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I'm ngl, I think the fine is worse to me than forced community service. Ik they're all rich as fuck but. 10,000 euro for accidentally swearing? 10k!?!?!?!?!?! It's just a word??????? Just a little fuck???? I cannot believe the stewards are dying on this stupid fucking hill, oh my god. The world's most elite sport swear jar
Can't even say fuck anymore, because of woke.
#thinking abt how back in my fav ers of f1#theyd try not to curse obviously bcs i mean its polite or whatever#but. seriously not a big deal if so#just say oops! and move on#bcs i really really do not understand who it affects#theyre in a room of adults. who is this fucking bothered???#its not like them saying it in some big event everyones gonna see#ik this sounds like im being overly dramatic#i just cannot stand this sanitization its really absurd to me#i think its fine if theyre like. please try not to curse thank you#okay!! totally!!! this is a professional environment i understand that#but 10k and a threat of 5k just for one accidental little fucking?#ITS SO UNBELIEVABLY DUMB#but yeah the community service also fucking stupid#but its also just forcing the individual to repent so whatever#theyre privileged as hell go scrub the track w a toothbrush or whatever it is they make you do#but 10k ....stupid#absurd amount of money for saying a word that literally harms no one#catie.rambling.txt#f1
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oof other people doing their selfship is so wholesome and romantic and cute
and im here like,,,, yea they're like two wet cats and it's funny
#ik there isnt a 'wrong' way to selfship#but sometimes i do wonder if i should make it more romantic focus#even tho its super ooc for both of em#like imagine them smiling and calling each other sweetie--#ugh no no no oh god no 💀💀#im not saying they dont care abt each other or that theyre toxic to each other#its just that i feel like slowburn fits them more#love at first sight isnt my fav trope so i cant imagine any of my ships being that rlly#uhh anyway tee hee#ignore these weird insecure rant oops#.txt
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scariest two empty spaces on the top line ever besties
#i know i cheated by putting ginasfs after they already played it but they literally pla#oops#they literally played it again. so.#i think it def counts <3 fjskdjdkdj#these two songs from my top 5 fav fob songs ever so soon after each other AGHHHHHHHHHHHH#THEYRE TARGETING ME SOECIFICALLYYYYYYYY
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i’ve had two very sweet interactions with strangers recently <3 life is good love is real
#first was when my phone was connected to the aux at work but i was in the bathroom and didn’t notice a thursday song was halfway through#so i was like ‘oops! sorry that’s not work music’ to the customer and she was like OMG NO THEYRE MY FAV BAND i used to hang out with them#backstage :) im so glad thursday is being passed down to the younger generation#and the other one was today while i was buying cds and the cashier complimented my taste and we talked about the new paramore album
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#NOOO WHAT DO U MEAN IM SEEING THE POST FOR THESE CHARMS I WANTED TO BUY ONLINE FROM AN ARTIST#23 HRS AFTE RPOSTED. AND MY SCRUNKLY IS SOLD OUT?! IVE WAITED LIKE A MONTH FOR THIS ALSIDJ#like i didnt havenotifs on bc i didnt think itd be that fast but WHAT THE HECK 😭#restock next month maybe.... but the artist has almost 2k followers and theyre a rinneP so it makes sense rinne and hiiro are sold out 😭#HES SO CUTE THO its fs1 bloomed fit but he has the teddy bear in his arms ITS SO CUTEEE I WANTED IT SO BAD SOBS#actually i havent even checked the shop#oh like 15 dollars.. usd? forgot to check oops but seller in the us... unfortunately im a sucker for cute character keychains 😭#like stickers r no bueno... theyll fall off... cards and poca r ok but where am i gonna display them.. plushies n little guys r my fav <3#but keychains r easy! hang them up on this thing on my desk or put em on my bag or keys! i have a kogy from my fav undead artist on keys🥺💖#id put 2 but im scared of them smacking together and chipping away at each other ;;#but i have undead in pairs and kogy fs1.. oh its also fs1? with flippable scr and reg outfit! so i want a rinne too 🥺💖#44597
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ive already come up with some trios and duos for the archangelo lambs i fear i may be insane about them
