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Lost track of time, 4am quick scribbly. He’s just cute. 😩
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#I’m really really out of it ahdidhddj#lost track of time so badly#and too tired to doodle something bigger#take this scribble it’s the first thing that came to mind#messy hair and glasses on Emmy is now my go-to#what a cutie I’m sorry
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Drawing Hornet everyday until Silksong comes out - Day 700!
Choosing not to do anything fancy for this milestone since 2 year anniversary is coming up soon anyway and would prefer the big artwork be done then. Also I’m too tired to do one lmao.
Some general updates and announcements below the cut:
Hornet’s Strange Adventures:
While initially my plan was to have the whole base game done by January, life likes to get in the way. I have made zero progress since my last major update about barely getting things into the game engine I chose. Going forward, it’s possible this project will not be done any time soon but it will happen eventually. (I almost sound as bad as team cherry lol). Progress will be a lot slower than I want unfortunately since I’m kinda burned out at this point.
Continuing Hornet Journal Series/changes:
So I’m still technically on this project currently. While at the beginning it was fun and ambitious, I can definitely feel the burnout from it too. I do want to finish this project to the end, but I refuse to make myself post it every day because that’s made me more and more upset about having to just get it done instead of enjoying it. So going forward with this project, I plan to only post Journal Entries about once or twice a week with large batches of entries in one drawing until it’s done. Even if it happens after my two year anniversary. (Though it’s likely it’ll still finish before then I believe.) This is just so I don’t get absolutely exhausted from this again.
General life stuff:
So I meant to mention this on my main but I was too emotionally exhausted to explain it and didn’t feel like to afterward. I member of my close family passed away a few days after christmas. We already knew this was coming so it’s actually why I took a break from my big project with the journal series around that time and haven’t been able to really pick it back up until now. It’s also the reason a lot of general doodles have been posted late and/or are not that high of effort. I’m just tired.
And this kinda leads into my next thing.
Taking an actual break:
1 month left. That’s how long I plan to keep doing daily doodles for. Once my 2 year anniversary hits, I’m no longer planning to post every day. As you can imagine, posting something every day for two years can take a toll and life has changed a lot since two years ago. I really want to move on to bigger things now and keeping this blog running at constant speed hasn’t allowed me to do that. So I’ve made the decision that I’ll be taking a long break from that.
Will I return to daily doodles ever? Yes, technically.
My plan is start daily doodles back up only when a Silksong release date is announced (if it ever is.) Ptherwise my art/doodles will be posted very infrequently, especially at the beginning when taking my break. For sake of mental health and creative burnout with this blog, this is the best decision I could reasonably come too
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But thank you all for your wonderful and continued support of this blog!! I look forward to the last official month of daily doodles!
#silksongeveryday#ssed#hollow knight#silksong#hk hornet#hollow knight hornet#silksong hornet#hollow knight fanart#hk fanart#hornet journal series#ssed hornet cyoa
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OK OK OK FOLLOWING THE PREGNANCY STORYLINE LETS IMAGINE ISHA IS HERE A CUTE FLUFFY THING WITH EITHER ISHA MEETING THE BABY OR FINDING OUT READER IS PREGNANT AND THAT SHES GONNA BE A BIG SIS
Our family
Jinx x Fem!Reader ft. Isha (plus a little bonus with Sevika)
Fluff
A continuation from the fic „My Everything“ https://www.tumblr.com/insomniadreamzz/772011828255621120/hey-how-are-you-i-wanted-to-request-gp-jinx-x
You still remember when Isha found out she gonna be a big sister, the way her eyes were literally glowing with happiness. Isha was mute but she expressed her happiness clearly, already doing little doodles of her and her sister together with you and Jinx. The way she put her little head on your baby bump to feel her sister kick, it was just too cute.
Jinx already set up some stuff for the little one, making sure youre gonna have everything you needed when the baby will arrive and soon it happened.
You can still remember how Jinx held your hand and never left your side. Singed, the only doctor here in Zaun also made an appearance to make sure everything went well. He wasn’t used to be part of something like that very often but he was glad he could help you out in that situation. Jinx kisses on your forehead and the way she encouraged you during that hard time, it was still stuck in your head how gentle and loving she can be and then it happened. When you first heard your little one cry, both of you shed tears of happiness, feeling relieved that everything went good. It was a little girl.
When you both got back home after that, Jinx immediately ushered you to bed, figuring you must be tired as you had your newborn in your arms, Jinx never leaving your side.
„Look how cute she is…our little one…“ She cooed, holding you close as she admired your daughter, making you smile so happily. „Of course she is, she is ours.“ You mentioned, looking into your girlfriend’s eyes. „What should we name her?“ You asked and Jinx already got an idea, something that she was thinking about for a longer time now since she knew you are pregnant.
„Powder.“ Jinx said, making your eyes widen in confusion, knowing it was Jinx‘s actual name. „Powder?“ You asked, Jinx nodding in response. „Yes. I want to have a good connection to that name now. Every time I hear it I have to think about myself when I was younger and…certain things happened but I want to forget that. I want to be happy hearing the name Powder and not feel triggered anymore by that name. She will be a better Powder, not like me. I am Jinx now, Powder died in me but we can make her be a better Powder than I was.“ You heard her voice crack a little, seeing little tears running down her cheeks. This really meant a lot to Jinx, you knew it. „Then she will be Powder.“ You agreed with her, using your free hand to caress her back gently, getting back her attention towards you. „Thank you my love.“ She said before placing a little kiss on your lips.
The moment got interrupted by little footsteps, it was Isha who curiously walked up to you, Jinx shifting to make space for Isha between you both. „Isha! Come here, say hello to your little sister.“ Jinx said, letting the girl slip beside you as she looked at the little one with wide happy eyes, her small hand gently touching Powder as if welcoming her.
„Now you are a big sister. You can show her everything when she gets a little bigger, cool right?“ You said, Isha nodding at your words, feeling really happy to be a big sister now plus she was excited to have someone to play with in the future as well.
You talked a little more this evening until all of you just fell asleep. Powder on your chest and Isha sleeping between you and Jinx, all cuddled up in one bed. It was a very peaceful moment. Jinx slept for the first time very happily and calm, the voices in her head not bothering her at all. She was truly happy for the first time and she won’t let anyone destroy this happy life she had.
The next morning Sevika was on her way to Jinx’s hideout, it’s been a while since she showed up, probably hanging around in the Last Drop or doing her usual work. Sevika knew Jinx from when Silco took her with him so she felt like she had to look for her every now and then, making sure Jinx was alright.
„Jinx where the fuck are-…“ She started but stopped immediately in her tracks as she saw Jinx holding a baby while you and Isha were still sleeping cuddled up together. „Where did that baby come from?“ She asked with a raised eyebrow, not trusting this situation for now.
„That’s my daughter which came right out of my girlfriend if you want to know.“ Jinx replied with her usual sassy behavior. Sevika didn’t want to know any more details, shaking it off as she stepped closer to Jinx, having a closer look at the baby. „That’s…really yours?“ She asked again, being a little bit shocked, Jinx nodding in response. „Yep! Does auntie Sevika want to say hello to little Powder? Or are you gonna chicken out?“ Obviously Jinx had to tease Sevika but the older woman didn’t let her make her annoyed as she just nodded. Jinx helped Sevika to hold Powder with her arm, the baby looking even smaller in her strong arm. „There you go.“
Sevika stared at the baby with a unusual soft gaze. „Aw…did you just say auntie Sevika?“ She asked to be sure. „Of course! You’re the only one left who’s like a family to me after Silco died.“ Jinx became soft as she said that, thinking it was about time to speak the truth to Sevika, making the other womans eyes water a little. „Silco would be so happy and proud of you Jinx.“ Sevika mentioned, making Jinx almost cry but she held back her tears. Instead a little tear rolled down Sevika‘s cheek. „Are you crying?“ Jinx tilted her head as she gazed at Sevika who just shook her head. „No I am not.“ She said, making Jinx chuckle in response. „Damn you are a bad liar.“
And with that both started chuckling.
