#and try again

[papabirdurskeks]

You know what, fuck being sad.

I'm gonna get through this.

[pokemon-ranger-bee]

Hello everyone!

My name is Bee (she/her) and I am an 18 year old ranger from the Kochav region.

I was a part of the Almia Ranger School class of summer 2024 and I am now an area ranger in special ops!

I'm still brand new, so please bear with me. I may be prone to mistakes, we're all human.

Feel free to ask any questions about me or my job and I'll be happy to answer!

If you're another ranger or just someone in general please interact! I need friends!

Anyways, stay safe, remember to drink water.

- Bee

PS: feel free to send gifts/mail! idm ^^

OOC

Other accounts

Main - @yakisobadayo

Object OC stuff - @janeyspelly

Misc art - @phantom-guide

[groupwest]

cries and wails

[insomniac-dormouse]

Recently discovered that coffee makes me normal

But only sometimes.

Like 40% of the time.

And when it works

My brain gets weird

So much more distractable

But like I’m doing this and moving around so-

Also I think it makes me sleep better??

And do a lot more hand shakes…

Is this how coffee is supposed to work

[gankmojo]

Getting caught pickpocketing a vampire, choosing death over jail time and torching the jarl's house and guards

(Still better than the time I got caught being a vampire)

[incessantlark]

made some icons of the pony crew !!

[rish-you-were-here]

Happy pride

[mochasucculent]

The gang all together 👍

Sketch v final + refs below!

First pic was reffed from My Own Private Idaho, which ended up being a really bad idea because this focal length was ridiculous to try and flatten out and match with the others lol

Second pic was obvi The Pieta by Michelangelo, but shoutout to my partner for suggesting the role reversal cause I was initially gonna draw Viktor in Jayce's arms again, but having it the other way around gave me the idea for the last piece where they're mutually in each other's arms and on equal ground in the composition

Third pic was reffed from The Blossoming Of Love by Miquel Blay! Had to move Jayce's hand to Viktor's shoulder because he was too yolked for his arm to fit between them lmao

[kameoclan]

So today I did not get the chance to get into the gym. And that's okay. Sometimes plans don't always go the way they should.

Stayed up until 3am doing laundry 🧺.....

So have that breakfast and find other ways to be active during the day!

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

[stemmmm]

more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great

[watmalik]

Wolverine being a confirmed boy kisser by Hugh Jackman.

[inkskinned]

this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.

good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.

sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.

so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.

one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.

[otto-doctavius]

old man in da shorty shorts

Bonus:

[visit-ba-sing-se]

me when i have to put proper citations: ugh this is so annoying who even cares what i do in the footnotes

me when i can't find a source because it hasn't been quoted correctly: i am going to track down the authors and they will answer to me. i will find out who caused this suffering. there will be blood.

[spacebubblehomebase]

I've said this recently, but I now think others deserve to know this as well: Mistakes are normal. No one's perfect and human flaws will continue to exist because... well, it's human. WE'RE human. But the only time mistakes can turn truly bad is if we never learn from them and we don't do anything to fix it right after. To atone from them, correct them, and admit to them. We did this thing. It sucks as shit. But what can we do to make things right again? Even if things don't go back exactly the way they were, there's always something you can do as long as you want for it. As long as you try. You're allowed to feel bad for them as feelings are also an expected and integral part of our human nature and is not something you should ever feel ashamed off, but remember also that you must not allow yourself to be ruled over by the guilt for so long that you never do anything at all and if you can't do it alone? There's no shame in asking for help either. Everyone around you is a human too and they live, make mistakes, and learn just as you do. So who better to help each other than us? We can only keep moving forward.

lots of times if I tell my boyfriend that I am proud of him for dealing with a situation, or that I'm sorry he's having to deal with a situation, he will say "no it's my own fault." meaning that he feels like he doesn't deserve praise or comfort for dealing with a situation that is his fault. (for example a financial problem caused or exacerbated by him having been too anxious or absentminded to deal with the situation sooner.) and I tell him this and I will tell y'all this, that I don't believe that. I think you are even braver and stronger for taking steps to deal with a mess that is of or partly of your own creation, because you have to cope with guilt and shame on top of the thing itself, and because you're fighting against the same ingrained dysfunction in yourself that caused the mess. that's like the bravest and most constructive thing you can do and you should be proud and I am proud of you.