#and this morning my mam sent me a picture of all of us before a family wedding from over 20 years ago and i was just so envious
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earraigh · 2 years ago
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today in poems that made me cry at work
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missymurphy1985 · 3 years ago
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The Letter - Week 2
This was meant to be a one shot but you guys seem to like it...
Mini series it is 💜
Warnings - angst
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You opened your eyes last night. Only briefly, but you opened them. Squeezed Jamie's hand too - he was made up. He misses you y/n.. he can't sleep without his mam kissing him goodnight. He crawls in bed with me every night while you've been in here.
Ryan won't come now. He can't bear to see you with all the wires in you and the tubes down your throat. I don't blame him.. no 11 year old wants to see their mam so helpless.. he's terrified though, I can tell. He's barely spoken since the accident. He goes to Orla's when I'm here with you. Spends his time in their garden, pottering around with Damien planting vegetables or cooking. Anything to distract him.
Jamie's 7th birthday next week babe. Remember the party we had planned? The hall was booked, all the invitations sent out. I've cancelled it all, on Jamie's request. The only present he wants this year y/n.. is you. He wants his mam home. To read him a bedtime story, to build Lego villages with him, to wrap him up in a towel like a caterpillar after his bath...
Can't even picture those things now without the gut-wrenching pain across my chest. The thought of you not doing those things anymore... I won't let myself think it. I can't.
Your dad came to see you over the weekend. Did you know? Could you hear him sing to you, those classic Irish songs he used to sing you when you were little? He's put a photo of your mam on your bedside cabinet, that one taken just before she died, holding you as a baby in her arms.. He hopes her being close will give you the strength to come back to us.
The hospital allowed me to sleep in your room last night in case you stirred again. Your Dad took the boys. Did you feel me on the chair next to you, holding your hand? Didn't let it go all night did I? Put a movie on - one of those cheesy romcom things you love so much. Grimaced all the way through it I did!
Your eyes didn't open again, but I felt you squeeze my hand a few times. I spoke to you for hours, all night baby, did you hear me?
I told you about the day we met. Bumping into you outside that little pub in Dingle.. I've never sobered up so quickly. As soon as I saw those eyes, I knew I was in trouble. Moved in together after 6 months didn't we?
The day you told me Ryan was on his way was a shock, wasn't it? Hadn't planned for that one! We were only 19.. but we managed, didn't we? Watching you give birth to him was one of the most incredible things I've ever witnessed. You were breathtaking. Took the whole thing in your stride. Made it look easy, didn't you? I was the one freaking out! Remember the midwife telling me off for pacing the labour ward over and over, and for bringing you a McDonald's for lunch after you'd been induced?
Seeing you hold our son for the first time.. that image takes my breath away even now. How utterly beautiful you looked in that moment, feeding our boy.
We struggled with Jamie, didn't we? Took a long time to fall pregnant, considering how quickly Ryan came along.. happened eventually though didn't it.. once again you were a powerhouse. Even when you had horrific morning sickness, your pelvis caused you major issues towards the end, you never complained. I missed a lot of that pregnancy didn't I? Filming... Theatre shows... Press junkets... I nearly missed his birth!
I vowed once I came home after that I'd never take on that much at once again. One job a year, that was it. I'd be home with you and our boys the rest of it.
And that was us then wasn't it? Our happy little bubble, a family of four... Until I screwed up. And I really did screw up didn't I.
More work.
More time away.
One more film... One more theatre show...
"Too tired for a call tonight, don't wait up for me."
"I'll call you tomorrow, I've got a meeting after filming. Won't be back til late."
Excuse after excuse after excuse.
I'm not surprised you thought I was cheating on you. I was angry at first, I know I was, but I understand it now, looking back. Took you for granted, didn't I y/n? You were home 24/7 with two boys running you ragged, miles from your Sligo roots.
How many parents evenings did I miss? Tooth fairy visits? End of year school plays? And for what?
Money? No, we had everything we ever wanted.
Fame? No, I never wanted it in the first place.
Honestly? I don't know what happened. I can't put my finger on it. I just couldn't say no to producers, I guess. Couldn't say no when Enda offered me another play... I felt obligated, he gave me my first break...
Couldn't say no to that movie with Robert De Niro... Couldn't say no to working with Danny Boyle again... Couldn't say no to them, but I said it to you often enough, didn't I?
God I've fucked up y/n. I've really fucked it all up. You'd never have even been in that fucking car if I'd been a decent man, a decent father... A better husband. You deserved better.
Wake up, yeah? Come back to me?
I'll make every ounce of it up to you, I swear it.
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cilldaracailin · 3 years ago
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We Are The Champions
Hello my Tumblr lovelys,
Happy Weekend!
Here is the next part of this Robyn and Taron story. Thank you for all the read and comments and love so far :)
Suze xx
Disclaimer - As always I don’t know Taron and this is all fiction.
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7
“A happy home is heaven.”
Robyn grabbed her bag and once back in Taron’s old room, closed the door and quickly stripped out of the hot Elsa costume. Taron had left her clothes on the bed and from her bag she pulled a clean fresh set of underwear and a toiletry bag. Although she had been in Taron’s bedroom in London and Aberystwyth many times, being in his childhood bedroom felt a little awkward to her and she walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower, turning the dial to a colder setting. She quickly took off her makeup and pulling out a shower cap from her toiletry bag covered her Elsa plait. She didn’t need to wash her hair and once it was covered in the plastic, stripped fully down and stepped into the cooling water. It was a quick three-minute shower to freshen up and once dressed, pulled her blue converse onto her feet and spritz some perfume. She was more than thankful for Taron’s thoughtfulness as she made her way down the stairs, she could see everyone seated at the table under the gazebo.
She came to stand beside Taron who was at the edge of the covered tent. “Thanks for grabbing some clothes.”
“No worries. Nice to be dress up free?”
“As much as I love Elsa, God yes. Maybe I can get some sun now.” She held her arm next to his. “You have already gotten a head start on me.”
“Won’t take you long to catch up. I have seen you tan before.” He lifted his hand and tapped her nose. “I am looking forward to seeing my favourite freckles come back.”
Robyn didn’t get a chance to reply as Tina and Guy came out, Guy carrying a large birthday cake, the two singing Happy Birthday, everyone joining in with the song and Guy placed the cake in front of Mari, both her parents standing behind her. Robyn gave Taron a push to go and stand with his family and he took his place in-between his family. She walked around to the other side of the table and taking her phone out, took some pictures and as Mari blew out her candles, getting a beautiful shot of Tina and Guy kissing each of Mari’s cheeks and one of Taron too doing the same thing. She continued to take photos as Mari cut her cake first and as Guy cut the cake into slices, Tina handed out the chocolate sponge to all the guests, Robyn sent on the photos to Taron.
“Cake?” Tina asked handing her over a plate and plastic fork.
“Please. Thank you.” Robyn took one of the plates from her. “I can help you with those.” She pointed with the fork to the other plate in her hand.
“This is for Taron.” Tina saw Robyn glance to Taron who was happily eating a slice of cake already. “Do you need to ask? You bake him cookies.”
Robyn chuckled. “True. Cake looks lovely.”
“It’s not rainbow cake but it’s one of Mari’s favourites.”
Robyn ate a bit and quickly agreed. “Delicious.”
“Maybe not as good as homemade chocolate cupcakes with a honeycomb shard.” Tina winked, enjoying the adorable little grin that filled Robyn’s face. “Like I told you earlier. You spoil him.”
Tina walked away, handing the last plate she carried to Taron as walked past her, giving him a warm smile. He stopped at Robyn, standing by her, nudging her with his shoulder, getting one back in return.
“So, party’s been a bit of a bore then.” He said eating some cake. “Cake’s a bit shit.” Robyn laughed loudly, giving Taron’s shoulder a hard push, sending him off balance a little. “Hey watch my cake!”
“Thought the cake was shit!” Robyn replied still laughing.
Taron made a point of eating a large piece, licking the fork too, grinning as Robyn pushed him again. “It’s not white chocolate chip cookies.”
“I think you may be a little obsessed with those cookies.”
Shrugging, Taron stretched forward to place his empty plate on the table. “First thing I ever tasted that you baked.”
“It is still a great cake.” Robyn said eating the last bit on her plate. “So, what has Mari planned next?” She asked.
“I have no idea. I am pretty sure just lazing about in the garden.”
“Is that what Mari wants or Taron wants?”
“Taron. Definitely Taron.” He said smiling.
“Taron?” His head turned as he heard his name called by his mam. “Will you give me a hand clean up?”
“So, sitting in the sun then?” Robyn teased, seeing his shoulders fall a little. “I can help you and we will be done quickly.”
“I think you deserve a sit in the sun after all you have done for Mari today, my mother won’t let you help.”
“Well tough because I am going to.” Robyn stepped forward to the empty table and started to gather up the plates, ignoring the stare she knew she was getting form across the table and carried a stack of paper plates back into the kitchen and into the bin.
Between the four adults, they soon had the table cleared and set up with a new table cloth, Tina setting it for six for later on in the evening, the rest of her family and Robyn helping while the girls picked and choose what songs they wanted to dance too, all of them jumping around the garden happily. As the party slowly winded down with half an hour to go before all of Mari’s friends went home, the adults sat in the shade chatting, the girls trying their best to drag everyone up for a dance, Robyn eventually giving in, and asking for an old nineties classic Saturday Night, showing all the younger girls how to do the dance, laughing as Taron dragged his parents up to join them. The song ended just as the doorbell rang and Mari’s face turned a little sad as her party came to an end. Robyn watched Taron pick her up, give her and hug and whisper something to her which made her smile and once she was down on the ground again, she gave all of her friends a hug and followed her mam through the house to make sure she said goodbye properly to all of her guests, Guy on her tail too, leaving Taron and Robyn alone in the garden.
“What did you say to her?” Robyn asked, sitting down beside him on the grass.
“Just reminded her about the BBQ for dinner.” He answered picking up some grass and throwing it at her. “Guy got some stuff this morning. They want to make the most of the weather. Apparently, it is supposed to change next week.”
“I feel like I am on holidays.” Robyn said throwing the grass back at him. “A party this morning, a BBQ this evening and then a picnic on the beach tomorrow. Never mind best birthday ever, best weekend ever.”
“It hasn’t been a bad one at all.” He agreed, smiling at Robyn as she had her eyes closed and was looking up at the sun. “You going to need some sun cream?” He asked.
“Not if you want my freckles to come back.”
Taron didn’t have time to give her a smart answer back as he was knocked over by his sisters who came thundered back into the garden, throwing themselves on him, hugging him hard. The garden filled with laughter, Taron’s deep chuckles echoing around the garden as Mari and Rosie tickled him again, the Welshman begging for Robyn to come and help him as he was completely under his sister’s mercy. Robyn watched for a little while, enjoying his laughter, how his eyes crinkled at the corners as he laughed hard and eventually, she took pity on him as he tried to curl up to stop his sisters from getting to his sides and stopped the attack of tickles he was under.
“Took your time!” He breathed as his sisters let him sit up, both laughing at him.
She shrugged at him. “Who am I to get involved in a family dispute.” She gently patted his knee. “Plus, I like hearing you laugh.”
“There is a difference between laughing and choking.”
“Shut up Taron.” Robyn gave him a gentle push and he fell over, curling up again as this time Robyn started to tickle him, getting her hands under his shirt to get to his bare skin, running her fingers around his sides, once again loving the sound of his chuckles. Soon his sisters joined in and as tears started to steam from his eyes, only then did Robyn stop and his sisters too.
“This is not fair.” Taron sat up, rubbing his eyes. “You are the same as the two of them.” He complained.
“Being ganged on by the women in your life?” Guy asked walking over with a smile. “Thought you would be used to that by now.”
“Robyn is a bad influence on my sisters.” He groaned, groaning more as the girls around him laughed.
“I happen to think she is a wonderful influence on my family.” Tina came to stand beside her husband, the new silence of just her family laughing and not the excited shouts of eight extra guests so peaceful to her. “Now girls do you want to change? It has been a wonderful party but I think maybe a cool down is needed.”
“No mam!” Mari stood up. “I love my costume.” She ran her hands down her skirt. “Just a little longer.”
“Well ok but before dinner, it needs to come off. You too Rosie.”
“Ok mam.”
“Taron, can we do the Greatest Showman?” Mari asked standing in front of him. “Before I take my costume off?”
“Of course. I did promise you.” Taron got to his feet and held his hands out to help Robyn to hers too. “Mari wanted to play the Greatest Showman soundtrack and have a sing along to the songs.”
“I am totally up for that.” The grin on Mari’s face was still as big as it had been all day but Robyn turned to Rosie. “Only if Rosie will come with us. I think it needs a four-person chorus.”
With a grin, Rosie nodded. “I love that movie.”
“Me too.”
Tina and Guy took a seat and well-deserved drink under the gazebo while their children and Robyn, danced and sang their hearts out to a soundtrack that they had heard many times but it only made them smile to see how happy everyone was, even more so when Robyn and Taron took the duet for Rewrite the Stars, dancing around the garden with each other in a long waltz, singing together, both laughing more than singing, grabbing Mari and Rosie’s hands to make another circle of the garden together.
When they wanted to play the soundtrack a second time, Tina eventually dragged her daughters out of the garden to get changed as Guy got the BBQ heated up and Robyn hauled a chair into the sun on the patio, leaving the two men to cook the food for the dinner Tina had wanted them all to have together. The afternoon sun was beautiful, the heat so gorgeous and such a difference to back home. The temperature of the sun was perfect until something shaded it from her.
“You wanna move there rocketman? I only get two days of this before I am back to the rain.”
“I think I am going to have to insist on sun cream if you insist on sitting right in the sun.” Taron stood with his hands on his hips.
“You want the freckles?” She opened her eyes and laughed.
“What?”
“Dressed for the cooking, I see.”
Taron looked down to the apron he wore. “I need to look the part as chef.”
“Chef? Or sous chef?” Robyn asked, laughing more as Taron’s face frowned. “I think Guy is in charge of the food.”
“Hey!” Taron complained. “I helped your dad last year and nothing went wrong.”
“See sous chef.” Robyn chuckled. “Oh Taron, stop pouting.” She stood up and linked her arm with his, walking him back towards the BBQ. “Go and cook dinner for your family. Do the manly stuff with your step-dad.” She took her arm and gave him a little push.
“You just want to be left alone so you can tan.” Taron said turning back to face her.
“At last you get it!” Robyn chuckled. “I told you, I need to catch up with you.”
Robyn walked back to the chair and sat down and laughed some more as she heard Guy chuckling at his step-son. Back in the sun, Robyn closed her eyes and just smiled. The weekend had been everything and more than she expected and it wasn’t even over yet. It was so lovely to experience a family unit so different from her own and getting to see Taron relaxed and constantly smiling was always her preferred way to see him. Just happy.
Her quiet moment in the sun lasted a few moments more before the girls came running back out, both changed into much more suitable summer clothes, both still on a high from Mari’s party. They went straight onto the grass, picking some more songs to play.
“Those two are not going to sleep for a week.” Tina pulled a chair over to sit beside Robyn. “Not that I am complaining. It has been a wonderful day for them. They were so very excited for Taron to come home. It’s been so long since they have seen him.”
“It must be hard when he is away.”
“In the beginning it was hard to get used to not having him around but I suppose it has gotten easier in a way and I know he is happy and loving what he does and once he is happy, I am happy.” Tina looked to Robyn. “And you know how happy he is at the moment.”
Robyn looked past Tina and to Taron who was flipping burgers on the BBQ, a large smile on his face. “He has been looking forward to this weekend for a long time. A break home is good for him.”
“And maybe because you were able to come too?” Tina teased.
Robyn accepted Tina’s teasing with a laugh. “I am sure he has been keeping his excitement about that on the downlow.”
Tina chuckled. “You know my son so well.” Reaching over she took Robyn’s hand. “Thank you for coming and being so lovely with my family. My girls can be a handful, my son too.”
“Absolutely not. It has been amazing.”
“You can tell me if they get on your nerves, any of them.” She threw her head a little towards Taron.
“Never.” Robyn said firmly. “Perfect gentleman.” She saw the huge grin flood Tina’s face. “What? What is that look for?”
“Only because you feed his sweet tooth.”
The two laughed together, both looking to Taron and Guy as they chatted at the BBQ, the young girls happily running around the grassed garden together. Conversation easily flowed between Robyn and Taron’s mam and there was never an awkward silence between them in the forty minutes they sat on the grass, enjoying the sun and even though Tina told Robyn many times she didn’t need any help in setting the table for dinner, Robyn insisted on helping, carrying out various salads which Guy had bought in the shop when he purchased all the meat for the BBQ. They added two jugs of juice to the table along with a bottle of white wine and some beers. Just as they finished setting the table, Guy and Taron placed four plates of cooked food on the table too.
“Grubs up!” Guy shouted to his daughters who came running, taking a seat at the table, making sure Taron was in the middle of them, telling him loudly he had to sit in-between them.
Robyn could only smile as the family sat down, gentle banter flowing between the siblings and she took a seat on the opposite side of the oval table beside Tina. She accepted Taron’s apologetic look with a smile. It definitely would have been nice to have been able to sit beside him but she didn’t feel anyway put out by being on the opposite side of the table. She knew how close the family were, how this weekend was so very important to them all and was just happy to have been welcomed in.
“So which ones did Taron cook?” She asked, looking at the plates of food in front of her.
“It was a joint effort.” Guy said as he helped himself to a burger.
“So, you supervised all the cooking?” She asked, seeing Taron stop helping his youngest sister take some food from one of the plates.
“Well yeah I suppose.” Guy answered.
“Great.” Robyn used to fork to pick up some chicken. “Once I am sure it’s cooked…”
“Do you really need to finish that sentence!” Taron interrupted her, his face in a little smile. “It’s not the first time I have handled meat.”
Robyn dropped her fork and covered her mouth to try and stop from laughing, but her shoulders still shook and as she heard his parents laughing beside her, she felt she could actually properly laugh, even more at Taron’s face which had turned a beautiful shade of dark red.
“What?” Mari asked. “Why is everyone laughing.” She looked to her brother. “Taron your face is gone red.”
Mari’s words just made everyone else laugh harder and Taron threw himself back into his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. “Yeah alright, get it over and done with now.”
It took the adults, apart from Taron, a considerable amount of time to settle down and stop laughing at him, Taron pouting the whole time, his sisters at a loss for what was so funny.
“Come on this food is going cold.” Taron stabbed a piece of steak with his fork, dropping it grumpily onto his plate, followed by two pieces of chicken and a lump of potato salad.
Seeing his horribly sad face and grouchy mood, Robyn got up from her chair and walked around to stand behind him, very carefully wrapping her arms round his shoulders and hugging him, placing a soft kiss on his left cheek. “No more sad face.” She kissed his cheek right by his ear. “You can definitely handle the meat.” She whispered extremely quietly to him, immediately seeing his face lift into a grin. “I never doubted you.”
Robyn walked back to her seat and sat down as if she had never left the table, reaching for the bowl of salad to put some on her plate. “So, tell me about these plans for the picnic tomorrow.”
The rest of dinner was a pleasant meal, chit chat traveling around the table with ease, laughter filling the gazebo. Once the family has eaten as much as they could, the girls headed to the grass for a lay down and when Taron tried to escape with them, Robyn pulled on his hand. The four adults got the table cleaned up, the dishes washed and any left-over food wrapped and in the fridge before they joined the girls on the grass, Guy and Tina sitting on the chairs, Robyn and Taron on the grass with the girls. After a few minutes of sitting, Taron moved to lay on his back, his hands on his stomach, his eyes closed, enjoying the late evening sun. The temperature had dropped a degree or two and now finally that he wasn’t running around, he could enjoy the heat of the sun.
His peace lasted about ten seconds before he felt two warm bodies lay beside him. “Taron, can we do the song again?” Mari asked him, poking his side a little. “Please!”
“Mari, let’s give Taron a bit of a break. Me and your dad as well as Robyn and Taron have worked very hard on your party this morning and afternoon and now it is time for us to sit down and have a bit of a rest. You and Rosie can go and dance and sing without Taron.”
“Ok mam.”
Feeling the heat leave either side of his body, Taron tipped his head back to look at him mam. “Thanks.”
“No worries.”
Robyn moved to sit crossed legged beside Taron, her knees touching his right arm, the sun shining right on her as it sank a little lower in the sky. It was the perfect place to sit to soak up the sun and she could already feel the colour of skin changing after the heat of the day and was really looking forward to a day on the beach to get some proper colour on her skin. With no sign of the weather changing back in Kilcreen, Robyn planned to take full advantage of the beach day.
“Any sign of the freckles yet?” Taron asked turning his head to look at Robyn.
“Not too sure.” She answered him. “But you definitely have gotten one or two new ones.”
“Well, you have the day tomorrow to get some. I hope the girls haven’t scared you away with their plan.” Over dinner, Mari and Rosie shared their thorough beach plan which involved very little sitting down and relaxing as Taron had hoped for and shared a look with his mam, praying that his restful beach day wasn’t going to be a repeat of the madness of the birthday party.
“Absolutely not. I can make a brilliant sand castle with a moat.”
“Nothing you can’t do.” He replied, turning his head back and closing his eyes. “Not much sand on Aberystwyth’s beach.”
“And that is why we are going to build a castle of stones.” Robyn nudged his arm with her knee. “And you can sit and relax and catch some more sun.”
He looked to her again. “You are meant to be relaxing too. It’s your weekend off too. I don’t think you want to be entertaining my sisters all weekend, even though I know you don’t mind.”
Robyn looked to the girls who were still bouncing around the garden. As much as she enjoyed her time with the girls, a day sprawled out on the beach sounded like heaven for a Sunday activity. “You know I adore those girls and have had the best day with them…” Robyn’s words trailed off.
“I understand chicken. Sometimes it is nice to sit back and relax.”
“And get a sun tan.” Robyn agreed. “It would be nice to have some colour going back home.”
“You are a proper sun bunny, aren’t you.” Taron chuckled.
Shrugging, Robyn smiled shyly. “Nothing better than sitting on a beach in the sun.” She felt his arm move and saw him cover a yawn, stretching his arms over his head but he recoiled quickly, Robyn seeing his face frown as the movement pained him. “Think we can make a getaway? It has been a very busy day.”
“There are still some hours of sunshine left. Don’t you want to enjoy them?”
“There’s not that many but I don’t want you getting too much sun without any sun cream on.” She lightly tapped his nose. “And on Thursday evening when we were chatting, you promised me a movie night with popcorn, m&m’s and a cuddle.”
A slow smiled rippled through his face. “I did, didn’t I?” He turned his head to look at her.
“I don’t mind if you would rather stay here though. Really.” She placed her hand on his arm. “I know how important your family is and I do love being here with them. It has been the best birthday ever.” She grinned, smiling more as Taron’s own smile grew bigger.
“It has been pretty great.” He yawned again. “Yeah, I suppose we could make a move.”
“Only if you want.” She gave his knuckles a little rub. “I am more than happy to laze around here.”
Taron lifted his left arm to look at his watch. Just after seven, he didn’t realise it was so late in the day but then with all the dancing and dinner preparation, the time had really flown by. “Nah you are right. We have been here since before eleven. Think it is time we made a move.” He moved to sit up and then got to his feet, pulling Robyn to hers too. He walked over to where his mam and step-dad were sitting. “Robyn and I are going to head off.”
“Yeah of course love.” So thankful and grateful for having her son for the whole day, knowing well a part of him would have much rather spent the day with the beautiful woman who had easily wriggled her way into his heart, Tina stood up and gave them both a hug. “Thanks for all the help today. The extra hands and entertainment have been fantastic.”
“No problem mam.”
Mari and Rosie saw their brother stand up and came running over to him. “Are you going?” Mari asked. “We were going to go and get ice cream!”
Taron crouched down to give his sisters a hug. “I will have to have ice cream another time girls. Robyn and I are going home. We have both had a busy week at work and need to get a good night’s sleep before our day at the beach tomorrow.”
“You will be there at ten like us?” Rosie asked, Taron immediately looking to his mother, his eyes wide.
“Now Rosie, your dad and I already told you this week that we would not be at the beach at ten.”
“Then eleven?”
“Taron and Robyn will come to join us when they are ready. We have all day to have the picnic and don’t forget, it is their weekend too.” Tina told her daughters. “They have all morning or afternoon to come to the beach.”
“Taron…” Mari looked to her brother.
“We will be there before lunch Mari, promise.”
“Ok Taron.”
With one more hug to his family, Taron and Robyn made their way into the kitchen of the house, Taron picking up the after sun and gel which were still on the counter top along with his white tank top.
“Just need to grab my stuff. I left it upstairs in your room.” Robyn said stopping at the bottom of the stairs.
