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[appleonjust-ice]

more people need to listen to the full ver of risky venus. classic case of "happyele cut out literally every good part for the game size"

[hana-no-seiiki]

YANDERE! POP IDOL [EVE /JISOO HAN] x MANAGER! READER x YANDERE! ROCKSTAR [FEROZE KHAN]

unedited

REHEARSAL

second part to REPLACED + this set of headcannons

Feroze belongs to @moyazaika and manager reader! This is only a fan-creation.

[ NEXT PART : RECREATIONAL ]

“Mr. Khan, this is so unfair!”

“What is ? “

“You get even more handsome each and everyday. I’ll need sunglasses at this point !”

“You flatter me too much.”

Feroze ran his hand through Eve’s silken black hair. No doubt enjoying the soft feeling around his fingers.

You were glad that Feroze and Eve got along. As happy as you could ever be even! Finally, your moody employer got along with someone else other than you. But nothing could shake this sinking feeling of dread in your stomach.

“Haha . . . “ Eve’s ears turned pink. You knew of his previous obsession with Feroze’s music before. That’s how you were first introduced to the rockstar. No doubt the idol was also enjoying the small act of affection.

“You two are getting along well.” You coughed, feeling a bit too much like a third wheel to all this.

“Mx. [Y/N]! Hey hey~!” Eve waved, basically flailing his hands with the amount of excitement in his movements, while Feroze only nodded after facing your direction.

You bowed to Eve, a habit you had a hard time turning off when you switched clients, in acknowledgment before turning to your rockstar, “You have another interview this evening. One last time before we go.”

And the rehearsal began. Eve had apparently learned to rap from one of his members previously and had incorporated that into the music. You knew this of course, as you’d often check in on his career once in a while and listen to some of his songs when Feroze wasn’t around. But it was still quite baffling to see how quickly he picked up the skill. It was a far cry from how he struggled before as a trainee and rookie idol.

Feroze preferred not having a choreography and Eve otherwise, so there were separate solo sections in the mix as well.

As always, your current client amazed you with his voice and skill on the guitar. After Eve’s number, he quickly captured your attention and kept it there for the rest of the performance.

Soon, the last note is played, and the two singers panting are all that’s left to hear.

Feroze looked over to the black haired man. The arena was a cold place but after moving around the stage a lot, Eve had started showering in his own perspiration. “You’re sweating all over, Jisoo.”

You were mishearing things. You had to. There was no way they were in first name basis already. No way. Eve was so unbothered with the way he was called that you almost thought you were imagining things.

“Ah . . . let me just . . .” Eve started removing his coat, about to walk off in search of a towel before Feroze held him by the shoulder, leaned forward,

and licked him.

You and Eve don’t even have time to react as Feroze had already pulled you to the exit. “Let’s go, meri jaan.”

“Did you just do what I thought you just did—“

“What?” Feroze had this stupid smirk on his face, seeing you all worked up over his actions.

“Don’t try this with me! What if someone saw you two ? !”

“They’ve seen me done worse.”

“I’m not talking about your reputation, Khan. Jisoo’s is as fragile as glass. He hasn’t done even half of the shit you have. He’ll be ruined!”

“What’s this? Calling him by his first name now? And where’s my rosy?”

“You called him Jisoo, too. And remember, no rosy when you misbehave.”

“Fine. I won’t do it again. In public at least.”

“Khan!”

“Okay, okay. I didn’t know you get like this when you’re jealous. It’s kinda cute.”

“Unbelievable!”

Feroze laughed as you stormed off. He really does love you so much.

Once you were out of view, he checked his phone to find a couple of messages from his partner in crime.

i believe i deserve a little thanks for my services?

i’m such a great wingman, aren’t i?

don’t get too cocky.

but

thanks.

hehe. anything for you mr. khan.

i told you to call me feroze, didn’t i?

anyways

tomorrow. us three. drinks.

last one to pass out gets to have [y/n] for the night?

you’re on.

“You know that Feroze’s a lightweight.”

“Mhm.”

“Yet you purposely agreed to have a drinking competition.”

“Right you are.”

“When your entire personality is based on getting drunk.”

“It’s a perfect set up isn’t it? And I don’t get drunk that often!”

“Right, just every single night you go out with the boys.” You crossed your arms. Flashbacks to cleaning off all the puke from not only Eve but the rest of your old clients entered your mind. “You know I have to leave and take care of him after this right?”

Eve’s already eerie smile got even wider, “Well, at least I got you all to myself now. Right at this moment.”

You shook your head, exasperated. “I never got you.”

“Hm?”

“You said you could never live without me. And for a while I thought you did. Leaving you was so difficult. I was ready to lose you.”

“But here you are, alive and well.” Unaware you indirectly told him that he’s supposed to be dead, you jolted when he suddenly started cackling. Thank god for private rooms.

“Baby, if you want me dead there are more direct ways of saying so.”

“No, of course not!”

“I know you don’t. You care about me so much.”

You found yourself suddenly trapped between his arms. His face right next to yours as he breathed in your scent.

“Because you’re the best manager the world could ever ask for.”

He placed a kiss on your shoulder, then your neck, your chin, and finally your lips. His was smooth, years of scolding him to use chapsticks more often actually worked. But you soon forget the texture as his tongue entered your mouth.

His hands explored and caressed your body, keeping you close to him while he enjoyed your taste.

Out of guilt from making out while Feroze lied there unconscious, you pulled away.

Eve doesn’t hide the disappointment on his face, but he also doesn’t try kissing you again. “What happens, happens. I’ll just work thrice as hard to earn you back.”

You didn’t realize his body was pressing up against you until it was gone and he had grabbed his coat, ready to leave.

“Or I could share. Wouldn’t mind doing that with Mr. Khan.”

“You—“

“See ya soon, world’s bestest Manager!”

It was almost scary seeing Jisoo in such a broken state. He had failed two evaluations in a row. One more time and he’ll be cut off from his dreams. This usually wasn’t the case for most trainees, but as he’s grown older and therefore less marketable, the higher-ups had double down on their rigid rules. Even employing a manager like you to keep him in line.

You were a massive slap to the face. But he had no one else to lean unto. His other relationships were all shallow and based on some flimsy, flowery words he’d spout at everyone. So, he found himself here, right beside you. Tears still wet on his beautiful face.

“Hey . . . c’mere.” You pulled him beside you. The boy didn’t like being touched, but he was too tired and jaded to resist. “Show them that you want this. Show them that you’ll do everything you can to reach your goals.”

You caressed his back. Even if your words weren’t much of comfort you could at least try physically calming him down. “If they keep kicking you down even after you work twice as hard then work thrice as harder. If your skill isn’t enough for them then show them your determination.”

“You can and will do this, alright Soo? I believe in you.”

And that was the final nail into the coffin. You felt him melt under your touch. His breathing finally started to steady.

“I will. I promise.” He raised his arms to embrace you. “I’ll make you proud, Mx. Manager.”

Eve’s fingers trailed over the tattoo on his face. It was cold out. Snow had covered the streets and a part of his newly dyed dark blue hair. But the alcohol, the clothes he wore and most of all the thoughts of you kept him warm.

©️ hana.no.seiiki - yun / moyazaika - genie | 2023

[saintblk]

*ೃ— ANTISOCIAL | NANAMI KENTO

warnings: foul language, public (?) sex, p in v, vaginal penetration, some more slut-shaming, dom!nanami, edging, unprotected sex (wrap it up kiddos!), creampie, degradation(?), college au— gender neutral afab reader, considered to be black + thick

word count: 1.7k

note: i haven’t written this much smut in so long omg. kinda a part two to this post but it’s not absolutely necessary that you read both. lmk what you think tho and ty for reading:)

PROOFREAD BUT LIKE DISTRACTEDLY

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT

“WHY AM I HERE?” nanami droned.

his voice carried notes of exhaustion and abhorrence, the two having developed as soon as he left the comfort of your apartment. after having been kicked out of the dorms due to a noise complaint, much to his embarrassment, you quickly suggested he move in with you. skeptical but with no other choice, he agreed.

it seemed you enjoyed going out far frequently than he expected, dressed in something short and revealing nearly every night. and before he could say something, you were rushing out muttering something about ‘the girls waiting for you.’

he supposed that was the main reason why he was sitting on a couch in a crowded house with you on his lap. at some point he got curious. what could possibly be better than staying in and enjoying one another’s company?

now, nanami was not an insecure person by any means. sure he had his bouts of self-consciousness, as everyone did, but never in his life had it gone past that point. but seeing the way several party goers looked at you quickly put him off ease. they leered at you and attempted to pick up conversation despite noticing your place on nanami’s lap. it was quite annoying, really. and the fact that you did nothing about it made it worse.

“you said you wanted to go out,” you argued. “besides, i’m having fun.”

“yes, i’m sure all the attention you’re getting is exciting.” though he didn’t mean to, nanami’s tone exposed his irritation.

meeting his gaze, you scrunched up your face. “what is that supposed to mean?”

“nothing,” he scoffed before moving you off his lap. “m’gonna use the bathroom.”

before you could argue, kento was already pushing past the several sweaty bodies pressed up against one another. amidst all the couples making out in the hallways and on the staircase, he was lucky enough to find the bathroom empty. with a huff, he plopped down on the toilet cover and put his head in his hands.

the peace he thought he had was cut short by a soft rapping on the bathroom door. despite opting to ignore it, it started up again, this time harsher. as he got up the knocking persisted, adding to his displeasure.

when he swung the door open he didn’t expect to be pushed back into the bathroom. he found you standing before him after locking the door, a stern look on your face.