#sydneys thoughts#This is just me going insane over my own ocs all over again Hands Over Head#Current fav one is calli & zagan & decarabia cuz theyre all related to chaos somehow#Ok i go draw oops sorr
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lord help me I desire to buy loose leaf teas
#caw#there are some cheap ones in søstrene grene rn#i thought they were expensive byt theyre actially not#they might even be cheaper than grocery store#and ive had my eye on a white tea for like a year#i havent had white tea in so long#just black fruit tea#i do love fruit tea but#i think i prefer white tea#i know one of my old favs is a white fruit tea#altho it is hard to verify bc the cannister is so old now that its lost most of its flavour 🫣#oops well ill still drink it#buuuuuut bc of the flavour loss i even more want to get new tea#also some of the cannisters are getting empty so i can store it somewhere properly 👀 instead of in the bag 😔#gotta wait until at least September#cause i need to use my noney for other things this month lol
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i feel too tired i just DONT want to animate but i cant justify not doing smth related to school work- so uh. theres this ig.
#POINTS HARVEY DO U SEE HIM HIDING#yeah he would not do that#thats so fuckin out of character but for this??? i cant be fussed#i wanted 'father protecting son' moment even if theyre not related#you know what im having a moment because how ARE they related#theyre the 4 elements and rudy saw harveys mum as his sister but#oh fuck whats his name - the character thats based of engine? whateva- he doesnt see any of them as family related and more friends#and then the 4th who has no name sees them as enemies - it was really only rudy and flo who considered each other siblings just cause they#were like besties through childhood and went to war together and neither had any family so they jsut decided on each other-#ANYWAY i kept thinkin about how rudy + harvey are trapped in a water prison despite rudy literally having enough power to escape and water#being his biggest friend in this situation but how he like DOESNT. cause why wouldnt he??? major flaw in my part#that + the depression ive been hit with just kinda made me go 'he was overwhelmed with grief and easily manipulated - he hasnt even#connected the dots that he COULD escape yet or if it would be worth it cause hes just this emotional mess thats been wrung and twisted#like you know how ice expands or smth?? yea - after flo's death and harveys birth my man is so stunned and shocked he emotionally 'expands'#which oops bang he gets manipualted and mentally toyed with - harvey also being a key component in this manipulation despite the child not#realising it! tbh i think rudy just gives up completely until the 'Attack' happens and foster stumbles into the prison looking for a way ou#t - then hes like 'OH FUCK WAIT PEOPLE STILL EXIST?? WHAT U DOING HERE' and foster is like 'BFF RN ARE YOU THE GENERALS FATHER???'#mans goes from having one kid (assumed dead) and one child forced onto him (harvey) to 2 daughters (Jack + Marsha) and a son (harvey-) and#then becomes the BEST babysitter in the whole world retiring from war crimes to take 12 different kids along the world (spoiler: he loses#them all) man. i know harvey is my fav oc but rudy <3333#my art#smudgedart#OH ALSO IF U DIDNT KNOW HARVEY IS BASED OFF A FIELD MOUSE AND RUDY IS BASED OFF AN ARTIC FOX#<- FUN FACTS
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Prediction: American soldiers fought Iraqis that are STRONG and SCARYYYYYYY but oh no they accidentally killed innocent people so they sad :( this is all so wrong oh noooo :(
A24 distributing an Iraq war movie LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#What makes Oppenheimer different is that they still showed US being extremely nonchalant at killimg people lol#Kyoto isn't a good place to bomb cuz it's my wife's fav holiday place oops!#They didn't portray japanese people as the Scary Enemy. Like the point of Oppie's nightmare is that theyre not#This movie seems to portray regular scary spooky Iraqis and ignoring US war crimes#I mean I will be happy if they portray US gunning down civilians and CIA covering it up. Or the rape of prisoners by the army#But somehow I feel like an Iraq veteran wont agree with that portrayal
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Finally had time to catch up on the raven and the snake. I am just in awe of everything.