#x reader#fanfiction#female reader#x fem!reader#short imagine#lgbtq#arcane#arcane fanfic#jinx#jinx x fem!reader#jinx x y/n#jinx and isha#jinx arcane#jinx x reader#arcane imagine#isha arcane#x female y/n#x female reader#fluff
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hey guys, went out of the comfort zone and i plan on doing it more !! i have something bigger comign soon too 💥💥 i just couldn't finis it, im too tired and will post it in a separate post !! HOORAY!!
and one whiteboard doodle with one of my friends ‼️
i don't know wht rhe colored doodle is scuffed, it's probablt because of the whiteboard one, it's okay just click on it
#smg4 fanart#smg4#smg3#smg34#smg3 fanart#smg4 smg3#smg3 and eggdog#smg4 eggdog#he doesnr like the dress#its okay he's gonna be used to it#magma board#whiteboard#doodles#digital art#my art#neofart#art#smg34 fanart
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2024 Art Summary!
Artist notes/ramblings under the cut
January - March: A lot of the art I did during this time was mostly doodles and sketches that I didn't post anywhere, but during this time I did start planning the test comic project for my story, Startrails!
April: Only art that I posted during this was the art of one of my Startrails characters, Mira.
May: I finished the test comic during this! It was a great practice to do and it gave me a lot of insight on what part of the comic process I should work on so it flows more smoothly for myself. And it was really cool to see my two main characters in a comic format qvq
June: On June, I wanted to do a bigger illustration to practice backgrounds more. And since I was in a Splatoon mood at the time, I went and drew a nice little scene of some inklings and octolings hanging out in the locker room before a match.
July: Artfight month!! I was team Stardust this year, and the art featured in this art summary was a character by @/artisticdragons. I'm honestly proud I drew as much as I did for artfight!
August: Earlier in January, I had started and finished playing Outer WIlds (along with the DLC) and around here was when the brainrot returned tenfold and had be in its clutches. This was one of the many silly doodles I did for the game
September: Major outer wilds spoilers for this art! But this here was the comic I spent a little over a month working on. A comic inspired by an Undertale quote that I felt really encapsulates Hatchling's journey. I also posted this on Twitter and it got noticed by both Mobius Digital and got a comment by Andrew Prahlow and I'm still losing my mind over that qwq
October: Outer Wilds DLC spoilers here! I drew a lot for October bc during this, I was participating in an Outer Wilds Inktober event ^^ This art was something I did as a little bit of a break from the inktober stuff. But also bc the DLC gave me a lot of feelings and I had to draw them out
November - December: During this time, the Outer Wilds server I joined created our own Nomai clan so I spent.. So Much time drawing mostly Nomai ocs djdfg. It was a lot of fun and I enjoyed being able to be silly with my art and participate in this group endeavor!
Overall, I'm proud of how much I was able to draw this year despite juggling a full time job that would usually leave me too drained and tired to draw. Some days it's still difficult to keep drawing but joining a group of creatives really inspired me to create for fun.
I'm hoping to continue creating art next year, maybe make more fanart of stuff I love. And absolutely hoping to draw more oc stuff, especially of my story, Startrails! :)
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A very nice Whirl oneshot, since I have noticed you like the guy. https://archiveofourown.org/works/7929196
I don't know if the author has a tumblr, but if you feel like making fanart, you could always drop a comment with a link to the art.
Also, what do you look for in fanfics?
Yeah guys totally not obsessed with him (lie)
ANYWAY!! Finally back with something that isn’t just a doodle. It’s pretty silly and I am working through my eepiness.
What I generally look for in fanfics is honestly just good old fashioned action OOR something so crazy and downright evil that will leave me broken. The fact that the bigger part of my fave characters are the ones with crazy psychological issues should be a big teller. HEUHE I LOVE reading shit that is so downright violent, evil, scarring and traumatising that I will never be the same again.
Other than that silly little ships that I like. I think I already said what ships I like in a diff post but II’m too tired to dig it up rn oh lordy. Maybe under #ships but oh well. I need to make dinner now. Bye-byes :3
#transformers#maccadams#maccadam#ask blog#tf fanart#art#whirl mtmte#mtmte whirl#idw whirl#transformers whirl#tf whirl#whirl#i love whirl#this my man right here#mhm#digital art#digital artist#idw transformers#transformers mtmte#idw mtmte
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Hi! I'm July(the person who had currently asked you abt this), I just wanted to ask if you could make a Yandere!Rodger x Reader fanfic? Make it any type you want!
Sorrryyyy if this one is all over the place- I’ve been in and out of being kind of sick so I this feels like a fever dream it probably was lmao
🔎 TWISTING OF FATE 🔎
YANDERE!RODGER x GN!FORENSIC!READER
CW/TW: mentions of death, crime scene stuff, gore, etc.
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The chill air of the night brushed over you, the wind thick with tension as you stepped closer to the crime scene behind Rodger. You weren’t new to gorey nature of the job as a journalist and forensic detective. But sometimes there were times it was just too much… not right now, though. This killing was tame.
Yellow police tape flitted in the breeze, and the sounds of voices of people being interviews mingled with the sounds of distant sirens.
You were stood by the police tape, notebook clutched in hand as you scribbled down details and doodled down a quick sketch of the crime scene. This was going to be thr headline of the week.
Just as you were putting the finishing touches on your little doodle, you noticed someone step behind you; it was Detective Rodger. He looked exhausted and tired of being here. And you couldn’t blame him, he’d probably been to three different crime scenes today.
“Good evening, Detective..” you greeted kindly, earning a gruff hum from the detective as he sipped some coffee… through his eye.
You still don’t know how his eye-mouth thing worked. But you’re sure you’ll find out. Someday.
You stood next to him, looking down at the crime scene, the blood stain left behind in an alleyway. “So, what do you think, sir?” You asked, trying to make some small talk…
“I think we’re looking at a bigger story than we thought… something dangerous.” he grumbled before looking at you with a softened gaze. “But you’re nto afraid of a bit of danger, now are you?” Rven though he didn’t have a visible mouth, you could tell he was smiling.
“No sir, I’m not. Besides, danger is part of the job… I’m sure I can handle myself.” You smiled back at him while turning your gaze back to your notebook and adding some info.
Rodger peered over your shoulder, watching you write down. “May I?” He gestured with an outstretched hand. You processed whag he meant and handed him your notebook.
He flipped through a bit to the recent crime scenes and let out a ‘hum of’ of approval. “These are quite nice. I’m quite glad they send you out here.” He praised and handed back the notebook.
“Thank you, sir.” You smiled back at him.
“Just call me Rodger.” He replied and turned his attention back to the crime scene, as did you.
After that day, an unspoken affection brewed between you two. You found yourself stationed by Rodger’s side more often nowadays—he’d been pulling strings behind the scenes just to get you by his side.
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On a rainy evening, you and the rest of the forensic crew were grabbing the last of the evidence, scraping every stone for some kind of DNA.
