#and they mightve been each other's first kiss and shit

[sunscall]

there's a reason why my macdennis posts r all about domestic shit bc i like them in the same way i like loustat. toxic and evil and domestic husbands that ruin each other there's hate there's love and they can't rid the other they r OBSESSED etc etc. my charmac posts on the other hand r all like chaotic besties!!! cat <3 mac 4evrrrr which can be seen as me just liking their friendship but tbh what im rly aiming for is childhood friends to lovers here. i mean im mainly into charmac as friends more than im into macdennis as friends but. have u considered romantic charmac too can u pls consider romantic charmac pls pls pls

[darklordofthesimp]

Omg omgomg omg omg i LOVE ur writing homie. Under your skin was genuinely fantastic idk what it is abt sunny beefing w ghost that makes me so damn happy but like the bit where they both look over and hes training w birdy and BOTH konig and sunny get jelly was fantastic.

God i love how antagonistic sunny and ghost were, like the lil flash back to sunny's introduction to the team?? Mwah mwah mwah sending u all the kisses i LIVE for that kind of angst it is pure fuckin goldddd. Give me aaaaalllllllll the "having to work twice as hard to crawl out of someone elses shadow and establish your own identity + the sucker punch realization that oh shit ive been a dick and this person is actually really good at what they do but i mightve already burned my bridges" that ur willing to write i EAT THAT SHIT RIGHT UP BABES

Lowkey tho like ghost quit bein a dick ur boo deserves better 2k23 challenge jkjkjk im bein mean

Idk if youve already answered it, but was ghost or sunny the first to realise oh shit i dont hate them i wanna fuck them? Based on ur other works i get the vibe it was ghost, but idk if that was ur plan. The potential for briefly unrequited pining makes me absolutely feral. Love that shit tbh, esp when like #1 is straight up in love but #2 is like fuck u dude u were a dick i aint givin u the time of day. Ur writing is literary gold to me bro i love ur characters and characterizations!!

I hope this bullshit shadowban gets resolved, i straight up tracked ur ass down thru my old likes cause i couldnt find ur fic Anything and i desperately wanted to reread it for like the 12th time. IM FOLLOWING NOW THO and legit love all the stuff u share w us!!!

Thnx so much for all the fan-fuckin-tastic works u publish and for making it thru this essay hugs and kisses ❤️❤️❤️

Olay first of all thank you for such an extensive, in depth and really kind post. In these trying times of being shadowbanned into the Nether realm it's really comforting to see people are still here and loving it.

Second of all Ghost and Sunny have a very in depth and rocky relationship. I think Sunshine realised first that they had a thing for Ghost but because of the drama that ensues (that you'll see when I'm unshadowbanned and can write sunshines story arc) and the weird sexual tension between Birdy and Ghost, Sunshine tries to ignore it.

When Sunny finally attempts to move on I think is when Ghost realises exactly how he feels.

It's very much a cat and mouse game between Ghost and Sunshine, constantly hurting each other with the things that they don't say.

[winderlylandchime]

2/2 ‘they actually did a football game? Please tell me they didn’t film an actual game cause their budget was bad and instead its a green screen and like three people running around pretending to play it. That would be hilaruous. Look at Debbie finding a way back to carl! Emmett caring about sports is weird. Ted YOU KNOW RIGHT? Come on, youre smart! (Drews fiancée walks in) oh no, i forgot that Em is the other woman, oh god Emy, you need to stop this’ Hunter told Mikey/Ben that he has a girlfriend ‘Are they saying Hunter is straight? But HE WANTED TO FUCK BRIAN. HE WANTED TO PAY BRIAN TO FUCK HIM. MULTIPLE TIMES! I was basically competing for Brian against Hunter! He was ready to fight Blondie for him’ ‘Champagne makes Bri puke? Thats cute. He looks hot. This is gonna sound weird because i know he has cancer and is getting radiation but how is he even hotter than he was? Brian is for sure judging and hating this dude. *pauses tv* okay so, let’s get this straight *looks at Brian* sorry bri bri for using a slur anyway, last season Brian would for sure try to get close to this guy and work with him and get money and power BUT NOW? He is judging the fuck out of him for using people for money and he is annoyed at the sight of the guy. You know what that is called? MY BABY BRI BRI IS GROWING UP! By the way, why didnt they just ask Brian to raise money? I mean he did it for the center?’ ‘Oh HE DID RESEARCH AND HE IS ANNOYED AND ANGRY AT THIS GUY. I fuck with this Brian! Brian last season wouldn’t give a fuck about what this guy does. And here he is! YOU GO BRI BRI! Rip him apart!’ Sam just came over to Mel and Linds and my brother immediately paused the tv and got up and left to go outside for a smoke. ‘Okay, i am back and i am more relaxed *sees Sam* fuck this guy.’ ‘Can Carl and Debbie stop calling each other friends. We all know this is more than that! FUCK YEAH CARL! KISS HER AGAIN AND STOP BEING AN IDIOT’ ‘HE LEFT EMMETT WAITING?! Fuck that guy. Emmett for fucks sake you deserve better, this is.. as my boy Bri Bri would say it, pathetic.’ He is now laughing at Michael having a crisis over Hunter being straight ‘okay his mother did fuck him up but that doesn’t explain BRIAN! HE WANTED TO FUCK BRIAN MORE THAN ME *goes quiet and looks at me* don’t even think about telling mom what i just said’ ‘EMMETT IS TELLING TED?! FINALLY! Took him long enough. I’m surprised he didn’t tell him sooner. Now Ted, tell him he deserves better because this shit was fucked up, how dare they hurt my baby boy Em’ WE ARE AT THE BRITIN HOSPICE SCENE!!! ‘What is going on? BRIAN IS GIVING AWAY HIS FURNITURE? Blondie has many ways to get Brian to do stuff but tell me, WHY WAS I ROBBED OF SEEING JUSTIN CONVINCING BRIAN TO DONATE HIS FURNITURE? Rude. I know that moment would be cute and funny. THAT FUCKER LEFT WITH THE MONEY?! Brian knew this would happen. Fuck that guy. Okay but for real, Brian is completely different since last season. I mean come on him going to a hospice? Him caring about some random dude taking money? Him donating furniture even if Blondie forced him.. MY BABY IS GROWING UP! And he is so totally gonna tell Blondie he loves him for the ending of the season!’ And Melanie confronted Linds ‘MEL KNOWS FOR SURE. SHE KNOWS. SHE WATCHED FROM THE WINDOW… *he is nervously watching the scene on the edge of the couch* they’ve been here before but it was the other way around, how boring. *his jaw almost dropped as mel says shes not sure if she chooses linds anymore* OH SHIT. This mightve been the first time where i actually am on Mels side. That was a fucking line. Damn girl! But also i told you guys like two seasons ago that you suck as a couple but did you listen to me? No. And now here we are with a baby on the way and bisexuality on the horizon and none of us are happy.’ I wish i was joking when I say that he immediately went back to watch the fucking pilot and the prom eps AGAIN. When i came back to the living room I found the prom episode paused on Brian and him sleeping with Brian the cat. Can you tell he’s had a few rough days?

Em being the other woman does not suite him, for sure. He deserves to be the center of someone’s world. Emmett not having a satisfying ending hurts me.

Champagne making Brian puke is 100% something the show got right with consistency - Brian tells Telson in s1 that champagne gives him a headache. So he’s consistent in turning down champagne (of course he does drink it at the Kinnetik launch but my headcanon is that he only drinks the very expensive stuff).

His crisis about Hunter being straight “he wanted to fuck Brian more than me” I AM DYING. Is your brother having a sexual awakening?

I adore adore adore his observing Brian’s growth and how he wouldn’t have cared as much about the Liberty Ride and everyone being taken advantage of in S3. And yes we were robbed of the scene where Justin withholds sex and gets Brian to donate his Barcelona chair. I’m going to point out that Brian and Justin trick. Brian could have had plenty of sex, but NO it’s sex with Justin he cares about.

And yeah, the awful dynamics of Lindsay and Melanie have come home to roost. AND there’s another baby involved.

He rewatched the Pilot and Prom? This man is me, tbh. Right down to the falling asleep with a cat.

I hope he’s feeling better!

[demadogs]

2 things:

Argyle will be COMPLETELY stoned the entire season and he'll just think he's on the craziest *trip* that he's ever been on.

Now, can I ask do you like Mileven together or do you ship Byler? Or do you stay out of shipping? Or you don't care who's with who, as long as everyone is happy?