“Sure of course. I will wait for you.”
“Go on out to the car. I will be two minutes.”
Robyn ran up the stairs and into the bedroom she had used to change, picking up her handbag and Elsa dress. Walking out of Taron’s old room, her eyeline went to Mari’s bedroom and she took a few quick steps in through the door, looking to the dinosaur tea party, the three plushes were still sitting as they had been when she saw them last. Without a second thought she grabbed Taron’s green dinosaur and made her way down the stairs with her hands full, heading for the front door, closing it carefully behind her. She walked to the car and got in the passenger side, Taron ready and waiting in the driver’s seat, the car started.
“Really?”
“What?”
“Draíocht?” He asked pulling the horn of the dinosaur.
“She is yours.”
“I would have gotten her back.”
“Mari had the three of them set up at a tea party with a place set for cwtch.”
“Ok maybe I wouldn’t have.” Checking his mirrors and blind spot, Taron pulled out of the parking spot. “Thanks for rescuing her.”
“Welcome.” Robyn gave the plush a squeeze. “I know how much you love to cuddle her.” He didn’t answer her but an easy blush rose to his cheeks.
Back at his home, Taron opened the front door and groaned when he saw the Olaf costume in his living room.
“Stupid bloody thing.” He marched into the living room and kicked the Olaf head.
“Hey, Olaf doesn’t deserve that.” Robyn followed him and dropped her stuff beside the couch along with draíocht and picked up the head of the snowman. “Wasn’t his fault you were too stubborn to listen to me, your mam and Guy.”
“I hate that thing.”
Chuckling Robyn carried the snowman head to his spare bedroom. “And I am sure he hates you too.” She called back to him as she walked. She dropped the top of the costume onto the bed and went back to the living room to grab the body of the snowman. “Don’t get in a huff over it.” Taron had dropped himself onto his stomach on his couch, his left arm dangling over the side, his feet over the arm rest. “It all worked out in the end.” She hauled the snowman body into the spare room, leaving it on the floor, closing the door behind her. Taron was still on the couch, his face buried into the cushions. She picked up the white trousers and soggy brown long sleeved top. “You want these?” His reply was muffled but she could definitely hear an angry tone to the smothered words. “I will pop them in the wash?” With no answer this time, Robyn shook her head and threw the clothes into the washing machine. She came back to the couch and knelt down beside him, her hand going to his lower back. “Tired?”
Taron turned his face so he could look at Robyn and thought himself the luckiest man in the world as he felt her slowly rub his lower back, nothing but concern and a smile on her face, along with the smallest hint of new freckles on her nose. “Been a day and a half.”
“Yes it has.” She agreed. “Bundles of energy your sisters.”
“And we have it all again tomorrow.” Taron smiled a little. “Best adoptive sister ever.”
Robyn chuckled at his words. “But nothing compared to their favourite big brother.”
“Their only big brother.” He corrected. “I was hoping for a restful day tomorrow. Just dozing on the beach.”
“And you think I am a sun worshiper.” She moved her hand to tickle his side a little, laughing as he tried to move his body away but the back of the couch was in the way. She let her hand rest on his back again. “And I am pretty sure Tina has a plan for tomorrow that will give you plenty of time for dozing on the beach, under the shade.” She moved her hand up a little rolling her palm over his shoulder blades.
“Sounds perfect.”
“Shall I just leave you to doze here then?”
Taron lifted his head. “Aww shit sorry Robyn. This is normally my time to catch a quick nap on set and I guess my body is just in the habit of it and it is so bloody warm in here after the windows being closed all day.” He moved so he was laying on his side, curling his legs up. “This time yesterday I had just left mams to run home to grab a quick shower before you arrived so missed out on one and today has been mad. Good mad though.” He said with a little smile. “The best.” He reached out to take her hand which was on his side. “Thank you for everything today. You always just do the most wonderful things for my family without question.”
Robyn gave him a shy smile. “It’s so very easy to do.”
“I think I have just hit a wall.” Taron lay his head back down on the cushion. “The heat makes me tired too.”
“As well as the long days on set, the Olaf costume and running around with your sisters acting like Hugh Jackman!” She gently gave his back a pat. “Plus all the delicious food you ate too.” Chuckling, Robyn laughed more as Taron hid his face in the cushion again. “Good thing you didn’t have a beer or two. You’d be properly passed out by now.”
“Not when I am driving.” He lifted his head. “We are walking to the beach tomorrow.”
Robyn shook her head at him. “Sure. You allowed to drink on the beach in Aberystwyth?” Taron’s whole body sighed. “Want to move over a little so I can sit down too?” He didn’t move. “Cup of tea and a cookie?” She smiled as one of his eyes opened. “Re-application of after sun?”
Taron moved so quickly to sit up, his face in a full grin. “Yes please!”
“It is so easy to please you.”
“That sun burn you got today is really starting to show.” He laughed as her face deepened in colour. “Maybe I need a turn to rub in some after sun for you.”
Giving his legs a push, Robyn got to her feet. “There are so many other things you could do for me.” She said to him.
“Like sign a few photos?” He asked as she walked around to the other side of the coffee table to pick up the after sun jar. He had his arms up to protect himself as he waited for the jar or tube of gel to be flung at him but a shoe came his way instead and he laughed hard, catching her other shoe as she threw it at him. “Good idea. It is warm in here.” He kicked off his own shoes. Prepared for the onslaught after his words, he was a bit surprised but still managed to tightly catch her as she threw herself at him, getting to her hands to hold them before she could try and tickle him and as he caught both her hands under one of his arms, it left him one free to use her plan against her and started to tickle her, Robyn trying her very best to wriggle from his grip but Taron held firm, laughing as Robyn begged him to stop, even more so as his hands slipped under her top. “Ticklish?”
“Taron stop! You know I am!” Robyn always knew Taron was strong and he was using every ounce of it to keep her in place against him and as his hand crept around to her lower back, she tried even harder to move away from him. “Taron! No! Don’t!”
Taron loved learning new things about Robyn and as he discovered that her lower back was extremely sensitive, he took full advantage and thoroughly enjoyed the laughter from Robyn as she crippled over in a heap of giggles.
“Taron!” Tears were falling down her cheeks and as she still squirmed under him, she knew she had slipped down his body a little and turning her head, saw how close her face was to his neck and without a second thought stretched so she could kiss him, giving him neck numerous little kisses and just as she knew he would, stopping tickling her when he realised what she was doing. She didn’t count on him completely letting go of her and as she wasn’t holding onto him, slipped from his lap and straight onto the rug, landing with a hard bump.
“Oh, shit Robyn!” He moved to sit beside her but as always with Robyn, she was just smiling, though he hadn’t missed how her hand was now rubbing her lower back under her top. “You ok?”
“Just fine. Evil evil man.” She took her hand from her top and brushed her hair that had fallen from her Elsa plait from her face. “Tickles bad.”
Taron grinned. “I never knew your back was so tickly. No wonder you don’t like massages.”
“Evil man.” Robyn repeated, her whole body shivering a little. “You are getting no more cookies.”
“Good thing I still have a stash to eat and make last.” He giggled as she gave him a hard push with her right hand. “And you call me evil? You play dirty. Kissing my neck.” Taron hoped his sun burn covered the heated flush that was on his cheeks because the sudden kisses to his neck left his skin on fire, his heart racing and every other part of him wishing for more.
“I needed to distract you and look it worked.” Robyn turned a little, sitting sideways. “I am not sorry for them.”
Taron shrugged. “Sorry for the tickles.”
“No, you are not.”
Taron chuckled. “Well, no not really.”
“You can rub your own after sun in now.”
“Oh no Robyn!” Taron whinged. “I can’t reach behind my back. I need your help for that part.” He moved to his knees and took her hands. “We can watch whatever movie you want and you know I make a good pillow and I will make the popcorn, supply the m&m’s and get you a drink of your choice.”
Robyn always had a soft spot for Taron’s eyes from the moment he had stared up at her in the 7/11 as he lay on her legs and that stunning green was so unique along with the flecks of brown just made her internally sigh but every other part of her melt to his every will and wish. “13 Going on 30, salted popcorn, not butter, chocolate m&m’s not peanut and red lemonade.”
Taron’s face lit up until he heard red lemonade. “Wait what? Red lemonade?”
Robyn stood up. “Red lemonade.” She repeated. “I am going to the bathroom. I want to fix my hair and think about if I want a cuddle or not.”
Leaving him sitting on the ground, Taron’s eyes followed her as she walked with purpose away from him and into the bathroom. He grinned as she walked back out a few seconds later and into his bedroom, moving back into the bathroom with her toiletry bag. He got to his feet and ran his hands over his head, his face back in a full grin. He absolutely adored her in every way possible and moving to the kitchen, he swung open the windows to let some air in and then opening one of his presses, took out the microwave popcorn and got one going in the microwave. He happily sighed as he took a large bowl from another press for the popcorn. He loved having Robyn around. He found a smile permanently fixed on his face, always seemed to be laughing and it was such a refreshing break from the seriousness of his work at the moment. Getting another packet of popcorn going in the microwave once the first one was done, he then found the requested chocolate m&m’s but stood puzzled for the red lemonade. He had never even heard of red lemonade and had no idea what drink Robyn meant. He knew it wasn’t wine because as he had learnt quickly, Robyn was not a wine drinker but as he looked through his alcoholic and soft drinks, was really stuck for what she wanted to drink. The dinging of the microwave left him with something he knew he could do and brought the large bowl of popcorn to the coffee table along with the m&m’s he had poured into a smaller bowl. Walking back into the kitchen, he pulled out a bottle of lemonade and then some blackcurrant squash and filling two pint glasses with a mixture of both, hoped it was what Robyn was looking for.
“I opened the windows in your bedroom.” His head turned as she wandered back to him, her hair up in bun. “It is quite warm in there.”
��Thank you. I opened these ones too.” He saw her look to the glasses on his counter. “Red lemonade?” He asked hopefully, seeing that cheeky grin on her face grow when she was up to no good. “Go on, tell me.”
“Nice try but you hadn’t a hope.”
“Well that was quite obvious. What on earth is red lemonade?”
“And Irish stable. You can’t get it anywhere else.” Robyn thought for a second. “Actually, I don’t know if that is true. I am sure you can get a variant in the UK.” She picked up one of the glasses and took a drink. “Nowhere near but the effort is appreciated.”
Taron shook his head but was smiling. “As requested, popcorn and chocolate m&m’s and we can pop on the movie you wanted too.”
“We don’t have to watch that one.” Robyn carried her glass over to the table. “I am happy to watch something we will both enjoy.”
“You pick.” Taron placed his glass beside hers. “I’ll be back in two.”
“Sure, and when you come back, we can do the after sun.”
Taron smiled a little. “Thanks.”
“Like I was not going to.”
Back from the bathroom, Robyn was true to her word and once Taron took his shirt off, very carefully cooled his hot shoulders down with the after sun and gel, adding an extra layer of the gel to really help ease some of the burn he still felt. He put his shirt back on and settled into the couch, rolling his neck a little.
“Only been twenty-four hours rocketman. Give it at least another two days.”
His smile was a little guilty but he nodded. “So, what have you picked?”
Settling on the couch, Taron in the corner with his feet on the coffee table, Robyn beside him tucked up, she picked an action movie she thought they both would enjoy and as the movie hit the hour mark, she had found herself nestled right against his side, his arm thrown over her shoulder both very comfortable and happily content after their little sweet feast. Another half an hour later as the movie wound up, Robyn was overly warm as Taron snoozed against her, her cheek resting on her hair. She would never ever refuse a cuddle or hug from him but with the heat in his flat from the day’s high temperatures and his own raised body heat, she was overly warm but closing her eyes, she enjoyed the closeness with him. It lasted for about ten minutes before she knew she had to move. Last time, he needed the comfort of the cuddle as he lay miserable with sickness but this time Robyn was starting to feel overly flushed and warm. She shuffled out from under him, making sure his head wasn’t uncomfortable and had started to get up when there was a tug on her hand.
“You’re leaving me?”
“Never thought I would say this but sometimes being an electric blanket is not always a good thing.”
“So, I am too hot for you then?” Taron opened his eyes.
“In this heat? Yes otherwise no.” Robyn stood up and stretched a little.
“Thought you loved the heat.”
“I do but my air con has spoilt me.” She stepped closer to him and checked his watch. “Probably should hit the hay.”
“Ugh my room is going to be roasting.”
“Hopefully the opened windows will let some air in. You really need to invest in a fan or something.” She saw Taron sit up a little straighter. “What? What did I say?”
Taron got to his feet, the largest grin on his face. “I knew there was a reason why I loved you!” He placed his hands on her shoulders and kissed her left cheek, just beside her lips before climbing over the couch and jogging into the spare room. “Stupid Olaf!”
Robyn heard him cursing, then a loud metallic screeching noise and Taron came back out of the spare room, jogging around the couch. He slipped his feet back into his runners and left her without a word, back into the spare room, Robyn following out of pure curiosity as he ignored her, walking into the spare room and nearly into a ladder.
“Jesus!” She stopped herself in time, grabbing hold of the wooden step ladder that led into the attic. “Taron?” She called, looking up.
“Bloody genius!” Robyn took a step back as Taron’s face appeared through the gap in the ceiling where the attic stairs folded up. “Will you take this for me?” He handed her down a white pole with a stand attached to the bottom.
Robyn climbed up three of the steps to be able to reach and take the pole from him, still utterly confused and back on the wooden floor, left it on the bed, grinning as Olaf was now on the opposite side of the bedroom on the floor.
“Robyn I bloody love you!” Taron appeared again with a black sack. “It’s a bit heavy but can you take this for me?”
“Yeah of course.” She climbed back up again and took the black sack from him, feeling a bit of weight in it and once back on the floor, watched Taron come down the ladder and close the steps back up. Still without an explanation, Taron thanked her, took the black sack from her and the pole from the bed and headed for his bedroom, Robyn right on heels.
“Taron what are you up…” She stopped as he ripped open the bag and triumphantly, pulled a white fan from the dusty sack. “You have had that the whole time and only realised now that you had a fan because I mentioned the word fan?”
“Yeah!” Taron was busy slotting the fan into the pole, extending it out so it was at its highest. “Like I said genius.” He dragged the fan over to his side of the bed and pulling out the plug for the bedside lamp, plugged the fan plug in and turned the fan on right up to number five, cool air immediately hitting him full on and he closed his eyes and happily sighed. “Fucking perfect.”
Robyn stood at the opposite side of the bed laughing, her giggles making Taron turn around to look at her. “Come on you. Apparently, I am too hot to cuddle. Want to give it a go now?”
With a nod, Robyn stepped up on the bed and walked over to him, accepting his hand to help her down. The cold air was incredible and she wrapped her arms around his waist, still laughing. “Can’t believe you had this the whole time but have spent the last two days suffering in the heat.”
“I forgot about it. I am just never home enough to use it and to be fair, the weather isn’t always like this and I am normally home for longer than a few days in Winter so don’t need it. Delighted I remembered though. I see a brilliant night’s sleep calling my name.”
“You’re a tosspot.” She giggled, giving his shoulder a light kiss. “Absolute nutjob.”
“A cool nutjob.” Taron chuckled. “So, time for bed I think.”
After a quick change and trip to the bathroom, Taron was laying on the bed on his back, the fan directed right onto his skin, gorgeous cool air blowing all over him.
“You are going to get sick if you stay like that.” Robyn leaned against the bathroom door, very much enjoying the view of Taron laying on his bed in just a new pair of light cotton shorts, his body looking incredibly comfortable now that he had cool source of air. He had closed all the windows of his room and even was happy to close the bedroom door too, now he knew his room wouldn’t turn into a furnace during the night.
“Not a chance. So chilly and nice.” Taron replied.
Robyn shook her head and walked over to the fan and turned it down to number two and pulled it away from the bed, directing the flow into the room rather than on Taron.
“Hey, my air!” Taron lifted himself up onto his elbows and looked at her.
“You will get sick.”
“But it’s hot and the air is nice and cold.”
Robyn sat by him and placed her hand on his skin. “And so are you. Too cold.” She lightly touched his shoulders. “Except for here.” She reached over him and picked up the after sun from beside him. “Can I?”
“Sure.” Taron lay back down on the bed, turning over onto his stomach, so happy with his find, so glad he could breathe easily without inhaling stuffy heat and as Robyn sat beside him, massaging the cream into his shoulder’s, everything was perfect. The only thing that wasn’t, was how short his massage was, how quickly Robyn helped once again to keep his burnt skin soft and moisturised. He would have happily enjoyed another gentle massage but Robyn’s concern was only to rub the after sun in for him so did just that.
Robyn washed her hands in the bathroom and looking at Taron’s reflection in the mirror, she could only smile. He was so easy to please and if she had of known a fan would have given him all the pleasure he needed, she would have gotten one for him herself.
“Cookies and cool air.” Switching out the bathroom light, she climbed over his legs, earning a chuckle from him and lay down on her right side beside him as he still lay on his stomach. “Happy?”
“Definitely.”
“Good.” Rolling over she turned out the bedside light and curled up on her side again, the whirling noise of the fan heard over Taron’s deep breathing. She knew there was no point in even starting a conversation with him. He was overly comfortable and beyond excited with his fan and half asleep already. Leaning over, she kissed his hair. “Night rocketman.”
“Hmm night.”
Grinning at his sleepy reply, Robyn closed her eyes and snuggled down further on the pillow. Her day couldn’t have gone better and she knew there was another one coming for her tomorrow.
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Teenage Daughters Chapter 7 Rory Julia
They sit together a bit later, sipping whisky. Gillian and Joe had went home after talking to them and Rory. Gil was quite relieved at how well Rory took the news. Knowing the parents needed to talk, she excused them.
“Ring me if you need me hen.” Her parting words.
Rory had fell asleep after a promise from her dad that they would spend some focused time together over the weekend. Now it was time for Jamie and Claire to talk.
“You being right next door will help, a lot.” Claire says. She sits with her legs tucked up, sipping the whisky.
“Aye. I really want to be fully involved in her life. I know it won’t be easy for you. You have raised her alone all this time.”
“I think it will be both easy and hard. To have someone to back me up when I make decisions like the one about the concert. That will be very nice. But other things, things I am sure we will disagree on. Those will be harder. It will work out though. I am grateful that a unexpected fifteen year old daughter hasn't sent you fleeing.”
“Aye, I think if it had been any of the guys I was with that weekend, they would have. I was raised better. Or it took better. So Claire, tell me about our daughter.”
“She is stubborn. Was even born almost two weeks late.” She smiles a bit at the memory. “They had scheduled a stress test. The midwife was talking c-section. I went into labor, early morning the day of. Called Gillian. Was she decided to come, she didn’t play around. The contractions were two minutes apart by the time we pulled up to hospital. I was a seven, seven centimeters, when checked. Lord transition. They say you don’t recall it, after. They lie. I really thought I was being torn asunder. Gillian’s poor hand was near broke. It took near two hours to push her out. Stubborn. She was born on April 30th. 11:05 in the morning.” He gasps.
“April 30th. The lass almost made my birthday. May 1st.”
“How extraordinary!” She stands, walks over to the bookshelf across the room. “Sorry, should already be showing you these.” She returns with a photo album. “Her first picture.”
He stares at his daughter, covered in the fluids of her first home, her red curls matted to her scalp, as she is lifted up to her mum.
“She was a big girl. Almost nine pounds.”
“Sorry.” He knew that came from his side.
“I named her Rory, in honor of the Scot who started her in me and his red hair “
“Didn't fool you with the dye job?”
“No. Your carpet was still red.” He flushes a bit. “And Julia for my mum. She is Rory Julia Beauchamp. We can add you to her birth certificate and change her last name, if you wish.”
“I do. But let's ask Rory herself. It is her name.” She smiles, continuously impressed by him.
“We shall then. I had saved enough to stay home with her through her first year. Worked only part time her second.” She shows him more pictures. Rory as an infant. “She rolled over at two and a half months. Early. Was early in all her milestones. Crawled at four months. Cruising at six. Took her first steps at nine. Precocious.”
“Nine. Oh that most have been fun.”
“It was. She was soon running. Climbing. Her first word, ball, was around nine months too. Followed quickly by no.”
He laughs. “They all learn that one fast.”
“They do. She is very bright. Was reading at three.” He looks at her startled. “Yes. Reading, reading. Not just repeating memorized books. She is artistic. Loves to draw, paint, sculpt.”
“My mam. She is the artist. Rory gets that from her.”
“I knew it came from your side. I can’t draw a straight line. Art and literature are her favorite subjects. She is a decent science student. Struggles with her maths.”
“I can help with that. Got high honors in math.”
“That would be wonderful. She wants to write and illustrate children’s books. She will be good at it. Scares me a bit though. An uncertain career.”
“You wished her to be a doctor?”
“It would’ve been nice. But I knew by third year that wasn't a realistic goal. But something more steady.”
“If it helps, as my firstborn, she will have shares in Fraser Spirits. She will also inherit half the company. Her future, no matter her career path, is secure.”
She lets a long held breath out and relaxes fully. “Helps, it is like you removed a gaint weight from my back.”
“Good. You have carried the weight and worry of her raising, alone, long enough. I will happily take my share. Now, is there anything she needs, right now? Anything I can get her?”
“Summer clothes. She has outgrown everything from last year. We were going shopping this weekend.”
“How about we all go?”
“You don’t wish to just send us?”
“Is that what you would prefer?”
“No. Not at all. It is just, recall what I said about her stubbornness?”
“She gets it from me. I will match it. Besides, my clod heid has missed enough of her life. I don’t wish to miss a moment more.”
“Thank you.”
“I will have our family lawyer Ned Gowan, arrange for the DNA test, if that is alright? It is just to protect her inheritance. Not because I don’t believe she is ours.”
“That is fine.”
“He will also arrange for you to receive the fifteen years of maintenance I am behind.”
“Jamie, you needn’t do that!”
“I want to do that. She is my child. Her care and support is my responsibility too. You have done it all. Please let me help.”
“Alright. I will give you the information on her college fund. You can deposit it there.”
“As you wish.”
“I am glad it is you and not one of your mates I took to bed that day.”
“Me too. It was a hell of a way to lose my virginity.”
“I wish I would have known. I don't recall being gentle with you.”
“You wasn’t. I didn't complain though.” He moves closer, finding her hand. “There was something that went beyond alcohol infused lust between us. There still is.”
“Rory?”
“She is the result. Not the cause.”
“Jamie, let us see her settled, used to you being her dad before we.. I have been careful about dating around her. My last serious relationship ended over a year ago. She hasn’t know a lot of ‘uncles'. Just two. Frank, my latest ex and a bloke named Philip around the time she was ten.”
“Wow. Impressive.”
“I knew when I decided to have her, she would come first. You being her dad makes it different. But still, I want her used to that before anything more happens between us.”
“You are an excellent mam Claire. I agree. It is very late. I need home. May I come by for breakfast with Rory before school?”
“Of course. Around seven?” He looks at the time and groans.
“Aye. Missed sleep is part of parenthood, after all. One other thing, may I borrow the photo album. To get to know her more.”
“Absolutely. We will get some pictures made for you.” They rise and walk to the door. “Wasn't the dinner you were expecting, eh?”
“No. It was so much better. Thank you for our daughter Claire.”
“Thank you for the same.” He takes her hand and kisses it.
“See you at seven.”
“I will have coffee.” He smiles and walks next door.
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22 | Bloody Hell
Series: Misunderstood
Word count: 2.3k
Warnings: None
I was spending the holidays with the Weasley's and Harry and I couldn't be any happier. "Here we go, Daddy's back." Mrs Weasley rolls her husband to the end of the table and we all clap. She tells us to sit down she starts to hand out presents. When she has trouble handing the twins theirs it makes me laugh at how she still can't tell them apart. I open my gift to see she made me a beanie that was red, green, and white. When she comes back from giving Harry his I he's her wrist, "I love it, thank you Mom." I call her making her get happy tears. "Oh I love you so much. Up up." She pulls me up to give me a hug. "You're the only mother figure I have." I squeeze her back and as we pull away she wipes her tears before going back to normal chaos.
As we were leaving to go back to school Ron was complaining about what his mom made him. "Ronald be grateful will you. Would you be happier if you just got nothing?" I hit his back. "No. By the way great job on making her cry." He groans and Hermione hits him this time. "She made her happy, Ronald. A mother loves it when someone feels like that they are part of the family. And knowing that you all have known each other forever makes it more important to her." I thank Hermione for understanding. "Okay, I see where you are coming from." He puts his hands up in defense. "Good, Ron. Now grab your stuff and Hermione, why don't you go get Harry or we'll run late." She nods her head leaving us, "Usually she's the bossy one, not you." I glare at him. "Sorry." He rushes.