“what is your problem?” he snarled, probably more vexed by the way the entire evening was going and not with you.

“my problem?” you parrot. “you’re the one throwing a fit for no reason. if you didn’t want to come, you could’ve stayed home.”

kento glowered down at you in a show of ire as he considered what your nights out without him were like. “what, did i keep more guys from approaching you? i bet they would’ve came in flocks if i wasn’t here.”

“is that what this is about?” you inquired, bewilderment evident from both your tone and the expression on your face. “you’re jealous, is that it?”

with a scoff, kento proceeded to roll his eyes and cross his arms over his chest. nanami kento did not get jealous; he was far above such a disgusting feeling.

“please. as if these little boys could do anything for you.”

something glimmered in your eye, something that should’ve been a telltale sign that you were up to no good. that suspicion was proved when you shifted your focus to your freshly manicured nails.

“that’s not what they think.”

jaw clenched and blinded by anger, nanami’s hand shot up to your neck. in a flash you were pressed against the door, staring up his stone like face. before you could raise any questions or concerns, he quickly rid you of your panties and bent you over the sink.

“talk too damn much,” he grumbled. just as you opened your mouth to argue, he shoved your balled up undergarment into your mouth. “need me to shut you up, is that it?”

a loud slap echoed between the walls of the bathroom when his palm met your round bottom. at the sight of your glistening lips nanami hummed in what you could only assume was satisfaction.

“bet you get off to people coming up to you,” another slap resounded from under his hand. “if you’re an attention whore you should’ve said so.”

upon noticing you clenching your teeth, kento frowned and slid his hand down to your warm cunt. a thick finger traced a line from your clit to your entrance, finally eliciting a fraction of the noise he was expecting.

“you’re gonna stay quiet for me, aren’t you?” he questioned, lips quirking upwards with a roguish grin.

you nod frantically as his finger brushes against where you need it most. the coils forming in your lower abdomen are getting worse, encouraging you to push your hips back in an attempt to feel something. anything.

but nanami tuts and steps back, removing his hands from your body all together. when you whine he simply looks at you through the mirror, an uninterested expression on his face.

“if you move again i won’t touch you at all, do you understand?”

with tears forming on your mink lashes, you nod and meet his gaze in the mirror. nanami hums in approval, takes a step forward, and sends another smack against your ass. you clench around nothing and he relishes at the sight.

“i should walk out right now…leave you here without giving you what you want.”

a tearless sob escapes your throat and a ghost of a smile flashes across his features. “don’t worry, darling. i won’t do that to you. that would be far too cruel wouldn’t it?”

before you can think of answering, his middle finger sinks into you. you’re warm and tight and quickly dripping onto the rest of his hand. so he adds another finger and another in order to stretch you out.

calloused pads of his fingers rub and stroke, easily finding that spot that makes you putty in his hands. your legs begin to shake soon after, a telltale sign that you’re close to release. it builds up in the base of your spine and makes your whole body buzz. and just when you can practically taste rapture, kento removes his fingers for a second time.

you feel hollow—empty, and it was apparent from the way you slumped against the sink. your worry however, was for naught. you don’t notice nanami shedding his pants and boxers or positioning his fat tip behind you. as you gathered the words to complain, you felt him begin to push into you.

another mewl finds it’s way past the fabric in your mouth and into his ears. slowly, he pushed the rest of his shaft into you until his pelvis was pressed against your bottom. letting out a deep, guttural sound nanami wastes no time pulling out before slamming back in again. leaving you no chance to recover, he forces your gummy walls to part for him.

despite his initial request, you can’t hold back the saccharine sounds he’s drawing out from you. and for once, kento doesn’t mind. should anyone walk past the bathroom, they’ll hear you, moaning in ecstasy from some dick. perhaps all the attention you receive was due in part to the fact that kento never really lay claim on you.

with that very task in mind, he wraps an arm around your collarbone to grab your neck. the sight of yourself in the mirror, drool dripping from the undergarment in your mouth and tears streaming down your face, drives you over the edge. at the familiar squeeze of your warmth, nanami groans once more and thrusts harder into you. with his free hand he lifts his shirt and puts the hem in between his teeth as to not obscure the sight of your bodies attached.

“you gonna cum?” he growls, pulling your face back to look at him.

with knitted eyebrows you nod and absently hold onto the strong hand around your throat. for a moment all nanami can do is stare down at you while he rocks his hips into your backside. neither of you know what came over him when he pulled the panties out of your mouth to place a sloppy kiss on your lips. your moans, increasing in volume, made it impossible to keep up with the kiss. a clash of teeth and tongue had saliva dribbling down both your chins.

“f-fuck,” you managed to bite out. “s’too much ken…”

though you would’ve liked him to slow down, he keeps his harsh pace until your eyes are rolling back and your body goes limp. after the several assaults on your cunt, it comes as no surprise when your orgasm comes with a shuddering body and a gush of your juices on his member.

his lips quirk upwards just enough for you to recall later on when he finds amusement in your pleas for him to slow down.

“this is what you wanted, isn’t it? doing so good,” he husks. “my pretty little slut—you’re gonna take it, right?”

it’s you who pulls him in for a kiss this time, murmuring agreements and confirmation into his mouth. nanami can feel his own high rushing at him as you clamp around him for the third time. his movements become hasty and rapid. just as you cry out from yet another wave of pleasure, a strangled moan comes from kento and you feel his warm seed fill you to the brim. after a slow pump or two, he pulls out of you and watches his kids slowly leak from your entrance. with two fingers, he gathers the mess on your brown lips and grabs your face once more.

without hesitation you open your mouth and allow him to wipe his fingers on your tongue. energy spent, the next kiss you meet for is languid and slow. his tongue dances around your’s and nanami tastes himself before exploring the rest of your mouth.

“what did you need to bring me out for?” he hums, looking down at you with a flushed face. “we could have done this at home.”

you huff and let your body rest on the sink only to catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror. your braids sat untouched on your head, but the rest of you was in disarray. your dress was wrinkled and out of place, your makeup was smudged, and you could barely hold yourself up.

“now remind me what we were arguing about.”

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[eliibang]

Request -

Hyunjin getting motion sick while on a road trip with

y/n and the boys and she takes care of him. I want it super fluffy & cutesy cus I’m in the car right now reading and it’s on my mind 🙁🤍

➵ 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐁𝐎𝐘

PAIRING. reader x hwang hyunjin [+stray kids]

TAGS. @eunwhore , @sunboki , @spookysins , @lethallyprotected , @dipjria / comment or dm if you want to be in my tag list !

it’s been a long time since your best friend and his friends had holidays. they worked so hard for the past few months, they deserved a break, a real break. you’ve always been close to minho, your best friend, you spent years being neighbors and it was just an evidence that you’ll forever be friends.

when he introduced you to his friends, you fastly became part of their team, it was just like that. chris was like a dad for them and now, you were considered as their mom. it was funny tho, you got to see another part of minho and you find it cute. but, for you, the cutest was hyunjin.

oh you had no problem to admit it. at first, you were amazed by his beauty like, how can a man look sooo pretty ?? you were shocked, but you knew he was more than that, more than just a pretty face. the kids, as you call them, call him genius and they’re totally right about that.

he can sing, he can dance, he can rap, he can draw, he can cook, he can paint… he is just perfect to your eyes. but that’s all he is. he is not perfect for you, you just find him perfect. he made it clear that he doesn’t want a relationship, and he doesn’t know you know.

how do you know ? you heard him and the boys talking about this in the backyard when you entered their house. they were waiting for you, chatting while drinking soft drinks, and you heard them from the living room. you never knew how the conversation started, and they never knew you were aware of this. but at least, the good thing is that it helped you moved on quickly from the ideas you were making in your mind.

it’s kinda sad, isn’t it ? but it’s more sad when you have to take care of them daily, to take care of him. especially when he is sick.

oh boy must’ve eat something bad cause he is never sick in the car but today, he chooses to be. his face was pale and you were far away from your destination. you went to some cities to explore them, and you were heading to your next destination but as soon as you entered the car, he didn’t felt well. and you got to take care of him cause you were sitting next to each other in the back of the car.

“hyunjin, do you want some water ?” he nodded, his throat too dry to speak. you took a bottle of water from the plastic bag, opened it and gave it to the blondie boy. he took a few sip before giving it back to you.

“i think we should stop the car, he isn’t feeling well.” chris was driving the car, felix by his side and minho by yours. jisung, seungmin, jeongin and changbin were in the other, driving behind you.

chris pushed the button for the warnings and drove on the side to park the car, jisung following him. they all immediately got out of the car, coming to yours as minho opened the door to get out. you stayed inside, putting a towel on his head, that you soaked in water beforehand.

they were all outside, talking about why they parked on the side of the road, getting worried for hyunjin’s condition. “are you okay, hyune?” you asked carefully, but he didn’t answered. “do you want to eat something or drink ?” he shooked his head to give you an answer.

