#and things changed for the spider
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Into the confessionary a little spider walked
Mind not quite there
Quite lost
Memories scrambled around, confused
Pain flaring up, things that shouldn't have been said out
Siblings falling apart
Guilt over forgotten acts
#cotl shamura#shamura cotl#cotl#my art#fan art#digital art#Although nowadays Shamura sees the other ex-bishops as family#its not a lie to say that at first they took them in out of convenience#Kallamar once begged for his life when he was no more than a young god#round eye of his crown looking into Shamura's eyes#whispering things#Shamura initially took them all in out of convenience#They were the God of Wisdom and War they knew that to win the one they were in they needed resources#powerful ones#A many legged creature once walked into their web -terrified of the world and what it had become of it#a newborn god -harbinger of bad luck- was found in the middle of a dead plain#one with an anger immense enough to consume the whole world was given a reward- and then a task#and the one who looked for a purpose proved himself useful#They initially took them in out of convenience#and then war ended#and things changed for the spider#they took them all in out of convenience#something never said out loud#something they were all aware about but refused to speak of#the truth spoken into the wind stung more than they all thought it would
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Kinda sad that they replaced sunflower with another song in this scene BUT I’m delusional so this is what happened it’s true I was there
#des art tag#across the spiderverse#atsv#miles morales#gwen stacy#across the spider verse fanart#spider man across the spider verse#miles heart eyes morales 😔#note: I made Gwen’s eyes green instead of blue because of some of the concept art in the first art book#never drawing headphones again ts SUCKED goodbye 😭#omg I saw spiderverse again and I forgot that they changed a lot of things from the -first look- like the outfits#and even tho I drew this after I saw across the spiderverse before I drew this I took references from that first look so PLEASE ignore that#thank you 😁
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YO! Being a drawing, what’s there to be afraid of!
#can you tell which iteration currently has a chokehold on me#1996 is such a fresh remix on the original im loving it#ngl that first arc almost lost me cuz of how annoying hong hai er was but it started growing on me near the end so I stuck it out#I will say tho that the love interest arc just pissed me off#thank god the love was onesided and she died at the end#I actually did like yan yan as a character but girl GET UP. HAVE SOME DIGNITY!! I DONT CARE WHO HE IS YOU SHOULD NEVER BE DOIN ALL THAT#FOR A MAN#I love this show but it does NOT pass the Bechdel test lmao#I gotta calm down I ranted enough about this arc to my friend - so hard in fact that I got a white hair from it#it physically aged me im never forgiving those goddamn spider demons#journey to the west 1996#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#jttw#jttw fanart#digital art#my art#im on the mpreg arc now which im so pleasantly surprised that they decided to shoot cuz every other iteration is too much of a pussy to#can’t wait for the group birth#if they don’t show hole on my screen and let me see the baby come out like im King Louis XIV of France this entire thing will be a flop#no exceptions#im also pissed about the tiger general becoming more girly and changing her whole character for a crush girl get UP
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Jimmy killing himself because he knows he is incapable of living an life without Curly and knows that in the miracle chance they were found and saved they would not let him have contact with Curly and he hates the idea he'd actually have to take responsibility.
Even if he lied, its only a matter of time before Curly is capable of showing or telling what a monster he really is, no matter what delusions tell Jimmy Curly would never do that to him.
He understands that he was the monster in everyone's worse moments but refused to accept that at the end. So he made sure that he died without the possibility of it being actualized as he's the only one that saw death as an escape rather than a release. Jimmy truly didn't believe Curly had anything to escape from even after everything and let him have what he perceived as glory as the sole survivor and thus Captain of the Tulpar.