When we get back to school we find out Hagrid is back so we all race down the slope to his hut. As we approach it we hear voices inside and it was clearly Unbridge talking to him. "I will say this one last time. As High Inquisitor and the Ministry's representative I am ordering you to tell me where you've been." She asks him. "I told yer--I've been away for me health." Umbridge leans to look around him but we ducked out of sight "Your health." She repeats him. "Bit o' fresh air, yeh know." He tells her "Yes, as gamekeeper fresh air must be difficult to come by. If I were you I shouldn't get too used to being back. In fact...I mightn't bother unpacking at all." She tells him before walking outside. Inside Hagrid's hut he explains that Dumbledore sent him to find the giants to see if they will be on our side but some death eaters have already tried too. "It's changing' out there. Jus' like last time The storm's comin', Harry. And we all best be ready when she does."
The next morning I walk into the Great hall to see Neville reading the article during breakfast with a frown. I remember him telling me about his parents and that Bellatrix used the Cruciatus Curse to tortured them for information, but they never gave in. I take a seat next to him and move the paper away from him giving him a sad smile. "What's good to eat?" I try changing the subject on his mind but he was still in deep thoughts. "Need a shoulder to lean on?" I lay my head on his. "Thanks but not now but maybe later." He says handing me a toast and I take it. "Harry?" Harry turns in surprise to find a nervous Seamus. "I wanted to apologize. Now even me Mam says the Prophet's version of things don't add up. What I'm trying to say is...I believe you." He tells him and Harry stays quite before a head nod. "Question?" Neville asks as I was eating. "Huh?" I hum with food in my mouth. "Why did you kiss me before the holidays?" My eyes widen forgetting I did that. "Oh yeah, about that..." I fidget with my fingers. "I sorta felt like it really. Couldn't help myself actually, you were being really cute and I like that about you." I explain and he nods his head with a tiny smile.
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Later before lessons start I walk with Neville to the room of requirements early because he asked me too. He wanted to look at the picture of his parents so I gave him space sit in the floor some ways from him. I watch as Harry silently joins Neville, who is looking up at the photo of the old Order. "Fourteen years ago...a Death Eater named Bellatrix Lestrange used the Cruciatus Curse on my parents. She tortured them for information, but they never gave in. They've been...like you saw...ever since." Harry doesn't know what to say. Neville turns to him, "I'm quite proud to be their son. But I'm not sure I'm ready for everyone to know just yet." Harry nods then puts a hand on Neville's shoulder "We're going to make them proud, Neville. That's a promise." I get up walking over to look at the picture for the first time and see my mother in it too. "Wow, my aunt Sophia wasn't joking when she said that my mom resembled her..." I say see that my mom and Harry's mom did resemble each other for being fraternal twins. Guess that makes since why he fell in love with her too since he loved Lily in school. "I promise to you too, Maddy. Your mother, my aunt." He gives me a smile and I just nod my head holding back tears.
Later when class starts Harry walks among us in a serious focused mode. "Make it a powerful memory, the happiest you can remember. Allow it to fill you up... A full body Patronus is the most difficult to produce, but shield forms can also be extremely useful against a variety of opponents. Now remember, Your Patronus can only protect you as long as you stay focused. Think of the happiest thing you can, Neville. Madeline you too." Harry passes us. "I'm trying." We both say at the same time. I take a deep breath closing my eyes then get a wolf as my Patronus. At the same time Ron's is a dog that knocks down Neville. "I got you buddy." I give him a hand pulling him up. Suddenly the entire room vibrates making us all stop and look at the door. "Bloody hell." I whisper looking at the ring on my finger. The glass breaks and falls to the ground and we all get together. As Nigel goes to look closer I can make out Umbridge, "I'll make short work of this." Harry peeks than moves Nigel out of the way as an explosion of the rocks break. I hold onto Neville's arm as we all see Umbridge with her club of students then Draco drags Cho into frame.
I was dreading walking into the common room to get dirty looks from everyone and giving Pansy my ring. "I told you I didn't want you to lose that ring. Why couldn't have you missed one lesson so you wouldn't get caught by us? You know how many times I lied and mislead them when it came to following you to the room? I even told your girls to make sure you were with them." Draco grabs me before we walk in. "Don't you dare! I don't care that much about a stupid expensive gift you got me Draco. I stick by friends and family and would do anything for them! As for you trying to keep them off me, I don't care one bit. You should have let them get me because unlike Cho, I would have never gave in." I shove him to the side and go straight to a smirking Pansy, "Here's the ring like we agreed." She smiles taking it putting it on. "By the way, Draco lied to you about how I got the ring. You see, Draco got me that expensive real Emerald diamond ring for Christmas last year during the Yule Ball after you went to bed. Also along with this expensive diamond bracelet." I show it off to her. "So I hope you enjoy a gift that he's only ever gotten me compared to nothing he's ever gave you." I walk off to my bed.
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If it could get any worse, Umbridge has taken over Dumbledore spot. Not only that but all of Dumbledore's Army had to silently sit at a table using her black quills where the writing goes on our hands. As we all finish and head out we pass Cho completely ignoring her still upset she told on us. "Madeline, I know you are mad but... You're friends got me caught to talk." I take a deep breath in as I got straight to my dorm. "Madeline." My dad cuts me off and I follow him to his office. "When I let you become part of the Order I wanted you to not get caught. You remember why right?" He gets dead serious. "Yes Sir." I look down. "He will kill you and me if you get caught on the wrong side in his eyes. If Draco tells Lucius, he will tell Voldemort right away." He says and I feel bad. "Madeline, we aren't on Dumbledore's or Voldemort's side.. We are on our own side." I nod my head and I couldn't wait any longer. "Did you love Lily more than mom? Please don't keep secrets from me anymore. I know they were sisters, fraternal twins to be exact. I also know mom was with the Potter's the night Voldemort killed them all." He takes a seat.
"I will always love the both of them. Lily was my first love and when I met your mother I thought of Lily. They had similar features and slightly alike, same patronus of a Doe, but getting to know your mother I really fell in love with her. I asked Voldemort to spare Lily not just because I loved her but for your mother too. After Hogwarts they got so close, making up lost time. I didn't even know your mother was there till I showed up after everyone was dead. I still remember that I saw James first then Lily and I held her in my arms crying for a while. Before I left the house I saw down the hall another body, I broke down even more seeing it was your mother. Your mother and aunt Lily are the only reasons I play both sides. I sided with Dumbledore because my goal is taking down Voldemort completely, and avenging the death of Lily Potter and your mother. Dumbledore knows he can win because I'm willing to do the unthinkable: play spy for Voldemort while remaining on the side of his enemies, while convincing them that I'm a Death Eater."
"Then I do the same as you. I play both sides when needed. As you said Draco can tell Lucius at any time and if he tells Voldemort it's over for us. It's over for you and I can't let that happen." He stands up and pulls me into a hug. "I just can't lose you too." I nod my head before he sends me back. As I walk into my dorm the girls eyes me. "What you disappointed in me too? You haven't said a bloody word to me!" I shout at them tired of the looks. "Why didn't you tell us? You been distant all year." Ava speaks up first. "Because I didn't want to drag you both into this, I knew the outcome was going to be bad." I tell them sitting on my bed. "We're best friends, Madeline. We are supposed to have each other's backs to get through things." Evelyn snaps. "Did either of you suspect I was part of it with all my sneaking around?" I raise my voice and they nod their heads. "Yet you didn't ask to join to help when you both have clearly said you don't have the views as all the other Slytherin's. Instead you both joined the dumb bloody club she made to catch us. You helped get Cho caught to spill everything!" I start to tear up getting frustrated.
"We needed the extra credit. We're sorry." They both say. "Well you both proved that you are a true Slytherin at heart. You knew and still did it. You know at least Draco mislead you all when it came to following me. He didn't want me to get to get caught and hoped I'm wasn't there when they showed up. Now that I think back to a part he said...he asked you both to make sure I was with you instead of being in the room. What happened there because not once did you try talking to me the whole day." They both look down, "Umbridge said if she could catch you with them she wouldn't write to my parents that I was helping someone in Dumbledore's army. Maddy, my parents are ex death eaters and would kill me." Ava says and I get off my bed. "You might as well become friends with Pansy." I run all the way up to the Gryffindor common room and the twins ask me what's wrong but I just cry right there like normal. "My own best friends betrayed me." Fred holds me while George pats my head telling me it's okay. "You think it's possible for me to stay up here like a couple of years ago?" I wipe my eyes.
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stories-mostly · 6 years ago
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Starks Bug
Tony Stark x son!reader
I did not expect the amount of notes the first chapter had gotten so I hope y'all will enjoy this one just as much.
Word count: 2252
Chapter 2
The first month with you was more draining than Tony had expected. He not only had to be there for you 24/7 but also needed to work, work on his projects, go to meetings, run stark industries simultaneously. He had a lot on his back. He had already made a small baby play pen in his office, though you didn't interact with much yet.
But you smiled on a regular basis now and held your head up for longer and longer periods of time whenever you were rolled onto your stomach.
You also stared at him whenever he fed, held or was close to you. Before now he did not realize that baby's can hold such intense eye contact.
Today Uncle Rhodey finally had time to come over and actually meet his nephew. Up until now he had only seen pictures of you that Tony had sent him.
You had just woken up from one of your many naps as Rhodey walked in.
"Look who decided to visit (y/n)." Tony said as he turned you into the direction Rhodey was coming from.
"Oh my god, he's so small!" Rhodes exclaimed as he put the bags in his hands down before coming over.
He took one of your small hands and shook it gently.
"Hi, nice to meet you. I've heard so much about you!" Rhodey gushed in a high pitched voice as you gave him your intense eye contact.
"You're turning into a softie, huh?" Tony joked and handed you to Rhodey who carefully took hold of your tiny body.
"Do you wanna feed him?" Tony asked as he tested the temperature of the bottle.
"Yes!"
They walked over to the couch and Tony showed him how to properly support you while you got your milk.
"He really likes staring at people." Rhodey chuckled as you continued to stare holes in his head.
Tony nodded.
"Apparently that's what one month olds do. They stare at faces."
Rhodey stayed for a while and before he left, he handed Tony the bags full of gifts for you. He was determined to become your favourite from early on.
Shortly after you turned two months the media had finally found out about you. Tony didn't know who gave it away but wasn't pleased with the situation either way.
But the good thing was that he didn't need to be too cautious with you anymore. He could just take you outside like a normal parent.
Obie organized a press conference where your dad could clear things up. You were in a side room with Obie and Happy while the conference was being held. Tony didn't trust a lot of people with you.
You gurred at Happy as he held your favourite plushie in front of your face. It was a small stingray Rhodey had gifted you on his first visit. You tried to grab it but your coordination wasn't the best. Happy played with you until the conference was over while Obie stood next to him watching you. He also seemed to have a weak spot for you. Let's be honest, who doesn't. You're a cute baby that makes gurgling noises at everyone he sees. You were bound to melt some hearts.
After your existence has been made public Tony agreed, after a lot of debate, to one photoshoot for the public to use. He didn't want you to grow up in the public eye.
At three months you started to interact more with your surroundings. You especially liked to get excited whenever your dad would look into your crib in the early mornings after you woke up.
You smiled and even sometimes laughed at people's antics when they saw you. You also grew more "Talk active" making sounds every chance you got. You really lit up Tonys face even after an exhausting day.
At four months you were starting to try very hard to get from one place to another, you tried pushing yourself up with your arms while kicking with your legs. You were also very close to rolling over on your own.
Tony was very anxious that you'd start crawling soon so he made sure to get ahead of you and baby proof every nook and cranny in the house. He also decided which room should become yours and converted it into your playroom.
At five months you started to play on your own. "Play" meaning sticking your feet or hand into your mouth and giggling about it. Tony found that amusing as well and had Jarvis record every second of it. As if he wasn't recording you since your first day home.
You had also started to accidentally hit yourself with things you held. Much to Tony's dismay. But hey, as long as you kept smiling at his antics he knew everything was alright with you.
At six months Tony was tempted to throw a giant party but he doubted that you'd appreciate that. You were beginning to love attention, and started eating solid food. You also rolled over like a champion.
"Hey (Y/n) guess what day it is." Tony asked before sitting down next to the spot you were laying at.
"That's right it's Christmas! You're so smart. Merry Christmas sweetheart. I hope you will forget this one because as you can see I have done zero decorating." He said before handing you a small Robot stuffie which you eagerly took and placed into your mouth. As you do when you're a baby.
He propped you up between his legs before continuing to open up presents, other people had sent for you and for him. But mostly for you.
"Look its one of those things you can chew on. And you can cool it. This'll come in handy since you already started with your teeth." Tony said and poked your cheek. He handed you the ring with a fluid inside but you didn't want it.
"Well thanks anyway Uncle Happy." Tony said as he grabbed the next one.
"This one's from Obie." He stated before ripping the paper and opening the box.
"Ohhhhh, that's a little Jumper for you! You see this? Here it says "Little mechanic". We don't know about that yet do we?" Tony said talking to you as if you were able to answer. He kissed the top of your head and put the jumper aside.
"And last but not least uncle Rhodeys gift. Let's see what it is." You helped pulling out the paper from the bag but stuck it in your mouth straight after getting your tiny hands on it.
"Oh my god. Look at this. It's a little military uniform. You can be just like your uncle." Tony chuckled. "God this is adorable."
After taking some pictures with the gifts and sending them to each person your first Christmas was over. It wasn't anything too special but Tony would carry it in his heart forever.
And honestly you were adorable in the small military uniform that matched Rhodeys
With seven months you started to "Talk" with Tony whenever he would say something you'd babble back and that's how Tony started to regularly make smalltalk with a baby.
"What do you wanna do today? Wanna go see uncle Happy?"
"Argh pfffb mampa"
"Oh really? I always thought he likes you better but when you say it like that."
"OuuuOhh!"
"Oh now don't get sassy with me young man. You said it yourself. He likes me better."
"Ampammam mam."
"Nope no take backs. You said what you said."
Things like these were becoming regular these days. But you had a surprise up your sleeve.
"Dahnda"
"Did you just say Dada? Come on say it again say: Dada."
"Dahdah." You spat out with great effort.
"oh my goodness, you said your first word! And it was Dada! Your such a smart boy! So smart!" While Tony was fawning over your first word. You were kicking your legs with happiness at his tone of voice.
There were tears forming in the corner of Tony's eyes. "I love you so much, bug!"
The next month's leading up to your first birthday you were getting increasingly more mobile. In only two months you had learned how to crawl like a child athlete. You had also started to pull yourself up on furniture making your dad put everything a few shelves higher.
Once you were old enough you even helped him clean up your toys. You grew excited whenever people came into your house and greeted them yourself by clawing yourself up on their legs to stand beside them.
You also started trying to say their names. Rhodey became "RrOoh" with a gurrgled R and occasionally "Oohdi", Obadiah became "Oohppa" and Happy was by far the closest to getting called by his name, his was "Apy".
At 11 months you were finally able to stand alone for a few seconds and walked as long as you were holding onto something. Much to the delight of everyone. You also started to connect words with things more and more, showed your needs more openly and started to play better with other people. You also liked ripping papers apart as Tony had to find out after leaving important documents unattended within your reach.
You explored more too. Every time you were at your dad's office you'd crawl into the smallest spots and looked into any hole or drawer you could open.
And at your first birthday? There was a small party in Stark industries since your birthday corresponded with the opening of the internal daycare for the children of employees. Tony had thought of it ever since he had to take you with him into his office or lab and work while also keeping an eye on you.
You loved to play with all the toys and the different kids.
Tony was pleased with the job he had done so far. You didn't get injured or sick often, had age appropriate social skills and developed at a normal if not higher rate than any other baby. A few selected reporters were also there as it was good publicity.
Tony was just showing them the napping room for the smaller children when a cry interrupted his speech. It was obvious that it was you who was crying.
"Would you excuse me for a second." Tony said to the reporters as he left to get you. You were laying in the middle of the playroom crying. "DADAAAAA!" You were calling out. Tony swooped you up and bounced you on his hip.
"What's wrong, sweetheart? You were fine a second ago."
You just placed your arms around his neck and slowly let that stifle your sobs.
"Was it too much? I'm sorry I won't leave without telling you again."
Once you were calmed he wiped your tears and gave your cheek a kiss.
"You wanna help Dada show these people around? You wanna come with me?"
He asked and you just hugged him again. Tony continued the tour through the daycare with you on his hip.
"Sorry about that, he just got a bit overwhelmed with all these new people here and me out of sight. (Y/n) can you wave at them? Wave hello." You shyly obligated and a few reporters waved back.
"Anyway, as I was saying before. With this we hope to..." And with that Tony was back in business mode.
You on the other hand were bored just being carried. You took his sunglasses and fiddled with them until you grew bored and put them in your mouth. Your father never once broke his speech.
You fiddled with his clothes after discarding of the glasses. The buttons under his tie interested you most. You were trying to get them off to put them in your mouth and when that didn't work you brought your mouth to them. Tony once again softly pushed you away and pulled out the ring to bite on that Happy had gotten you for Christmas, from his chest pocket. You happily nibbled on that for the rest of the tour.
One reporter even asked you a question shortly before they were about to leave.
"Can you say Dada?" the man had asked.
"Dada." you answered. You were officially a pro. This would go down as your first interview.
After everything was over, you waved everyone goodbye, and went home. Happy brought all your birthday gifts along.
You had gotten a ton of gifts from the other parents attending. It was only small gifts but they did stack up.
After you had fallen asleep on the couch Tony couldn't help but get nostalgic. It's already been a year since you came into his life and so much had changed because of you. Meetings in other states or countries had to be planned out completely before he could go, he had barely attended any parties since your birth and hooking up? With a little one around? Impossible. He had so much less time to work, you needed so much care and attention, he slept more than ever, and ate more regularly too. Drinking? That happened less now too. You were truly a gift, you helped him realize how much he didn't like to feel anything but pure bliss. But with you around he needed to make himself emotionally available if he wanted to be a good father.
You were tiny a year ago but from day one you left a huge impact in Tony's heart and that would only continue to grow with time.
Not that he'll ever admit it but ever since you came into his life, he became the happiest he was in a long time. He cried so many times the past year. Out of joy, sadness and being overwhelmed with so many different emotions for you. All your firsts were forever remembered even if all the videos and pictures would disappear. Because they were forever burned into his memories.
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luci-in-trenchcoats · 6 years ago
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A Safe Mistake (Part 3)
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Summary: The reader gets some good news at the hospital but has a slight falling out with Dean...
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Pairing: Nanny!Dean x Single parent!reader
Word Count: 4,700ish
Warnings: language
The drive to the hospital was the longest of your life despite being only five minutes from work. You found the ER quickly and ran up to the nurses station, getting in the elevator once you knew which floor to head to. You barely stepped outside of it before you saw a few people standing outside a room and you rushed over.
“Y/N-”
“Quiet,” you snapped at Dean, Dean shrinking away from the doctor and nurse he’d been with, quickly moving away to a bench further down the hall. “I’m Ethan’s mom. Is he-”
“He’s okay, a few bumps and bruises. X-ray just finished with him and he came back clean. Another nurse is with him in the playroom,” said the doctor. “Sara, would you go get Ethan for me? He won’t need to be admitted.”
“Thank you,” you said, the nurse leaving.
“We’re hoping that possibly you could convince Mr. Winchester to allow us to look at him,” said the doctor. You turned your head, noticing the ruffled clothes and scrapes all over. He was holding his shoulder but kept his eyes on the ground. “He claims he’s alright but he’s showing signs of a dislocated shoulder and other possible injuries, possibly bruised or fractured ribs.”
“The hospital said it was an accident on the phone,” you said.
“Yes. Mr. Winchester said he and Ethan were playing hide and seek. Ethan appeared to lean up against the second floor railing as Mr. Winchester was coming up the stairs and the railing broke away. Mr. Winchester caught Ethan and the two fell down the stairs together, Mr. Winchester taking the brunt of the impact,” he said.
“The railing?” you said.
“Mr. Winchester has spoken to an officer and protection services. An officer was sent to your home and you may end up speaking to one yourself but the story seems to check out,” he said.
“Thank you,” you said, spotting Ethan down the hall. He looked fine, like he’d had a day of rough playing maybe but he was a kid and those happened. You picked him up in a big hug, sighing as he gave one back. “Want to go home, buddy?”
“Is Dean okay?” he asked.
“Can I take him?” you asked the doctor, getting a nod. “Let’s go home.”
Ethan asked again as you headed down the hall, walking past Dean as Ethan tried to get his attention.
“Dean,” you said, his head lifting up. You had to pause for a moment, his whole face so heartbroken, barely able to look you in the eye. “Get checked out by the doctor.”
“Yes, mam.”
When you got home you had to speak to an officer who turned out to have been a construction worker previously, showing you where the railing in the home had not been installed properly and it was likely that it was only a matter of time and any person could have gone over. He gave you the number of a guy that would come out and put in a new one for you and he could guarantee it’d be done right. You thanked him and tried to pick up the area as best you could, banning Ethan from going upstairs without you for the time being.
After a quick dinner and a change, you called up Heather a few streets over and asked if she’d watch Ethan for a few hours. You needed to speak to Dean and Ethan didn’t need to be around for that.
Back at the hospital, you found out Dean was admitted for the night, getting a room number and heading off to see him. He was picking at the IV in his arm when you rattled your knuckles on his door, face blank for a second as he recognized you, swallowing hard.
“Is Ethan okay? They wouldn’t tell me anything,” said Dean quietly. You stepped inside and walked over beside his bed, pulling his hand away from the needle he was poking at.
“He’s fine,” you said, Dean giving a small nod.
“I can come get my car tomorrow,” he said.
“It’s okay,” you said.
“I think I left my lunch pail in the house. You can just chuck it in the car,” said Dean. You raised an eyebrow, Dean looking away. “I know I’m fired.”
“Wow,” you said, grabbing a chair and taking a seat, giving him a sad smile. “I came here to apologize to you and you’re the one acting like you did something wrong.”
“He got hurt because of me,” said Dean.
“He got a few bruises, ones the kid doesn’t even care about and that he gets every day he plays. If you hadn’t been there and caught him, he could have broken bones, hit his head...the point is you got hurt so he didn’t. Again. No one had any idea that was going to happen and I don’t blame you for it. I’m sorry I snapped and assumed it was something you did. That was so horribly wrong of me to do and the first question you asked wasn’t about you, it was if he was alright and I will never assume you would ever put him in danger again. I’m so sorry I did that to you. You’ve been nothing but kind and gentle with him and with me. I guess I really am the rich bitch you probably think I am,” you said, looking down at your lap.
“I forgive you,” said Dean softly. “I’ve never thought you were a rich bitch either. You got scared and it’s okay. I was scared too and he’s not even mine. I can’t imagine what was going through your head.”
“It’s not an excuse,” you said. Dean shrugged and winced, leaning his head back against the pillow. “Probably shouldn’t do that.”
“Yeah. Thankfully it’s not broken,” said Dean. “Listen, I don’t think they’re letting me out of here until the morning so you probably have to get Ethan to daycare but I can pick him up.”
“No, you’re taking tomorrow off,” you said.
“No, I’m not,” said Dean.
“Yeah, you are,” you said. “I got Ethan. You take care of yourself.”
“I’m not taking a day off my third week,” he said.
“Dean. Take it off. I’ll manage,” you said. “Or I’ll kick your ass.”
“Fine but I will be there Monday.”
“Yeah, we’ll see, Dean.”
Friday Night
“Mommy,” said Ethan from the backseat of the car. “Where’s Dean’s house again?”
“He lives in an apartment on the other side of town, kiddo. We lived in one when you were a baby,” you said, turning down a street and finding his complex, driving around until you found the right numbered building. You pulled into an empty parking space, grabbing the bag from the passenger seat. Ethan had undone his seatbelt and climbed out by the time you got around the car, holding his own little bag. He shut his door and walked up to the sidewalk, waiting for you. “He’s in number 2 so this one right here.”
Ethan walked down the second path to a door, reaching his hand up and ringing the doorbell a few times. A light flicked on above you, the door cracking open, Dean answering with messed up hair and in a pair of sweats.
“Y/N?” asked Dean, glancing down when Ethan held up his bag. “Well hey dude. How’re you feeling?”
“Good. Mommy said you got hurt so we made you a get better bag,” he said. Dean smiled and took the bag from him, awwing when he pulled out a picture Ethan drew at daycare and one of his stuffed animals. “You can keep him.”
“Thanks, Ethan,” said Dean, kneeling down slowly, letting Ethan give him a careful hug. “I’ll be feeling better in no time now.”
