#and to remember where ive been bc im starting to forget

[spncvr]

scott street | remus lupin

summary: You return to your childhood home. Remus, your past love, unexpectedly returns. (based on the song scott street if that wasn’t obvious)

pairing: rockstar!remus lupin x fem!reader (3rd person oops sorry)

warnings: is this.... angst?? idk but hurt/comfort!! no use of y/n bc i cannot write that and not die a little, and my terrible english i'm sure i mixed all the tenses up here guys sorry im tryinggg,, this is lowk cheesy as hell i feel like... LMAO

a/n: i was sick so i didn't go to school tdy but i wrote this banger oneshot (its 2,4k words can u belive?? longest thing ive ever written in english)

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Walking Scott Street, feeling like a stranger

With an open heart, open container

THE SUN SUNK behind the many leaves which hung lazily on the branches. Through the old sheer curtains, the breeze blows faint whispers. The room is tinged with a familiar feeling; as if the concrete used that constructed this house is laced with memories from the past. The memories all flooded back like tides in a vast ocean, rolling back and forth as they brought back recollections of days gone by.

This was where she had grown up. The small backyard, the one with grass that had used to touch her ankles, was where she had first learned how to do a cartwheel. The bed, unchanged since she had left, felt almost ancient. She remembered the time she had faked a headache to skip school and had spent the whole day in it; back then the bed had felt like the only place she had wanted to live in. 

This was where she fell in love. So much in love, that she could not seem to pinpoint the exact moment she had ever fallen out of it. Maybe she never did. But it didn’t matter. Not anymore, at least.

The room’s walls are bare, and the old, washed-out wall once covered with posters of her favourite rock bands, no longer stands amongst the antique wallpaper. But his pictures were there. Their pictures. It seemed as though they were taunting her as it was propped up on the small table beside her bed. She picked one of them up, one that had stood out to her the most, and gazed at it.

She grew up without wealth. That was clear from the photo, where her top was much too big for her. Maybe it was her father’s; she can’t remember. But that hadn’t mattered to him. He had his arms around her shoulders and a smile on his lips akin to those she’d seen of him on posters and TV screens. She missed when he’d shown it just for her to see.

I’ve got a stack of mail and a tall can.It’s a shower beer, it’s a payment plan.

She tries to remember the moment or event that had taken place where they had taken the picture. And she almost forgets. It caused her to quickly put the picture back down, and a loud thud resonated between the calm sounds of home.

How could she forget? She felt like she was losing too much of herself. The part of herself that had lived here, one that had loved so freely and so openly, was slipping away so incredibly quickly—and suddenly she understood why her mother had cried when she chose a university so far off. She had almost forgotten a part of herself—a version of herself, that she seemed to have missed the most.

She sits down on the edge of the bed, still close to the picture she had put back down, only to look at it again, this time from afar. 

Of course, she remembers this moment. It had been her birthday, and he had taunted her mercilessly, telling her how she was just as old and frail as he was since she had always made fun of him for having his birthday at the start of the year and hers so close to the end. This may have contributed to the small roll of her eyes in the photo, but she was unable to control the grin that had painted itself on her lips. She can’t remember the last time she’d been so happy. Joking about being so incredibly old while being so young. She’d have given everything to be seventeen again if it meant being seventeen with him. 

Behind the picture, she had been staring at, was another one. And this time, she didn’t forget because, try as she might, she couldn’t.

She can’t seem to let go of the memory of the first time he kissed her, after a gig, a small one that he held with his mates at a pub not that far from here. She remembers how his skin was alight with adrenaline, and his gaze piercing. She couldn’t forget the moment when he told her that she had always been the one he loved not long after the picture, somewhere outside the pub, where the crisp chilly November breeze did not win against his palm that rested against her cheek.

Not long after, when he had brought her back to his, when he had kissed her silly. When she had realized that she really loved him too, and when the realization had hit her so hard, she had to loop her arms around his neck to keep herself upright, when there was only quiet in the house and all that could be heard was her gentle laughter and his sweet nothings, he had whispered in her ear so quietly, almost as if it were a secret, I would have been content to love you from a distance.

There, they were eighteen, fresh out of school and without the slightest idea where they’d go next. She had occasionally pondered what would have happened if they had more time, if they hadn’t both been so foolish, or, if they had both recognized how much it was they felt for one another sooner. But doing so would have made the parting even more painful than it already was. That was something she didn’t like to imagine.

She sighs and leaves the room. She needed to breathe.

Do you feel ashamed, When you hear my name?

ADMITTEDLY, REMUS DIDN'T think he’d ever come back. To Wales, yes, of course, it was his country (now more than ever). But not to this house. Not to her house. He couldn’t ever think straight, not when he knew that she was out there somewhere forgetting every minute detail about their past, and not when the love she’d once felt for him had long gone. But here he stands. 

He’s overthinking this. She probably isn’t even home.

She’s always told him when they were young that she wanted to leave.

One day, she had whispered to him in the darkness, when they were six, her favourite stuffed animal tightly tucked between her arms, one day, we’ll be far away. Remus can’t remember whatever caused her to tell him this at such a young age, with such strong conviction. He thinks it was probably something silly—a classmate’s admonition that some activities were simply reserved for boys. Or maybe it was because her parents had refused to let her get ice cream after she’d finished all of her green vegetables (all that suffering for nothing, really). But the mindset had continued to stick in her mind; an ember of determination that refused to fade away.

One day, she says again, when she’s thirteen because her teacher had failed her in her first ever physics exam, one day this won’t matter. I’ll go. I’ll leave. She had said it so firmly and so surely that it scares him sometimes. Because, really, they’ve never been anywhere but here—so sometimes, he asks his mirror, pretending that she’s staring back at him: What if it’s just the same? What if it’s just as bad?

One day, she says again, when she’s seventeen because she has been looking at universities far off and away from Wales. He’d watch her as she’d stare at the campus pictures on the brochures their school had offered and study the student’s bright wide smiles, and sometimes, he wondered if she ever pictures herself in those hallways, with a group of new friends—she’d be the smart one, the witty one. Sometimes, Remus wondered if she ever pictured him with her as she told him with the biggest smile on her face: One day, I’ll be there. Anytime soon.

She’s never liked it here. That much was always clear to Remus. Her books were the sole bright spot in her otherwise (as she put it) bleak existence. Always arranged in a way that only she could fully understand within the small bookshelf she had bought for herself with her first paycheck when she was saving up for Uni. Often, he wondered if she had brought them with her when she had left or whether she had left them here. No longer feeling the drag of her fingertips against its words. Abandoned by its only reader. 

And for a while, he had thought that he’d given her another reason to love the place they’d always called home. But he left her. So why, then, would she ever choose to stay? Books could only last for so long.

Just knock, he curses to himself. Say hello to her parents. Tell them that you wanted to see how they were doing. 

And just when he’s about to finally get it over with, the door opens.

And she’s there.

She looks different. Hair cut short and brushed neatly. Her clothes fit her nicely. It feels kind of jarring. He doesn’t really know what to expect. He’d been half-expecting to see the girl who had her hair always tied up in a ponytail that didn’t do much, with the amount of hair that was always falling out of it or the girl who wore oversized band shirts that belonged to her father, along with the sneakers she’d been using ever since her feet had stopped growing—the girl who was so full of life it felt nearly impossible not to love her. It was silly, really. Of course, she’d changed. It’s been four years. 

