#and this is sending ME to hell
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related to the previous ask you answered, if you’re up for it - incredibly curious about how you research stuff for your writing. I feel like you’re so good at capturing all these little details of a life with such humour that I’m always going ‘how is yellow meg caballero not x identity’ (which is obviously not true & just the sign of a good writer, etc etc but still). Are you just out here talking to five million different types of people?? And understanding them??
Yes hello hi <3 <-- catching up on ask
I really do have the awful habit of swerving dramatically out of my lane and talking about shit I have no business talking about. I don't even do a lot of research, or at least not as much research as I should. I'm genuinely a terrible person to emulate here. But as for like how it tends to happen.
One half of it is. Patrick Stewart voice Writing fiction.
jaklsjdflksadf the other half is like...yeah, I talk to a lot of people. I like people a lot. I find everybody really interesting, and even if I don't like somebody then it's still interesting to have learned about a new kind of person. Over the internet especially is so much fun - everybody has at least one thing super interesting about them! Everybody has a unique trait or has had an experience totally unfamiliar to me. I also just really have an eclectic knowledge of a shitton of extremely useless stuff, I watch a lot of random-ass YouTube essays, all of it. Baby I got information even I don't care about for days lol.
Some of my characters are based lowkey off people I know. Sometimes they're based off me at different points in my lives, or the kind of person I used to think I was. I think most often they fit into a category of people I've met in my life - for example, for an OC I'm writing right now, she's based off this type of person I know. And in there I look for what I always liked about those people, what I always related to about those people, and how I always interacted with them. They're often kinds of people I don't even necessarily like. You never really want to do "well im writing [marginalized group] so I'll just make them [friend from marginalized group]", but for me once I meet and talk to enough people from that group kind of the experience and perspective that being in that group gives you emerges. The 'why' of the experience stands out, and you can go deep into that.
All that said, I look for the similarities instead of the differences. My MK stuff isn't about being a system (cuz not that.), it's about having a highly stigmatized mental illness, and somebody's relationship with their identity as a mentally ill person, which is something I can understand. Lots of my SW stuff was about...existential dread, lol. I do just know a fuckton of neurodivergent and trans and etc people. And I think we do just project - I'll interpret a character as having my experiences instead of another's, because I'm SUPER loose with characterizations lol. But yeah I'm just constantly talking to people about their experiences and if you do that enough then a bigger, more relatable experience emerges lol. Everybody knows that there's really only like five emotions.
That being said I made a joke in a recent Moon Knight fic about how baby Marc liked baby Steven at first just because he would wake up and his bed would randomly be made. And my sys friend was like "HOW did you know about chore ghost??". So. Lucky accident a lot of the time I think. Thanks for the Q though, I'm happy I succeed at this!
#my writing#when i do run into issues and i dont do things right is when i don't recognize that an experience isn't my own#e.g. i assume that the experience of this group is similar to my own and it rly isn't#ppl be the same but we think really differently sometimes too#for example turns out some christians believe different things than catholics do and it's SUPER FUCKED UP#i feel like ppl can be afraid to write characters of different identities significantly differentiated from each other#like to write a guy mindfully as different from a girl because he's a guy#but i think just kinda homogenizing everything creates that inauthenticity#and more importantly the 'default' 'neutral' is often the majority#idk i dont like ignoring things#for example. when i try writing characters religiously neutral i just make them catholic#and this is sending ME to hell
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Sobbing uncontrollably reading through a dissertation about the college experience of students with ADHD. It is like reading a report about my life that just says over and over "My experiences are real. My hardships are real. I am not lazy, I am not dumb. My struggles were not my fault, and they were not a moral failing. The failure was with the system, not with me."
Here's a line that got me in particular:
"Hotez et al.(2022) compared the health, academic, and non-academic capacities of a nationally representative sample of U.S. first-year college students with ADHD and without ADHD. Students with ADHD self-reported lower academic aspirations and more feelings of depression and overwhelm, ranking themselves lower in their general emotional health. The fact that students with ADHD scored in the highest 10th percentile for many non-academic traits, such as artistic ability, computer skills, creativity, public speaking, social confidence, self-understanding and understanding of others, compassion, and risk-tasking, suggests that this population has strengths that are frequently underappreciated in academia."