I think Will has a major crush on Mike. Mike loves Will. Like he truly loves Will but just in the general type of love, a platonic type of love. If Mike finds out that Will likes him as more than a friend, I think Mike will handle the situation well. He will try to let Will down easy and then be a supportive best friend, no shaming.

first of all the concept of argyle thinking he’s tripping the entire time is so fucking funny i love that so much.

second, yes i do ship byler and i genuinely do believe it’ll happen. at first after season two i just thought “aw theyd be cute together” but then season three came out and i saw how unhealthy mileven was and all the evidence people shared on here that leaned towards byler and i was like “oh shit theyre actually doing this”. i thought mileven was really cute in season one and when they reunited in season two but then when we saw them as an actual couple they were really rough. i do want every character to be happy but i dont think mileven is right now.

im gonna share the biggest things or evidence that totally convinced me byler is the direction the duffers are heading. this might be long. not trying to be like “YOU MUST SHIP BYLER AND HERES WHY” but you seem nice and open to either so id like to show you what sold me on byler and im curious to hear your opinions on it after you read this. there’s plenty of things that show wills feelings so i’ll focus on mike since you already believe will loves mike.

1. the break up scene vs the rain fight scene

this is the biggest one for me by far. i study film and every color pallet in scenes, every song they choose, even the weather is very much intentional!! the mileven break up is super saturated, in broad daylight, and has a very humorous tone. they couldve easily made this a heartbreaking scene but they chose not to. also theyre not alone its not a moment between just the two of them.

the rain fight on the other hand is the complete opposite. it’s very blue, theres harsh shadows, its pouring rain, and the mood is much more emotional and hurt and they’re alone.

looking at these stills next to each other even if you didnt have the context at all you would be able to tell which interaction is more emotional and means more to the characters.

also look at the difference in mikes face after el and will’s last word. for el he just looks annoyed and for will he looks so hurt.

last point on these two. look at the difference between el and wills reactions to these interactions. i know you said you do believe will loves mike but look at el’s reaction. she doesn’t love him as much as she thinks she does either. why would she be laughing and highfiving?

2. the way the last mileven kiss is framed!!!!

again with the film shit, THIS IS INTENTIONAL. look how mike is not only in a closet, but the door to the closet is perfectly dividing their kiss. this to me convinced me that mikes gay not bi or anything else. some people think he’s bi but they wouldnt have the closet perfectly divide them if he was bi bc that wouldnt be the reason for them breaking up. they could have angled this kiss so many ways if the door wasnt directly in the middle of them i mightve thought it was a coincidence but it is. also not to mention his eyes are wide open, he didnt kiss her back, and he couldnt say he loves her to her face. 

3. this tweet

i dont blame people who dont read into social media posts about byler. i normally dont but like come on why did they tweet this lmao there’s no other meaning to this than implying hes afraid of the idea of liking girls sexually.

those are the biggest things for me personally. theres lots of other shit with wills feelings but i just focused on mike. sorry that was kinda long but id love to hear what you think after this!

[stardustpinkart]

Encanto Oc and Story!

A lot of people come up with oc girls for Bruno :P But I decided to do something a little different. This is also a Papa Bruno story, if Mirabel was his!

Carmelita, thats her name. She is shy and meek, and became friends with Bruno in there early 20′s/30′s. Both were awkard and easy targets and did not overwhelm each other. Conversations can be jittery but, there a level of comfortableness between them over time.

However things did get awkard. You know how it is, especially in certain times and countrys. How many people told you you’d like boys when you grew up, you should get married, you’ll change your mind someday?

Its annoying and confusing isent it? And thats the case for these two. They felt like they HAD to feel these things, it was normal. That if they tried it would come. But if its just not in you, it wont come.

They tried being a couple, kissing... And in one instance, sex. Expecting a feeling of love to come if they tried hard enough. But it was anything but romantic. Both were forcing it, clumsy, scared, stiff, painful. It was not ideal.

They decided to pretend it never happened, act like normal, go about there buisiness and just hang around...

Only it wasent that simple. Carmelita started getting very sick in the mornings...

It only takes once.

At firts she confronted Bruno with it who was probably in denial, no way he could be a father, it was only one time no way a baby could be coming. It lead to fights and miscommincation...

And it did not last long just between them. Somehow people found out(I dunno if Dolores overheard, or her parents noticed her sickness and weight gain, and put two and two together.)

Shit hit the fan then, especially on Carmelita’s side. Her papa was a typical man rules the house keeps his family in line with a fist type. She was terrified of him. He dragged her by her wrist screaming obscenties at the Casita, how that cursed bastardo got his daughter pregnant!

Alma was shocked to say the least... This was a fine mess.

I dunno about now, but often single mothers and there children would be badly treated. It was openly scorned, you’d be see as a shamless hussy, denied work, a place to live, even the children would be called horrible things by “those with moral values”. It was considered the norm.

So to prevent such stigmatism Alma suggested the two marry to save face. To make the best of this bad situation, the baby derserving a fathers name, etc.

They both sort of went along with it, not knowing what to do. They dident have a lot of chioce and it was hardly the child’s fault. Maybe it would be okay...

At first it was alright. They were rather happy and surpised over the baby being born, little Mirabel. But after awhile...

Both knew they werent in love with each other, all this happened by accident. I imagine there both aromantic really but trying to go with the social norm? Alotugh Carmelita wouldve liked a baby even though shes not interested in sex or romance.

Carmelita felt like a bird in a golden cage. It mightve been better than home, be she was still being ovebeared, fussed over and given rules and expected to behave a certain way. She was a Madrigal now. That, and noticing how things worked around Casita. Everyone tense and anxious, pretending to be happy, pressured to be useful to community even at a young age. Not to mention the clear effect it had on Bruno, the guys a nervous wreck.

With Abuela already gushing over how the new Baby would be an additional star to there fantastic family, Carmelita began to feel suffocated and worried over the future of her child. She dident want her child to grow up in this perfectionism. But what could she do?

Seeing her unhappy and, worried himself over the future of there child, that she might end up like him(already knowing his mothers love was conditional), he helped her leave the Encanto. It would mean not seeing her or Mirabel again but, for there own good(so like how he hid in the walls to protect her).

Carmelita and Mirabel moved to a small village, living in a small but happy house surrounded by flowers and kind people. Her mama was the one who taught Mirabel to sew, that was how they made money. Mirabel grew up free and happy, but she was aware of her father and his family. Carmelita never lied to her or spoke down about him. He was a good man but things just werent how they might like them. And she got somethign wonderful out of it, a daughter!

So she knows about the magic and the Encanto and all that, but shes never seen it. Untill, by the time shes 15, Carmelita grew terribly sick and died. She told her while she was ill to go find her papa, not wanting to leave her all alone in the world.

While she was gone and growing up, Bruno got more put down and rumours flung around the village. He was constantly threatened or pressured into telling where they went(Carmelitas father wanted to know, as did Abuela)... But he never caved in. Bruno’s very nerovus be he can also be feirce and stubborn as weve seen? He doesent even KNOW for sure, so that he coudlent be forced to tell. He refuses to do visions ever again for the same reason, just incase he would accidenlty reveal where they are(any telltale signs or recognizble landmarks).

He probably feels more self loathing, as he tends to take the blame for everything on himself, whether its his fault or not. One of the few MEN to actually try and take resposnebility in such a case. Its bad enough Mirabel has HIM for a father, people will no doubt say things or act like she’s cursed to. He’s Bruno, all he does it mess things up. He did that already, feels like he messed up Carmelitas life, she could have married to someone she loved, a NORMAL family. He felt by helping her leave it was the onyl thing he could do for her.

But he still misses her and there baby sometimes. One time he caves in, the worries in his head going round and round, and has a vision. Though he’s terrified yet again it’ll be something bad, their in dire straits.. BUT, for once, its a good vision. I figure the future can be minutes, days, or even years apart. So he might be seeing them after a few years have passed, as they would be tommorow. They look perfeclty happy. And that reassures him, that at least there safe and doing well. Perhaps keep the tablet somewhere safe like a remeberance photo? Few ever go into his room so, a good hiding place would be more than enough.

Thats all the info I have for now but might add more what if’s and possibities at a later date. I like the idea that every action exists in another universe? So, anything can happen. One thing can be canon, the other could be an alternate universe.

[bbodysnatchers]

Tbh if you actually like answering early fandom questions I have like a million (btw it’s me again from the last 2)

You mentioned before that you were kind of out of the fandom by Danger Days but do you remember what the reaction was when Gerard talked about drinking again?

Did many og fans stick around or did they really turn on the band? Like I know you said bullets ppl hated revenge but did it grow on them eventually?

What did ppl think when Gerard and Lynz married???? That one I really want to know bc when I was newer in the fandom everyone kissed her ass like crazy and it seems like ppl have only recently realized she and msi aren’t the greatest.