“Remus?” she asks, her eyebrows furrowing, “What’re you doing here?”

He opens his mouth and closes it again. What was he doing here?

“I’m—” he starts but pauses for a while to come up with an answer, “I didn’t know you still lived here.”

“I don’t,” she says, plainly.

“Oh.” he breathes, she’s always been forward, “Well, I’m here for holiday.”

“Yeah . . . yeah me too.”

He rocks on the heels of his foot back and forth, “I just— wanted to know how your parents are doing.”

She purses her lips, “Oh. Well, Dad’s doing alright, I bought him a bunch of LPs—some of them yours, actually. And Mum’s still trying to get used to me being back here. She’s cooked a thousand meals.”

“That’s good to know,” he nods, smiling, because sometimes, she has no idea the effect she has on people. “I’m glad they’re alright.”

“How’ve you been?” she inquires, “Heard you’re not doing too bad in your band thing.”

He laughs softly, “It’s been alright.”

She smiles, for the first time he’s talked to her, and shakes her head softly, “Modest as always. Send the lads my love.”

“I missed you,” he tells her. And it spills from his tongue so quickly, before he could even think about it. She needed to know, somehow, that he couldn’t shake her off his mind. He played for her, wrote for her and of her. And sometimes, when he woke up in the middle of the night he swears he could feel her shadow brush his hand, he hoped and prayed to whatever God that was making him feel so incredibly homesick, that she’d been listening to the songs he’d written.

He could only hope that she’d understand the undertone of his words.

She looks at him with this look that seems to pierce through time, reaching back into the past, unwanting to let go. Then, there was this beat of silence; one long enough for him to hear everything that had been left unsaid.

She looks at him, her honey-laced lips slightly parted. “Do you want to come in?” She sounds hesitant as she steps aside, letting him through.

He nods as he follows her in.

The house felt achingly familiar, yet everything felt and seemed different. The walls were the same colour, and the couch that had always looked somewhat old still stood in the exact same place it had four years ago, with new cushions adorning it. The air felt thicker. She always had that effect on him, he supposes.

“Tea?” she offers, a smile playing on her lips, as she leads him into the kitchen.

“Always,” he replies, trying to keep his voice steady.

She turns her back to him to make tea and he feels like he’s missing her all over again. He’s watching her move, taking the tea kettle and suddenly he’s sixteen again, when he’d brought James, Sirius and Pete here because they’d had run into trouble with the police—well, admittedly, it was just James and Sirius, but the four boys had never failed to stick together—and the first thing she’d asked them when she saw all four of them at her doorstep late at night is if they’d like some tea.

“How long are you staying?” she asks, back still turned. “A few weeks,” he says, “Got a bit of a break before the next tour.”

When she handed him a cup, he noticed how even her arms and the tips of her fingers had changed. She looks good, beautiful. 

“So, how’s life been?” she asks, taking a sip.

“Busy,” he replies, “Touring, recording, writing. It’s a lot, but it’s what I love.”

“I’ve been listening to your music,” she admits when he sips her tea. It’s exactly how he likes it. “It’s good, Remus. Really good.”

Remus looks down at his shoes, “Thank you,” then, “I’m sorry.”

She frowns, “What for?” “For leaving,” his voice, barely a whisper, “for everything.”

“Oh, Remus,” she sighs as she puts her cup down on the kitchen counter, “no, you had to go. It was your dream—I mean, look at you. You’re doing so well. I’m so proud of you.”

“I’ve missed you,” he says again. Because she had smiled at him the same way she did all those years ago in that pub.

And this time, she says it back.

They spent the rest of the day talking and, at times reminiscing, catching up on their lives, and it felt like no time had passed, like they were the same two kids who had believed in forever. As the sky turned dark, and the light from the lamp in the living room spilt against the floors of her house, she had looked at him—that same look she had always given him five, six years ago before asked him, quietly:

“Will you stay?”

Remus smiles, his heart full, “For as long as you’ll have me.”

Anyway, don’t be a stranger

likes and reblogs r appriciated! <3 also i just learned what a taglist is,, so lmk if u wanna be included in my remus one :D

[morganbritton132]

ahhhh i just spent the last three days reading every post on the emtts tag and im in love with your whole little universe. i kept meaning to make a list of all of the little things but i kept getting distracted and forgetting so i only started at april 18th bc i NEED (subject to your willingness to expand/care act this particular part of your universe) to hear more about all of the little stories of steve getting arrested (particularly hopper arresting steve?? and them breaking into steves parents house?)

thanks for this amazing space!! you’ve made a universe that ive been thinking about constantly and that expands on the characters in such a beautiful mundane way, its very cool!!

ps i just read one of the follow ups in the death threat part where steve admits he doesn’t want to stop teaching bc dustin asks eddie about it and i think im about to cry holy shit

pps on the death threat part with diane oh god. like just steve having to figure it out in front of her and her explaining to him and him admitting to just not being ok i just

First, thank you so much! This is all so very nice of you to say and props for getting through everything in three days. It is quite a bit! It’s honestly amazing how much has been written in such a short amount of time. I’m only going to cover Steve getting ‘arrested’ and I’ll touch on Steve and Eddie’s breaking and entering at a later date.

Steve started having seizures a little after they closed the gate on the Upside Down for good or, well. They started noticing that he was having seizures after they closed the gate. It was heavily implied in the undertone of his doctor’s voice that these seizures were likely going on for a while and that they likely not going to stop anytime soon.

Steve took this news as well as anybody could.

Everybody was kinda waiting for him to have a breakdown over it, but it never happened because Steve was – well, he wasn’t fine. Obviously. But it is what it is, right? If the worst thing to come out of all this Upside Down stuff is that he’s a little dumber than he was before than how could he complain?

Max was learning how to walk again.

What Steve didn’t take well was his doctor telling him that he wasn’t allowed to drive anymore. In fact, he did not take that news at all. He completely ignored it, and he ignored the looks that Robin when give him when he drove himself to work, and he would say, “It’s not like I’m driving the kids around or anything. It’s just me.”

“And that’s supposed to make me worry less?”

“I pull over if I feel weird.”

He wasn’t actually driving all that much anyways. Robin got her permit and Eddie got the all-clear to drive again, so no one needed to rope Nancy into lecturing him about ‘the dangers.’ He didn’t need Dustin’s complaining or Eddie’s ‘hey, maybe you should listen to them’ or Joyce stopping him on his way out the door. And he didn’t need Hopper.

Steve was learning to accept that sometimes he needed help. He was doing better, but Steve practically lived alone despite the jokes people were making about him being at Eddie’s all the time, and he wasn’t going to bother someone just because he needed toilet paper.

Steve was sitting in his car outside of the Fair Mart, trying to remember why he needed to go there in the first place, when there was a knock on his window. He startled and blinked hard twice before looking over at the drivers’ side window. He frowned.

Hopper was standing there and he looked annoyed. He gestured for him to get out of the car and Steve frowned more, fumbling with his seatbelt before pushing the door open. For lack of anything else to do once he was out of the car, Steve said, “Hey, what’s up?”