“We made dinner too if you’re in the mood,” you said, Dean getting up with your help, nodding. You handed the bag over, Dean opening his door more, raising an eyebrow. “What?”
“Well you guys drove all the way over, might as well have some company while I eat. If you aren’t busy that is,” he said. You shook your head, Dean moving aside, showing Ethan and you where you could leave your shoes and coats, walking through a small family room and setting the bag down on a kitchen table. You looked around, spotting a dark empty bathroom and bedroom but not much else. “I know. It’s small.”
“It’s nice,” you said.
“It’s an old dump,” said Dean with a smile. “But it’s clean.”
You ushered Ethan to the kitchen and a chair, Dean stepping into the small galley kitchen and pulling out three plates from a cupboard, carrying them to the table as you started to dish up some food. You didn’t say much as you ate, Ethan and Dean chatting away like they always did, Dean making sure Ethan had been listening to you about staying away from the stairs until they were fixed.
“I think I got some ice cream if you want,” said Dean when you’d finished. You helped put some leftovers away in his fridge, finding it full of microwave dinners. You let Ethan have a small bowl, Dean struggling to empty his garbage in the meantime. You stepped over and helped him pull it out, Dean sighing when you put in a fresh bag. “Thanks.”
“S’no problem,” you said, setting the bag near the front door, stopping to look at a few pictures on the wall. “Is that your little brother?”
“Sammy? Yeah,” said Dean, Sam in graduation robes, Dean with a big smile and arm around him. “He used to live here on and off until about last year. He moved in with his fiance.”
“Both of you lived here?” you asked, Dean nodding.
“Yeah. It’s been us for awhile. A few different places. This one was pretty good,” said Dean. You nodded, not wanting to ask any questions, Dean chuckling as he sat down on the couch. “It’s okay. I know I grew up a little funny.”
“I’m just surprised it fell on you to help your brother out. Are your parents strict with money?” you asked, Dean smirking. “Sorry. I knew I shouldn’t have asked.”
“No, it’s okay. My mom died in a house fire when I was really little. Sam doesn’t even remember her, he was just a baby,” said Dean.
“I’m so sorry,” you said.
“It was a long time ago. Our dad did his best but we ended up moving around a lot, never had much money. He got sick when I was 17. We didn’t have anyone else and we wound up in the system for a few months until I turned 18 and I got kicked out. I got custody of Sam as fast as I could, a job, a place for us to stay. I was raising him most of my life anyways. It wasn’t that hard,” said Dean.
“Sounds incredibly hard,” you said.
“It’s really hard to be a dad to your little brother when you don’t know what the hell you’re doing,” said Dean with a sad laugh. “We fought a lot when he was a teenager. Things got easier once he went to college and came back, realized I was just doing the best I could for us. We’re pretty close.”
“I thought I had a sob story being the single young mom over here but you got me beat,” you said, Dean laughing. “This isn’t my place to say this so tell me screw myself if you want but...Sam’s what, 24? You don’t have to live so paycheck to paycheck so he doesn’t have loans, Dean. I’m sure Sam will survive if you take a little of your extra income for yourself.”
“I know. We actually-” said Dean, cutting himself off when the door opened, a tall man walking inside, looking at you and Dean, glancing over to see Ethan eating the last of his ice cream in the kitchen. “I thought you had to get back to study.”
“Figured I’d drive back Sunday night since you needed help,” said Sam, giving you a smile. “I didn’t know Dean had a girlfriend.”
“No!” said Dean, instantly standing up, wincing at the pain in his shoulder. “This is my boss and her son. They made me dinner.”
“Oh,” said Sam. “That’s very sweet of you.”
“Well it’s the least I could do,” you said, Sam tilting his head, Dean shaking his own. “Dean does so much for us and he did stop Ethan from getting hurt.”
“At the garage?” asked Sam.
“No, as my nanny,” you said, Sam’s face dropping as he stared at Dean.
“A what?” said Sam. “You’re a nanny? You said you got a promotion at the garage!”
“...I got a new job, so what?” said Dean.
“You lied to me about where the extra money for school came from for starters,” said Sam. “You take care of a kid all day now?”
“Yeah,” said Dean with a shrug, closing his eyes and hissing. “I like it. I really do Sam.”
“Excuse us for just a minute,” said Sam, grabbing Dean’s good arm and dragging him into the bedroom. You went over to Ethan and cleaned up his bowl, knowing you were about to get kicked out any second. You were slipping on your shoes and coats when the door opened, Sam exiting and Dean behind.
“Everything all good?” you asked.
“Mhm,” said Sam, heading past you and out the front door, Dean sighing as he left.
“Thanks for letting us join you for dinner,” you said.
“Thanks for making it. You didn’t have to do that,” said Dean.
“It was no problem,” you said, glancing at the door. “You really okay?”
“Yeah, yeah. I’m fine, Y/N. You guys better head home. It’s getting close to little dude’s bedtime,” said Dean.
“Give us a call if you need something,” you said.
“Sure. I’ll do that.”
Dean came back to work bright and early Monday morning. He was moving more at a regular speed again and Ethan understood he had to be careful with Dean for a few more weeks. Your railing was installed that day, nice and secure now. Dean seemed withdrawn though, the conversation not flowing as easily as normal between the two of you. You let it slide until that Friday night and Dean was slipping on his boots to head home.
“If there’s anything you want to talk to me about, Dean, you can,” you said, Dean picking up his jacket. “You seem different this week.”
“Just having a bad week,” said Dean quietly. “Nothing you did. It’s my fault.”
“I don’t really think it is,” you said.
“Ethan’s in bed. You don’t have to pretend to care, Y/N,” said Dean.
“Excuse me?” you shot back, Dean sighing.
“I’m sorry. I am. I’m just really tired,” said Dean.
“I know I’m your boss but I care about you too, Dean. Not just because Ethan likes you either,” you said. “Stick around for a minute so we can talk.”
“About what?” he asked.
“Whatever’s bothering you,” you said. Dean stared at you, debating it before he kicked off his boots and set his jacket down, following you down the hall to your family room. He sat down on the couch and you went to the kitchen, grabbing him a beer.
“Thanks,” he said when you gave it over, Dean tapping his fingers against the side as you sat down with your own. “I’m sorry.”
“God, I don’t think you know what that word is supposed to be used for you say it so much,” you said.
“I got in big fight with Sam last Friday after you guys left. He thinks I’m childish and that I think he can’t take care of himself,” said Dean. “He doesn’t understand I’m only trying to help him.”
“Okay, when Ethan breaks a rule, what do you do with him?” you asked.
“I sit him down, ask why he did it and then explain why the rule is there and how what he did breaks that rule and why it’s wrong,” said Dean.
“The first thing you do is ask for his perspective,” you said. “Did you get Sam’s perspective on this whole thing? Or even ask for it?”
“Sam’s not breaking rules though,” said Dean.
“Sam’s a grown man and I don’t know for sure what he’s thinking but it’s probably something along the lines of he thinks you still view him as a child that needs protecting,” you said.
“I’ll never apologize for protecting my baby brother,” said Dean.
“It’s okay that you want to protect him. I think what Sam has a problem with is he thinks you’re hurting yourself to help him and he’s an adult now. He doesn’t want you to do that for him anymore,” you said.
“Do you think I’m hurting myself?” asked Dean.
“I think you have a big heart and put other people before yourself,” you said.
“Exactly, Sam’s wrong,” said Dean.
“No, he isn’t. Neither of you are. You’re just...I think you had to act like a father to Sam and it’s hard for you to see that Sam doesn’t need that from you now. He just needs a big brother,” you said.
“You’re really wise for a chick that’s younger than me,” he said.
“I’m like a few months younger, dork,” you said, Dean smiling a little. “Oh? He smiles again? We missed those around here.”
“Well I’m still going to help him with tuition but I guess I don’t have to give him all the extra money. Maybe just most of it,” said Dean with a smirk.
“Hey, it’s a start,” you said, sipping on your drink, leaning back into the cushions. “Oh, that was a mistake.”
“Your couch is much comfier than mine,” he said, closing his as well. You were both quiet for a few long moments, your eyes eventually opening to see Dean slumped over, breathing slowly. You thought about waking him up but decided he’d probably lost a lot of sleep during the week over Sam and him crashing there wasn’t a big problem.
You woke up Saturday morning with a stretch and grabbed Ethan from his room, the both of you heading downstairs in your pajamas for cartoons and breakfast. Dean was still passed out on the couch where you left him, Ethan walking over and staring at him. You heard Dean jump when he woke up, Dean looking around.
“Ethan, you know that’s creepy, right?” said Dean, shaking his head.
“Try having it happen in the middle of the night,” you said, Ethan climbing up on the couch.
“Did you sleepover?” asked Ethan, Dean rubbing his eyes.
“I think so,” said Dean, looking back at you. Ethan grabbed the remote and turned on his show, Dean sitting up more, nodding his head. “You a batman guy or superman guy?”
“Batman, duh,” said Ethan.
“I knew there was a reason I liked you kid,” he said, ruffling Ethan’s hair. They talked about superheroes for a few minutes as you made up pancakes, delivering a few plates to them over the back of the couch. “I’m pretty sure it’s my job to make you food, not the other way around.”
“Just eat, Winchester,” you said, messing up both of their hair, bringing over your own plate after a minute, sitting on the other side of Ethan.
“Mommy,” said Ethan during a commercial. “Are you sure Dean’s not your boyfriend?”
“Ethan,” you said, his face dropping. “I told you the answer is no.”
“But in class-”
“I don’t care what your friend in daycare’s mom does with her boyfriend and her family. Dean is not my boyfriend, understand?” you said. Ethan nodded slowly, focusing back on the TV. “Hey. Just because Dean isn’t my boyfriend doesn’t mean he isn’t part of our family.”
You weren’t entirely sure why you said that, especially when Dean was literally sitting right on the other side of Ethan. He certainly wasn’t a stranger and he was as close as a friend but…
You stood up and grabbed the plates, ditching them in the kitchen before you jogged upstairs. Sure, Dean was a great employee but he was your employee still. He was great with Ethan and he was certainly the kind of male role model you’d always hoped for him to have. He was protective but sweet and he was a little bit flirty but that was his demeanor and-
“Y/N,” said Dean, knocking on your bedroom door. You pulled it open fast and he stood their fidgeting.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t...I mean...what I meant to say…” you kept starting, cutting yourself as you watched his face. He stared at you, eyes drifting down to your lips. He was moving before you really saw it happening, going almost all the way and somehow your body was moving without you, meeting him the rest of the way. The kiss lasted only a second before you broke apart, Dean blinking a few times.
A million thoughts flashed through your mind but only one caught your attention.
What you thought were nerves over the whole nanny thing was so obviously clear now. You’d had a crush and it’d only been getting stronger over the past month.
“I…” said Dean, your hand resting on his arm. You pulled him into your bedroom and kicked the door shut, leaning up to get another kiss, Dean putting more confidence behind this one. Again he pulled away much too quickly and you felt your cheeks begin to burn.
“I’m sorry,” you said. Dean shook his head.
“Don’t be,” he said, a small smile on his face. “I did it first.”
“Um…” you said, shifting on your feet, staring at him. He put a hand on your shoulder that made you still, moving it up to cup your cheek, positive he could feel the heat in them.
“Whatever you want is okay with me,” he said.
“Kind of a cop out if you think about it,” you said.
“Well you are the one in charge,” he said.
“I’m not going to tell you how to feel, Dean,” you said.
“I think I made it pretty clear how I feel.”
“I think I did too.”
“So where does that leave us?”
“I don’t know,” you said, closing your eyes. “It feels like an abuse of power or some crap.”
“How about I go back downstairs and clean up and you get dressed and I’ll be gone by the time you’re done. Monday I’ll come to work like normal and I can go back to just being the nanny,” he said.
“Why did you kiss me?” you asked.
“I know how crappy I felt last night and you made it better. I never feel better when someone tries,” he said. “Then you and Ethan brought over a care package for me when you so didn’t have to and you feel like a friend that cares. Then my heart about stopped when Ethan fell and they wouldn’t tell me a damn thing and I was mortified not because I thought I’d get in trouble but because I thought he was hurt with like a head problem or something. I really care about him and you. I guess I was never good at that part of the job.”
“But why-”
“Because I like you. It feels like we come from different worlds almost but then it feels like you know the right thing to say or do better than anyone I’ve ever met. You’re not this workaholic mom I thought you’d be when I started. You just want to spend more time with your son and be a good mom and finding a good person like that is so incredibly hard. I spend most of my week with you guys and it’s getting harder to stop those feelings from growing,” said Dean. “Why did you-”
“I like you. My son likes you. You have changed our lives from takeout and my son asking every night if mommy’s okay to quality time together and I just feel happier and you do stuff you don’t have to like check the locks at night and I was actually really glad you stayed over last night and-”
“Y/N,” said Dean with a smile. “Don’t freak out on me.”
“Sorry,” you said, putting your hand over his still on your face, Dean staring at you. “I like you.”
“I like you,” he said. “I feel like there’s a but in there though.”
“I pay you. You’re my employee. I’m not...it feels wrong to...I’m gonna feel shitty either way when you leave this room,” you said.
“What if we figured out a way to make it work?” he asked. “I could always stop being a nanny, go back to my old job. Sam made it clear he doesn’t want money from me anymore.”
“Yeah but that’s not fair to Ethan or you,” you said.
“No offense but I took this job for the extra money for Sam. I don’t need it,” said Dean. “You’ve seen my place. I don’t need much to get by.”
“I still need to hire a nanny for Ethan and we don’t even know if this is going to work,” you said.
“I’d like to try,” said Dean.
“Me too,” you said.
“Okay then. I have a solution that might work out for all of us,” said Dean.
“How so?” you asked.
“Well, my old job, I used to go in early and I’d get out at 3. I know Ethan’s daycare has pickups open until 3:15 and it’s right by the garage. I could super easily pick him up and hang out like we do now until you get home,” he said. “You don’t need a nanny and all that extra money can go towards his college fund or retirement. A lot of stuff doesn’t have to change and I wouldn’t be your employee anymore.”
“No,” you said, shaking your head.
“It could-”
“I said no,” you said. “We’re...we’re acting like a pair of stupid lovestruck teenagers. We are adults and-”
“You just said you wanted to try,” said Dean.
“I’m not having you change your whole freaking life again for a possible chance at a relationship,” you said. “It’s reckless and-”
“Maybe you’re right,” he said, narrowing his eyes. “Kissing you was a mistake and I will not make it again.”
He flung open the bedroom door and was down the stairs and outside before you could even realize what you’d done.
A/N: Read Part 4 here!
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wolfxdayz · 5 years ago
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So random ass short story I wrote about hemlock grove that I may or may not ever finish
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"Just do it man! It's over !" The upir gasped his body broken and unresponsive as he stared at the animal that used to be his friend/something more. "My body is broken and look at you! You're gonna live out the rest of your days as goddamn animal !"
The beast in question flinched as if the words physically hurt, and whined ears laid back as the large white wolf trembled slightly, even now instincts and heart fighting against each other . With one last weak growl the animal walked up to the upir and Quickly lunged for the throat snapping the neck for an instant kill, a small mercy that the last human part of
Peter could give to his suffering friend, before Digging into the tall boy's chest and pulling out the heart walking away feeling as if his own heart had been pulled out as well, tears in the wolfs eyes before he sunk into the oblivion of insanity .
Lynda woke up with a gasp, breathing heavily and feeling tears fall down her face as she clutched her Chest small sobs leaving her shaking frame.
Something was wrong something had happened to her baby boy, her good little boy .. Her good little man. She could feel it in the same way she felt the crack go through her entire body, when the doctor snapped Peter's collar bone in half. in order to help the newborn get unstuck from her birth canal.
She rushed to the bathroom and lurched over the toilet giving up the remains of dinner as she curled into a ball.
Zenada one of Peter's great Aunts placed a hand on her shoulder, "O simt de asemenea, acest lucru este ceva nu mama vrea să treacă prin , voi spune o rugăciune pentru sufletul său înainte de a pleca"
(i feel it too, this is something no mother wants to go through, I will say a prayer for his soul before you leave. )
The old woman gave Lynda a towel to wash her face and left yelling for husband to wake his lazy ass up and find her prayer book and light the candles and prepare a small offering for a safe journey.
The morning sun was just breaking over the Carpathian Mountains, when the small family sat in a circle candles surrounding a picture of a younger Peter around Four or Five holding a slightly disgruntled Black Cat and grinning delightedly up at the family. His hair wasn't as long but it did flop around like a mop.
Lynda felt a lump in her throat as she reached for the picture but stopped they were not allowed to touch the dead an old tradition to stop the spread of the plague.
Zenda and her Husband Alek, sat next to the grieving mother.
Zenda placed a hand on her shoulder, "Nicolai will meet him in the meadows don't worry.." She squeezed her shoulder and brought out the small plate of food an offering for the spirit to help him on his journey.
Alek took a breath before starting the prayer, Lynda closed her eyes and tried not to sob as much during the service.
It was a while after standing outside in their small yard that they burned all the letters Peter ever sent his mother, so his spirit wouldn't have any reason to linger behind.
When the smoke cleared and all that was left was ashes Zenda came up to the grieving mother, "..you know what you must do.. His soul won't rest Until it is done.. Think of it as letting him sleep.." She placed a hand on Lynda's shoulder. ".. The Rumancek line was destined for tragedy since the beginning when vârcolac fell in love with Upir. You know Mikal did not mean to hurt that cold girl child Olivia .. Upir breed she was.
He came back to her after selling the items and getting money for them both but by then she was gone and blood was in water.. They were never meant to be.." She gave her shoulder a squeeze, she knew what it meant to marry a Rumancek, many tribes have heard the story and seen the way the Vargulf's ran amok in the family line, Nicolai her husbands poor younger brother .. The pain and destruction he caused near the end of his days.
Perhaps this was a good thing the Rumancek's kept the Vargulf from spreading to other tribe's moon children, by sadly setting the example of what not to do.
Never change on wrong moon,
Never fall in love with Upir, they can't love anyway.
Never marry a Rumancek they will eat you whole .
A few weeks later Lynda found herself with some new forged documents and passport on a plane heading back to the states, to hemlock grove.
She landed at Harrisburg international and got through customs with little hassle her documents making their way through security, she then got herself a little rental car and small motel to stay the night, she felt strangely numb, as if everything was a dream. She was back in the states , she was here to see her son one last time before-.
She stood up and looked at herself in the mirror, she still looked normal not like a mother who just lost everything, who was here to put her son to sleep.
She tried to get herself to cry to feel something but it was like there was a ice cold wall around her, it was both a blessing by God and a curse from her heritage.
She was grateful for the cold numbness that surrounded her, protected her from the reality of the situation helped her eat like normal and tip the friendly waitress at the all night diner near her motel.
She was sipping some tea and staring off when suddenly she caught site of her baby boy her little Peter, he was 6 years old and charming some of her old coworkers into getting him some extra ice cream secretly of course.
They just couldn't resist his little blue-green eyes, those were the same eyes that begged Lynda to let them keep a cat even though they spent most of their time on the road, the same eyes that held such an intense hint of sadness and guilt whenever he asked if he was the reason he didn't have a daddy like other boys.
Those same eyes that lit up whenever she brought him a sketchbook for his birthday and always held a gentle warmth for the few special people in his life.
Lynda blinked and suddenly it was all gone she was sitting in a nearly empty diner holding on to a tea cup for dear life, the ice wall had its first small crack.
She got up and left putting her jacket back on and her hands touched the pearl necklace briefly remembering their first day in hemlock grove and how her son had gotten her a moving in present with his ever so clever five finger discount.
Another tiny crack appeared in her wall.
She walked back to her motel room and just crawled into bed letting the numbness take her to sleep. She was in California again Peter was 9, and was walking in front of her. they were in the redwood forest the trees were as tall as skyscrapers and she felt so small and unimportant underneath them, and yet her son did not, he felt at home here, as he told her all about the things he found on his full moon run here and all the animals he either chased off or timidly befriended.
"...Would you ever like to stay here Peter?." She asked wondering if her son ever wanted to just settle and maybe be normal well as normal as a young werewolf could be.
Peter turned towards her and tilted his head to the side, ".. Stay? Like forever?" He asked,
".. Perhaps " she smiled, ". We could get a house maybe an apartment more cats and you can keep going to school here"
Peter was quiet for a moment before shaking his head and scrunching up his face "..no I'd miss our car too much.. I like the road I like driving with you .." He then ran to her and hugged her tightly. "..its just me and you mama! forever!" He suddenly turned as he saw something that caught his eye, a bright yellow bird flew by, he was chasing it and Lynda suddenly found herself unable to move. She could only watch as a large white .. Beast that was the only thing to describe the wolf like creature a beast a Vargulf jumped out and ate her little boy whole right in front of her-
Lynda woke up with a shuddering gasp holding her chest and feeling tears prick at her eyes but they didn't fall they too were kept behind the ice wall the closed around her as she sat there in bed. She ran her hands through her hair and gently touched the necklace. ".. You're in my heart.. In my head .." She mumbled to herself an old Lullaby from when Peter was a baby, barely a month old and colicky.
Soon she was in her rental car passing by the welcome to Hemlock Grove sign, her ice wall still protecting her as she drove into the main part of town and stopped by destiny's place, where was her niece? Wasn't she getting married? Why did she never write back?
She parked not to far off and was soon walking down some familiar streets she walked up the stairs to destiny's flat and knocked on the door, perhaps her niece could help with this numbness that seemed to be her very being.
She waited as she heard someone come near the door and was surprised to see a young dark skinned male with long dreadlocks answer the door.
".. can I help you?" The man asked confused as to why there was an older woman in his doorway.
". ... .... uh n-no I'm sorry I just thought .. um my niece used to live here .. she was the former tenet do you know if she moved?" Lynda asked trying to keep the panic out of her voice.
".. uh no mam sorry apparently there was some sort of accident and the lady went missing got this place for cheap cause of it .." he shrugged .
".. oh.. ok.. thank you so much .." she quickly turned and left walking briskly out of the apartment complex.
Destiny wasn't missing she could feel it .. she was.- . She didn't want to think about it .
Lynda went back to her Rental car and drove around for a bit, heading up to the old trailer when something ran across the road, a large white dog? No that wasn't a dog, her heart lept in to her throat as she watched the wolf run away from a nearby flower shop a small bundle of mix matched flowers in its maw as the owner screamed at him and threw some rocks already dialing animal control.
The wolf ran in front of her car and down the road, Lynda quickly followed praying that it was just a random wolf and not her son.
She followed it for sometime and was surprised to see it slip into hemlock grove's cemetery.
She parked her car on the side of the road and got out opening the gate and trying to find him again.
She was walking around the rows of
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So when season 3 happened I wrote this little Fic about Lynda .. and well it’s not finished but here it is might finish it later !!
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"Just do it man! It's over !" The upir gasped his body broken and unresponsive as he stared at the animal that used to be his friend/something more. "My body is broken and look at you! You're gonna live out the rest of your days as goddamn animal !"
The beast in question flinched as if the words physically hurt, and whined ears laid back as the large white wolf trembled slightly, even now instincts and heart fighting against each other . With one last weak growl the animal walked up to the upir and Quickly lunged for the throat snapping the neck for an instant kill, a small mercy that the last human part of
Peter could give to his suffering friend, before Digging into the tall boy's chest and pulling out the heart walking away feeling as if his own heart had been pulled out as well, tears in the wolfs eyes before he sunk into the oblivion of insanity .
Lynda woke up with a gasp, breathing heavily and feeling tears fall down her face as she clutched her Chest small sobs leaving her shaking frame.
Something was wrong something had happened to her baby boy, her good little boy .. Her good little man. She could feel it in the same way she felt the crack go through her entire body, when the doctor snapped Peter's collar bone in half. in order to help the newborn get unstuck from her birth canal.
She rushed to the bathroom and lurched over the toilet giving up the remains of dinner as she curled into a ball.
Zenada one of Peter's great Aunts placed a hand on her shoulder, "O simt de asemenea, acest lucru este ceva nu mama vrea să treacă prin , voi spune o rugăciune pentru sufletul său înainte de a pleca"
(i feel it too, this is something no mother wants to go through, I will say a prayer for his soul before you leave. )
The old woman gave Lynda a towel to wash her face and left yelling for husband to wake his lazy ass up and find her prayer book and light the candles and prepare a small offering for a safe journey.
The morning sun was just breaking over the Carpathian Mountains, when the small family sat in a circle candles surrounding a picture of a younger Peter around Four or Five holding a slightly disgruntled Black Cat and grinning delightedly up at the family. His hair wasn't as long but it did flop around like a mop.
Lynda felt a lump in her throat as she reached for the picture but stopped they were not allowed to touch the dead an old tradition to stop the spread of the plague.