Also, I kinda like Clora hanging out with Garreth and Leander. (don't kill me 🤐)
aw thank you!!🥹💖💖im happy to hear it! and NO i wont kill you, you are so right. the garreth/leander/clora hangout was my fav part of the chapter and also the most fun part to write, and it gave me an appreciation for the leander and garreth dynamic, which is amazing
i now headcanon their relationship like brothers LMAO, garreth constantly badgering leander and getting on his nerves, while leander is just exasperated in dealing with him (BUT IN A FRIENDLY WAY) theyre like characters in a sitcom tbh BAHAHA (and to anyone wondering, im gonna TRY to have the next chap up within the first week of feb!🙏 ive just been busy with the dark relic comic + work + and now i feel a bit under the weather. ive been sleeping almost nonstop for the past 2 days LOL oop)
#garreth weasley#leander prewett#i woke up at 5pm yesterday after sleeping for 8 hrs and then only stayed awake for 5 hours before i went right back to sleep at 10pm LOL#and i slept thru the entire night and woke up at 6am#ya girl slept for 16 hours with only a 5 hour gap of being awake LMAO productive queen#AND THEN I ENDED UP TAKING A NAP AT 1#all this to say i probably have covid LMFAOO but i have no tests#ANYWAY THATS ALL THANKS FOR READING MY RAMBLINGS AND FUCKED UP HEALTH SLEEP SCHEDULE#ask#choccyart
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The fanbase is scaring me, the redesigns brought up some weird people that are REALLY passionate about Liliana being half naked
Like theres a whole war going on on twitter rn and the poor character designer got harassed
My problem is with the amount of people upset with this, like i knew we had a bunch of pedos around because of the way tappei writes the girls, but damn i didnt think there were this many of them 💀
yes ive heard about that....... im answering your ask late oops haah but i hope the situations a Bit better..... the toxic parts of this fandom give me a headache but my usual motto is to stay off twitter, touch grass, ignore people, and then hold onto my own viewpoints unless proven wrong alsjdflsdj but like. yeah this fandom is a bit tough to stay in when it comes to certain circles (for example the amount of people low quality shitposting / ranting about the fandom or whatever on rezero ao3 atm in the past days/weeks is. mm. interesting). not my first time being in larger fandoms that make you sometimes feel like youre fighting in the trenches (you could name off a few big fandoms notorious for being toxic that date back to like 2016 and odds are ive been in a couple lajdlf) but yeah seeing people complain about liliana and capella's designs and then overly fixate on emilia's boobs when these three characters have more to bring to the table than just that and theres lots and lots of good things to say about the s3 trailer and their designs..... mm. yeah. im squinting hard at a few of the things ive heard on that. but anyway!!
like the new designs are an Improvement. In General. like ok, as a boob haver myself ("boob haver" is the funniest phrase to me alsdjfls but it is true nonetheless, i am one) i do not give a shit about emilias larger boobs like ok?? her boobs are bigger?? she is still my fav ever and sometimes it just happens when youre still a growing teen/young adult and emilias back to her more revealing main outfit when she wore a different outfit in s2 so the difference in chest size is really not that much. but liliana and capella? those are Improved designs. i think ive talked abt the treatment of underage characters / characters who appear underage on my blog before (and i definitely couldve worded myself better then but i stand behind the fact that some of the stuff otsuka and tappei do regarding this in rezero is just Unnecessary).
could designs like emilia's still be improved on in other ways? yeah 100%, just in the sense that there could probably be changed a bit to fit her slightly more timid and soft spoken personality. or you could take different directions on it in general if you wanted. ive seen some great redesigns of her main outfit!! though her main outfit in of itself is pretty nice to look at imo and its iconic and well-known for a reason. im of the personal opinion that i wish it was a little less revealing in the same vein that her s2 main outfit was (i like that outfit a lot!!) but its still a really solid design overall.