Hopper frowned more like he was annoyed with Steve which was, in itself, was really annoying because Steve didn’t do anything. He was just here to buy… He was here to get… Wait. “Huh?”

Hopper sighed loudly and repeated himself. Slowly. “Give me. Your keys.”

Maybe it was Hopper’s tone or maybe there was some stock in what his doctor said mood swings, or maybe Steve was just tired of everybody treating him like a baby that needed taken care of and watched. Just when Hopper reached to take the keys out of his hand, Steve shoved him away.

Everything kinda blurred at the edges and the headache that’s been wedged in the corner of Steve’s jaw pulsed. He didn’t really take a breath until Hopper shoved him against the hood of his car.

Hopper cuffed metal around his wrists and said, “Good going, Harrington.”

Steve yanked on his arm and snapped back, “You’re not even a cop anymore. You can’t arrest me.”

“Call it a citizen’s arrest.”

Eddie laughed for four minutes of Steve’s five minute phone call at the police station. He laughed so hard that Steve knew that he was holding his side where the bites were the deepest because they were still tender, and Steve just rolled his eyes, “Yeah, yeah. Yuck it up. Are you gonna get me?”

“Hm, yeah,” Eddie grinned through the phone. “Yeah. It’s a little ironic that the Prom K-“

Steve hung up the phone.

The ‘charges’ that Hopper (not a cop) threatened to ‘throw the book at him’ for were driving without a valid driver’s license. There was a part of Steve that knew that this was all just for show to teach him a lesson, but still argued that he had a valid license because no one took it away from him, and actually, “This is false imprisonment, right? Maybe I should call my family lawyer.”

It was even more annoying that Eddie – rolling into the building smelling like weed an hour later – agreed with Hopper. 

[coffeesleep-ooc]

Binghe nicknames

Today im reflecting in LBH’s nicknames, like, SQQ’s nicknames for him, fandom nicknames for him and SQH’s nicknames for him

why you ask? Because my brain is full of sv brainworms, that’s all

Now, this may have some inconsistencies bc it’s what I believe and im by no means chinese…let’s start with the most common ones to name a small Binghe

We have things like bingbing, binghe, white lotus, little sheep and bunhe. The first two look fairly straightforward no? From what ive seen, in chinese using a character of a person’s name repeatedly like this denotes a cutesy way of calling them, and calling someone by their name alone (as long as it has enough characters for that) is a sign of being close. LBH obviously loves SQQ calling him Binghe, nobody else gets that privilege! Even NYY calls him A-Luo and not Binghe, even though that is another way to denote closeness, I don’t believe its the same for him!

let’s go with bunhe, this is (as far as i know, do correct me if im wrong) a fandom’s name for the lil guy, im guessing it came from the english part of the fandom since its a play on his name and in chinese the term for bun would be bao/baozi(?) depending on the type of bun so it wouldn’t be as cute to call him baohe(?) sounds like another person entirely lol

but! Bun makes you think of a round white and soft ball, safe and sweet, unless you are of course, not chinese like me and at first you thought of a golden brownish ball of hot bread, which would work anyways bc freshly made bread it’s delicious and soft. Anyways, i kinda prefer the chinese imagery of bun for this dumb reason ill present to you: Bunhe is a soft round baby, you can nom his cheeks and squeeze him and call him only to see him following cutely! Its the best! But also, when you break the surface you reveal there’s a spicy filling that will leave your mouth stinging and your stomach warm and content, the problem is though, that your white little bao is now in pieces and you can’t reconstruct it, the white surface has been stained with the spicy red from hell and the bitterness of betrayal…but the sweet exterior is still there and it has shifted to become a delicious dish filled with the flavor of home.

am i getting too lost?

lets go back to nicknames! SY gives him the nicknames of little white lotus and little sheep. The second one is pretty self-explanatory, LBH follows him around everywhere like sheep tend to do (also, this is why little duckling also works) but! The consensus in the fandom is that he has curly hair right? Well, imagine a little boy with fluffy hair following you around and trying to help you with everything? It’s impossible not to want to pat his head and squeeze him, so little sheep it is.

now, i’ve seen that sv fandom uses white lotus a lot! SY himself uses it if I remember correctly, but i feel like sometimes we forget where it truly comes from and what SQQ is saying when he calls LBH that, its true that LBH is like a flower, whilting or flourishing on command like SQQ is his sun, his earth and his water. But from other novels i’ve read, I’ve realized that calling someone a white lotus is not necessarily a compliment! In chinese slang a white lotus is someone that looks pure and kind, respectful and pretty, just like the lotus flower peacefully and beautifully resting on a pond, but it also tells us that such a person has a hidden agenda, a hidden side to their personality just like the lotus has roots in the dirt, underwater where we can’t see, its growing and taking advantage of the nutrients of the deepest parts of the earth, so it’s someone “muddy” and “dirty” that presents themselves kind, pure and innocent!

Which means- that SQQ is calling LBH this to remind himself that even though this cute lil boy is obedient and sweet now, he will (in SQQ’s mind at least) torture him and show his true colors later on the road, after he has been utterly betrayed. I quite like this nickname because of how innocent it looks at first, and how sweetly SQQ is usually portrayed while calling LBH this, but he actually knows deep down that he is possibly playing with fire, and even so, he chooses to care and to ahow love to LBH -sobs-

LBH post canon ends up with a lot of trauma, attachment issues and insecurities, and SQQ calling him white lotus shows that he knew about LBH’s bad sides since the beginning. BUT. He. Doesn’t. Communicate. That!!!!! This dumbass!!!! (Affectionate)

Now, there’s also the nicknames SQQ-SQH use to differentiate the Binghes, and i find it incredibly funny too. There’s Bingge (Bing from his name and Ge from older brother), not only called older brother bc he is the original, but also because he is ruthless and cool beyond expectations (we see in the extras, that he is very intelligent and cunning, but equally as shizun starved smhw) he is strong and much more serious and bitter than his counterpart, not to mention the sheer number of women he has (which, as stallion power fantasy, would make him “more manly” but that’s another topic), so, older brother it is!

Sv LBH is usually called Binghe or even ‘my son’ by SQH, which i find hilarious bc SQQ hates it, he doesn’t want to acknowledge SQH as LBH’s father even if he is the creator. This is obviously a running joke but it makea me think of SQQ then accusing SQH of also marrying his own son (MBJ) which would be extremely funny and SQH would be mortified.

anyways, LBH is also calles Bingmei (Bing for his name and mei for little sister) and this is where it gets interesting, because they clearly could have chosen didi (little brother) but didn’t! And this reinforces the comedic role of LBH, he isn’t just a gay protagonist, he is a gay protagonist that - following the advise of his (unknown) creator/shishu - acts like a total maiden throwing a massive tantrum to get SQQ’s attention, he cries like a little girl, he tugs on SQQ’s sleeve with big watery eyes and becomes his housewife. Not only that, but his insecurities are exaggerated by his acting and it gives the impression of him having a massive maiden heart that will die dramatically if her husband doesn’t pay attention to her 25/7 (no, the 5 is not a typo), and it’s true that he has a maiden heart, but he can live without the 25/7 attention, he is just that dramatic. And obviously lets not forget about the picture of a previously ruthless stallion protagonist in the transmigrators’ minds actually turning into this kind of person that acts frail and cute for his husband, it’s just too much for them, and so, he gets called little sister, like a spoiled younger sister, the apple of her parent’s eye. Honestly when i first read that nickname I couldn’t stop laughing for a long while.