“should we go back home ?” changbin asked and they all started to think about it. “i don’t think so, the road is long it will be harder for him to go back home.” you stated. “i think we should continue and see if we find a hotel or something like that so he can rest a little.”

they all approved and you got back into the car, taking hyunjin’s hand in yours. “we’ll try to find something where we can rest.” you told him and he pressed your hand gently. “thank you” he whispered.

you pulled out the towel to place your hand on his head, trying to feel the temperature, but he looks fine. you still put back the soaked towel in place before leaving the car carefully. “he doesn’t feel well, but he doesn’t talk so i don’t really know what wrong…” you said, worry.

“does he has fever ?” chris asked. “no, i don’t think so. not now, at least.” you pressed yours lips together, looking at the boys one by one. they were all worrying for their friend, their brother. “we should go back home.” changbin said but you disagree. “the road back home will be too long for him, it will get worse. i think we should continue to find an hotel or something.”

you found an hotel quickly, which was a relief. hyunjin fell asleep so you stayed with him in the car, waiting for the others to come back.

…

“we only got two rooms for three persons, and there is two rooms for two.” attested jinsung. they started to fight about who’s going to sleep together. “y/n ?” minho turns to you. “mh ?” you got out of your thoughts. “chris is going with felix and seungmin, jisung is going with changbin and jeongin. do you want to sleep alone so i’ll stay with hyunjin ?” you looked at him and then turned to hyunjin. “i think i’ll stay with him, he needs to be taken care of. you guys can go out and do things, it’s your holidays.” “no, we’re not going anywhere without you.” jeongin said and you smiled. “it’s okay guys, go have fun and anything, i’ll stay with him.”

they stayed for a moment, like idiots, standing in front of your door, but they finally left to the grocery store. you waited for hyunjin to wake up, about 15 minutes later, and you walked him to your room. “it looks fine.” you looked around you, the room was clean and smelled good.

he grinned a little, almost falling on the bed. you took off his shoes and his jacket, helping him to go under the blanket. you took another towel, soaked it in water again and put it back on his forehead. he looked up at you with tired eyes and tapped three times on the bed next to him. “c’me here.” he ordered in a soft voice.

you do as he said, sitting next to him. he rolled on his left, placing his head on your thighs, wrapping your legs with arms. you didn’t moved for what looks like eternity, not used to being this close to him. you finally played with his hair, as he fell asleep again.

an hour passed and the boys came back, they knocked at the door and you got out of the bed to open it. “is he okay ?” chris asked immediately before entering first. you nodded, he didn’t throw up or anything, he just looked really tired. “it must be the after effect of work, you guys really worked hard, his body must need some rest. i bet you all need rest.”

they all found their way on the ground to sit down, placing in the middle all the bags with food and drinks. “y/n” hyunjin called you and you went back to his side, going back to the previous position you were in.

the boys looked at you in disbelief, wondering why you guys were that close but you didn’t mind. all you could think about is that hwang hyunjin was sleeping in your arms.

he tried to adjust himself at some point, pulling you closer to him. “you’re such a good friend, y/n.” he said in a murmur, and your heart broke. you swallowed, your throat got dry in a second, trying to fight back the tears from rolling down your face. “the boys brought you some food.” was all you could say.

© eliiroha 2023. 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃

i’m so sorry for the late reply, i don’t have notifications on and i’ve lost inspiration so i didn’t came on tumblr for a while. thank you for your request tho, i hope you like it !! it inspired me, but i’m sorry for the sad end ahah. (you still can pretend it didn’t happened and that he confessed tho, as you want !!)

[frogzxch]

THEM CHEATING ON YOU

character's pairing: Scara/wanderer, pantalone, dottore and childe might make a part two! this part 1 includes what happens after so that ya'll don't need to scroll for parts

warning: involves some slight nwsf, angts, cheating, pregnancy, fights , violent, let's just say they will have complicated relationship, some typo

enjoy this mess up fanfic HAHAHAHA

let's start now

Scaramouch/wanderer

You where looking for him you ask the the other's if they know where he is for some time of looking for him you where getting worried you started overthinking if something bad happened to him. It started raining you where running to find a shelter to stay and then you saw two figure from the distance you saw.. a girl rap around scara arms while they both where under scara hat, you though this was just an illusion you watch them for some time now you where silent.

You suddenly feel your heart heavy you touch your chest while looking at them they didn't notice you yet, tears running down your cheeks as you watch them both warm and happy while your there standing crying silently you couldn't move you where soaking wet and cold, you then run away without a word after that when scara was looking for you, you where nowhere to be seen.

Bunos part

Year's had past you returned it was your birthday you and your friend's decided to celebrate your birthday by travelling in another place, you where done unpacking your stuff and your friends where taking pictures of the view you decided to take a walk by yourself after a long trip you suddenly walk by someone who was familiar and there both of you face to face with your ex lover scara, scara eyes widen when he saw you again he look like he didn't sleep well he then greeted you " how have you been?.. I have been looking for you. "

You just staired at him silent clinching you fist you just said " I'm good thank you. " and then you just walk pass him. he felt guilty and regret.

Pantalone/ Regrator

You where about to tell him that you where pregnant, when you where holding a box and you where ready to surprise him with it the moment you about to open the door to his office you suddenly stop when you heard noises inside his office you listen and you heard another woman voice, you though it was just a employee but you heard the conversation.

The woman: " When will you leave her you know that impatient. "

Pantalone then replies " I will tomorrow love " he then kiss the woman you where livid instead of making a scene you throw the box in the trash and walk away you where crying you ran out you where holding your stomach, you pack your stuff but left the luxurious gifts that pantalone gave you.

When he arrive home from work he notice that the place was kinda empty without you he was looking for you but he didn't know where you are he look in the bathroom and saw a pregnancy test he saw it positive he felt devastated. He then left the woman.

Bunos part

1 year later your child was 1 year old and it was a baby girl you where playing with your child in the park smiling laughing you felt free just to be with your baby girl you named her Valarie the girl has the orchid eyes like his father and the hair like yours a white blonde type of hair skin that is like a doll, you two where going to buy a ice cream after playing in the play ground you notice your baby girl was gone and you where starting to panic and worried your heart start to beat fast, and then you saw your child she accidently bumped onto someone.

Then your heart sunked the person was your ex lover the regrator himself your child was looking up at him kinda scared because you weren't there pantalone look down and ask the little girl where's her mother the girl was crying and then pantalone carried her and tried to find the "mother" you then go to them and pantalone was shocked to see you again you then said " That's my child.. " you then took your baby girl and your daughter hug you tightly.

After that day pantalone was trying to win you back and his child.

Il Dottore/ The Doctor

It was the day of your anniversary with him you where well dressed and ready to go in his lab, you where walking by the hall when you saw him and his assistant making out you where livid.

Dottore then saw you both of them stop and dottore tried to explain and you know your not a fool to believe anything he say's after this happens you grab one of the chemical in his lab and then you throw it to his assistant face the assistant was screaming when her face was burning you then look at dottore " You motherfucking bastard.. I have ENOUGH " you shouted at him.

He tried to hug you but you grab a broken glass from the bottle you broke you then threaten to kill yourself if he goes closer he was horrified he didn't know that you could do such thing, you reach your limit you where mad you then just walk away.

Bunos part

Pass weeks you still work for the fatui tho, sometimes you would walk pass him he tried everything to go close to you again but it was to late. and then one day peirro assigned you to work with dottore for awhile you where annoyed about it when you arrived at his lab you have a frown on your face when you see him, the room was silent. hour pass you feel asleep from your desk dottore took off his coat and cover you with it he then kiss your head and said " I'm sorry... ".

Childe/Tartaglia

You and hu tao where going to eat some where while both of you where walking and talking about something, you suddenly remembered that you have to visit childe after a long day helping hu tao you then told hu tao that you need to go, as soon as you where going to run up to childe you saw a girl hugging him both of them look inlove you where shocked and confuse.

Childe then kiss the girl cheek while holding her on her waist you have tears on your eyes purring down you where heart broken from what your seeing right now you then walk away.

Bunos part

The next day you saw him acting like nothing had happen as usual he would kiss your forehead but this time when he tried to touch you push him away and you then told him that you saw everything yesterday.

Both of you broke up and you always despise him every time you see him you feel your blood boil already.