You sighed and put away the last of the evidence when Rodger came into view out of your peripheral vision. “Fucking— don’t do that!” You snacked his bicep playfully, earning a soft huff of amusement from him.
“Don’t do what? I’m just standing here.” Rodger mysef with faux innocence.
You simply replied by rolling your eyes and stepping under the yellow police tape and dusting yourself off. “Don’t play dumb…” you said with a snicker.
There was a moment of tense silence between you two, until Rodger suddenly asked, “Would you be interested in coming back to my office to continue this investigation?” It seemed like he didn’t process fully what he’d said either, as the glass where his ‘cheeks’ would be grew a slight rosy color.
You processed it before holding back laughter from his awkwardness. “Pff… Yeah, sure I will. I just gotta get some of this evidence on ice first, see you later.” You smiled and purposely bumped your arm with his.
And with that, you got into the back of the truck either the other forensic investigators, shutting the doors behind you before it drove off.
Rodger sighed wistfully and reached inside his trench coat, pulling out a small Polaroid of you with red hearts scribbled on the bottom.
The photo was of you working, it was long before you started coming to cases he worked on, long before he needed to pull strings with his rank.
“Soon, my dearest.. soon I’ll have the courage to love you properly.
#x reader#ask box#dandys world#dandy’s world rodger#dandy’s world Rodger x reader#rodger dandys world#dw rodger#Rodger x reader#yandere#yandere x reader#olin responses#sorry for typos#writing#fandom writing#silly ending#not proofread
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I just read your melvik headcanons, and I love them! They're just *chef's kiss*
Do you perhaps have some skyce headcanons for us?👀
Skyce! - SFW/NSFW headcanons ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)-♡
A/N: I've been itching all over to actually do the Skyce headcanons but every time I get lost in giggling and kicking my feet like crazy so instead of actually doing it I sit down to doodle them. I have like 4 other asks asking for Skyce headcanons and @acedragontype asked me also, so let's actually do it this time. Season 1 Skyce ONLY (Same as the Melvik ones, I assume exclusivity) headcanons because for season 2...you'll see, I have been working on something for the past three weeks. If I finish it will be so worth the wait.
Melvik version
Also THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO FUCKs WITH MY SILLY CRACKSHIP!!!
SFW headcanons
When Viktor first sneaks Sky into the Academy there is a period of time where Jayce disapproves of her involvement, especially because he thinks she is giving him the cold shoulder. Sky's first impression of Jayce is that he is a genius, although quite eclectic. That rubs her wrong. Mix that with the fact she is shyer than Viktor and these two get off on the wrong foot purely due to a misunderstanding.
The idea to incorporate plants as test subjects was Sky's. She spends about thirty minutes rambling about the ways the boys could use a certain strain of carnivorous plants, which forces Jayce to realise he had been a fool for ever doubting Viktor's judgement in hiring her as opposed to any of the Piltover pupils. When Jayce sides with her and convinces Viktor, their relationship becomes better.
Jayce helps in the botanic garden when the forge is too suffocating. It's a big and bright space and he can still use his physical strength to think and tire himself out so he likes it. Sky ignores that he prefers to do that job in the same way he does his forgery work - half-naked. She also ignores that it makes her heart flutter, constantly trying to remind herself that getting involved with the big boss is not good for anyone's resume, but he makes it VERY difficult on her.
They are quite oblivious to how close they are becoming because each of them thinks they have a crush on a different person.
Sometimes their age difference shows up in unexpected ways even though she's just two years younger than him. She'd make a trendy reference and he'd look at her dumb while holding his chin in faux thought (he has no idea what she just said. He's too much of a nerd to know anything 'trendy').
Ximena Talis LOVES Sky Young because she learns every dish Ximena teaches her and she is full of warmth and enthusiasm. She notices they have a level of chemistry but doesn't really say anything. They move in sync and they don't even notice, so Ximena thinks that if it's meant to work it will. They are both good cooks.
At some point, Sky begins spending more time with Jayce than Viktor simply because his schedule is fuller.
Both of them are cinephiles. Sky is certainly more pretentious than Jayce. He loves to watch all sorts of movies, and she has a more 'refined' taste. When their crushes didn't pan out they kind of thought they'd go through it together so they sat down to watch the Piltover equivalent of 'Mean Girls' (Sky had never watched it), but she was so sad she fell asleep on his shoulder. Jayce picked her up, carried her to his bed and slept on the couch (he too begins to ignore how much it makes his heart flutter in almost a childish way).
They are also very competitive at board games and Twister. Viktor and Mel usually tap out but these two will go on until their muscles are sore. Sky has better flexibility, Jayce is bigger so he takes up more space. She does cheat. She'd blow air into his ear or jokingly whisper something sexual into his ear to win. He never says anything because he's too busy blushing (she doesn't realise it has an effect on him)
She is almost like a shadow in public. It didn't bother him, but when he realised he likes her close to him he starts looking for her and gets frustrated and grumpy when he can't find her.
She finds his tick of rubbing his neck quite attractive, he finds her pushing up her glasses cute.
Despite looking very sweet, they bicker a lot over things that definitely don't matter cause they find it makes them run hot (especially before they ever make any romantic moves).
The one time he took her to a gala with him (Mel and Viktor did not have the time) she spent her entire time promoting the Hexpartners project. It was also the time they almost kissed but Jayce recognized he was too drunk and he was far too upright to take advantage of drunk Sky even though she consented. He takes her home while she giggles and tells him about how much she likes how he does different things and proceeds to list the most minuscule details about his behaviour.
They have been in the opposite situation as well. He has been drunk murmuring sweet nothings into her ear. She tosses it off to him probably mistaking her for Mel. (do you notice a pattern with these two?)
By the time they kiss, they're like kettles about to explode. Their first kiss happened at Jayce's apartment, during one of their weekend evenings. He wanted to show her the prototype of a vase for the flowers they use that could essentially water itself using Hextech. 'To make your life easier, you know. You already don't sleep enough.' he'd say and proceed to explain in detail how it works. She'd be so moved over the fact he thought about her, it would be an instinctive action, more of a peck and she immediately tries to apologise but it's difficult to apologise when a man the size of a mountain is kissing your apologies away. He basically crushes her into his arms upon the realisation kissing Sky Young is no longer off-limits.
There is no little spoon in their relationship because Sky sleeps on top of Jayce.
NSFW headcanons (now watch me lose my fucking mind)
Aftercare: Jayce Talis is the best aftercare giver in the game. He can get quite out there when he wants to pleasure his partner and that's not lost on him, so he makes sure there's water and something sweet by his bedside so she doesn't lose consciousness.
Body part: Those arms and slightly crooked smile could drive Sky crazy. Jayce loses his mind when she isn't wearing her glasses cause then she's bating those big doe eyes at him. When they fuck glasses are off no matter what. Also he takes off that fucking bun. He can't stand it. He loves to watch her curls bounce on top of him.
Cum: They don't mean to be messy, they promise they don't, but they are. She is on the pill, and although she tries to convince him to wear a condom that man has a creampie kink, there's no way she can convince him of anything. And one thing about Jayce Talis - he can be painfully convincing when he sets his mind to.
Dirty secret: They pretend like crazy in front of Viktor. They feign unfamiliarity but the moment he isn't looking Jayce would either sneak a hand around her throat, without any pressure or squeezing, just to prove he can and watch her expression grow stiff and frustrated.
Experience: Relative experience, they know what they're doing. Sky has had Zaun partners who've been quite...rude and rough with her so she can't really figure out how when Jayce is rough it feels good. Jayce Talis fucked bitches his whole life, I'm tired of pretending he hasn't.