finally im going to babble about LBH’s nicknames for himself, we have, this disciple and this husband which are very contradictory but funny when used together. This disciple is not a special title or anything, because for LBH, he is *not* someone that should be special in any way, he just wants to be special to SQQ, who he adores and admires and wants to always protect. Many ppl call themselves ‘this disciple’ to address SQQ, its a way to denote their status and their willingness to be taught by him, to have a familial relationship outside of blood. Now, this is important to LBH bc he feels like he belongs somewhere calling himself this, especially bc he had no home before, and after when he was part of the peak he was singled out as special but in a bad way, so I believe that he just wants to belong somewhere, to a home. Later on, its also important to him because its a reassurance that SQQ still recognizes him as his family. This disciple, for SQQ is like a threat, but for LBH is a way of asking ‘do you still want me?’ ‘Do you see im the same person you shared your home with?’ And that SQQ doesn’t dare reclaim him at first hurts him bc he yearns to go back to being his disciple, cared for and protected under his master’s sleeve. But LBH also wants more than that if he can have it, and this is when the abandonment issues kick again. He calls himself ‘this husband’ in tears, because he got what he wanted and what he was sure he didn’t deserve for being himself, it’s again, a reassurance of his position in SQQ’s live and in his heart, it means he has the power to *stay*, which is the most important thing for him.

Ill finish here bc im getting mushy and weepy and i need to write and read more fic, thanks for coming to read my babbles and do tell me if there’s something or some nickname i missed and you want it studied too! 💖

[strayingawayy]

GET TO KNOW ME !

thank you sweethearts for the tag! @www-hanverse @knowbites @catiuskaa

WHAT’S THE ORIGIN OF YOUR BLOG TITLE?

it was the name of my old blog as well so jfkskddj i honestly don't remember how i came up w/ it originally. probably just bc it was a stray kids blog and my creative juices were just. thriving. (this is sarcastic. i am having to say it because one cannot comprehend sarcasm through text)

FAVOURITE FANDOMS?

i have been in so many but ive probably been in naruto, cowboy bebop and hozier's for 5-10 years and have very little complaints from my end so yes

OTP(s)

i did not know what this was for a minute. but in the context of stray kids, minsung. and in the context of stayblr, me and my hoe @hyunebunx

FAVOURITE COLOUR?

fuck idk man. im happy with browns and greens and blues and everything on the earth

FAVOURITE GAME?

OHOHOHOHHHO NOW THAT IS GONNA SEND ME DOWN A RABBIT HOLE. hmm. hades (both parts) , child of light (a childhood favourite ok), psychonauts, bioshock, gris, trine and so many other games i don't wanna get started bc i'll just sound like a nerd but shout out to hay day, and poh which kept me, my sister and grandmother so fucking entertained. also does anybody remember those windows games like purble place and stuff...oh and baby hazel bro. wtf. also i fucking love chess and scrabble and monopoly

SONG STUCK IN YOUR HEAD?

so so many but pink pony club and silver springs is really in there rn.

WEIRDEST HABIT/TRAIT?

i can't really think of the specific ones right now but i have a weird habit of having a scent on the basis of every outing. like if we're going out partying then probably a nice cologne but if we're going to a cafe, maybe something vanilla, if we're going to buy plants, probably a woody floral scent. im not rich enough for the big sized scents lol, just small ones. also super into planners and stuff. i even plan breakdowns.

HOBBIES?

yes. (cooking, baking, reading and editing, dancing, theatre, singing, playing bass, debating, writing, riding [like scooters and bikes and stuff pls], calligraphy, improvisation and freestyle dancing, trekking, candle collecting, performing in general, i think I missed something here-)

IF YOU WORK, WHAT IS YOUR PROFESSION?

i do a lot of editing stuff here and there, performing at gigs and theatre productions, so there's that. nothing major at the moment though.

IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WISH, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

ah. fuck. i really wanted to be a professor in music history or something and teach during the day and run a little cafe w/ my lover once i return till the night. have it open as like a night time situation too where students can study people can chill, confess, have quizzes for sheer whimsy, just exist in general at all hours.

SOMETHING YOU’RE GOOD AT?

im not particularly good at anything. i just do a lot of things and am average at them and above average at a selected few.

SOMETHING YOU’RE BAD AT?

lately, everything im supposed to be good at.

SOMETHING YOU LOVE?

not many things. my mother, some of my friends , spring and autumn, childhood homes and memories, my two older brothers, when the sun falls in certain ways, music and movement. i think love is a strong word which im not fond of using so easily.

SOMETHING YOU COULD TALK ABOUT FOR HOURS OFF THE CUFF?

anything and everything, if the chai lasts long enough. but movies, history, basslines, saxophone solos, jim morrison, my mother , in particular.

SOMETHING YOU HATE?

not much. it's a bit of a drag to hate things.

SOMETHING YOU COLLECT?

candles, rings, nail polish, earrings, random small boxes, pebbles, diaries, mangas (they're too expensive for me now though HFJSJD)

SOMETHING YOU FORGET?

because of these fucking medicines , EVERYTHING as of late.

WHAT’S YOUR LOVE LANGUAGE?

acts of service and quality time. physical touch is very limited and really depends on the amount of alcohol in my stomach, or how good the music is around us.

FAVOURITE MOVIE/SHOW?

can't pick but off the top of my head, cowboy bebop, nacho libre, all ghibli movies, the godfather series, how to make millions before grandma dies, schitts creek, derry girls, aavesham and more south asian/ asian movies and a couple animes and of course, naruto.

FAVOURITE FOOD?

im not very picky but thukpa, pasta and any good vegetables and daal. and lots of chai and coffee and tiramisu.

FAVOURITE ANIMALS?

doggies :)))))

ARE YOU MUSICAL?

it's a potential career and im finishing a diploma in classical music so yeah....i hope so....

WHAT WERE YOU LIKE AS A CHILD?

just a little dude who thought planting leaves would grow trees and kept running after his big brothers. very giggly and family entertainment (we really didn't need a tv. no, seriously. we didnt have a tv)

FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?

history. music.

LEAST FAVOURITE SUBJECT?

anything science and computer related (even tho i was good at the latter)

WHAT’S YOUR BEST CHARACTER TRAIT?

none. im just sarcastic and listen when people wanna talk

WHAT’S YOUR WORST CHARACTER TRAIT?

i can be a prick if i want to be. also biting off more than i can chew

IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANY DETAIL OF YOUR DAY RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

i wish i was sleeping rn.

IF YOU COULD TRAVEL IN TIME, WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET?

just kinda rest my head on my grandmother's lap and let her sing to me a while longer.