#like he goes from knowing the the system in place ergo Curly will protect him from consequence even if unitentionally at first which#motivates him to take the measures he does but when that system also loses the ability to effectively stop him he drags the corpse around#like a memento of what he's achieved that slowly warps into a worship as he realizes how much it actually did and that even he struggles#without it cause i believe in light of the crash that the thought of losing Curly's unwavering support because he'd eventually protect Anya#over him when Curly's head was yanked from the clouds at either the baby's birth or just the way he was slowly putting things together as#the big picture became less appealing to look at like Curly was slowly realizing it and i think he knew at the crash scene but it was too#late if he stopped Jimmy or the crash their relationship would've forever been changed by the revalation and part of me wants like a dlc#spin off that deals with some psychological metaphorical horror dealing with that but also like I need jimmy dead.#then again none of this is new or even unique ive seen this explained but i also dont think its addressed that Jimmy's refusal to take#responsibility with Anya avoiding it A N D his envious codependency of Curly made him crash the Tulpar as there was not a way he could fix#the what he did to Anya in his mind without getting rid of her and or the pregnancy in a way that Curly wouldn't leave him and thats so#important like he only viewed Anya through his relationship with Curly and hed rather die than acknowledge her as a person and his assult#on her as something that could realistically get in the way of their relationship and taking advantage of it.#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#i hate talking about this dick fuck but he also is like being fascinated by a venomous spider like stay away but i will study you
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forgot these in the big jon post oops lol
#i love draswing his hair down actually#its interesting to see how my opinion of certain design things changed as i was listening#ie his hair was up and professional looking in s1#but past that it kept getting sloppier and eventually i stopped drawing it up#though i still think hair up is iconic so im prolly keeping it too#ill just have a collection of jon hairstyles yay#sorry for tag rambling none of my friends have finished tma yet (i forced them to listen after i finished)#im deprived of mutuals in my current fandoms argh#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#lockbox#also you can see the sticky note where i got to his silly spider backstory LOL#i decided then that id draw his grey hairs in a spider web-ish design (not that ive posted the coloured art yet but whatevr)
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Maybe I’m just dumb so if someone has an explanation for this pls help me out but it’s kinda odd to me that Gwen, one of the spiderpeople whose universe is extremely visually distinct from Miles’s universe, doesn’t keep her world’s watercolor/color-changing aesthetic in other universes. Like she basically looks like someone from Miles’s universe when she’s not in her own universe, whereas other spiderpeople from visually distinct universes (like Hobie, Noir, and Peni) maintain their universe’s aesthetics regardless of what universe they’re in. So why doesn’t Gwen?
(Also I get that her universe’s art style is a bit inconsistent in that it changes and “ripples” a lot, especially with the characters’ emotions, but it would be cool if they utilized that to have Gwen shift into her universe’s art style during emotional moments)
#it makes a lot of thematic sense for characters like Hobie to not change at all btwn worlds (because he doesn’t abide by those rules)#but it kinda just seems like an established thing that people don’t undergo massive stylization changes btwn worlds#except Gwen DOES#idk I’m just ranting at this point and it’s a really tiny detail overall but it still bugs me-#across the spiderverse#gwen stacy#across the spider verse spoilers#atsv spoilers
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People sexualizing Miles, Earth 42!Miles, Pavitr, and Gwen are mad weird. Like their teenagers???? You guys have Jessica, Hobie (Hobie is 19/20, Director confirmed), Drew, Liv Octavious, Peter, and Miguel ain't that enough for you? Making smut of teenagers is not ok. Aged Up! I don't care, but when their actual canon age should be something on a list
#creamecafe#marvel#mcu#this is werid#y'all are making me do this again#the exact same thing with my namor post#dont try to change my mind#dont try me#miguel o hara x reader#astv miguel#miguel o hara#what is wrong with fluff?#miguel o'hara#jessica Spider-Verse#peter parker fic#miles morales x y/n#miles morales x you#miles morales spiderman#miles morales x reader#miles morales#gwen stacy x reader#astv gwen#gwen stacy spiderverse#gwen stacy#pavitr prabhakar#pavitr prabhakar x reader#hobie brown x y/n#hobie brown x oc#hobie brown x you#hobie brown x reader
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Some things never change about my favorite scientist.