Zenda and her Husband Alek, sat next to the grieving mother.
Zenda placed a hand on her shoulder, "Nicolai will meet him in the meadows don't worry.." She squeezed her shoulder and brought out the small plate of food an offering for the spirit to help him on his journey.
Alek took a breath before starting the prayer, Lynda closed her eyes and tried not to sob as much during the service.
It was a while after standing outside in their small yard that they burned all the letters Peter ever sent his mother, so his spirit wouldn't have any reason to linger behind.
When the smoke cleared and all that was left was ashes Zenda came up to the grieving mother, "..you know what you must do.. His soul won't rest Until it is done.. Think of it as letting him sleep.." She placed a hand on Lynda's shoulder. ".. The Rumancek line was destined for tragedy since the beginning when vârcolac fell in love with Upir. You know Mikal did not mean to hurt that cold girl child Olivia .. Upir breed she was.
He came back to her after selling the items and getting money for them both but by then she was gone and blood was in water.. They were never meant to be.." She gave her shoulder a squeeze, she knew what it meant to marry a Rumancek, many tribes have heard the story and seen the way the Vargulf's ran amok in the family line, Nicolai her husbands poor younger brother .. The pain and destruction he caused near the end of his days.
Perhaps this was a good thing the Rumancek's kept the Vargulf from spreading to other tribe's moon children, by sadly setting the example of what not to do.
Never change on wrong moon,
Never fall in love with Upir, they can't love anyway.
Never marry a Rumancek they will eat you whole .
A few weeks later Lynda found herself with some new forged documents and passport on a plane heading back to the states, to hemlock grove.
She landed at Harrisburg international and got through customs with little hassle her documents making their way through security, she then got herself a little rental car and small motel to stay the night, she felt strangely numb, as if everything was a dream. She was back in the states , she was here to see her son one last time before-.
She stood up and looked at herself in the mirror, she still looked normal not like a mother who just lost everything, who was here to put her son to sleep.
She tried to get herself to cry to feel something but it was like there was a ice cold wall around her, it was both a blessing by God and a curse from her heritage.
She was grateful for the cold numbness that surrounded her, protected her from the reality of the situation helped her eat like normal and tip the friendly waitress at the all night diner near her motel.
She was sipping some tea and staring off when suddenly she caught site of her baby boy her little Peter, he was 6 years old and charming some of her old coworkers into getting him some extra ice cream secretly of course.
They just couldn't resist his little blue-green eyes, those were the same eyes that begged Lynda to let them keep a cat even though they spent most of their time on the road, the same eyes that held such an intense hint of sadness and guilt whenever he asked if he was the reason he didn't have a daddy like other boys.
Those same eyes that lit up whenever she brought him a sketchbook for his birthday and always held a gentle warmth for the few special people in his life.
Lynda blinked and suddenly it was all gone she was sitting in a nearly empty diner holding on to a tea cup for dear life, the ice wall had its first small crack.
She got up and left putting her jacket back on and her hands touched the pearl necklace briefly remembering their first day in hemlock grove and how her son had gotten her a moving in present with his ever so clever five finger discount.
Another tiny crack appeared in her wall.
She walked back to her motel room and just crawled into bed letting the numbness take her to sleep. She was in California again Peter was 9, and was walking in front of her. they were in the redwood forest the trees were as tall as skyscrapers and she felt so small and unimportant underneath them, and yet her son did not, he felt at home here, as he told her all about the things he found on his full moon run here and all the animals he either chased off or timidly befriended.
"...Would you ever like to stay here Peter?." She asked wondering if her son ever wanted to just settle and maybe be normal well as normal as a young werewolf could be.
Peter turned towards her and tilted his head to the side, ".. Stay? Like forever?" He asked,
".. Perhaps " she smiled, ". We could get a house maybe an apartment more cats and you can keep going to school here"
Peter was quiet for a moment before shaking his head and scrunching up his face "..no I'd miss our car too much.. I like the road I like driving with you .." He then ran to her and hugged her tightly. "..its just me and you mama! forever!" He suddenly turned as he saw something that caught his eye, a bright yellow bird flew by, he was chasing it and Lynda suddenly found herself unable to move. She could only watch as a large white .. Beast that was the only thing to describe the wolf like creature a beast a Vargulf jumped out and ate her little boy whole right in front of her-
Lynda woke up with a shuddering gasp holding her chest and feeling tears prick at her eyes but they didn't fall they too were kept behind the ice wall the closed around her as she sat there in bed. She ran her hands through her hair and gently touched the necklace. ".. You're in my heart.. In my head .." She mumbled to herself an old Lullaby from when Peter was a baby, barely a month old and colicky.
Soon she was in her rental car passing by the welcome to Hemlock Grove sign, her ice wall still protecting her as she drove into the main part of town and stopped by destiny's place, where was her niece? Wasn't she getting married? Why did she never write back?
She parked not to far off and was soon walking down some familiar streets she walked up the stairs to destiny's flat and knocked on the door, perhaps her niece could help with this numbness that seemed to be her very being.
She waited as she heard someone come near the door and was surprised to see a young dark skinned male with long dreadlocks answer the door.
".. can I help you?" The man asked confused as to why there was an older woman in his doorway.
". ... .... uh n-no I'm sorry I just thought .. um my niece used to live here .. she was the former tenet do you know if she moved?" Lynda asked trying to keep the panic out of her voice.
".. uh no mam sorry apparently there was some sort of accident and the lady went missing got this place for cheap cause of it .." he shrugged .
".. oh.. ok.. thank you so much .." she quickly turned and left walking briskly out of the apartment complex.
Destiny wasn't missing she could feel it .. she was.- . She didn't want to think about it .
Lynda went back to her Rental car and drove around for a bit, heading up to the old trailer when something ran across the road, a large white dog? No that wasn't a dog, her heart lept in to her throat as she watched the wolf run away from a nearby flower shop a small bundle of mix matched flowers in its maw as the owner screamed at him and threw some rocks already dialing animal control.
The wolf ran in front of her car and down the road, Lynda quickly followed praying that it was just a random wolf and not her son.
She followed it for sometime and was surprised to see it slip into hemlock grove's cemetery.
She parked her car on the side of the road and got out opening the gate and trying to find him again.
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xtheseviolentdelightsx · 5 years ago
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Out Of The Blue
Chapter 1: Mornings at the No Doze Cafe
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One of Blue’s favorite things in the entire world was her ability to walk into the No Doze coffee shop at five a.m. every…single��morning and have a mocha waiting on the counter for her with the name Doc lovingly scribbled on the side, along with her usual everything bagel and cup of yogurt. It was a truly beautiful way to start the day even when the days stretched out so long that they ran into one another.
“Morning Ash.”
She greeted her best friend with a warm smile, and no she wasn’t her best friend just because she happened to be a caffeine dealer.
“Morning Blue.”
Ashley smiled back as she looked up from stocking the front display case with decadent pastries in an array of colors that just made you kind of happy to look at.
Blue was convinced that heaven itself had sent Ashley to her in the form of a freshman roommate at Harvard. Ash was her first true friend and over time had become her sister by choice. Like many of her overachieving classmates Ash had opted their junior year to start her own business while still attending classes. Her valiant attempt at a coffee empire came in the form of the No Doze café which had inevitably become their new home. Blue had spent as many hours studying here as she had at the library and had drank her weight in coffee a rather embarrassing amount of times. Now that Blue was in the second year of her residency program she didn’t get to spend as much time here as she would like and found herself seriously missing quality time with Ash.
“What’s today Blue?”
Ash was looking her up and down, openly assessing her appearance.
“Day one.”
Blue stifled a yawn.
“I knew you looked a little less like the walking dead. How many hours last week?”
“One hundred and eight.”
Blue tugged at her chestnut curls in order to tighten her ponytail.
“It’s the scrubs that gave it away, right? The fact that they’re clean?” She snarked, green eyes glittering with amusement.
“Is this primitive torture really necessary in this day and age? I thought hazing was illegal or at least seriously frowned upon and it just seems like an awful kind of hazing. I launched a business while going to school and worked less hours.”
Ash leaned her hip against the counter, arms folded, the picture of indignation on Blue’s behalf.
It touched Blue’s heart that Ash worried about her health and well-being, she’d never had that before, someone to care and it meant the world to her.
“You’re not wrong. I’m not sure how performing medicine while propping yourself up by IV stand is a good idea but some traditions refuse to die, no matter how many times you try to stab them to death. Some ass of a Doctor probably resuscitated the tradition while it was trying to bleed out.” She finished with a half shrug and a grin.
“Only one more year, right?”
“Four hundred and eighty-three days, not that I’m counting.”
The quiet laughter behind her made Blue turn.
“Oh, my apologies, didn’t mean to hold y’all up.”
“No hurry. I think you might need your caffeine fix more than we do Doc and that’s saying something.” The striking man smirked at her.
“Morning coffee buddy.”
“Thanks Clint, that means a lot coming from you. I know your coffee habits, I live them. Good morning.” Blue grinned and turned back to pick up her order. As she grabbed her coffee Ashley planted a kiss on her cheek.
“Good luck, try to fit in some sleep.”
“Yes mom,” Blue replied affectionately.
Ashley and Blue were used to the Avengers coming in at this point, they’d become regulars over the course of the last year. Even though they were daily flyers, Blue and Ash privately agreed that what they’d never adjust to was just how beautiful the heroes were in person. It was obnoxious really; genetics did not play fair.
Clint was the most frequent patron, often in multiple times a day. Sam, Steve and the rather intimidating Sergeant Barnes were in most mornings after their run. Others were less predictable. They figured it had to be a mix of the good coffee and the distance that brought them in, they were less likely to run into reporters or fans here. Whatever their reasons, every single damn one of them looked like a cover model and had the audacity to look that good whether it was five in the morning or midnight. On the days Blue drug herself in feeling like a certified zombie, that was seriously annoying, particularly as two of them tended to make her heart beat a little faster and she sure as hell didn’t have time for any of that nonsense.
Blue fell into the comfy, overstuffed chair at her favorite table. She then engaged in the last part of her morning ritual where she tuned out the world and spent exactly twenty free, joyous minutes reading something that was neither for school nor work. It was always a mystery novel of some flavor and this weeks was Hardcore Twenty-Four by Janet Evonivich. Interruptions to this beloved ritual were rare but this morning the quiet clearing of a throat caused her to look up.
“My apologies mam.”
Came in the form of a low rumble that threatened to make her toes curl. Blue knew he wasn’t an Angel but when she looked up at Steve Rogers, it was just a very little bit like looking into heavenly light.
“Hi Steve. What’s up?” Came out of her mouth but her internal monologue was busy running off the rails… “I am almost done with med school. I absolutely do not have time to date. He isn’t interested anyways; he’s just being nice. He’s really so very nice and kind and it would be so easy to talk to him…BUT every woman in the world probably throws themselves at his feet, with good reason, but I can do better than that, be better. I can be his friend. My pulse is not racing, my eyes will not dilate and the dopamine in my system will stay put. Friends are good. Be cool Blue.”
“Is it any good?” He gestured to the book. “I’ve picked up a couple I’ve seen you with but realized as a connoisseur it… well it would be nice to get your opinion before I bought them.” He finished with a smile and a small shrug.
“Mystery fan?”  Did he just admit that he’d been watching her for weeks? That can’t be right. It’s just a coincidence, they frequent the same coffee shop, they both love mysteries. He was noticing her books not her.
Steve nodded. “I love a good read.”
Blue canted her head to the side. “You know…I never go back to them. Why don’t I just pass on the good ones when I finish one?” See she could be a good friend, that was definitely an offer a friend would make.
“Are you sure? I mean that would be really great, I would seriously appreciate it.”
He ran a hand through his hair and Blue could almost swear it was a nervous gesture. That was a funny thought though, him nervous talking to a little street waif like her, highly unlikely. On the other hand, if she were standing right now, her knees would maybe be a little weak.
“Mhhmm, no problem, I’d be happy to.” Blue gave him a small smile as if it was no big, keeping her façade of cool, at least she hoped that’s what it looked like.  
“Anything else?”
Steve grinned, shook his head no and made a small huff that was almost a laugh. “No Doc. I truly look forward to it, thank you.” He knew when he’d been dismissed.
Blue nodded not quite clear on what was so funny. “Have a good day Mr. Rogers.”
Steve winced. “Steve, please. Mr. Rogers makes me sound like I host a children’s tv show.”
Blue’s eyebrows raised in confusion. “Huh?”
“No TV allowed in Blue’s house growing up Steve. Blue there was a Mr. Rogers who hosted a famous children’s TV show. Good stuff, you’d like it actually.” Ash interjected, swooping to her rescue.
“No TV, probably why she’s a Doctor and I’m slinging coffee.”
“Oh please.” Blue laughed as she exchanged a grateful glance with Ash.
Steve’s face lit up. “Someone else who is as woefully under educated about pop culture as I am? I didn’t think it was possible.”
Blue simply shrugged in response and her eyes moved back to the page of her book so she could mask her embarrassment. She hated feeling so out of the loop, but her lack of pop culture education often left her feeling that way. Steve took that as his cue to leave. Because she wasn’t watching she missed the amused glances shot back and forth between Steve, Clint and Sergeant Barnes at her not so subtle dismissal.
The small interruption had the unfortunate side effect of killing her focus and Blue’s mind naturally started the predictable slide into work mode.  Ten minutes later when her alarm went off, she was still on the same page. With a sigh she tucked her bagel into her bag, it was a habit she couldn’t shake, always carrying extra food with her. Then she shouldered the bag, picked up her trash and headed out the door. As the shop door closed behind her it set off the happy tingle of the shop bell which covered the sound of Clint’s bemused laughter.
“Poor Steve, all the women in the world falling all over you and the one you finally decide on is utterly oblivious.” Clint goo-naturedly ribbed his friend.
“Hey Ashley, you don’t think she’s aware and just playing hard to get?” Clint was kind of dying to know.
Ash bit back a laugh. “No. Her focus is laser about getting through med school. I’ve known her for six years and she hasn’t been on a single date, as far as I know. Blue’s on scholarship and takes it seriously, she has to considering her circumstances. Excuse me for a sec guys.” Ashley stepped back into the kitchen as an oven timer began to ring.
“Steve’s never had game.” Bucky spoke softly as he squeezed his partner’s arm just above the elbow. As Ash had stepped away and it was just the three of them, he laid a tender kissed on his lips. “I find it endearing.” Bucky watched fondly as a blush climbed up Steve’s neck. “He does have excellent taste though.”
Steve shook his head and grinned. “It’s refreshing, honestly. She’s not any different with us than with anyone else I expect. I wonder what Ash meant about her circumstances?”
“Not sure but she just might be worth the wait. Poor woman doesn’t know what’s about to hit her if you are both intent on pursuing her.” Clint mused.
Steve gave Bucky a questioning look. Bucky pressed a kiss to his forehead and murmured softly. “She’s lovely, don’t give up. I’m looking forward to our first date.”
Bucky’s recovery had come a long way since Steve had saved him but in public he still preferred to let Steve take the lead and do the talking. He remembered how things were before, how he used to be the ladies’ man, but he wasn’t that person anymore, never would be again. Steve loves him anyways and that is far more than he deserves. Steve’s happiness is paramount to him, so he’d noticed Steve’s interest in the young Doctor before Steve was even aware of it.
He’d given the situation quite a bit of thought before encouraging his partner in that direction. They’d shared women in the past but had never considered adding one to their relationship long term. He and Steve were shadow and light, yin and yang, maybe too much so. A third might make things easier on Steve and he needed to make Steve happy. He owed him that. Now if they could just get Blue to give in to her interest in Steve. Of course, Steve would pick the one girl in the free world who wasn’t ready to throw themselves at his feet. Of course, he would, but he couldn’t fault Steve his choice. The more he observed the woman, the more he found his own interest piqued.
The doctor was different. Her phone wasn’t perpetually in her hand, she wasn’t constantly distracted by technology. She had noticed them, was surprised by their presence but he’d witnessed the moment she had visibly reigned her interest in. It had been a curious act of self-control. The more he’d watched the more he found himself intrigued and admittedly attracted. Unfortunately, their courtship seemed to be moving as slow as snail mail.
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tightropenuzlocke · 5 years ago
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Tightrope: a Y Storylocke
Chapter One: Life Is Just A Play With No Rehearsal 
They could hardly wait until they got back to the privacy of Serena’s room to snoop. Their own kits lay discarded on the bed to be opened later, because the identity of the final member of their program was far more interesting. The lab assistant who delivered their gear hadn’t known anything, but the packages they had to distribute were of course addressed to their recipients, and that was something to go on.
Xoana was surprised to find an address just down the lane from hers in Bourg Croquis, no doubt belonging to the new neighbors her mother had mentioned, and she suddenly wished she hadn’t volunteered to go with Serena to the pick-up two towns away. Teasingly, the name on the package kindled a faint flicker of recognition in the back of Xoana’s mind, and she rolled the Q around in her head to try and stoke it to life. It wasn’t a common name, at least not in this region, yet she’d heard it before. An old classmate? An acquaintance?
“A Rhyhorn rider!” Serena declared, beaming at her phone and her own cleverness. She read off her screen. “Grace Emer Quinn, born in Éire but a naturalized citizen of Kalos, holds the current world record for both time and obstacles cleared in a Rhyhorn race. Mme Quinn and her partner Rhyhorn, Morrigan,  set the record at the twentieth bi-annual world championships. We watched that as kids, remember?”
It was always easy to find her on the track, emblazoned in bright red and charging recklessly ahead of the pack. Maybe that was why everyone was so taken with her. Xoana and Serena were far from the only ones who had cheered for her against their home region. In fact, she seemed to recall the whole viewing party, aside from her stubbornly loyal stepfather, had worn something red the day of the championship race. Serena had helped tie crimson ribbons in Xoana’s hair and pilfered a scarlet scarf from her mother’s closet for herself. Xoana’s mother had let them drag a blanket onto the floor so that the adults could occupy the surrounding couches and chairs. Xoana had watched the screen on her stomach, pillow squeezed tight in her arms and legs waving behind her.
Or perhaps it had been that force of personality which took the racing world by storm. She had always given interviews in the language of the region hosting despite all the extra effort because she hadn’t wanted anyone to speak for her. Xoana remembered the surety behind her words despite the reaching, the expressiveness despite her limitations, the hearty laugh over her own stumbling that was her trademark. And who could forget that shock of glowing red curls? Xoana had never seen hair like hers on TV before. Then there was that dense smattering of freckles and big, brilliant smile. Maybe Xoana had kept a picture. It was so long ago that she couldn’t quite recall.
But Xoana did remember how her heart had drummed every time she watched her. Kalos had never been so invested in Rhyhorn racing before or since. For a moment it had been almost as big as battling.
“So you think it’s her daughter?”
“Says here she has a daughter our age. And it would explain that Rhyhorn you mentioned.”
That was a good explanation. Rhyhorn weren’t really pets after all.
“Maybe it is her.”
“Look alive, Rough Rider!” Cináed tweeted at the top of his damn voice. Aisling groaned and pulled the sheets over her head before he could blast her with the full force of dawn.
There was a soft thump as he dropped from the string of the shade to the windowsill, then a series of softer ones as he hopped his way from her knees to her shoulder. The tapestry above her bed flapped in the sudden gust as he tried to wrest the covers from her iron grip.
“Come on, Aisling!” he whined.
She pretended to be dead.
He fluttered over to her pillow and tunneled into her hair. “Nice nest you have here.” He shuffled his feathers—settling in. “Think I’ll take it.”
“Be my guest.”
“Sure is warm in here,” he chirped pleasantly, snuggling closer to her scalp. It was gonna take a lot more than his scorching chest to get her up. “Do you smell something burning?”
Aisling leapt out of bed right onto her feet. “I’m up!”
A smug twittering drifted from her hair and she stumbled, grumbling, into her bathroom. Cináed poked his bright red head out over her brow and she grudgingly offered him the middle finger, which the Fletchling used to pull himself free.
She turned on the tap and splashed water over her face. Cináed beat a hasty retreat to the towel rack.
“You told me to get you up this morning!” he complained.
She scowled at his reflection. “It’s 6AM!”
He waved his wings in his best approximation of air quotes. “Don’t let me sleep in, Cináed! I need the extra time to get ready!”
“Fuck, that’s today!”
Aisling tripped out of her pajamas and Cináed slipped out the door to avoid the steam. The Fletching stayed close, though, and whistled an old gaelic ballad through the crack as she washed and rinsed and toweled off. As always, he came back in for the hairdryer and she shot him up to the ceiling a few times.
He perched on her bedpost while she threw half her wardrobe across the mattress, trying to get her outfit right. Yes, the jacket is absolutely a power move. Eh, I think we can do better than that skirt. Absolutely wear the boots!
Once she had the clothes, makeup was simple: gold eyeliner, some glitter on her cheekbones, and lip color to match her belt. She bound her hair back with the strongest tie that money could buy, smoothed the front and teased the back.
“How do I look?”
“Ready to cut ’em up!” Cináed chirped, flashing his white wingtips for emphasis.
Aisling grinned but something anchored her feet to the floor. She felt the weight of keen, black eyes watching her.
“Maybe I should come along,” Cináed offered. “I can scope out this starter pokemon for you.”
“Naw.” She waved him off, going for her clutch.
“Then at least take a few feathers!”
He swooped over to her vanity and snatched some of his shed feathers out of the tiny vase she kept them in. She held still as he landed on her head and poked them through her hair tie one by one, five in all. She watched his tail bob in the mirror and he caught sight of her face when he turned.
“They’re good luck!” he chirped before jumping ship.
“I make my own luck,” she reminded him, but her first smile of the day crept across her face as she checked his handiwork. Satisfied, she sprung out the door. “See you later Cináed!”
A scone from mam and a sleepy chuff from Raleigh, still resting in his sand bed, sent her off.
The morning was ever so slightly chill and Xoana hugged her warm cup of tea to her chest while she waited for the sun to warm the café patio where the group had gathered. Serena and Tracie nursed their coffees while Tierney finished off her pastry. They had pushed two of the little round tables together and left one seat open for the final member, who had yet to arrive. Xoana’s mother had confirmed via text that the new neighbors were indeed Grace Quinn and her daughter. Everything was squared away and Xoana let things fall quiet.
Tracie’s Pikachu grew bored and tapped her on the arm. Tracie pulled an old, handheld console out of her backpack and set up the kickstand case so Spark could play next to her on the table.
Tierney’s Hawlucha shuffled her wings before spreading them back out to sun some more. Tierney rolled the case of pokeballs idly back and forth on the table in a rhythmic drone.
The sound of bootheels on the cobblestones pulled Xoana out of her stupor. She wasn’t sure what she was expecting, but the young woman that approached them still caught her off guard. For one, Xoana had probably expected someone pale and firey like Grace. Instead she was dark with kinky hair bound tightly back and adorned with Fletching feathers. A little closer, she was almost more freckle than person and the clicking heels belonged to a pair of embroidered riding boots, which fit the picture of famous-Rhyhorn-jockey’s-daughter a little better. The leather jacket she had on emphasized her already broad shoulders and the well-fitted, indigo jeans drew attention to other assets Xoana probably shouldn’t be taking note of.
“Best behavior,” said Serena, which felt very pointed even though it wasn’t.
“Bonjour!” she called out to them.
“Bonjour!” they all answered, standing to greet her.
“You must be Aisling,” Serena continued, offering her hand. “I’m Serena Pascal. It’s lovely to meet you.”
“The pleasure’s all mine,” Aisling purred, taking her hand.
The greeting lingered a little before she turned to Xoana, smiling even more broadly if possible. Her mouth was a bit large for her face, but in a nice way, and Xoana made a mental note to ask where she got that shade of purple lip color.
“Xoana Bellamy,” she said before Serena could do it for her. “Great to meet you.”
“Likewise.” It was nice to have someone sound like they meant it.
“We’re actually neighbors. I live in Bourg Croquis too.”
“Really? Maybe you could show me around sometime?”
“Of course!”
Aisling didn’t shift her gaze but thankfully Tierney stepped in to rescue Xoana’s heartbeat from its precipitous climb.
“Tierney Fitzroy.”
Aisling matched her hearty shake with ease. “You got folks in Éire too?”
“Yeah, my father’s family. Éire and Galar.”
Aisling dropped from her light, south Kalos accent into a heavy Éirinn brogue. “The traitors!”
That made Tierney laugh and Aisling moved on to the final member of their group.
“Tracie Chastain,” she said stiffly. Predictably she couldn’t meet Aisling’s eyes, but she did manage a greeting and brief handshake.
“Nice to meet you, Tracie.” If Aisling was off-put or offended by Tracie’s curtness, she didn’t show it. “What’s your Pikachu playing?”