[astro-break]

Thoughts on the 11th ep of Hypmic Rhyme Anima+. Spoilers beware

Season 1 | Ep.1 | Ep.2 | Ep.3 | Ep.4 | Ep. 5 | Ep. 6 | Ep. 7 | Ep. 8 | Ep. 9 | Ep. 10

eyyy separating them into their gumis! the gentaro and jyushi interaction is cute and i love how worried jyushi is about hifu thats so sweet of him

i love how thats the part that kuko focuses on www

LMAO ramuda's cute

i love how ichiro's accent just slipped out a bit there its cute

hm i still think kaibyakumon is in the right

Hey look at that! we finally got why kenji is so invested in them. would have liked to see more of the three but ill take what i can get

honestly i wanna ship akira and satoru so bad wwww they have so much ship potential

YES. THANK YOU RAMUDA. just let them destroy each other my goodness

idk if this show wants to villainize or humanize kaibyakumon. like on one hand everyone's against him on principle but i don't see why they should be?? Ramuda is right, hes the answer to 90% of the casts outside problems

RIP HITOYA LMAO

i love how samatoki is probably the only consistent character here and just wants to be the one to punch the government in the face www

ugh i really wanted ramuda to have won that argument. it suckksss they really went with the most boring path

poor doppo, i feel so bad for him

even poor hifumi can't stand to watch ripp

i love seeing rio in his element, hes kinda cute like that

lmao rei being waving off his own son as if hes just a brat

man i do hope that they get their just revenge. it would be nice but unfortunately impossible just because of the nature of this sort of anime

LMAO HES SO EXHAUSTED THAT HES HALLUCINATING OH NOOOOOOO i feel so bad for doppo sometimes

wow for all that talk of stealth rio just blew up a whole wall

OOOOO GUMI SONG!!!!!!!!!!

hmm i don't like the last two songs as much but there is intresting wordplay to be found in ciaro's verses, especially one as an anti-governmental piece

damn so it seems like the last three episodes will be just the gumis going to each place and fighting off the others

oooo theres a bit of rio's rap ability on show with that shelter

HAHA DICE PUSHING RIO AWAYYYY

OH FUCK ARE THEY CORRUPTING THE DATA TO THE POINT WHERE THEY"RE KILLING AKIRA AND SATORU??????

ey look at that!! I did sort of predict the mass hypnosis! granted its subliminal messaging but im fine with being wrong once in a while

LMAO GAMBLER LIFE

damn theyre still gay after death

the "whos gonna answer my questions" has the same vibe as "who else will I eat icecream with?" thing from kingdom hearts wwww

bro i want a season just about these two idiots

hmm intresting design for scuro i do like it

man now i really do like akira and satoru. they're cool. I hate this bc i know in the end they'll die and kaibyakumon will get his ass kicked to preserve the status quo. i do hope that the anime does use this as a jumping off point tho bc the premise is pretty fun

tho they probably won't. as i said status quo as long as the source material still insists on the current status quo of keeping chuuoku in power. The drama CDs do seem like its building towards a conclusion but its not enough for any meaningful change yet.

tho the anime is original content and thus exists in a separate sphere from the CDs. Its entirely possible that they may move ahead and start shaking things up but i doubt it

lol why the dotsuhon ed they got so little screen time this episode ripp them

[tomb-bloom-noctem]

Not am I only feeling very critical towards Taylor Swift due to her choice in Guy She's Dating right now and the implications about where her morals REALLY lie and questioning now how much of her activism has been for publicity but also what the fuck is she doing with all this marketing nonsense happening.

The exclusive CD just for "You're Losing Me" when her show tickets are so hard to come by for many folks, the Karma feat. Ice Spice collab is weirdly put together. Rap isn't my favorite music but even I am aware that Ice Spice is VERY talented yet the song kinda??? Fails to play into her strengths??? Also since Taylor recently released Karma as a single you'd think she'd actually wait until the Ice Spice version was ready and release THAT version as a single. Then of course there's the mess of He Who I Am Not Gonna Name and his garbage plus his beef with Ice Spice then the timing of this release...doesn't look good. Now I'm still feeling inclined to think this collab has probably been in the works for a little while at least since I can only imagine the legal side of things takes some time. But at the same time the poorer quality (in my opinion) of Ice Spice's parts does contribute to it feeling a little rushed. Seriously I don't hate the idea of this collab at all but it really feels like they just tried to shove Ice Spice in there instead of naturally making room for her.

And furthermore, I just kinda personally despise "Feat. MORE Lana Del Rey" The song sounds great. If rumor is to be believed this was how the song was supposed to turn out but Lana didn't know what part she was supposed to sing?? So it was submitted as the original version??? And Taylor just left it??? Instead of reaching out and saying hey actually let's rework this??? Like girl you have sooo much money you can easily get back in that recording studio wtf. I do actually like how the original Snow on the Beach but at the same time I'm so confused as to why it was allowed to just go forward if this newer version was supposed to be the original version. It feels like either the original SOTB was never supposed to be a duet only a feature and it was overly marketed as a duet or...Taylor and/or her label really not paying attention. Don't like either of those. So, to rerecord what should have already existed in the first place to sell a whole priced album again for one new song (which wasn't a new song since apparently it was on physical additions of Midnights), one collab that needed more time in the oven, and now the "real" version of an existing song stupidly called "feat. MORE Lana del Rey"...Seriously you guys couldn't have extended the music a bit and called it "extended edition" or something. For some reason just the way it's titled and knowing the supposed background of the song has me scratching my head and feeling a little rubbed the wrong way.

I don't know if I'm explaining this coherently at all but the whole situation feels a lot like a mess, a bit of a scam, and a lot like a PR move. Feels to me like Taylor's got a lot of yes men in her corner at the moment. And I'm sure she's plenty powerful enough to go "actually I'm still gonna do what I want" even if there are people telling her no. But really feels like she's flying in so many chaotic and messy directions at once with no one telling her she should slow it down, reign it in and think about this a little more. She's very smart and very talented yes, I am still a fan of hers! I've been a fan since 2006! But not gonna lie! I feel deceived and betrayed by her thanks to her being with MH and a lot of her business decisions lately are very confusing. Don't even get me started on how CHEAP the VIP boxes and a lot of this tour merch is turning out to be despite how expensive it all is.

Taylor, can I ask YOU a question. What the fuck.

[teamrocketmemes]

[ TOTAL DRAMA WORLD TOUR SONGS ] — PART 1

A lyric starter call from the songs heard in the third season of Total Drama. Feel free to change pronouns when necessary to fit your needs.

Come Fly With Us

“We're flying and we're singing!”

“We've got a lot 'o crazy tunes to bust!”

“What did you expect? [Name] is freaking insane.”

“Come fly with us! Come die with us!”

“All contestants must sing in each show!”

Lovin’ Time

“No need to get crazy. It's lovin' time at last!”

“We're mostly full of gas. No, no!”

“And make out till the break of dawn!”

“Scarab mating season.”

“Lovin' time, lovin' time…”

Rowin Time

“Crocodile amigos, what'cha swarmin' for?”

“These crocs are getting killy!”

“Just bop 'em on the nose! I learned that in Muskrat Boys, it vanquishes all foes!”

“All of us are sinkin'!”

“It's rowin' time!”

Before We Die

“We're singing as we're falling!”

“Our lives begin to flash before our eyes!”

“'Cept there's tons we wanna do before we die!”

“But first we must cease dropping, our goal here would be stopping!”

“Pizza! No! Chips and some dip will do!”

Stuck to a Pole

“The strings of my heart are a tangled mess!”

“I ended up stuck to a pole!”

“I fell for every little thing that he said!”

“He's moved on, I'm still stuck in this place!”

“Stuck, stuck, stuck to a pole!”

What’s Not To Love

“The crime is high! The pigeons fly!”

“The dirt and grime make every alley shine!”

“What's not to love about New York?”

“It's crazy, 'cause the city never sleeps!”

“And pretzel stands for all us pretzel fans!”

Baby

“I'm just that brainiac guy left alone to sit and cry.”

“Quench my thirst... for knowledge.”

“I just gotta know… How'd you get so hot?”

“Cause when you walk in the room, nobody lookin' the same!”

“I swear you're changing my molecular structure.”

I’m Sorry

“And I'm sorry, like a mitten that's been dropped and feels so lost.”

“Sorry like a surfer who's busted her board!”

“International TV, huh? In front of all my friends!”

“And if you give me one more chance… I'll do my happy, happy dance!”

“I'm so incredibly, wildly, madly, crazily… Oh, so completely, infinitely, beyond… Sorry.”

Eine Kleine

“Keep it down, so I can win the loot!”

“Toot on, but you're still out of luck.”

“When you don't hold back and lead the pack, truly there is nothing stopping you.”

“Swimming in your eyes, it's butterflies.”

“Wait, something's itching in my brain!”

The Amazon Rap

“We should have just gone left.”

“Now if he gets bitten…”

“Tied up, rope is no joke!”

“Ain't having the luck that I anticipated.”

“Probably means I'm eliminated.”

Paris in the Springtime

“It's the city of love in the summer!”

“[Name] broke my heart and chewed it up and spit it out and then, stepped on it and threw it down a sewer and called it names and then laughed!”

“Oui, my friends! You must never trust a boy!”

“Um, non, my friend. That thing just burned off my shoe.”

“And the boy won't even take you outside-eee!”

Sea Shanty Mix

“I'll have the shrimp, mussels, cod, and the lobster thermidor!”

“I can't get a thing to bite, so we better get there first!”

“It's a sea shanty, and it's darn catchy!”

“[Name], you're a nut-bar, but you sure can catch a fish!”

“No, you can't catch me, with a sea shanty!”

Oh My Izzy

“I miss the way Izzy said hello.”

“Actually, she kinda dumped you.”

“I miss her smile and the way she liked to bite.”

“Oh, I miss the way, she'd always say goodnight.”

“Why'd I ever let you go?”

Save This Show

“Jamaica, they can't even Ja-party.”

“You've gotta help now, we're on the brink.”

“Give us cash or this show dies!”

“So call the numbah!”

“Give it some love and some dough.”

Sisters

“You think you rule the game, I guess.”

“But you don't rule a thing, 'cause baby, you're a squid!”

“You lied right to my face, and messed up my head!”

“And ain't that just the way with men?”

“Sisters, come together now and take him down!”

[dojae-huh]

That's intresting!! Then shoud I make my dream team with fav membrs..but why 9 membrs tho?? Is it becoz 127 have 9 ppl... then mine have 10 mbrs..anyway let's get to the to the topic..