Ok! Hey!!!! I kind of love you for all of these btw. this is gonna be LONG. SO yes, I was totally out of fandom at that point. However, I do follow a few blogs and I remember when the article was posted where he talked about his struggle with an ED and starting to drink again during DD. Personally, I was kind of. In shock? I didn't realize how much he was struggling at the end of it tbh. I think it also took a lot of older fans out a little bit too. It kind of made him a tangible human being rather than this formative icon we idolized. Saying that sounds awful. But at the beginning, because there was no social media, we had NO idea what the guys were actually like irl. They were human, obviously, but they were people we had put on a pedestal and we could project onto them, y'know? We had interviews and such, but the first glimpse we got into ~the real them~ was LOTMS, which was a highly edited version of the truth that fell into the stereotypes we kind of built. It glossed over Gerards addiction pretty rapidly. Reading his struggle at the end of MCR and DD broke my heart. This band did SO much for me, and a lot of us, but we never took into account how much it was taking from them or Gerard. That's all I can really say about it? Like I said, I wasn't in the fandom. So this was mostly my perspective. No one turned on the band. I think we just kind of grew up and started experiencing new things. Our interests change and merge as we get older. Some things I got from being an MCR fan stuck with me forever - i.e, my love of horror films and graphic novels, as well as my forever love of the guys. But the music wasn't what I needed anymore, yknow? I have diagnosed avoidant personality disorder, and severe depression as a result. My Chem helped me feel seen when I felt totally fucking invisible. It helped me form lasting friendships. I'm still friends with people I met in line to their shows in 2005, and on myspace. As I turned 19-20, my sadness started feeling more melancholy rather than anger. I listened to a lot of The National around then, and started getting seriously invested in film as a way of escapism. In regards to people hating revenge - I think a lot of people either left or stuck around for good. You can go back on old lj entries on the chemicalromance comm and read peoples reaction to Revenge songs. They hated how manufactured it sounded, hated how clean Gerards vocals were, HATED I'm Not Ok - thought it was too commercial for what they were prior. As someone who got into the via Revenge, it actually took some time to get used to the sound of Bullets! ALRIGHT. Ok. GERARD MARRYING LINDSEY. I wish I could figure out how to add a cut to tumblr now but IDK OK.  SOOO. Some background that y’all know but is needed for context. Gerard was in a LONG TERM relationship for YEARS with someone named Kat. No one has ever EVER seen her. Gerard only talked about having a girlfriend, thanked her in notes, and she is mentioned by some reporters sometimes (as goth looking). They break up. Gerard is ~technically~ single for like. a fuckin MONTH. then Eliza shit starts up (even tho she was alluding to being with him for fukin EVER). She fakes a pregnancy, they get engaged (around I Don’t Love You), shit was WILD. like BALLS TO THE WALL INSANE. I can go way way way more into this if y’all are interested just lemme know. THEY BREAK UP around the beginning of Pro Rev. Ok. OK. Within like. another fukin MONTH Gerard is seen MAKING OUT WITH LYNZ FROM FUCKIN MSI. They go to each others shows, seen holding hands ETC ETC. LIKE. THIS DUDE. This dude who had a LONG TERM GIRLFRIEND WE NEVER EVER SAW suddenly has had TWO PUBLIC RELATIONSHIPS IN THE SPAN OF NOT EVEN A YEAR.  also btw. We ALL thought he was gay, no fukin joke. Like I was saying earlier about not having any social media. We had an idea of what the guys were like from their stage personas and LOTMS. And like. Gerards Stage Persona is Loud. We thought Eliza mightve been a beard? Idk it was a weird time tbh.  BUT THEN THEN T H E N G AND L GET MARRIED????>>????? THEY HAD BEEN DATING A M ON TH. a MONTH. and they got fuckin MARRIED. The conspiracy theories, y’all, I can’t. IT WAS INSANE.  SO DUDE GETS ENGAGED TO SOMEONE, BREAKS UP, MAKES OUT WITH BASS PLAYER FROM MSI AND GETS MARRIED TO HER. ALL WITHIN T H R E E MONTHS.  goddamn.  So, ok. Last bit. Unfortunately the attitude towards language and WAS different back then. I know a lot of younger fans shit on older fans for saying so, but it WAS. It was totally different. MSI were seen as ~too cool, and their fans were pissed they went on tour with My Chem, etc. I wasn’t a fan, but I had seen them live a few times with a friend who was (not on Pro Rev). They just weren’t my thing and I hated Urines face. My friend who was actually a huge fan of BOTH msi and my chem separately was SHOCKED that G and Lindsey got together because their band and their vibes were so different. People mostly thought Lindsey was hot at the time but didn’t know anything about her, cuz again, no social media. Like, I cannot stress enough how much about these people we did not know. No one cared about their social lives or what they were like irl so we DIDN’T know how gross Urine and crew were. Like. A Huge factor as to why people were pissed and mad at Eliza was because she was making something Gerard obviously wanted to keep private into a public thing for attention and clout. Also, when he was being SO public with Lindsey it was shocking. Anyway I h8 msi. 

[missjanjie]

prompt!! for mik/jackie? 😌 daddy vibes

im still thinking abt that piggyback clip as yall mightve guessed lol

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Jackie chuckled lightly as he gave Mik a piggyback ride out of the club. “Alright, let’s get you home, you drunk little baby,” he cooed.

“Hey! You’re drunk too, I watched you,” Mik pouted.

“Yeah,” he confirmed with a shrug, “but I’m better at hiding it. I’ve had a lot more years to practice,” he explained as they got into the uber. He kept his arm wrapped around the smaller queen, holding him close in almost a protective manner. “Don’t worry kiddo, you’ll catch up.”

Mik snorted softly. “Kiddo? Okay, Dad,” he retorted, then corrected himself with a smirk, “Or… Daddy.”

Even though it was far from the first time someone had called him that - though more often than not it was from strangers in his instagram comments - something about the way Mik said it made his face turn red. “Careful, Mik. Sounds like you’re trying to start something.”

“Well, maybe not in the backseat of a stranger’s car, but back at my place…”

Jackie’s brows rose. Sure, they had been flirting a bit at the club - but he also knew Mik was a flirty person that could get just about anyone wrapped around his finger. He didn’t think any of that was serious until now. “Oh, you’re serious about the daddy kink, huh? Hitting up a guy that’s got more than a decade on you?”

“You say that like you’re old enough to be my dad. You’re not, and you’re hot,” he said simply as they got to his house. “Let’s go.”

And Jackie decided there was no point in fighting it. He was attracted to Mik, and knowing it was mutual was all he needed. He followed Mik up to his bedroom and the next thing he knew, they were making out, stumbling over each other as they fell onto the bed. He pressed kisses down his neck, sucking a mark where his neck met his collarbone.

Mik let out a soft, pleased sigh, his fingers tangling through Jackie’s hair, tugging lightly to urge him on. His free hand reached haphazardly until he got to his bedside table, grabbing lube and a condom and setting it beside Jackie.

He smirked, grabbing the condom first and rolling it down his length, then moved his hand up Mik’s inner thigh, easing two fingers into him. “So wet already,” he observed smugly, taking his fingers back out and tapping them against Mik’s lips.

Mik followed the cue without missing a beat, taking Jackie’s fingers into his mouth and sucking on them languidly, hollowing his cheeks against them and maintaining eye contact with Jackie.

“Fuck, you’re so hot,” he breathed out, slowly pulling his fingers back out and lubing his cock up before easing into him with a grunt.

“Shit, didn’t realize how big you were,” Mik moaned, the pleased expression on his face making it clear that he wasn’t complaining, and the way he rocked his hips faster than Jackie was thrusting made it clear he didn’t want him to hold back.

“They never do,” he teased as he started to thrust harder and faster. Once he settled on a pace, he gripped the headboard with one hand and Mik’s waist with the other, grunting as he slammed into him with every thrust.

Mik’s moans grew louder and more wanton, eventually moving a hand down to touch himself while Jackie pounded into him, until his hips started to buck up. “Fuck, Daddy, I’m close,” he warned.

Jackie nodded, his own orgasm approaching as well. “That’s it, be a good boy and come for Daddy,” he cooed, his hips snapping forward as they ended up coming in tandem. He waited until they had both calmed down a bit before pulling out and taking off the condom, tying it and tossing it out before laying on his back next to Mik, pulling him close.

“Gotta say, all that extra experience paid off,” Mik cooed, pressing soft kisses along Jackie’s jaw.

Jackie chuckled breathlessly. “Happy to oblige,” he replied, then yawned. “But the old man’s tired already, think I might have to call it a night.”

He giggled softly and nodded. “Go ahead, I’ll probably pass out right after you.” He didn’t know if this would be anything more than a hookup, but whatever did happen, he knew he would enjoy every minute of it.