Favourite position: If you ask Sky she prefers to feel his weight on top of her until it's suffocating, but Jayce loves when she clings to him so he prefers fucking her standing, while she holds on for dear life to his neck.
Goofy: they can be goofy in that Sky would get freaked if she's just hanging midair, but if the fucking is post argument it's deadly serious. She'll touch him a bit more, he'll squeeze a bit harder, a game that has to be won.
Hair: Jayce Talis grooms himself once every two weeks. He doesn't like hair on his face because it's not 'presentable' but he doesn't mind a well-maintained happy trail. Sky Young certainly doesn't mind it. She used to shave but switched to wax once every three weeks when she moved to Piltover, so some hair can grow but it's often little and more reminiscent of fluff than actual hair. Hair doesn't bother either of them, they're adults.
Intimacy: I've said it once, I'll say it again, they run St. Valentine's like the Navy. So they are very intimate. He'd steal a kiss when no one's watching, she'd rub his hand if he's nervous. That extends to their sex life. He'd whisper her worries away, she'd hold him impossibly close.
Jack off: Sky is a small hour of the night-pleasing herself type girl. Even if it's in her own apartment, she tries to keep very quiet, especially if her mind trails to his smile or his hands or his chest, like she is ashamed of how lewd her thoughts can become when it comes to him. Jayce is a rare mastrubator to me. He is more of a sufferer. He'd let the images run through his mind but would grip his working tools and go in the forge unless it was during one of those nights when she falls asleep on his shoulder or just looks at him for a moment too long, then he has to rub one off in the closest private space to be able to breathe.
Kink: Jayce is a pleasure dom to Sky, so overstimulation is a main kink. Another main of his is creampies, he loves to watch his cum trail down her trembling legs. He also has an unhealthy oral fixation (both giving and receiving). He likes to role-play situations in which she holds all the power over him and lets her do what she wants. Sky is not dominant by any means but she learns she enjoys to top once in a while. With time she develops a certain bratiness to her - deny his orgasm, scratch his back a bit too hard, mock him a bit, all in the name of her head being thrown on the pillow and fucked stupid. Oh, also both of them are really into shower sex for some reason. Really into it - wet and licking water off her collarbones, it turns them on.
Location: Jayce's apartment. Sky's is too small, he's too cramped in there they can't move freely. But Jayce's apartment is a sanctuary for both of them and his bed is big enough to toss each other around.
Motivation: If they argue, like actually argue, fucking is close. If Sky's cheating at a game, fucking is close. If Jayce rests his head on her shoulder and begins to nibble on the skin while she works, fucking is close. She's not good at expressing her needs explicitly but if she hooks a leg around him while they watch something, chances are she'll straddle his waist and kiss him without saying anything. It's embarrassing, but he doesn't need her to say it. He'll always ask her if she's sure and then they're off to the races.
No: He'll never in a thousand years take advantage of her nativity even if it turns him on, even if he finds her oblivious passion for her subject super hot, he would never ever take advantage of her boundaries. So BDSM is a no. She can do with him whatever, he doesn't mind, but he could not handle seeing her in pain. Even when she's asking for his hand around her throat, he never squeezes too hard like he knows he can and has done before. Sky is very strict about public PDA. Small caresses are fine, when her office door is locked it's okay, but nothing that could jeopardize their careers, reputations or projects.
Oral: Both of them have a thing for receiving and giving oral. Jayce would beg to eat her out if he has to, just to feel his nose pressing against her clit while she tugs on his perfectly ordered hair, moaning and pleading. Sometimes he'd eat her out to soothe his own unrelated frustrations. But there is nothing Jayce Talis loves more than to force Sky to sit on his face - suffocate him, hands wrapped around her thighs, pulling her as close to him as possible, pressure his head between her thighs, it's a sweet way to die. In return, he loves watching her work her mouth on him. She's far too good at sucking him off, it almost makes him jealous thinking she had to acquire this technique somewhere. In the beginning, he wasn't with deep-throating her, but as time went on he got comfortable with it. Watching her gag as spit and precum run down her chin and those pleading doe eyes looking up is enough to make him cum in minutes. He can fuck her for hours, but if she puts her mouth on him he's a goner in minutes. Sky herself loves watching him eat her out messily, juices dripping down his chin, cheeks flushed as he always grips her as if she's a meal he can't afford to skip. She also learns to ride his face properly for her own gain as he tells her to. 'Don't worry about me' is their mantra when it comes to oral. It's a good day if her nose is pressed to the hairs on his pelvis, eyes rolled to the back of her head from the stretch on her throat. It's also a good day when she gets to tease him about how weak he is to her mouth. He'd cut himself or just run a loving hand on her cheek and she'd bite on his thumb or suck on it slowly just to prove she can and then let him go back to his duties. It's the only form of public teasing she is okay with but it's more than enough for him.
Pace: On special occasions, it's slow, deep and filled with loving confessions and giggling, but more often than not it's messy, fast and rough.
Quickie: Not big on quickies. They like to take their time, to taunt each other physically, to watch their eyes grow droopy from pleasure and overstimulation. If it's too much or they need fast relief they masturbate.
Risk: Not very big on risks. Jayce wouldn't mind if Sky didn't mind as much as she did, but he respects her wishes.
Stamina: That man is a bull. And you know what? Sky Young can handle going for seconds and thirds. They're both athletic and healthy. They match each other pretty well.
Toys: I don't see them being really into toys. More like they both have a clothes kink - her underwear in his pocket/or as a way to gratify himself, his tie to bind his hands to the bed frame or keeping her socks on when she wears those wool knee highs people wear inside the house during winter.
Unfair: To be fair he teases intentionally more than she does, but she is a bigger teaser unintentionally - she'd fix his cuffs without him having to ask, or grab his face when he wants to shave and do it for him, sway her hips, if it's really urgent she'd kiss his knuckles secretly to help him calm down before a speech (it riles him up). His teasing is more gently picking her chin here and there, a remark in her ear, those types of things. He'd leave himself looking a bit shabby to tease her about always making him look properly good.
Volume: Together they are very loud. He loves hearing her under him, it's like a reward for a job well done. During those times he's still more of a moaner and broken cries type of dude. (looks at s2 Jayce...he's a different story)
Wild card: She has shown to work with his shirt tugged in instead of hers without telling anyone (all of hers were dirty). It trickles into Sky Young role-playing as a councillor, wearing only Jayce's councillor coat while riding him into oblivion.
X-ray: As a friend said Jayce Talis packs a weapon we are not ready to discuss. Is it more girth or more length, god knows, but Sky Young will tell you she swears it gets to her stomach and she's not a short tiny little lady.
Yearning: Pretty normal I'd say, a few rounds like twice a week. Whenever, even though they always yearn for the touch of the other.
Zzz: Both of them are quick sleepers. They are more morning people than night owls. They fuck, they cuddle, giggle about something stupid and in 15 minutes they're both out.
A/N: You know my inbox is always open for Melvik and Skyce thoughts.