i had some faith after seeing the anime designers fix up typhoon's original design to be More Appropriate, and i love how the essence of liliana and capella's designs were kept the same. like its not just that theyre a little less revealing (and even then, theyre both still showing a lot of skin!!! which is good!!! i like the improvement while keeping the main stuff the same), but stuff like liliana's pants aren't transparent (probably to make it easier to animate?) and the yellow/orange gradient in capella's hair looks great!! they also both look more like grown women which is a bonus. unless youre Weird about this shit which is unfortunately a small percentage of the rezero community. like you cant win with those sort of people ig, bc capella's boobs are bigger too ljasdlfj youd think that win more people over.
also i appreciate capella's sports bra bc unlike elsa's outfit it Actually looks like it's supporting her chest. if youre someone with boobs and you dont have a flat chest, youre gonna need support when being active or itll Hurt. and elsa Does Not have proper chest support okay. ill forever wince remembering elsa's design in that sense HAH....
anyway but i digress. i got no clue what to do with toxic people in fandoms despite spending a lot of time lurking in large fandoms with loud toxic people haah.... its hard to do much about it especially with increasingly declining media literacy rates everywhere.... the notorious misogyny/homophobia/etc that can happen sometimes in anime communities.... that sort of thing. i kinda just avoid it when it comes to rezero in specific, or briefly talk about it on here, or rant about it to myself in my head or chat with pals about it in private if it really frustrates me that much!! and id say im a pretty patient person hah... im not frustrated often. and the fandom is not all weird people of course and i can attest to that as ive chatted with a lot of people here... ive also seen a lot of people leave due to the fandom's Issues which is. totally fair tbh.
and i think rezero is often a "baby's first fandom" so to speak... i dont mean that in a bad way of course but its more like its the first exposure to fandom and fandom etiquette and fic etiquette and that sort of thing when it comes to english circles. or at least its a pattern ive noticed, so my theory is that that occasionally that combines with toxic fans and then you get a few people complaining about the community and how bad our fics are on rezero ao3 ig lajdlfjsdlf. which is false by the way :<< and an annoying misuse of ao3 as a free creative archive :<<
but ultimately i hope the rezero character designer's alright (and honestly theyve done super super great work - like the anime Did Not need to give emilia a bajillion outfits and go above and beyond with improving liliana, capella, giving the suwens and their hometown a whole unique aesthetic, etc). and also while i have stuff to criticize with otsuka and tappei... and the toxic parts of the fandom hah... i still enjoy rezero apart from that and the uproar with the designs has not chipped away at me too much!! ive been in this fandom long enough i guess lmao i just roll with punches at this point T^T but i also just try to look on the bright side a lot in general so ;-;;;
these are the sorts of things i like to be aware about but i dont like to get myself super involved with it (since itll probably make it worse and/or make me stressed for no good reason lmfaoo) and i wont let it enjoy the parts of rezero that i do enjoy a lot (which is to say like. the other 98% of rezero hah). so. getting off twitter is the biggest godsend i promise lajdlsfj.
but anyway!! yeah i dont have much organized thoughts on all of this, this is just me rambling my feelings on it. hope this all makes sense anon <3
#idk how things are on the eastern side of the fandom but the western side can be a little. wild yes.#ask#i try to be as fair as possible in my opinions ljasldfjd but yeah like. people complaining about the designs. i dont agree with it for a Lo#t of reasons. and on a lighter note#honestly my only thing with capellas anime design is that her eyes arent more red!! :<< but her pink eyes look very nice too though <3#i hope to see like a red-pink gradient on them maybe... thatd be cool...