“Dirby and the Crystal Shards.”
“Classic.”
Tierney’s Hawlucha shuffled over and Aisling greeted her as well.
“That’s Valériane,” Tierney explained. “She’s my starter.” Aisling offered her hand, which the Hawlucha patted awkwardly with her claws before waddling over to Tierney’s side. “And Spark is Tracie’s starter.” Tierney tapped the cylindrical case on the table in front of her. “You three get to pick one from Professor Sycamore.”
“But before we do,” said Serena, polite but officious as usual, “there are a few things we should go over. Do you have your trainer license?”
“Just got it yesterday!” Aisling whipped it out of her pocket to show before setting into the chair set aside for her between Xoana and Serena.
“Good. Tracie?”
Tracie already had her backpack in her lap and was pulling things out of it. She slid Aisling’s pokedex, holocaster, and provisional pokemon science licence across the table. Aisling took them wordlessly, practically radiating excitement as Tracie caught her up to speed. She registered, transferred her data and added them all to her contacts.
“Excellent,” said Serena. “Now that that’s sorted, we had a bit of a proposition for you.”
“Oh?” Aisling asked, perking back up.
Xoana spoke first this time. She could feel Serena about to be blunt instead of easing into it as Xoana had suggested. “Well, we thought—since we’re all in the same program—it might be fun to travel all together, as a group.”
“Oh,” said Aisling carefully, “did you all have a chance to meet up earlier?”
“We knew each other before we got into the program,” Serena jumped in.
Xoana could smack her.
“We all went to school together right here in Quarellis!” Tierney added cheerfully.
“Oh.” For the first time Aisling’s face closed and her posture stiffened.
This was exactly what Xoana had wanted to avoid. She swooped back in, leaning a bit over the table to get Aisling’s attention and smiling as bright and friendly as she could while also wanting to strangle her friends just a little.
“So we all get along and thought ‘the more the merrier’ you know?”
“We won’t all be working on the same projects of course,” said Serena, “but we all need to travel around to earn badges and so forth. It might be safer and more expedient to do so in a group.”
“No pressure to accept, obviously,” Xoana added, “but we would really love to have you.”
There was a pause while they all waited for an answer. Xoana could feel her face straining.
“That… sounds great!” Aisling declared, smiling again. “You seem like a good bunch. I’m so happy to have friends up north.”
Xoana stifled a sigh of relief. “That’s great! I’m so excited! This is going to be so much fun!”
“We were really hoping you’d be down for it,” said Tierney.
“Fun fact about me,” said Aisling with another big grin, “I’m down for most things.”
“Good to know!”
“Maybe we should do some icebreakers!” Xoana said. She was back in her element now. “How about we name our goals for the program and a hobby?” She paused, but she couldn’t exactly take that back. “I want to be a pokemon professional of some kind, but I’m not sure about my field. I volunteered at the Center in town and now I’m gonna use this year to look at training and research. Oh, and I like to make accessories and stuff in my spare time.”
“Did you make that bracelet you’re wearing?”
“Yeah!” She fiddled with it. “And the hair ties.”
Aisling surveyed them. “You’re good. They’re cute as anything.”
“Thanks!” She had to elbow Tierney so Aisling would stop looking at her.
Tierney talked about her dance moves project, which Aisling thought was a cool way to combine her passions. Tracie had to be prompted again, but Aisling saw to it this time. She even got Tracie rattling on about fossils until she abruptly clammed up, which meant she had gone back to counting her words. Aisling gave no signal of discomfort and that was as good a sign as any that this might turn out well.
“My goal is to be a professional trainer like my mother,” said Serena. “I hope to do well enough to be considered for Prof. Sycamore’s mega evolution project.” It was amazing how she just did that. Xoana would never be over it.
“And I like running,” she tacked on awkwardly. At least Xoana had something she lacked.
“I hear that helps clear your mind. A bit like riding that way.” It was impressive how she managed to make a connection with all of them right away, whether it was simple appreciation or common ground. “Anyway, my mom’s a big Rhyhorn rider and I’m going to get even more famous for battling. So I’m aiming to slide over into the mega evo project too. As for hobbies, I’ve done all sorts of things and I’m always in the market for a new pastime.”
Serena was measuring Aisling with her eyes, which was not a good sign.
“Since we’re all friends now,” Xoana began pointedly, “why don’t we come up with some nicknames for each other?”
“I like it!” Aisling nodded in approval.
“How about Ash?” Tierney suggested.
“Not bad, but I think I’d prefer to be addressed as My Queen.”
“My Queen?” Serena demanded, incredulous.
“Exactly,” Aisling confirmed, as if Serena had trouble understanding rather than believing. “Or perhaps Your Majesty, if you prefer.” Then she smirked.
Xoana couldn’t remember the last time someone doubled down after Serena challenged them like that. And neither could Serena if the way she pulled back and blinked was anything to go by. Serena’s tongue moved in her mouth, trying to work out a response, and Xoana scrambled to think of something to head her off.
“If you’re Queen, can I be Baronne?” They all looked at Tracie, surprised that she was following the conversation.
“But of course!” said Aisling magnanimously. “All of you are welcome to be nobles in my court.”
“Nice!” said Tierney, once again before Serena had time to process. “I’m feeling Vicomtesse for me. Has a nice ring to it.”
“An excellent choice,” Aisling declared.
“Hmm, I’m thinking Marquise,” Xoana threw in to keep the momentum.
“Perfect.”
“Are we really doing this?” Serena demanded, set back in her chair with her arms crossed.
Xoana smiled. She couldn’t help it. Even with Serena glaring at the both of them, she couldn’t keep it in.
“Aw, come on!” chimed Tierney good-naturedly. “It’ll be fun!”
“Yeah, Ser,” Xoana piled on.
Serena looked to Tracie, but she was researching something on her pokedex and predictably failed to notice the call for backup. Alone, tacit refusal was Serena’s only polite recourse. “I can’t think of one.” Can’t think of a rank higher than queen, more like.
Aisling tapped her lip a few times, looking Serena in the eyes, then pointed at her with a flick of her wrist.
“You seem like a Comtesse to me.” She didn’t wait for a response. “Alright, nicknames assigned! Let’s see these starter pokemon!”
Tierney leaned over and placed the case in the middle of the table before opening it, revealing three pokeballs.
“Before I let them out, who’s picking first?”
Xoana watched Serena squirm for a moment. She so obviously wanted first pick but she couldn’t be the one to suggest it. But they had both agreed to let Aisling pick first before she arrived, so Xoana elected to ignore this new development.
“Well if you’re Queen, maybe you should pick first, Aisling.”
“Makes sense,” Tracie agreed, failing to look up from her pokedex.
A muscle in Serena’s forehead twitched.
“Alright then. Let’s do it!”
Three small pokemon emerged in a flash of red light. The first was a Fennekin, who looked around at the assembled and scratched one of her enormous ears. The second was a Chespin who peeked at them before staring down at the table and nervously clasping her forepaws. The last was a Froakie, who glanced placidly around and smiled before using his tongue to clear one of his eyes. They were all so fucking cute. Xoana couldn’t decide which she wanted more.
Serena had decided though. Her eyes were fixed on the fire-type as if the other two didn’t exist. Aisling’s gaze was drawn to the Fennekin as well. Xoana began to brace herself, but then Aisling glanced to either side, catching Xoana’s eyes for a moment before delivering her choice.
“I think I’ll take… the Chespin! Chesnaught are the shit.”
The Chespin looked up, ears at attention, then glanced away and looked back again. Aisling held her gaze, grinning. The Chespin touched a paw to her chest in question.
“Yes, you!” Aisling answered with a snort of amusement. “Get over here.” The Chespin took a few paces forward and sat down in front of her, little nose twitching. “You got nice guns there, short stack.” She flexed one of her own, patting it for emphasis. As if to mirror the motion, the Chespin scratched at her thick arm and smiled tentatively. “You look like a Bree to me. How’s that sound?”
She looked down at a paw, taking a moment to carefully manipulate her digits, then gave Aisling the thumbs up. Beyond her, Serena was slightly irate that the Chespin apparently got more say in her nickname than she had been given.
“Welcome to Team Aisling! Can I get a fist bump?”
Bree closed her paw and tapped it against Aisling’s offered fist. Aisling drew hers away, splaying her fingers and making a sound effect out the side of her mouth. Bree wiggled her claws back experimentally.
“Yeah! You got it.” The Chespin smiled again at the encouragement. It was then that Xoana noticed Serena staring across the table at her.
“Go ahead, Ser—Comtesse. I can’t decide anyway.”
“I’ll take the Fennekin then.” Serena beckoned and the pokemon approached her. “I’ll call you Félicité, alright?”
The Fennekin nodded primly and sat down in front of her, curling her bushy tail over her paws. Serena stroked her fur, almost vibrating with happiness.
Xoana forgave her minor sins.
Aisling smiled too and there was a hint of satisfaction in it. So she had guessed which pokemon Serena wanted and let her have it. That was interesting.
The Froakie shuffled around to face Xoana. He blinked one eye and then the other at her. She melted onto her hands.
“Hi Froakie!” He blew a bubble from both nostrils and sucked them back in. “You are so cute! I love your bubbles! Can I touch them?” She reached out, but waited for him to nod before putting her hand on the ruff of pale, semi-translucent globes around his neck. They were moist and gave a little but didn’t burst.
“That’s so cool!” The Froakie smiled his big froggy smile at her. “Can I call you Froabble?”
The Froakie answered with a ribbit that expanded his throat sack a little. A noise of utter glee escaped Xoana.
The others all grinned at her, even Tracie, albeit with half her mouth. Aisling was leaning on her elbow to get a better view. Xoana could feel her face heating up. Tierney—bless her—rescued her by handing out the pokeballs.
“So, if we’re all going together, what’s the game plan?” Aisling asked, spinning her pokeball on the table like a top.
“We thought it would be best to work out of Neuvartault until it’s time to check in with Prof. Sycamore in Illumis,” said Serena. “There are three adjacent routes to train on and that way we could all earn our first badge before the meeting.”
“Sounds good to me,” Aisling replied.
“We can walk there together tomorrow if you want,” Xoana offered.
“I would like that.” That mouth of hers was deadly and shouldn’t be allowed. “Where are we staying?”
“Xoana and Tierney are staying with Tracie and me since we live close by,” said Serena. “But there’s a nice bed and breakfast in town.”
“Excellent. Send me the name and I’ll put in my housing request.”
Serena was a bit taken aback but couldn’t gracefully decline so reasonable a request, so she picked up her holocaster and texted the info.
“Thanks! All in order now?”
“That’s everything on the checklist,” said Tracie.
“Bree and I should probably get going then. Of course I’d love to stay and get to know you better, but alas, I have other appointments.”
She stood and gathered her things, motioning to her new Chespin to follow. Bree hopped from the chair to the ground and waited right by her ankle, which seemed to please her. She looked back up at them.
“It’s been the utmost pleasure meeting you Baronne, Vicomtesse, Comtesse, Marquise.”
The way her lips curved upward as she lingered on that final word—like she enjoyed the feel of it in her mouth—made something in Xoana’s chest flutter.
As she turned, she revealed to them what resembled a biker gang’s emblem splashed across the back of her jacket. It was a pokemon Xoana didn’t recognize—white and soft yellow with a third eye taking up most of its torso and blue tags hanging from each of the three points on its head. A furling banner below the pokemon’s delicate streamers bore the message: Try My Luck.
“Au revoir!” Aisling called without turning back.
And with that she was gone, pokeball at her belt, Chespin at her side, and even more bravado in the clicking of her boot heels against the cobblestones. Xoana didn’t want to stop staring after her, but that seemed imprudent, so she yanked her eyes back to the café table. Her new Froakie smiled tentatively up at her and she smiled back.
Aisling had been a surprise start to finish, but not an unpleasant one. The meeting certainly hadn’t gone quite as planned either, but perhaps that was to be expected. Serena was slumped in her chair with her chin tucked and no one else took it upon themselves to restart the conversation, so Xoana filled the gap.
“Well, she seemed nice.”
“Nice?” Serena countered, head cocked to the side and one immaculate eyebrow raised. “You call waltzing in like she owned the place and completely taking control ‘nice’?”
Xoana brushed this aside. “She was probably just nervous.”
“Nervous?” Serena was incredulous now. “What part of that display said insecurity to you?”
The Fennekin glanced back at her trainer and then expectantly at Xoana.
“This is a region-wide program. She had no reason to expect that we would all already know each other. It’s intimidating.”
“But—”
“Cut her some slack,” Tierney finally contributed. “You’re the one who was lecturing us to be friendly.”
“So did Xoana!”
“She’s nicer about it,” Tracie muttered, engrossed in her pokedex. Spark played with her handheld, feigning disinterest, but her ears gave her away.
“She told us to call her ‘My Queen’.”
Valériane hopped up and down, beating her wings each time in an attempt to see over the table.
“The nickname thing was my idea!”
Serena rolled her eyes and Xoana’s narrowed. Serena leaned back in her chair and spread her arms.
“So now we’re all lackeys in her court.”
“You’re so dramatic!”
“I’m dramatic?” Serena demanded, hand splayed on her chest like she was performing for a crowded theater.
The total lack of irony was more than Xoana could take.
“Stop repeating everything I say!”
Serena opened her mouth to argue the point, but from the look on her face, realized she was about to shoot Xoana’s words back again and thought better of it.
Xoana considered leaving it there, but she couldn’t.
“I liked her.”
“Of course you did."
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Xoana demanded—as if she didn’t know exactly what it meant—as if they all didn’t know. Xoana’s cheeks flushed. Just once she wanted to hear her say it, but of course she wouldn’t. She never had. “You just don’t like her because you’re used to being the alpha friend.”
“Wha— That’s not true!”
Serena looked to Tracie and Tierney but neither met her eyes. Then she had the nerve to pout. Fuck her and her adorable face.
Serena’s Fennekin hopped off the table into her lap and she stroked her absently.
Valériane made an inelegant attempt to haul herself up onto Aisling’s now empty chair. Xoana leaned over to offer the Hawlucha a hand and chewed the inside of her cheek as Valériane pulled herself up and settled into the seat.
“Listen,” she said at length, “you’re being a Skiddo about this.”
Serena grunted—as if to illustrate Xoana’s point.
“It would make everything easier and a lot more fun if we could all be friends.”
“That is almost exactly what you said an hour ago, Ser.” Tierney reminded her. Tracie nodded in agreement.
That only made Serena’s brow set even further. Time to change tack.
“We’ve got a whole dynamic going and it’s weird to shake it up, but maybe it’ll be good.”
Serena grunted again.
“If you don’t want to see sense, could you at least give her another chance as a favor to me? If you’re feeling generous, that is.”
Serena tried not to smile at the dig, but couldn’t help it. “Fine.” She scratched Félicité between the ears and the tension flowed off her. “First impressions aren’t everything.”
“Raleigh, I’m home!”
“So I see,” he said dryly, but he was waiting for her at the gate.
“Meet, Bree, my starter!” The Chespin ducked behind Aislings legs. “Bree, this is Raleigh. He’s a racer.”
Bree gave Raleigh a tentative wave.
“A plant-type, huh? Don’t ask me to spar with her.”
“Cináed’ll keep her in line, ya big calf.”
Bree made herself small so Aisling shoved the Rhyhorn aside to show her he was all bulk and no bite.
Grace came out of the house with Cináed and Aisling snatched up her starter.
“Look mam! I got a Chespin! Brawny and tenacious! Her name’s Bree.”
“Nice ta meecha there, Bree!” said Cináed.
“Welcome to the family!” said Grace and shook the Chespin’s paw. “How’d the meeting go?”
“Great!” Aisling bounced up on her toes and then hastily put her starter down so that she could emote more safely. “They were all girls! And two of ‘em were black! I miss the ranch already, but it’s so nice to be closer to the city.”
“I know what ya mean. I’m so happy for ya, alanna!”
“And they were all so nice! Serena might be a bit stuck-up, but she’s cute and kinda fun to mess with. Tracie’s shy but she was trying really hard and ya can just tell she’s smart. Tierney—”
“Tierney now?” Grace interrupted with a grin.
“Oh-aye!” Aisling confirmed in kind. “She had a fun vibe to her. Really interesting project too. And then Xoana—gods is she ever winsome—was so sweet and friendly. Made sure I was comfortable and all that. And you should’ve seen her when she got her Froakie.” She was gushing now but couldn’t help it. “They’re a bit odd, yanno? But she just thought he was the most precious thing in the world, moist skin and all.”
“Even the gooey mons deserve a fan I suppose.”
“But that’s not even the best part! We’re all going to travel together!”
“What a relief!” Grace made a big show of wiping her brow.
“I woulda been fine on me own!” She pouted for a moment but her mother only laughed. “This’ll be more fun anyway. They really are a nice bunch.” Aisling was bouncing in place now. “I can’t wait to start!”
“I’m so happy and so proud of you,” said her mother, voice as warm as the bread she could smell baking.
“Aw mam, you’re always proud of me.”
“Too right! And I always will be no matter what happens.” She brushed Aisling’s cheek with her hand. “But I also know you’ll do well. Us Quinns are women of action—adventurers through and through! There ain’t nothing we can’t do if we set our minds to it!” Raleigh snorted with approval and Cináed nodded vigorously from his perch on Grace’s shoulder.
“Yeah, alright,” said Aisling with a roll of her eyes.
Bree looked heartened and excited by all the enthusiasm, even though she probably didn’t catch much of what was said. Pokemon had a knack for getting the gist of things even without the understanding.
“Though I would like to tack on an addendum, which is that there are certain things we perhaps shouldn’t do… Like our coworkers, for instance.”
“Mam!” Aisling flushed and Grace tried not to laugh. “I’m not an idiot!”
“Nor am I, but you only have to be a fool once.”
“I know,” Aisling sighed.
“O’course, sometimes it can be the best thing that ever happened to ya.” A grudging smile wormed its way onto Aisling face. “Are ya leaving soon or hanging around for a few more days?”
“Heading out in the morning. We’re all going to stay in Neuvartault until it’s time for our first evaluation.”
“Sensible,” Grace sighed. “You’ll call me though, won’t you?”
“O’course I will. If you get a holocaster, you can see my beautiful face in glorious 3D.” She waved her new device at her mother.
“I’ll keep that in mind.”
“But you’re coming with me, right Cináed?”
He bobbed. “I promised, didn’t I?”
“Yes!” She pumped her fist.
“But just until you beat the first gym,” he reminded her. “I’m a songbird, not a battler.”
“Yeah yeah, ya coward. We’ve got a deal.”
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thebrochtuarachs · 6 years ago
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To Begin Again: Chapter 7
Jamie passes through the stones on Beltane to 1968.
CHAPTER 7: GETTING TO KNOW YOU / The Fraser’s spend some family quality time together.
A/N: Three things: First, I am so sorry for posting this chapter so late. As a writer (or just me?), I'm always constantly questioning the quality of my work and more often than not, think that it's not worth it. But I do love to write and I love this story, so here it is. Don't worry, there's more storyline to come and I am writing it. Second, thank you all for the amazing feedback on this story ❤️ , your encouragement is one of the reasons I can move forward with posting this. You guys are the best. Third, as always, comments and suggestions are always welcome. You can even suggest a scenario if you want, just hit the comments!  ❤️
CH: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 AO3
Claire was feeling incredibly warm in what is supposed to be a very cold Scottish weather. She was starting to feel iffy in the heat and the quilt that covered her wasn’t helping either. She squirmed to get to a more comfortable position when she felt hands around her waist tugged her closer to the source of heat.
Unaccustomed to sharing a bed in the past decade or so, panic rose through her as her brain scrambled to remember where she was and who she was with.
Jamie.
Slowly she turned her body to face him, opened her eyes to find blue blazing ones inches away from her own. She reached out a hand to touch his face and when flesh met flesh, a relieved and uninhibited sigh passed through her lips.  “I wanted to see if you were really here”
“Maybe I’m a ghost” He teased back as they mirrored each other’s smiles in the humor of the apparent joke - not a bad way to start the morning. “I could watch you for hours, Sassenach – see how you’ve changed, how you’re the same” Jamie raised a hand to touch her hair. “Mo nighean donn, ye recall? My brown-haired lass.”
“Well, yes.” Claire said sheepishly. “I was wondering if when you’ll call me that again.” she saw Jamie burrow his brow in confusion and she immediately followed with an explanation. “You’ve called me ‘sassenach’ a number of times since you came and I was waiting when I’d hear you call me ‘mo nighean donn’ again. I know I’m not exactly the brown-haired lass anymore… If I knew you were coming, maybe I’d dye my hair black, look the same as you last saw me. Maybe, I just missed it, you calling me that…and…” She wasn’t an overly vain woman but this was Jamie – the only man she wants to want her forever. What if he doesn’t like her anymore? Suddenly realize she’s too old? Not attractive? Not enough?
Claire was rambling both in her mind and words and Jamie can feel his wife’s insecurities get the best of her in the moment. But since the moment they met some odd twenty plus years ago, he always and instinctively knew how to calm her and her fears down. After all, that is how he fell in love with her in the first place.
Softly and lovingly interrupted her. “I like the gray…mo calman geal. The way the light hits it – it’s like a bit of silver moonlight.” He said, whispering loving assurances that he can freely give her.
“Flatterer” she nudged her nose to his. “And that will get you everywhere, Mr. Fraser.” They laughed and Jamie leaned in for a quick good morning kiss.
As they broke apart, Jamie held her eyes in his, captivating her to focus to him. “But time doesna matter Sassenach, ye will always be beautiful to me.” he said so tenderly, Claire could almost cry. She buried herself even further in his embrace, wishing it were possible to be even closer than they were now.
“How can I not love a man who says such things.”
Claire lifted her head so she’s eye to eye with Jamie. For a moment, they just looked at each other. Memorizing each surface of their faces, what was familiar and unfamiliar, rekindling and re-knowing each other again, as if carefully assessing a recent purchase.
Claire spoke first, not breaking their eye contact. “A long time ago, you asked me what it was between us.”
“I remember. What it is when I touch you and you lie with me” Jamie followed up, every word memorized and etched in his brain.
“I said I didn’t know” she traced a finger up Jamie’s arm until it reached his hand and she let their fingers intertwine.
“I dinna ken either”
“I still don’t”
“But it’s still there. Aye?”
She nodded at their mutual conclusion. They might not know yet the people they’ve become now but even after all these years, they could still understand each other, know what each other’s thinking, finish each other’s thoughts and sentences. They are a little rusty but they’ll be back to their normal pace once they talk everything out soon.
Claire lifted her face, wanting another kiss before they began their day and Jamie is always happy to oblige. He leaned in but was cut short by their 20-year old daughter.
“Late Breakfast! Or Brunch!” Brianna called out as she knocked loudly on their door. They giggled as the thought of being interrupted by their adult daughter during what can be said as the beginnings of an intimate time amused them.
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“Where’s Roger and Fiona?” Claire asked as she and Jamie emerged from their bedroom to find their daughter solitary in the kitchen stove, cooking away the rest of their meal.
“Roger had an early lecture this morning and Fiona begged this morning off since we finished so late last night, but she’ll come by later this afternoon” Bree explained away, Claire and Jamie accepting the explanation with the way their heads nodded in understanding. In truth, Bree requested Fiona to come in a little late so she could spend time alone with her parents but she was too embarrassed to admit that yet.
Claire and Jamie waited for Bree to come out with their food, the table set for three waiting for a hearty family meal together.
“I prepared or tried to prepare a full Scottish breakfast for us. Hope I did it some justice” a disclaimer before she said before presenting the food to her parents.
A combination of tomatoes, bacon, potatoes, sausage, mushrooms, beans, egg and black pudding were strategically laid across the plate and both Claire and Jamie look more than pleased with the result.
“Looks delicious, darling.” Claire said, pulling the napkin to her lap.
“Thank you, a nighean” Jamie chimed in, giving her the sweetest smile.
“What does that mean?” Bree asked as they all began eating.
“Ye’ll no have the gaelic then?” Jamie said teasingly and Bree shook her head at Jamie’s question. Of course, she hasn’t but Jamie didn’t seem to begrudged by it. It was really very understandable. “But I’ll learn, I can do it” a very determined Brianna assured him.
“Well, consider this your first class, then.  ‘A nighean’, it means ‘lass’”
“And what about the name you called mama? Sasse-nak?”
“Oh, that just means Englishman. Or Englishwoman for your mam. Outlander. Stranger. Not from Scotland” Jamie said in succession. “Though dinna call the English that, it’s actually an insult”
“You call mama an insult?” Bree asked in fascination.
Claire just nodded in agreement. “First in jest, then in affection” she explained to her daughter, then eyed Jamie having a silent conversation of their own.