[tragicomedys]

uhmmm gentan

WEOWOEOOOWOOIIEOIFPOPLP

>:) . i love gentan a lot. now im not gonna be able to give a sexy ass nuanced essay like my fellow mutuals do about their pairings but listen . i just think theyre great. i think they complement each other i think they could potentially have been rlly fucking good i think they couldve really been essential figures to the other’s development. notice the word COULDVE because yeah i admit a lot of the pairings i like come from my own perception on how they couldve developed bc like admittedly genya had way more potential and tanjirou as great and fun as he is he literally just stays static thru out the whole manga. except for a couple of small moments. but like other than that hes mr perfect BUT ANYWAY

i think for genyas part its kinda obvious. tanjirou helped him Tremendously through his relationship with his brother & overall was pretty protective over genya n shit. i think tanjirou helps/would help genya gain more confidence overall, especially thinking back to his last moments where he thought of tanjirou and his words to gain, like, the confidence and strength to go through with the mission even tho he was doubting himself. in that way, tanjirou sorta completes genya, like he reminds genya to be kinder to himself and be more confident in himself and etc etc. pretty common tanjirou behavior.

for tanjirous part... their backstories are similar in how they both experienced the deaths of their entire family (in contrast to zenitsu and inosuke, and kinda kanao because her original family’s deaths arent expanded on), but the way each of them took it provided like a backdrop to their characterizations. i know tanjirous own experience with coping and grieving isnt expanded on too much, considering how its shown that he sorta “accepted” the death of his family from the beginning (thinking back to the scene where he held that guys hand & smiled, and even if that wasnt necessarily acceptance we dont REALLY see tanjirou process his past trauma in depth ig), but i think tanjirou in general is someone that would be closed off abt his own grief and pain cuz hes the “older brother” and would naturally hide away anything he thinks would worry and upset others. i mean we already see that in how he didnt tell that little nurse butterfly girl that he had a fever for his sun breathing (self-sacrifical too) and how he was basically kinda like. not expecting to be alive by the time nezuko would become human/theyd defeat muzan (essentially accepted dying when his face got FUCKED up until zenitsu said ur not dead yet buddy; overall he doesnt accept other ppls help easily as he noted how if he were the demon in their situation nobody would help him (i forgot what manga ch that was but he said smth like that) amongst other situations). theres also one of the first demons he fought where he was talking about how as the oldest brother he needs to endure more stuff and pain and whatever whatever u know. so what the fuck im getting at by the end of all of this is that i just think as genya could develop into being more confident n sortaaaa pushy (i feel like hes naturally pushy with basically anybody except his brother and tanjirou LMFAO) and could like, help tanjirou express his feelings in its entirety more freely yknow, like both the good and the bad. like i mentioned with why im not really into inotan / zentan (like that i feel like tanjirou would always feel the need to look over them n honestly can u blame him ? theyre Crazy) but i like gentan bc i feel like they could naturally become more equal in a sense when it comes to how they balance each other out. genya could've possibly been a character to help tanjirou through his own grief that he’s internalizing and couldve been someone tanjirou could relax around and not feel the need to look over... IFFFFF AND ONLY IF his character was expanded on/didnt die that quickly n early or whatever.

I think that kinda dynamic would also work out bc of how genya couldve possibly been feeling towards his brother growing up, just watching him from a distance and wanting to help him but not being able to do anything. and his guilt when he accused sanemi would just be insurmountable. so what im getting at is that i feel like genya wouldnt want that to happen, like, again, and thats why i think he’d actually take action when he grew to be more of a risk-taker and would try 2 actually make tanjirou open up yknow. bc again tanjirou upholding his “oldest bro” title wouldve taken a toll on him if u ask me. that whole vision of himself would logically lead to a lot of bottling up of emotions. i know genya tried making that right and tried helping his bro by like, becoming a demon slayer, but again i just can see genya and tanjirou having that sorta relationship.

ANYWAY. again i do acknowledge that like, for the most part ive probably filled up parts of their personalities bc i think the both of them had more potential/couldve been developed more like i just view it sorta as a flaw how static tanjirou is and how short genya’s time was. it’s definitely possible and likely that i interpreted some scenes in a very diff way compared to others, and i mightve interpreted their characterizations differently than watever other people. but like in my big dumbo brain theyre gay theyre fun they would love eahc other 2 death they would have a lotta fun together and BLAH BLAH ! but besides the “analysis” i jusyt gave on them i just thikn theyd be awesome. mr “i thought he’d talk to me since we were both in the nude” tanjirou kamado. the way genya and tanjirou have blushed @ each other many times WOUGJOUIHJ. the way they give each other strenght . the way genya protected him in battle and thought of him during his last moments . the way tanjirou is easily impressed (u remember when he was like WOAH SO COOL about mitsuri n stuff and genya was just like ... :| ) so i just think its funny if tanjirou thought genya was cool like . .it’s genya LFMREI9WODJFSLK. i know every other person tanjirous age is like in love with him but whatevrr tanjirou would crush on my homeboy genya 🙄 . iwas gonna say something else but i totally just forgot

in conclusion they should kiss just cuz i said so or what ever idk 

[tomdiddlyumptious]

T.H| Its Freezing

summary: your freezing cold and you decided to take a turn to thomas.

warning: weak fluff, as fuck. You ramble like a bitch, your feet are freezing.

A/n: unedited i made this last night and heres what i said last night "i am sleep, like deadass brain dead. Probably sum miss spelling but you guys love me to much to worry, right?" i am so sorry for this picture.

Tonight you were sleeping in your room, alone, as usual. You and tom have been in a newly found relationship, and of course. Both of you are awkward. Which is weird because thomas is the most talkative human being on this earth, its annoying. But besides that youve both agreed to make that step when you both can actually talk to each other.

you layed in your bed, a oversized nirvana shirt and small grey shorts, of course no socks because thats weird. But tonight its cold, like hella cold. You mightve considered socks.

but one thing you cant stand is being cold, you smacked your lips and rubbed your right eye, using your left foot to scratch your right ankle before getting up. You shivered and rolled your eyes, really aint feelin the breeze in your room before you grabbrd your small Lalaloopsy blanket and exited your room.

you wrapped the blanket around your neck like a scout and walked down the hallway thinking,"he wouldnt mind, its freezing." As you fot finished walking down the hall, you found his room. Looking at his closed door in front of your face before raising your englufed fist to knock-

"oh what the bloody hell! You scared the absolute shit out of me!" Tom whisper yells, jumping and raising his fist in attack mode, but soon calmed dowb and placed his hand over his heart. You giggled and shook your head, a wide smile plastered on your face as you got back into your normal stance.

"its uh, freezing in my room- i just wanted to ask-"

"if you could sleep over? Of co-course darling, you are my girlfriend right, darling?" Your face red but the browness/darkness of your face/hallway helping it not to show, he chuckled abd waited for your response, seeing as you didnt reply he took your hand and pulled you in.

some how thomas has LEDs, you laughed looking at the cute colors and how it reflected the walls, setting either a mood or a vibe in the room.

"what do you not like it?" He asked in all seriousness, you looked at him and shook your head "i love it thomas, just didnt know youd be like this- in a good way!" You cut yourself off, he chuckles and closes the door behind him, still having his hands in yours he pulls you to the bed and sets you down.

"um get comfortable?" he says, more of a question. You nod and lay down, tom putting the blanket over your toes and under your navel. He goes over to his speaker and looks back at you "music?" You nod in agreement, he playes tame impala, borderline of course. Smiling at his choice of music you put one hand behind your head and look up at the ceiling.

he lays down next to you, just watching and smiling as you didnt notice. As you start to look to your left you see him, meeting his eyes, your widen as you turn over to your side, away from him. "Dont make this awkward because if you do then i will- oh no im being awkward arent i? Geez, im such an idio--"

"calm down" he laughs, raising a hand and putting it on your waist, tugging you to lay on your back until he does it again but on the other side. There you both laid, just listening to music boring into each others eyes.

"so uh-"

"what did you do Today?" He interrups, mentally thanking him you answer. "Just went shopping a bit"

"oh really? Are you gonna show me?" "You already know how i dress-" "you dress in like four different ways, it cant hurt to show me, right darling?" You heart skipped a beat, thudding against your chest as your eyes widen, but no cat got your tongue. "I guess so, tommy" he puts his hand on your cheek.

"well, i would share my kiss with you right now but itll be out first, i want it to be special" "anythinng with you is special, Thomas" you bite the corner of your lip as his cheeks heat up, brushing his thumb over your cheek.

he pukks your face closer to his, but instead you bring your whole body. Both of your legs tangle together as he pulls in for a soft and slow kiss, just to pull in for a deeper one.