(the paper is a thesis called "Understanding the Collegiate Experience for Students With ADHD" by Gia Long, 2022)
#adhd#actually adhd#i often hyperbolize but i am dead serious when i say sobbing uncontrollably. this is why i was putting off this assignment.#1000 years of hell to professors who assign self-reflection papers /hj#i dont feel comfy posting the pdf bc its not mine butttt.. i will share it to people who dm me.#edit: pages 80-85#edit: thank you to everyone who reached out and asked for the pdf!! i wasn’t expecting this reaction#keep reaching out I’ll keep sending it#if anyone is interested but struggles to read academic papers pls ask me for help bc I’ve gotten a lot of practice with them and am Glad to#expand someone’s access to a paper like this
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hot girl summer 🎀
#girlblogging#im just a girl#girl interrupted#this is a girlblog#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#tumblr girls#girlhood#buffalo 66#femcel#skincare#send help#ryan gosling#girl rotting#bed rotting#losing it#losing my shit#lana is god#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del slay#possesion#cassie#skins uk#this is me trying#im trying#girl help#skinnnyy#tumblr 2014
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#girlblogging#priscilla presley#lana del ray aesthetic#girlhood#dear diary#sofia coppola#send help#female hysteria#hell is a teenage girl#lana is god#fiona apple#this is a girlblog#just girly things#dollete aesthetic#dollette#manic pixie dream girl#marie antoinette#thoughts#whisper girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#angel girl#lizzy grant#lana unreleased#femme fatale#female rage#music#i want you to love me
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wear headphones :)
Transcript:
As much as I'd love to witness more of your prowess, I'd very much like to have that body of yours.
Is that a strap-on?
Machine, I'll cover you in more than blood.
Fuck. *exhale* Shit. Fuck-God! mmmm-ohohoho. fuck. fuck. h-Harder, Machine. Mph! *whimper* Hah... Come on!
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Sorry for this. I promise this is the worst thing I'll ever post. Unless he somehow manages to do something worse.
I can't really provide the audio sources in a neat way because this is 6 clips stuck together.
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#gabv1el#WEAR HEADPHONES. PLEASE. PLS. SAVE YOURSELVES.#suggestive#<- if i use a 'stronger' tag than that im 99% sure the post gets shadowbanned from showing up in the tags?#never ask me for anything ever again.#why did he say any of this#i dont know.#surely this will make people unfollow#or will it do the opposite#at this point. i have no idea#animals. all of you. ANIMALS. its ok im one too. we're in hell (together)#i didnt make the gif im sorry all i know is that its from twitter#yeah sorry for the recycled audio. i only have the 2 whimper clips...... so far.#but the actual talking parts are all new#i want to see that angel obliterated. send tweet.#smiles. evilly.#i dont know about you guys but im normal#anyway#if he somehow ever finds out about this blog im krilling all of u............. pls............#he cant know we are farming clips#(mostly joking) but yeah id prefer if this didnt spread past tumblr pls omg#we are past 700 followers now. idk what to say other than. wow.#ok surely no one is reading to this point. bottom gabe real. canon. true. thanks.#lets never speak of this again
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cut secret scene idk why no ome else is talking about it?
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queer people?
#pitskederdoenerhaendler#pitske’s art#w2h film#w2h#welcome to hell film#w2h jonathan#w2h sock#sockathan#I am insaning today please send no help I need to suffer in silence and lonely#except that Tecs with me in vc HELLO MIKKEYYY#anyway. I drew the gays#I like them so much I think they shouldn't kill themselves#I got a vision for drawing today. I just fnally needed to get these out of my system#I was asked if I would post them today or tomorrow but you have to understand my schedule does not exist and posting happens on a whim#either way stay safe y'all love you
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A little different than last year's, but here we are again. To say that this past year hasn't been absolutely wild would be a lie, cause HOLY SHIT MAN
This year's birthday is. A little different for me, but you already have the silly comic to show that so I won't make like a broken record oops
But, despite the changes and hills that life's decided I should climb or throw at, it hasn't changed the fact that I'm so genuinely fucking thankful to the people that I've known since joining this fandom. I'm not even kidding when I say that being here has actually changed my life for the better. I know I said something similar last year, but this time, hoo boy it sure turned up the AMP and test how far I could go.