“How about you, mama? Any nicknames you called Da?”
Both faces scrunched in deep thought.
“Only names I can remember yer mam calling me besides my own is ‘sadist’ and ‘bastard’” Bree laughed and Claire elbowed Jamie to the chest.
“Come to think of it,” Claire said. “I got nothing. I just called him Jamie”
“Cause it’s easier to call out when she’s in danger – which was constantly!” another elbow landed on Jamie’s chest.
They ate heartily, enjoying the feast Brianna has prepared and nurturing the time they were having as a family. They talked about anything and everything, from Bree’s first words to Claire teaching sex education at her daughter’s school, to Jamie sharing stories of when his mam made him learn knitting during rainy days at Lallybroch.
“Speaking of which, Sassenach,” the slight hesitation in his voice caused his two lasses to look up at him.
“Out with it” Claire pushed gently.
“Do ye ken what is of…Lallybroch?” he bluntly asked.
“Oh,” Claire placed her utensils down and wiped her mouth with a napkin, “Actually, Lallybroch is mine.”
“What?” now it was Brianna’s turn to put down her spoon and fork.
“I…ah” she moved her head and hand around as if painting a picture they’d suddenly understand but her two red heads just continued to stare at her in confusion and anticipation.
“I may have left Scotland but Scotland really hasn’t left me. Before we left for Boston, I asked Mrs. Graham to look it up for me and we found it. The Murray’s still lived there that time. I was happy to know that after all those years, it was still in the family. However, a few years later, Mrs. Graham sent a letter that the family was selling the estate as they are moving to the United States and couldn’t oversee it anymore, so I bought it – keep it still in the family.”
Both father and daughter are still stunned with silence so Claire continued on.
“It actually took three years for the renovations to be complete with the building as old as it was but your father built a very good foundation to it and wasn’t an issue. Don’t worry, darling,” addressing Jamie, “I kept all the history in the building, even the marks left by English in the doorway. I just updated it with modern appliance, heating and plumbing, but I made sure it felt as close to home as it was before – the furniture looks almost the same as we had back then. I was actually planning on surprising you two with a trip there but since you asked.” Claire resumed eating her breakfast, “I rent it out as a little bed and breakfast up in the highlands. It’s quite a beautiful retreat, if I say so myself”
Following her lead, Jamie and Bree returned to their food too. “When do we go?” their daughter asked.
“End of the week? Finish the classes you’re taking this week then we’ll make a trip for it. Sounds good?”
“It’s a plan, then.” Jamie said. “I canna wait to see what ye’ve done with it, Claire
They spent the in the manse just talking and getting to know each other. Their conversation mostly centered on Bree’s life from her birth to the present. The day she was born, the day she turned over by herself, the day she first walked, her first supermarket meltdown, her first lost tooth, her first day in school, the day she rode the bike in two wheels, her first overseas trip (to France!), her first school crush, her friends in Boston, her love for history and engineering, her recent graduation from high school and now studying in Harvard and all the things in between they could think about to share with him.
Frank was never mentioned and the conversation, thankfully, never needed to steer in that direction. Claire and Brianna happily recalled memories of their life, willing to share them with Jamie in the hope that it will fill a hole about how fruitful the sacrifice he made was and not a reminder how much he’s missed.
Jamie, to his credit, masked away any painful feelings he had as they shared their stories. It hurt but a larger part of him wanted to know everything about his family and he followed their stories with questions that gave him more details.
He loved hearing them talk, loved that they wanted him to know, appreciated how they carefully and gracefully pictured to him their life. He’s missed a lot but the way he sees it, Brianna grew up the way he always pictured and hoped and how Claire promised she would be, loved and raised-well.
The time went by so quickly that they only managed to look at the clock when a knock on their door interrupted them.
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Roger could hear laughing at the other side of the door that he almost regretted disturbing them.
“What?” Brianna greeted the door. Her long red hair waved in the incoming wind and Roger was stunned.
“Sorry, I should have ringed if were still on for tonight” he hesitantly said.
“Oh, right! That seminar was tonight! I completely forgot! Wait, give me a few minutes to prepare” She ushered him in to the living room where Claire and Jamie were happily sipping their whiskey.
“Roger!” Claire rose and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Jamie stood up to nod briefly at him.
“Claire. Jamie” he acknowledged them.
“Mama! Remember the talk on ancient engineering I was telling you about the other day. That’s tonight! Would you mind if I went?”
Claire looked at Jamie and they knew the opportunity presented to them. It was a chance to be alone and whatever discussion they might have tonight, they prefer for Bree not to hear it.
“No, of course not, darling. Run up stairs in the shower and I’ll prepare your clothes” Claire said as mother and daughter disappeared upstairs, leaving Roger and Jamie alone.
Jamie offered Roger some whiskey but refused as there will be probably be some alcohol consumed at the venue. He also didn’t want to be too intoxicated to take care of Claire and Jamie Fraser’s daughter.
Roger motioned for them to sit at the sofa while waiting the Claire and Brianna and Jamie broke the silence first.  “I dinna have time to thank ye for your hospitality to me and my family”
“Ach, it’s no mind. Claire and Brianna have been the most wonderful distraction to my father’s recent passing” Roger shared.
“I’m sorry to hear it, lad” Roger quietly thanked him. After a few ticks of the clock, Roger grabbed his briefcase and turned to Jamie.
“I do not know if Claire’s mentioned it but I’m a historian.” Roger shifted the topic. “That’s what I do. I pursue. I’m like a dog with a bone. Since uncovering Claire’s secret, I’ve been helping them find you and I think I did”
“Ye did?” Jamie asked, curious. What could of him, besides Brianna, have survived the last 200 years?
He opened his briefcase and shuffled papers around until he found what he was looking for. “Well, I found an article written in 1765 in a journal called Forrester’s. It advocates the repeal on the restrictions of the import of spirits to the Scottish highlands.” He handed Jamie the paper and together they examined it. “This line – ‘For as has been known for ages past, Freedom and whiskey gang thegither’ – I think ye wrote it.”
Jamie looked at him, impressed by what he’s found. “Go on”
“Even in the opening of the article, you quote the poem again, addressing the ruling classes – ‘Ye knights an’ squires, wha’ represent our Brughs and Shires’ – this is a poem by Robert Burn, who was only six years old in 1765. This poem wasn’t written until 21 years later. Only someone with knowledge of the future could have quoted lines that hadn’t been written yet” Roger’s face was so alight with the discovery.
“It dinna indicate an author, though?” Jamie threw back, putting a little more skepticism in his findings but Roger handed him another piece of paper.
“I have the printer’s name – Alexander Malcolm – that’s ye, aye?”
“Aye, tis me. And yes, I did write this and all yer assumptions are true. Verra good, Roger!” he patted him a little too strong in the back that had Roger thumping forward a little. When he found his footing again, he went on, explaining more what he’s found.
“Tis is the start I needed to trace ye. I followed the trail back and found a little bit more about you since surviving the…war. I ken how ye survived and some pieces of your life in Broch Mordha, Ardsmuir, Helwater and back to Broch Mordha again.”
Then Roger hesitated and Jamie felt him turn serious, alarming him to what he feared most. “I ken about your other…family” Roger paused. “I was gonna tell Claire and Bree when I got back from the stones. I assume you’ve already told her…” Jamie’s eyes widened in panic but refused to look at Roger as he noticed his obvious wince. “Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…”
“It doesna matter. The truth shall be out one way or another. I guess ye knowing just pushes me to not keep it from her” Jamie ruefully said. He wasn’t planning on keeping his marriage to Laoghaire a secret forever but he thought they’d have more time to ease into each other again before they talked about the harder stuff.
Their connection might still be as it once was but the thread in which they were walking were still awfully thin and this revelation might just completely break it off. So no, he wasn’t planning on telling Claire…yet. But with Roger knowing, he couldn’t lie to Claire like that. He promised – after all – honesty and that has always been one of the strong pillars of their marriage. If it’s as strong as it feels it is, then hopefully, it will withstand this storm. “It was good to tell me. Thank ye, Roger”
Roger went on to share more of what he found out about Jamie’s life and he was obligingly happy to either confirm or deny his findings. Roger couldn’t help but feel a little ashamed of taking advantage of Jamie and Claire with their accurate knowledge of the history he’s spent his life searching about – but he had the the closest thing to an accurate account and he can now search or confirm their story and change history as it was written. It will be a huge advancement for his career but at the end of the day, he knew he should, at least, ask permission and tell them of his intentions. .
“Do ye mind if I used all these yer telling me and modify a few facts written in our current books? It will greatly help in my career, ye ken, but I wilna do it if ye so.” Roger asked Jamie.
“Nay, write and change it. Is that not what history is about? Learning from the past in the hope ye can make a better future? Ye need to to share another perspective of history in the hopes that it can change how we see the world today – Claire told me that a long time ago, one of the things she learned traveling around the world with her Uncle Lamb.”
“If what I know is not yet written or ye feel it can add into something, then do it. I’ll be verra glad that this auld man’s wisdom is still worth something. Either way, it’ll be a shame to bring all these stories to the grave. I might as well put it out there to survive, hopefully, for a long long long time.” Jamie encouraged and Roger was the happiest kid on the block that night.
They talked more about Scottish history, Jamie surprisingly not feeling the heaviness re-telling the life he’s lived in the last twenty years. Maybe it was feeling safer in this time, maybe it was Roger and their budding kinship but astonished him that he found himself trusting him with more of his story in the very short time he’s known him. In some ways, Jamie Fraser might’ve found a new friend.
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“Are you going to tell him everything?” Claire chuckled, eyeing Brianna from the mirror as she brushed her hair. “I can see in your eyes that you can’t wait for me to leave the house.” Stubborn and inquisitive, Brianna was certainly their daughter.
“Is there something I should not tell him about?” Claire asked, curious as to what the question meant.
Brianna shrugged. “Does he know about Daddy?”
“He does” Claire replied casually. She went to Bree and placed both of her hands on her shoulders. “The one thing Jamie and I promised to each other was to always be honest with each other. We can have secrets, but not lies – that was our rule. I will tell him everything and if he asks something, I will answer it.”
“Aren’t you scared he’ll leave if he doesn’t like what he hears? What you’ll hear?”
To be honest, it never crossed Claire’s mind until Bree mentioned it. Sure, talking about Frank with Jamie might be uncomfortable but it never occurred to her if it will be enough to drive him away. And knowing what happened to Jamie after the war, could he be the same person she fell in love with? What new demons might he carry inside him? The conversation was going to be worse than what Claire thought it would be and she already felt sick to her stomach.
“Well, that’s why we need to talk. Better have it all out now than later.” Claire said as Bree stood up, preparing to leave. “You look good to go. Ready to head out?”
Roger and Jamie were discussing clan laws just as Claire and Bree came downstairs. Both men stood up the moment they stepped on the landing.
It was going to be a long night – for all of them.
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atlas-of-a-human-soul · 7 years ago
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T&L part 8: Determination
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Part 7
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Some people feel like they don’t deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.
— Jon Krakauer, Into the Wild
3rd person POV
Next morning Arya woke up to find an empty house. There was a note from Emily telling her she made breakfast for her and that both her and Sam were gone for the day.
She had an afternoon shift at the hospital today and it was only eight in the morning. With all the free time she had after breakfast her mind drifted to a certain wolf that haunted both her dreams and reality. With a small sigh and shake of her head she decided she'll need a distraction because he was truly the last thing she wanted to think about. Not only did they barely converse but when they did it was a screaming match with a slap on top of it, but also he was taken and she was most definitely NOT the type to go after someone else's man. She probably wouldn't interest him anyways, because if Rachel is his type, she was far from it.
Turning up the music she washed the dishes and scrubbed the stove clean. Singing „Go your own way“ by Fletwood Mac at the top of her lungs while using the mop as a microphone she cleaned the floor and managed to do a dance (if you can even call it that) combining swaying of her hips, pumping a fist in the air and an occasional jump.
On the other hand, Paul was still sleeping in his wolf form just outside her window and the sound of loud music startled him. Waking up ready to jump at the threat he looked around like a maniac only to realize that the sound was in fact music and coming from the inside. He shifted back and grabbed clothes from a tree nearby and walked inside. Paul was met with a scene of his imprint singing and doing the most ridiculous dance he had ever seen. She was relaxed and free with her body and it only made her look more beautiful and sexy then the day before. Her awkwardness and innocence appealed to him on a different level, but he liked knowing she could let loose and have fun. As she pumped her fist in the air and jumped up a little she almost lost her balance and fell. Her clumsiness made him burst out laughing and she turned around and screamed in shock.
„God, you scared me to death!“
As he continued to double over laughing to the point of tears her cheeks darkened to a crimson color with embarrassment.  
„So how much of that did you see?“ she questioned with a slight crack in her voice.
He was just now catching his breath and finally got a chance to look at her properly. She wore a long black t-shirt with red leggings and grey bunny slippers on her feet. Her hair was raised into a bun on top of her head with a few stray strands escaping and framing her face that was burning red. Beauty she held seemed even more unbelievable in the morning light shinning through the windows showing every line of her make-up free face.
He found himself nervous realizing this would be their first real exchange of words.
„Long enough to see you have some moves, and oh, let's not forget the singing. Daaamn!“ He smirked with a raised eyebrow.
„Oh God“, she used her hands to cover her face, „can we just forget this ever happened, please?“
„Oh, honey, I don't think anything can erase this picture from my memory“ he replies with a playful tone while gesturing to her appearance.
„Okay then, I'm just gonna go and find a hole I can crawl into and die.“
„Not so fast princess. Where are the parents?“
She looks to him with a confused expression „ The parents?“
„Emily and Sam“ he answered in a 'duh' tone.
„Out for the day. I'm here till half past one, but I suppose you guys are allowed inside whenever, am I right?“
„Yeah, so...what's for breakfast?“ he asked not wanting to leave yet.
„There were waffles but you're about twenty minutes late. Just grab something from the fridge while I finish up in here.“
Paul was most definitely not going to tell his imprint he can't cook to save his life so he nodded and walked in thinking he could maybe make some pasta. All he had to do is boil some water, that seemed easy enough. He put a pot with pasta on the stove and turned to observe her. He was so engrossed in her that he didn't smell the burning pasta behind him, but she did. She came running into the kitchen frantically and grabbed a rag to pull the pot of the stove and threw it under the sink. Turning to him with wide eyes she used the most calm voice she could muster at the moment „How does one burn pasta? Better yet, how does one not notice the burning pasta while standing next to the pot? Please explain that to me Paul.“
„You know my name?“ he said in awe like a love-struck puppy.
„Yes I know your name“ she said with annoyance in her voice, „now please explain this enigma to me!“
„I think I, uh, forgot to put water with the pasta and I was just thinking about...a school project I have due soon...yeah a school project....and I just spaced out.“ He started stumbling over his words, nerves of her rejecting him over this thing hitting him full force.
She raised an eyebrow and crossed her arms over her chest with an obvious 'I don't believe a word that just came out of your mouth' face and waited for him to continue enjoying his nervous behavior.
„Okay, I'll just be honest...I can't cook...Like at all...Once I burned water! Ever since then I've been banned from the kitchen.“
She kept her serious face for a few more seconds as a smile started spreading on her face till she couldn't fight any longer and started giggling at his statement, one hand covering her mouth. Her giggles turned into a full blown contagious laughter causing him to laugh with her, both of them sliding to the floor. After a few minutes both of them wiped their tears and finally took a few deep breaths sharing a look that sent chills down their spines.
She was the first one to snap out of it remembering he has a girlfriend „How does bacon and eggs sound?“
„Sound good...really good“, he replies still watching her face intently. He gets up and offers her a hand to pull her up. As their hands touch the heat from his fingers creeps into her consciousness blurring everything around them while the soft touch of her skin caused him to crave more than just her hand to hold.
She turns around and starts working on breakfast for Paul trying to put herself back together while he just leans on the wall behind her thinking how much he was losing the battle with the bond. The worst thing is, it wasn't just the bond anymore, he actually liked her. Sure the bond made him want to be near her, but the small bit she revealed of herself already got him intoxicated. He knew her barely a day and a half and she was already running through his veins.
Everything about her is captivating, just like the aftermath of a storm, he thought.
They were both silent as she gave him his meal and it continued while he ate.
She looked to the clock and saw she still had a few hours to kill before work.
„So, do you really have a school project to finish?“ she asked as he finished his breakfast and leaned back.
„Not really, more like a ton of homework I never get to do since I shifted.“
„Do you want me to help you? I'm pretty good with school.“
„Yeah, why not? Gotta warn you tho', I suck at all things involving school. But also I don't have my things with me right now. Maybe we can work on it later.“
„Sure, maybe others could use my help too.“ He felt a tingle of jealousy for he didn't want to share his time with anyone.
 „Why aren't you in school right now? You don't have patrol.“ She stated.
„I was on patrol last night“, he lied.
„Right..“ He could tell she was suspicious. How was she able to read him so easily?
„How about you tell me something about you then? Since all of you know my story, I'd like to get to know you better as well.“
Paul nods. His story began with his family. Sharing the story of how his mother left his father and him for another man and how he had to move back to La Push. Continuing on the part how he shifted and met Sam and Jared conveniently leaving out the part where he was a player and about his relationship with Rachel.
Sometime around noon she was paged to the E.R. and she grabbed her bag not changing her clothes and ran to her car with Paul following her close behind.
As she came to the car she stopped and saw just how damaged 'Seal' really was. With all the excitement yesterday she completely forgot to check the damage Paul caused during his fit. There were large dents on the hood with a few cracks, broken left headlight and side view mirror, her left tire flat. She turned to look at him with anger rolling of her in waves with a dark look that made him want to run and hide. Guess I'm already whipped, he thought, and now I'm going to die, he concluded.
She took a few deep breaths before speaking, „My car is totaled, how am I supposed to get to work? I was paged and being paged means people are dying and I AM VERY MUCH NEEDED!“
He just stood there looking at her blankly for a few moments. „Wait here, I'll be back in a minute“, he said and ran off.
Three minutes passed and she was pacing outside the house. Suddenly a navy blue truck came driving so fast she though it would trample her.
„Get in!“
She looked up only to find Paul grinning at her from the driver's seat. As she climbed in he drove off while she was looking at him with an impressed smile.
„Where? How? You're awesome!“ she exclaimed.
„I know“, he states with a cocky smile.
„Okay, I need to get dressed, which means I'm about to start getting half-naked and if you so much as glance my way I WILL find a silver something to stab you with. Got it?“
„Yes mam'.“ He replies. It felt like a special place in hell was just opened for him as she started to take her shirt off knowing that if he looks he would lose all the progress they made today. He was trying so hard to focus on the road and not on the almost naked imprint sitting right next to him. He ignored all the occasional brush ups of her body against his arm while counting in order to calm himself enough not to grab her face right then and there and kiss her. He wasn't thinking about Rachel or his previously expressed intentions of proving how an imprint bond could be resisted, he was only thinking about how would her lips feel against his.
„It's safe to look now“, her voice broke his train of though.
„We're near, be ready to go.“
„Thank you. I mean I'm still upset over 'Seal' but for now I'm going to let it go.“
„Seal?“ he questioned.
„My car.“
„You named your car? No, wait, scratch that. You named your car 'Seal'?“ he said with amusement in his voice.
„I love animals and when I saw the teal color the only thing that popped up in my mind was a lame rhyme 'Seal', so it worked out in both ways.“ she defended her choice with a giggle.
They were pulling up into the parking lot, the entrance to the E.R. jammed with an ambulance.
„Thank you, I gotta run, bye.“ She said as she waved to Paul jumping out of the car. She could see Carlisle opening the door to the ambulance and called his name to signal she arrived. But just as she was about to near Carlisle she was pulled back abruptly behind a tall shaking figure she identified as Paul.
„Paul, what the hell? I have to get there NOW!“
„You can't Arya“, he said with hate laced in his voice that made her flinch.
He could tell he scared her which cause him to take a few deep breaths,
„You didn't tell us you worked with the leech, why?!“ he asked in a calm voice, but it definitely didn't calm her nerves.
„A leech? What are you talking about?!“ She asked trying to walk around him.
He takes her hand and pulls her back,“wait, you don't know?“ he asks.
„Know what Paul? All I know is that right now there is someone who needs my help and I can't help them if YOU DO NOT MOVE OUT OF MY WAY“, she half shouted trying not to lose her patience while the sense of urgency to get to the E.R. grew.
„Arya he“, Paul gestured towards Carlisle, „HE is a vampire, the cold one, the leech, whatever you wanna name it. He could hurt you.“
Paul spoke fast with hope she'll go with him so he could keep her safe. For a moment there she palled looking back to Carlisle then refocusing her eyes on Paul
„ He won't hurt me. If he wanted to, I'd be dead already. For God's sake he saves people every day Paul. I may not know much about his kind yet, but I know about him. I'm a pretty good judge of character and I believe him to be good. I have to go now.“
She started walking away as Paul called after her.
„Ria, PLEASE!“ he ran after her as she came to a sudden halt with a flinch as he used the new nickname, „I can't protect you here and if you get hurt I'll never forgive myself.“
„Why do you care“ she asked with a sudden sharpness in her voice. He opened his mouth to tell her, but stopped himself for a reason he didn't even know. His stubborn nature reminding him of his fight with the bond making his mouth close shut without a word.
She nods with hurt in her eyes almost as if she wanted him to fight for her and now felt rejected by him.
„That's what I thought, now if you'll excuse me I have work to do.“
Watching her walk away felt like a brutal storm started in his mind with thunder burning pieces of his heart. I took our bond for granted, and in my naivety I'd thought it unbreakable. Am I losing her before I ever even had her? thoughts swirled in his head as she disappeared from view.
With each stride her mind became more clear, more resolute, as if the growing physical distance between them had now become an emotional chasm. Ignoring the pain that settled in her heart, she made a decision. Whatever this was, between her and Paul wasn't going to happen. She wanted him more then anything after only knowing him for a day and a half and maybe that was the problem. She always thought of herself as a one great love in a lifetime kind of person, like a lobster. She was afraid if she fell in love with someone she'd give her whole heart to that person and if it breaks, she'd never love again. So Arya always protected herself when it comes to love. By not letting herself get hurt now, it would prevent an even bigger pain in the future.
He obviously didn't care for you, he was just acting that way due to his loyalty to your brother silly girl, like he'd ever go for you, she thought. She numbed the pain hitting her in waves as she always did and promised herself that she wouldn't let him be the source of her pain ever again.
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renee-writer · 6 years ago
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From Gladiator to Knight Chapter 9 A Change of Name
Jamie Claire Pollux(Paul) Tianna
Jamie
Something occured to me when Claire asked us to wait outside. Pollux may not have a last name. I turn and ask him.
"Pollux, did you have a last name in Rome?" He looks at me and frowns.
"You mean like a surname?" I nod. "No, I was just Pollux."
"Ye need one here. Would ye like to take Claire's and I's? Become a Fraser? Tianna would be to after ye are married."
Pollux
I am awed by his offer. To take his name and give it to my wife. To be made a member of the family. It is an incredible thing.
"I would be honored to take your name. Can I," I hesitate a moment," I would like to change my first too. Get rid of the slave name. Get completely rid of the violent past. Start fresh in this time with my wife."
"How about Paul? Tis close to your name and won't stand out here like Pollux would." He offers.
"Paul Fraser." I say aloud. "I like it. I really do."
"We will see if Merlin can do a naming ceremony before the wedding."
Claire
Merlin and Tianna get the dress hidden away as I watch the men. They are deep in conversation about something. Seems serious but they both seem happy. Nothing amiss then. I call them back in. Jamie comes up to me.
"All okay?"
"Everything is fine." And I give him a smile.
Merlin had brought meat back from the castle and made some stew. Wa all rest as it cooks. It seems that we can't catch up on sleep. Merlin rouses us when it is done.
Jamie
As we eat, I ask Merlin if he minds doing a naming ceremony before the wedding. I explain how Pollux doesn't have a surname to offer his wife and wants to let the past go by also changing his first.
"We can do it easily before the wedding. Would you like a sunrise or sunset cermony?"
Tianna
All eyes turn to me. As the bride, I guess it is my choice. I am still mauling over Pollux changing his name but, answer anyway. "Sunset. Claire is no morning person and the sunset will be so pretty."
"Sunset it is." He turns to Jamie," I know all their stories. What is yours?"
Jamie
"Weel I am a Scot. Ye probably got that already. Was raised on an estate called Lallybroch. I lost both parents before I reached manhood. My mam when I was ten in childbed. My da when I was seven and ten from a shock. An older brother, William, when I was a mere wean. I have a sister Janet( who all call Jenny), a brother-in-law, Ian, and their wean, Wee Jamie. Some uncles, an aunt, a cousin or two. And Claire." I squeeze her hand.