Ofcrs KIM DOYOUNG...he is my bias nd I am living for him...if he is not in this team then there is no team..thats it..😏

JAEHYUN--YAAH Like u said they are a good match to sing nd I am a jaedoist...jae is not a god of dancing but whenever he does some parts thats really eye catchy like in djj,baggyjenes nd now in fact check dance break...he killed it

TAEIL--Seriously i cant leave out him ( u could say I am a sucker for tende,, nd his voice range is slightly better than dy nd finally he is the jaedo president)

LEE TAEYONG-- u dont need anything just make him stand at the centre, it would be huge hit..he is good at rapping (sometimes I do think his rapping is better than mark)..nd he is the god of dancing..group needs a choreographer nd a music producer nd he can write too..plus my doate heart always needs them.. ( I am a fool still waiting for a dotae collab even though I knw it wont happen any time sooner)

TEN---srsly I am not his fan...but he is a good performer..I really liked his verse on baggy jeans nd he is good at dancing too..we need someone to catch up with ty at center..nd he could be a lead vocal too..(plus I am giving a chance to doten to make up with eo😌..if they r In a same team dy cant run awys for long time)..

Kun--- I just love this man....(I knw I included so many vocals but bear with me..for the sake of ballad I could train ty nd ten to sing taeil's highnotes)... u knw this kun is an amazing human being..if u have him it is like yaa...we could move on from whatever the situation is...u think he cant dance but he dances well, can he sing ofcrs he is a good singer, can compose nd produce ? Yes ofcrs..he can do everything nd he is frnd with ten nd dy..so give him a pass..

JAEMIN--- I dont knw..he is weird...he is an eye catchy...his visual could make it..I dont knw abt his vocal but he is for visual nd a dreamy member nd for dy to baby sit..

YANYANG--ok...I am giving him a chance...he is good...can dance rap nd visual too..srsly dont knw but i am giving a chance to work with the hyungs...☺️

CHENLE/RENJUN ...sorry...I cant decide ..I like chenle more ..but renjun could make the content better if he is with dy..may b...but I prefer chenle coz I like his charecter and singing ..he is kinda different nd he really loves dy..( I will include anyone who loves dy btw...) tbh if lucas is here I would just put him in this place...i kinda liked him..

MARK/HAECHAN.. -- I really thinked a lot..I cant seperate them...it feels like a sin...but there is not much rapper iny team, so I need mark,also for dy to cling on when he is sleepy...then I should include haechan ..but here already have too much vocals but his vocal tone is different nd also can rap if he practiced...so just consider them as a one person...

so huh nim..this is my dream team as I put everyone selfishly, mainly for the benefit of dy....but this is kinda fun...

Oh, you are a brave one to come up with a list under your name.

You separated ChenJi?! How could you!

As far as I know, Jaemin can't sing or rap. He is a classic visual and fan attractor. He is helped by the tone of his voice (and dancing skills). His voice is very attractive so he can make even short sentences like "ice cream" impactful.

[ahungeringknife]

365: May 7

Cayde, rightfully, worried about the Guardian. That's how he thought about her in his mind because she couldn't figure out what she wanted to be called. At least not until recently and he was still wrapping his brain around it. But she still smiled. Had been in the Black Garden for days and still smiled. Pujari only dreamed of it between deaths and he never smiled. Not anymore at least. It was like the place sucked the joy out of you.

But she seemed... fine. Untouched by whatever was in there.

He heard her Ghost before he saw them. He was nagging her as he often did. Stand up straight, get some rest, eat something before you passed out. That kinda stuff. Cayde leaned casually against the table. Ikora and Zavala were gone for lunch leaving just him and the Lightless who coordinated the strike offensives. "Well if it isn't my favorite Hunter."

"Don't act surprised to see us, you told us to come here," Ghost said.

"Did I?" Cayde asked and Kassandra moved her helmeted head in such a way that was an eye roll. "How's tricks?"

'Fine,' she signed. The only difference between before and after the Black Garden was she signed more now. He was used to it when she was excited but now she just did it more. He'd messaged her mentor about it but Grey had just said it was fine, she did it all the time Cayde was just finally seeing it.

"When was the last time you ate?"

'Yesterday-

"It was a protein bar and that's it," Ghost tattled on her.

"You try any of the places around the Tower?" Cayde asked, not really waiting for an answer. "It's grub time. We should go."

'I'm busy-

"Of course!" Ghost said. She gave him a look Cayde could feel through her helmet even if it wasn't directed at him.

Cayde slid off the table and slung himself around her shoulders, hand grasping her far arm. "Well then I think you need to try some new food," he said, holding her firm enough that she couldn't dig her heels in and he just dragged her along. "My favorite shop only opens for lunch and since you're with me you'll actually get some food. They run out so fast," Cayde said.

"What is it?" Ghost asked.

"Ramen."

"What's that?" Kassandra asked.

"You don't know? Your mentor's been fucking up," Cayde scoffed as they left the Hall of the Vanguard. "Didn't even take you to a ramen place."

"We've been a little busy of late," Ghost said.

"Grey is a good mentor," she added, almost sounding annoyed Cayde would bad mouth Grey. Which was typical rookie behavior. Had to maintain your mentor's cred after all.

"Lacking if they didn't introduce you to the wonders of broth and noodles," Cayde insisted. Sundance transmatted them both down to a lower part of the Wall where there were eateries and shops along the top. Practically a neighborhood down here. He talked about nothing in particular just whatever came to mind and the Guardian- Kassandra- was a polite listener. You could talk her ear off and she'd just take it.

The eatery was fairly busy but they shoved some stools and tables around to give Cayde and Kassandra a spot. Standing room only at the ramen bar. "You're going to have to take this off to eat," Cayde said, rapping his knuckles on Kassandra's helmet. There were only four things you could order from the menu and Cayde ordered for them both when the waitress came over. He got the cosmically spicy ramen designed almost exclusively for EXO taste buds and for kassandra the normal which was still spicy but nothing too bad.

Kassandra signed, better in this place where it was so loud, after taking off her helmet. 'I was going to play Crucible, you know.'

'Shaxx will live with the disappointment of you standing him up,' Cayde signed back casually, his hands dipping into low hand on some words to make it read as more lackadaisical than normal. Kassandra laughed quietly into her hand. 'How are your friends?' he continued. He didn't normally keep up with every Hunter like this but this... he felt this was important.

'They're fine. Kaley and Rigel finally went on a date.'

'No way!' Cayde waved his hands erratically at that. He knew the two didn't exactly love each other what with Kaley being an upstanding Warlock and Rigel, from what he understood from Glitterbomb and Ikora, was a weirdo.

'Life and death situation you-

"What?" Cayde asked when she stopped herself.

"Uh..."

'What did you do?' he signed seriously.

'Nothing,' and it was so dismissive it made him upset.

'You can tell me. I won't tell the rest of the Vanguard,' he said and made a sign over his chest of a Hunter's Oath. One did not break a Hunter's Oath or it was a century of bad luck.

She grimaced. Then before she could say anything ramen arrived. Cayde let it go. "It's soup?" she asked.

"Ramen," he said.

He was not surprised she was immediately good with the chop sticks but looked at him to see how she should engage with this food. Cayde wasn't hungry exactly but he never missed an excuse for good ramen and this place was the best on the Wall; he dug in. Andal and Tevis had said the way he liked it was hot enough to temporarily damage the inside of their mouths from capsaicin. But by the Traveler it was delicious. He could taste it and that made it the best. Wasn't easy to season some food enough for an EXO to taste it but this place did. Next to him Kassandra mimicked him, using the chop sticks to scoop out the noodles.

She only had one bite before she stopped and looked down at the bowl. "What?" Cayde asked, despite his mouth being full perfectly understandable. "Do you not like it?"

She looked at him and he was taken aback that her purple eyes were almost wet. 'This is the best thing I've ever eaten,' she signed, too emotional for words.

"Right!?" Cayde cried, sucking down the noodles.

"I didn't know food could make you so emotional," Ghost said.

"Don't feel self conscious, Cayde always cries when he finds food he likes too," Sundance said to Kassandra.

"I do not!" Cayde insisted and Kassandra laughed, covering her mouth. "Don't lie to Grey's rookie, she'll believe you and I don't want that getting around," he scolded her. Kassandra was still giggling. "I'm the Vanguard, I don't cry about nothing," he said stoically.

Sundance gave Ghost a look and the two Ghosts rolled their eye. Cayde loved his Ghost. He really did. Sundance was always his better half. But right now he understood why some Guardians shoved their Ghosts into backpacks and pouches.

"This is so good," Kassandra said quietly, almost too quiet to hear in the din. She picked up the spoon and just drank the broth, her eyes closing in complete bliss, a soft sigh on her lips. "It almost-" she looked at her Ghost and Cayde saw a thought shared between them.

"Wow really? I wish I could taste then," Ghost said.

"Me too. It's so good," she said and gently tweaked one of his fins. Cayde wondered what that was about.

"Glad we finally got some real food in you," Cayde said. He then looked at Sundance and she knew exactly what he wanted. She nodded slightly. "Enjoy, it's on me," he added to Kassandra as she was stuffing more noodles and cutlet into her mouth. She just gave him a thumbs up, contently eating her ramen. He made sure Sundance had contacted Mr. Grey about Kassandra eating today and just in his mind Sundance played Mr. Grey's voice, almost like a comm in his head.