#andrew garfield#this mature peter is the version of tasm peter parker that i needed but never got it#the things i'd would let andrew garfield do to me#tasm peter parker in the lab again#some things never change about my favorite scientist#when he wears the lab coat does things with me#so tasm peter coded#wearing this lab coat#he's so fucking beautiful#andrew garfield visits the omega museum#omega museum#omega watches#omega event#peter parker#andrew peter#andrew peter parker#tasm peter#tasm peter parker#tasm#the amazing spider man#spider man#glasses#peter 3#spider man no way home#sincericida
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"Your people need their heroes."
Their heroes:
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#bungie#destiny art#lightfall#d2 lightfall#season of defiance#the young wolf#hunter guardian#warlock guardian#mara sov#pouka#d2 nimbus#d2 ghost#fanart#comics#SOME WEEKS LATE FOR W1 COMICS BUT I WAS - YKNOW - BUSY PLAYING#i still didn't even stop to read all lores yet yelp asdfghj#usually its the first thing i do but there's so much going on#let alone my jobs and comms which btw still has slots open!!#hoping this lighthearted comics cheer the community up after the heartbreaking news of weekend#siblings in light sharing the same braincells and those braincells are me#watch denka the warlock crushing on everyone bc i simply don't have a ship for him like my hunter has#separating lightfall and sodefiance plots for my hunter and warlock was the best decision i could do lkjhgfdsadfghjk#if you squint you'll see denka the warlock changed the spider crest in his torso to house light AS IT SHOULD BE#comic
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Using the Sun Wukong metaphor for Miles goes so much deeper than just the narrative parallels you initially think of cause he’s very much going to change the entire medium of art again like he did with the first movie much like Journey To The West did
Sun Wukong being one of the most iconic figures in human history. Spiderman being one of the most iconic superheroes since the genre began. ITSV pioneering a new age of animation we’re still catching up to 5 years later. ATSV and the final movie are really going to show people what we mean when we say animation is cinema…
Even if you’re not a fan of superhero movies. Even if you don’t generally like spiderman or the idea of multiverses. These 2 movies alone are so envelope pushing when it comes to its art direction and writing it puts movies with triple its budget to shame, it’s almost scary to think about how they’re going to pull off the final event. I seriously can’t believe I’m here to experience these
#not even being dramatic I truly think this trilogy is going to change some major things#GODDDD I WANNA WORK ON THIS MOVIE SERIES PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#across the spiderverse#miles morales#into the spider verse#sun wukong#gwen stacy#spider man 2099#spider punk
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SPIDER AND STAG
#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#HERE I AM IT’S ME BACK WITH MY POSTS OF EPS THAT GET A LOT OF ENGAGEMENT FOR SOME REASON BUT THAT’S COOL#THE HEARTBEATS OPENING IT LIKE THE TITLE BEATING THAT’S SO COOL. STAG PLS DON’T MURDER HER#Love the transition. Also unrelated to anything but the font changed??? I liked the old one but ok#Their outfits are so detailed and cool idk how Flynn ever does it#THE SPIDER BIT WAS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE IT WAS FUN TO VOICE#”I’ve never been much of a lady” AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#Ough the like silence that settles in when she asks the question very cool#THE CHOMP OMG THEY’RE EVERYTHING IT WAS ALSO FUN TO VOICE#THE TELL!!!!! SHE DOESN’T LOOK AT HERRRRRRR#LEEEEEESSSSSSBBBBBIIIIIAAAAAANNNNNNSSSSSSSS#God that panel of the stag staring at the reader so scaryyyyyyyyyyyy#I didn’t expect her to talk to it wow I would never I’d just cower in fear#THE RING IS WHAT LENORE GAVE HER AND IT WANTS LENORE AAAAAAAAAAA#ADA ARE YOU CRAZY YOU’RE GONNA GET TRAMPLED OR SQUISHED GET OFF THAT THING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT AN OPENER THANKS RNF FOR THE WORK IT WAS BEAUTIFUL#MUSIC AWESOME TOO I DIDN’T EXPECT THAT EITHER#SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT’S NEEEEXXXTTTTT#HAPPY SEASON TWO DAY EVERYBODY
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me watching the Spider-Man franchise become a metaphor for determinism in direct conversation with the original concept
#spider man#madame web#across the spiderverse#spider man meta#spiderverse#tasm#original comics and raimi movies: it’s up to you to do the right thing; your actions will have consequences but you still have a choice#tasm films: you’re destined to repeat the same events as your predecessors#nwh: you can change your destiny but you will end up sacrificing far more than you bargained#spiderverse: destiny is a tool used to exploit those without power but you can fight it#madame web: all paths lead to the same ending but helping others is mutually beneficial#op
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I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain
Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it
i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)
really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!
undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.
i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.
people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.
peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.
it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."
so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.
people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.
autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.
#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before#and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.”#and that made sense to me i think.#but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing.#and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much.#and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed#and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology.#i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now.#and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be??#i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe.#will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore??#maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know.#i don't know what it'll mean for me.#but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way#i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think#i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed.#because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people.#peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing.#there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing.#it's a product of all of his things.#just like me! just like everyone.#so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways.#a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be.#i don't think it's something that can be simplified.#sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags.#i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual.#sci speaks
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Back to the Spiderman au I have where Peter has radioactive venom and accidentally bites Miles when the kid is trying to help him, and because he’s so full of guilt at accidentally doing this to the kid (especially in one of those universes where people absolutely hate the x-men and stuff, being mutated might ruin that person’s life), he takes him under his wing to teach him everything about his new powers and before he knows it, Miles is working alongside him as a new hero
For that au, I’m now thinking about that version of Peter trying to rescue Gwen, and in the end the only thing that can help her is for her to be turned, so he shares his venom, and to Peter it’s this incredibly horrible event where he’s dragged another person into this life of being mutated, but Miles, who is next to him and has never once been unhappy about gaining powers, is like “welcome to the web warriors!!! you’re one of us now!!! :D”
#my incredibly self indulgent spiderman au#originally I was thinking that only Peter gets all his hair changed to red and blue because he’s both born as a mutant#and later turned radioactive#but actually I think it would be fun if every person who gets turned gets their hair changed into their color scheme#miles gets red and also keeps his black hair#what would Gwen get?#if it’s like her ghost spidey alt self maybe white and pink hair?#Spiderman#spider man#spider-man#peter parker#miles morales#Gwen Stacy#I like to imagine that while Peter has all this angst attached to his backstory and being Spidey#Miles is just enjoying every second of it#not to say that Peter doesn’t also enjoy being Spidey#just it’s balanced with the angst#Miles hasn’t really experienced that angst#yet?#I kinda wanna keep him just a happy superhero doing good because it’s the right thing to do without trauma pushing him towards it#y’know?
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I want to say that it's unrealistic for Gwen and Miles to be so dramatic about love so young but when I remember what being their age and experiencing falling in love for the first time was like I say they're not being dramatic enough
#i used to think my heart will explode every time i see him i used to dream about dating and then marrying him#luckily i never told him cuz later he changed for worse he wasn't the same person#long story short i feel them#falling in love is never easy#and when you're so young you think it's the only thing that matters#it kinda does#they need each other#gwen stacy#miles morales#gwiles#ghostflower#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#spiderverse
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Not to post Marvel for the first time in two years. But I just had possibly the funniest idea of Frank being tutored by Peter in Biology.
#marvel#frank castle#peter parker#punisher#spider man#it’s a whole thing#like Frank decides to end his life of crime and wants to find a new path#he changes his identity w/ the help of Micro#and wants to get a degree in theology or something related to that#but because of his new identity he has to essentially start over#so he has to complete a science credit and it gets so bad he signs up for tutoring#and he’s gonna be tutored by none other than Peter Parker#hijinks ensue#you get the idea#it’s definitely a ‘crack treated seriously type#but i think it’s funny
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