"What time are you from?"
"Oh, 1743 was when we came through. I intended to just sent Claire through, back to her own time. Ye see, their is this redcoat captain named Jack Randall that...he is evil and a threat. Caused my da's death. I dinna want to but thought it best. I wanted to take her to Lallybroch. Take myself too. Twas where I intended to head to after seeing her safe. There had been a price on my head. Accused of a murder Randall committed." I wave off the thought of him," ahhh now I dinna ken when I will be able to take my wife home. If ever."
"You will get there when you are mean't to. Have faith."
Tianna
As we prepare for bed after Jamie's fasinating story, I ask Pollux what name he had choosen. He beams at me.
"Paul Fraser." He proudly states. "Jamie has offered his surname." I am as amazed as he is. To share the name of our friends. We snuggle together, the last night before our marriage and drift off to sleep.
Claire
"What name did Pollux pick?" I ask my husband as we prepare to bed down an the floor once again. Oh, do I miss beds!
"I offered him ours. Do ye mind?"
"No, not at all. What a lovely gesture. And his first name?"
"Paul. Tis close to his own."
"Paul Fraser. Quite lovely. Paul and.Tianna Fraser." I look to them and smile as I cuddle into my husband. I have a dreamless night.
Tianna
I wake up thinking,' It is my wedding day!' I am filled with both excitement and trepidation. A bit relieved by my talk with Claire but still... I get up and head outside for some fresh air. I watch the sunrise and feel Pollux's arms come around me.
"We are to be married today and I have yet to tell you that I love you. I do, you know. Very much."
"I know." The last of my tension melts away."I love you too." He turns me around a kisses me. It does all the things rhat Claire.said was to happen before he enters me. And, it is just a kiss. I know rhen that all will go well with the wedding night.
Jamie
It is soon noon and time for the naming cermony. Merlin calls us all outside. He stands Pollux in the courtyard in front of him as we gather behind.
Pollox(Paul)
"Pollux, you no longer wish to be called thus." Merlin states.
"No."
"And what would you wish to be known as?"
"Paul Fraser." I proudly state.
"Then let it be so. Pollux of Rome is now Paul Fraser of England." He announces. A cheer goes up in front of me. "Shall we toast?" Merlin produces a.bottle of wine.
"Isn't that for the wedding toast?" Claire asks.
"I have something. Don't worry." He fills five glasses and hands them out. "To Paul Fraser. May he always honor his name." We click glasses and drink.
"To my mate, my brother, my.fellow traveler. May you be as strong and courageous as the name ye carry." Jamie offers. And I let the first tear of the day fall. I see Tianna do the same.
Claire
As I help Tianna into her wedding gown, I can't help flashing back to my own wedding. I was hungover and terrified. At least Tianna wants this. I wish I would have felt the same at Jamie and I's wedding.
"You are so beautiful." The dark green flatters her pale skin and black hair. It fits perfectly and I am amazed. My borrowed gown had been much two tight. Hers flows on her body like it is made for her.
"I am sorry I don't have flowers for you." I tell her.
Tianna
I don't know how to express myself. This day. My wedding day. I look at her through a sheen of tears.
"I was a slave. Property. Forbidden to marry. You gave me a purpose. Made me a healer. My father got me away. Po..Paul is given me his name. A name your husband gifted us with. I don't need flowers." She hugs me close as we both cry.
Paul
As the sun sets, I hold my bride's hands in mine as we listen to Merlin.
"Paul, Tianna. You wish to be married?"
"We do." He smiles.
"Repeat after me. I Paul take thee Tianna. To have and hold. In sickness and health. For richer and poorer. Til death part us." I do and so does Tianna.
"Do you have a ring?" Tianna slips her father's off her right hand and hands it to Merlin. He speaks a prayer over it and hands it to me. I slip it on her left hand.
"I pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss her." I do with enthusiasm.
Jamie
I watch the ceremony with a lump in my throat. I can't help picturing my own wedding to Claire. Feeling her hand tremble in mine. She didn't want to be there. Though now she does, I wish she would have been as happy as Tianna is.
"Mr. and Mrs. Fraser." Merlin introduces them. He then turns to Claire and I. "And a blessing on your union too."
Claire
Jamie and I just grin at each other and then kiss ourselves. That Merlin knew to do that is extraordinary. It is like he read both our minds.
"I will be right back." He slips into the house and I hear a very distinct 'pop'. But it couldn't be, could it? It was. He returns with a bottle of champagne.
"How?" And then shook me head. "Time travel, right?"
"Yes." He passes out glasses and fills them. "To the couples Fraser. Both new and old." We all drank to that but everyone but myself and Merlin made a face. I laughed and took Jamie's, emptying it in one swallow.
"The last time I had this was the end of the war."
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faithsummers11 · 7 years ago
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Dream come true!!!
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A/N:- So this one is the second one I’m doing on this blog. This one don’t have a lot of foreplay but its a smut. So someone asked me to do a Zac Efron, so this is whai i came up with.
Request:- Can you do a smut where you are like a rising model and trying to get into movies and you get lucky to get to work in a movie with your biggest celebrity cruch zac efron.
I hope you guys like it and again english is not my first language so pardon me for any mistakes.
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“You are all i have ever wanted, you are the reason to my life, you complete me, i can’t think about anything else but you Emily ”
“Finally!! i have been waiting for this moment for ages now, i thought you never thought about me in that way adam, i thought I’m a fool even thinking about u liking me”
“I do like you, from the moment i met you, infact I Love You Emily with everything i have, from the bottom of my heart. I Love You ”
“I love you too Adam, i love you too and I’ll prove it”.
*OK CUT!!* director yelled.
“Great job guys, it was perfect, ok you tow now take a break and get ready for the next seen its the kissing seen intimacy involved we will call you when the set is ready, and all others get the set ready” the director commanded half yelling and half explaning.
With that you went back to your dressing room wondering how do you got this lucky you were just a model and a struggling actress till yesterday and today you were going to shoot a intimate seen with your biggest celebrity cruch Zac Efron. Zac Fucking Efron. Thats when you went in flashback recalling how you landed here.
You were a model, actually a very good model you have modeled for a lot of adds and brands you have also walked in lots so runway events and fashion shows your last walk on NewYork fashion week event had nailed your future in modelling. But modelling was not what you wanted you got into modelling only so that you can become an actress. You had auditioned for a lot of movies but never got a chance, but you were stubborn enough to keep trying. When you auditioned for this romantic movie you didn’t know who was the male actors and you didn’t even know that you will make it through. Then one monday morning you got the call from the people telling you about it that you made it and you need to reach the director’s office for paperwork.
But when you reached there yourjaw dropped hitting the floor, it took everything in you to keep calm and not freek out when you came to know that your partner for the movie the male lead was no one else than Zac Efron, the Zac Efron.
The one who you fantasized about, the one who’s posters were hung on your walls, the one you always thought about when you touched yourself, thing can’t go any crazy for you not just you got a break but u also got to shoot with zac.
Its been almost a month now you have been shooting together, honestly it was hard shooting with him he sent your hormones in one drive, everytime there was a shirtless seen of his you found yourself getting wet. You have become a good friend with zac after working all month with him he was fun to b around he kept entertaining people and making even the most boreing shoot intresting and this added with the charmer he was made you want him more with each passing day.
You were brought out of your flashback by the knock on your dressing room door, “come in ” you said. “Mam the set is ready the director is waiting for you” the spot replied. Making you aware that the time has come and butterflies started dancing in your stomach you were finally going to kiss The Zac Efron your dream was coming true “Mam??” the spot asked when you didn’t replied for a moment “coming ” you quickly replied coming out of your trance.
You asked your makeup artists to check your makeup for one last time and the headed to the sets. Once you reached the sets you could see they have set up a couch like bed in middle of open field with a roof made of a shear cloth supported by four poles with lighting dropping down each pole and candles illuminating the place, with the beautiful lake view ahead the sky was falling dark making everything look perfectly beautiful, ofcorse it was not made for you this was the place Adam brings Emily on a date to confess his love and dose it all it was ment to be beautiful (Adam and Emily are the characters you and zac play in the movie.) You kept adoring the place till zac snapped you out of it shaking you “Y/N i asked you ready ?” zac questioned you just noded your head in approval.
You heard your director tell you “you know wht to do zac walks towards you and kiss you remember to keep it passionate and the rest i leave it on you to just a little bit of stripping and sensual touches don’t get too much into it Got it” you both noded and he continued “ok now everyone positions everything correct LIGHTS! CAMERA!!! AND…. ACTION!! ” “take 1 love making” and the seen started.
Zac started coming toward you slowly he hold your hands and kept them on his shoulder and moved his down your body feeling your curves his touch sending shivers down your spine you had gosebums and rested them just above your hip pulling you closer into his chest, your hands were interlocked behind his neck. You knew it was not real it was just a seen for your movie but his proximity to you made you weak in your knees he was starting right in you eyes, you could see his blue eyes shining in the dark of the night. You wre shaking badly you tried keeping calm but if he was not holding you, you would have falled there he could probebly see you shake and feel you weak in your knees as he has to hold you and suddenly you saw a smirk creeping up his perfect lips as he leaned closer nad wisper to you “don’t worry I’ll handle it” and what he next did shocked you he turned to the director and said “ hey pal can we do it tomorrow or sometime later I’m just not feeling it today” and you could see the frown on director face and he was like “CUT!! But we have set it up all come on now” but zac being zac convinced him “come on man I’m not getting it you will end up with nothing but trash” and the director growled “ok then, PACK UPP!!” and you stood there dumb founded why did he do that you were not able to understand and with that thought in your mind you went to your dressing room to change and get ready to leave.
You got ready and were about to leave all the things that happened never leaved your mind why did he do that you were thinking to your self when you heard a know on the door “Com in” you said and there he was standing in a plain blue shirt and a skin tight pants. You looked at him with confusion written on your face you were about to ask him when he started “ i know that was rude but i can feel you shake and you were weak in your knees i felt either you were too scare or you were too EXITED” he said pressing the last word and a familiar smirk creeping on his face and then he continued “i know its hard to give intimate seen who you hardly know and you beign new in here it makes it worse so i was thinking we should spend sometime together so we can be comfortable doing that” you were starting him unable to process what he just said and he was watching you intentionally waiting for an answer. You answered a shaky ok still unable to process what he just said.
“Ok then dinner tonight at you place” he more like offered. “But its already night ” you said now that you were back to your senses, “ohh yeh we will just take a parcel then. ” “why can’t we just go outside to eat? ” you questioned unable to understand why he wants to go back to your place “ c'mon now won’t like the paps following us, and then printing some shit off a story in tomorrow’s paper and perhaps we won’t get to speak with alot of people around Plus..
..home is comfortable and we get privacy too!!!” he said with that stupid smirk back on his face, his explanation was over done you quiet didn’t buy what he said but agreed to his offer his smirk was killing you.
You both headed to your car and hit the road to your place, you took some food on the way when you stopped at a red light you were waiting for ti to turn green you look out of the window and your eyes went wide, when you saw a billboard of him doing some ads, and thats when you realised you cannot take him to your place. Not with your bedroom decorated with his half naked posters and pillow covers and blanket with his face plastred on it you would be just done but it was too late you were like only 2 mins away from your place now you have to take him to your place making sure he doesn’t see your bedroom.
Once you entered your parking he carried the parcel for you to your place like a gentleman. Once you entered your place you both hung your coats and headed to the dinning area. As you were moving there he was looking at your place with amazement “ So you live here huh.. Have to say what a beautiful place ”. “Yep decorated it myself, every single thing you see is my choice things i love” you said proudly. “Sure” you said not thinking twice. You showed him the entire place even the guest room talking and giggling throughout after you showed him the spare bed room you skipped your bedroom and were heading towards you dinning again, when he stopped you “hey we didn’t say this one” he said pointing toward your bedroom door, “I-its nothing just some extra space” you said fidgeting with you ring. “ C'mon let me see it” he said turning the knob and opening’s the door a little. You quickly grabbed his hand on the knob and close the door again. “I said it nothing, you cannot see this room” you said taking your hand back.“Well I’m really stubborn and i want to see it so ” he said quickly opening the door. And before you could react he was inside you room glancing at his half naked pictures and all the dvd of his movie in the cd case, pillow cover and the sheets. You stepped in the bedroom behind him head lowered staring the ground and freaking out in your mind.“So this is why you didn’t want me to see your room?” he questioned you nodded your heart racing in your chest, and even though you were not looking you could see the smirk on his lips, he then came close to you made you look him and then pinned you against the wall, your hands were pinned above your head and his lips attacking your neck he place soft kisses along your jaw to your neck, it didn’t took time for him to nibble at your sweet spot earning a soft moan from you,“i knew you wanted me ” he said smirking and looking satisfied.
“You knew?” You asked looking into his now darken and fully clouded with lust blue eyes. “From the day i first saw you, the way your jaw dropped looking at me the way you stared at me when i did those shirtless seens and when you went weak in your knees with the proximity we had, i just knew” he said hovering his lips on your and finally pressing his soft lips to yours in a soft gental kiss, the kiss exceedyour expectations it was beyond perfect your lips moved slowly in sync with his like they were moulding together he licked your lip for enterance and you granted it his toung exploring your mouth both of your toungs batteling for dominance. And the next thing you remembered you were lying naked under him on your bed.
“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to” he said placing soft kisses on your jaw, “i want this, plzz i want you to fuck me” you just pressed his button saying that. He quickly kissed your lips and moved kissing all the way down he stopped at your breast sucking on your nipple and swirling his toung around your hardened nipple and took your nipple between his teeth before moving to the second one and repeating the prosses with it. Then he moved down kissing you and stopped just above your now dripping core. Your breathing was erotic by now he than took hold of your thi and started kissing upwards till he reacjed your core he blew cold into you core sending shivers down your spine and earning moans form you he then kissed your core and started sucking it, your back arched to the sensation and he hold you down by pressing his arm around your waist, and started eating you out you gasped as he entered a finger inside of you with his mouth still working expertly on your clit, you were a moaning mess by now and you felt burning sensation at the pit of your stomach making you aware that you were close he felt you clenching around his finger and he added one more finger increasing his pace “c'mon baby cum for me, let me taste you”, he words sending vibrations through your core were enough to send you over the edge. You grabbed a hold of the sheets, toes curled and his name leaving your mouth as you came undone. You wre comming down from your high and he licked you clean.
He came up hovering over you again and kissed you you can taste yourself on his toung. You were still kissing when you felt his tip brushing your entrance, you broke the kiss and asked “you don’t want me to suck you off?” He chuckled and said “ i would love you to do that but im so rock hard that if you sucked me now i won’t last long” when he finished he quickly searched for his pants back pocket and grabbed a condom from it he tear opened the packet and started rolling it on his lenght you stared at his with an awe he was huge and thick you were not sure if he will fit but you were so excited that you can’t care less about it “ you came prepare huh.. And you are huge i don’t thik you’ll fit” you blurred out. He chuckled at you words and placed his tip at your entrance “ if you have such a beautiful co actress you need to be prepared and don’t you worry I’ll be gental” with that he pressed his tip inside you moving slowly till he was completely inside you and you were moaning continuously one he was completely in he gave you a minute to adjust to his size and then started to move in and out slowly, he soon found his pace and was now pounding into you “you are so tight” he said through gritted teeth. You let out a loud moan as he hit your g-spot “ plzz fass..terrrr. harder ” you said moaning and he increased his pace hitting you spot correctly you were a moaning mess again under him. Soon you found your second orgasm comming close your walls clenching around him made his aware you were close he kissed you roughly and wispered in tour ears “let it go baby let it go” Whit that you came you second orgasm. He still pounded into you and soon found his release he growled as he filled the condom with his hot cum.
When he was done he came crashing on you, your breathing were heavy and slowly down starting to stabilize he slowly removed himself out of you and you wimpiered at the loss of contact he disposed the condom before laying down next to you “that was amazing ” he said “better than i have expected” you said.
“So now what?” You asked knowing that things are not going to b the same between you now on.
“I’m hungry” He said and you rolled your eyes on that and he giggled
“I know this is a bit of backwords but if you’ll like to come on a dinner with me like a real date ” he offered and you nodded like a child outside a candy shop.
He laughed
And you both got dressed and moved down to your dinning area to eat the food you have got and you talked about a lot of stuff
“but im sure this has made things easy to soot our next seens”
“A lot more easier”.you said and you both laughed.
"It was a dream come true for me you see "
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Raspberry Scrubs- Part 5 (End)
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Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2109
Genre: Coffee shop au! hospital au! fluff!!! Smut! (No angst this time)
Pairing: Minhyuk x Reader/Kihyun x Reader (Now it is apparently)
A/N: This part ended up being a bit shorter than I hoped it would be but thank you all for supporting this story!! It means so much. Let me know how you liked it :). Also, there’s room that there could be a part two, maybe? Let me know. I love you all. - Kay
Part 4
Kihyun didn’t talk to you or Minhyuk for the rest of the day. He sent Minhyuk off to the lab and order tests for patients, while he had you check on the vitals of other patients, just to get you out of his sight.
When you were done with those, you eventually made your way back to Kihyun’s side, who only ignored you as you walked next to him. He was none too happy to walk in on you and Minhyuk while you were on his service. You felt horrible about it, but didn’t know what he expected. You weren’t bonded to either of them for life, you were told to make a decision. So a decision you were going to make.
Towards the end of your shift, Kihyun met you towards the exit of the hospital. He was already out of his scrubs and lab coat. His hair was parted to the side and fell messily into his tired eyes. He stopped you before you left. It was nearing one in the morning by now, you were both exhausted from the strenuous shift.
“We need to talk,” he said quietly to you. You stood still and looked up to him, you nodded your head but nudged it towards the glass doors. “It’d be better if we didn’t make a scene in the hospital. Let’s go to my apartment.” You told him. You held on to your bag tightly and walked out of the hospital.
The walk had been long and silent. The only sound that the two of you made were the soft padding of your steps against the concrete. When you reached the large apartment building, you fumbled around with your keys to get into your apartment.
Kihyun took the keys from you and flipped through them. Once he found your house key, he inserted the key into the lock and let himself in, much like he had done many nights prior. He set his stuff down on your kitchen counter and lifted himself to sit on top of it. He folded his hands and dangled his feet from it.
He appeared so casual, so young and full of life. This was the Kihyun you knew. Inside the hospital he was serious and demanding, but outside, he acted his age. He was no longer the young, prodigy cardiac surgeon who was performing work that men over half his age were still learning how to do.
You set your own bag down on the floor near the door. You pushed off your shoes and walked into the kitchen. “I’m sorry about earlier.” You finally piped up after a few minutes of silence. Kihyun shook his head, moving his arms the side of his body.
“You shouldn’t be. Minhyuk and I both knew that this was going to happen at some point. It was all a matter of time.” He sighed and looked to you, a warm smile on his face. “Kihyun, what are the extent of your feelings towards me?” You asked him.
Kihyun lowered his eyes and thought about what to say. “I don’t even know what my feelings even are towards you. I was trying so hard to get you to choose me instead of Minhyuk. Though, I’ve never been one to lose easily. I got so mixed up with this entire thing that I didn’t step back to think about it all.”
He got off the counter and leaned against it. “I’m more afraid of losing my friend. I don’t want to try for a relationship if it will only cause grief between us. I know you still have feelings for Minhyuk.” He smiled and looked to the ground. “By the way he talks about you to everyone, you can tell that he’s lovestruck.” He added.
You looked to him, shocked. He laughed and uncrossed his arms, he looked up to you, blushing. “I guess this means my sex life is going to get pretty dry now.” He joked lightly. Now that you were going to stay with Minhyuk, it meant that your deal was now over with Kihyun. You knew it was going to have to end at some point, but this was not how you thought it would.
You shrugged your shoulders and smiled. “I guess now you actually have to go out and find a girlfriend.” You joked along with him. This was the Kihyun you knew. He was your friend, well, maybe even your best friend and you were more than happy that you hadn’t lost him.
He sighed and shoved his hands into his pockets. “Would you like to have one more go at it before we call it off for good?” He suggested casually. You nodded your head and within seconds, his lips were upon yours, his body pushing you against the wooden cabinets. He wasted no time with foreplay or teasing. He grabbed the hem of your shirt and yanked it off of your body. His fingers trailed up to the clasp of your bra, he struggled with the hooks before he finally got them undone. “I’ve always hated this bra,” he groaned as he threw it on your kitchen floor.
His fingers found their way to your nipples. He rolled them between his thumb and forefinger. With his other hand, he pressed it into the small of your back, pressing himself into you.
You latched your fingers on his shirt. You pulled away from the kiss and pulled the shirt off. He looked down to your bare chest and smiled. He bent down and picked you up. He placed his hands on your thighs and walked you to your bedroom.
He pushed open your door with his shoulder and quickly walked over to your bed. He lied you down on top of the sheets, and quickly got to work on your jeans. His hands quickly unbuttoned the waist and pulled them down your legs. He threw them on the floor and did the same with his own pants, leaving both of you in just your underwear.
“I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t going to miss this.” Kihyun said down to you. He reached over and rubbed the top of your panties. He found joy in the faces of pleasure you made. He smirked and peeled the underwear away. He pulled his own down his thighs, revealing his semi-erect cock.
He quickly positioned himself at your entrance and shoved himself into you. You moaned out loudly as your body adjusted itself to the sudden stretch. You arched your back as he began moving in and out quickly.
He was determined to make this last night worth it, and in no way did he disappoint.
You both laid next to each other in the bed, facing towards each other. “Do you know any cute nurses in any of the branches of the surgical wing?” He asked with a small smirk on his face.
You thought about it for a moment. “There’s Liza in the Peds ward, she is Dr. Chae’s right hand though.” You told him. He pondered it for a few minutes before he laughed under his breath. “I liked you for a while, I know that for a fact. I’m just so happy that this is over with and that we can go back to being friends. Though, without all of this.” He peered down to your naked bodies in the middle of your bed.
“Minhyuk is in for a good time.” He winked. You couldn’t see much of his face in the darkness, but you could picture the sly grin on his face. You pushed his body away and laughed “Shut up,” You said, but you were excited to find out what was in store with Minhyuk.
Kihyun laughed with you, but he suddenly became quiet, his laughing ceased. He leaned over and pressed and kiss to the top of your head. “I love you and I am happy for you.” He whispered.
You smiled and nodded your head. “Thank you Kihyun.” You said to him before your your eyes closed thanks to the overwhelming exhaustion.
Kihyun had left a little bit after the two of you had finished. You were going to miss the late night sessions you had with Kihyun, but you were even more excited about your future with Minhyuk. You had gotten the best night's sleep you had gotten in weeks, now that your mind was at ease. You were also more than happy that you hadn’t lost Kihyun as your friend. That, in itself, made you more confident in your decision.
You woke up, more excited than you had been in a long time. You didn’t hate the second of your blaring alarm clock this morning. You rushed to get ready, making sure you had enough time before work to rush to the cafe across the street.
When you walked in, you were greeted by a warm sense of deja vu. The register, where Minhyuk used to work, was now manned by a beautiful young girl. She smiled at you as you walked up to her register. “Hello mam, how may I help you?” She asked cheerfully. You looked at the menu, but you knew exactly what you were going to get.
“Can I get a large raspberry mocha?” You asked her. The girl nodded her head and jotted the order down on her notepad. “May I get a name for the order?” You nodded your head, “My name is Y/N.” You told her. The girl smiled and finished the order, but before she started making the order, you asked her to write something under the cooling sleeve of the paper cup. She laughed and wrote it down. “Of course.”
You walked into the hospital with a mission in mind You were already dressed in your scrubs and ready to start your shift, but you had to see Minhyuk before he left. You found him in the hallways leading the entrance of the hospital.
He was tired, having worked the entire night shift with no breaks. Though, he wiped the tiredness off his face when he saw to approach. “Y/N,” he said with a large smile. You walked up to him and handed him the cup. “For you,” You gleemed proudly. Minhyuk took it and looked it over, “Coffee?” he asked as he looked at the cup. You nodded your head and smiled “Look under the sleeve,” You whispered, trying to give him the hint of what to do.
He nodded his head and twisted the sleeve of of the cup, revealing a message scrawled in big black letters. He read it out loud, despite your embarrassment. “I may not be an organ donor, but I would gladly give my heart to you.” He laughed and read it over again. When it finally clicked with him, his eyes grew wide.
“Does this mean that you choose me? Wait, I have to do it properly.” He stood up straighter, and cleared his throat. He couldn’t wipe the smile off of his face. He looked you in the eyes and extended his free hand towards you. “Y/N, would you like to date me again?” He asked properly.
You smiled brightly and took his hand. “I’d be more than happy to.”
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