"You beat us to it. Grey was about to shove an entire steak in her mouth," Mr. Grey said. Cayde just chuckled and ate his own ramen.

[gredandforgeweatherby]

The Girl One Floor Below

Marilyn Jean

series masterlist

Summary: Peter is awkward while trying to talk to Marilyn

WC: .9k

Warnings: talk of Gwen, kinda rushed writing

Authors Note: I know it's been forever but I was so blocked on this story. Hopefully this short chapter will help me!

Peter hadn’t seen Marilyn again.

Granted, it had only been six days since he had helped her move in. He was sure she was up to her neck in unpacked boxes and messily placed items; he knew he was when he moved in. Hell, Peter's apartment had been filled with boxes for a month after he had first moved in, him not being able to find time to unpack between his new job at the bugle, wallowing in self-pity, his spider-man duties, and trying to maintain his own survival. He knew it would take some time for her to settle in and maybe, he thought, he could be of assistance.

You know, to be neighborly.

But Peter just could not gain the courage to knock on her door and once again offer his help. Each time the idea would pop into his head, his own mind would give him a reason as to why he shouldn’t, and he couldn’t shake the feeling that his mind was right.

Another eight days had passed (no, Peter totally wasn’t counting) and he still hadn’t talked to her. Not only that, but he hadn’t seen her at all. He knew it was irrational for him to worry, as the amount of time he spent passing between the halls and lobby was very small, but still, he was. I mean, had she even left her apartment? When Peter was moving in he wanted to be in his apartment as little as possible, but that might just be his wish to not be alone with his thoughts combined with the procrastination to not unpack. Still, he was worried that this girl he had met already found a terrible end because of her acquaintanceship with him. 

Could he call them acquaintances?

Anyway, Peter was worried that the woman had met her end just because she met him.

This worry was what finally got Peter one floor below.

He found himself in front of apartment 3C, slightly jittery, building up the strength to raise his fist and knock. Finally, he found himself quietly rapping on the door, part of him hoping it was too quiet for her to hear or that she wasn’t home but was soon face to face with her.

“Oh, hey Peter. How’re doing?” She greeted him with a smile.

“I'm doing great, I actually came by to see how you were doing. You know, settling in and everything?”

The small she greeted him with widened a bit before she answered. “Yeah. It’s a little annoying to unpack, there’s a huge part of me that to just say “That’s future me's problem” and stop but,” she paused, shrugging her shoulders and clicking her tongue, “unfortunately I really can’t.”

With that information swimming around his head, Peter spoke. But, it seemed his mouth and brain were detached, as the words that spilled out of his mouth were not in his head, and like his speech had a mind of its own.

“Well, I could help…” Peter trailed off realizing what came out of his mouth. “... if you want. I could help if you want.” Peter wanted to smash his head into the wall.

“I appreciate that, but I was actually gonna turn in for the day, get cleaned up, maybe eat something, but thank you,” Marilyn replied, a slight chuckle escaping her lips at the look on Peter’s face. She had a small feeling he didn’t mean to offer his help.

Yeah,” Peter started nodding his head (maybe a bit too rapidly). “Yeah okay, well, uh, you’re welcome. The offer will stand tomorrow, and the day after, just,” he paused, trying not to ramble while Marilyn stood in front of him with a small smile dancing on her lips, “You know where to find me.”

Marilyn nodded, “I do, thank you, Peter. I appreciate it.”

Bidding her a quick goodbye, Peter made his way back up to his apartment. Once inside, he stooped his head, heaving a quick sigh at himself before moving toward the kitchen.

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A few days had passed since Peter offered his help. Part of him was a bit sad she hadn’t come up to his apartment and asked for it, while another part was a bit grateful. After that interaction, Peter stood at his kitchen counter for a few minutes, staring down at it and zoning out. He replayed their conversation in his head, cringing at how he responded. He had certainly lost his touch.

It wasn't that Peter ever really knew how to talk to girls, he just wasn’t the suave man that was able to seduce a woman. He was charming and charismatic, he knew that because if he wasn’t he never would have been able to get with Gwen.

Gwen.

After Gwen, Peter lost whatever touch he had. He had gone on about three dates since her death, and any time he’s tried to talk to a girl he failed to do so. He flubs, and stutters, and says things that he didn’t even think were floating around in his head. Marilyn was just another example of that.

Peter shook his head to clear his thoughts, though when that didn’t work he went with something he knew would. He rushed to his room and hastily stripped himself of his clothes before quickly putting on his suit–well, as quickly as one could pull on a spandex suit while also beginning to sweat from the sudden movement and exertion. Pushing up his window and climbing onto the fire escape, he swung into action, thanking the universe that he had the day off.

Taglist:

@whatareyouhidingpeter

[jentlemahae]

i'm seeing a pattern with the baemon title tracks so far and it's just that a) yg don't know how to make a chorus and b) yg have forgotten how to make a cohesive song. the chorus sucks and i don't understand the ending at all but i like the rest of the song. though i will say the rap feels a little out of place compared to the first verse and the pre-choruses :/

btw i'm so over the whole stitching 4 different songs together into 1 song thing that happens in kpop. tbh most kpop companies have moved on from doing that anyway but i guess i shouldn't be surprised yg is still stuck in their ways and refuses to evolve. anw, baemon deserve better than this useless company and their useless producers

sheesh is like the dollar store version of hylt x shut down with a shut down x ktl mv 🥴😭 and the format is literally soooooo blackpink like i know teddy listened to it and scratched his head fshsjsj yeah the rap part sounded so out of place which surprised me cause usually that’s kinda the best and catchiest part in yg tts ? but this just sounded off

i know we keep saying this but i don’t get what yg is trying to do cause that song sounds very dated, so no way is it gonna appeal to the gp or non-fans, and baemon are new so they don’t have an established fanbase to get away with it ….. very stupid company

[starchild--27]

Heyo, i'm your secret santa for the exo-l project! I look forward to getting to know you.

I'm kinda assuming you're Chanyeol biased from looking at your tumblr but please correct me if i'm wrong/let me know your bias! I'd love to know what you love about your bias too!

I'll likely be either writing fanfiction (either x reader or x another member) for a gift or making gifs so please let me know what you'd prefer! i'm happy to do whatever

I hope you're having a lovely day

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Hey there!! So happy to hear from you :D i love this little event a lot so i'm really looking forward to the next couple of months, hehe ^-^

(i tend to write really long answers at times so sorry in advance xD)

You are assuming correctly, the Chanyeol love is, umm, well, all over the place here xD i love tons of things about him really. first is probably all the love he carries himself: for everything concerning music, for his pets, for his friends, for life. he strikes me as a caring person who knows his own emotions very well and can process them into art, which is something i admire a lot in people. so yeah, when ever he is creating, that is him in "my favourite state". playing instruments, singing/rapping, being involved in some kind of creative process. all that. for example, i go absolutely batshit crazy over the "recording behind the scenes" videos we got for cream soda and hear me out. i love these glimpses we get of all of them really while they are doing such an part of their work.

i've also mentioned the pets already. nothing cuter than when he talks in baby language to his little puppy princess xDD i am melting away with a smile on my face just thinking about it xD

another thing i love is, let's say the bits of his personality that we as fans get to see. (not implying their are all just stage personas. i believe very much that what we see of them is true but you know, we see only the parts they want us to see. as it's only normal. anyway-) he is so effortlessly funny, he cheers me up a lot with the silly things he does because they are funny or bring him joy. it's the fact he can do both, you know? do the silliest shit with the members on stage one minute and hold a deeply emotional ment the next. which leads me to another thing i really love anout him (tho that's more about exo in general, really): all the chemistry they have with each other. they've known each other forever and i love that for them being around each other is as easy as breathing. there is a lot of sibling energy there, in both the funny and the deep sense, and it moves me to tears many times, for both the funny and the deep reasons. and i love chanyeol's place in this constellation a lot, a person who makes the mood, can joke around, can also take jokes easily and then again is a trusted friend who supports the ones close to him fiercely and in any way he can.

yeah, these are the main things i think that i love about him. i think last year i ended my little chanyeol speech with a phrase like "he carries so much warmth inside him and pours in into everything he does. also, he is pretty ♡" and i think that sums it up quite well xD

bonus (bc it came to mind just now): i absolutely adore the faces he makes while dancing. not in a mocking way or anything, i have the biggest respect for them pulling off these choreos while singing too. it's so hard! i just think he looks hella cute when he is focused on dancing and ... kinda loses control over his features xDD i also think he looks like a ... very tall fairy ... in some choreo moments (like in Thunder for example xD)

for my gift...ok, i'll try not to give the unsatisfactory answer of "i don't mind, i'll be happy with anything, just do whatever you feel like/have the time and inspiration for" (tho that point always stands, so it you find yourself in a creative slump for one thing, i wouldn't mind it at all if you "switched" to something that comes more easily to you, creatively speaking) - and i think i have never received gifs or a gifset for this event before. so i'll go with that ^-^

if you need some more info or details for that, always feel free to ask ^-^

nowwww, i also want to know a little more about you (if it doesn't give away the secret part of secret santa too much ofc xD). who is/are your bias(es)? what's your favourite thing about them? do you like other kpop groups besides exo? and what are some of your favorite songs (exo, kpop, or any other genres - your pick ^-^)

i hope you have/had a great day and you're doing alright :D

xoxo, selma 💫

[unreadpoppy]

These are my thoughts about each performance + the semi in general

Few things first: I talk a lot about not understanding the words, that is not about the singers accent, it’s about how their singing. A lot of the first few acts were crouching, laying down, and that fucks up your voice a lot. A lot of them were also very breathy and they were not opening their mouth to sing, so this is way more about vocal technique.