#Arcane#arcane series 2#arcane fluff#arcane smut#jayce#jayce talis#jayce arcane#jayce smut#jayce fluff#jayce headcanons#sky#sky young#sky smut#sky fluff#sky headcanons#sky young arcane#sky arcane#sky x jayce#skyce#jaysky#arcane headcanon#arcane AU#arcane series#arcane season 1#smut#fluff
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Ahoy reader, I'm here to vent. My second favorite season is coming, outside the window the sky is showering washing away the sweltering warmth and it inspires me to do the same with my suffocating self, now in pre-mid life (33) and confuse on the direction, tired of all those coats I've put on my shoulders without consent of a self now lost inside the textile. I just spent 2 or more hours of a working day cleaning my tumblr page, I made all of my past drawings private. Doing so I retraced the 10 or more years spent in this platform through different life phases and artistic epiphanies. I realized how much I forgot of myself, especially the joy I had drawing my pictures in my sparetime. Since I remember I have always had a sketchbook and a trousse of pens and pencils on me, everywhere. During elementary, college, high schools, I remember long train trips filling pages with doodles and thoughts. I stopped filling sketchbooks around eight years ago, close to my diploma, I had countless short deadlines, many white nights and a lot of stress. But I still had school assignements and side projects with friends both done in traditional techniques. No more traditional drawing for me, but still drawing for side fun projects. The school trained me to be an illustrator, more than a comic artist. To experiment and test different tools, my favorite still are inks and gouaches. Life after school became all about comics. And comics, at the - fucking long- beginning of your carreer are 90% ridiculously poor payed. The reasonable choice I took to balance that with the time spent on each page was to learn to actually make them on photoshop, safer if you have to erase, remove pages, redo faces. I didn't have much spare time, but when I had I used it experimenting brushes and learning a bit better the programs while making doodles for myself. No, actually a big changement happened: social networks. Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram and all. Part of me was doing them for myself and in order to evolve the technique, part of me was doing them to display them online. The quest for the "likes" serotonin-dispenser just started.
Now, in bigger comic projects, with bigger life events, and less daily energy I have no spare time, I'm full into professional work. Written by someone else, I'm full time into someone else's world. Comics are already life-sucking, but a life-sucking project when it's not even yours it sucks even the ground under your feet. Now I watch, I don't see, I execute, I'm unable to observe anymore. So I don't post on socials anymore, I'm being consumed by them while consuming time, brainless, zombiengly lurking memes and other distractions from the void this job created in me. I don't remember what I like, what I want to draw, what I would write on a sketchbook and god how I miss traditional techniques, I miss having my own ideas, my personal vertical projects and my personal horizontal purpose, I miss the joy behind my work, I don't remember myself. I've never been consistent, nor obsessed too much on something. I've always be in love with the act of drawing, the state of mind you have while doing it, the beautiful line, the beautiful palette. Every subject could be nicely done. I deeply respect artists with the same style, experimenting inside their comfort zone, obsessed with a subject and pursuing it year after year after year. They are coherent, awhile ago they chose one only coat and they decide to wear only that, and year after year it fits them always better. I myself I'm much better than before in terms of style, composition, lines, narration. The appearence of my style is much more solid, the inside is void. My old drawings in this blog were impressive, they could tell the joy I had experimenting. The oldest ones, the traditional ones, were the happiest. My technical traditional skills were better than my actual digital ones and the soul behind each sketch was so alive! I removed the old drawings from my blog not because I'm ashamed by them. But because I had a pity looking at this decline over and over, I wanted a -maybe?- fresh start. Fall always offers me new resolutions and will for changes, now I'm imploding, I'm sick of memes, I'm sick of stupidities, I'm sick of my poor time management. I want to come back in tumblr because it was, to my remindings, the healthier of the social networks, the less silly (at least my dashboard), the more balanced in aesthetic and content. I want to try to let it help me venting or finding myself again, I guess. Are you experiencing my same sickness of the pointless time-sucking web?
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it WAS 1:30 am and now i've got finals in mere hours so obviously this is how i should be spending my time. behold: screaming and crying publicly over @get-rammed's montgomery gator doodles
starting off STRONG with this beauty:
THE FULL-BODY HUG???? THE SKIN ON SKIN CONTACT??? one thing you MUST know about me is that i am WEAK for when the bigger partner wraps themselves around their s/o WEAK I SAY
(also monty's nose????? it's absolutely darling and so perfect for his lil face)
KEEPING ON THEME WITH WERE-MONTY
specifically the face................ he looks so dejected...................so tired................ so sad...................baby has had a ROUGH night and i desperately want them to be better 😭😭😭 (the HAND HOLD???? THE TEAR STAINS??? AUGHH)
we already KNOW how i feel about this one after all i'm that motherfucker who was so consumed by this doodle that i asked ram if i could clean it up and otherwise go insane over it we already KNOW that this doodle has me on my fucking KNEES
again THE FULL BODY HOLD??????? THE SAD EYES???? HE HOLDS ONTO THEM LIKE THEYRE SOMETHING PRECIOUS 😭 monty is trapped in a life he pretty much hates and they've gotta be one of his only sources of comfort 😭😭😭😭 i imagine the anon has to pull wayyy more hours once monty becomes a glamrock so they're constantly exhausted but desperately wants to be there for their struggling friend and vice versa for monty (and how pissed monty must get w/the virus bc why the fuck should he feel bad for them when it's HIS life that got screwed over?)
everything i just said applies to this one too except with more melancholy bc it feels like when you have to wait for your loved one to fall asleep so you can slip away quietly (but, of course, monty is holding on, so he'll be disappointed sooner rather than later)
:(
MOVING FUCKING ON TO THIS NEXT ONE OHHHH MY GOD YOU GUYS PREPARE YOURSELF
THE SNOOT RUBS???? THE HAND ON ANON'S CHEST???? THE BLUSH????? THE WAY HE RUFFLES HOW OWN HAIR 😭😭 GIVE IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING TO BEAT UP MR. FAZBEAR ENTERTAINMENT HIMSELF GIVE MONTY HIS HAIR BACK!!!!!!
but seriously this one is just SO cute 😭 gator golf monty were such simpler times and it DESTROYS me knowing where they go from here :( ik both of them heal together in the end but they hurt so much between those two points AUGHH THEY DONT DESERVE IT 😭😭
GOING BACK TO WERE-MONTY
THE SHIRT??? THE SKIN-ON-SKIN CONTACT???? literally what else is there to say i rest my case moving on
THE CASUAL INTIMACY????? THE SKIN ON SKIN????? THE ANONS SILLY LIL SMILE AND ALL THE LOVE BITES?? look im down bad for monty as much as everyone else here but good LORD there's something so tender about non-sexual touch (esp with minimal clothing) 😭😭 its so special to me............. they're so happy to have each other i am ILL
iconic
SCREAMING AND CRYING THEY'RE SO SILLY TOGETHER!!!! LET THEM BE SILLY AGAIN THEY DESERVE IT!!!!
look at them they're up to MISCHIEF they're up to NO GOOD <3 and freddy is RAPIDLY APPROACHING (side note SWEETS??? 😭😭 i love all of monty's nicknames but something about "sweets" makes me AUGH................. it's so cute...............)
BONUS:
MORGAN <333333 WHAT A MASSIVE W TO TRANS-MASCS EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wouldn't wanna be represented by ANYONE else
feddy <3
last but not least the comment i left (with my user and pfp blocked out bc you don't get to know me like that) on part one of project starlight that strikes fear into me to this very day. ignore my spelling mistakes i was going through it
i would've also grabbed a screenshot of the monty plush bc i feel special every time i look at one bc ram thought my comic was cool and it instantly became a core memory but this post has taken LONG ENOUGH!!! SLAP A SHIPPING LABEL ON THIS BITCH AND SEND IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#im not gonna put like any main fnaf tags on here bc none of this is mine lmaoo#i also used this as my opportunity to spew my headcanons bc they're so special to me#anyway#thank god remaking the post didnt take more than an hour#the og one took like an hour and a half but i could steal all of the talking points#if i do manage to recover the original i'll edit it a bit and post that bc im sure its better than this one#REGARDLESS#i hope u enjoyed my incoherent screaming ram this is just the surface#this is only the stuff i can put into words#layer on a deafening amount of sobbing and rabid sounds and youll get the idea#im climbing up the curtains and ripping out carpet. eating grass if you will#I FUKIN DID IT YIPPEE#alr i gotta get ready to leave for class#time well spent i say#my post
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About your bandit trio...