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𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 1𝐝'𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐲: 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 (2011)
what makes you beautiful: the nostalgia is hitting harddd. ajskl i forgot how much i adored this song - little me would watch this music video and gush over niall & harry.
gotta be you: harry & liam's vocals in this song are so prominent omg. also zayn ate, ngl. the lack of louis + niall in this song sucks a tiny bit, BUT this is a bop, i like it.
one thing: dare i say boyband pop perfection. (now i understand why these guys were so adored by teenage girls, if i was a teenager in their prime i'd be THRIVING)
more than this: we stan the acoustic guitar at the start. i'm a slut for acoustic guitars ajskdl. liam's voice in the first verse and the prechorus is so pretty. also harry & niall sharing a chrous, my two favs!! yippee!! niall's second verse i love. i live laugh love louis tomlinson though. i feel like this song would fit in a sad post-breakup scene in a teen rom-com.
up all night: title track!!! katy perry reference and the BOPPINESS i am living! it's not better than one thing but this is like the peak of early 2010s music
i wish: i feel like knox overstreet would love this song
tell me a lie: i was iffy about this song because it was written by kelly clarkson. because, well, i just don't like her music. this song is definitely not one of my favourites, but zayn's voice in this >>>
taken: 'you only want me when i'm taken' the whole premise of the song. but oop imagine being called a 'beautiful mistake' by harry styles in a song
i want: what are all of these short ass titles? 'i wish', 'taken', 'i want'. i get these boys are teenagers but smhhhh. oop wasn't expecting the piano. OK THAT FIRST VERSE??? OKAYYY HARRYYYY. i actually unironically love this song
everything about you: it's very upbeat, but the sound isn't personally my thing. kinda generic but good for what it is!
same mistakes: alr i actually love this one. it's simplistic yet catchy
save you tonight: it's good! very very catchy ajskdlk i've got it stuck in my head now
stole my heart: immediate dislike im so sorry
stand up: the guitar at the start mmmhhhh. the songs are getting a little bit reptetitve now, but does it make them bad? nope!
moments: okay this was one of those songs which are good, but theyre easily skippable if that makes sense
another world: i feel like this song could easily be in a disney channel tv show intro
na na na: nanananananananannanana (i adore this song its so pookie)
i should have kissed you: it's giving owl city core
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NO I ACTUALLY LOVE THIS BECAUSE NO ONES EVER SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT AS TO WHY THEY LIKE THEM
Its all oh xx ship or xx character like !!! ITS ABT THE UNIT AS A WHOLE !! NOT JUST A SHIP U LIKE !! and u captured that really welll omfsojdsjdndn
WHOS UR FAV PRSK CHARAC !?!?!? i know ur fav unit is wxs but i was wondering if you have a specific favourite >:3
Uuuuuuuu it's really hard to choose!!! I think I like all of wxs equally? Originally it was easily Emu, and then Nene, but now I really can't choose!!! I guess if I had to pick, maybe Tsukasa(?) or Nene (since she's on my profile hehe)
#dw abt the vbs story ive not done a lot of story for most units SJSBSJBFJSBF#judt go at ur oen pace thats what i do [ im behind w jp server stories OOPS !! ]#I LIKE THIS TAKE THO IT HAS MEANING TO IT WHICH IS !! SO YUMMY !!#but yes def check it out i really like it [ obviously ] because of how the characters mesh together very well#and also the very strong variety not only in personality but motivations even though theyre chasing rhe same goal#also half the reason id their music is my fav THEHEHS#rb
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please ramble as hard as you can about pruita I need to hear what you have to say about them
grabs you by the shoulders very roughly.
ok. my favorite flavor of pruita is utterly unrequited. cuz its very funny to me. my fav thing to do is listen to music and think about unrequited pruita like L imagine 😹😹but also its kind of sad and i like how its sad but also funny
like think about the prussia cleaning game like omg.... he loves him.... its so silly.......