So, to everyone, both new and old; thank you for being here :D
@garbagechocolate @darkxsoulzyx @smoljeanius @bunmuffin @skizabaa
@tuzesdays @sleepykas @fernzwing @kandidandi @starsketchez
@just-a-drawing-bean @notdysfunk @ilsole @amberluvsbugs @cloudyvoid
@nomsthecat @alfinefalf @nosleepygay @theblog-with-thestuff
@cacaocheri
(Edit: ty kibbits for informing me of the. Fuck ass tagging system)
AND TAGGING OTHERS BECAUSE. POINTS. BONKS WITH HEAD. GETTING TO EITHER INTERACT OR TALK OR WHATEVER IS ALWAYS A DELIGHT
@ohno-the-sun @kibbits @ink-yy @saltyfryz @kaprisvn
@hierba-picante @sunny-sophies-garden @cookiiemancer @sneeblbop @justaduckarts
@pepethehumanz @crystalmagpie447 @woolysstuff @mocha-illustrates @duhsty1
@sanchensky @pillowspace @victarin @witherfide
[I DEFINITELY GOT SONAS WRONG AND THESE AREN'T ALL THE SILLY PEOPLE I KNOW BUT IM SITTING HERE AT 2:30 IN THE MORNING JUST KNOW YOU'RE THERE IN SPIRIT HANDING YOU ALL POPTARTS WAUGH]
#nebula art and doodles#should. i even count it as that-#nebula birthday time#fuck it birthday tag go brrr#also if i. didnt tag you it is 100% because i'm. a fucking coward <33 and am not sure if you'd like to be tagged in a silly thing like this#(or i don't. know you. that also but shaky thumbs up)#god. this year has been. insane dawg#my goofy ass going through canon events like it's a buffet /silly#jokes aside#the fact that im still like. here. right here#posting or reblogging goofy shit#still in the process of making my fic (i prommy im working on it)#and just. managing to make friends with people despite shit happening#it's so wild to me#i know for some people i've tagged we either haven't talked that much or haven't talked in awhile#and to that i say#fuck it we ball /j#but seriously it's. honestly bc getting to interact with you guys at all makes or has made my day that much brighter#even if it's been awhile like i mentioned or for whatever reason#this is. getting long as hell and i need to go to bed oops#anywhooooo#gotta go fast or some shit#OH- and thank you all so much for. almost 3k. holy shit#where the fuck did you all COME FROM HOW DID WE GET HERE#big heart emojis and sending love to you all#thank you so much
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HELLO GUYS IF YOU HAVE NOT HEARD THE NEWS OUR MANS IS GETTING HIS OWN SOLO THIS DECEMBER BY NONE OTHER THAN MR CHRISTIAN WARD
also pls I’m dying we finally get an actually HANDSOME Harvey
😭❤️
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Went to apply for a job, midway through I learned that the person hiring is someone I respect very, very much in my field (who I have never spoken to), then saw the application site was closed (How Did I Miss the Deadline for this Really Cool Job!!!!) and then saw that it was the website's fault and that they were taking applications through LinkedIn DM's. So I did the premium trial & sent my reel in, and they told me they're sending it to recruitment/leads and that it's a good reel!!!! And then the person I have respected for years sent me a friend request!
I'm beside myself!!
#Honestly?? I'd love this job but to have this professional who I've really admired for years tell me my reel was good enough#to send forward to people in this company#If they tell me I need more experience or more professional development I won't even be mad!!! I'd be like you know what sir!!!#You sure as Hell Know Better Than I Do!#I legitimately owe so much of my success to what this person very generously provided to students at affordable prices. So much!!#I'm sure the friend request was to prevent me from having to stay on premium to speak with them but STILL!
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bethesda works fast but i work faster
#fallout#snag.art#fallout tv series#fallout tv show#wilzig#wilzig fallout#finding reference images for all of these was HELL. HELL.#me and my gf watched up to the third episode and i had a genuine autism attack i could not stay still and be normal#and i really loved wilzig of all people#wilzig and the ghoul. my babes. expect ghoul art soon#if u have any fallout tv series requests pls send them i will almost certiantly draw them#avoiding my finals just to watch this
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Uh hey guys I think Orym might be in love with Dorian.
#cr spoilers#critical role#bells hells#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#dorym#c3 e92#liam took me tf out with that sending
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woke up w a vision today
#there is no sex penis this time. its the touden siblings being big dogs to marcille#sorry i couldnt make up my mind abt laios ears its so hard to leave people with short hair earless w theres animal ears involved#they look WEIRD!@#anyway hopefully nobody tries to kill me for this but i do also like marcille/laios...i think they are cute :)#but i know people are vehemently against that ship so i consider it more trouble than its worth to post about it#also why cant i see my own read mores in my dashboard. is tumblr preemptively sending me to hell
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Waking up to find Soap peppering kisses on your clothed coochie. And ur like “whatre you doing?”
And he’s js like “just getting in my morning worship”
Alternatively you wake up to his tongue deep inside your pussy
you're like that's sacrilegious??? but he meant it. the wooden beads of his rosary are currently digging into your thigh and the small golden cross around his neck occasionally brushes your skin.
and then murmurs proverbs 18:22 into your cunt
#good day#he's sending us both to hell lmfao#like you fr throwing me under this metaphorical bus because you just wanted to eat some pussy#now look at us#dead asl#smote on the spot
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help ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚
#girlblogging#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#this is a girlblog#lana core#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#god help me#help#send help#im going insane#im just a girl#im so tired
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these cookies i swear
#my friend kept repeating that they’ll send me to rarepair hell pls i dont want to come back#myart#cookie run#shadowvanilla#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie
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