FIC RECS?

anything under the tag #fic recs from sho 💫

tagging sweethearts: @hyunebunx @jeonginsleftcheek @jisunggy @bbokicidal @imfoive @hwajin @moon-ttokki-x @centralization0 @zenlackszen @ashracha

[hinamie]

How the fuck do you draw so fast?? From chapter that dropped today?? And Yuuji is like. The final boss of characters to draw omg (I love it, I love your style so much ughhhhh)

cries ghjgj thank u :'>> ive gotten this question quite a bit lately so let me clear some things up as 2 how i am become speed pls do not attempt at home:

probably the overarching reason, i am currently between jobs so i have a lot of time on my hands

itafushi hyperfixation has taken over my entire brain it feels like i will rot if i don't draw them every waking hour. with where the manga/canon is ive been So motivated and inspired i that i genuinely dont know what to do with myself and all i can do to combat it is draw More. i wish i was exaggerating when i say it feels like a physical need it is a compulsion it is an incessant ITCH. i cannot stress enough the Need i feel to draw fr this series

also bc of where the manga is i feel like the fandom is very active so all the engagement puts coins into the content machine that is me n fans the flames bc i want to Participate i want to Share!!!!! maybe its a fomo thing maybe im a slave to the numbers probably both 2 a degree but above all im having fun sharing what i make with a community who likes the same thing i do <3

when im in the zone with a piece and hatsune miku is serenading me sweet computer sounds and everything is going Right i forget to take breaks eat stand up etc so i end up starting and finishing a draws in a single 6 hour session before remembering i have a body

sleep schedule is FUCKED fr when leaks dropped last night (around 7:30pm fr me) i saw The Yuuji Panel of all time and started the morning glory piece then and there; took no breaks and did not finish until after midnight. then i still had more in me and wanted a head start on baby yuuji panel redraws so i did sketches/lines/flats real quick and went to bed at 4am slept fr 4 hours woke up ate n back to work DO NOT DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also since april i've been on a creative high that's only seemed to go up which is unprecedented but i Have been drawing nearly every day because of it so whatever the opposite of rusty is I'm that. ive had so much daily practice tht the speed came as a side effect fshjgf

[fictionfixations]

This is so off topic but i really want to write a time travel fic of someone twst. Like an actual multichapter one not just the oneshot with silver and sebbie (and yuu) I blame the actual sebek time travel fic i read before i made it to book 7 And i blame the fact i had a dream where sebek had time traveled and like he was doing stuff to undo things and he got caught and they were waiting for him to explain and it was tense and somehow he ended up pretending to be asleep to get out of it and also did i forget to mention that I was sebek and it felt so real that for a few minutes i was just sitting there in bed still pretending to be asleep waiting for someone to leave and then slowly was trying to think like ‘..this doesnt feel like–’ cause sebek was like leaning on lilia’s shoulder ????? or something like that and i realized WAIT that was just a DREAM

Its wild. Like. there was this person who was like trying to get sebbie to stop threateningly like ‘i have a criminal record’ and he kept repeating it and its just aAAA (as in they arent afraid to get violent D:) IDK it felt like there was like some war going on in the background with lilia and malleus and some horrible thing was going to happen that sebek wanted to stop

And so it was in the library with something something secret passage that led to like 3 glowing blue balls (HAHA BALLS) on top of like a cushion in a box and i cant remember wtf they did just that they were important. I cant remember if it was a bad thing or not. I think that probably came from LoCF influence cause of the thing in the library crossman curse thingy whatever i forgot

But so it was really nerve wracking.

And i remember reading this fic with general lilia having a twin and it was started because the person writing it had dreams of it. And i was like woah thats cool. I dont think id have dreams like that but id like to.

HAHA i jinxed myself like months later cause wtf it felt weirdly real even though its nothing like my irl life. Like usually i get tricked because its taking place in locations ive been to before (i once had a dream i had a cat and i felt so sad because i didnt have one irl) but NOPE 

Anyway idk where silver was but it was strongly implied that it was in the past past like general lilia type past except malleus existed then too

Idk why sebek was there (or why i was sebek ??? i think i just got huge brainrot rfom that sebek time travel fic tbh)

but so . i was so hesitant to say something about it bc idk it felt weird so i sat on this for 4 days but weirdly enough i still remember a good chunk of it like the many details i just didnt write down originally

..i feel like this is a sign i should write it. i just wish i knew what the balls were for 💀. i mean i think it was bad because the library was implied to be like in like their home or base right?? and he was trying to take it away. but he was gonna touch it with his bare hand idk dream logic causing dumb shit im pretty sure they're magical balls.

anyway i cant remember if he managed to get them or if he got caught or how?? did he get caught in the act? i mean how else would they be suspicious???

in the first place why are they not suspicious of him being there

like

like

did he somehow bullshit his way in there

like okay JP spoilers (i think it'll appear in the NEXT main story update on EN)

like how he was like describing to baur his grandpa (who is baur btw but baur doesnt know it i dont think?) and like how hes half fae and baur acknowledging him as one of them and is like 'well for all i know you could be a zigvolt' and like being accepting and its just like shfuisdhfuisehdij

but so anyway that worked so idk maybe it works for them. idfk what excuse he made up

aughhhh why do i have to have brainrot over this when im trying to write something else tho

[narabea06]

GOD im thinking about ASMP Ranboo again after months of not thinking about them LEAVE ME ALONE i just have sm questions :((

Like Ranboo sounds so annoyed when they tell Aimsey initially that they're a cat- Like when Aimsey asks "what are you", he doesn't say "oh its obvious, isn't it? Im a cat" nor does he just say "oh yea im cat", they say "yea im a cat-...Im a cat" like bro sounds MISERABLE and it makes me wonder if each time Aimsey has been stuck in their false reality if they change everyone else stuck there too

Well i mean yea that was kinda stated that they do, but idk what im trying to say that is that i find it kinda funny that Ranboos just going "oh god, yea im a cat THIS TIME", idk its funny

Honestly theres also another layer to the whole thing, where all of the people stuck in the reality are affected and constantly going through loop after loop, and with Ranboo and Guqqie (I KNOW THERES ANOTHER GUY BUT I GEN CANT REMEMBER HIS NAME AND ITS BUGGING ME BUT ITS 3 AM) being the only ones who remember, i cant help but think it possibly takes a toll on them

Like it messed up Aimsey bc star DIDNT remember but KNEW something was missing and idk it kinda brings into one of the driving themes of asmp of whether its better to forget horrible things you've done or be forced to remember them. Granted the situation is VERY different considering a!Aimseys "horrible things" were accidentally killing their planet and family bc they were a child god with no way to control their powers vs Ranboo and Guqqie who were grown adults fully aware of what they were doing

Granted also tho, ive seen people point out that Guqqie was raised to protect Aimsey since they were kids, she was taught to be a protector, a weapon, a shield AS A CHILD, and it makes me wonder was Ranboo the same way?? Like not directly protecting Aimsey obv but was he involved when they were young too??

Idk im just so curious on whether their breaking point and need of power was genuinely out of nowhere and was out of character for Ranboo or was it a genuine slow burning flame?? Did they lose it bc they saw how they had to tend to this prince who they saw as a bad person??

Why did they start to put the false code into the machine that was somewhat working? (metaphorical) How did they get so hungry for power? Did they start to lose it the same way Guqqie and Aimsey did?

