earth. raised by catwoman. wanted a team to not only help the world but to not feel alone. for all catwoman’s strengths, emotional connections aren’t always her strongest thing. especially to a kid.) replaces dick grayson
report writer: linda park (gained super speed after recreating the accident that happened to flash to investigate what happened at star labs. she joins titans by claiming she wants to learn how to be a better hero but really… she wants to know their hero identities & uncover who the flash Really Is. will she use her connection to the hero world to figure out their identities or will she learn to be the hero she claims to be?) replaces wally west
redeemed hero: chesire (“saved” by roy harper. she initially refuses to work together with the titans but the more they live with each other, the more she thinks twice about not corporating. can she move past the path she believed she was destined for? or will the titans efforts be in vain?) replaces roy harper
atlantan: dolphin (quiet kid from atlantis. she wandered into earth after being attacked by atlantis’ army for her mutation, stranded and alone. it’s only by being recruited by kory anders that she’s learning to find her footing (or fins) in the world. is she capable of working together with the cast? find out) replaces garth (aqualad)
the bow and arrow: speedy (the one that “saved” chesire. lots of people teased that he only joined bc he had a crush on kory but really… he wants to help chesire. and he’s willing to do whatever it takes to aid her. he thinks being with ppl their own age would help them adjust and fit in) replaces donna troy
#dc#dc comics#dc roleswap#dc au#kory anders#starfire#starfire dc#the flash#linda park#chesire dc#jade nguyen#roy harper#speedy#speedy dc#dolphin#dolphin dc#fab five#dc titans#teen titans#im not sure what else to tag (ig their mentors?) but u hope u enjoy it :3#barry allen#catwoman#selina kyle#if anyone is interested in seeing their relationships w/ the other lmk (also. yes chesire/roy do become a thing trust)#as for other relationships… we shall see#just know that starfire/dolphin have alot of chemistry involved be it romantic/platonic bc they both understand what it’s like 2 be lonely#linda/dolphin/chesire also have chemistry bc linda wants to uncover all their secrets bc she’s curious meanwhile dolphin/chesire#want to keep their secrets under lock & key so. dolphin/chesire understand that desire while linda wants them out(tm)#roy would be starfire’s 2nd in command bc out of all the heroes he’s the 1 w/ the most experince w/ being a hero#chesire is better combat wise & linda/dolphin have more power but he has the most experience which the other 2 don’t
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CAPTAIN LEVI (リヴァイ兵長) ━ for victoria @tatakaeeren ━ from your animanga secret santa !!
believe in yourself, or believe in the survey corps and me.
#animangasecretsanta#shingeki no kyojin#snk#attack on titan#levi#levi ackerman#snkedit#anisource#shounenedit#animangaboys#amc challenges#my edit#hi victoria !!! tada im your secret santa !!!!#it has been so fun talking w u !!!#u are such a nice and cute person !!!#i hope ur having an amazing christmas !!#relax and eat lots !!!#i rlly hope we keep talking more in the future as well <33#anyways i had a lot of fun making this for uuu#i hope u like it !!!#it was hard choosing which chara to use but#i decided to go with the king himself *bows*#what a coincidence that its his bday today too FHDSFDFH
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