PRUSSIA STROKED IN HAPPINESS! WHAT THE FUCK! GAY!
and he literally was imaginging them like together on some sort of boat idk what its called like ugh
and the fucking BLOG. ive already posted these before but. my god.
he likes him so much....... its unbelievable........
like are you serious. he so very obviously has a crush on him THERES SO MUCH PROOF OF IT AND [im trying to restrain myself here from being salty about prucan shippers so i will stop myself here.]
ok im racking my brain to try and think of what to say rn cuz as much as i say i wanna talk about my ships i know deep down in my heart i dont have much to say that i can turn into coherent thoughts.
back to my thoughts and not canon content. unrequited pruita. like ok you know that hetalia itself is just gerita fanfiction. like i love gerita. who doesnt. and thats where it comes in in my version of pruita. like prussia is so in love with italy and italys like omggg germanyyyy :3 like. oh my gfod can i talk about the songs i associate with them. the answer is yes i cant be stopped.
ok puppy princess by hot freaks. fucking UGH. unrequited big fat crush ANTHEM right here.
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS. prussia is the goofy friend... prussia loves italy...... and italy loves germany........ my goodness.........
NO OTHER HEART BY MAC DEMARCO. THIS IS LITERALLY PRUITA.
i love gerita truth pruita so much but not in the love triangle way like i mean thats what it sounds like but its more like a fucked up triangle like
it doesnt connect all the way... cuz in love triangles dont they usually like compete!>>! like prussia loves italy but in my pruita brain he wouldnt like.. actually really try to get with italy while he knew that germany was trying to get with him.... you know.... he wouldnt do that to his brother..... so he just keeps his crush to himself.... rip.... and thats the fun of it ! ! ! he yearns but he'll never have him... love that
LOVERS ROCK. BY TV GIRL. THIS ONE LYRIC. JESUS CHRIST.
TRYING TO SELL YOU SOMETHING THAT YOU ALREADY HAVE. UGH.
AND LOOKING OUT FOR YOU BY JOY AGAIN. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.
IM GONNA GO CRAZY!
and peach scone. by hobo johnson.
ltierally every time... prussia calls italy cute.... god......
now. onto requited pruita.
i think theyre silly cute so much so much :3 :3 :3 hold on gotta check pixiv so i can formulate thoughts. ok like i mostly think about prussia's side of things when it comes to required pruita but in my opinion prussia is CRAZY about that man. jesus christ. and italy thinks hes super silly and loves him 🫶🫶🫶 HOLD ON I SHOULD FILL OUT ONE OF THOSE UNDERSTAND NMY SHIP THINGS HOLD ONNNNNN
got a little lazy but you understand.
i think thats all i have to say . i feel like i didnt really say much just put images and then said something along the lines of "jesus christ" or "what the fuck" but i think you undestand. thank you for asking. PEACE AND LOVE!
ALSO WAIT I HAVE MORE. i LOVE gerita marriage. they are so married. and i love thinking about prussia watching the boy hes had a big fat crush on for god knows how long get married to his brother. LMAO! and hes like crying like hes happy for his brother,... but oh man........ LMAOOOOO
i love prussia so much. make him suffer now
ok thanks for reading :heart:
edit:i just realized onm the height thing onm the ship chart i forgot to put 6 CM and instead put 6 M. oops
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having finished episode eight i can definitely see the frank/karen thing a bit more.
i was also not upset when karen found out about elektra oops I WAS WAITINGGG for it to happen
i don’t like to be a hater but i love the chemistry they have as friends, the scenes where it’s just the three of them being happy are some of my favourites 😭
my love for elektra only continues to grow. i love her dynamic with matt (it is not healthy at all but it’s so captivating to watch 😭) and i know she’ll end up breaking my heart lol. i think i spoiled myself here on tumblr and apparently she dies? i’m still not sure cause i didn’t read the entire thing so don’t confirm it i’m still holding on to hope cause the post wasn’t that clear and i scrolled away so fastt. we’ll see.