Btw none of this is meant to justify a!Ranboo as a character, they could very possibly just be some selfish powerhungry cat that im just reading too far into bc why not, but i just idk, i love asmp sm and i love how despite it being over, im still asking questions, im still searching for more secrets and information, im still so so intrigued

[sorrowology]

reread hawkwings journey for the first time since it came out!! (i was 10 back then holy fuck 💀)

bullet point ramblings of my thoughts under the cut :3

context- im rereading a bunch of warrior cats books in a vague chronological order so before this i read firestar's quest, skyclan's destiny, and pebbleshine's kits. i stopped reading warrior cats books sometimes during avos, i think i last read the book before the one where twigpaw becomes twigbranch (bc i remembering hearing she got her warrior name but i didn't read the book) but tbh i barely remember shit about any of the avos so anything avos im going in pretty blind for!!

anyway my very unorganized thoughts about hawkwing's journey!! (and comparing it to the other books ive been rereading)

hawkwing was FUCKED over by fate itself holy fuck. L after L after L

out of the books I've been rereading this one by farrrrr has been my fav

i really just think that hawkwing is a much more intriguing and engaging protagonist than leafstar and firestar

i really enjoyed his internal conflicts and how that impacted his behavior i think, how his guilt drove him to be more rash

and the tragedy of it too!! he is duty bound, no matter how many he loses he will always be bound to protecting the clan

bc ultimately i think he's a good person at heart - if he can prevent what happened to the cats he loved from happening to others, then he will. even if it tears him up inside

like being a foster father to plumwillow's kits - he did it because it was the right thing to do. and he stepped back for sandnose to take over as well, because it was the right thing to do. even if he wished he could be closer with the kits anyway, he stepped back out of respect

i don't remember basically anything of avos, so im really excited for hawkwing and his kits to reunite during the series! i hope he gets to actually be their family. after everything, he deserves a bit of happiness in that way i think

that being said, unfortunately i doubt that it will happen :( if it doesn't though, i do kinda hope he can open himself to love again and / or have kits in some way (whether it be biologically his or adoption, i just rlly want him to have a family <333)

i do adoreee his friendship with plumwillow!! honestly i do sort of wish that sandynose didn't come back and it was some other missing cat. im a bit worried that the hawkplum friendship won't be followed up on after this book :( cause this is warrior cats and theyre really good at forgetting about and ignoring friendships. if they don't forget their friendship tho that would be great !!!

also ??? where tf is frecklewish and the rest of the skyclan cats ???? i will actually be soooo pissed if they're forgotten like wtf 😭

i rlly liked frecklewish in skyclan's destiny and it would really suck for her to just disappear after the way she was built up :(

also RIP echosong wtf why did she have to die off screen 😭 i wish the manga at least started with her death

i also teared up when billystorm died i liked him :( i thought he was sweet

i wish ebonyclaw stayed with skyclan tbh, i liked her a lot and i wish she didn't leave

[acaciapines]

for the ask game, answer whichever of these speak to you the most: 4, 5, 11, 14 :D

HI ASH MY LOVE ASH.

oh they ALWAYS speak to me. i answer All. i will not be contained.

4. How many WIPs do you have right now?

actually shockingly few! ever since i finished my big owl house editing pass back in june i've not done a whole lot in terms of projects...and recently i've been playing rain world so instead of writing im playing rain world like 24/7. currently my only main project is the dess raises kris au, and in that 'verse the only thing i'm writing right now is a dess/chara relationship study. i WOULD finish it, but, uh. rain world. (<- guy who is trying so hard not to write rain world fic. i probably wont but also i am always tormented by ideas. but consider i have to tell the story of my slugpup scooter SCOOTER I WONT EVER FORGET YOU--)

5. What's a fic idea you've had that you will never write?

probably countless that i do not remember right now! but digging around through my drafts, i've got a few deltarune daemon aus that won't ever see the light of day...one of them was a fangame where the player played as one of kris's two daemons, and the other was a fic where ralsei was kris's daemon. the ideas from there have basically been repurposed elsewhere--a lot of my kris&ralsei stuff went into various works, and the fangame stuff is being reworked into the dess raises kris au.

beyond that, in terms of things that are actually abandoned and won't be used elsewhere, there are so many daemon aus that i've left behind for one reason or another, though the gravity falls transcendence au is the one that i think was the best...that one postcanon his dark materials fic i was gonna write where lyra and pan return to will's world and cause general shenanigans there with him and kirjava...a vera-centric son of sea foam wings of fire au because vera is the love of my life and i was rereading wings of fire bc i felt nostalgic....oh my god fantasy high SOPHOMORE YEAR FIC, which i tried to start TWICE, once from fig's pov and once from ayda's that was their road trip back home and i have some very funny snippets from...MY INFINITY TRAIN DAEMON AU WAIT THAT ONE STILL GOES SO HARD ACTUALLY. okay drop everything ive ever said the fact that i never wrote my infinity train book two daemon au is a travesty. i was cooking with that one.

11. Do you have specific playlists for writing fics?

sort of! i usually always have at least one or two songs i connect to any given fic, but in terms of what i listen to when actually WRITING, it's changed over the years. i used to put on compilations of video game music--usually utdr, pmd, and then just whatever got recommended to me lol--then i did like. those character playlists people make on youtube? mostly bc they tended to pull from the same pool of songs so it became good background noise lol. now i use the youtube mix or whatever its called for a similar reason--it tends to play the same handful of songs ive listened to a lot, so they dont distract me.

14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?

oh i LOVE this question, and it would be without a doubt my nimona daemon au oh, are you at all like me. nimona itself is obviously both a comic and a movie, and i'd say animated film since the fic follows the movie plot more--i think there'd be a LOT of really cool scenes you could get with that fic. i also think i could make killer animatics based on my fics if i could draw good enough <3 and thats not a joke i have scripts and sketch storyboards and everything. maybe one day i'll finish one of those.

[lazaruspiss]

DC Pride 2021

ive been meaning to do a read through of the DC Pride series all June. and, well. technically still June!

oh my god i recognize the name of the guy who wrote the foreword as the guy who wrote the shitty at best and misogynistic at worst nightwing 96 annual. so, uh, setting that aside for now, lol. the foreword is very sincere and sweet and im not gonna be one of those assholes who refuses to acknowledge that bc he wrote some dogwater nightwing comic years ago.

this isn't actually my first time reading most of the DC Pride comics, just my first time taking notes as I go through them. I do remember 2/3 of the Kate stories bringing me to tears, even when I didn't really know anything about her character.

ok yeah this one still gets me. go read it. for reference, i start crying the page before we first see kate cry. it's beautifully illustrated, and hits me right where it hurts.

john constantine hits on a extraño, listens to him tell a story about how he and midnighter fought a homophobic neo nazi vampire, and then john invites him and his werewolf husband to a threesome.

i love the vibes thatre just. like its so cliche noir detectives, but lesbians. and the dorky ending. MWAH, chefs kiss.

shout out to the guys that just stay sat eating their food as a giant plant monster tears up the park. while im not at all a fan of the "kiss and make up" trope(s), i do appreciate that this story at least gives some mention to how ivy and harley kinda approach their relationship from opposing angles. like, i like harlivy well enough, but my ideal world is one where they learn about themselves by being together but eventually move on from their romantic relationship and explore new things. i just don't like how heavily DC seems to have tied them together since they became canon. their friendship before was more romantic/compelling in my eyes, somehow.

