#and this is bold af of me to post on tumblr.com

[non-un-topo]

My toxic trait is wanting so badly to start a group specifically for childfree men (cis, trans, etc) because of the treatment I've gotten in other childfree groups, but not many good things usually come out of groups made exclusively for men.

[jonsa101]

Like Clockwork, The Story Writes Itself

Tonight’s episode was amazing and honestly I’ve been on cloud 9 all day. This weekend I wrote this meta: https://jonsa101.tumblr.com/post/649345634534572032/the-emotional-pressure-cooker-of-helens where I compared Helen and Max as emotional “pressure cookers” on opposite sides of the emotional spectrum. Helen’s frustrations and vulnerabilities have been growing throughout the season while Max’s longing, love, and desire for Helen has been growing for Helen at the same time. The “pressure” has been building and bubbling up for both them and is right underneath the surface. I predicted that they’re both reaching a climatic point but ultimately we would see Helen’s first through an emotional breakdown! We saw the first moments of that tonight y’all!!!! We will see part 2 in episode 10 where I believe we will also see Max step up and be Helen’s support system! I’m still blown away but Sharpwin seems to be unfolding in the way I’ve always seen the narrative! Another point I want to point out is this, we now know that episode 3.11 is titled Pressure Drop!

First of all that’s fucking wild and maybe the New Am team should hire me because we clearly think alike! 😩🙌🏾. Second of all, I don’t think it’s a coincidence that they would have an episode named after this. The writers have been so strategic in emphasizing this “pressure” we’ve seen build up for both Helen and Max this season which is exactly why I referred to both of them as “pressure cookers.” When you logically look at this season and examine the context clues the show was showing, you realize that this was their intention with Sharpwin the entire time. That’s why I was adamant in telling y’all that Sharpwin was unfolding how they were supposed to! THE CLUES WERE ALWAYS THERE!! Anyway, for 3.11 just know that this episode will be incredibly significant for Sharpwin and ultimately will shift things drastically. The “pressure drops” only after the highest climatic point/pressure has been reached and released. This is what will take place in 3.11. I fully expect things to pop off in this episode and I can’t wait to see how things unfold. Like I said in this weekend’s meta, there needs to be a moment that triggers the BIG MOMENT between Helen and Max and I think this episode is going to do just that!

Last thing before I log off for the night. I think I have confirmation of what could possibly take place that could be so necessary for Max and Sharpwin in general. I’m going to write another meta about this but it basically has to do with Max finally admitting to himself or someone else how he feels about Helen before his “moment”with Helen!

I’m not going to lie y’all, after tonight I’m feeling hella confident about some of my earlier predictions too! At this point nobody can tell me anything because things seem to be panning out how I called it. Just in case y’all were wondering if I’m still holding out on that engagement prediction I ABSOLUTELY AM!!!!!!!! At this point I have nothing to lose and honestly my gut has yet to steer me wrong yet! Lol! Anyway, I love y’all and I enjoy being bold af and a little reckless. I genuinely enjoy fandom life and the fun in trying to dissect this story! It has been such a fun ride! As always DM me on here or on Twitter @oyindodewale. I’ve been loving all the Sharpwin chats and mentions and I never get bored of them. Lol!