I'd love to hear more if you have any or want to! I love madcom aus and ocs so much, they are the coolest.
Thanks! <333
Sorry for the late response!! I saw this late the other night but I was already tired and now I'm writing this later LOL
SO! I'm glad you asked! I'm a bit of a perfectionist so sadly I don't have something I drew that I like enough to show yet, but I can give the current lore summary instead to make up for it!
The Whole Gang
Douglas, Duffus, and Duncan. Much of what they do is really jokey, but in regards to the entire AU, it isn't supposed to overshadow the overarching theme of the story. It follows these bandits in their struggle for survival as they become pawns for a bigger story behind the scenes, their lives rewritten and their fate manipulated on the fly by an outside power.
Douglas
The eldest and shortest of the group, Douglas used to be much like the average cannibalistic and violent bandit living in the Outskirts -- that was, until, he met Duffus. Since then, Douglas changed his lifestyle drastically, retiring to a more peaceful way of life with Duffus in the Hovel far from where many other bandits live. He's still rather eccentric, but he's grown much more friendly and even dropped his cannibalistic diet to make Duffus happy. He trusts Duffus with his life and quite literally has several times before
Douglas often gets ahead of himself and drones on and on when retelling any story on his mind, which usually annoys everyone but Duffus. He gets lost in thought, often relying on Duffus to help him. Despite this, he's still intelligent, as he's able to navigate through tough situations if age or madness doesn't catch him first. He just wants to spend the rest of his life peacefully with his only companion in these wastes, as he's given up on a better future long ago. He's content with what he has.
(a doodle of Douglas and Duffus' current designs)
Duffus
Though Duffus is a G03LM bandit by affiliation, he's not a bandit brute. Unlike them, Duffus has maintained his friendly and polite demeanor even after everything life throws at him. Duffus was a servant in Nexus City before the outbreak, serving as a butler for his abusive masters. As such, zeds were the least of their problems when much of the masters' fleet of G03LMs revolted against them to take advantage of the chaos. Duffus, however, was unable to bring himself to join their revolt, and as such, Duffus was persistently bullied by the G03LM survivors even when years had passed and they had evolved into bandit brutes.
Douglas would find his battered corpse deep in the city during one of his rare supply runs, and he would go on to resuscitate him. Since then, Duffus has become Douglas' shadow, following him wherever he goes and ensuring his safety. Duffus didn't immediately become loyal to him the moment he was brought back from death, rather, their current relationship was a result of years of trust built over time and their strong bond shows it. Duffus doesn't speak often and usually tries to blend in with the background, an unusually stealthy skill he gained over years of solitude. By the time you hear him, it's too late.
Duncan
The newest addition to the bandit group is Duncan, a survivor who spent almost his entire life within the confines of the residential sector. Duncan is taller and much younger than Douglas (though Duffus beats him out on both). Duncan is a motorhead, having spent many years before and after the outbreak obtaining a motorcycle and repairing it with the hope that he could ride out far away one day and get the freedom he so craves. In the present day, he's finally ready to head out, but after an encounter with the MERC on the way out of the city, he escaped with his life at the cost of totally trashing his bike, forcing him to seek refuge with the bandit pair in the Hovel.
Unlike most survivors, who preferred to live up high and away from the dangers below, Duncan spent most of his time down there with the zeds and other threats using his street smarts to make it out alive. His method of survival involves being hard-headed and selfish, threatening and intimidating others to get what he needs, which unfortunately ends up seeping into his relationship with the Hovel bandits he met. They often clash especially since Duncan doesn't want to stay with them longer than he needs to, leading to him often stranding the duo in danger. Still, Duncan is the most experienced in combat of the three, giving the trio a much-needed man skilled with firearms. And, sometimes, just sometimes, he allows himself to be vulnerable and humble for once.
Mr. M
Mr. M is an enigmatic figure who pops up from time to time in their story. He's seemingly nothing more than a sentient zed merchant (though that in itself is still strange), but over time, the bandit trio learns more about the true nature of Mr. M as he's shown to potentially be a higher power of sorts, though his true identity is ambiguous. He starts as a source of rare goodies for the trio so as long as they accept to run his "errands". Eventually, these contracts mutate into something that the trio is unable to decline as they're forced to commit to more dangerous missions and learn more things they were never supposed to know. Mr. M is deeply knowledgeable about the hidden mechanics of Nevada, and he uses that to his advantage as his manipulations of reality begin to upset certain parties...
And yeah, that's it so far! A lot of this is still early in writing and design so don't be surprised if something changes, but this is the gist of it! ^_^
#madness combat#madness project nexus#madness combat oc#madcom#madness combat bandit#madness combat mr. m#I'm sorry I took so long to respond JHBERJHBEFJH#I also hope I didn't drone on for too long#I write a lot it's a bad habit lol
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A very rough sketch/doodle of the werehog au for sonic boom that I've had in my head for weeks now bc @wereh0gz sonic boom au inspired me to finally give some art to it 😭
Some base info- Sonic in the au is born & orphaned from a hedgehog mother and a werehog/beast father. His mother was of a high status family that neither approved of his father as it was and panicked realizing he was a werebeast, making sonic a natural born werehog. Through some fightin, his grandfather had successfully stolen sonic and abandoned him on a boat heading far away & his father was locked away due to what he is.
Sonic gets adopted by a tired, old mole mobian and hasn't discovered what he actually is bc his bandages used to prevent his formations due to actually being energy/power reducers- kinda like shadow's rings.
He meets his friends, has his adventures, all while not having "unlocked" his unknown self. He finds out about what he is from accidentally fusing with an enchanted moonstone that he was on a mission to retrieve from an eggman fan (whomst is much more menacing than eggman himself)- only going full werehog when the egg fan hurts him and tails enough to both scare and enrage him.
He realizes it wasn't just a power up bc he unfuses during the fight and just becomes a smaller werehog about the same size of knuckles. He has three werehog forms (biggest to smallest), Moonstone!Werehog , classic werehog from the games kinda, and then casual werehog which is his form when he's not stressed out. In casual, he tries to keep his bandages on to just avoid possibly becoming bigger if something ticks him off. He's kept the moonstone too but has tails lock it away bc it's practically attracted/attached to him and will force fuse if there's nothing stopping it from getting to him.
My au is very much not loyal to canon stuff 😔 but it's funnn for meeee
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic boom#sonic boom au#sonic au#sth#sth au#sonic the hedgehog au#rough doodle#Boom!Hog AU#OddityGoblity
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Safe Creator Spaces
I've kind of already mentioned this on Twitter and whatnot, but I'm just going to update here. I have been thinking a lot lately and more or less just in that phase/paranoia of posting anything about my personal art lately. I'm fine with posting commissions and such and really that's been my main showcase on any social media site over personal. I've griped a bit about that in the past too, but just a combination of things lately and mulling over what I'm wanting to do and how I wanna do it versus comfort and all these other things going on. I've fallen into the habit of just keeping personal art in "safer" spaces like for myself and private with friends and server because it just feels right and better for now. I don't know when I'll get out of this feeling or if I do and when I do how I'll showcase anything of mine, personally, online. Overall thieves and people programming certain learning systems are going to try their hardest anyways to be what they are: Thieves. It's inevitable for any creator no matter what type of medium.