i definitely thought ‘oh, this is it’ now on episode eight when they katana-ed her 😔
also i am so intrigued now that fisk has appeared again and wondering why frank did what he did !!!
hope my daily episode rambles aren’t annoying :’))
p.s: how’s ur day been? <3
omg yay! i just finished the punisher and suffice it to say youre in for some rlly good karen and frank moments... also quite a bit of angst.
i love when the three of them are friends 🤗🤗 like theyre literally my babies. matt and karen are so... complicated. like it all comes down to him being unable to prioritise but trust he gets better at in s3. i dont know where they end up tbh, esp with the new show coming but we just have to wait i guess
also found this on reddit a few weeks ago. interesting... i think.. idk 🤔
right!!! like shes just so cool tbh and to see someone from matts past is super interesting and theres so much depth to her character and sooooo much lore. i love elektra lore.
ohhhhh i hate fisk. i think hes an incredible villain and character. but hes SUCH a cry baby. like bitch stfu
theres a rlly good fight scene in ep 9 that im looking forward to you getting to. def one of my favs in daredevil even though its a frank fight scene. rlly highlights him as the punisher. and its also just rlly fucking cool. the violence kinda gaged me! like you ate that up frankie.
honestly franks entire story is just devastating to me and i lit finished the punisher last night so its all so fresh in my mind. like you think its bad. from what you learn in daredevil but it gets SO MUCH worse 😖😖
im loving the rambles tbh. i only have one other friend to talk about dd to so this is super beneficial. i love talking about stuff too so not complaining!!
days been good! apart from the fact that i started my period but oh well. hope your days been good!!
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oh my god ok so i know im late I didn't talk about it because it happened during one of my Offline Eras but . but listen ok lisn the new former vandal album sent me THROUgh the FUCKINNG ROOF to be fair i knew it would like i joked about going upstairs to listen to it and cry when it dropped but i didn't think that every fucking song would hit me so hard in the kokoro it made me wail because I too have immense religious guilt ANYWAY im gonna rant incoherently and at length now hope u all missed me
ok first of all gotta shout out the fuckin album title i knew it was gonna be devastating when I saw it . fuckin. divine interference????? music for god's playthings indeed i eat that shit up i was like yoooooo hes also got a bone to pick with jesus go off bestie <333
so former vandal are artists visionaries kings so ofc tracklist is all mythology n religion-inspired (lazarus/goliath/ouroboros etc) and i think its so cool that theyre all in caps until u get to the end and the final song is denial and it's in lowercase and maybe its simple but i was like ART. ARTTTTTT. and it made me go back and look at the tracklist of their previous album and I realized that the whole thing was about vices and unhealthy coping with an overwhelming and forsaken existence but then the final song was Get Right (still my go-to comfort song to this day tbh tbh tbh) and it's like an acknowledgement that ok maybe none of this is the answer and something has to change anyway wrong album oops back 2 divine interference
i made a point of listening to the songs that hadnt been released as singles first so the first song i listened to was Lazarus and tbh probably my fav song on the album maybe tied with parables and maaaaybe even icarian. BUT LAZARUS SLAPS SOS SOSOOSO HARD god the theme of not knowing how to leave something behind even when it's bad for you,,, both criticizing but also mirroring the actual story of lazarus in the lyrics being like "wow kinda fucked up of god for resurrecting u without ur consent" but also acknowledging that he himself is guilty of holding onto the things that kill him.,,, GOD ITS SO FUCKING G GOOD I FDFGSADFGDG
salt also !!! BANGER not quite up there with the likes of lazarus but it gets bonus points because a. i lov the idea of starting to recognize that you're coming into yourself n an identity apart from your vices n traumas and b. for having two of the most RAW lines in the entire album imo which is reaaallly saying something: "now that everything's bright I guess I'm fine/but there's an art in the dark that took years to refine" and "the spark of divine intervention/that I'm still terrified I've left behind" (ALBUM TITLE DROP ALBUM TITLE DROP) god these two just dont miss and i love it but i am far too neurodivergent to contain myself they need to give me a break pls i am v i b r a t i n g