Second, Eurovision may try to be apolitical but i am not, however Israel and Azerbaijan’s place in my ranking is because I genuinely did not like their songs and their performances.

Love that the postcards show a place in Ukraine and then show a similar place in the singers country.

Norway:

Meh. The only song I heard before the ESC, and the vocals were very bad (she sounded out of breathe most of the time). The outfit was definetly a choice (TM), cause it wasn’t very good looking and it seemed to hinder her movement. The dancers were the best parts

Malta:

Very fun and I liked them showing previous Malta singers! I didn’t understand much of the lyrics besides feel better in my sweater and do you wanna dance but it reminded me a lot of discotheque

Serbia:

My biggest pet peeve is singers laying down so thank good it was over soon. Conceptually, it’s interesting but I also can barely understand what being sung, to the point where I’m not sure if the whole song is in Serbian or English. The singer is very good looking tho

Latvia:

Like the vocals, and the staging. I can understand something finally. Really liked the “beatboxing” and the lights. Also the other members of the band mouthing words along was fun to see. Is it just me or the songs these year are very short?

THE REST OF THE WORLD CAN VOTE THIS YEAR???? HELL YEAH BITCH!

The rapping was unexpected but not welcomed since it was better than i thought.

HOLY SHIT ITS THE MAKING YOUR MIND UP GANG (I don’t remember the name of the group sorry)

I’m gonna go hard on Portugal since they colonized my country

Portugal:

Thank god it’s not fado. Weirdly love her dress. Everytime I hear a Portuguese person I am reminded that although we speak the same language I cannot understand their accent. Bitch I can’t believe I’m gonna say this but… this is the best singer so far. Like even with the accent, I’m understand a lot, her vocals are great (and she’s moving A LOT), it feels different and new, and it was a very fun performance, it made me wanna move.

Ireland:

This outfit is so sparkly Jesus Christ. Even though they look like a 80’s rejected Mamma Mia tribute act, they sound surprised good. Sir, why is your mic so far away from your mouth? The lyrics are corny tho. I wanna steal the pianists jacket.

Croatia:

ROCK EM ROLL BABY! Oh my god I love their outfits. I have no clue what the fuck I’m watching but I love it. Bitch they have to be queer, a straight person can’t come up with shit like this. I weirdly love this song. NOT THEM STRIPPING AND SOME GUY BRINGING ROCKETS?!?!?

Switzerland:

Please don’t sing in French. I beg of you. Love the singers voice. Humf it’s kinda deep and husky in the begging, I love it so much. Also love the piano in the beginning. But also what the hell are these pants. Love the slow down in the middle. And the ending was also pretty good!

I know there’s a whole thing with ESC and how they support Israel, so it might be hypocritical for me to watch the show and do this, but I will not comment on Israel perfomance.

Moldova:

By their hair, I can already tell Moldova’s gonna do something… interesting. Oh my god the guy on the flute caught me by surprise. Anyone who speaks Romanian can tell me if the song talks about scorpions or are the ladies hair just like… a choice? I feel like I’m watching a ritual or something. Also this song makes me want to get up and move my body. Also not the flautist proving the instruments are live cause there were 2 times where his mouth wasn’t blowing the flute.

Also love the hosts black dress with flames, she looks fucking awesome.

The Croatia guys are really serving looks this ESC. Love that for them. Actually, most people looked pretty good in that carpet.

Sweden:

Everybody knows Loreen’s gonna qualify just because she is loreen, and listen I have nothing against her is just that I usually don’t like Sweden’s entries. And I also I’m not the biggest Euphoria fan (it’s a good song it just wasn’t my winner). Also is she indigenous (genuine question)?

Okay this song is pretty good, I just wish she’d get up. The chorus sound fun but I have no clue what the words are tbh. I’m just understanding uh-oh-uh. Also love her outfit.

Oh my god Filomena Cautela is gonna show up!

Azerbaijan:

Not gonna lie I might be biased because of Azerbaijan-Armenia conflict, especially in 2020/2021, but this song is just meh. But also the fact that they entered this contest in 2008 and they have yet to send a song in their language… damn (same critique to Sweden, who hasn’t sent a song in Swedish in so fucking long).

Czechia:

Already love this. Not the biggest fan of the English verses. Love the hair and outfit, and the overall vibe, makes me want to punch a man in the balls. Bora galera mulheres.

Netherlands:

This dude looks likes a esquerdomacho, I’m sorry, I bet he’s great IRL. I already don’t like this song for some reason. I don’t know it feels like those trying too much to have a meaning when it has 0. However, cookie points for calling God she.

Finland:

Not the song being called Cha Cha Cha. Okay this song is very different than what I thought it would be, but I like it. Always trust Finland to bring something different to the table. Not the song completely changing vibes halfway through. What the fuck was this human centered but make it fucking happened? This feels like an acid trip. The dancers smiling is giving me there is no war in Bah Sing Se.

Hold up. You HAVE TO PAY TO VOTE???? EUROPE WHAT THE FUCK???? I was so excited to vote but do I look like I shit gold to pay for this in EUROS???? Fuck off.

ALYOSHA OH MY GOD, YES! I don’t care about the British lady but oh my gosh sweet people girl is back. Lowkey wished the whole song was in Ukrainian and it was just Alyosha. Also the staging of this performance, very powerful.

Also will Ruslana and Jamala show up (I think they probably will I just want to know if it’s in the Semis or the Final).

Does anyone actually care about Rita Ora? Seriously, just bring more previous Ukrainian entries, they were more interesting.

I like how they showed the UK and Ukraine’s history being somewhat interconected in this competition. Also Graham Norton is always a gem.

Awwwn I loved watching the reaction from Ukraine’s commentator from their win last year.

Oh god this god forsaken Irish turkey…

NOT MALTA’S SINGER WITH A WOODY TOY

They really gonna act like Mans was just a host and not a full on winner?

VAMPIRES ARE ALIVE I KNEW THEY WOULD SHOW THEM FOR THIS GAME!

I’m gonna count how many points I get. Okay I got all 3 points so far. I… I’m not proud how much I know.

I don’t why the finish dude has so much autistic swag for me for some reason. Not gonna lie I think the unicorn thing is so ridiculous, I hate it actually. I love malta’s vibe.

Oh god they gonna talk about Rock in eurovision.

Man I love Julia and Hannah. This air guitar thing was fun. Man the Ted Lasso lady is doing great as hosting things this year.

Instead of big five I heard “big fry”

Love Germany already. They look hot. KKKKKKKK THE GERMAN AND THE FRENCH SAYING THEIR KIDS AND THE ITALIAN TALKING ABOUT PLANTS. This Italian dude is a vibe, god.

Y’all the French entry does sound good but it looses me with the “France” belt. Like I already don’t like French or France in general, and they do this, c’mon.

Oh my god this German dude I love him. Y’all I already love the German entry. Fuck I’m gonna root for them. I mean the song is called blood and glitter, they already won for me. Also his makeup is stellar.

Oh my god I knew I knew Marco from somewhere, he was the 2013 entry. Italy always brings a song that makes me love them all over again. His vocals are beautiful, although the outfit is not the greatest. Yes I will sleep more Marco, don’t worry.

Okay my ranking (this was harder than I thought because most songs were not good):

Portugal

Croatia

Czechia

Finland

Switzerland

Sweden

Moldova

Malta

Latvia

Serbia

Norway

Ireland

Israel

Azerbaijan

Netherlands

Israel, Serbia and Norway qualifying are beyond me but I’m happy with the rest, just wished Malta qualified.

[bexstevie]

next gen contestant stevie park performing my turn !!

practicing for the performance is...pretty rough. there’s a lot of expectations, a lot of work to put into. learning the choreography takes a while too; to work with a choreography that’s made for so many people, it’s hard to get the flow right. it’s going to take a lot of time and focus for him to be confident in it enough. 

and honestly...for the first couple days, it’s hard to focus. there’s so much going on, and stevie has so many friends around it’s hard for him to not feel like this is just...a big group hang out, or something. but practice gets harder, more intense. as the days tick further and further closer to the designated day, stevie can feel the grind wearing on him. on top of having to process everything, be thrown into the wolves essentially-- the cameras bearing down on them all the time make him feel a little awkward. it’s easy to forget about them when they’re practicing. that’s normal-- but its the in between moments, when he wants to breathe and sigh and complain just for the sake of it that it really begins to get to him. 

also the singing. and the rapping. that’s a lot. and frankly, the worst part of the day, if you ask stevie. sure, he gets complimented on the tone and quality of his voice, but he lacks technique. lacks proper breath control. ducks his head when the coaches criticize him and mumble an apology, and then spends the next few hours of practice trying to stay on tune. works on his pronunciation when a coach points out he gets harder to understand at points. 

is he feeling one hundred percent confident on the day of the performance? not exactly. he thinks the dance is going to be fine. the choreography is still fresh in his brain, and he’s more confident in nailing the dance than anything else. it’s staying on tune. it’s being able to keep up with singing and dancing at the same time without looking like he’s dying on camera. 

stevie smiles through it. he greets everyone in good spirits, even if his hands are kinda shaking. the lights are bright and the cameras are everywhere. tensions are high with both excitement and wariness as they set up for the episode. he floats from friend to friend, clapping them on the back and wishing them a good luck. hugging his friends and trying to keep spirits up as best as he can. there’s no more time to worry, no more time so fine tune or practice when the cameras are on and then suddenly he’s in front of 

it’s now or never. 

his mind is blank. his limbs move on muscle memory and he keeps his expression in place. smiles with the music and schools his expression to something that fits the vibe. lets the music control him for a moment. doesn’t let himself stress-- thinks of it as a school showcase performance. it’s not as serious then-- his limbs aren’t stiff with nerves when it’s not that big of a deal. if he gets kicked the next episode, it’s not going to break him. 

maybe that’s why when the song is finished and he’s heaving a breath, he doesn’t feel terrible. he beams, wide and pleased; he did his best. that’s the most he can do. 