[snowdrcps-a]

@tiltedsun sent 💘 for damian and sunny uwu

send me 💘 + A SHIP and i’ll tell you—

where they first met and how

they’ve been friends for a while !! i think we said they were childhood friends but i can’t remember gbdfjkgd they’re definitely close already long before they start dating, maybe drift apart for a little bit but still get along great once they get back together. 

how long their ‘flirting’ phase was before feelings got involved

maybe there were always some lil feelings involved uwu there was some playful back and forth flirting for a while before they decide to go for it and try something more, a little difficult to say exactly when feelings get involved since they’ve cared abt each for so long to begin with.

who fell for who first ( if applicable )

hmmm maybe damian?? I can see them having a lil crush at first or just picking up on their feelings a little quicker than sunny mightve, but he’s also a little more careful abt the kinda thing to begin with

where their first date was and what it was like

ohhh something lowkey, maybe they go on a lil nighttime picnic somewhere not too crowded, spend the day putting all the food together so they can just relax with each other :((

who asks who out and how ( with a sign? spelled out on a cake? just a simple ‘will you go out with me’? )

mm I don’t know if one of them asks the other “ first ” or anything, but maybe they have a lil talk abt feelings and stuff and decide maybe it's all worth a shot to try something more, even if it might be a lil complicated at first

who proposes first

OOOH…… maybe sunny, but he sits on the idea for a While before going through with it, and i’m not sure how good he is at keeping it hidden bc he’d be so nervous gbdfkgdf

if they keep / kept their relationship secret or let everyone know right away

WELL….. definitely kept secret for a while to have some privacy from damian’s fame, which goes on for a good part of their relationship, I think. 

where the proposal happens and how ( kiss cam at a baseball game? on a hillside surrounded by ducks? at a disney park? )

theyre a subtle couple for the most part, i dont think itd be anything elaborately public, but it’d be so sentimental for sure, like a day long kind of thing, maybe looking back to important spots in their relationship and then at the end of the night ba m

if they adopt any pets together

they woul d i can see them getting a lil dog or something once they move in together

who’s more dominant

sunny i think ?? just bc he leans more towards that side, but even then it’s not something super noticeable 

where their first kiss was and what it was like

either... when they decide to start dating…. or during their first date, just as the conversation kinda lulls to a stop and everything else kinda slows around them uwu

if they have any matching couples stuff ( mugs? sweaters? pillowcases? )

YEAH they’d have a lot of little things i think. they have those little matching necklaces which im sure they wear as often as they can, probably have some other little accessories or things around the house

how into pda they are

they don’t get to indulge in it very often at the beginning of their relationship due to keeping things under wraps, but it’s not something either of them dislike. there’s a lot of hand holding and quick kisses once they do go more public, making up for any lost time and just so much more comfortable too

who holds the umbrella when it rains

sunnyyy, he likes doing lil things for damian and it’s also just easier to have him do it

where their usual ‘date spot’ is ( if applicable )

they’re used to having pretty lowkey dates from early on and I think they might try to avoid frequent the same spots too often, really spend the most time at each other’s places

who’s more protective

on first glance, I think sunny comes off as more protective, just very quick to call out anything // anyone that might mean any ill towards damian, but damian’s also fairly protective, wanting to keep things private partly to just keep sunny from any scrutiny. 

how long it is before they sleep together ( can be as in ‘had sex’ or as in ‘shared a bed’ )

i dont think it takes too long for them to share space together, they’d spend the night with each often if damian’s home and sunny isn’t working a late shift. sleeping together…… i do kinda like the idea of it happening not long before damian’s first time leaving after they start dating, 

if they argue about anything

I don’t think they have like big arguments about it, but they likely have issues at the beginning establishing boundaries and stuff regarding things in public, though it could snowball into something bigger later on? they communicate pretty well though, i dont think they’re too scared of letting each other know how they feel or what they think, and maybe it helps that damian can kinda read how sunny feels anyway bgdfkg

who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. )

hmm sunny kinda likes leaving marks and stuff but i think he’d be cautious of doing so anywhere visible on damian, just in case, but damian’s more than welcome to leave them wherever he wants on him <33

who steals whose clothes and how often

damian definitely steals sunny’s clothes, which sunny can’t really do with theirs bc Big gbkdfjg but maybe they like, steal some of his stuff to take back with them when they know they’re gonna be away for a while :(( 

how they cuddle ( spooning? facing each other? )

they like to face each other i think, any opportunity to keep seeing each other gdkg but like settle against the others neck or chest, very closely

what their favourite nonsexual activity is

domestic shit….. they like to indulge in just normal, mundane shit when they get the chance to have that time together 

how long they stay mad at each other

not too long… again, i think they’d be good abt communicating with each other. sunny doesn’t really hesitate to point out when something bothers him, and also doesn’t like to hold on to any resentment and definitely doesn’t want damian to be upset with him either

what their usual coffee / tea orders are

sunny loves iced coffee, usually not too sweet but also not like black. not 100% sure abt damian but sunny absolutely insists on making all and any of it for them

if they ever have any children together

mmmaybe !! sunny def isnt opposed to the idea, but i think it’d take some time to come to any sort of agreement on that, but theyd be good parents :((

if they have any special pet names for each other

mm sunny’s not very big on using pet names for other people, probably sticks to calling them dami or any other lil variation of their name, indulges in the occasional sweetheart and babe,  i think damian might be more keen on them

if they ever split up and / or get back together

hmm i don’t think they would, might take a little break maybe, but i think they’d get back together pretty quickly

what their shared living space is like ( messy? clean? what kind of decor? )

mostly neat !! like a lived in kinda messy, but definitely try to keep things together. mm they’d have a few plants around maybe, a good amount of photos, little personalized shit

what their first christmas / hanukkah / etc as a couple was like

cute, homey, fun :(( they’re really excited to spend the time together and exchange presents and stuff in this new kinda way, would probably spend the day together? sunny doesn’t usually do much for the holidays to begin with, and i think he’d be excited to start something new

what their names are in each other’s phones

mm damians saved as either ‘ dami ❤️ ’  or ‘ sweetheart 💕 ’ ‘ and i think sunny likewise would be saved in as ‘ sunny 💖 ‘or ‘ baby 💖 ‘ ??

if they have any ‘couple traditions’ ( buying a new mug for their collection every year? baking every friday evening? )

they try to make dinner together every friday night o r go out for it if they can, still always go on little date nights anyway, feel like they might get a new little matching thing like the necklaces every year or something, but on a smaller scale 

who falls asleep first and who wakes up first

mmm sunnys used to waking up early and doesn’t tend to stay up too late unless he’s working, so he probably falls asleep first and wakes up first gbkdf

who’s the big spoon / little spoon

sunny big spoon….. damian lil spoon <3

who hogs the bathroom

sunny can take Ages in the shower just bc he finds it relaxing in there, but doesnt take too long actually getting ready, damian might take more time in that aspect ??

who kills the spiders / takes them outside

bfkgdf i feel like they might both be take-outside people

[avixthic]

alright i just took a test and my brain is MUSH and here i am bout to delve into all your observable traits and insecurities to ship you with a mohawk wearin emotionally stunted dude LESGETITT!!!!

okay so im sure your personality off the internet is completely different so im gonna have to jump a lot of gaps, but its like that john mulaney meme of “no one look at me or ill kill myself,” but you can still interact well with others because youre very accommodating and passive and that allows you to have some friendships here and there but not too many that youre put on any radars

which is wild cause even tho i know next to nothing about hawk ik he’s like the opposite, the biggest loudest fuck you to everyone around him and only earning relationships based on respect and intimidation factor, but, like the sweet sweet sub you are, you think thats hot as hell and fantasize about him from the outskirts of his rampages, staying out of his way and avoiding eye contact while your panties get soaked

not only out of fear of getting in his way, but he’s a textbook delinquent, and you cant have yourself associated with that now can you!! noooo youre on the academic team!! you have to be in the top ten of your class!! you have to have perfect grades to live up to your family’s expectations because thats what youre supposed to do!! youve never known anything else!!

so hawk excites you, youre jealous cause you want to act out so bad, maybe not in the exact way but you know deep down that you dont deserve this even though you dont want to admit it to yourself and your community makes you think suffering is all there is in store for you

now as much of a smug bitch sigmund freud mightve been he was right about parental influences being the stem of our attraction and,,,,, im just gonna say it hawk matches that aggression you get from your dad HHSFGDAGJDKD in the sense that like youre scared but its familiar so youre okay with it and you simultaneously want to fix him because you know you have it in you, and hey at least hawk doesnt hate your existence just yet 🥴

anyway well get back to you in a bit, im gonna be honest hawk wouldnt really notice yourself at first until you make yourself noticeable, cause he can smell that insecurity from a mile away (being all to stenchy of it himself) and thinks you need to toughen up like he did, which is true but maybe not to his extreme

ACTUALLY you guys have a really good dichotomy wait....... passive vs agressive....... hating yourself vs hating everyone else before they can hate you........ wait i see where this is going the vision is taking place in my mind

i dont know what would cause you guys to eventually start interacting, maybe your friends push you into it? maybe you stay after school to pick up your grades and run into him from detention¿ ionno but you guys are just kindred spirits, in the sense that you both have that deep seeded self hatred, but youre a lot more affectionate and readily accepting and excusing of others faults which is a fuckin head scratcher for him lmao cause all hes known is ridicule

so yknow he keeps you around, he doesnt know why (yes he does) but he secretly enjoys the affirmation, and at the same time CONSTANTLY tells you to fight back against your constrictive authority because its eating you from the inside out when it has absolutely no right to

and owo whats this?? someone who actually enjoys your presence well you gotta attach to them immediately!! he’s gonna bat off your clinginess especially in the view of others, but he’d just purse his lips and focus on other things when you guys are along so at least you got that

i cant remember where i was going with this but essentially you guys get into a slow crawl of encouraging the other and unknowingly fulfilling each other’s need for validation in some way until BOOM youre on each others mouths in the back of the school and you have a secret relationship cause your parents would fucking eviscerate you if they found you around such a horrible ungodly influence thats probably the reason why your grades are so shit :D

but little by little you start having your own little rebellions every day, which you likely wouldve had in your own time as you got older but he certainly speeds up the process, and oh my god someones attracted to you, maybe now youll finally see some of your good qualities and have some semblance of self worth cause if not hawks gonna either beat it or kiss it into you he hasnt decided yet 🤗 but he does think youre a dumbass for thinking so lowly of yourself cause you have all this stuff going for you and he has nothing but his karate skills, then you assure that thats not true hes just a product of his circumstances, well guess what bitch its the same for YOU!! so you guys keep insisting that the other isnt as shitty as they think they are and wow you can base a relationship off of that? why yes, yes you can

i-

not me crying

not me actually having tear stains on my shirt

i

you

mmmmmmmhmmmm

[parkersvibes]

finding out peter is spiderman

read part one here

a/n: omg guys. i got so much feedback from you all on part one so i decided to make a part 2. and yeahh i really hope you guys enjoy. if you do lmk and i’ll do a part 3 (:

(i also apologize if the read more doesnt work )))): )

warnings: fluff, a smidge on angst

pt 2. peter parker x stark!reader

• figuring out he was spiderman

• alright you’re a stark

• but no one knows that

• but you’re really intuitive

• so there were little things you started to notice

• after uncle ben died there was some weird shit (if you want a part ab comforting peter ab uncle ben lemme know. he deserves his own part)

• like how he stopped wearing his adorable glasses

•and i guess started almost bulking up????

• he got WAY taller

• and usually you’re used to seeing him shirtless but this one time you walked in on him

• holy mother of god

• IT WAS LIKE HE GREW ABS OVER NIGHT

• BECAUSE FRESHMAN PETE DID NOT HAVE A 6 PACK

• freshman peter also got winded walking up the stairs

• AND NOW HE’S RUNNING LAPS IN GYM LIKE ITS NOTHING ??

• must be nice

• but then things got more sus

• all of a sudden he was skipping class more

• leaving early

• cancelling study sessions and skipping movie nights with ned

• and you and ned were clueless

• you and ned started hanging out more

• MR. LEEDS IS HILARIOUS LEMME TELL YOU

• he was like this little ball of happiness

• you found out his real name is Edward

• HOW CUTE

• and WOW HIS MOM BEING FILIPINA MEANT THAT YOU WERE BEING FED ALL THE TIME OH MY GOD

• ngl pete got a bit jealous

• one night,,, when pete cancelled YET AGAIN

• ned asked you, “hey y/n?”

• “hm”

• “why don’t we ever hang out at your place”

• “i told you ned, my family is just a lot yanno. plus your family and may are really cool”

• “okay but how come you don’t have any social media under your name?”

• “wdym?”

• “like you go by ‘y/n Smith’ but everything that pops up on the internet isn’t YOU”

• “pfff i told you,,, i dont believe in that stuff”

• “y/n, you know you can tell me anything”

• you wanted to be honest. this was one of your best friends. and you’ve been lying to them about your family for over a year now

• “ned i just. it’s complicated”

• “like peter’s family?”

• “nonono, i’m lucky to have both of my parents- well i have a step mom. my real mom wanted nothing to do with me. so she left me on the steps of my dads house. never came back”

• “oh shit bro, i’m sorry”

• “nah don’t worry. my dad is really cool and my step mom... she’s awesome.”

• “what’re their names”

• NATASHA WAS GONNA KILL YOU IF SHE COULD SEE HOW BAD YOU WERE STRUGGLING

• “well- uh- my step moms name is,,, um. well her real name is Virginia”

• THE WORLD KNEW PEPPER AS PEPPER NOT VIRGINIA

• “and my- my dads name is ehm... st, steve???”

• natasha was gonna have your ass

• “y/n,,,”

• “yeah”

• “you’re a horrible liar”

• “PFFF WHAAAT? NO IDEA WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT”

• “dude you left your spiderman fan tumblr open on my laptop that one night,,, and i MAY have done some snooping”

• okay you mightve had a slight obsession with the webslinger. HE WAS COOL. and what better way to keep track of him without alerting your family,,, good ol tumblr

• oh god ned, HOW MUCH SNOOPING”

• “enough to know that you have a weird obsession with that spider guy and that your last name isnt smith”

• so you told him the truth. you were a stark

• and well,,, he reacted with

• “okay cmon,,, don’t lie”

• so you showed him your late night dance parties with Nat when she was feeling goofy

• and your random snaps of steve when he was trying to figure out how to work technology

• videos of you reacting to vines with bucky

(if yall wanna see domestic life with the avengers just lmk)

• which usually results with THE WINTER SOLDIER ALMOST PEEING HIS PANTS. and trying to reenact it with sam or the other avengers

• “heyheyehy y/n guess what?”

• “what bucky?” *is in the middle of doing hw*

• “FRESHOVACADO” *bolts out of the room before you throw something at him*

• only the two of you getting vine and meme references

• (meaning getting in trouble during meetings bc you’ll make eye contact and start laughing)

• OH HIS FAVORITE IS THE “country boiiii, i love you,,, 😛”

• anywaayyy

• ned was SHOOK

• “nowayohmygodyoureanavenger”

• “no ned,,, only when they need me to be”

• *led to him asking 100000 questions*

• “does Mr. America smell like old man”

• “what language does Ms. Widow think in”

• “how many shirts does Mr. Hulk own”

• “so do they wear normal clothes or are they always PREPARED”

• “does your dad have to walk a weird way when hes in his suit”

• “do they ever chafe in their suits”

• “yes ned. we’re stocked up on baby powder”

• which you didnt mind bc it felt nice telling the truth

• ned WANTED TO TELL PETER SO BAD

• “ned no, i don’t want him to think of me differently”

• he understood. but still defended peter and said that hed still treat you the same

• anyway,,, peter started showing up with bruises and stuff which had you v concerned

• “pete what’s up? you’ve been avoiding ned and i and you have skipped out on every movie night since sophomore year started”

• “t’s nothing. dont worry ab it”

• “peter cmon, it’s just me”

• you figured maybe it had to do with ben??? but you gave him his space. you just wanted to be there for him yanno. you didnt want him to shut you out

• “Y/N I SAID ITS NOTHING. FOR FUCKS SAKE CAN YOU LEAVE ME ALONE???” he snapped (and not in the good way)

• and this was on your way to class so the whole hallway heard

• ouch

• so you left him alone. probably more than he meant. but it hurt

• i mean he was your first friend here, and now he yelled at you to leave you alone

• ned felt awful at first. trying to comfort you and tell you it wasnt your fault

• but then he started acting weird. whenever you brought up peter hed be super antsy about it

• you- “i think he got into another fight or something”

• ned- “pFFT PETER? FIGHTING? no way,,, i got-i gotta go”

• so you figured that whatever peter was hiding, ned knew about,, which also hurt your feelings

• so you closed off

• and wow could the super family tell something was wrong

• wanda- “little stark, i can feel your sadness all the way to my room”

• sam/bucky/rhodes- “okay what’s the deal, we’ve played 5 rounds of fortnite and you havent once rage quit even though you’re doing terrible”

• tony- “kid, what’s wrong? everyone here can tell you’re not feeling great”

• nat- “cmon. ive given you 3 opportunities to kick my ass and you havent once complained about me going easy?”

• thor- “lady y/n what is causing you distress? not once have you smiled, i even wore my hair in pigtails,,, and that seems to always do the trick”

• and you gave the same response every time “‘m just tired” “lots of homework”

• they noticed you werent going out on weekends anymore

• so tony figured that your friend group and you were having some Stuff

• pep gave him an idea of meeting his new prodigy

• now tony knew it’d be kinda sus because peter went to midtown but he figured that if the kid kept his mask on it’d be fine

• “dad i don’t wanna see another one of your weird maid robots”

• “wha- no i want you to meet someone”

• “dad college isn’t for another 2 years. if it’s your friend from MIT-“

• then right before your eyes was the insect boy that youve been admiring through the internet

• needless to say

• your jaw dripped

• “y/n meet spiderling, spiderling meet my daughter y/n stark”

• *seconds pass*

• “i uh- oH- um- sp-spidERman, h-hi. biG fan of you- your work”

• *silence*

• you- “oH dad diD you hear th-that? moM is calling mE”

• tony- “what?? pep wouldve called on the interco-“

• spiderman- “y/n”

• you- SHOOK TO THE CORE BECAUSE YOU KNEW THAT VOICE. THAT WAS THE VOICE THAT SOUNDED LIKE HONEY BUT COULD CUT YOU DEEPER THAN ANY WEAPON IN YOUR HOUSE

• you- “p-peter???”

• tony- *shocked pikachu face* “you know each other???”