ok gonna move into the Chill(tm) tracks I think with goliath as well as shame/rotten I vibe more with the lyrics than the actual songs because i prefer my angsty alt pop to be Upbeat thank u very much but can i just say. the lyrics of these two songs ESPECIALLY SHAME/ROTTEN LIKE ok first of all i love the tonal shift halfway through that manages not to make them feel like completely different songs it's just jarring enough like there's been an acceptance of sorts,, like omg same i too am like 'god i feel like the scum of the earth might as well own it a bit',, "the fear of god/the need for blame" fuckin bullseye ow,, "I starve to feed the parts of me/far from who i oughta be/tell me are you proud of me yet?" FUCKIN BULLSEYE OWW
I know i just said i prefer my angst upbeat but crocodile tears (very upbeat very rock wuaw) is probably my least favourite track if i had to pick but it does have a lyrical BANGER of an opening verse ("holding the hand that's holding me under" g o d) i think i just don't dig the overall melody too much and find the ending a bit repetitive fr my tastes,, who knows though it took a while and many re-listens for ouroboros to grow on me maybe this'll b a similar story ,, but then again ouroboros had the advantage of echoing mine own mental health and self-destructive behaviours shdgj
ok so i was crying from the beginning right but the songs that made me ugly bawl were growing pains (very similar vibes to get right but in a "i know that i'm healing" way rather than a "i need to heal" way) and denial,, but starting w growing pains,, my god idk What they did with the mic/vocals after the bridge but it felt like the music was being injected directly into my ears secret direct path 2 my bloodstream god I hadnt felt chills like that in such a long time and idk just the whole Mood of the song having been hurting for so long and only now starting to recognize the damage you've done but also appreciate the progress youv made,,, i have so so many emotions but DENIAL (its funny saying it in caps bc its the only track in lowercase getit getit) oh my god ths going straight on the list of Songs That Make Me Think About My Relationship With My Dad but also Songs That Make Me Emo About All The People I've Grown Apart From and i think its so powerful to frame a personal transition away from faith as growing apart from an old friend and missing them despite any hard feelings holy shit though holy shit . the first listen by this point i had already been emotionally devastated by the Whole Album so i was like ok surely ill get a break by the last song lol nope sorry i ended up crying so hard i think i gave myself a headache
I think I must have yelled about the songs that they released as singles when they dropped individually but it's been so long that i forget what i said but honestly parables and icarian are still just as good as when i heard them for the first time (when parables dropped i spilled my tea on my fucking notes bc i was vibing too hard),, I love parables' msg of accepting the lessons ur (traumatic) past taught u and how it shaped u as a person even if u recognize that that person is someone hurt and in need of healing and maybe that has to happen alone! and i know for a fact i've gushed about icarian (still one of the most gojocore songs Ever imho dont fight me on this) but now looking at it in the context of the rest of the album i love that it's first cause it really frames the whole icarus thing of having flown too close to the sun or to god and getting burned and that pain essentially being the catalyst for the entire Journey tht the rest of the album outlines (obsessed w the fact that the next song is jaded like fr having these two songs one after the other is literally "fucked around/found out" gsfhjsh)
but all that being said not to b dramatic but this album destroyed me it rearranged something deep in my soul and i don't know who i was before it but i probably wont ever be the same :) i literally love these two so much im so appreciative of them its so rare to feel so Seen by a piece of media so to have an entire album hit so incredibly close to home for me and slap while doing so????? i feel so lucky . this entire album feels like taking the first step to address years of hurt and self destruction it feels like losing a friend it feels like finding yourself and i just . i love it so much
#my long-awaited gushing about niche alt music that no one asked for but i have !!! so much to say!!!#clearly#hina.txt#fv posting
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