[oneletterelliot]

Be Awake (The Boyz) – liveblog reaction

I haven’t listened to any of the songs before, or any of the teasers even, so this is a completely fresh listen. I think I know that “ROAR” is the title track, despite the name.

Awake – Kevin with the Johnny-style cringy English spoken word intro! Is this Hyunjae with first sung part? (Edit: It sure is.) Eerie and cinematic; I like it! Oh, I like this beat. I bet this instrumental goes hard. Is Juhaknyeon around 0:52ish? (Edit: Nope, it’s Eric!)  Fast rap. Hello, this “oooooooh” at 1:05, very nice. (Edit: Sangyeon.)  Oh, this spoken bit is kinda doing it for me. (Edit: Ah, this is Juyeon!) I can’t place the “oooooh” at 1:18, but there’s something very distinct about the tone. (Edit: Oh of course, it’s New.) Gosh, I do like Sunwoo has a rapper. I think the vocal arrangement choices made in this song. Wah, the ending felt like it came so suddenly!

ROAR – Whistle? Promising start. Is this Kevin with the opening line? (Edit: NO, IT’S SUNWOO? WHAT!) Ooh, big fan of this bit at 0:27. (Edit: Jacob.) This song feels slower than what I’m used to for TBZ title tracks (if I’m correct that this is the title track). Is this the chorus at 0:52? It’s catchy. Kevin with the “keeping it coming” at 1:11? (Edit: Sure is.) The double-layered voice on this post-chorus rap adds some nice texture. (Edit: I don’t think I realized this was Eric then Juhaknyeon! I think I just sorta assumed it was Sunwoo.) I like the “like the animals” voice at 1:37—genuinely not sure who it is. (Edit: Juyeon!) All of the voices sound good so far, both in this song and the previous; I’ve yet to hear a part that makes me go, “Hm, not sure about that one.” This chorus is sooo catchy. I’m looking forward to seeing the choreography. Oh, hello, change up on the bridge. (Edit: Ooh, I didn’t realize this was Younghoon starting the bridge. I know he isn’t lead vocal, but his voice is really nice, so I always enjoy when he gets point parts.)  I feel like The Boyz often puts rap in their bridges, which I’m kinda into. Ok, I’m not sure how I feel about this crunchy instrumental on the tail end of the bridge. Whoever had this last line sounded very good. Hyunjae, I think? (Edit: Yes, it is.)

Blah Blah – Doesn’t Itzy have a song called this? Of course, this is a peppy song. Actually something about this song’s vibe makes me think of NCT 127′s “Elevator.” “Yummy yummy in my tummy” LOL. Was that Jacob? (Edit: No it was Kevin hahaha.) I think 0:33 is New, has that breathy tone I associate with him. (Edit: Sure is.) Ooh, voice at the what-I-think-is-the-chorus at the 0:42 mark is smoooooooth. (Edit: Ah, it’s Hyunjae. I should’ve known.) Is this Sunwoo at 0:53? Some nice texture. (Edit: Yes, it is.) Smooth voice alert at 1:16! (Edit: Wow, it’s Sunwoo again!) This song has some fantastic light electric guitar. I’m huge fan of the part at 1:34. (Edit: Eric.) Is this Juhaknyeon opening the bridge? I feel like he doesn’t often get bridge bits. (Edit: Yeah, it’s Juhaknyeon.) I’m jamming out on my couch to this (I usually say desk, don’t I? I’m moving up in life lol). This “la la” bit towards the end, very catchy.

Savior – Title feels like this could be a ballad. I am suddenly blanking on whether or not The Boyz do ballads. Wow, ok, I’m enjoying all of the overlapping, bleeding into each vocal arrangement. I can’t even pick out a timestamp for a voice that I want to look up because quite frankly, I want to look up all of them! (Edit: It goes Kevin → Hyunjae (with Sunwoo) → Sangyeon → Jacob → Younghoon → Juhaknyeon.) I can tell that 0:54ish is New though, and then... Sangyeon? building right into the chorus. (Edit: Yep, it was Sangyeon following New.) Okay, ngl, I think chorus was a little bit of a disappointment after that intro / first verse. Ooh, who was that at 1:32? The rock-like strength to it makes me wonder if it’s Haknyeon. (Edit: Nope, i’s Juyeon!) Sunwoo’s rap though... fire. (Edit: APPARENTLY THE FIRST PART IS ERIC! Wow, his rapping has definitely approved – not that he was bad before.) I liked the “Yeah, I’m in danger” at 2:17 – maybe Sangyeon? (Edit: ‘Tis indeed Sangyeon.) I feel like New’s voice is the only one I’m really consistently able to pick out, because his texture is so breathy compared to everyone else. Ah, this vocal arrangement around the 3 minute mark is quite nice. (Edit: Juyeon → Juhaknyeon → Younghoon.) Big fan of the instrumental kicks up a bit for this last chorus. Actually something about the beat with these layered vocals is giving me a SHINee vibe. Funky bass!

Horizon – Ah, a WayV shoutout! Also a very ballad-like title (yes I am biased by the WayV song of the same name being a ballad). Ok, this actually sounds like it might be a ballad though. Pretty acoustic guitar. Is this Younghoon at 0:22? I’ve historically enjoyed his voice. (Edit: It sure is!) The tone of the voice at 0:33 really vibes with my ears. I suspect it’s Hyunjae, but I’m not sure. (Edit: Whoa, it’s Q. I feel like his vocals have improved a lot over the years.) 0:51 sounds like Kevin to me. (Edit: Nah, it’s Jacob.) Wait, could this be a vocal line subunit song? I’m waiting for a rap to immediately prove me wrong lol. Some very nice harmonies. This vocal lilt at 1:16 is so cliche, but I do like it. (Edit: Jacob again.) Ah, yep, here’s Sunwoo with a rap to disprove my vocal line theory. Wow, he’s going low at 1:36, and it sounds good. Actually, wait, could this be Eric? I’m less familiar with his rap tone than Sunwoo’s. (Edit: Aha, it IS Eric!) 1:48 Juhaknyeon? Whenever there’s a voice with an interesting texture, I sorta assume it’s him lol. (Edit: No, it’s Juyeon; I’ve mistaken him for Juhaknyeon a LOT this mini album.) I like this song, but I don’t think it’s one I’d ever listen to on repeat. Bridge: New → Sangyeon, I think? (Edit: Yep.) Lots of harmonies. Starting thinking about the voices I’d yet called out (Q and Juyeon) and then remembered just wow, how many boyz there are. (Edit: Hilarious, because I actually did call out both their voices in this song; I just misattributed them to other members.) That’s too many boyz! Please put some back!

Diamond Life – Ah, another WayV shoutout! JK, I know the titles aren’t actually the same. Ooh, yes, this feels punchy—a nice switch up after the two previous songs. The first (two?) voices make my ears very happy. (Edit: Actually, it was just Younghoon according the lyric video I watched.) This song is supremely my shit. Would’ve gone ham for this instrumental in high school lol. The obvious build up to the chorus, yes! Oh, I think this is Q opening the chorus? (Edit: Yes, it is.) I like this voice at 0:57; I suspect Jacob or Hyunjae. (Edit: Yeah, it’s Hyunjae.) Sunwoo is a good rapper. I like the vocal “hold up!” interspersed into it. (Edit: Actually I didn’t realize the rap after “hold up” was Eric.) Who is this voice at 1:30 immediately after New? Very clear. (Edit: Jacob!) Something about 1:37′s voice is nicely unique. (Edit: It’s Juyeon.) Is this Sangyeon opening the bridge at 2:31? Vibrato? (Edit: Yes, of course, it’s Sangyeon. I think he has the strongest voice in the group for sure.)  Wow, wow, wow. Is this Juyeon at 2:44? (Edit: Sure is.) God, this was a good song. Could’ve been a title track, I feel like. Would choreograph very well.

Final thoughts: The Boyz continue to not disappoint me (the chorus of “Savior” notwithstanding). I feel like TBZ has really worked on improving their vocals all-around; they all sounded good! “Diamond Life” came out of nowhere at the end to steal the position of my favorite song on the mini album. I also liked “Blah Blah” more than the title made me think I would. The build from “Awake” to “ROAR” worked really well, really thematically cohesive imo. A very enjoyable mini album!