I'm also just been asking myself the bigger questions of what makes me happiest when I do art and what I want out of it for my personal stuff. It's just been "getting it out of my head and making the time for it and for myself" which should be the ultimate goal at the forefront. Been lacking in that over the years and I'm also just on that fence about maybe just keeping commissions as the only media I post of anything related to my work whereas personal just stays private. Not sure anymore on it. Been going back and forth with it. I think about friends who deal/dealt with issues and they are either put on the side as a constant or still dealing with nonsense that it's one of those things that I don't know if I can stomach personally. I just don't tolerate that very well and more or less just tired of everything and tired of hearing all sides of to post or not to post anything. It comes down to when and if I want to do it. I'm content where I'm keeping myself and honestly just been more at ease with it without any pressures of upkeeping sites/marketing myself/etc. It's been easier because of just fixating on job and not letting it absolutely drain me because it's a desk job, but there are some days it does. When I'm home I'm getting into the habit of okay I'm going to indulge in something. Cooking, gaming or doodle or work on something that's already a wip. Like just not pressuring or forcing myself into something I don't have the mindset to do. Just do what feels right.
I'm rambling but overall I'm still around and such. Just being protective of my stuff.
<3
Weekends are too short!
#ashascadence#headworld#cest la vie#I'm just tired#so sick of the drama#so sick of thieves and the BS involved in all that#so sick of AI too#I'm just done
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I sure do be feeling a lot of bad things about my relationship with art these days lmfao, and I really don't know how to fix them and overcome them anymore.
It's like... there's such conflict about like... if you complain about the nature of social media people either are like YEAH!! or there's this weird thing I'm seeing now where people are getting mad at people bringing up the importance of reblogs as like attention seeking begging and shit like?? LIKES ARE NICE, I LOVE LIKES but like reblogs are how people actually SEE your stuff?
A like is like ah nice, scrolls past, a reblog is like MAN I WANNA LOOK AT THIS LATER or like it MEANT something to someone. But people act like that's so wrong artists are bummed out over engagement with shit lmao?? We're just selfish little hogs or something.
Or there's like this long standing thing about artists being bothered they don't know what to draw to get that engagement and people are like "DRAW FOR YOURSELF!!" like bitch, I been doing that because tumblr and twitter fucking drove that nail in lobotomy style - and it's making me sad because I feel like the more I like a piece, the SADDER I am when no one else engages with it or it's like 25 people??
Felix use to get alarming notes at times, now it's like feh, nothing? So, I tried drawing for fandoms I was passionate in - which got me a lot of people I care for, but also a lot of needless drama I hated and didn't ask for and that caused a LOT OF ISSUES when I even TRIED to stay out of it LMAO good LORD.
Even doing the Xig blog lately, I've been like okay I'm gonna stick with it because a WEIRD AMOUNT OF PEOPLE engaged with that poll I posted and I was like okay, that's a substantial amount of people who want that content, and even on the blog itself THAT poll was like OH. OKAY?? Because honestly, I feel like I'm on a weird blocklist or something or people don't like my art in the fandom so it's a weird place to be for me :))!! But I know people send me really sweet messages sometimes or sometimes I get amazingly sweet tag comments or people REALLY like an answer to something and it tickles their brain and that makes me happy but like??
I spend hours on that shit and it barely hits 100 unless it's a meme post usually and I dunno, I feel selfish all the time for being bummed about that. I'll spend days on some of them and be like SO PROUD and then just - the low engagement I'm like man, am I wasting my time? AM I STUPID? AM I TOO OLD TO BE HERE NOW, TRYING TO MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY? IS MY ART BAD? IS IT?? DO I JUST SUCK??? AM I NOT SELF AWARE??
It's weird how I see so many times people like my style or whatever, and like I know people still stick around for it, and I see so many artists post such GRAB BAGS of fandoms and stay strong in engagement and I just always feel like I'm doing something wrong or bad lmao?? Not supposed to talk about your feelings anymore, but also supposed to be engaging and personal on this here hellsite lmao??
I've been doodling shit at work and just feel tired all the time because I don't even want to finish anything anymore. I thumbnail mini comics that are like 5-10 pages of things that I think would be nice to do, I thumbnail out the backgrounds, thumbnail out bigger samples of poses and stuff and feel a little excited about how nice I could make it, and I just... know the energy put into it wouldn't be worth it because it'll be something I finish and am excited to post and no one will care.
Okay not no one, but like who is really gonna put fucking hours and hours of work into something that's gonna fall flat on it's face. I do that enough already! I over the last few years have posted so much stuff I was actually proud of and just felt....stupid for being happy and no one engaging with it. And then feeling more stupid and GUILTY because I'm upset about it?? LMAO LIKE WHAT KIND OF EMOTIONAL GARBAGE IS THAT?? And I'm barely online these days too beyond randomly scrolling shit to see what my friends that I barely feel relevant to talk to are doing in their lives nfjgkh I've lost all personalableness... that's not a word but we keep goin' lmao
It's like boy howdy, this kinda like ennui gets met with the whole ooooh two cakes and ohhhh but it'll be someone's favorite and blah blah - PBBT PBBTTT PBTTTT I GET IT!! But like, I'm sorry, I need more validation that I'm not wasting my fucking time. Because that's kind of all I feel these days is that I'm just wasting my time... which is sad. But ya'know some asshole will also be like "so stop" like thanks, thanks kiddo. That's the kind of shit I need I guess. Just stop. Just give up!
It's like, keep struggling, or just stop. Both options kinda fucking blow. But I've also tried to just stop caring about numbers and engagement - but I've noticed all my friends have slowly stopped posting art too. Busy and tired.
I wanna be excited to post art again, man. I miss when I'd post Marvel shit and actually have hilarious engagement and made friends and had fun conversations.
I miss when I'd post a Xig post and I'd see a tag and end up having a conversation in someone's ask box back and forth because I made some little easter egg or HC they were really into and were curious about more.
I dunno :)) bitching for no reason I guess. Shuts up and draws my stupid little pictures.
I feel like the only reason I keep doing art anymore is because I'm grasping some thread of hoping social media flops over again an engagement booms again LMAO - and also like, I have 3 patrons that ya'know. I'M FUCKING TRYING TO KEEP DESPERATELY LMAO.... Patreon pays for my fucking vet bills at this point and I'm obnoxiously thankful for those people but just fuck idk.
I'm doing everything wrong anymore it feels like but whatever!!
Maybe I just don't try hard enough lmao. Just not meant to be an online artist anymore. After 20 years, I'm still fighting this hard for mild engagement? What kind of fuck up, am I lmao holy shit.
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Wall-Saving Wonder: Encourage your child to keep their creativity within the book’s pages. It’s a much cheaper and less permanent alternative to your living room wall.
Creativity Unleashed: Whether it’s dragons, princesses, or unidentifiable blobs, your child’s creative genius will flourish. This drawing book is a safe space for all those wild, wacky, and wonderful ideas.
Future Nostalgia: In a few years, you’ll look back at these drawings and cherish the hilariously bizarre creations your child came up with. You might even find the next Van Gogh in your family!