• you- “so-something like that yeah”

• peter takes off his mask

• “ohmygodpeterisspiderman”

• “ohmygodyourlastnameisntsmith”

• tony- “im gonna let you guys figure this out” *walks backward slowly*

*insert silence*

• you- “so this is what you were hiding, huh?” with a cold tone

• “IM HIDING? YOU LIED ABOUT YOUR WHOLE HOME LIFE TO NED AND I”

• *yelling at each other for another minute. even though you couldnt hear what the other is saying*

• you- *yelling loudest “I DIDNT WANT YOU TO SEE ME DIFFERENTLY OKAY”

• peter- “you really thought id do that?” (heartbreaking voice)

• you- “i- once i got to know you, i knew you wouldnt but i was scared. i didn’t know how to tell you. for once in my life i had found someone my age who liked ME for ME. not for my name or money or my dad. and i didn’t want to change that. i’m sorry i didn’t tell you sooner”

• peter- “... i get what you mean. after ben died everyone gave me that look. except you and ned.”

• you- “why didn’t you tell me”

• peter- “everyone i love or ever cared about dies. my parents and then my uncle ben. so once i got my abilities i knew that the risk was even higher and i didn’t want to put you in that position. i wanted to keep you safe. but it seems like you know how to handle yourself” (referring to the fact that you grew up with THE EARTHS MIGHTIEST HEROS)

• y/n- “so how come ned found out?”

• peter *scratches back of neck* “well- he- i- May let him in my room and i happen to be crawling on the ceiling in my suit and he dropped the death star” *head hangs in shame*

• you had to giggle at that i mean CMON

• you stepped closer to him

• “pete you’re my best friend. you can tell me anything okay?”

• “no more secrets?”

• “no more secrets”

• and you both pinky promise and your thumbs “kiss” bc IF THEY ITS THE ULTIMATE UNBREAKABLE VOW DONT @ ME

• peter parker gives you the biggest hug that maKES YOUR HEART JUMP BC PHYSICAL CONTACT WITH A PERSON AS PRETTY AS HIM MAKES YOUR HEART FEEL A CERTAIN WAY

• but you wrapped your arms around his neck and enjoyed the moment

• wow he is really cozy

• * the avengers are watching from the cameras in awe*

• led to MANY questions at dinner

• and so everything went back to “normal”

• it wasn’t until you went to bed that night that you realized peter said the L word

• WHAT

• so much for no secrets

taglist: @silver-winter-wolf @emmmmszy @everythingaboutnothingsstuff @rexorangecouny @wishiwasanavenger @marjoherbo @nologinisoksothatsit @mindset-jupiter @hpnjrph @soup238

some favs/mutrals: @h-osterfield @starksparker @stuckonspidey @sunshinehollandd @keepingupwiththeparkers @hey-marlie @spyder-bites

[kaitlynliaoswife]

why dont you make one of those lists of who’s your LI in each book

i think i mightve done this at some point of another but im sure theres been more books since that hypothetical time that may or may not exist so here you go:

big sky country: asha? i haven’t got to kiss her or anything yet but thats my plan. she purdy.

atv: Kepler i guess but i wish she like had a personality and like relationship development. i wish a lot of things about atv. Zaniah for Pax bc shes fine. Nobody for Eos bc all of his lis are too good for him.

desire&decorum: Annabelle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (me? choosing the only female love interest? maybe i dont need to make this list after all)

Ame: Bianca, but I did tell mack that i’d date her after the show jsut for the screentime… also id bone jen if i didnt have to pay for it

VOS: Naomi but in the end i abandoned her bc i only had like two (2) diamonds… and i probably wouldve paid to stay with kate in the end if i had the diamonds anyway tbh

Bloodbound: Kamilah…. just typing her name makes my heart nut

perfect match: Hayden!!! (female hayden, obviously. Male hayden whomst?) Shes so…. good. Also as soon as pb gives me the chance im also gonna date alana bc it be like that.

RCD: Daddy Thomas Hun- hafblshdfbljs can you imagine? Victoria obviously bc i have a type

Hfth: Holly… no comment

Ilitw: stacy (stacey?)… but she didnt speak at my funeral so shes dead to me now

High school story: maria… no comment pt 2

Hero: Eva!! wow i miss her and cant wait to get to spend more time with her… she was the queen of taking like 30 chapters to first appear

trr: King Liam, the one man i respect. He’s just too good to turn down and I want my mc to have his babies.

Braidwood manor: Eleanor! One of my early diamond purchases was bringing her back to life. She’s the only like main li who’s female and That’s big dick energy

#Lovehacks: Ben! (Gasp? Another man?) He was sweet and leah was paywalled out of literally the entire first book. If only real nerd guys  were like that.

Endless summer: I think I tried romancing both estela and quinn but it was literally impossible to have a relationship with either of them without paying diamonds so i had 0 hearts and mostly just chilled with Diego, who was willing to hang with me for free like a real one

rules of engagement: Mc married the bartender, party twin got with mira (like the two times you could), nerdy twin got with audrey (which is technically a choice bc theres that random guy from the internship)

tcatf: I romanced Val as Kenna (

freshman/sophomore/junior/senior: take a guess

most wanted: theres no romance i just wanted to remind everyone that most wanted exists and i miss it

[amorjihope]

yoonminseok 💕💕

big spoon/little spoon: yoongi and jimin switch up who gets to be the little spoon, but hoseok is almost always a big spoon

favorite non-sexual activity: listening to music, yoongi says its the only thing that can make the two of his boyfriend shut the hell up long enough for him to actually relax

who uses all the hot water: jihope~ they always shower together and spend too much time in the shower doing other things

most trivial thing they fight over: who’s shorter, yoongi refuses to admit that he and jimin are almost practically the same height and yoonmin always call hoseok a giant

who does most of the cleaning: hoseok, yoongi makes most of the mess tho

what has a season pass on their dvr/who controls the netflix queue: KING JIMIN REIGNS SUPREME OVER THE QUEUE

who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working: yoongi, tho sometimes he lets it go unattended for a few days just so that he has an excuse to cuddle up to his boyfriends at random moments during the day

who steals the blankets: y o o n g i !

who leaves their stuff around: usually yoongi but sometimes jimin leaves his stuff around when he’s sleepy or angry and hoseok is always stuck cleaning up after them

who remembers to buy the milk: jimin, hoseok gets distracted by sweet meat whenever he does the shopping by himself and yoongi only goes when he’s being forced to and still somehow manages to sneak in his favorite yogurt drinks by the time they’re at checkout even though jimin has no recollection how yoongi got those into the cart in the first place

who remembers anniversaries: hoseok! but yoongi wishes he wouldn’t since he claims that there’s no point until jihope are wining and dining him later that night

Who cooks normally? jihope. yoongi is banned from using the kitchen appliances that emit fire

How often do they fight? yoongi “fights” with jihope every day, but it’s not really fighting when he’s just whining about something he thinks is annoying. they’ve never really had an actual fight before

What do they do when they’re away from each other? yoongi feels like his hands are colder since there aren’t two people to hold them and warm them up for him. hoseok does better than yoongi, but sometimes he’ll still turn, mid-sentence to tell one of them something only to realize they aren’t there. jimin would just whine to tae and blow up the groupchat asking if anyone’s seen his boyfriends ‘cause they mightve been kidnapped and he’s lonely and needs cuddles, yes.

Nicknames for each other? yoongi to hoseok: seok/seokseok/seokie, yoongi to jimin: minnie/jiminnie. hoseok to yoongi: hyungie/yoongoon, hoseok to jimin: jiminnie/baby/jimbles. jimin to yoongi: yoongles, jimin to hoseok: hobi-hyung/hobi/seok

Who is more likely to pay for dinner? jimin and yoongi fight over it all the time while hoseok just enjoys the food, glad that he isn’t being expected to pay

Who steals the covers at night? yoongi! but it’s okay cause jihope like to cuddle while asleep so they’re always warm

What would they get each other for gifts? yoongi would get hoseok a ton fuck of cds by his fave artists and he’d get jimin new dance shoes. hoseok and jimin would both get yoongi candles and notebooks and cute stationary things. hoseok would get jimin a lot of jewelry and jimin would gift hoseok massages, home-cooked meals, and a new stereo for his dance studio

Who kissed who first? yoongi kissed hoseok first and jimin whined until yoonseok both just went for it and kissed jimin at the same time. it resulted in a very messy threeway kiss with a lot of “ow”s and giggles

Who made the first move? hoseok! he initially loooooved jimin but then yoongi came around and jihope we’re like “shit”

Who remembers things? yoongi does, but he tries to be nonchalant about it (spoiler: it doesnt work)

Who started the relationship? yoongi did. he knew jihope were an item by the time he met them, but the tension between the three of them was just too much for him to ignore so he sat those happy-go-lucky guys down and laid shit out on the table and well, two became three after that

Who cusses more? yoongi! but when hoseok’s startled, he curses enough to make yoongi blush

What would they do if the other was hurt? yoongi would just be bored and let hoseok or jimin handle and take care of whoever was hurt because he agreed to being a boyfriend not a nurse after all. hoseok would be frantic and his hands would not be still, he’d just keep fluttering about trying to figure out what to do. jimin would be really calm, but his hands would still shake the tiniest bit when he’d try to soothe whichever of his boyfriends injured themselves that time. all in all, they depend on one another to get through it

[ur-bi-gf]

My soulmate who is now my ex

I kinda have no place else to write this. I feel like I'll bother my friends on vent because they want me to get over him, Ive gotten better but im not over him at all

You know, some people meet the one and never screw it up from there because they dont want to lose what they have.

