#and they really do mean well and i love tjem with my entire heart but i just know i’ll never truly be able to be Myself around them
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finally fly home tomorrow evening
#like FUCKKKK it’s so hard man#i know tjey love me but they don’t love Me#and they really do mean well and i love tjem with my entire heart but i just know i’ll never truly be able to be Myself around them#and i always feel bad cause they buy me so much nice stuff cause i think theyre trying to make up for the years ive lost#but i feel badddd because i dont alwags have the energy to be their Sweet Daughter#wnd so i feel like im not being grateful enough#i just ouuaaghhhh#conflicting emotionsssss#it hurts cause i love my dad sosoososososososososososoooo much but we’ll never know each other well enough to express that to the other#and auuggh it sucks here but once i go back home it’s back to an empty house and hoarding food#grraauygghhhh#it’s so conflicting#vixen rambles
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