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a/n. "the swing" has to be one of my fav paintings <33 shoutout to all my artists and drawing enjoyers :D
i got a little bit carried away with this one (maybe bc i like drawing as well hehe) but i wanted to thank you yet again from the bottom of my heart for 200 followers!! this is a small celebration post (yeah i know it's late but i was too tired to write it earlier). so enjoy and again - thank you for everything!!! <3333
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ bang chan — chan turned around when he noticed you haven't made a noise for some while now. soft smile formed on his lips as he saw you fell asleep. "aich, y/n, should have told me you're tired" he sighed and stood up with intentions to put a blanket over you. his brows furrowed in curiosity as he saw your opened sketchbook. "so that's why you wanted to go to the studio with me...?" chan asked himself, putting away your pencils and then gently took the sketchbook. his eyes wandered on the page that was full of sketches... of him. even though he felt bad he just couldn't resist to take a look on the other pages. his smile grew bigger and bigger each time he saw a drawing of himself. most of them had small titles like my love, bang chan in action, sleepy bean bang chan. he put it away in safe place and kissed your temple. aich, you're so adorable.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ changbin — he knew about this hobby of yours but he never really saw any of your drawings. one day, he was teasing you about him being your model. "i know you love me, y/n but don't try to hide my handsomeness" he kept on smirking and flexing his muscles. while you drew him, he adored your focused face - slightly knitted eyebrows, poking the tip of your tongue out, eyes fixated on the paper just to take a glance at him after a while. after way longer that he imagined, you stood and came up to him. "come on, show me!!" changbin wiggled in place and pulled you closed by your waist with one hand and took the sketchbook with his other one. his jaw dropped. "do you like it?" you asked quietly, noticing how silent he went not for long though "i tried to do it 1:1 but you're just too handsome" you added. "YAAAH Y/N" changbin yelled, pulling you onto his lap with the biggest smirk ever "i love it. i'm going to keep it on the wall above my bed. you're so talented!!". from that moment, he's your model
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ lee know — "aich, y/n, why are you so quiet?" lee know tsked, putting his hands on his hips. you swung your head up and slammed the sketchbook. "me? i was thinking--" you started and saw this mischievous spark in his eyes "minho, no-!". too late. like a predator, he jumped onto you and grabbed the sketchbook. with a victorious smirk he plopped down and flipped the pages. his teasing look on his face was quickly replaced by awe. "you drew this?" lee know asked, still looking at the drawings. you nodded. "all of them?" he asked yet again and finally saw the drawing you were doodling moments ago. he looked up and even though the shit eating grin formed on his lips again, he couldn't hide the respect and admiration in his eyes. "yaa, should have told me you want me to pose for you" lee know teased, taking a quick glance of your sketches of him during practice before you took your property back. "would you agree?" you hummed. "hmm... no" he giggled but you both knew that his answer was a lie.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ felix — felix heard a grunt and turned back to take a glance at you. "is there something wrong, angel?" he hummed, putting down the bowl with cookie dough. "no!" you yelped quickly and turned off your phone. but felix knows you way too well. he came up to you, sitting on a couch with your legs on it, knees bent and something leaning on your thighs. "well...?" he asked, laying his chin on your knee. "it was supposed to be a surprise but... i wanted to draw you but this photo is so blurry..." you mumbled and threw your phone over to him. "i'm literally right here, you should have asked" he giggled, flicking your other knee softly. "i know but... you're busy plus as i said... it was supposed to be a surprise." you sighed and looked up "that's a good angle you're in right now, actually". "see? now, you can draw me as long as you want. you can give it to me later, so it still remains as a surprise. deal?" felix hummed and you nodded. when you drew him, felix couldn't prevent a huge frin forming on his lips. you were so passionate about it and so focused!! he couldn't wait to see the drawing.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ han — "...so i thought, why not? also i need to pee really, like reaaalllyy, badly. be right back!" han announced and before you could giggle, he was gone on his way to the bathroom. you weren't on a date in public for ages and so far it was going so fun. to kill your boredom, you took out your sketchbook and a pencil and started doodlng random objects. this task absorbed you so deeply that you didn't even notice that after 45 minutes han was back. "yah, y/n! i was gone for so long and you didn't even notice?! what if someone kidnapped me?" han sighed dramatically and sat on his seat, taking a glance at your sketchbook. "well, did they?" you giggled and put down the sketchbook on the table. "no. but i did struggle with the sink and met some stays over there" he smiled "by the way, what got you so busy?". you looked at the sketchbook and scratched your neck "i was bored without you". "may i-...?" he asked, pointing at it. you nodded and drank the rest of your tea while jisung's face turned serious. "what?" you asked and your heart skipped a beat when you remebered that you had some sketches of him in your sketchbook. "what? y/n this is... this is art! i'm amazed! wait... that's why you sometimes get so quiet all of a sudden... woah... i'm really impressed!" he said and you could see it written all over his face that he's telling the truth "and hey, if you need a model - i'm down!"
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ hyunjin — "hey, hey... we all know i'm the best artist here!" han puffed out his chest and grabbed the crayons. maybe planning a small activity for them that included drawing wasn't the best idea. "han i can't focus. stop talking" hyunjin grunted and with that everyone got to work. as expected they were finished pretty soon - only you and hyunjin still working. "that's so boring. i'll go grab a coffee" seungmin sighed and left. lee know rolled his eyes, knowing he has to stay since he volunteered to be the model. "what's taking you so long?" he huffed. hyunjin was about to announce he's done when he took a glance at you. full on focused, lips slightly parted... and your drawing. he let out a yelp and you looked up, confused. "y/n?! since when you're so... good??" he asked which caused lee know to walk up to you. other members came back and saw the curious glances of hyunjin and lee know on your work. "you're grading already? that's not fair, we weren't here-- woah!" han stopped talking when he saw your drawing "okay, i know who won!". you blushed and looked at hyunjin who was fighting his best not to grin. he was so proud of you and shocked at the same time. but hey, now you two can draw together!
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ seungmin — "can you go to sleep, please?" seungmin suddenly mumbled and you let out a yelp "what are you even doing up so early? or should i say- late?". "sorry, gosh. i thought you wouldn't wake up. i'm finished already, don't worry!" you said and put down the sketchbook on your desk. "that doesn't answer my question" he grunted and frowned. "well uh,, i was drawing you. i couldn't sleep and you're just--" you started but weren't meant to finish. "show" he said with closed eyes and hand raising from under the duvet. you handed him the sketchbook while he put on his glasses. as you slowly returned back to the bed and buried yourself under the duvet, he analysed your work. "what?" you asked. he shook his head and put down the sketchbook along with his glasses. "nothing. you're very talented. it's very nice. a bit weird to draw me while i'm asleep but it came out great. just..." he yawned and turned off the light, laying back "... don't do it at night. you're gonna ruin your eyesight". "will do. sorry. love you, good night" you chuckled as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ i.n — i.n fell was playing on his phone while laying between your legs. you were doodling something, he was focused on his game = silence. the members got confused by this silence so han was sent to check up on you. he did it so quietly that you two didn't even notice. he took a picture and sent it to the groupchat, running away from the room. i. n checked it instantly and frowned, zooming on you. you looked so focused and yet so passionate. "hey, can i see your drawing?" he asked and turned off his phone, raising his chin up to meet your eyes. "why-? i mean, sure." you chuckled and gave it to him. while jeongin was flipping through the pages with curiousity you started playing with his hair. "woah, y/n... your drawings..." he sighed and you noticed he stopped on that one drawing of him while he was sleeping "they are so cool, what the heck?! do you have more of them? and why i didn't know about them?!" (while i. n was hyped about your skills, bang chan in the other room was crying over how adorable you two are)
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