But others.. People like me, we meet the one and we screw it again and again and again and again because that's just who we are! We're scared of losing them so we end up fucking up because that fear builds up.

Also because we're idiots! All we wanna do is love them but our fear gets to us.

See, I found the one, and i screwed it up by breaking up with him... I dont remember why i broke up with him... It was cause i lied because of the reason, and I've kinda only told one person since then... I was scared to talk to him about it because its so.... Repetitive.

And i was in denial when we broke up, and then it all hit me.

Yeah i was going through the five motherfucken stages of grief hah! I had no idea until i hit depression.

One night it all hit me, no one will ever love me and treat me like this boy has.

I begged for him to get back with me because i didnt know what else to do and i said i wouldnt beg him but i did, and i made him feel like a dick.

I made him feel like an asshole...

And he isnt, hes the most funniest guy there is, hes so handsone and so sexy like seriously!!! And his laugh and smile are so perfect and the little things like his "Yay"s and "Yee"s or the way he would look at me when i did something cute, or his voice, god his voice was amazing. He was truly amazing and I loved him with all my heart...

Its just i missed him so much and i wanted us to try again, well there wasnt gonna be a "try" i know if we got back together we would stay together for life.

One day he started ignoring me... I didnt know why but he'd talk to me less and less till he just started seening me. And... I didnt know why.

I had hope i could be with him again and i told him i had hope so much! I mean come on! We were perfect for each other and i had my first kiss with him, and i cried every night for him and i felt so lonely without him. Nothing could help.

I texted his best friend for advice (his best and i were like friends-ish). Turns out he got a new girlfriend.

And he didnt tell me.

So here I was texted a guy, calling him a shit load of times, telling him how much i loved him... And he couldnt tell me he had a girlfriend.

Maybe he was trying to protect me? Maybe he didnt feel like I deserved an explanation? I will never know.

But me finding out was definitely inevitable.

When i say ive never cried that hard, I mean it, i was sobbing and screaming into a pillow and hitting my bed, i was a fucking mess.

For days i didnt shower and my hygiene was shit, i didnt eat, didnt drink anything, i was horrible.

I resented him for leaving me, because it DID only take him a few days to a week to get a new gf, but that... I guess that's my fault?

When asked how he got over me so quickly he says because i made him feel like an asshole and a dick.

Great... *SARCASM!!!*

I know that you know I didnt mean to do that, but he thinks i did. I just wanted him back and it got lost in translation. I was so in love with him, like a lot.

I shouldn't have resented him but that's just how stupid teenage me handled it. I made a bunch of posts on how i didnt need him and how i hate him and how he was shit and hes a bitch and blahblahblah, AND then half my other posts were oh i miss him, i love him, im nothing without him and blahblah.

I resented him for dating the girl i was afraid of stealing him away from me, because holy fuck i always thought she was better than me, but he always told me he saw her as a sister and nothing more... I dont know if he lied or if that changed, because now theyre dating.

He doesnt even want to talk to me now, I'm not sure of the exact reason, but I'm sure its because of something I did.

I really think he's my soulmate, even if he isnt, fuck i think he's meant to be mine and i was meant to be his, but now hes with another girl. And god that kills me so fucking much, but if he's happy, I'm happy.

I hope hes happy though, his smile was always the cutest.

I think he loves her more than me already, which mightve been fast but hes over me so... Yeah.

This turns into advice, if you lose someone, if you think they're your soulmate, hold them tight and never let them go no matter what, trust yourself and trust them, trust in the both of you. If you let go and find better holy shit great job!!! But if you let go, you may regret it, like i did.

I dont expect anyone to read this, this is kind of like advice for myself in the future, I know i wont date for a while because this has hurt me like nothing else, but also...you know its true heartbreak when you cant hurt more than you already are.

I'll always love him and want him, but he's happy with another girl so I'm happy for them, I wish him the best.

[aw-yeah-jimin]

get to know me

tagged by @honey-hoseok - i havent been tagged in a thing in ages lol thank you~

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (im like gonna tag like 3 people tbh)

THE LAST: 1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: i lit cant remember the last time i made a phonecall... mightve been when the hospital rang about my address change 3. Text message: mum about picking me up 4. Song you listened to: neyo because of you 5. Time you cried: idk couple of weeks ago

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nah 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah 8. Been cheated on: nah 9. Lost someone special: not really 10. Been depressed: ye 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah lmao

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. orange 13. blue 14. grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: kinda idk??? theyre kinda more like acquaintances really i dont talk to them much outside of uni and theyre all like from birmingham so they have their home mates anyway 16. Fallen out of love: nah 17. Laughed until you cried: i do all the time tbh 18. Found out someone was talking about you: ye... but like everyone in the flat talked shit about each other so im not surprised but it was joke because she thought i banged on the walls when her and her bf had sex??? like no i just hit my head a lot because i cant sit still 19. Met someone who changed you: nah 20. Found out who your friends are: kinda 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nah

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like all but about 10-20 23. Do you have any pets: ye man we got a dog like 2 weeks ago lmao 24. Do you want to change your name: nah 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: nothing tbh went bank and doctors lol 26. What time did you wake up: about 10:20 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: just watching tv 28. Name something you can’t wait for: tbh to go back to uni/find out if me new flatmates are terrible or good this time lol 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like an hour ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: im not really unhappy with anything rn 31. What are you listening to right now: the tv 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ye lol one of my uni flatmates was a tom 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: not a lot really 34. Most visited website: youtube probably

LOST QUESTIONS. 35. Mole/s: ye a few 36. Mark/s: i have a few from rashes that i kept scratching but then they went away but you can still see where they were 37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a policewoman i think lol 38. Hair color: brown 39. Long or short hair: short-ish 40. Do you have a crush on someone: not really 41. What do you like about yourself: er like looks wise i like me nose lmao n like just in general i think im good at communicating like i can make a convo out of any random crap 42. Piercings: i have the standard lobes, and then daith and conch on me right ear 43. Blood type: AB+ 44. Nickname: lou/loulou 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: cancer 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV show: omg so many like rick and morty, adventure time, steven universe, coach trip, hollyoaks, its aunny 49. Tattoos: nah 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: nah 52. Hair dyed in different colors: i used to dye the ends different colours but i havent for a couple years 53. Sport: i lit havent done sport since school n i was only good at netball n table tennis tbh n like i just messed around in P.E. most of the time and me and amy made up our own versions of how to do things lol 54. There’s no question here so fun fact: ???idk likeee... i really actually enjoy doing laundry but everyone else seems to hate it and idgi bc i find it to be one of the easiest chores even when you hang it out on a washing line its really not that bad 55. Vacation: i havent been away since 2011:( but on that one it was a school trip, we went to america skiing, and on the way back had a stop over in france because it was cheaper than direct to england lol 56. Pair of trainers: i just live in vans tbh lol but i have a pair of nike hitops that are like 6 years old but theyre so comfy for like long distance driving/walking far lol

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: nothing         58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: do nothing tbh lol it's chill out time 60. No question here either so another fun fact: erm like i think im good with money??? like compared to me mates and that i think im less like sponteneous and i think more about what im buying and also what i could buy instead that i actually properly need lol 61. Waiting for: this was already a question??? 62. Want: i want the zephyr vans but we dont have that colour here;( 63. Get married: im honestly not too bothered if i do get married or not 64. Career: im like still not fully sure what i want to do, like i just do business in general at uni, but im leaning towards something in accounting and finance

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: the same height or taller, like im quite tall too so 68. Older or younger: i lean toward older but younger by a year or 2 is cool 69. No question here: ??????????????????????k 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms i guess 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant:  hesitant i suppose

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nah 75. Drank hard liquour: ye 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i dont use either 77. Turned someone down: nah 78. Sex in the first date: nah 79. Broken someone’s heart: not to my knowledge 80. Had your heart broken: nah 81. Been arrested: nah 82. Cried when someone died: no one i know has died since i was like 6 so idk if i did then or not bc i cant remember 83. Fallen for a friend: nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: most of the time 85. Miracles: sorta 86. Love at first sight: not really  87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss in the first date: depends how it goes 89. Angels: nah

OTHER: 90. Current best friend’s name: i dont really have one tbh 91. Eye color: green 92. Favorite movie: im not much of a movie person tbh i probably watch three a year lol but my fav one i saw recently is girls trip

okay tagging: @run-run-run-rn @chensguns @auroraemberneko @22wooji n yeah cya