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gerbu · 8 months ago

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question for the experts ummmm how do i know if I'm doing it right. I was so miserable with them but looking back it seems so inconsequential. Am I supposed to get over it and go back or trust my painfully vague feelings

#got too good at moving on from the bad stuff. now I have no memorable reason to not talk to them #like I know in the last two months theyve treated me like garbage shit #but like if I look thru texts it seems healthy and fun i just remember being so so hurt by so much that I cant quite remember right #excited for summer when I can figure all this out without literally seeing them every other day #RAHHHHH #and theyre constanty flipping between ignoring me and being friendly :3 losing it :3 !!!!#god am i the evil one?? am i supposed to forgive myself for this or never let it go????#nashing my teeth violently #anyway. back to work #personal

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