this one's about alan scott! his history with his sexuality, explored through his relationship with his son. it's an incredibly important angle to look at these things through, the gap between generations and the changes that took time. it's easy enough to forget all that, sometimes. it's fun seeing the difference between how father and son describe the queer experience. it's also just really sweet.

ohhh they made mirror master hot... reflek... dumbass name but a killer outfit. this ones more about the flash family tradition of trying to do it all and bein a bit of a mess, lol.

love that pied piper goes to this guy and is like "yeah ok, i appreciate the effort but this doesn't actually work. like you're right but we gotta figure smth else out bc the world don't work like that." also they do use the phrase "mind-rapey" which for some reason gets me. then they go threaten a landlord <3

pretty sure the main girl "Dreamer" is from a CW show or something, so i've never heard of her. her powers seem cool and the story is cute enough, but i assume it all makes more sense to those who have seen the show.

one of these days ill learn anything about other aqualad. there's a lot going on in this one and i find it hard to follow. it's supposed to be a big "everyone together!!" moment i think, but the story lengths don't allow for enough build up to really pull stuff like that off.

and the end is a bunch of arrowverse profiles, i think. you cant make me watch a CW show, sorry.

[cinnamanz]

heyy do you have any tips for making smaus? I love yours 💗

tldr; make sure smau is planned, pick a plot u can expand on, (if u can) consistent updates, find out what ur readers like nd cater to them, pick plots that u know ppl r gna like, leave them on edge (ie cliffhangers nd such), and have fun!!

hi okay so first all of all, make sure ur smau is planned (not thoroughly, but enough to give u sumn to work), and that u're working w a plot that u can easily expand on. cause if u're working w a plot that might not rly work in the long run, then it'd put u in a corner, since smaus r made have quite a large amount of chapters (ie mine r always reaching 52, but some cld reach longer), unless ur making a short smau.

second of all, i wld say to keep ur chapter updates quite consistent? i've given this exact tip for an anon before, but i find it that keeping chapter updates (doesnt have to be every day, js sumn thats not like dropping two chaps a months) consistent makes ur brain remember the plot that u had in mind, and easier for the readers so they wont rly forget what the plot is and start from the start (based on past experiences i had as an inconsistent smau updater). otherwise, keep ur ideas on ur notes app or docs.

third of all, i'd recommend picking plots that r lighthearted and sumn u know ppl r gna like. most authors (i included) cater to the readers' likes, so thats the part where i hear my readers out. i watch their reactions, the notes on my posts, see what they prefer, nd then i make more similar chapters to that. i also tend to keep on cliffhangers nd leave them wanting for more, bcs thats how u grab their attention yk?? i also leave hints on the chapters, nd i also do everything nd i mean EVERYTHING for a reason. so when it leads to that main point of conflict or climax, they wld be able to be like 'OH. THATS WHAT IT MEANT.'

lastly, i wld just say to have fun!! smaus r made to be enjoyable for both the author and the readers, nd yk, if u dont rly have fun then idk😭😭😭 i hope that helped cs ive never been rly used to giving out tips, cs mostly no one ever rly asked, but then i got into writing on this acct nd then every1's like omg tips pls nd im like YES OKAY but yeah, i rly hoped that helped anon🙏🙏🙏🙏

[drag0nalias0]

...just finished the solo leveling manhwa.. i actually started a few years ago (maybe 2021? Ive forgotten but i dont think it couldve been any later than that as it must of been a substatial amount of time before i had a tumblr acc but it couldnt be before 2019) i dont remembering finishing it so i think it was a combo of losing my place & i had read all current translated chapters...

Anyway i just wanted to read a few chapters after watching season 2 ep 4 this morning (11am-12pm) so i started with those chapters then.... i couldnt stop.....

Ive still technically got the spin off which i havent read so ill consider readin it but damn....

MAJOR SPOILERS BELOW

...where do i start.... i doubt any of this is gonna be in order...

Ok so this was crazy

First Beru!!! Best boy!!!

Idk when i left off but i think it was around or after Jinwoo goes into the double dungeon for the second time and defeats the architect.

.... Greedy (forgor his name) really didnt know what he up against after be beat up Jinho... Jinwoo was so pissed when he found his work brother beaten up... the brotherly bond is so strong.... rip not sorry about the ass whooping

Also Beru!!!! Best character in the series!!!

Also is Keiser still alive at the end!? After the dragon/destruction monarch got him i thought he was a gonner!!! (Considering Beru almost dissapeared ealier...)

Also i know i didnt read this bit today but im still kinda sad the elf chief from the red gate couldnt be arisen... he was kinda.....

Rip chairman Go......

Now that im writing it down im forgetting it..... (will prolly add more in the noring as its almost midnight...)

Rip adam in his past life...

Not overly fussed about the main couple...

!!! Oh yeah!!! Tank/ Kim Chuls scene where his think his in love with SJW is hillarious!!! I kniw there has to be art or fanfics about it out there....

Also i saw someone shipping igris and Jinwoo in the coments which was also quite funny!!!

The reset was necessary but damn it was sad!!! Glad he got to keep all but 2(?) Of his shadows!! (The humans

Sad that he became a cop in his current life tho... i mean he does do good but....

I was gonna say something...

Ohhh!!! The extras!!!

The glipse into the shadow realm was epic!!! I love that they have their own little world and i love slice of life (unlife?) Antics!!

Ohhhh!!! Remembered!!! I hope the healer guy who beru ate when alive got his teaching degree...

Also someone in the comment section pointed out how beru might like period dramas bc the guy he ate like them!! Which wtf!! Thats kinda messed up!! Abeit cute that he likes them...

Also the chapter where the destructuon monach wakes up as jinwoo and just solos chaoter one?!?!? Hell yeah!!! Also his design!??!

Ngl i do find chapter 1 jinwoo more attactive then jinwoo at the end... like sure hes attractive but i like cute boys so i dont get a lot of the appeal...

oh tusk still wearing his replica jacket of jinwoos at the end was funny!!!

In it was nice to see the demon girl again!!!

Might add more stuff tomorow!

[wiotas]

★ moot appreciation time ! ★

- give a couple moots and says some things you love about them !!

I WAS WAITING FOR THIS WHOO

- @koosuvi : you always brighten my day with ur compliments like I know my mb was good when u comment ur so bring and ur UNBELIEVABLY sweet like no word could describe how kind u are ILY/P and let's nor forgot UR MBS UR BLOG it's always stunning and my jaw is dropped when u do a new mb 💗💗

- @jeonzio : ur like on a different level of kind u always seem to interact w me when i feel down and u always put a smile on my face, ur one of the most genuine ppl i've met here and idk hmwhat this place would be w out you ALSO UR MBS?? TEACH ME HOW BC OML they always have a style that only u can do THEYRE AMAZING!!

- @y-unjins : pops ur so sweet to anybody nd ur personality is contagious/pos u mean the world and deserve the world, ur an amazing person that really brightens the path of anyone that interacts w you, whenever u comment or mention me i feel beyond special/p ILYSM ☹️🤍 AND CAN WE TALK ABT UR BLOG FOR A SEC ive been following u since like b4 1k and u deserve every single follower and more bc ur mbs are truly art

- @jnssite : kay (let's forget that time i misspelled ur name) u are an inspiration to me u always seem to have a light and funny energy and u really know how to make others feel included/gen i appreciate u sm and u bring sm to this community <33 also THE FACT THAT U POSTED ON 3 ACCS shows sm dedication and ur posts are always magnificent 💗

- @iluvrei : lora ur one of the blogs here that motivated me the most to keep posting and to interact w others, I love ur energy and ur personality sm and i somehow always fall on ur mbs no matter what tags im looking at , they rlly are out of this world ur super kind and u always want to help me w any of my endeavors tysm love/p 💜 (yes the purple is on purpose) also ur like the first person i knew on here that spoke french so :p

- @starmio : MIO i remember the first time we talked on disc and u figured out i was wiotas and had like a realization it was so funny but that's when i knew we were going to be friends, i am quite similar to u in some aspects which is ironi, whenever i would vent u would know exactly what to say and whenever ur on here nd u comment its like a rainbow after the rain like idk ur an amazing person ily/p ❤

- @baesol : jia u were the first person i actually connected with on disc, starting in ur OLD srvr seola or something, i remember being ur first follower and saw u grow to the well know blog u have today, ur really an inspiration to smaller blogs and u prove that with consistency and hard work u can go to where u want to go (iykwim) ur generosity has always been acknowledged and i appreciate u sm as a friend and person ,, also first canadian i met here so whooo!! ilysm/p 💕

i love all of my moots , genuinely but you guys really made an impact on me/pos <33

[gorgeousmanfounddeadinacroptop]

4 minutes ep 7

-tonkla time

-i love you murder twink

-everyone hes murdered had it coming

-id say great and title are fucking stupid but the police suck so i guess it's fine

-he cant cut this tomato for shit

-i think youre supposed to call for back up

-oh he can leave the house

-hes mad as hell! thats his baby daddys brother hes never met in like the however many years theyve been dating

-why was that so shocking? is it bc he has a crush on her?

-someones been in the house

-WHAT THE FUCK NOT THE GRANDMA

-im starting to think everyones gonna be dead by the end of the show

-CHIBI SAN!!!

-they have two child actors in thailand chibi san and nina who played meena in love sea and imprinted on fort (hes her biological uncle now)

-hes not gonna love the fact his parents were also mafia which if i remember correctly they tried to tell him

-ugh childhood friends storyline this is the second time ive been put through this bullshit this week

-but wheres baby korn did we forget about korn

-not the ukelele

-this is what they showed us in ep 1

-i am reminded i have no idea whats going on in this show

-ah yes the book she gave the grandma whats in it

-are we back in time? is this whats happening

couldnt tell you whats gonna happen next week ngl

[pigtailpoll]

AAAND THAT'S A WRAP , FOLKS !! 💕

this was so much fun !! i kind of lost steam at the end there , sorry for the final results being so late ^^;; in tha future ( and i do plan on doing moar polls ) i dont think ill have any of them be a week long bc thats where i got tripped up-- it was easier to keep up with when i was posting daily or every other day , having to wait weeks made my adhd forget about it and when i remembered it was hard to get back into

ive got some stuff coming up ( im going to a wedding soon , one of my fave characters birthdays is tomorrow , i need to email college ppl , you know how it is ) so idk if im gonna start my next polls RIGHT AWAY . but if youve been following this blog foar a while you know that it's ( whats the opposite of predecessor .. ) successor is going to be tha braid poll !! so i may open submissions up foar that soon :o) purrobably within tha next few days !! :D ☺️

EDIT : braid poll blog is up !! @braidpoll

ill probs do this again next year !! lets see if miku ( icon + overall winner ) and lily ( main bracket winner ) can keep their titles :3c

this was also my first tiem running a poll !! ive learned a lot and i think ill be able to do better / maek less mistakes next tiem :o)c

have a good day , everyone !! 💖🌈🍀💋💕🍩✨️

[thegeminisage]

ok i actually did forget to do my amiibo earlier but i'm doing them now and I GOT! THE FIERCE DIETY SWORD! what am i gonna do there's not enough room in my HOUSE for this........

im finally at the tingle islands and like...they added in the sound of wood creaking in the wind when you walk over these long narrow rickety bridges...thats so FUCKING GOOD was that there in botw???

kinda disappointed nothing else is here tho. no monsters or anything i saw like 2 guys

ok, i temporarily left the island to receive assistance with my KOROK SEEDS!!! that i couldn't get. thank you to CATHERINE<3 for helping me solve not one but TWO block puzzles that were defeating me

first one below hateno and second one over in that little area under zoras domain. so normal. like 3 turns of a block. i couldn't get them. tetris champion title revoked

and ALSO credit to cathy for finding a tiny alcove that i could not see from my bike. i flew all over that fucking place but it was so small i just missed it from the air. thats 3 seeds i never would have gotten w/o her. but also i told her how to do the cork puzzle

the thing is like none of this is online yet right...so it's just like, in 1986, when there was no internet and everybody played the original nes game. like you'd just trade the hints and tips yourself in the schoolyard or some shit, like if you knew where one thing was and your friend knew where the other thing was. we are literally partying like it's 1986. #problemsolving old skool vintage style. quite literally taking the series back to its rooots in every single way as intended

back to my islands...there is a chasm here which for some reason surprised me. like ofc there is lol

today's other tiny tragedy is: when my game first started i picked up this magic ruby rod from some enemy...i don't even remember how i got it, but i know it was nearly at the start of the game, bc i was finding korok seeds in central hyrule with it

and anyway i ONLY used it to start fires. and it's lasted me 135 hours but Now...badly damaged. i'm gonna be sad when it breaks

i can't keep it in my house. no room as we've established.

the weather here is so funny. there's a thunderstorm at the top of the islands, ONLY the very top. when i dip even slightly lower it turns into just cloudiness

well. chasm time.

ugh i dont see ANY lightroots...

ok, i checked my map (cheating!) and there are no lightroots in these little...holes. i'm on my own. i did see what treasure is here tho (cap of the wind!!) so i'm pressing forward >:(

(toon link is my only amiibo card that does not work lol)

i hate it here <3 the tunnels representing the bridges are so steep and narrow...

just had a horrifying thought. this place is suspiciously empty so i checked the map for gloom spawn. guess what i'm gonna have to go through to get my chest.

I DON'T WANNA

i'm gonna. god i wish i hadn't looked. every time i check for them i regret it

well. this is it.

i'll just. run up to the chest and open it and then fast travel out. i can do that. unless i have to fight phantom ganon for the chest...AUGH

i'm saving my game.

WOWWOWOW the only light in this entire system of holes is this cheerfully lit chest!! if i hadn't Known.........

in and out in and out i can do it i can do it oh fuck

OH FUCK THEY SPAWNED RIGHT WHEN I WAS ALMOST THERE I OPENED THE CHEST I GOT THE THING BUT AS SOON AS I HIT THE BUTTON

THEY'RE GONNA GET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i LLLLITERALLY. fast traveled out. Fuck That

these are horrible islands. im never comign back

oh my god ive been putting gibdo bones on all ym swords bc of the high fusion power but they break after ONE HIT.......lame

ulria grotto my old foe...i fucking hate it here. i ALWAYS get lost or stuck and have to Climb

actually i have to go to bed now anyway so this is a problem for future me!!